#I still care

[gayalanwake]

something that seriously haunts me is that when I went to new york comic con last year I walked right past the b&bh booth at artist alley bc I had yet to gaf. Like I literally started watching the show 2 weeks later. fuck my stupid baka life

[sharkskeepmoving]

For |Y|o|u|

"You're too good for me, Your too good for anyone."

Submarine [2011] dir. Richard Ayoade

[mywordsfortheuniverse]

The hardest part of this is ignoring the desperate need for the comfort I only found in your arms. I miss the days I could just knock on your door to have you hold me. Now I hug my pillow a little tighter instead.

[bluebellhairpin]

Braids are locked in today <3

[gibbsnicht]

I know you don't care about me, but I still do care about you. A lot actually, but I guess you are aware. I hope you know that you can always reach out to me at any time if you need someone to talk to.

You're not a burden, you're not a problem.

[normaljustaintforme]

"We're not speaking and I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me."

I just want you to reply. Something, anything. I miss you but I know we'll never be the same. We want 2 different things that we are unwilling to compromise. It's breaking my heart tonight. I still love you. 😭💔

[mamayan]

Might fuck around and rewatch One Piece.

Might start a cult.

Both will take around the same time frame.

[haikuku]

Daily Haikuku, no. 329

Getting older, our lives are all changing, and it's tearing us apart.

--haikuku

[psychicuniiverse]

I didn't give up on you.

I meant it when I said

I won't ever give up on you,

I never could, even if I wanted to.

I didn't give up on you.

I gave up on us.

I still believe in you.

[dinosaurwithablog]

@binbahyahoo I get it. I've lived through hell and I made it out. That's where my compassion comes from. I get it. I am broken but still somehow able to move forward. If I kill myself, they win. That's not gonna happen. Please, do something good for yourself and don't count on anyone to do it for you. You can do this and you deserve to do this. I don't have anger issues from what I've been through. I have psychotic rage issues, but i keep them in check and i move forward because that's important and i deserve it. Anger isn't the answer. I have very, very, very severe PTSD. Writing this now, i can barely breathe, but I'm writing for you. I care. You matter. I'll listen. There are very loving, caring, positive assholes like me who do care about you. Even more so when I see the pain you're in as you lash out with hate. Take a breath. DM me if you want to talk. I unblocked you. If you keep saying hateful things to me, I will block you again. I couldn't block you without trying to talk to you. I get it. Unfortunately. If I can do this, you can do this. I'll help you do this.

Please, spread this for those who might need it right now

U.S. suicide hotline: call or text 988 (available 24 hours)

U.S. trans lifeline: (877) 565-8860 (when you call, you’ll speak to a trans/nonbinary peer operator. full anonymity and confidentiality)

Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) National Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357) – provides 24/7 confidential support and referrals for individuals and families facing mental health and substance use disorders, including panic attacks and anxiety.

LGBT National Help Center: (888) 843-4564

Trevor Project: Call (866) 488-7386, text START to 678-678, or chat online.

Take care of yourself and each other. Please stay safe ♡

[all-the-bones-ever]

this hit me like a truck

[mywordsfortheuniverse]

We aren’t together anymore but I still find myself checking each night to make sure you got home safe before I can fall asleep.

[post-grammatic-stress]

If you've ever told a person who's had to be bedbound for a period of time that you wish you could "just stay in bed", DO IT.

Stay in bed. For days. But don't get up if someone needs you to, or you get bored, or you get antsy. Don't do anything other than rest. Just lie in your bed, whether you need to get stuff done around the house or socialize or anything else "productive". You'll have to cancel on people, you'll disappoint them, they won't understand.

And if you're thinking, "well, i CAN'T just be in bed. There's stuff that has to be done - I have plans", maybe ask yourself why you assumed a disabled person doesn't have plans or things to do or desires.

[krawdad]

Switching to an old computer so I have something while I send the broken one in and oh my god suddenly I am aware of how much time has passed and I don't like it

[astr0disiac]

"toxic yaoi" this "password" that

THIS being one of stan's lowest moments is the saddest thing i've seen and no one has talked about it what the freak :(

[acoyot33]

Monday 15th July 2024 1:09am

I wrote a new letter, shorter, more to the point. I re-read my old one and I need to stop talking so much and actually get to the point. Like damn.

I miss you still. I've been trying to not think about you but you're still there in the darkest crevices of my brain, lurking, jumping out in my dreams as a background character but i notice you and talk. Then suddenly the whole dream is about you. And I wake up with this empty feeling in my chest and I think "Why could that be?".

Then while doing something mundane like eating lunch I remember you, your face, how to spoke, the words, what you said.

You haunt me, Joe.

I'm so tired of loving and yearning for something who doesnt want me, its tiring, it hurts, it feels like im chasing my tail all day everyday, circles, circles, circles.

And no one even likes you! thats the worst part!! everyone i've ever spoken to now, yesterday, five fucking years ago, they told me 'good luck!' when i asked you out... I talk to people now and they said they hated your vibe and how you acted. YET, i still make excuses for you... I love you so so much. Its awful, its pathetic i know, i havent heard the end of it.

people tell me im wasting my time and i know!!!!!! i am !!!!! im wasting it. but for some reason i still believe theres something.

I'm so... lethargic. bored. im bored of this feeling.

I cant go a second without you popping into my mind, without seeing your goddamn name.

I'm gonna sleep and pray I feel better or that you call me.

i hope its the latter.