#I want to keep going with the rp stuff

[hereforyourdispleasure]

Sorry I haven’t been active much lately. My course has once again changed several times, some being self induced as surprise surprise, some guy on my course was writing (non intended questionable narrator) grooming stories. Which I had to sort to get away from him. And then my course still hasn’t given us essay deadlines for a module, and the texts meant to be read each week keeps being changed around. And I’ve had multiple 400 page books to read. I read 300 pages in 2 days, best believe I’ve not done much else

Unfortunately my parents have also been asking me solely about when I’m getting a job, and nothing else. Which is ultra very crazy helpful

I just haven’t had the energy to talk to people. Or do much tbh. Everything feels like a lot at the moment

[thegreatyin]

honestly part of the reason i've been really looking forward to finally playing light fingers (aside from the obvious horrors and whatnot) is because it, alongside bag a legend, contains a Choice™ i to this day am Extremely Torn About Making. like i've known for ages that the Choice™ exists in this ambition and STILL i am undecided about it. this Choice™ is of course. well. let's just say that by the time this ambition ends, caeru may not be the only catboy around town

[dnangelic]

serendipity of me sometimes wondering how my portrayal would've been like had i stuck strictly to canon's rules in regards to the curse(tm) and dark vanished as soon as daisuke's love became mutual with somebody but then all of dai's ship partners would get stuck with him sighing to himself like. all the time. forever

[xbadnews]

i'm lowkey thinking abt remaking percy & like starting fresh with who i'm following. because i want, quite desperately to be writing here & it's just severely overwhelming to look at the dash here.

[juliusthedressmaker]

Hey Julius, in all seriousness, what was your relationship like with your daughter, Emma? I know it should be more like "what was your relationship like with your kids" but I always find myself thinking about Emma when I think of your family when you were alive. Did you ever make her dresses for her birthday? do you ever think about her?

(P.S. what hair color should I do for my extensions next?)

.... This is a topic I'm extremely uncomfortable with. I'm uncomfortable with babies and children, I have my reasons but don't even try to find out - I will get extremely angry and you will not like me when I'm angry, you know?

I would refuse to even address this if it wasn't for the fact that I only briefly saw her once, ever. Not even close up, but across the room and I was so drunk it was all spinning. See, I died merely days after her birth.

I do not like to talk about my children. Ever. When it comes to Octavian and Devlin, I refuse to acknowledge the truth. Octavian is my older brother now and Devlin is my twin, I less than kindly request you only refer to them as such and that you, and everyone else, view them as such. In fact, this is what the three of us all agree and demand how to be acknowledged by everyone as.

Please never ask me about my children again, the topic is incredibly bothersome and the mere mention of them brings back very terrible memories, which turn onto flashbacks. I am already beginning to have flashbacks so I will leave it there.

Now, I'm going to excuse myself to go drink myself into a stupor and put a mountain of cocaine up my nose, before I completely fall apart - well, I might regardless. Who knows. I'm having fun, don't I look like I'm having fun?!??

-jules. Or whatever. idfk I'm not quite my usual self after this.

OOC: I'm so sorry for what a dick head response this is but I keep Julius and Killian in character on their blogs and this would be what Julius would respond 💔 if you want to know why Julius feels this way, just send me an ask about it on @sanityshorror and I'll drop a big ass lore bomb I never have publicly about something that happened to Julius which led him to this mental space of not even wanting to be near children, and just the sight of young kids and babies often send him into a full blown panic attack and flash back.

[arcadequeerz]

hi everyone how we doing.

[wvrlock]

ooc

[barnabybrainrot]

hi!! this is not directed at anyone in particular so please do not take this personally but i have noticed this on several of my posts and it kind of bothers me;;

could we please not RP on my posts?? i’m not an RP blog and i would appreciate it if my posts were not treated as such :}

[all-fleshed-out]

Thank u for being patient with me through these trying times 

[astrxealis]

voicing this thought as i stop playing ffxiv and go to sleep soon anyway uh one day i wna get back into rp bcs the last time i ever did was w friends in like. 6th grade LMFAO ... no idea what it's like Online (like. how do i actually do it.) and also Social Anxiety but. one day <3

[commissionsdarian]

The only alternative option is leaving him in that wasteland for years though

Shockingly, I'm aware

[revvywevvy]

okay so. maybe im just going off the deep end here but. if i had pyrrha fully lean into the whole protective and more aggressive traits she developed while malfested and.. basically went down the yandere route (except the targets were all enemies and actual threats; no friendlies get hit with the sword of die.) would. would that be weird? like not my usual good brand of weird but. bad weird?

cuz idk............................. its kinda very tempting ngl.

[amanandgoodatit]

{{ -- literally been back here for less than a week and i already wanna re-open my multimuse sideblog goddamnit why am i like this }}

[mad-hunts]

@stamour asked: “Need an extra set of hands?” (warning tho love is terrible at cooking bc they refuse to listen to directions 🫶)

whilst in the midst of chopping up carrots, and quickly too, barton's ears caught his guest asking him whether he needed help. he could only manage a contemplative hum at that at first; barton was already done mincing the garlic and almost finished slicing up the carrots, so he guessed that just left the onion to chop up. he'd made up his mind then since it would be kind of rude to not let them help after they so nicely volunteered to do so. barton nodded then, gesturing at the knive-set a little ways away from him, ❝ oh — sure, why not? this whole process would probably go a little faster if i had somebody help me. grab one of those knives over there if you can, will you? ❞ he shot the other a small smile to make sure that he didn't seem too pushy about it.

but then again, whenever he was cooking, it appeared as if barton was almost always in a good mood. so it was probably fine, he thought, while barton dumped the last of the now shredded carrots into a measuring cup. oh... damn, he just realized that he should probably ask how love feels about squash before continuing. what he was making was a very vegetable based dish. barton offered them the onion before he forgot, taking a glance inside the pan currently on the oven, ❝ and now that you've got that, please chop this up for me. it's going to be a part of the sauce that's going to at the bottom of the ratatouille i'm making. you don't have any problems with eggplant or squash, right? ❞ he sent them a slightly skeptical look from the corner of his eye.

it would suck if they ended up hating both of those, but hey, maybe he could convince them to at least give it a try. barton added the carrots to the garlic that was already simmering in the pan and cleared his throat, ❝ i have to say that i was a little surprised that you decided to take me up on my offer for dinner, though i know i did say that i wanted to repay you for what you did for me. so if you don't mind my asking, what ultimately made you decide to accept it? ❞ a soft tap-tap-tap resounded from his sharp nails as he drummed them on the counter, which was a force of habit. barton rose a hand up suddenly like he was trying to nonverbally say ' oh, wait, ' ❝ and by that, i mean pleasantly surprised. not the bad kind of surprise, just in case you were wondering. ❞ a distinct undertone of amusement was now present in his voice as he spoke. it felt like part of him was genuinely intrigued by the fact love did a good deed for him, so this niceness he was putting on might not have been entirely artificial, after all.

[friendlifyre]

i dont rp anymore, or really play genshin, but i just want you to know every so often i'll see diluc and think about yours and i hope that you're still doing well and having fun, bc even now remembering pieces of your writing has brought me joy and i hope that you still have that feeling as well, even if its for a new muse now!! as always, i hope ur having a nice day. ♥

oughhhhh thank you for taking the time to send me such a sweet note 🥺 unfortunately yeah i can say with certainty that my diluc brainrot has passed now, but he will always hold that special place in my heart and im really glad to know the fond memories i have with him as my muse are shared by someone else in some way ! i dont really rp anymore either and my commitment to genshin has also significantly decreased these last few months jsdfhdsh but its more sweet than bitter at this point it just means life goes on and we find different - and hopefully better - things to enjoy and sink our time into. i do very much think back on those days fondly though, and i dont think thats going to change 🤍

[barnabybrainrot]

considering disabling notifications for this blog and letting the queue run out idk