#I wanna see my boys again TT-TT

[thewirewitch]

If Sun, Moon, and/or Eclipse aren't at very least hinted at in Secret of the Mimic, I'm going to eat a sock.

[asaedw]

Telling your bf Sae that you ordered a new bathing suit but it’s literally just a pair of strings… (sfw)

🫀PINKLOCK all spots full! Proglogue and character introductions releasing soon.

💌inspired by that one prank on tt. Which other bllk boys should I write with this? I wanna write other characters too now.

💌 wc: 498

You open the velvety box with a gasp. The two black strings lay in the box and you almost start laughing. You remind yourself you can’t laugh yet. It is a silly prank on TikTok and you thought to try it with your boyfriend, Sae.

“Oh my god,” you pull the two strings out, “it is so adorable.”

Sae stands at the frame of the door, not noticing at first. He doesn’t observe your every order because you place an order every single day. You notice his eyes glued to his screen, reading something.

“This bathing suit is so cute.” You say to catch his attention. His head does indeed turn. For a moment he looks at whatever is in your hand. He shakes his head and walks towards you.

“Where is it?” A hint of interest appears on his expression.

“Here, I’m holding it.” You respond. He blinks. And then blinks again.

“Where?” He asks, this time in disbelief.

“It’s a trending bathing suit baby, look it’s so cute.” You see his eye twitch just barely. You almost lose character, then you add with a pout, “you don’t like it?”

He refuses to speak briefly, calculating the next words to come out of his mouth. “I don’t see it.”

“Look,” you stand up to ‘explain’ how to wear the swimsuit. “Your supposed to wrap it and then coil it…” you begin explaining nothing. His eyes stay fixed on your face, searching for mischief in your expression.

“You can’t be fucking serious.” You all most laugh, covering it up with a giggle.

“What do you mean? It’s not that bad.”

“It doesn’t exist.” He thrusts a finger at it.

“It’s supposed to be like that?” You remark sassily.

After a momentary pause, he replies,

“When you’re done wearing your swimsuit, let me know.”

You tilt your head, “what are you gonna—“

“I’ll floss my teeth with it.” With that he walks out, switching his phone on to continue his reading.

You can try, but you can never surpass his sass.

And you know it.

[sparklykaminarii]

PRETTY BOY MOANS₊˚⊹♡

(izuku x reader smut)

synopsis: your boyfriend is embarrassed about his pretty moans, guess you'll have to force them out of him.

warnings: AGED UP IZUKU !! handjob, blowjob, mommykink, subizuku, pervizuku,domreader, whimpering

a/n: I heard a whimper audio on tt, and it reminded me of izuku so...

"p-please-" izuku whines, his voice shaky and strained. his hand reaching for a fistful of your hair as you sucked the soul out of the green haired boy.

your tongue swirled around his tip, his glossy baby pink tip which just had crystal white streams of precum oozing from the slit. you noticed every time your tongue even went near his tip, he would cry out so lewdly, the sounds rivaling those of porn videos.

you and izuku hadn't been too intimate with each other, you guys had only started dating 6 months ago and it never really came up. you two just chose to ignore the obvious whimpers and breathy maons which came from the other side the phone.

the two of you had crazy sexual tension, but izuku was so shy about it. of course he already had thousands of daydreams about how he would pound into you so harshly all you could do is scream out his name, or just erotic thoughts of eating you out on his bed. your sweet arousal coating his lips as he ate you out like he was starved. he dreamt of overstimulating you so much that the only thing that would go through your mind that night was him.

naturally you were fed up with the whole waiting game. you needed to feel his cock thrusting in and out of you, not your fingers. you wondered how it would feel, how it would feel to have him in you, his pelvis meeting your clit every single thrust as he rammed into you from the back. oh the thoughts of his pretty little groans which always rang through your ears. you just had to initiate sex tonight.

and so you did, what went from a steamy makeout session to izuku, laid back against his chair as you say on your knees. in-between his legs, hands covering his cock and saliva dripping all over his length.

izuku couldn't believe the sight before him, he always dreamt about this very moment, seeing you right in-between his legs, your gentle soft hands just jerking himself so well it took everything in him not to cum right there. he watched as your mouth took him in, the wet and warm sensation making him shudder. your puffy rosy pink lips wrapping around the base, coating the shaft with your spit. he knew he was big too, so watching you struggle to take all of him in your mouth, even admiring the imprint of his dick through the side of your cheek just fueled his ego. watchin those glossy eyes stare up at him so innocently, you would be the death of him.

you quickened your pace, making sure that your rough tongue just grazed his tip in that one spot, eagerly waiting for him to reach his peak. izuku bit down hard on his bottom lip, suppressing his dirty moans. you glare back up at him, "aww don't tell me ya getting shy now baby..." you coo, hands sloppily rising up and down.

he shuts his eyes close, clearly embarrassed of his noises. but you, nah you weren't having it. you slap his thigh lightly, though hard enough so you could grab his attention. "if you wanna cum tonight, you better not hold back any of those pretty noises" you warn, eyes coldly staring his.

izuku wasn't sure what to feel right now, he was nervous. he has never seen you so stern and demanding, but every part of him loved it. "m'sorry!.." he groans, the feeling of your mouth overwhelming his mind once again.

you could feel him twitch under you, his thighs shaking and his cries growing my frantic and whiney. "mm- fuck- fuck- fuck-" he cries, the words mushing together as your hand strokes him swiftly. "m'so so close mommy, just l-like that-" he whines out. you giggle, eyes batting up at him so sweetly. izuku groans at the sight "f-fuck mommy can I please cum in?" he whines, his sweet kind eyes staring right into yours.

you smile warmly "anything for my sweet boy, cmon cum for mommy like a good boy" you call out, mouth tangling around his length again. and that's all izuku needed, moaning out strained cusses under his breath as he came in your mouth. his cum spurts quickly, it was thick and a semi opaque white. you make sure to stare at his hazy eyes as you swallow all of his semen, him watching you still so lustfully. all before whispering

"it's your turn now princess, let me make ya feel good"

[stonedficz]

✰ star shaped ✰

ch. 1 ❛ talk about being roux ❜

schlatt x streamer!reader

ch. 2 / ch. 3 / ch. 4

A/n: this is it. title is a pun. ENJOYYYYY‼️‼️‼️‼️

Most of my publishes will include music. Music is a HUGE part of writing for me, as it helps me set the tone for my work. If able, please listen as you read!

you were a whore for him. parasocially, of course.

Spending the past 4 years of your life obsessing over someone online was the most entertainment you could find besides trying to pass your college classes.

You had been a fan for years - literally, since 2020. You weren't there for the start of Schlatt's career, but by God, you wish you could've been. He gave you some inspiration to livestream/vlog stream just for fun. You had seen almost every video as soon as it released, every live, everything. Now, you just wanted to be like the big angry guy you watched videos of on your laptop, but better.

Maybe it was your college aspirations, the lack of support from your family, or something else - no matter what it was, you were here. 5 followers on twitch in.

Despite the lack of viewers, you continued streaming happily. You were meal prepping for the next week of work and school to try and save money. It just so happened to be a good content idea as well.

"So, if you look here," you patiently looked and pointed down at your frying pan, showing the camera and 3 viewers your pov. "- the roux is starting to burn. I'm gonna have to take it off the heat and try to add some more milk to fix the flavor. I don't have any more garlic powder so I can't remake it unfortunately." you frowned as you set the pan on a different eye, gently adding more milk. Your eyes flickered down to the chat on your phone.

"whats a roux"

A heavy sigh left your mouth, you had been at this for 2 hours. Streaming, that is. Now you didn't have the patience to answer questions. Then you saw a notification.

BigGuy is live now! Streaming: fixing my minecraft house

"Alright my friends, I think it's time for me to go." you smiled at the camera and waved. "The roux needs my whole attention, so I'll see you 3 later!" God, you were a terrible liar. You hit end stream pretty abruptly, immediately clicking on the notification.

"Hey guys, thanks for joining in," Schlatt breathed as he sat in his chair, turning side to side. He just looked at his screen blankly for a few minutes, occasionally making comments. TTS hadn't started yet but you were anxious to get your message in first. Anything to get his attention.

"Remember, TTS starts at 25 you broke bitches. I don't wanna hear about it being too expensive. Postcards are 50! Let's see what's in the mailbo-" He was cut off by the normal loud TTS voice.

"hi handsome! good to see you on again! I finished up my stream right when you started. have a good time <3 - cookkizkill" you typed in at light speed. Somehow, someway, the past 5 streams you had made it in as the first TTS donation. Pure luck.

"Oh God, not you again you little fuck. How do you manage to get the FIRST TTS in every damn time??? Competitive ass bitch. But thank you anyways.” he yelled and laughed, opening up his mailbox in the game. It didn't matter that he made fun of you - that was his persona, it didn't mean much. All you cared about was being seen. God, you were obsessed.

It went further than this. You GENUINELY were interested in Schlatt - you didn't even know his name. You were the obsessive, love-at-first-sight type. You still thought about a sweet boy from a coffee shop when you were in your junior year. Once you liked something, you had to have it. Unfortunately, millions of other people felt the same. Yuck. So.. now it was this. You sent donos, dm’ed him, everything you could to kindly, gently, and hopefully get him to put you on his channel. That was the boost you needed. Socially, and egotistically.

The dream: meet schlatt. Didn’t matter if it was in New York, at a meet n greet he would never do, or for media.

You knew you wouldn’t make it big enough to quit your job - you didn’t want to, you just wanted to be able to show the internet your life. You wanted others to find community.

—

You continued to watch the stream, he was playing Minecraft, drinking, the usual. Messages were flooding in. Soon enough though, it was 10 pm, and he was about done.

-POV: Schlatt. 7:03 pm-

“Ahh fuck,” he sighed, sipping on a glass of whiskey. “What’s up fuckers? Welcome to the stream, welcome,” he nodded and chuckled as he watched the people and chats flood in. “Remember, TTS starts at 25 you broke bitches. I don't wanna hear about it being too expensive. Postcards are 50! Let's see what's in the mailbo-“ he was cut off by the first TTS donation. It was the same person from the past few streams. Somehow, they managed ro get first dono more than twice in a row. “Lucky fuck.” He muttered under his breath.

“hi handsome! good to see you on again! I finished up my stream right when you started. have a good time <3 - cookkizkill"

"Oh God, not you again you little fuck. How do you manage to get the FIRST TTS in every damn time??? Competitive ass bitch. But thank you anyways.” He yelled and chuckled - rubbing the thin beard on his chin and his mutton chops for comedic effect. He knew a lot of people wanted him, lusted over him, loved him - but he couldn’t help but smile when people gave him a normal compliment. It felt good to be talked to like normal. Normal normal normal. He knew he wasn’t that, but it didn’t matter, being a star always had it’s perks.

“Alright, guys, lets get in. Fuck all of you shaming my house. FUCK YOU.” He yelled, furrowing his brows in faux anger.

—

3 hours had passed. Schlatt ended up building a new house, opening letters, and getting spammed with donations. God, that felt good. ‘Money, money, money, bitch.’ He thought to himself.

“Alright guys,” he let his tongue swirl in his jaw. “I’m fucking plastered. I’m done for tonight. Hope you enjoyed!” His cheeky smile flooded thousands of screens as he ended the live.

“Motherfucker.. jambo, i’m so fucking tired.” He complained, letting Jambo jump into his lap. His hands grazed over his fur as he headbutted schlatt. He yawned, sipping the last of his glass of whiskey. Jambo jumped down, awaiting their bedtime routine. “Moowwww!” Schlatt looked down at him.

“Alright, alright. I’m not feeding you again though.” Schlatt shut out all the lights in his office, slowly making his way into his bedroom, then his bathroom. He got onto insta when he was done getting ready for bed.

“Shiit, that’s a nice ass car.” He muttered to himself, scrolling. His thumbs grazed the screen hesitantly.

“I wonder..”

Every now and then, he would look at his message requests to see the ridiculous things people sent him. Family photos, death threats, achievements, etc. Every week though, there was the same username. “cookkizkill” managed to catch his eye. She never harassed him. Belittled him. Judged. Spammed. Begged. Nothing. She was overly normal in how she messaged him - and by God, she did it everywhere. Though, no matter what she sent, she said thank you, and wished him the best. Odd. Peculiar. Weird.

“Hmph.” His brows furrowed. He was intrigued. He looked at her messages frequently, never replying. If he replied to one, everyone would expect him to.

He opened the chat request.

cookkizkill

hi handsome! i finally hit 5 twitch followers. yesterday i hit 200 subs on yt. thank you for being a great influence!! i know i wont be huge, but I’m thankful i get a chance to share my life with people. thank you for your stream today! i hope to be on one with you sometime <3

5 minutes ago

[accept request?]

Click.

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[velvetydream]

꒰ : 🥀 [ Python ] ”♡ᵎ꒱ˀˀ ↷ ⋯

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Summary : Yougyeom comes home to you blasting their newest song.

Pairing : Yugyeom x fem! Reader

Word count : 0.6K Words

Genre/Warning : Fluff - Nakedness but non sexual

a/n : Forgot to make this gn! Ahh I hope this is still okay, maybe I'll overwork it someday to be gn!.. TT Request : @xleeleeboox

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The day went by so slowly. Yugyeom had told you he wanted to bring you to the celebration of the Winter Heptagon release with the boys, but the meeting and training were taking much longer today. All of the boys, by now, probably very much exhausted and just wanting to go to the dinner and celebrate, finally let loose and enjoy a calm evening of friends.

Speakers were blasting the seven voices of your angelic boys when Yugyeomd's voice came up, making you smile. Getting ready in his big apartment was always nice; he had such a big bathroom, the rain shower making you relax before putting on one of the fluffy matching bathrobes Yugyeom got you two. Before moving on to the mirror, dry your hair before styling it with some products, fluffing your hair up nicely. "Shot through the chest; I was falling for the shooter~" Your voice echoes through the bathroom along to Youngjae's powerful voices.

Moving onto your makeup, you grab your bag from the cabinet, rummaging through it to find the correct products; you would be going for just a light makeup since it was just the boys and some of their significant others eating out and celebrating. Swaying your hips to the song, which us now probably playing for the fifth time already, trying to rap along to Mark and Jacksons parts, but failing miserably. You've probably watched the music video around ten times since it dropped this afternoon, knowing the lyrics by heart already.

"But she got a hold on me like a python~" You sing along, looking up into the mirror again, mascara wand in hand before your eyes lock with certain brown ones, shrieking and swallowing the lyrics at the end, sounding like a dying cat for a second, making the man burst out in laughter behind you. "Yah! How long have you been standing there?!" Turning around, you accusingly wave the mascara wand at your boyfriend, just encouraging his laughing fit, two tears softly running down his cheek from laughing too hard. Pouting softly, you turn back around, mumbling under your breath as you apply the mascara.

"Sorry, sorry! You were just too adorable, dancing and singing our song!" Yugyeoms arms circle around you softly, leaning his head on your shoulder. He looked tired, but his eyes were still full of adoration for you. "I love it when you sing our songs, darling; really, it's so cute to see you dance and sing along.." He presses a soft kiss to your cheek before moving away, starting to undress to take a quick shower. "Your laughing said something different!" You groan, cheeks a soft red from glancing at his broad back before focusing on your makeup again. "That was only because of your reaction lovely!" He grinds as the water hits his body, cascading down his muscles.

"I'll get dressed, don't take too long!" Humming, acknowledging, you move to the room, opening your closet. Looking through the many options, you opt for a simple dress, not too tight, but perfectly short, to pay him back. "You really wanna wear that? Isn't it too short? Last time you wore it, Jackson couldn't take his eyes off you.." Yugyeom pouts, approaching you; turning around to him, you raise an eyebrow. "He complimented it once because he is an ambassador for the brand, and you know that. Don't be dramatic, Yugy.." Jackson, maybe indeed, did look you up and down one too many times that night, but it was just friendly banter and teasing his younger friend, and you knew that.

"Guess I'll just have to make sure you'll stay glued to my side all night today." Pulling you closer by the waist, his bare chest comes in contact with yours. Leaning down to seal his lips with yours in a soft yet passionate kiss, making sure you knew he was serious. Overprotective dummy. "As if you don't always do that, Yugy; let's get dressed before anyone complains that we're too late." He lets out a sigh as he watches you put the dress on before moving over to his side of the wardrobe to get himself dressed.

[w--zii]

a surprise - part two

bf!jihoon x f!reader

[minors dni]

smut warning:usage of words like slut, filthy etc. orgasm control, let me know if theres more.

vc:703

you took a deep sigh as you closed the folder in your hands and checked for the time. your dinner order should be here by any time now. you went to kitchen to have some water and when you came back to lay on your shared bed with jihoon, a notification popped on on your screen from him.

▶️AUDIO—6:24

he must be so bored, you thought, as you clicked on the notfication. how innocent.

hi baby^^ listening to it now<33

:)

he only sent a creepy smile and left you alone with the voice record.

first seconds of the audio were only his breathing, you didn't understand a single thing, just continued listening while your eyes kept a stare on the white ceiling.

"y/n.. a-ahh,"

your tracks stopped after hearing his voice. did he really moan your name? your face and entire body started to warm up, you felt like your heart might melt anytime.

"f–fuck oh, feels so good."

you started to breathe heavily.

"i miss you–ah," his every word ended with a whine or moan, it turned you on more. hearing your name on his lips has a dirty impact on you.

now you can hear his breathe getting faster and his groans deeper by every second. you started to squirm in your place, pressing your thighs together to get some kind of friction, didn’t help much though.

jihoon

one message. and he got you. thinking of how wet you would be right now made his cock twitch in his pants. (yes, again, he was desperate.)

"i s–swear, mhh–if i don't get there asap, my cock is g–gonna fall ah–off"

his words made you chuckle. your right hand reached for your clothed wetness, cupping it. you let out a whimper. jihoon didn’t respond to your message yet, he wants you desperate too.

“y/n, i know you're dripping right now. my filthy slut.”

you kept listening to him as he reached his climax. audio ended, you called jihoon in light speed to ask about the heck he done.

he accepted the call with a smirk on,

“what's up baby?” he's having fun and it's obvious.

“jihoonie... i miss you,” you said in a crying tone, he will help, right?

“mhm, i miss you too. i wish you were here, pretty.”

“i love it when you tease me.”

sudden confess made his heart drop.

“oh? is that so?” his eyes turning dark, he knows what you're trying to do.

“you can wait for me, yeah? beautiful?”

“please...”

“it won't take long i promise, baby.”

you fake cried to him, not trying to be a brat but you needed him, now. your pleas continued and jihoon just listened to you. still smiling to himself.

“y/n, i said no. right? you heard me? no touching to yourself. be a good girl for me, yeah?”

“okay hoonie...” almost whispered to yourself. you lost your voice.

“mhm? couldn't hear you, baby.”

“i'll be your good girl i promise, jihoonie”

he grinned when he heard you, you are all pouty and he knows it.

“good girl, as you should. now i'm gonna go, i need to sleep, okay? i'll call you when i'm done with work tomorrow. good night baby. i love you.”

“love you too jihoonie good night.”

you let out a puff and sulked. “really jihoon...”

as you were making your way to bathroom, to get cleaned up, another notification popped on your screen from him.

baby boy^_^;

would you like to send me a picture of yourself too before we sleep?

i wanna see you without a top on, baby.

you cursed in your breath and removed your shirt, your tits bouncing when they freed.

you took a photo showing off your boobs, lips in a pout, you tried to act angry but failed, he'll find you more cute.

that's my girl, thank you. you look so good baby i missed those tits so much.

if i was there i'd just make you cum only playing with your buds

i bet you're so fucking wet for me right now

filthy girl.

tf jihoon you look so good TT

i miss you i miss you i miss youu

shut up or i'll come untouched😭

bet lol

part 1 | part 2 | part 3

a/n: help i don't like this at all lmaoo TT

not proof read. © w--zii. do not repost.

[kairismess]

Omg could u imagine the hq boys doing this TT trend https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPR3NqDxD/ when thier s/o begs them too….ahhh so cute ~🎀

🎀 the haikyuu boys as your coquette man . . .

"oops... sorry hun, i just don't know my own strength sometimes..."

he says with a false air of apology, knowing full well that you absolutely love seeing his biceps puff up when he flexes them ever so slightly. he chuckles as he sees your flustered face, the embarrassment and surprise at how easily the flimsy little bow you tied on the muscle of his upper arm came off; and he loves drinking up the delicious little look of surprise on your pretty face whenever he does that.

ATSUMU. kuroo. suna. futakuchi. konoha. OIKAWA. tendou.

"oh, shoot... hun, it fell off..."

he mutters as the thin ribbon you wrapped around his bicep earlier came undone (or rather, snapped off from the sheer pressure his muscles exerted as he flexed them for you). he was never one to show off his strength so proudly when he could be doing other things to make you swoon, he didn't really like having a lot of attention on himself—except when it came to you. he had to admit, seeing you all bashful and speechless at how easily the little tie on his arm came off from just a mere flex of his muscles made him want to show off to you a little more next time.

OSAMU. lev. asahi. kita. sugawara. daichi. HINATA.

"...it came off."

he mumbled as he looked down at the tiny ribbon that was snapped cleanly into two when he flexed his muscles. he couldn't understand why you wanted him to flex so badly for you when you both knew that ribbon would pop off his bicep, but when he saw your flustered reaction, he couldn't help but be flustered, too, albeit in a quiet, trying to subtle about it way. and he wasn't just the strongest, hottest man in the world at that moment... he was also your cutesy, embarrassed, coquette man.

USHIJIMA. kageyama. tsukishima. SAKUSA. AKAASHI.

"y'see that babe?! now aren't i just the coolest?"

he exclaims as he flexes those bulging muscles of his again as the ribbon you tied on him fell off; he always had a bit of an ego to him, but he loved to prove that he was strong and able to tease you–especially when all your attention was focused on him. go ahead, touch his biceps, he won't mind... he'd just wanna squeeze you in between them and make you even more flustered.

NISHINOYA. TANAKA. terushima. TAKETORA. hoshiumi. BOKUTO.

[onlymingyus]

hello, mars <3 sorry i'm late ueueue i hope hard hours r still open TT

since u had wine night, i thought abt how tipsy gyu just wouldn't be able to get his hands off of u, esp when his inhibitions are all but stripped !! u're still somewhat sober urself, so u find it kind of adorable how needy he's being :3c

bonus if u end up caving and sitting on his face jus bc he wants a taste so badly! hehe anyways ily & ur writing sm, i hope u're having a nice day <3

Kai, my love, I am sorry this is late and not actually being answered during a hard hours anymore more but...I saw this tonight and had the inspiration to write about it. I hope you don't mind.

c/w; kim mingyu x reader -- mentions a pussy, eating out, drinking alcohol, groping, mingyu lifts/carries the reader

Hi loves! Just a quick interruption -- Please check out How to Support Me. I would really appreciate that so that I can continue to hang out with you guys here and create content regularly ♥

Mingyu whines leaning over you shoulder as the two of you walk inside of the house. You had been the DD so he had allowed himself to indulge in a few drinks while the two of you had been out with friends.

He was clingy on a good day but, after a night of drinks, Mingyu couldn't keep his hands off of you. You laugh feeling Mingyu's lips press to the side of your neck before he mutters about how pretty you are. His words weren't slurred, he hadn't had so much to drink that he didn't know what he was doing but you still tried to keep him in check.

"It's bed time, lover boy."

Shaking his head no, Mingyu moves around you pulling at your jacket to pull you closer to him. You watch how his nose scrunches up so cutely as he argues with you.

"It's not. It's not even Midnight. It's time...to make out and then you can sit on my face. Or we skip the making out and do that after you sit on my face. I wanna eat your pussy so fucking bad right now."

Swallowing hard, you have to laugh at how blunt Mingyu is when he is tipsy. It wasn't that he usually minced his words when it came to what he wanted in the bedroom but there was usually a little bit more lead up.

"You have been drinking, you need a shower and to lay down. You don't need me to sit on your face."

You listen to your 6'2" boyfriend whine loudly, his feet stomping in protest causing you to lean your head back as you smile at how impossibly adorable he is. To be so large he acted like this when he wanted something so badly.

Seeing your neck open to him, Mingyu grins and takes his chance pulling you in with one arm using the other to grope at your ass as his lips press to your throat. He speaks between opened mouth kisses that cause you to lose any fight you once had.

"You don't have to do a thing. I'll be such a good boy for you. Fuck, baby, you smell so good. Please? I'll lay on the bed and you can just sit down right over my face, let me do all the work."

Mingyu's nose nudging under your ear as he speaks out his last words, his hand pulling at your thigh right under your ass. You finally nod and the man grins against your neck. With a squeak you find yourself over Mingyu's shoulder, looking down at his back as he walks to the bedroom.

"This is ridiculous. I can walk. You are acting like a cave man."

Grinning still, Mingyu lowers you on to the bed crawling over you to claim your lips once before speaking again.

"Mm, well I'm hungry."

[asocialangel]

Hello !! I saw that your requests were open so I wanted to know how you think the bllk would react if their s/o asked for a break or a break up with them ?? Actually i read your work on it and it was very well written (hurts my heart ಠ⁠‿⁠ಠ) so I was curious about that.

Anyway have a good day~~

“let’s break up” - how the bllk boys would react

Hello lovely ! Are you doing great ? Was my response quick enough ? Anyways, i wrote short fics instead of headcanons, i feel like they are more suited. But if you wish, I can write them in hc forms ! Specific characters can also be requested for a part two~  enjoy and don’t cry too much~~

Blue Lock angst: breaking up with Isagi Yoichi and Itoshi Rin

Isagi - swear words, toxic behaviors from both ends, no one is right\an example to follow tbh TT - 1,2k

It had been a while. That Isagi was ignoring you. Your hugs, your texts, the cooked meals you always put aside for him. You lifted your head and looked in front of you. It was so dark now it hurt your eyes. The afternoon had gone by in a blink of an eye. You had sat on the couch and next thing you know you’re on the floor, back against the living room rug, still crying. Everytime you dried up your tears, a few minutes of thinking were enough for them to start rolling down your cheeks again. Purposeful or not, did it even matter ? And you had rehashed thoughts and fake conversations so much by now, that you started convincing yourself he avoided you deliberately, to have fun and make you cry. 

The dim sky barely lit up the room, it was hard for you to distinguish the furniture around you. Everything was a grayish blue. Inside and outside. You and your surroundings. When you heard keys in the lock, you took a deep breath, eyes closed. The door creaked open. 

“Hey ba-” The voice that started talking with so much enthusiasm abruptly stopped. “Why’s it so dark ?” Without even warning, Isagi turned the switch on. Ow. It hurts your eyes so much. Yet you continue blankly staring at the coffee table. “Practice was so tough today. Hum, Y\N where are you ?”. You could feel him searching left and right for you. So used to it huh, you greeting him the second he arrives, a warm smile on your face, the table set behind you. There was a last time for everything, but none of you knew that yesterday was the one. “Oh well.” Quickly giving up, you heard his duffle bag hit the floor. He left everything as it was, heading for a shower. 

“I’m here.” Your expression still being as empty, not even looking in his direction, you got up. Your hand helping you lift your weight, you finally revealed yourself to him. From your peripheral vision, you could see his smile getting wider as he saw you. Not that you cared. You didn’t even bother to look at him when you pronounced that dreadful sentence: “We need to talk”.

“Do we ?” Isagi’s smile instantly dropped. But it made you furious. Instead of an apprehensive, concerned expression, he seemed annoyed. That bitch is gonna complain again right ? That’s probably what he was thinking. Couldn't he at least fake being scared for your relationship ? “Well i must. I’ll tell you something. Although I'm surprised you have nothing to tell me. Nothing’s been bothering you ? Everything alright, a-ok ? La vie en rose ?” You still didn't look at him, though you were walking in his direction, your eyes were empty. “What, does something seem wrong to you ? To me nothing h-” Ugh ! He was so ! Infuriating ! Why was he acting all cool, all unbothered, disdainful ? “Something ?! Something ?! Everything !”

You finally looked at him. Right in the eyes. You hadn't realized that anger had taken over your sadness. “How can you dare to pretend things are going right ? Have some respect, for me, and yourself !” “Okay okay, what will you whine about today ?” Isagi answered right away. “My fangirls ? How you wanna meet my friends ? The fact you’re convinced my parents dislike you ? Everything we’ve been through again and again.” He had an arrogant tone, almost laughing at you. “You always have something to bring up. I’m getting tired of your childish complaints”. 

Right where it hits the most. You scoffed. “Okay. Okay then. You’ll be so glad to hear what I've got to say”. You too started putting on a derisive expression. “At first I was sad. But now I'm thinking, how could you let yourself be treated this way, love ?” You were walking around the living room, in a theatrical way, gesturing to yourself and raising your eyebrows faking concern. “Isagi. You looked at him. I’m not gonna let you neglect me again, let alone pretend I'm the one who’s wrong. You and I… We’re over”. You looked at him almost satisfied. You-from-4-hours-ago would've never believed that, out of all the feelings you could have felt when asking to break up, amusement would have been the one.

And what you saw was even more delightful. Isagi’s expression turned from scoffy to utterly shocked. He did not see that coming. After all, to him, you had become someone who would just complain… Not actually take action. Little did he know everything he took for granted was going to disappear. As quickly as you would. Suddenly his whole world fell upon his feet.

You smiled, walking closer and closer to him. His sad expression.. It was almost fulfilling now. So taken aback, Isagi couldn't move, he only looked you in the eyes, full of despair. His eyebrows were wavering, his eyes were starting to get glossy from tears welling up, he tried to blink. You approached your face dangerously close to his. Your noses were almost touching, but you didn't budge though. You looked at him deep in the eyes, feeding on his pain. “Can you finally feel what I felt ?” Your tone was full of resolution. You stayed for a few seconds, just to pressure him, until you stepped back. You took each of his arms, and looked at his face again. “It’s okay. You’re a resilient boy, you’ll get through this”. You put on a fake pout, mocking compassion. “It’s not like I mattered much to you anyway, right ?”. 

You violently let go of him, shaking his arms with strength, your smile fading away. “Now go”. You walked right past him, took your keys, your bag and left. It was his apartment, and you still had some stuff left. After all, it’s not like you had planned to break him up today, he just brought it upon himself. The way you moved made it look like you were unaffected. You swiftly opened the door and exited. You walked with resoluteness, steady walking, chin up through the hallways, up until the elevator. 

On his side, it took Isagi a few seconds to register what had just happened. He was still standing there, blankly when you left, not even trying to get you back. So confused. Until it hit him. It hit him so hard. Tears started rolling down his cheeks uncontrollably as he fell to the ground. What had he done ? How did he allow himself to lose you ? The corny saying that you ‘only notice something when it’s gone’ finally had meaning. As he played in his head every little thing he was already missing from you, a crushing feeling of remorse dawned upon him. Finally, he realized everything he’d done wrong while going out with you, and to add to the burden he now bore, he finally saw that that’s what you had been complaining to him about. Everything you had said, you were right. 

Knees to the ground and hands shakily wiping off his tears, Isagi thought he’d never see the end of it. He wanted you back. Maybe if he called you, apologized, no, maybe if he, ugh it was in vain. He just wanted to tell you he’s sorry. But was he ? Maybe the two of you were not meant to be. He looked at his hands and got up, wiped his tears. Actually… you were wrong. He did everything right. But you were an ungrateful lucky lover. 

Obviously, it’d end up like this. You broke down crying in the elevator. How foolish were you, to think he’d be affected. Like it always happens, you were the one hurt, and he didn't question himself. If just once it could’ve been reversed. 

Rin - 1k2 words

Even though the lights were bright and the crowd was loud, it's like you weren't there. Everyone around you was keenly embroiled, but you could barely distinguish the players on the field. You had come to watch your boyfriend play, just like you’d watched every other game of his from this season. But this time, you couldn't force yourself to get into it. Your vision was blurry, you know, when you can't focus your eyes on something ? You see it happen from afar, you’d like to catch every detail of it, but your eyes just won’t let you. It happens when you’re tired, or when you don’t put in enough effort. You could not concentrate, too busy thinking.

You were sitting in the vip spot, all alone, unfilled seats surrounding you, an empty, almost sad, look on your face. You knew what would come after the match. And as boring as the game felt to you today -even though it wasn’t- you didn't want it to end. Because it finishing meant you also had to finish something. Something you had to say to Rin. He scores, smiles faintly and glances at your direction. 

But you weren’t looking at him anymore. When you watch him these days… You don’t feel anything anymore. If you could force yourself to do so, you would have already done it a while ago. Every candle you blow is accompanied by the same wish, to restore the feelings you once had for him. It would feel so much easier if you could continue on pretending. What’s wrong with you ? He’s the dream guy…

You stared into space, and suddenly your ears rang louder than before. You looked up to see that the match had ended. You take a deep breath, faintly smile as you know your boyfriend is looking at you, and get up. Time to face reality. As you make your way to the backstage to meet him, you start thinking. You still have that surreal, high on over-stimulation feel, but your thoughts start clearing up: this might be the worst time to do what you’re about to do. He had just won a match, almost single-handedly carrying his team, and his season was far from over. It would most likely break his spirit. But you just felt like being selfish… Once again. Feigning this much, you can't do it longer. There was nothing left anymore that made you want to stay, apart from the objectivity that Rin himself, is what anyone would wish for. Even that was obvious to you, but it wasn’t enough anymore. Nowadays looking at him is like looking at a dessert when you’re not hungry. You don’t even want it, it wouldn’t satisfy you. 

You feel the coldness of the metal stair rail you’re trailing your fingers on. It brings you to where you ought to go. “Y\N”. His voice is just as cold. You used to dig that, though. “I did good, didn’t I?” “You sure did”, you answer, looking at the floor. “Look Rin, there’s something I wanna tell you. I’m sorry for being brutal. I want us to break up”. 

The whole room paused. Oh yes, because at this point, I might as well do it in a room full of people. They were bound to find out anyway. Rin’s feeble smile totally faded. His mouth was even slightly opened from shock. “Le-let’s take this elsewhere”. Rin had put a serious face on and sharply grabbed your wrist, dragging you rather inconsiderately in the staircase. No one came here ever. The sound resonated so well, it was almost scary. If someone were to pass by, they would hear everything. “Why so sudden ?”

You were so ashamed. You frenziedly shook your hand off his grip, still looking at the floor. “I don't know. It’s been on my mind a while. It just took me some time to muster the courage”. Lies. “That’s odd. It’s selfish, but I wish you’d never told me”. Rin took his hand to your chin, raising your head up so you’d look him in the eyes. You tried to escape, and look left or right, but you felt emeralds piercing right through your eyes. You looked straight up. You were most definitely going to miss this perfect face. His cold hands and towering stature. “Tell me the truth now”. He commended and you obeyed, as always:

“I dont love you anymore”. You glossy lips rested pouty. It was almost criminal, saying this while staring at him dead in the eyes. He roughly let you go with a ‘tch’, making you lose your balance. “That’s it huh ?” His back was turned but you could feel the disappointment in his voice. Not sad, just let down by your lack of effort. He was right though, if you were to end it, you could’ve done it nicely. You didn't know what to do as he wasn't speaking anymore. “Are you okay with that ?” What stupid thing to say. You looked at him, waiting for an answer. “Okay. Let’s break up”. Rin finally turned to you. You felt your heart fall to your chest, so heavy. Why now ? You’d rehearsed this conversation over and over, you knew well you didn't have feelings for him anymore. So why is it hurting ? Why now ? Rin walked to what you thought was closer to you, but shifted before. He was going for the door. “Tomorrow, come pick up your stuff at my place. If you can’t, please text my maid, she’ll get it sent to your address”. You started feeling tears welling up and your throat itching. “Is that all ?” You got walking too, to reach Rin. 

Pushing Rin’s chest with both your hands, you felt your eyes getting heavier and heavier. But he barely budged. Your voice cracked: “Come on, react ! I don't know, throw a fit, cry, disrespect me, act like you care ! Grab my shoulders and shake me, shove me to the wall !” You were totally breaking down. Tears were now rolling down your flushed cheeks, your hands were shaking, rested on his chest. 

“Is that wrong for me, to love you so much I'll accept everything you do to me ?”. You looked up, surprised to hear him answer. “If you want to break up, I'll accept, because I'd do anything and everything for you. I love you like that ! I’m so hurt but I'm trying to keep it cool so you don’t regret your decision. If you came to realize how terrible you’re treating me right now, you would feel bad. Let me pretend I'm the bad guy so you walk away with a clean conscience.” His words sunk into you. “What, did you, on top of treating me like this, expect me to plead with you to stay, to change your mind ? I’m all yours, but I'm no beggar.”

Rin finally pushed you off him, looking down on you. “It’s over, goodbye”. The sound of his voice and the door shutting closed resonated in the staircase. It felt so alone. You stood there shaking from the cold and crying. It might be better like this.

A\N: ngl, these are borderline corny, ooc, and took me way too long to write TT. Next time i'll write HC maybe. Advices anyone ?! not rly proud of these.

[purble-turble]

I know TT Red takes place Season 1, but how do you think he handles S2 to S5?

There's so many ways this could potentially go, where on so many ocassions TT Red goes to the future in the middle of an adventure and gets traumatized way more than how much LBD did to MK.

Season 4 would be such a mess, especially if all of TT Red's experiences got documented in the scroll of memory once he got sucked in, and then MK and Mei had to go through so many of these futures trying to find TT Red.

AND SEASON 5. Oh dear I think I know how this would make sense now:

This is post season five and TT Red's way of going "I don't want you killing yourself all over again, this is for your protection. Just like for Wukong, I want you to be out of trouble. Please trust me I love you dearly (BUT NOT TOO MUCH) and I wanna make sure you're alive and well."

TT Red becomes an absolute wreck by the end of lmk so far and I think it would absolutely show during this sort of timeline.

Oh my god.. ok, so that Season 5 aftermath you proposed is great, but I HAVE to focus on what you said about the memory scroll for season 4 because it’s fucking amazing!

Red Son gets pulled into the memory scroll, but instead of just being his past in its relation to Journey to the West, EVERYTHING he has done, including all the futures he has had to visit, all have had an influence on how the scroll appears for him.. He’s got some wild, temporal/interdimensional nonsense going on with him that makes the scroll act in unusual ways, so honestly why are they even surprised? 😂

MK and the gang all have to find their way through a bunch of different universes in which there are different versions of themselves but also almost every one of them has a Red Son, too.. So not only do they have to watch out and not lose track of each other lest they not know which of them is which (they definitely do at points, maybe even all getting split up and ending up in a future of their own) but they also need to figure out which of these Red Sons is actually THEIR Red Son so they can jar his memory and get him back to his normal self… this is easier said than done.

Also, it gives them all a little taste of just how fucked up TT Red’s solo time adventures are sometimes. They see versions of the world where the city is destroyed, where demons have destroyed Pigsy’s Noodles, where one or several of them have died, that one where Red Son sacrificed himself and MK is left sad and hollow.. not all of them are so bad, though. Maybe they get lucky and stumble upon one where it’s way far in the future and Red and MK are happily married with a family, and MK hopes beyond hope pLEASE let this Red Son be HIS Red Son… it’s not, but boy that would have been nice if that was his, like, “true self” or whatever this scroll is doing to them.

Eventually they make it to the start of it all: Demon King Red’s timeline. MK is desperate at this point to find his Red Son, but when he makes his way into this lavish throne room and sees a king version of Red sitting on a throne, he’s like “oh FUCK no. That is definitely NOT my Red Son.” All his friends are hemming and hawing like, well, maybe it could be?? Isn’t that how Red Son sees himself? Isn’t becoming that guy what he’s afraid of??? It’s kinda shitty, but maybe the scroll WOULD turn Red Son into Demon King Red.

MK isn’t convinced. He insists that it’s NOT POSSIBLE. In fact, he uses his Smartie Kid brain and deduces that, for all the rest of them, they were lost in a role of a person that they used to be, whether it was a reincarnation or an ancestor or whatever their deal was… but Red Son has never been (and NEVER WILL BE, MK insists) Demon King Red. So they’ve been going about this all wrong. They shouldn’t be trying to find the Red Son for each of these timelines and seeing if their Red has been turned into them.. they should be trying to find wherever their own Red Son would be in within that timeline!

In the case of Demon King Red, MK remembers what he was told about his time in the palace.. he dodges a hug from the mad king, leaving his friends to hold him off, and scoots right past him to make a break for the dungeon. He finds his Red Son locked up down there- short hair, tattered jacket, square glasses and all.. but something new as well: a red circlet on his head.

When he spots MK he starts to panic, he insists that MK go and leave him there. He shouldn’t have come to rescue him- he’s not worth it! If the mad king finds MK there, it will be all over, and freeing Red Son isn’t worth the risk! MK pries open the cell and reaches out for Red, insisting that isn’t true. He’ll always be there for him, even when he’s at his lowest because he loves him! Red Son still doesn’t go for his hand, falling back and curling in on himself in despair. He insists again that that makes no sense… MK should hate him. He would be fully justified to leave Red behind to rot in this cell forever.. it’s no less than he deserves.

MK has to grab him, cupping his face forcefully in his hands and making Red Son look up at him again to stop him from spiraling. No, he shouts, that’s wrong! Red Son doesn’t deserve this! Not one bit of it! He has worked so SO hard to change himself into a better person, and the fact that he is has been through so much and seen so many terrible possible futures but is still trying so hard means he is already a thousand times better than Demon King Red. He is NOT Demon King Red, and thanks to his own tireless efforts, he never will be! All he has to do is not give up that hope to make this better.

Finally, this gets through to Red Son. The fillet around his head disappears, and he blinks a few times in confusion, coming out of the stupor the scroll had put him in… of course the two of them are still in the dungeon, which is extra confusing for Red Son, but MK just takes his hand and leads him back to his friends. They’re still fighting to hold off the scroll version of Demon King Red, and I think upon seeing TT Red Son out of his cell and back to normal, he probably morphs into a horrific, ink monster version of the king.. and let’s say this is the scene where Mei’s sword gets broken and they all get separated again, so things go back to the canon plot line :U

Gosh that was fun.. I do love fitting my AUs into the canon plot~

[stygiansauce]

haii hope you're doing well :> just wanna say MOE has been so much fun to read and your writing is amazing !!

this should've been smthn i sent a while back, but just saying, i find the gem-jimmy-tango dynamic interesting ??

"Gem is pretty in a way Jimmy is almost jealous of. (Red 40)" I REMEMBER READING THIS THE FIRST TIME THEN GOING okay jimmy why would you feel the need to mention that?

tango only willingly (?) giving lollipops to gem & jimmy :') obvs has a soft spot for those two, but gem's feels like it's in a little sister/bestie while jimmy's is,,, jimmy's, an unlabelled thing but is a thing nonetheless.

"Tango knows exactly what she's asking. Would he shield her like he did Jimmy? (Southern Hospitality)" now THIS just reinforces my thoughts on how tango sees jimmy & gem, all the way to his thoughts about what would he do if he had to choose.

ALSO jimmy & tango just knowing when gem's thinking: "She [Gem] looks at him [Jimmy] like she looks at organic chemistry. She's trying to solve something. (Red 40)" and "She [Gem] looks mostly unaffected, though her eyes betray her: calculating, quick, bouncing between the smoldering engine remains and Jimmy's hands still wrapped in Tango's. (Southern Hospitality)"

... yeah i have my eyes on gem why do i feel like she'll have more stuff to do in the plot hdkdhdjsdj

OKAY for the actual chap. update -

LIZZIE AND JOEL MARRIED ???? OH MY HEART

"There is no need for clarification. Joel is Jimmy's Zedaph. A friend that's forever, the kind that stays through the worst of it." what if i sob,,, that is such a way to put their dynamics

jimmy lore drop,,, my boy,,, i wanna give him a tight hug,,,

GROCERY RUN GOD fluff is personally my cup of tea and just seeing them together with the teasing energy while still being soft with each other warms my heart

the jimmy-grian dynamic though,,, i have mixed feels about it TT like i feel bad for jimmy BUT as an eldest kid i get the protectiveness grian has,, but also grian sir your brother is a grown man you're literally taking him bar crawling for his birthday –

this is the point i realize that grian might act the way he does because he wants jimmy get experiences grian himself (and possibly pearl?) weren't able to have.. “Come on, it’ll be fun! I didn’t get to do anything for my twenty-first and I don’t want you to miss out.” GRIAN 😭 don't get me wrong i absolutely understand jimmy but man i felt that,,, these siblings need therapy or something please i'll pay for it i dread the point that their relationship may get strained in the story but ahsjdkwbdjdj

i feel like i could write an essay about the grian-jimmy dynamic BUT the pearl mentions make me want to wait for her appearance first,,, the line "Right after our mom died, but just before Grian signed any custody papers, Pearl and I tried to convince a court officer that I was eighteen and didn't need a guardian." your honor there's something else here,, and i know grian's kinda (??) more important to the plot (haha grian-tango staredown) but still i feel like pearl knows stuff from both sides and surely her input is appreciated by both boys

tango still thinking that jimmy should be old enough to think for himself,,, wasn't there also smthn along those lines from Red 40 -

tango and etho "it's the boys with big brown eyes" solidarity o7 but also their friendship is precious

drunk jimmy sure is bold,,, i wonder if we'll see him again on the birthday chapter,,, totally not thinking about that one MOE post that said jimmy & tango would have their first time during the bday chapter,,,

also god damn the tension ???? is insane ???

"“He’s not allowed to drink, and you aren’t allowed to make any moves on him.” Grian’s smile is stretched too wide, a dangerous glint in his eyes. This is one of those ‘don’t piss off Grian' moments he’s been warned about." TANGO MY GUY HEAVENS BLESS YOUR HEART AND SOUL thoughts and prayers to you

okie okie one last thing !! as a STEM girlie, i'd say you're doing the STEM student experience justice so far :D i enjoy reading the stuff going on in the TIES lab, or the incorporation of STEM concepts to characters' thought processes/descriptions (ex. saying gem looks like she's solving an org chem problem when she's thinking hard, tango mentioning friction and balance to express how he feels like he's losing a grip on himself). i don't know if that's a weird comment, but i personally appreciate it and enjoy the imagery it creates and how it drives home the point that the characters that get this treatment (tango, gem, grian to mention a few) are the more calculated, more logical ones. and they contrast to how other characters (say, jimmy, and katherine based on vibes so far) run with feelings more.

i think that's about it i have in mind for now 🙏 thank you for writing this lovely story !! it's been so much fun reading so far, even the other asks and comments and content in general here on tumblr :]

have a lovely day/night/whatevs !!

~ ree :D

HI REE!!! I am going to break all of this down in return, because I yap :D.

I really love you're analysis of the gem/jimmy/tango dynamics. I actually havn't put a ton of thought into Gem's character outside of her guidance for Jimmy or her friendship with Tango. I will be putting your thoughts to paper later today so I can give myself a little more insight. It's not fair to her character to leave her hanging like that, but I've been struggling about her place between the groups.

I just mentioned in the previous ask that grian and Jimmy have a complicated relationship. Tango doesn't do it justice because he will never understand it. I planned it this way for you guys to dig into it and predict with limited variables. Everything in this chapter has a purpose, I know you'll all find them.

Pearl mentioned are purposeful! It's mentioned in Southern Hopsitialtiy that she is traveling. There is a reason she is gone, and there is a reason why she's rearly mentioned. We will dig into her MUCH later.

Ah yes, the birthday chapter. Wonder when that will be, hmmmm. If his birthday is november (says katherine in RED40) and we are currently at the end of september...I wonder when that will be!

Grian has reasons for introducing Jimmy the way he does! And Tango has reason to regularly remind himself Jimmy is an adult. This is all I can say

YOU GET IT!! you noticed the difference in their "science brain" and "english brain"!!! this is on purpose!!!! I am SO HAPPY that the STEM aspect is coming across because I am not stem, I don't understand it, I don't look it up. We are running off of my highschool physics courses and a season of Cosmos. LETS GOOOOOO. y'all should explain science things to me, it would be a lot of fun actually.

THANK YOU REE! This ask is so nice! Thak you for reading and loving and analyzing. I am so happy to have a made fic that uses everyones critical thinking. Many of these asks are noticing the cultural differences between characters and I want to applaud you all for that, Fantastic cultural pedagogy/introspection going on those brains.

Keep being smart! Love you all so much

[st4rwon]

stars and raindrops

4. seungmin grew balls

looking at the stars, the only thing seungmin could think about was you, that’s why he loved them so much. the regret of breaking up had filled your hearts, so when you run into each other after a year what happens?

warning: swearing, some miscommunication(?), yn overthinking

a/n: i read this over a couple times and it still doesn’t seem right to me, but i give up TT sorry this isn’t my best work!!

word count: 1.8k

you followed closely behind changbin and jisung, who were walking over to chan. you felt your heart beat increasing and your palms getting a bit sweaty.

‘it’s been a year, it's okay. you’re going to be okay’ you said to yourself in your head

and that’s when you saw him.

just looking at seungmin made your heart flutter, his soft brown bangs, which fell on top of his round eyes, and of course his adorable puppy-like smile. seungmin turned over to look over to look at the three of you walking towards them, his eyes widening as he made eye contact with you. you paused for a second, taking a small breath, and then continuing on. you would be okay.

“hey” you said, greeting the boys in front of you. the boys all greeted you, though you could feel the tension slowly building. everyone had exchanged greetings and talking with one another for a minute before eventually running out of things to say. “so…” chan started, “what should we do?” he questioned . everyone looked around at each other before hearing someone’s stomach growl, “let’s go get an actual meal?” hyunjin asked, “yeah i bet some of us here have only been on coffee for the last twenty four hours” felix joked, chan rolled his eyes “the songs won’t produce themselves” he shrugged. “what do you guys want to eat?” jisung asked.

eventually you all decided on a restaurant to eat at and fortunately it wasn’t too far from where you currently were, just a quick five minute walk down the street.

you could’ve sworn you felt eyes piercing at the back of your head while on the walk over to the restaurant, turning around to check who it was. you weren’t surprised to have your eyes meet with seungmin’s once again. your head quickly turned back, “everything okay?” asked changbin, who was walking beside you. “yeah, i’m okay” you muttered, though it was quite obvious to changbin that you were quite on edge.

your break up with seungmin had hit you really hard, he was by your side throughout it and seeing the state you were in broke his heart, but knowing the reason for your break up hurt him even more. changbin knew that you beat yourself up for the relationship ending. he just wished that he could get it through your head that it wasn’t your fault.

seungmin carefully examined you and changbin, were you two always this close? he shook his head, he wasn’t thinking straight. you both were “childhood friends and nothing more” well those were the words you had told him when you were dating. things probably have changed, or maybe not. it wasn’t his business anyway.

“y’know…” minho whispered, “i don’t think sulking is going to fix any of your problems.” seungmin scoffed, he knew minho was right but he was too upset to be mature about the situation. “i just don’t want to interfere with her life anymore. she is probably upset with me anyway.” he sighed. “if you didn’t want to interfere i’m pretty sure you wouldn’t be staring at her friend” minho chuckled “it’s not my place to be getting upset anyway, i’m not her boyfriend, and for all i know she probably hates me for what happened” “i’m pretty sure if yn didn’t like you she wouldn’t have come,” minho reasoned. “i can tell that you wanna make things better, but if you wanna do that you’re going to have to talk to her.”

seungmin nodded his head in response. the reason he was nervous to listen to his friend’s advice? he was afraid, afraid he would mess up again, that once again you would feel uncomfortable. but he pushed those negative thoughts away, he wanted to make things at least a little bit better and like minho said the process would start with a conversation.

after arriving to the restaurant you all took your places. you sat down next to changbin and chan, feeling the most comfortable around them. unexpectedly jeongin walked toward the area you were sitting, following right behind him was seungmin who was practically being dragged by his friend.

you awkwardly grinned at the two and they smiled back. “it’s alright if we sit here, right?” jeongin questioned, “yeah of course” you chimed. realistically you didn’t know if you would be okay if your ex was still sitting in front of you, the words had come out before you could think, which was a habit that you tended to do when nervous. as worrisome as you were about the situation, you knew that what you had with seungmin wasn’t something you could just throw away. even in the year you spent apart there were small things that you had learned from him that you continued to do. as much as you played the role of never wanting to see him again, it was a known fact that if seungmin ever let you have another chance, you would take it in a heartbeat.

across the table jeongin nudged seungmin in the arm, “what the fuck what that for?” seungmin whisper yelled, “talk to your lover” the mischievous boy mouthed out.

seungmin glared at the younger boy, he knew the comment was thrown out of concern, but jeongin’s way of showing it was always rather odd.

seungmin decided to give in to his friends advice, “yn…” he said, gaining your attention “how have you been?” for a second you genuinely thought you were hearing things, why was he talking to you? was this a blessing for dealing with changbin for your entire life? or a curse for accidentally spilling water on jisung’s notes last week? you didn’t know why the opportunity was presented to you, or what would come of it, but you were hopeful.

“i’m fine” you mumbled, silently cursing at yourself for giving such a blunt answer. there were millions of thoughts racing through your head, so many things you wanted to talk to him about, but nothing came out. you felt the same as you felt before, quiet, unable to say anything that came to mind. what had come over you? you fiddled with your fingers under the table “what about you?”

seungmin was beyond confused, you didn’t look like you were still mad at him, but why had you given him such a short, boring answer? still he decided to continue to at least have some sort of conversation with you, “i’ve been doing pretty well. i actually started to draw recently” he smiled, during the time you were together you had always encouraged seungmin to take his creative mindset somewhere, and after seeing all the doodles he had in his journal you thought drawing would be a great outlet for his creativity.

before you could respond, a waiter came to take your orders, chan went around the table making sure that everyone was able to get what they wanted. after everyone finished giving their order, you were going to reply back to seungmin, but noticed he was busy bickering talking with jeongin. felix was sitting a couple seats away from you and your eyes met his, “oh yn! how’s it going? is your professor still giving you a hard time?” you smiled at the fact that felix had remembered your previous conversation. you didn’t talk to him much, but something you noticed was his attention to detail, he always listened attentively to others and was able to recall any previous conversations.

“yeah i’m doing good, i actually just finished the mountain of assignments i had before coming here” you laughed

seungmin frowned at the two of you, sometimes he wished that he was as extroverted as his other friends, maybe then it would be easier to talk to you. or maybe it was just his personality that was off putting. he scoffed at himself for thinking these things, there was no use criticizing himself, it would change anything.

minho, who was talking to hyunjin and jisung, excused himself to check up on his friend. “overthinking again?” he asked with a frown. “i guess,” seungmin mumbled “i feel like i give her too much pressure when we speak, i mean she doesn’t look this nervous when talking to anyone else” “think about it minnie, you’re her ex and you’re talking to her after a year! of course she’s going to be nervous” “it’s too much work being your friend” jeongin signed. “i mean i can only give so much advice” “i swear jeongin, one more word out of you and i’m going to get hyunjin to burn your new bag” he threatened. “why is everyone after my bag” jeongin said, rolling his eyes. “he’s not wrong” minho smiled “but it’s worth it to see the growth of you”

seungmin thought about his friends words and continued to observe the conversation the you and felix were having, though after thinking about what minho has said and watching the conversation he smiled.

when the two of you were together, communication was something that you both struggled with. you never wanted to cause any worry around yourself, it led you to keep things to yourself. he could tell you felt uncomfortable whenever he brought up topics like school or family, so he decided to stop bringing them up. though that worsened the situation, by the end of your relationship seungmin was avoiding bringing up certain topics so much that it made every conversation you had feel incredibly awkward and you were putting on a fake smile in front of seungmin so he wouldn’t have to carry all your troubles.

but now you had grown, you were finally opening up a bit more. though you clearly still struggled with talking, you seemed less anxious compared to the last time he had seen you. just that had made seungmin feel so happy for you.

as you were chatting with felix you could feel a certain person’s eyes on you. it honestly scared you a bit to talk to him due to the fact that just minutes ago you could barely form responses to him. all the work you had put into trying to be better with speaking to others had disappeared when you spoke to seungmin. but even if you were afraid, did it give you the right to blatantly ignore him? you felt the guilt fill up and knew that you would have to speak to him eventually.

you took a sip of your drink, “so seungmin, you draw now?” you said looking toward the boy. seungmin lips perked up, “yeah, i picked up some practices from hyunjin. it’s pretty fun” you grinned at the way his eyes lit up as he spoke, the way they always did when he spoke about things he loved. “i’m glad you picked up something that makes you happy”

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[hyeosi]

little spoon ✽ boynextdoor

genre hyung line x gn!reader,, headcannon,, fluff warnings petnames word count 475 (not proof read TT) © hyeosi '23

(명재현) ━ myung jaehyun

Jaehyun does not care if he's the bigger spoon or the smaller one. All he cares about is that he gets to cuddle with his darling 🤷🏾‍♀

This doesn't mean that he doesn't have a favourite though (bigger spoon for the win)

"Hyun, you don't mind if I could y'know hold you instead of the opposite." a small pout formed on your lips. You enjoyed being the one held but, sometimes you just wanted to hold him. "Yeah, sure, I don't mind! You don't even have to ask to be honest" his reassuring smile made that small anxiousness disappear. The two of you laid on the couch continuing to watch whatever was on the tv. "If you're going to be behind me, at least hold me!!" The boy in front of you whined, his head turning to face you to only see a playful frown on his face. You nodded quickly to his demand and softly placed your arm against his waist, slightly pulling him closer to your embrace. "See, that's how you do it.." he mumbles.

(박성호) — park sungho

in his heart, he would let you.. BUT HIS EGO IS TO BIG 😔

first it's a no then a yes then a no. like dude would not accept it at all💀

His eyes widened at the sudden request. His thoughts came clashing with each other, telling him that he should let you but yet again no. "Sure," his eyes set on yours. As the seconds passed for your response his ego began eating him alive. "Actually ━ No." he blurted out. You froze from the sudden change and looked at him confused. "Is it a yes or a no?" you asked. "Yes, you can." The first word only had you jump onto the boy in front of you and pull him into a tight hug. "WAIT WAIT! NOT RIGHT NOW? I ━ I HAVE TO PROCESS THIS?" he shouted teasingly, pushing you away. 

(리우 / 이상혁) — lee riwoo / sanghyeok

he is a little spoon enthusiast so there is actually nothing you need to fear about

likes it when you hold him (not too tight he is mostly a loose kinda little spoon)

The sound of the door unlocking filled the room you were in. It was quick but, you could tell he was rushing. The knob turned, and there he was. Sanghyeok looked exhausted from what you saw. His nimble fingers took off his shoes with no hesitation; quickly throwing them onto the floor. His body dashed towards you before you could say anything, head in the crook of your neck. "'m tired," he mumbled out. His body weight piled onto yours making the both of you fall onto the couch. "Let's go to bed so━ tired." Sanghyeok cut you off before you could explain why. You sighed before wrapping your hands around him. "So do you wanna tell me about your day?"

kitty meow meow :33 idk if im gonna do a maknae line of this tbh ill probs decide in the morning. ALS this came to mind when i sent an ask my my pooki @bunreis so f u see this liz i just wanna say ty for indulging my rants / delusions !! ilysm 💋💋

[jellyaibo]

breaking my silence...i fuckng hate this "genre" of object show gijinka and im tired of acting like it isnt . bland

(using ii gijinkas as my guinea pigs for this, considering i really ONLY see these kinds of gijinkas in the ii side of the osc)

they are just. all the same build, usually same hairstyles and fashion theres NOTHINGGG that differentiates one persons gijinka from another because thats how similar they look to me, also if i were to color these do u think it would make it more obvious who is who? (if u cant already tell who is who obvs. its tt, fan & pickle but ohhhh my god THERESS NO SAUCE)

this might just sound fucking insane on my part but also even though these gijinkas dont have natural skintones (obvs trying to match the objects) they completely lack any features that say they ARENT white (i mean like very eurocentric) finding one with afro hair is like looking for a needle in a haystack (im being so serious ive barely seen any . kind of diversity like that)

and not even just diversity in races too, because 99% of them are all tall and skinny they just completely lack any body diversity (once again, very eurocentric yk yk) and because of that they have. awful silhouettes (unless they have VERY defining features which is fucking rare, so unless you have a really unique design a lot of people probably can't tell who is who unless you either squint really hard or have them be colored in)

my point is . these gijinkas just dont look good like at all. (im not gonna kill anyone for making gijinkas like this btw but ill def squint at you rlly hard but thats just me) and i think people should try to go and experiment with more expressive and fun designs that can make these blokes rlly stand out more!!! (something as simple as just, giving them acne, making them shorter/taller than they actually are, wacky hair n cool disability aids etc. just fucking go nuts!!! diversity just. makes better designs imho)

i designed these kinda on the spot (im sorry pickle) and like. even if they might look a little bland imo they have way more personality than the designs above!!!!!!!!!!! its not hard lichurally all u need to do is get an idea n try it

also i didnt know where to put this but like. another example of why i think these gijinkas just fucking suck: i uhhhh made my loser gijinka into one

her joy? her happiness? her personality and transsexual swag? GONE. SUCKED AWAY FROM HER BEING. she is a HUSK

my final note(s) on this is like. just go experiment brah im sooo tired of seeing these ohh please im so exhausted...EVEN IF U ARENT CONFIDENT IN UR DESIGNING SKILLS . GOING AND TAKING THAT FIRST STEP IS GOOD please just go nuts ohhh u wanna go nuts so fucking bad . theres many many references for different bodies n details n shit AND U DONT EVEN HAVE TO LIKE. STUDY EVERYTHING TO BECOME "GOOD" at this . just . freaking go for it

and my final (final) note is uhmm very petty but idc but the artist that popularized this kind of object show gijinka isnt the best person so like. yeah that is one of my top reasons on why i dont like em LMAO

uhhh and yeah thats it thats pretty much all sorry for rambling im just a tired little biracial boy oohh im so tired heres a lollipop 🍭

[lixenn]

So I went absolutely bananas...

After participating in the picrew tag game (thanks again @cloudvaria for tagging me 🫡) I decided to go insane and do this for ALL OF MY OCS THAT I HAVE VISUALS OF!

It was so fun, I literally couldn't stop, so without further ado have my housekeeping AU cast in pixel version:

Naturally we are starting with Chief who looks extra tired and has the health of a wet paper towel. I forgot to give him his beauty mark but I wanted the double eyebags anyways, so just use your imagination for that🫡Since Dan loves plant and is good at gardening he gets high plant skill (whatever that plant stands for i have no clue lmao)

Introducing catboy!Dave into the world! Because Dave is so majorly catcoded I couldn't resist. His hair is pink because of course it is, that guy never stays at one hair colour for long. High cooking stat because my baby is skilled in the kitchen, which is good because he's Chief's main food provider.

Vlasta! @childe-of-saulot tagging you because well it's Vlasta lol Notably the background for Vlasta is different from all the others because I really couldn't match their vibes with colthing and hair so they get the scary background instead. Also! Their name didn't fit! How dare! I used Dave's nickname for them instead. Vlasta gets all the sharp pointy things because they deserve them. The demon asthetic was added because I'm still obssessed with VV's demon play photos, so Vlasta gets the horns and tail too.

The first Valerie visual! And it's pixel art lmao 🤣 But it's pretty accurate imo so here we go! Val has the highest attack because she is badass, also two knives because there was no naginata option so she just gets more weapons 👍🏼

It honestly didn't surprise me but Yves was the easiest one to make, simply because their vibe really fits this picrew so hard. I'm so happy with the dress option it's so yvescore TT I don't know if i officially mentioned it but Yves fights with a fan (but not often, they avoid conflict if possible but they are still prepared in case they need to defend themselves).

And last but not least the local librarian Cilmi! @dreamieparadise Look! It's the boy! The hair isn't a perfect match because his is in a bob but that one was the only textured type that I liked. He got two books because a librarian can't just have one book in his inventory. He also got anti anxiety meds which are for René. High intelligence stat because he's a very smart cookie.

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Anyways that's it for now! I will probably do my other ocs once I actually know what they look like (and if I don't forget).

Not making this a tag game but if anyone also wants to do this with their ocs here is the link to the picrew. In case you wanna join me in my insanity I would love to see the result so feel free to tag me if you post your own picrew pixel ocs!

[hannie-dul-set]

i had a question, like is it important to give detailed description of the surroundings? like can you give some advice on how to not over do it? i really struggle with the description of surroundings TT (please ignore if you dont wanna answer ^^) have a great day🫶✨

aaahhh this is such a nice question!! i haven't really deeply thought about this, but upon reflection, there are a few ways where describing the setting is/isn't really necessary. i'll be using excerpts from the psychology of strawberries to exemplify!

1. describing the surroundings is NECESSARY when it serves a narrative purpose. in the example below, the setting is important to give a clear picture of the events that have unfolded/the events to unfold (that is, ricky tripping over and injuring himself while taking bathrobe thirst traps 😭).

here, the surroundings are functional, have a direct influence on the story and the scene, so there's a need to describe them vividly.

2. in contrast, IT IS NOT NECESSARY to describe the setting in detail when it does not have a functional purpose. the opening scene of the fic, for example simply mentions that the mc and gyuvin are in a classroom. i didn't describe what the classroom looks like, where they are positioned in the classroom, etc. since it's not really important!

it's just mentioned in passing because, again, the setting doesn't really serve a purpose here. it could even be textually replaced by the courtyard, a park, a hallway— wherever, so there's no need for detailed description.

here's another example! mentioning that the mc is in front of the building is important to contextualize the following events, but the apartment building itself, at this point in time, does not exactly serve a greater purpose, unlike in point #1 where ricky's entire hotel room set-up needed to be described to explicate his accident.

3. describing the setting in detail MAY BE NECESSARY to add to the atmosphere, ambience, vibe of the scene. i do love me some vibey writing HAHAHHA i usually to this when a) it's an emotionally significant scene, or b) when i want to lengthen a paragraph (see my fic writing tips post as to why HAHA.

here, both a) and b) come into play. i could have just said that mc is outside the library, but this is an emotionally, important scene, so setting the environment and mood is important.

the surroundings are also described in detail here. you can see, however, that the architecture isn't really emphasized, and only how rich and fancy and opulent it looks because a) the mc hasn't been described to have a background in architecture or engineering, and b) if she were, it doesn't really serve a narrative purpose. the setting description is really just used to add to the vibe, and in the second section, rather than describing the venue itself, it's more focused on how the rest of the boys are interacting with the surroundings.

here as well, description is used to add to the ambience, and let me enumerate a few tips when it comes to describing settings itself:

describe your scene in relation to how the person is experiencing it. if it's from the reader's POV, correlate the setting to how their senses are receiving and perceiving the setting.

i always imagine my scenes as if they were shot as a move/show, HAHAHAH where is the camera pointing at right now? where is it panning? what sounds are playing? it helps create vividness while avoiding over descriptions at the same time.

describing the surroundings gradually instead of dumping it into giant paragraph can also help with your problem of overdoing it. this correlated to the first bullet point. describe the scene as the POV experiences it, introduce new parts of the surroundings as the POV witnesses it.

only describe the architecture, logistics, and layout of buildings and structures when a) it serves a narrative purpose, and b) when your mc is in the field of architecture, the arts, or literature, (or at least has a background in it that describing such things is a habit for them HAHAH).

really love answering questions like this so i'm always open for other writing related queries. anyway, i hope this is helpful to a degree! have a great day<33