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Girlfriends

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Ok hear me out:

Buddie/Bathena parallel of Athena running to get revenge after Bobby goes into a coma from the house fire at the end of season 7. Buck gets injured in some way and Eddie just grabs a fucking gun or something and puts that damn military training to use. Hunts down whoever he thinks did it in a fit of utter rage that has everyone at least a little terrified

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Describing my BTVS OC’s relationships with other characters as poorly as possible

Buffy: Bought in the same box. Do not separate or they will go Insane

Willow: Them gays stick together

Xander: Lmao get loved loser. Get absolutely fucking accepted. I’m appreciating you so hard rn

Giles: Hey dad I mean dad I mean dad I mean

Spike: Violently devoted morally ambiguous fucked up sex with my violently devoted morally ambiguous fucked up lover

Angel: Never have a crush on a dark mysterious guy. He WILL kill you and turn you into a monster for his own sick entertainment. And then feel Really Bad about it

Dawn: Ok look I’ll stop getting beaten up if you stop stealing shit, deal?

Tara: Not only mlm/wlw solidarity but also bigass nerd solidarity

Anya: Sword fight over who is the most autistic

Riley: Oh no he has enchanting eyes. Oh god oh no the yearning oh shit

Faith: Let’s take a smoke break where we both trauma dump and then in like 15 min we can get back to trying to kill each other

Cordelia: We came here to serve cunt and be haters

Oz: Lowkey wanna smoke a blunt with you

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In Faith’s eyes, Buffy had everything. Maybe she wanted to be the one thing Buffy couldn’t have (even though, in reality, she had her all along)

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Help me. I made an OC for a piece of media I’m hyperfixated on and decided to ship them with one of the canon main characters for laughs, and I’ve accidentally created the most tragic, gut-wrenching, batshit insane romance of all time. And now I can’t stop thinking about it, but I can’t talk about it bc it’s literally all in my head and nobody knows about it because it never fucking happened. I made THE ship ever and all I can do is Rock Back And Forth and think autistically about it

When Florence Welch said “the very thing you’re best at is the thing that hurts the most” this is what she meant. My own imagination has created an endless pit of suffering in which I must dwell in a world so vibrant yet which nobody else will ever know.

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this might be what convinces me to finally get into Xena

This scene from “The Yoko Factor” is so funny to me. Bc like

First of all, it cements that the antagonists of Buffy have the best gaydar bc they’re gay, because Faith (in the body swap episode) and Spike were literally the ONLY PEOPLE who NATURALLY noticed that Willow and Tara had a thing going without being told about it. It’s so fucking funny that Spike just immediately susses it out. Like yeah, they’re not hiding it, but he doesn’t even consider that it could be casual intimacy or anything, just like “yeah they’re lesbians, makes sense”

Second of all, the fact that he uses witchcraft as a metaphor for lesbianism. It’s just really funny

Third, how when he tells them that their friends are being judgy (a.k.a homophobic) about it, Willow just fucking believes him 😭 Like yes girl, this evil soulless vampire was definitely allowed to participate in a personal conversation between people who hate him about your relationship, makes total sense. She’s so upset about it too, bless her.

And then just Spike throwing in “I think it’s fine btw. If you wanna be a witch, be a witch, you know?” Like it’s just so fucking funny in retrospect. ‘Yeah, I’m an evil dude who cares about none of you, and I’m actively trying to convince you that your friends are homophobic so that it will cause a rift between you, but I just gotta let you know that I support gay people.’ It was probably so they’d trust his word more, but it’s still just so funny that he threw that in there. Just letting them know they have the Spike seal of approval.

Spike supports lesbians. Even when he wants them and their friends dead

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This scene from “The Yoko Factor” is so funny to me. Bc like

First of all, it cements that the antagonists of Buffy have the best gaydar bc they’re gay, because Faith (in the body swap episode) and Spike were literally the ONLY PEOPLE who NATURALLY noticed that Willow and Tara had a thing going without being told about it. It’s so fucking funny that Spike just immediately susses it out. Like yeah, they’re not hiding it, but he doesn’t even consider that it could be casual intimacy or anything, just like “yeah they’re lesbians, makes sense”

Second of all, the fact that he uses witchcraft as a metaphor for lesbianism. It’s just really funny

Third, how when he tells them that their friends are being judgy (a.k.a homophobic) about it, Willow just fucking believes him 😭 Like yes girl, this evil soulless vampire was definitely allowed to participate in a personal conversation between people who hate him about your relationship, makes total sense. She’s so upset about it too, bless her.

And then just Spike throwing in “I think it’s fine btw. If you wanna be a witch, be a witch, you know?” Like it’s just so fucking funny in retrospect. ‘Yeah, I’m an evil dude who cares about none of you, and I’m actively trying to convince you that your friends are homophobic so that it will cause a rift between you, but I just gotta let you know that I support gay people.’ It was probably so they’d trust his word more, but it’s still just so funny that he threw that in there. Just letting them know they have the Spike seal of approval.

Spike supports lesbians. Even when he wants them and their friends dead

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This scene from “The Yoko Factor” is so funny to me. Bc like

First of all, it cements that the antagonists of Buffy have the best gaydar bc they’re gay, because Faith (in the body swap episode) and Spike were literally the ONLY PEOPLE who NATURALLY noticed that Willow and Tara had a thing going without being told about it. It’s so fucking funny that Spike just immediately susses it out. Like yeah, they’re not hiding it, but he doesn’t even consider that it could be casual intimacy or anything, just like “yeah they’re lesbians, makes sense”

Second of all, the fact that he uses witchcraft as a metaphor for lesbianism. It’s just really funny

Third, how when he tells them that their friends are being judgy (a.k.a homophobic) about it, Willow just fucking believes him 😭 Like yes girl, this evil soulless vampire was definitely allowed to participate in a personal conversation between people who hate him about your relationship, makes total sense. She’s so upset about it too, bless her.

And then just Spike throwing in “I think it’s fine btw. If you wanna be a witch, be a witch, you know?” Like it’s just so fucking funny in retrospect. ‘Yeah, I’m an evil dude who cares about none of you, and I’m actively trying to convince you that your friends are homophobic so that it will cause a rift between you, but I just gotta let you know that I support gay people.’ It was probably so they’d trust his word more, but it’s still just so funny that he threw that in there. Just letting them know they have the Spike seal of approval.

Spike supports lesbians. Even when he wants them and their friends dead

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Spangel is actually so insane. Bc it’s literally like

What if I hated you. What if that was because I saw myself in you. What if it was also because you are better than I can ever be. What if I loved you for the same reason. What if I wanted you dead. What if I couldn’t exist without you. What if I ruined you. What if you ruined me, too. What if I couldn’t stand you. What if I saw the monster you were and thought it was beautiful. What if I saw what you are now and thought it was even better. What if you condemned me. What if you were my saviour. What if I liked to hurt you. What if I hated seeing you in pain. What if you never knew who I really was. What if you were the only person in existence who could ever understand me. What if I was your vice. What if I was your virtue. What if we could never be more different. What if someone couldn’t know you without knowing me first. What if we fell for the same girl. What if it was because she reminded me of a danger that you showed me first. What if it was because you and her were also doomed just like we had been. What if it should never have been you. What if it could never have been anyone but you. What if I wanted to forget you. What if I saw you in everything. What if you were cursed to remember my scent for eternity. What if I had a whole wide world in which I could hide from you. What if I stayed with you anyway. What if that was because you were my world. What if what if what if

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angel: the series as textposts bc i thought it would be fun and perhaps even silly

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i miss tara maclay

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Please I need you to not skip this

Almost all the individual posts I have made about these have gotten ZERO notes. I've seen others make posts compiling all of them into one and those seem to get notes so I too am trying it. Please just a like or a reblog if you can't donnate, but if you can, PLEASE DO, it helps SO MUCH.

Without further ado: a list of all of the individuals and families from Gaza that have reached out to me, some vetted, some not.

The Fathi Family: €21,615/€80K or 27%

Anas & Ahmed: €9,003/€29K or 31%

Maher: £11,070/£50K or 22%

Aboud Al-Qudra: €6,971/€25K or 28%

Ahmed: $808 USD/$30K or 3%

Majed and Their Family: $8,807 USD/$70K or 13%

Aya Almajdoub and Their Family: €4,577/€55K or 8%

Basel Ayyad and Their Family: CHF8,775/CHF60K or 15%

Rewaa's Family: $7,604 USD/$50K or 15%

Mahmoud Ayyad and His Family: €8,682/€55K or 16%

Motaz Mohamed and Their Family: €4,894/€50K or 10%

Saadiya Masoud and Their Family: $3,693 AUD/$10K or 37%

Mahmoud Jehad and His Family: $9,856 USD/$25K or 39%

Farah Areef: €807/€8K or 10%

Etaf Al-Qataa and Her Family: €7,479/€100K or 7%

Haytham al Habil and Their Family: €65,302/€100K or 65%

Sama Yasser and Her Family: $8,506 AUD/$30K or 28%

Ahmed Alnabih and Their Family: €4,094/€20K or 20%

Mohammed and His Five Children: €28,915/€35K or 83%

Motaz Jad Al-Haq and His Family: kr140,612 SEK/kr250K or 56%

Tahrir's Family: $15,510 USD/$65K or 24%

Hazem Shawish and Their Family: €20,345/€50K or 41%

Ayaa and Their Family: $28,369 USD/$35K or 81%

Eslam Gheelan's Family: $34,057 USD/$50K or 68%

Ola and Their Family: $64,471 USD/$85K or 76%

Haya and Their Family: €97,420/€100K or 97%

Muhammad Al-Habil and His Children: €38,352/€50K or 77%

Eman Zaqout and Their Family: $37,448/$80K or 47%

Mohammed Asfour and Their Family: €9,313/€80K or 12%

Mahmoud Abd: €923/€15K or 6%

Khaled's Family: $2,746 AUD/$60K or 5%

Jaber Mohammad Al-Dahdouh (13 years old): €287/€20K or 1%

Ghazal Naseer, Her Family, and the Al-Kafarna family: £12,476/£25K or 50%

Raghad: £542/£20K or 3%

Heba Alanqar and His Family: €6,458/€60K or 11%

The Al-Safadi Family: €270/€30K or 1%

I will try to update this post as I get more asks and as these campaigns get more money, PLEASE donate to at least one of these fundraisers, read their stories, reblog their posts, reblog THIS post, lives are at stake.

If you're feeling overwhelmed with the number of campaigns maybe pick a new one each week to donate a couple dollars to.

If you would prefer to donate to a bigger organization the PCRF and UNRWA are great options, but please don't forget how much difference donating to an individual fundraiser will do.

And don't forget your daily click.

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Close enough, welcome back Crowley and Aziraphale

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they need to make a wuthering heights emoji for when u need to quickly express the emotion "heathcliff it's me i'm cathy i've come home i'm so cold let me in your window"

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9-1-1 Fall Finale (S8 Episode 8) Spoilers!!!

Ok so. The Buddie insanity is STRONG right now.

The Eddie moving thing has made it very clear that we’re gonna get a breakdown this season. This big, impulsive change with the both of them in such fragile states is 100% gonna result in one or both of them losing it at some point. Right now, my money’s on Buck, because:

In the scene, they focus on Buck’s reaction to the news, having lingering shots of his expressions and explicitly showing how his face falls the second Eddie leaves the room, holding on his disbelieving look. This all but confirms that his POV in this whole situation is gonna be important.

His whole thing with Tommy. Buck already feels incredibly hurt from one person he cared about leaving, and Eddie also leaving is likely going to feel like salt pepper spray in the wound, even though he knows that it’s “for the best”. I can imagine that he’ll have an inner conflict where he struggles between trying to be supportive and optimistic for Eddie’s sake, and just feeling utterly miserable about it.

His past with Abby. Her name has already been brought up out of the blue this season, which could mean nothing, but… I think Buck’s seen this film before, and mans did NOT like the ending. I wouldn’t be surprised if he starts to project his painful experience with her onto the whole situation, and maybe his realisation could even come from him connecting how similar his feelings towards Abby leaving and Eddie moving are.

Buck worries about Eddie very often; and with good reason. He’s seen Eddie get himself into similar things before, such as when he left the 118, and he’s witnessed how Eddie has crumbled in the aftermath. And we know he’s been keeping an eye on Eddie since Christopher has been gone. I honestly think it’d be out of character for him NOT to start panicking and worrying about what will happen to Eddie if things don’t work out. This anxiety, on top of everything else, definitely has the potential to result in a full-on crisis

We’ve all seen Buck’s reactions to thinking he’s losing/that he will lose Eddie before. I love him, but there’s no way he’s gonna be able to cope lmao

It’s likely that I’m just being way too hopeful and looking too deep into things, but I’ve officially decided that I don’t care and that I will make as many silly little theories and predictions as I like. Have a good day

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Please I need you to not skip this

Almost all the individual posts I have made about these have gotten ZERO notes. I've seen others make posts compiling all of them into one and those seem to get notes so I too am trying it. Please just a like or a reblog if you can't donnate, but if you can, PLEASE DO, it helps SO MUCH.

Without further ado: a list of all of the individuals and families from Gaza that have reached out to me, some vetted, some not.

The Fathi Family: €21,615/€80K or 27%

Anas & Ahmed: €9,003/€29K or 31%

Maher: £11,070/£50K or 22%

Aboud Al-Qudra: €6,971/€25K or 28%

Ahmed: $808 USD/$30K or 3%

Majed and Their Family: $8,807 USD/$70K or 13%

Aya Almajdoub and Their Family: €4,577/€55K or 8%

Basel Ayyad and Their Family: CHF8,775/CHF60K or 15%

Rewaa's Family: $7,604 USD/$50K or 15%

Mahmoud Ayyad and His Family: €8,682/€55K or 16%

Motaz Mohamed and Their Family: €4,894/€50K or 10%

Saadiya Masoud and Their Family: $3,693 AUD/$10K or 37%

Mahmoud Jehad and His Family: $9,856 USD/$25K or 39%

Farah Areef: €807/€8K or 10%

Etaf Al-Qataa and Her Family: €7,479/€100K or 7%

Haytham al Habil and Their Family: €65,302/€100K or 65%

Sama Yasser and Her Family: $8,506 AUD/$30K or 28%

Ahmed Alnabih and Their Family: €4,094/€20K or 20%

Mohammed and His Five Children: €28,915/€35K or 83%

Motaz Jad Al-Haq and His Family: kr140,612 SEK/kr250K or 56%

Tahrir's Family: $15,510 USD/$65K or 24%

Hazem Shawish and Their Family: €20,345/€50K or 41%

Ayaa and Their Family: $28,369 USD/$35K or 81%

Eslam Gheelan's Family: $34,057 USD/$50K or 68%

Ola and Their Family: $64,471 USD/$85K or 76%

Haya and Their Family: €97,420/€100K or 97%

Muhammad Al-Habil and His Children: €38,352/€50K or 77%

Eman Zaqout and Their Family: $37,448/$80K or 47%

Mohammed Asfour and Their Family: €9,313/€80K or 12%

Mahmoud Abd: €923/€15K or 6%

Khaled's Family: $2,746 AUD/$60K or 5%

Jaber Mohammad Al-Dahdouh (13 years old): €287/€20K or 1%

Ghazal Naseer, Her Family, and the Al-Kafarna family: £12,476/£25K or 50%

Raghad: £542/£20K or 3%

Heba Alanqar and His Family: €6,458/€60K or 11%

The Al-Safadi Family: €270/€30K or 1%

I will try to update this post as I get more asks and as these campaigns get more money, PLEASE donate to at least one of these fundraisers, read their stories, reblog their posts, reblog THIS post, lives are at stake.

If you're feeling overwhelmed with the number of campaigns maybe pick a new one each week to donate a couple dollars to.

If you would prefer to donate to a bigger organization the PCRF and UNRWA are great options, but please don't forget how much difference donating to an individual fundraiser will do.

And don't forget your daily click.

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The pitch for Buffy The Vampire Slayer was probably just “What if there was a girl who could kill vampires. And she can Never Catch A Fucking Break”