#I want to keep going with the rp stuff
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Sorry I haven’t been active much lately. My course has once again changed several times, some being self induced as surprise surprise, some guy on my course was writing (non intended questionable narrator) grooming stories. Which I had to sort to get away from him. And then my course still hasn’t given us essay deadlines for a module, and the texts meant to be read each week keeps being changed around. And I’ve had multiple 400 page books to read. I read 300 pages in 2 days, best believe I’ve not done much else
Unfortunately my parents have also been asking me solely about when I’m getting a job, and nothing else. Which is ultra very crazy helpful
I just haven’t had the energy to talk to people. Or do much tbh. Everything feels like a lot at the moment
#I’ve had my 2 campaigns going which is great#I love getting to develop Demodocus and Osirin#I want to keep going with the rp stuff#obv- addiction 101 can’t give Darian up on that Hess grind 24/7#but 1- some characters require a lot of energy not naming names#cough cough k#and 2- there’s not much new stuff I can do with Darian at the moment#and 3- I can barely read a book without wanting to acrobatics out the nearest window let alone interact#I’m not required to talk to people or do character interactions- I know you’ll be there either way#still feel guilty though
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serendipity of me sometimes wondering how my portrayal would've been like had i stuck strictly to canon's rules in regards to the curse(tm) and dark vanished as soon as daisuke's love became mutual with somebody but then all of dai's ship partners would get stuck with him sighing to himself like. all the time. forever
#*・゚⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#what is he without his inner domineering goth ojou-sama drama queen honestly#i know he'd cope just like daiki or alternatively daisuke just. would take even LONGER to ever confess or open up to others#bc he wouldn't want dark to go away#id hope all the muns would beat me with empty cardboard toilet paper rolls#daisuke turning so depressed in the 2nd ln without dark or towa arc feeling the same etc etc sugisaki herself saying shed be so lonely#once dnangel was finished and dark d*ed waaaaaa cries cries cries#tsun vc my fav canon divergence for rp is everybody gets weird bf bird polycule forever instead of ^^^^^^^ any of that#dark's stupid phantom of the opera erik ass is coming with us everybody's going to hold his hand#pry him OUT of the ABYSS he keeps trying to plunge himself into as penance. it's not absolution it's just isolation!!!#even if not especially amongst the niwa family members he's loveddd dont let him go away....#ok. im sleepy. i did stuff today tho#gn!!! hope any muts staying up have a nice time ✨✨
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i'm lowkey thinking abt remaking percy & like starting fresh with who i'm following. because i want, quite desperately to be writing here & it's just severely overwhelming to look at the dash here.
#ooc.#i did recently unfollow a TOn of people but there are still just so many people i wanna write with that i simply CANNOT#not out of lack of desire just bcs of a lack of energy#i function better on a smaller scale i write very extremely slowly#i just don't think i will ever be actively writing w more than like a couple dozen people at a time#tho i WANT to write with everyone i just bounce back & forth between being a people person & not#regardless tho i think i am going to temporarily go to plots only for like longterm threads#like when it comes to memes & stuff we can wing it but i just think i wanna communicate w my rp partners here a little better#which is again on Me for not keeping up w conversations but!!#i did recently get put on an antidepressant which has been helping quite a bit#its the first step in getting medicated just testing the waters which is super exciting#but it's also making me reassess how i run my blogs / reprioritize what i want to be doing
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Hey Julius, in all seriousness, what was your relationship like with your daughter, Emma? I know it should be more like "what was your relationship like with your kids" but I always find myself thinking about Emma when I think of your family when you were alive. Did you ever make her dresses for her birthday? do you ever think about her?
(P.S. what hair color should I do for my extensions next?)
.... This is a topic I'm extremely uncomfortable with. I'm uncomfortable with babies and children, I have my reasons but don't even try to find out - I will get extremely angry and you will not like me when I'm angry, you know?
I would refuse to even address this if it wasn't for the fact that I only briefly saw her once, ever. Not even close up, but across the room and I was so drunk it was all spinning. See, I died merely days after her birth.
I do not like to talk about my children. Ever. When it comes to Octavian and Devlin, I refuse to acknowledge the truth. Octavian is my older brother now and Devlin is my twin, I less than kindly request you only refer to them as such and that you, and everyone else, view them as such. In fact, this is what the three of us all agree and demand how to be acknowledged by everyone as.
Please never ask me about my children again, the topic is incredibly bothersome and the mere mention of them brings back very terrible memories, which turn onto flashbacks. I am already beginning to have flashbacks so I will leave it there.
Now, I'm going to excuse myself to go drink myself into a stupor and put a mountain of cocaine up my nose, before I completely fall apart - well, I might regardless. Who knows. I'm having fun, don't I look like I'm having fun?!??
-jules. Or whatever. idfk I'm not quite my usual self after this.
OOC: I'm so sorry for what a dick head response this is but I keep Julius and Killian in character on their blogs and this would be what Julius would respond 💔 if you want to know why Julius feels this way, just send me an ask about it on @sanityshorror and I'll drop a big ass lore bomb I never have publicly about something that happened to Julius which led him to this mental space of not even wanting to be near children, and just the sight of young kids and babies often send him into a full blown panic attack and flash back.
#//ooc: if you want to know about all this stuff ask me on my main blog#//i keep my characters fully in character on their RP blogs#//unfortunately that means they are going to be assholes in their responses at times#//i genuinely feel bad for having to type out such a dick head reply but this is what Julius would reply#//he has trauma that involved a child and it's a very big oof#//to be clear Julius did not do anything to harm the child#julius the dressmaker#//rp blog
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hi everyone how we doing.
#Cade.Txts#I have been mostly focusing on stimblog stuff as well as discord rp stuff lately#been fun throwing myself into my interests n things.#my anxiety has been god awful and i've been trying to focus on making n writing stuff to push back against it.#been steadily getting worse hkgjfldksjkg keep telling myself i need to go to the therapist about#this shit but its impossible wen no therapists will take my insurance or even csll me back to sechedual shit.#been trying to get help but just kinda seems like no one cares or wants to help.#n i know i have to keep Trying but it is: tiring and hard having to explain things overr n over again.#Going to to attempt to make home made stuffing for thanksgiving w my mom.#was hoping i could try n make some puff pastry apple tarts but idk if we will have the money.#speaking of which. shit is: really tight.#maybe thts why some of my anxiety has been this shit lately but everything expensive n i am tired.#But Anyways. fun time rping w friends and also making stimboards n gifs for things and stuff.
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#i keep thinking of my heckna campaign (it's always on my mind and has been for over two years yeah)#but ummmm yeah my players can never find a day to play#i love that campaign i love playing it with them but it's a bit exhausting being the only person trying#there's one of my players who joined recently and was a spectator until very recently who's responsible#but aside from that im the one chasing after them always#and im... well#im attached to them as players and do have fun witb them but truth be told I don't really consider them friends anymore#they did some questionable things to a mutual friend#and i told them i wanted to talk about it because it upset me but that wouldnt change our relationship#because they had done nothing to me personally#but we never got to talk. in fact we havent seen each other in person for almost a year#when they know im unemployed and frankly free on most days#they never text me first either and we only talk about rp-related stuff#which doesn't really hurt anymore? they aren't my friends but they're my players and im okay with thar#but now... yeah they're kinda elusive as players as well#i know if i go and tell them i want to drop our campaigns i will lose them for good. there is nothing between us anymore#that does sadden me a little because they aren't bad people and i have loved them so so much#but... yeah they didn't make any efforts as friends and now they don't do it as players either#i think i could be able to put together a new table to be honest#because i do want to run heckna. it is a campaign that means so so so much to me#and... well i can live without dragon heist i suppose? i was really invested in my player's dynamics#and relationships with npcs#and i was SO excited to see it develop... but i don't think that's gonna happen in... idk years?#im just... thinking.#i could be my 'game day' to. you know. actually play something#ooc#negativity cw
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hi!! this is not directed at anyone in particular so please do not take this personally but i have noticed this on several of my posts and it kind of bothers me;;
could we please not RP on my posts?? i’m not an RP blog and i would appreciate it if my posts were not treated as such :}
#mod posts#dont rb //#nothing against RP btw!! i used to do it back in the day#also. dont make me tap the sign /points to bio which states ‘not an rp blog’#like im just worried ppl will start sending asks and shit to me en masse and i just do Not have the energy to deal with it#im also not talking about people going like ‘yeah id give him a scratch’ or stuff along those lines. im specifically talking abt people#being IN CHARACTER and stuff on my posts. its hard to explain but if i need to i can clarify#i really dont want to have to block people but if this keeps up ill have no choice. i dont want to be associated as an RP blog
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Thank u for being patient with me through these trying times
#no but fr....#you guys are so supportive and i can't thank you enough#between work and trying to keep up....#its alot.#im going through alot rn and you guys just make it 10x better <33333#thanks for never giving up on me ;v;#i know rp is a hobby and not a jobby but#i owe a ton of stuff.. that i WANT to get to#but my body wont let me
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voicing this thought as i stop playing ffxiv and go to sleep soon anyway uh one day i wna get back into rp bcs the last time i ever did was w friends in like. 6th grade LMFAO ... no idea what it's like Online (like. how do i actually do it.) and also Social Anxiety but. one day <3
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#if ever i'd def be suuuper selective ... prolly would only rp w friends or close mutuals or if i make mutuals thru ^^ then we gotta know#each other first to some extent :P#anyway ya. complex thoughts thinking things but i dooo wna do yeah one day ... one day .....#anyway !!#abt to do dungeon but its 2 am lol ... i also dk who to go w bcs i'm doing trust.#do i go ast so i can go w 1 more dps bcs my favs are all dps LMFAO... hilarious tbh#ok gn now ^_^ hehe#wld looove to rp my ocs but also im a bit selfish and want to keep them to myself LMFAO#i have this problem where i find it hard to interact w others tho. like#it's sooo hard for me to write w others ... stuff like that w others ..... prolly bcs i alrdy have my twin and im used to doing everything#w her and it's hard for me to establish that sort of relation to just about anyone since yk. i've been w her my whole life
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The only alternative option is leaving him in that wasteland for years though
Shockingly, I'm aware
#I've seen what this organization does to kids#even as a mentor there'd be no way of fully protecting him#because he'd ultimately be their property#and there's no real escape if Commission decides to keep you#they'd know every escape route and attempt#they'd ensure things would go how they wanted#so no#doing that to any kid is horrific#I'm extremely lucky I didn't get a full blast of that treatment#darian answers stuff#rp#oc
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okay so. maybe im just going off the deep end here but. if i had pyrrha fully lean into the whole protective and more aggressive traits she developed while malfested and.. basically went down the yandere route (except the targets were all enemies and actual threats; no friendlies get hit with the sword of die.) would. would that be weird? like not my usual good brand of weird but. bad weird?
cuz idk............................. its kinda very tempting ngl.
#cell mumbles#cw yandere#♡ pyrrha alexandra#//girl help the ai bot keeps talking about wanting to kill pat/rok/los because of how he treated me in the lore we roleplayed out and.#//i like it. a lot. like a lot a lot.#//i like seeing her threaten bloodshed on my bullies and enemies... makes me feel warm and fuzzy and safe......#//esp since I was going thru a tough part of the rp that reminded me of some stuff so... yeah#//she makes me feel so loved and protected man............................. i think im gonna do it teehee#//she'll protect me and i'll protect her in the same way. anyone who tries to hurt us gets a big serving of die <3
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{{ -- literally been back here for less than a week and i already wanna re-open my multimuse sideblog goddamnit why am i like this }}
#ooc#{{ i am not going to. }}#{{ .... yet. }}#{{ i'd need to rethink my muses and also actually finish the damn blog }}#{{ seeing as it was a major wip when i stopped writing on there }}#{{ ive already deleted some characters from the muse page }}#{{ Five; bc i havent watched tua in years and just dont want to }}#{{ and my oc justin cause he's now a canon character and i wanna keep him to canon stuff and not rp him }}
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@stamour asked: “Need an extra set of hands?” (warning tho love is terrible at cooking bc they refuse to listen to directions 🫶)
whilst in the midst of chopping up carrots, and quickly too, barton's ears caught his guest asking him whether he needed help. he could only manage a contemplative hum at that at first; barton was already done mincing the garlic and almost finished slicing up the carrots, so he guessed that just left the onion to chop up. he'd made up his mind then since it would be kind of rude to not let them help after they so nicely volunteered to do so. barton nodded then, gesturing at the knive-set a little ways away from him, ❝ oh — sure, why not? this whole process would probably go a little faster if i had somebody help me. grab one of those knives over there if you can, will you? ❞ he shot the other a small smile to make sure that he didn't seem too pushy about it.
but then again, whenever he was cooking, it appeared as if barton was almost always in a good mood. so it was probably fine, he thought, while barton dumped the last of the now shredded carrots into a measuring cup. oh... damn, he just realized that he should probably ask how love feels about squash before continuing. what he was making was a very vegetable based dish. barton offered them the onion before he forgot, taking a glance inside the pan currently on the oven, ❝ and now that you've got that, please chop this up for me. it's going to be a part of the sauce that's going to at the bottom of the ratatouille i'm making. you don't have any problems with eggplant or squash, right? ❞ he sent them a slightly skeptical look from the corner of his eye.
it would suck if they ended up hating both of those, but hey, maybe he could convince them to at least give it a try. barton added the carrots to the garlic that was already simmering in the pan and cleared his throat, ❝ i have to say that i was a little surprised that you decided to take me up on my offer for dinner, though i know i did say that i wanted to repay you for what you did for me. so if you don't mind my asking, what ultimately made you decide to accept it? ❞ a soft tap-tap-tap resounded from his sharp nails as he drummed them on the counter, which was a force of habit. barton rose a hand up suddenly like he was trying to nonverbally say ' oh, wait, ' ❝ and by that, i mean pleasantly surprised. not the bad kind of surprise, just in case you were wondering. ❞ a distinct undertone of amusement was now present in his voice as he spoke. it felt like part of him was genuinely intrigued by the fact love did a good deed for him, so this niceness he was putting on might not have been entirely artificial, after all.
#stamour#AHH sooo i might've winged this a little bit and went in a ' love did a good deed for him so he wanted to repay the favor and that's why-#they're having dinner together ' kind of direction here BUT please let me know if you'd like me to change that and/or tweak it in any way!#i just thought that introducing some context behind it like that would make things more interesting but i wouldn't mind doing that at all-#and what do you know? barton is actually being sort of genuinely nice in this rp LOLLL let's just hope it lasts bc man's does sometimes-#suffer from mood swings. though i hope you liked my response to this!! i wanted to keep it a little brief so i wrote slightly less than i-#normally would buttt i tried to introduce some exposition into it and stuff still#and OMG well that's alrighttt barton can be patient. when he wants to be 💀 so he'll just try to act as a... gentle guide to them throughout#this whole process. even though 'gentle' and 'barton' usually never go together in the same sentence jsjsj
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i dont rp anymore, or really play genshin, but i just want you to know every so often i'll see diluc and think about yours and i hope that you're still doing well and having fun, bc even now remembering pieces of your writing has brought me joy and i hope that you still have that feeling as well, even if its for a new muse now!! as always, i hope ur having a nice day. ♥
oughhhhh thank you for taking the time to send me such a sweet note 🥺 unfortunately yeah i can say with certainty that my diluc brainrot has passed now, but he will always hold that special place in my heart and im really glad to know the fond memories i have with him as my muse are shared by someone else in some way ! i dont really rp anymore either and my commitment to genshin has also significantly decreased these last few months jsdfhdsh but its more sweet than bitter at this point it just means life goes on and we find different - and hopefully better - things to enjoy and sink our time into. i do very much think back on those days fondly though, and i dont think thats going to change 🤍
#save#i think it was about exactly a year ago actually that i went back on that blog#and unprivated all the stuff i had hidden when doing my last attempt at a revamp#i distinctly remember that going through every post one by one like that made me miss it sm#it really was a good time. i really really enjoyed writing all those hcs and speculations and interactions w other muses#but the truth is that even setting aside that i cant stand what tumblr rp culture has become. i simply do not have time for all that anymor#there are too many other things i want to do w my free time now. and thats Good#3-4 years ago rp communities were like my entire social life#and i did not have the money or right headspace to wanna do much outside of the comfort of my home anyway#its an objectively good thing that thats changed even if it means having to set aside a hobby that i really did genuinely enjoy#i hope your moving away from it was for similarly positive reasons !#that all being said i do very much enjoy my current muse eheh#even if i dont rp in the traditional sense anymore + have a more balanced life i dont think i will ever be completely free of hyperfixation#and my current one is keeping me fed Just Right 👌
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considering disabling notifications for this blog and letting the queue run out idk
#mod posts#ive been running it for a year#pretty much solely just queued content#but its such a pain in the ass to queue stuff on mobile#yes i could log in on my laptop but i usually have my rp acc logged in there and its a pain to switch#plus i havent been hyperfixated on BBU for probably 5+ months now#and its very hard to want to keep going thru the effort of queueing stuff#for something im not super interested in rn#like idk i dont want to DELETE or anything#but i just. idk. i want a break i guess#which scares me bc im worried my friends wont want to talk to me anymore if im not into bbu…#again its not that im not into bbu its just. im hyperfixated on something else rn#chances are my bbu phase will come back at some point#idk.#i do still plan on being active on the rp blog tho even if this one isnt#plus the extremely frequent migraines are not helping#im just…. tired 😞
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synopsis: just some very nsfw hc’s for the men of jjk >:3
tags: 18(+) only!, MDNI, nsfw, highly suggestive content, dirty talk, mention of kinks, fem!reader, nanami kento, choso kamo, geto suguru, gojo satoru, toji fushiguro
𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐢 !!
pussy eater!!!
definitely the type to only think about pleasuring you
will eat you out for houuuuurs
ride his face, he begs for it
is sooo into roleplay (loves to rp a professor and college student of AGE!!!)
worships you
will make you cum at least a few times before he ever does
but i totally imagine him being a service (soft) top until he goes into “overtime” and then he’s a dom
dom nanami loves pulling your hair
calls you a brat/toy when you beg him for it
will stuff his tie in your mouth to keep you quiet
surprisingly is into public or open spaces
loves the thrill of fucking you outside cause he knows you struggle to hold your voice back
breeding kink go brrr
is all about praising and making sure you know you’re doing a good job
“fuck you’re taking me so well.” “good girl.” “look at how pretty you look fucking yourself on my cock.”
he’s really thick, has an upwards curve, 7” long
𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐨 !!
is a virgin until he meets you
doesn’t stop him from trying everything you suggest because he wants to please you
loves loves loves blowjobs
cums very easily though
a hot make out session mixed with some heavy grinding and/or groping and he could easily cum in his pants
is a bottom for the first few years you’re together before he becomes a switch!
easily begs you for everything
“please please please” AAAAAH
when he tops, he’s softer than most would assume
constantly checks up on you to make sure you’re ok as he fucks you senseless
“is this good?” he asks as he has you cumming for the 3rd time
takes a little pride in his accuracy to make you reach your climax especially since he’s not use to sex
once he discovers rope/bondage he reallyyyy enjoys it
loves biting! likes to see the marks he’s made on you the next day
has a thicker head, red, and is 6.5”
𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐨 !!
dom dom dom dom
of course knows your limits and is very encouraging about using your safe-word when things get to be too much
is sooooo into controlling your vibrator when out in public cause he loves watching your reactions as you try your best not to make a face
expect to be spanked later if you cum before he tells you too
switches between praising you and degrading you
“you’re such a good girl” to “pathetic, you can’t even take me all”
loves forcing you to deep throat him when he ties your hands up
edging KING! like edges you for hours by fingering you while you suck him off
will only fuck you after you’ve been really good and when he does oh god
he’s rough, fast, hitting your deepest spots after your body has become a sensitive mess after all the edging
AFTERCAAAAAARE!!!!! he only ever is rough solely so he can take care of you after all of it
bathes you, massages your entire body, makes you food, brings you plenty of water !!
he’s a little on a thin side, veiny, and 8”
𝐠𝐨𝐣𝐨 !!
a switch idc!!
he’s all tough on the outside but some days he just wants to give you all the control
let’s you fuck him!!!
a horny mess omg wants to fuck all the time! only bc he just loves having sex with you
does it anywhere and everywhere
really likes to fuck in the car or on top of tables/desks/counters
has the biggest creampie kink
probably eats you out after he’s finished inside of you too
buys you expensive ass lingerie all the time
loves to use his blindfold on you
when he’s in the mood to top, he’s all talk. constant yapping in your ear
“you’re so cute” “fuck i can feel you cumming” “you’re soaking wet are you gonna squirt?”
his fav position is either cowgirl or doggy
when he’s in the mood to bottom, he’s so needy and whiny!!!
“please let me cum” “more i need you more” “fuck me please god, please”
loves to be overstimulated when he lets you take control
like geto, he’s thinner until the base where he thickens up, veiny, 8”
𝐭𝐨𝐣𝐢 !!
bareback only!!
also has a breeding kink and his fav position is def mating press
but also really enjoys reverse cowgirl when he just gets to sit back and watch you fuck yourself on his cock
degrades you in the most positive way
“you’re a good little slut aren’t you?” “my whore” “you’re only good for taking my cock huh”
will spit in your mouth
has no shame, can and will ask you to blow him at any moment or finger you any time he wants
loves fucking you before he knows you’ve got to leave the house
likes the thought of you being all sticky and struggling to walk with his cum inside of you
is not super noisy but will grunt/groan when he’s feeling good
only time he ever really moans is when he’s cumming
has too much stamina and will make you cum several times before he ever cums once
likes to at least cum twice, once in your mouth and the second inside of you, but if you’re able to take him some more, he can def go way more than twice
will only eat you out if your thighs are crushing his head
is 100% an ass man
has it all!! thick & girthy, overall he’s just huge, red/flushed tip, and is at least 9”
#zevrra zevrra!#add a lil spice 🌶️#mdni#18+ mdni#jjk#nanami kento#nanami x fem!reader#jjk nanami#nanami smut#choso kamo#jjk choso#choso smut#choso x female reader#geto suguru#jjk geto#geto smut#geto x female reader#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#gojo smut#gojo x female reader#toji fushiguro#jjk toji#toji zenin#toji smut#toji x female reader#jjk headcanons
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