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krispycreamcake · 3 months ago

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It has come to my attention that people in the fandom don't understand the use of implication, so I will now break down easily as possible for people that don't believe Cordelia sexually groomed Laito. @dl-drama-cd (Tws for rape and incest)

The conversation atop is one shared between Laito and Cordelia. Take note of the background. It is a bedroom. Not the garden or the kitchen or somewhere aesthetic in the moonlight, it is a bedroom.

A bedroom is used for sleeping or as Reiji likes to call it, private activities. We all know that people who usually share a bed are relatively close in terms of relationship, it doesn't matter what kind, they just need to be close.

Cordelia shares no emotional/maternal bonds with her sons. She is often described as crass or cold. Why are her and Laito in a bedroom together if they do not share such a bond?

A bed in media is often used (with context) as a symbolism for lovers sleeping together, because that's exactly where it happens.

How do we know that something more sinister is going on than just a mother and son talking? We can figure this out based on the conversation.

Let's look at what's said between the two.

In the first image, Laito poses a question to Cordi. He asks her, without explicitly saying what "it" is, what's her reason for doing this?

This is a canon interaction between these two characters, where character 1 (Laito), is unaware of the intentions that character 2 (Cordelia) possess. Which is why he is asking her, why she is doing "this", because he does not know why this is happening to him.

Cordelia then explains, also again without directly saying anything, that she does "this" because she loves him. This is Cordelia's reasoning and answer to Laito's previous question.

That's pretty straightforward, I don't think we need a paragraph long analysis on that.

Laito, who then repeats the word, love, in a questioning manner.

Why does he do this instead of just accepting her answer as is?

Because he is simply not satisfied with such an answer. Why isn't he just accepting her word as is? We, don't yet know because once again, the context in this current conversation is not said.

Continuing, we see Cordi backing up her previous statement by saying that there is no world out there where a mother doesn't love a son, and if there is, what kind of world would it be?

She tries to explain that Laito shouldn't question her actions, but rather accept them as they are, because that's an inherent profession of love between mother and son.

Laito, in response, flatly says that a world without love between mother and child, is the one that they live in.

In other words, Laito does not accept that "this" is what paternal love truly is. He believes that his mother does NOT love him, which we can easily pair up with his earlier question "Love?".

Now that we have some form of context to the character's inner thought process and what they are currently feeling, we can put together some pieces on what kind of conversation is actually going on.

At a first glance it can be assumed that a son is doubting his mother's love for him, because well, that's exactly what's happening.

But if we speculate a bit more on the background, and the given context of the conversation, we can now say that the truth of the situation lies within the more subtle clues.

Example #1.

This memory, isn't a pleasant one. This conversation has already happened and Laito is simply remembering it. You can use the images provided to reverse google search the complete scene for further proof, but as already stated, this is NOT a conversation he is very fond of.

Example #2.

The conversation that these two are having, shows us that one person is satisfied while the other isn't for whatever reason that may be. I've broken it down already so you can understand it a bit more, but feel free to once again do your own research.

Example #3.

The implication of the background. Like I've previously stated, I broke it down at the start of this post. But let me be absolutely clear and reiterate this, THE REASON THE BACKGROUND IMAGE IS HAPPENING INSIDE A BEDROOM AND NOT ANYWHERE ELSE (even though you can suck someone's blood anywhere you wanted to) IS BECAUSE THE CONTEXT LIES WITHIN THE BEDROOM ALONE. The creators didn't just randomly choose a free png of a bedroom for a conversation where a child asks a parent why they're doing something, that the child feels like diminishes the sole intent of paternal love. Context clues, matter.

Now then, I'll go on to add another image where I'll make a very short and factual analysis without hypotheticals or opinions being used.

Laito in this scene, is completely naked. He is naked and with a solemn expression on his face, thinking about his mother pleasuring him. He is also reminiscent on the words his mother has told him, that being "I love you, Laito".

Cordelia then says that "That kind of thing is just something given in exchange" when the words I love you, are said. Laito, once again, admits that he was being pleasured while thinking of his mother. [End analysis]

We can speculate that since he is thinking of his mother and pleasure at the same time, she is the one who is giving it to him.

Why do I think this? Because he is completely naked, his only thoughts being his mother's voice. That being said, we can now say that what is being "given in exchange" in Cordelia's words, after saying I love you (or perhaps vice versa, where I love you comes first) is pleasure.

I have a couple of links here we can make with these couple of images alone.

In the first part, we see them talking in a bedroom and the conversation eventually leads to satisfaction, in terms of "once I am satisfied with the outcome, there should be no question". She also references love here, as she does in the latest image I have provided.

With the context that we have now we can equate love to pleasure. And Cordelia states that she loves Laito multiple times throughout just these two scenarios.

Now, my interpretation of this is that Cordelia is clearly raping her son and using "love" as a means to mask, and more so, normalize what is happening between them. (I say normalize because Cordelia tries convincing Laito that this is what goes on between mother and son in the first conversation).

However, even if you do not share the same perspective, it is still abundantly clear that Cordelia Sakamaki, first wife of Karlheinz, daughter of King Burai of the Vibora clan, mother of Ayato Sakamaki, Kanato Sakamaki and Laito Sakamaki, is giving sexual pleasure to her son. Whether it is by bloodsucking, or by sex, or both.

She is sexually grooming Laito by giving him these sensations a mother should not be giving her child, and is committing an act of incest.

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redwinewhiteroses · 4 months ago

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What is coming back from the past?

Something or someone that will find you again . . .

In this reading, we are going to look at what is coming back in to your life, whether that is a person, a feeling, an experience or it could be anything.

I'm also going to include an oracle message describing what you should expect from this past person/thing/situation.

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Cards I got : Queen of Cups, Nine of Swords, The Hermit, Chaos and Conflict, Why? reversed

The general message is this could be unveiling a disturbing truth about your past or your childhood. Finding something that might bring you anxiety. Feeling betrayed because of it and thinking you can't face it no matter how much you try. This could challenge whatever it is that brought you a sense of security and comfort in life up until now, where you once found comfort might not feel as light, warm and welcoming as it once used to be.

With that being said, you are getting a chance to shine light upon a past situation that deeply hurt your feelings and left scars on you. I think it's going to be a great opportunity to achieve closure so you can heal and move on. Whatever is coming back from the past is demanding self-reflection and understanding; you are to resolve something with the knowledge you find, maybe inside your own mind.

For very few of you, I think you are trying to move on from a love that was really special to you. One that built you up and held you strong. All these memories haunt you at night and all you need right now is to move forward and not look back, but a part of you believes that whatever answer you're looking for is somewhere in the past. So it seems that you are reminiscing about the past in hopes of finding a clue or a path back to a peaceful place.

I sense an opposition with someone, not willing to see eye to eye and avoidance, but it only hurts you more. So what's coming back from the past is most likely flashbacks of the good times and the bad; what went wrong and how it killed a part of yourself so easily and affected you in a powerful way.

For some of you, a female or a mother figure could come back to guide you and help you in some way. It's almost like you felt abandoned, lost and lonely due to this female not being there for you the way you expected. You eventually had to trust yourself and find direction with your own efforts with little to no support from them. I feel like this has caused emotional scars that keep coming back every once in a while.

All this chaos, disharmony and opposition with your loved one is asking you to look within and understand the why. Look within, learn about your values and meet your inner self and understand what's really important to you at this time. Chances are, most of these conflicting feelings and thoughts aren't as tangled as you think they are. For example, it's like you expect a particular thing from a certain situation, but maybe what you really need from it is something else, but you don't really acknowledge that because you haven't looked deep within yourself to questione the why.

I'm gonna quote this from the guidebook.

We don't always know why we engage in our relationships in the way we do, mostly because our feelings aren't always logical. Now is the time to recognize whether you are being triggered by someone else, or if your behavior is motivated by unresolved issues in the past. When you ask yourself, Why am I feeling like this? and Why did I say that? and spend some time in introspection, the answers may be surprising. Listen to the messages from your intuition, from the knowing deep within you. What does it tell you about yourself and others?

Now is the time for deep soul-searching of the "why" that drives your choices. What you uncover will set you free and bring you ever closer to the happiness you seek.

Other messages :

Light at the end of the tunnel

Open your eyes and see

It's right in your face, how can you not see it?

Maybe getting close to your religious faith might be helpful

All is not lost

There is always a way out

History may or may not repeat, but inside our minds, it always does

Another chance to fix this

Holding on so tight

I want to look at this, acknowledge this and wave it goodbye, but I'm too scared to open my eyes. What if I don't want to see what I might see?

Holding back from finding the cure

Within your reach

The process of growing up

Don't listen to the unkind voice inside your head

Finding a way back to yourself

Nothing feels like home anymore

Stuck between denial and acceptance

Regaining better mental health and regulating emotions effectively

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Cards I got : Three of Cups, Five of Pentacles, The High Priestess, Breathe, Yin

A highschool reunion, a reunion with old friends or an event/social gathering with people you once used to hangout with might be a possibility. You might come across some friends who accompanied you when all of you were collectively struggling. For example you were a group of friends in college and really struggled with finances, resources all the while hustling and studying to have a better future. You stuck together, but maybe after graduation you went separate ways and your connection just fell apart naturally. Now you might have a chance to reunite and talk about the hard times you have overcome.

This encounter might reveal something to you that could have some subconscious meaning to you. I don't know what it might be, but maybe at the time you had an intuitive hunch about someone from your friend group, about something and you will find that to be right or wrong. Your suspicions about them will be answered.

This meeting does not demand anything specific from you, it just asks you to be passive and receive information. You just have to wait and see what you can come to understand after this interaction.

I think this interaction will make you realise something subtle about yourself, others, etc.. Maybe you will start acknowledging the fact you are finally ready to accept something as it is.

For a few of you, this friend/group of friends or colleagues might be someone who betrayed you at your lowest point. They might have left you out in the cold and abandoned you when you needed them the most, and they could be making an appearance in your life again.

Whatever the situation is for you, the important thing here is to receive patiently. Trust yourself and consciously allow things to unfold. High Priestess and Yin bring a similar message and that repetition might be significant; and that is to gather information mindfully and even subconsciously. Taking in certain cues, reading between the lines, being calm and composed but simultaneously finding what you wanted through this interaction. There might be something subtle and important that you should know, that might answer a question you had for so long. Could be the final piece of the puzzle for some.

There's joy, pain and a bit of a mystery in what's coming back from the past. Bitter memories are involved as much as positive ones; a sense of duality is written all over this and also a passivity, maybe vulnerability of some kind. But whatever it is, just allow it to happen and have soft awareness about this.

I'm not getting a specific message about this other than a soup of emotions (I don't know if it's even an actual term lol, forgive me if it's not) There's mixed feelings about something and a flashback of memories you might both want to see and not see.

Let me quote the guidebook

Permit others to tell you who they are and who they can be to you by allowing their actions to speak about them. You will be pleasantly surprised.

Other messages :

29 (must be highly significant for most of you)

Patience pays off in deep and meaningful ways

Be the "shaped", not the "shaper" (from the oracle guidebook)

Finally finding peace

No bigger lie 🤷‍♀️

Bran Stark's story from GOT (being betrayed, falling off the tower and him finally being the three-eyed raven) for some reason might be something that you might resonate with or that is important to you in some way.

Knowing everything you should probably know

The good times and the bad times

Allow yourself to enjoy the fruits of your labour

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Cards I got : Nine of Cups, Knight of Wands, Six of Cups reversed, A leg up, Chop wood

I'm gonna say a few specific situations I'm getting from these cards. One or few of them might resonate with you, so only take the message that is true for you. However I'll also include a general message at the end.

Something you wished for a long time could be materialising into reality. This is a wish fulfillment and most likely something you manifested, something you wished and prayed for a very long time. It is a thought, a prayer and a wish meeting you from the past.

From then to now, you may have actively worked towards fulfilling it with great enthusiasm and courage. So you must be aware of what this is. Because it's almost like this particular wish. Your desired reality never left your mind, not even for a second. This could be something straight out of your childhood. A childhood dream you had that you couldn't wait to fulfill once you were older.

For some of you, an ex lover could be making an appearance. Maybe that person brought you a lot of happiness and they were your wish come true, according to your belief. But I think this person never really committed to you, although passionate and incredibly charming, they may have always been on the run for some reason. Running away from you as quickly and intensely as they once approached you. They might've been someone hard to pin down.

For some of you this particular person might've had only a few moments to spend with you. So I'm thinking it has been only a brief encounter and they were out of your life as fast as they arrived. But you've been happy thinking about them and revisiting those memories. So for you guys, they might or might not make a reappearance from the past but it's very much the fact that you are in the past all the time. You are stuck in a snapshot of time. I think some of yall have a picture that you took with them that you always look at?

If none of these very specific situations resonate with you, the general message here is it's finally time to make a move towards your desired reality, to achieve all those things you've wished to have all your life. This wish/wishes could be especially related to your childhood in a significant way.

Your wish fulfillment is finding you and meeting you, and it's visiting you from your past. It hasn't left you and I'm sure you haven't either. Your inner child might have a big say on this.

General guidance for everyone is to receive help from others where you need it. Do not try to do everything on your own. It's not cheating if you ask for a little help at times. Interdependence is a good thing especially if you were brainwashed into thinking it wasn't.

Also do not be too stuck in the past. It's a major theme in this reading. The past is on your mind A LOT; could be good or bad memories. But whatever it is, bring you focus back to the present.

Here is your home now. This is your time.

Whatever it is you want, whatever it is you wish for day and night, the path to that is FROM HERE. Starting from this moment.

You might also want to be a bit humble and acknowledge being vulnerable. Don't be on your guard always, and mostly don't pretend you can do it all by yourself, maybe you can, but just let people in, at least once in a while. Let them help you.

Some of you could be visiting your hometown after many many years too. Someone is definitely feeling very homesick. Or you could be visiting or revisiting a place that reminds you of home.

Or visiting some place or country that you've always wanted to visit since a long time now.

Quoting a few different lines from the guidebook.

Let your heart remember that not everything has to be hard-won, passionate, or even obviously meaningful.

Remain humble and aware of the present.

I think there's a lot of messages in this group layered after one message and another. I have a feeling that most of you might choose this group, or the ones who choose this might've had a complex past/childhood. If not, your life has always felt very 'happening' . In a good way, I guess.

I'm thinking of these shoes. Don't know what it's called or where it's from but this whole reading gives me that vibe. Might be of importance to someone. A secret code?! A personal belief, maybe. I've honestly got no idea lol.

I really loved doing this reading. It felt very deep and layered. Yeah, that is the right word to describe what I felt. You guys might have rich personalities or a good story to tell about your life. Very interesting to say the least.

Other messages :

Childhood memories/Childhood friends

It doesn't make you weak if you ask for help

Bravery

People might call you a know-it-all mockingly even, but you just know a lot👏

Take me back in time (The past is NOT in the past, it can be here, I want it to be here)

Maybe you are a bit stubborn too

Desperate to get something, somewhere or some place

Not letting most people in

Hate asking for help

Highly reserved people

Desire love and passion above all else

Emotional, moody, creative and internally soft

Defensive and quick temper/takes things personally, very easily

Receiving and accepting

You need others as much as they need you

Don't expect others to read your mind, speak up about your needs and ask for them to be fulfilled

Help is always available to you

Lover, lover, where are you?

Another country

Another song I'm thinking of. Please listen to this, must be really important to you as a final closing message to this reading.

There are messages about flying, the flying shoes, wings, phoenix, rising above something, myths and legends too.

I think I got a lot of messages for this group. I actually had plenty more to say but I couldn't write them on time, so they are all lost now😑🤧 Gone with the wind haha🫠🌬️

However take what resonates and I really hope this helped you well 🩷

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Cards I got : Knight of Cups, Nine of Pentacles, Ace of Swords, Deep knowing, Fork in the Road

I honestly don't think something from the past is coming back to you, but rather this is a new beginning for you. So it's safe to say that all the events of the past is leading up to this.

I feel very refreshed. The cards speak of a blend of energies and it feels soothing, dreamy and peaceful too. This could be a nice time unfolding for you in the future.

I'm getting multiple scenarios here. So take what resonates for you.

You could get a romantic proposal from someone, finally ending a chapter of living life single. This romance could be very sweet, soft and delicate and this could be different to what you used to experience before. I have a feeling that you might've been very self-reliant and independent in the past. If not, just very secure in yourself and comfortable with your self that even being alone isn't a difficult thing for you. Love is finding you though. I think you have everything you want and need and this lover will be worthy of you, worthy of all that you have to offer. It could be the other way around too. They could also have the intention of treating you well with tangible things and even with emotions and feelings. They are trustworthy and sweet to the soul. Easy on the eyes comes to mind as well. Major cancer venus, taurus venus vibes!

If this is romance that is finding you, just expect to be swept off your feet and be treated like a princess. You will be loved and valued. A lot of importance will be given to you, and your feelings will ALWAYS be considered.

I'm thinking for some of you, this could be your first partner in a long time. It's likely you will also have your first time with this person. I get very maiden/virgin, soft, innocent, naive, feminine, delicate vibes from this group 🌸

Also a knight finding you, falling in love, getting married and creating a family kinda story. Very creative energy, also story-teller vibes, imaginative, poetic and daydreaming? Although grounded, this reading feels ethereal and like something straight out of fantasy or a fairy tale. I honestly feel like watching a story unfold or taking a peak into someone's romantic fantasy.

I won't be surprised if you have pisces, cancer, scorpio or significant venus, mercury, water moon, 12th house placements. Highly intuitive people here, psychics and hypersensitive as well. "I FEEL" is the keyword in this reading. You have that effect on people, or maybe what is coming for you will have that effect on you. It will make you feel things.

For others this could be pregnancy/the birth of a child or the union of two people on a physical level (Childbirth is a highly possible). Whatever it is, this will fill you up with feelings of tender love and deep fulfillment. New life, new ideas or new things taking shape is highly probable, so please be mindful if you are someone who can conceive a child.

This could be about anything really, a business offer/business proposal, a new project that will give you opportunities. I get entrepreneurial vibes too. You could find abundance whether that is in love, joy or wealth. Purchasing a home, starting a family, paying all your debts off and being successful(whatever success means to you) are other possibilities. Newness all around!

So I searched the word newness on Google and there's this movie called Newness(2017) Idk if it's relevant but I'm adding it just in case.

I also believe someone or more people who choose this group are from aristocratic famillies or has had huge privileges since you were born. Born with a silver spoon. Maybe your family does business or has a high position in society. If that is the case, I see a possibility of your family or connections enrolling you into a European highschool(yes, those fancy ones) or giving you an opportunity that only true wealth can give.

Also since this reading is about what's coming back from the past, it could be an opportunity that you get because of the family you were born into or because of your ancestry or roots. So an alliance, opportunity, a proposal or an offer that you can have purely because of a birthright or privilege passed down by your ancestors.

Crazy rich Asians vibes coming through as well😅💸💸 Maybe someone's from South East Asia.

I don't know how much this reading is rooted in reality. Honestly is this even real? Someone might be into those rich CEO kdramas or cdramas. I'm thinking of Business proposal kdrama 😭😂

I'd just throw this in here just in case. This group might actually be a loosely or meticulously crafted daydream of someone. This isn't reality but rather an experience that is wanting to be manifested into reality. This energy has substance but doesn't feel that real for some weird reason... Are the delulu girlies picking this group? Or maybe it's the psychics! I honestly can't quite grasp something about this. How do I explain it??...It's like diving inside a vision someone has of their desired reality; Think of the pensieve in Harry Potter or Bran Stark's visions in GOT. I swear this is a strange reading, but in a good way 😭😭😭🤍

Okay, I'm thinking the foremost initial messages are the ones for most of you and the fictional aspect of this could just be relevant in some way, but I'm not sure how. Maybe an abundance of creativity, intuition and self-expression of people who choose this group creates this fantasy like energy.

Anyway the oracle cards indicate this thing/person/situation coming from the past or as a result of the past expects you to make a choice and that too based on intuitive hunches. That is a decision that no one else can make but you. Because you only possess the knowing and the resources to make the right and wise choice. So consider the consequences, prepare to act and know that it is your obligation to make the necessary choice. You know deep in your heart and soul what is right and what is it that you want. Look past the illusions and make a decision that grants you the stability you are looking for. Follow your heart is highly implied here.

If you are contemplating about wrapping up a long period of being single and finally opening up to someone, you are expected to make that choice with alignment to your intuition. Am I ready? Is this the right person for me? Is this what I want right now? Maybe considering these on an intuitive level. This could be about making other choices too.

I'll quote the guidebook here.

Know that you have an ability to read between the lines and find all the truth that was missing when the story was told.

This deep knowing allows you open the door to wisdom far greater than what is available in the limitations of human experience. You're given information that may make no sense whatsoever to the logical mind or five senses but which is 100 percent correct and true. The trick is to listen and then to act accordingly. You're now invited into this sacred dialogue of deep knowing, so tune in and trust your vibes-they will be right. Ask and you will receive answers from unusual sources.

If this is about manifesting a dream or a desired reality, choose to do it in a way that grants you stability.

Other messages :

Highly intuitive

Know things naturally and feel things deeply/Deep knowing

Visions of the past

Ancestry/Powerful family/roots

Idealisation and Rose tinted glasses

Royalty

Love is finding you even in dreams

Prosperity, abundance, joy and love

Disney princesses

Sofia the First theme song😭 (what the frick)

Love finds you in mysterious ways

Super wealthy family or financially well-off

Arranged marriage/marriage proposal

Fiction writer/Novelist/publishing your books

Think, feel and consider everything when making the necessary choice

You will be happy anyway

This is your story, write a good one

Gaining a powerful position through marriage

Film actor/actress/director/writer

I craft the world I crave to live in

Telling your life story/Writing a memoir

Deciding when/how/if you should open your heart to romance

Making a choice to have/not have children

That's it for this reading. I'm not too confident in myself with how I concluded this. I wonder if I explained everything clearly. Please take what resonates and disregard anything that doesn't make sense to you.

This reading was made for entertainment purposes only. Do not make decisions based off of this.

Have a nice day! 🩷

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writteninlunarlight-years · 10 months ago

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HI, LET'S TALK ABOUT ART THEFT

Hello, my name is Luna; I have gone by Luna for ages and have been friends with some fantastic artists here on Tumblr. One artist is @heart-of-the-morningstar

A few days ago, it was brought to our attention as a friend group that someone had reposted her entire work, and only in the small author note pointed out it was hers, and they were only doing this because the account has errors (Which it doesn't but we will get into that later)

The account in question for doing this is known as @luna-naoffcial

Now, from one Luna to another, stealing other authors' writing, purposefully taking art, and getting rid of the artist's watermark is wrong.

I have compiled a long list of proof of all the transgressions and my own personal grievances regarding what has happened and continues to happen in the artist community.

First off, story stealing:

To accomplish this, I went through every single story and copied not only the summary that this person wrote on their master list but also the first few lines of the text.

With this, I placed it in a Google reverse engine search and managed to find the accounts with the actual stories, all of which, from my understanding, do not belong to @luna-naoffcial.

They are as follows:

Masochism Tango: https://www.wattpad.com/story/365788359-masochism-tango-alastor-lucifer-vox

Molting Season: https://www.wattpad.com/story/365592419-%F0%9D%90%8C%F0%9D%90%8E%F0%9D%90%8B%F0%9D%90%93%F0%9D%90%88%F0%9D%90%8D%F0%9D%90%86-%F0%9D%90%92%F0%9D%90%84%F0%9D%90%80%F0%9D%90%92%F0%9D%90%8E%F0%9D%90%8D-radioapple

To Love A Killer: https://archiveofourown.org/works/46501777/chapters/117090241

Insanity: https://www.wattpad.com/story/361200644-%F0%9D%90%88%F0%9D%90%8D%F0%9D%90%92%F0%9D%90%80%F0%9D%90%8D%F0%9D%90%88%F0%9D%90%93%F0%9D%90%98

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These are all stolen writing works, not to mention the one stolen from @heart-of-the-morningstar

We will move on to stolen artwork and the watermarks intentionally cropped out of view.

I opened a Google engine bar and an image search to find these. You can then download or drag and drop the image you are looking for.

With out further ado:

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I would like to dive into the 'apology' given out and the oddities I have found.

I don't know how many people on Tumblr are familiar with the Cait Corrian drama that happened a few years ago.

She was found creating many fake accounts on GoodReads and trying to ruin the chances of her other YA Authors' getting accredited.

She is also notorious for making fake discord messages to try and cover up her deciete

I post this specific account of the story and these screenshots to highlight the oddities of the following messages shared between @luna-naoffcial and her 'friend' @lia65lana towards a third individual named Kate. What is off to me is that there are a lot of odd things involved in this message exchange

For example, Lia is messaging Kate off Luna's account. Why not off your own account? On top of that, why is Kate on Luna's account? I trust many of my friends but would not hand over my account.

This conversation thread looks very similar to the Cait Corrians. Not only that, but the people in the conversation sound and talk very similarly. The grammar, spelling errors, and odd placement of some nouns and verbs are fluid between all 'three' people.

However, I am willing to step back and say it could be a dialect thing, as when I look at the @luna-naofficial account, my Google Translate automatically wants to translate from Mandarin.

What really struck me as odd however was the responses that both accounts posted as apologies

Lia's account is red, and as we have seen, Luna's is green.

Both accounts posted the EXACT SAME MESSAGES. Only Luna's had an additional ending.

As I was investigating for my friend, it changed again

Again, many of these messages don't fully make sense. There are many grammatical and spelling errors, all very similar to the original picture I added first. All of these 'three' people sound, talk, and make the same errors in all the same ways. I would like to play the benefit of the doubt. In these messages, there is talk of depression, death, and anxiety, all things I personally also struggle with and I understand are hard. However, they are not excuses for purposefully stealing other people's hard work and taking credit for them.

You blatantly take credit for others' work, which is wrong and disheartening.

Side note @alastorsmiles1930: The response and messages are also odd and read the same as all these others. This account is also the ONLY account that followed @heart-of-the-morningstar and the others in my friend group. I want to point this oddity out however I hope you are just an innocent bystander

From one Luna to another, please stop this and apologize. Not just to @heart-of-the-morningstar but to everyone you have been stealing from.

Thank you for listening My Moons

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jlheon · 1 year ago

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꒰ THAT’S YOUR BOYFRIEND? ꒱

03. i’d love to meet you soon

peng’s note. bye this is so couple cringe core + written section under the cut ! ( wc. 444 )

your phone immediately starts buzzing after you press send on your message.

the contact picture of your boyfriend’s dog flashed upon the screen.

technically you’ve seen him now but you wish he would be comfortable enough to show you his face, especially now that he’s seen yours.

but there’s no rush really.

sure, you’re friends may think he’s a little sketchy but you don’t care. whatever he looks like doesn’t matter because he’s the best boyfriend you’ve had yet. despite never seeing his face and meeting him in person he always finds a way to call you and check up on you throughout the day.

he manages to do all of that with his packed schedule.

though you always wonder what school he goes to that requires the dance team to work in such rigorous conditions.

“hi baby,” riki says when he answers the phone, his voice raspy from the run through before another tour stop.

“hi rik,” you reply, pulling the covers over your body and getting comfortable under your sheets. “how was dance?”

“exhausting,” he groans. “but i’m fine now that i’m talking to you.”

“you’re so cheesy riki,” you giggle, turning over on your side.

“you love it when i’m cheesy,” riki retorts. “i bet your blushing right now.”

“no i’m not!” you say while turning on your camera. “see!”

in a turn of events riki finds himself blushing.

“you’re so cute,” riki whispers as he smiles in his dark hotel room.

“thanks babe,” you shift your phone away from your flustered face.

“i wish i could see you in person,” he sighs.

“i wish so too,” you pout. “nobody ever believes me when i say i have a boyfriend.”

“i’m sorry i can’t bring my self to show you what i look like.”

“it’s okay! i understand!” you panic.

“i’d love to meet you soon,” riki says cautiously. “only if you’re up to it though.”

“of course i want to meet you!” you’re smiling so much it hurts.

“maybe when i’m back,” he says.

“you don’t even know where i live?” you chuckle.

“i’ll get to you regardless.”

“you shouldn’t spend money just to come to me…” you frown.

“we might live closer than we think,” riki says optimistically. “but i’ll have to show you what i look like before then.”

“whenever you’re ready, ki.”

tired from rehearsal riki quickly fall asleep to your soft voice telling him about your week. debriefing him on everything that’s happened during the week that you couldn’t just text him.

you notice he stopped replying and soon fell asleep yourself.

riki hopes you won’t freak out once you find out his real identity.

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SYNOPSIS. it’s been three months since you met your now, online boyfriend, riki. he’s so sweet, matches your humor, but you have yet to see his face. your friends see this as a major red flag but you know riki told you he is just shy. due to this your friends joke that you could very well be dating a catfish. but what happens when riki finally sends you a picture of himself and your friend reverse searches the image to be ni-ki from enhypen?

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blorbocedes · 1 year ago

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let me take you guys on a journey. one that will help you understand how annoyingly obsessive and hung up my brain can get......

so here is where our wild goose chase starts. I was going through a 2012 f1 blog's nico tag. it's actually pretty rare for early 2010s blogs to have comprehensive tagging systems so whenever I find one I try to go thru it all. and I come across this v cute nico image (cropped for posterity. payoff will be worth it promise)

here we have a picture, from 2012, and in classic 2012 fashion there is meme text on it. OP of the original pic deactivated. so I want to find the version without the meme text. pretty easy, just reverse google search right?

WRONG!

google reverse search is functionally dead and defunct and absolutely dogshit.

ok back to square one. I'm trying to sus out from whatever information I have.

the other meme watermark of f1humour.tumblr.com? deactivated.

okay 37 notes. maybe I can do something with this.

tumblr kind of breaks (?) with very old posts. so even if someone tagged it, I can't see it. ok but 14 people liked it!

of the 14 accounts only 7 actually show, including mine. so what I do is I go through 6 of those blogs, and their public archives because those accounts are all inactive for several YEARS now. and I check their blogs for April 2012.

no luck.

back to the drawing board.

the meme has a MOTORSPORT.COM watermark.

here's all the information I have: this was posted on April 24th, 2012, which means that's my upper limit on the date this could be taken. Nico got in Mercedes in 2010. So from anywhere between 2010-2012 motorsport images couldve taken this pic.

so, because I was born with excessive intelligence, I think hmmm... let me search the archives of Motorsport Images dot com. surely that is where Motorsport dot com would keep their Images.

two years of a racing driver's pictures means thousands of pictures. okay. let's start from April 2012. unfortch for keen eyed listening, April 2012 was also the Chinese Grand Prix aka Nico's first f1 win.

why is that relevant? because it means every photographer and their MOTHER took a picture of nico for his first win. over 900+ images.

while I am exhibiting extremely unemployed levels of behavior here, I don't actually have the time and brain capacity to sift through 900 images.

I go back to the original tumblr post. this time I go to the empty reblogs. there's lots!

but because there's no tags it can't help me. still I go through every one of them because you can see the blog I found the pic from @the-fastest-waffle is listed in the other reblogs even though they clearly had tags!

and I find my silver lining. from @fuckyeahf1drivers's tags

just this simple. #bahrain #lol

if this picture is from bahrain 2012 it changes everything, as in it narrows my search a shit tonne.

375 images. This means 1-15 pages and I know the exact picture I'm looking for. I feel like I'm SO close. I can't give up now. gambler mentality 💎

so I guess what. I go through all 15 goddamn pages. and I DONT FIND IT!!!!!!!!! SCREEEEEECH

now I've lost hope. if it's not from bahrain 2012 then it can be from anywhere from 2010-2012 taken by motorsport.com which is just too big a search. there isn't anything I can narrow it down with. my search is futile.

but I have one tiny little thought bugging my mind. how come motorsport images don't have the motorsport.com watermark... so I consult a fellow archivist @vegasgrandprix on the matter.

WE AS A SOCIETY NEED TO ADDRESS WHY MOTORSPORT.COM AND MOTORSPORT IMAGES.COM HAVE THE SAME FONT

finally. finally

I go on motorsport.com

which is actually kind of not super user friendly interface finding their pics if you have excessive intelligence like I do. I go into this knowing if the bahrain 2012 long shot is actually NOT when that picture is from, I'm fucked.

I filter and say a prayer.

and lo and behold.

salvation.

one person's singular tag of 'bahrain 2012 lol' led me down this spiral, where if it wasn't for that bit of information this would be lost forever because finding the version of the pic without the meme text is otherwise near impossible. google reverse search is no help, and f1 drivers simply get photographed way too much. reblogs + tags with context literally are a holy grail. this is what I imagine archaeologists feel like. so if you ever want someone 12 years after you've posted something to go down finding out, tag your posts accordingly (assuming tumblr survives the next decade)

so why did I do it? why did I spend hours of my life on this? cause it's fun. it's like a mystery and it itches at my skin. many times I'm not successful which is why the times I am feels so rewarding because it feels almost like detective work, finding and refinding something, overturning evidence. and I have a brain that just functions Like This.

and now for the fruit of my labour, if you guys still want to see. the picture I spent hours to find the original version of. sitting proudly at the time of posting at 9 notes 😌😌 here's what goes behind actually finding and archiving 2010s retired f1 drivers online. click below!

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#welcome to my dark twisted evil mind #if you read the whole thing... I hope u shared this journey with me. kiss!#the effort behind a stupid shitpost lol. this is what nobody sees #nico rosberg #Bahrain Grand Prix 2012 #lore hunting

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etoiline · 5 days ago

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⭐️ dragging their fingers gently down your back like they’re trying to memorize the map of your spine.

Do it

The Raider doesn’t last long after they slam the pommel of their electrified spear into Cal’s temple and then slash at the Jedi’s back as he falls. Bode sees it from above and two blaster bolts drip burning blood from Raider-piercing shots before Cal hits the ground.

Bode cuts the jetpack and careens into another Raider, keeping them from finishing Cal off. They shout as they go down, but Bode roars his defiance in their helmeted face and slams a reversed gun butt into their neck and a point-blank shot with his second weapon, just for good measure.

Panting, Bode looks up, eyeing every body strewn on the ground—he and Cal had almost taken out this little cell when Cal tripped, and the Raider seized their chance. Now that all the enemies are taken care of, Bode scrambles over to Cal, wincing at the bloody tear along the Jedi’s spine.

“You better not be dead, scrapper,” Bode says, reaching for Cal’s neck, searching for a pulse. You better not be dead or I lose her, he doesn’t say.

There it is, the thrum of Cal’s heartbeat, sluggish with unconsciousness—and, with the tiniest opening in Bode’s shields, the comfort of Cal’s Force, banked like coals, but still burning.

BD hustles over from where he’d been thrown when Cal tumbled, and Bode hastily closes himself off. There’s no way BD can tell if Bode is using the Force, but better not to test it. “Hey, BD, can you tell me if he’s safe to move? We took out these guys but there could be more, and I can’t just leave him here.”

The little droid nods and chirps and scans Cal, his little head bobbing.

<Cal=head wound, spine wound. Cal =/= seriously wounded but Cal=needs care soon!>

“That sounds like a plan, I guess,” Bode says, not caring if BD realizes Bode understands him. “It’s okay to move him?”

BD nods, but his optics flick from Cal to Bode and back several times, and Bode doesn’t have to know Binary to understand the droid’s worry—he has the same emotion.

“I’ll take care of him, BD,” Bode says, and gathers Cal in his arms, lifting the redhead gently so Cal’s head rests on Bode’s shoulder. Bode raises from his squat, slow enough that he can shift his grip to Cal’s thighs and still keep Cal’s spine straight to avoid tearing the wound there any more.

The mental image of what he’s doing makes Bode snort—he’s carrying Cal in a similar fashion to how he used to try to rock Kata to sleep, though Kata never filled his arms so. The Jedi’s weight is no joke—he may look slim but it’s all muscle under his torn and mended clothing, and Bode risks a bit of a boost from the Force to help him bear Cal’s muscular form.

Once he’s sure he has all Cal’s limbs, Bode calls to BD and tilts his head back toward his jetpack. “Hop on, we’re gonna try to take a ride,” he says, and smiles when BD chirps and jets behind him. The sensation of little metallic feet grabbing onto his holster makes him huff out a laugh at the tickle.

Then he burns the jetpack, pointedly ignoring his fears that it won’t hold them both. If he feeds his uncertainty to the Force, the unconscious Jedi in his arms will never know.

The basement entrance to Pyloon’s opens for Bode, dust rushing in as Bode cuts the jetpack’s whine just as he lands. He doesn’t know if there’s an alert on the door as it opens and closes, if Cal values his privacy over Greez’s comfort with his comings and goings; at this point Bode doesn’t care, he just wants a soft space to lay his Jedi down.

Cal sniffles in Bode’s arms, moaning softly. Bode’s curse is muffled in Cal’s wild hair as he tamps down on his Force, wincing as Cal makes a wounded noise when Bode’s support fades. No, Bode tells himself, Cal can’t know. By the time he reaches the built-in beds, Bode might as well be a baseline sapient, for how bundled away his Force becomes.

Bode frees a hand from under Cal’s thighs and jerks the mattress from the bottom bunk with perhaps more strength than he intends, but it ends up where he wants it, and gently, so gently, he lays Cal down on his side. BD hops off Bode’s shoulders as Bode goes to his knees, scanning Cal as Bode straightens Cal’s limbs, rolls him gently onto his stomach, tilts Cal’s chin so he rests on that scarred cheek that he’s never properly explained to Bode.

Finally, Bode grabs for the vibroknife he stores at his back, grimaces, and slices through the crisped edges of Cal’s torn shirt. The knife disappears, sheathed without a look. If Cal will let him, Bode will mend the shirt, after, but for now, it has to be sacrificed so Bode can see the extent of the wound.

BD beeps concern as Bode spreads the fabric away. He does not gasp, because Bode has seen so much worse than this, but he wants to. Thank the stars the jagged line isn’t deep, thank the Force that Cal’s Jedi reflexes saved him from anything worse, but the way the bloody, blackened cut slices through the pale skin spangled with freckles seems a blasphemy.

Before he even realizes he’s doing it, Bode strokes a gloved finger down the knobs of Cal’s spine, and it’s not until BD blats outrage that Bode comes back to himself.

Bode pulls his hands away from Cal’s back, shucking his gloves with a nervous chuckle. “I know they’re not clean, BD,” he says, “but that means you can help. Can you go find Greez, ask him for some bacta? I’ll get Cal cleaned up.”

The droid beeps, satisfied, and scurries over to the stairs, gone as fast as his little legs can carry him up. Bode intends to get up immediately and head for the ‘fresher for some towels and water, but his eyes are stuck on the creamy expanse of Cal’s back, and he’s frozen until the whoosh of the upper door snaps him out of it.

Cal moans as he shifts, and Bode shakes his head, pushing himself to his feet and striding over to the ‘fresher. After washing his hands, he pulls down the first towel he can find, a ridiculous pink—he can just imagine Cal over at Doma’s, saying any color will do as long as it dries him off—and wets it in the sink, blessing Greez and his obvious need for the cleanliness that can only come from actual liquid and not the buzz of a sonic.

He blinks and Bode is back at Cal’s side, spreading the torn shirt wider, sighing as his bare fingertips brush Cal’s skin. Cal won’t know, won’t gasp like Bode does, won’t stare at the reddened spot where Bode’s thumb presses into the space under Cal’s ribs, won’t admire the freckles that pepper his own back, that disappear and reappear as Bode maps them with his fingers.

Cal shifts, and the constellations change, and Bode remembers what he’s supposed to be doing. He pats the wound with the damp towel, gentle, so gentle, wincing when Cal shifts, captures his own groan when Cal hums in pain, trying to focus his attention on the water as it flows pink over splayed skin. Watches the rivulets as they trace unknowable patterns from freckle to freckle and wishes he were able to do the same, that he would be able to follow the water with his own ephemeral touch—stars how long has it been since he let his Force spiral out to meet another's in joy? The knowledge that Cal is unconscious under his hands makes him bold, shreds his composure just enough that he lets himself—just this once, just for this tiny sliver of time—free.

It’s wrong, he knows it’s wrong, for all the myriad reasons he’s never allowed himself to do this before—Cal’s a mark, Cal will never say yes when he knows Bode lied, is lying, has to lie, and Denvik will take his vengeance on sweet, innocent Kata if Bode fails in his mission, which he will do if Cal ever finds out the secrets Bode is hiding—but just for these seconds, Bode opens himself up, tears his shields down, breathes in the iron tang of blood and the shimmering scent of the element that speaks to his soul, and lets his aura touch Cal’s.

He gasps, and Cal’s spine bows under Bode’s fingers, and Bode has always known how fiery warm Cal is—no one taught youngling Cal to shield, and he’s strong, even through the barriers Bode has built around himself—but it’s something else entirely to know it so intimately, so immediately.

The temperature in the basement room doesn’t rise, but Bode feels like he’s entered an inferno, with flames that kiss instead of burn. He can’t stay here, even if he dredges his internal ocean to its deepest, or the licks of fire will burn him away even as he walks willingly into the flames.

Every second draws out as he fights with himself, as his need for secrecy wars with his desire to be seen, as his ocean steams against Cal’s fire, as Bode’s mission beats a percussive mantra agaisnt his hope that one day he could find another family. And every second that passes makes it more likely that Cal will wake, and feel Bode in the Force, and ask the questions Bode should not answer. And Bode will fail, and Kata will pay for his sins.

So when the door from the saloon slides open, and the patter of droid feet and the louder stumping noises of a worried Lateron precede their makers down the stairs, Bode has straightened his back and wiped the tears from his eyes on the towel stained red with Cal’s blood—between the pink of the towel and the blot of red no one will notice a little more moisture. He has one hand on Cal’s shoulder, listening as the younger man groans, blinks, but removes it when BD rushes over, immediately scanning his person.

Greez follows only a bit more sedately, carrying a bottle of bacta and a box of plasters. His free hands go to his braids when he sees Cal laid out on his stomach.

Bode lets out a careful breath through his nose. “He’ll be okay, Greez, right, BD?” Bode says, and if he’s had to use all of his Shadow training to look like he hasn’t just taken advantage of a man he calls friend it’s worth it, it’s worth it to keep his cover and to keep his daughter safe.

It’s worth it to hear Cal say “Bode?” in that soft, just-waked voice, worth it to say “I’m here, scrapper,” and see the corner of Cal’s mouth pull into a smile as their eyes meet.

Worth it when BD hops in a joyful circle and worth it to see all the tension leave every single one of Greez’s shoulders.

Worth it to have the reverse image of the stars in the night sky etched in his mind and the memory of fire against his soul, and the tingling sensation of skin to spine as he squeezes his fingers into the nap of the pink towel in his lap while Greez takes over Cal’s care.

“Been a long time since you came back to us unconscious, weirdo,” Greez says, and Cal laughs, though it turns into a wheeze when Greez applies more bacta.

“Yeah, well, at least this time I had a good dream while I was under, hairball,” Cal says, and Bode only barely stops his sharp inhale from becoming a gasp. Did Cal somehow—

Greez chuckles. “Guess I gotta get hit upside the head more often then,” he says. “Could use a few more good dreams. What was it about?”

Cal smiles at nothing, closes his eyes. “Wish I could tell you, but it’s all faded now. Felt nice, though. Being held. Rocking. Surrounded, but peaceful. I dunno. It’s gone.”

BD chirps something suspiciously like adoration and Greez says awww and Bode exhales, his chest still tight, but he thinks he’s safe.

Bode stays silent through the scrum of getting Cal bacta-ed and bandaged and into a real bed, not trusting himself to not just blurt out his secrets if he so much as opens his mouth. He returns Cal’s heartfelt thank you with a nod and the barest clasp of a gloved hand, and wants to watch, to wait until Cal sleeps, truly sleeps, and risk everything again.

Instead he goes upstairs, orders a strong pour from Monk, and if he quests out drunkenly and whispers Cal into his drink, no one will know.

(soft prompts to make you yearn)

#the prompt fill that became a whole-ass fic #sorry not sorry #jen writes #fanfiction #jedi survivor #cal kestis #bode akuna #bd-1 #greez dritus #cal whump #all right bode keep your secrets #asked and answered #spyscrapper #bodecal #even though it's pretty one-sided #does Cal realize the yearning (or the secret)? your call

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regretsofaghost · 10 months ago

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Survival May Be the Hardest Part

part 1- I Couldn't Give What It Cost Me

ao3 link- here

Danny couldn’t focus.

He needed to focus, to save, to keep something, with Batman. From Batman?

Danny kept looking in his peripherals, images of white suited men, teal and bright orange HAZMAT suits, people that left before he could get a clear look at them.

He needed to know for sure.

He couldn’t.

Phantom stepped away from Batman, unused to the feeling of wind on his bare face as he flew up. He hoped the other man was okay, but he had a feeling that he wasn’t. Whatever he saw when Phantom had removed his mask had shaken the older hero.

Phantom could power through most things, he had to.

Phantom was the only thing standing between ghosts and the living.

The only thing that wanted both sides to be safe.

Was Scarecrow ready for a real ghost?

A real manifestation of fear, of the dead? Something so otherworldly that you could just barely comprehend it?

Phantom didn’t really understand what he did. All he knew for sure was that he didn’t want anyone hurt, including Scarecrow.

He couldn’t give into his urges like he had with Freakshow.

Danny liked the stars; he liked them a lot.

It’s one of the reasons he loved Amity Park so much, the night sky was so clear that he could see distant stars and planets, some nights the Milky Way looked close enough to touch.

It was one of the only things he could think of while under Freakshow’s influence, his stars. Danny couldn’t remember much other than his stars, how odd it was that they were tinted ever so slightly red, his eyes drifting to the sky at every opportunity.

Sam liked to say it was that reason she knew she wouldn’t die from her fall off the tightrope. If Danny could remember his stars, if he could seek them out and lose himself to them like he normally would, he would remember Sam and Tucker.

Bruce had been keeping an eye on the new meta in Gotham, a mysterious figure who wore a black HAZMAT suit, complete with a gas mask which obscured their face. Of course, Batman had wanted to meet this figure, but the Family was having trouble setting up a meeting.

Their abilities made tracking them near impossible, new powers seemingly appearing every week. Or perhaps the meta refrained from using their full arsenal, it was impossible to tell. Intangibility made them impossible to contain, flight made them harder to catch, invisibility made the Family lose track of them regularly. That was ignoring how the meta messed with their technology, much of it shorting out when they got close enough to detect them.

It was like they were dealing with a real ghost.

Running the meta’s appearance through reverse image searches lead the Family to social media, where Barbara was able to get past a fire wall surrounding a small town. Phantom was their, or rather his, name. He was a hero, or a vigilante, or a villain, depending on who you asked. He appeared to exhibit villainous behaviour at points, however with how rare it was, mind control in those instances was not ruled out.

Amity Park had a ghost problem, and it seemed that they received a ghost savior in the process.

Bruce didn’t know what to think of that.

Danny remembered stars.

He kept looking up, hoping to see the tiny specks in the distance, the moon should be full.

The smog was too thick to see through.

He wanted to see his stars.

It was dark. There was a thunderstorm happening, flashed of bright light followed by booms of thunder every few minutes. Just enough time for Danny to relax, never enough to feel safe.

He forgot about those fears. Those childish fears of the dark, the ingrained fear of electricity.

Maybe that’s why the lightning looked more green than white, like it should.

He had to protect them. He had to find Scarecrow.

Target the ghost, the perpetrator, help deal with the fallout afterward.

Danny’s face was wet, he didn’t realize rain could touch a ghost.

Scrodinger’s cat, neither dead nor alive till you opened the box, both dead and alive till you lifted the lid.

Danny didn’t want to open the box.

Phantom drifted upward, eyes scanning for Scarecrow, recognizing the dissociation for what it was.

If he didn’t register the white, teal, and orange, he could do it.

Bingo.

Scarecrow was in front of him, taunting? The rain was too loud, the lightning too distracting. Phantom couldn’t tell, couldn’t see his mouth, the mask over the other’s face.

Phantom lifted a gloved hand, sending a weaker ghost ray towards the man. Scarecrow was still sent back into the building behind him.

Maybe he wasn’t as present as he thought.

Fear gas was still thick in the air, Phantom could still see the Fentons in the corners of his vision, gloves bloody and suits damaged, he didn’t hurt them. Did he? He wouldn’t, he couldn’t.

Phantom stood over Scarecrow, tilting his head at the odd energy surrounding the man. He hadn’t seen ghosts react like that before, the way they seemed desperate to get away, only to be pulled back in, like the man was a drain they couldn’t escape.

Danny thought of a mixture of red and green going down the drain.

The Bats were busy, Batman was closer than he usually got.

Batman still had Phantom’s mask on.

Batman could still see Danny’s face.

“Do you know fear?” Phantom found himself asking, looking down at the Scarecrow. His voice sounded so odd without the muffling of his mask, that was until he remembered that his voice was not coming strictly from his mouth. It was also coming out of the speakers in the area, a damaged store’s intercom, a police car’s siren, com links. It made his voice crackle, high and low frequencies cutting in and out.

It nearly sounded like he was borrowing others’ voices.

The Scarecrow struggled to answer, which was odd. Phantom didn’t want to know why he struggled.

“I think you think you know fear, Scarecrow,” Phantom breathed out, the crackle worsening in the speaker closest to him, “you know it’s not simply what goes bump in the night.”

Phantom walked closer, white, teal, orange, orange, white, teal, orange.

There was a boom of thunder in the distance, a flash of green lightening illuminating Danny’s face.

White, teal, red, red, orange, red, white, green, white, teal, orange.

“Phobias are easy. The best way to scare someone is with rational fears. Something that can, and will, harm them.”

White, teal, orange.

“Are you afraid of ghosts, Doctor Crane?”

Phantom kept looking up at the sky. Bruce wasn’t sure why.

There was almost longing in his young face, jaw still soft with age despite the malnourished way his cheeks sunk in. His green eyes were hazy, never truly focusing, even as he searched for something he seemed to struggle to find. His white hair whipped around his face, shaggy in a way that suggested it was kept short but had grown out.

Phantom was young, younger than estimates suggested. Why was a child wearing a HAZMAT suit? Why did he seem so proficient in engineering?

Phantom asked Scarecrow if he was afraid of ghosts.

What killed a child in a HAZMAT suit?

What prompted Phantom into giving Bruce his mask?

Phantom wasn’t reacting like one normally would under fear gas, but Bruce knew it wasn’t because he was immune.

Maybe it was because he was a dad, but he knew when a child was scared, and Phantom was terrified.

Danny remembered searching for the stars, before he was diving to save a Robin from falling.

Freakshow never really learned, he was human, but he was the same as the ghosts he took over. Never really learning from his mistakes.

Or maybe he thought he figured Phantom out.

Danny could remember holding Freakshow over the ledge, his staff broken below them.

He could remember the feeling of Freakshow’s suit jacket in his hands, the rubber of his gloves just barely slipping.

“You got your sequel, I’m not letting you make it a trilogy.”

His hand let go.

Phantom let Lady Gotham take Freakshow, leaving before the Bats could arrive.

Phantom was standing over Scarecrow.

He was so small, how did they ever think he was older than 18.

Scrodinger’s cat, dead and alive.

Phantom had a civilian identity.

“Oracle?”

“B-zzzzzz-t’s? C-zzzz-me? -zzzzzz- get a-zzzzz-al.”

No luck, it’ll have to wait.

Batman was slow to approach.

There was no need to scare the kid further, with what he’s seen so far, Phantom wouldn’t hurt him, but fear gas was powerful.

“Phantom?”

The ghost turned towards him, and Bruce had to breathe deeply as his body tensed, chills running down his spine, his palms went sweaty.

All precursors to fear that Batman was used to ignoring.

“We’ll lock him up. Let me take him.”

Bright green eyes, hazy, hands loose at his sides. Phantom was terrified, but he didn’t act on it. Strange.

Phantom’s eyes darted back and forth, trying to catch something that wasn’t there. His breath was coming out in puffs of mist, despite the temperature, though Bruce couldn’t complain, the mist meant he could tell that the child was hyperventilating.

Scrodinger’s cat, both dead and alive

Bruce hoped his comment about fear wasn’t from experience. He knew it was.

“Phantom, let me take Scarecrow,” Bruce put a bit more of a demand behind his words, taking a small step forward. He held his hands within view, making it clear he had nothing in them, and wasn’t reaching for anything.

Phantom watched him so closely, he probably forgot his face was exposed. He let Batman get close though.

The fear gas was slowly dissipating around them. Good, they had Scarecrow, the others had taken care of the gas, and now, Bruce was within ten feet of the mysterious meta who had managed to avoid the full force of Gotham’s vigilantes.

Phantom watched as Batman cuffed the Scarecrow, the masked villain never letting his eyes leave the ghost.

Phantom looked towards the sky again, seeing a glimpse of the night sky, a single star, before there was a shooting pain through his side.

The ghost came crashing to the ground, the pain a terrifying familiar feeling, Danny struggled to keep his transformation up, even as his eyes darted around the crowd, white, white, white.

Teal, orange.

White.

Phantom was gone.

#danny phantom #dc x dp #danny fenton #bruce wayne #hazmat au #full hazmat au

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bizarrelittlemew · 5 months ago

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Hello - just for the record, I do not know the person you’ve tagged in your post. I’ve not seen their blog. I found the gif on an image search. It’s also incredibly easy to create a gif from a video clip. So I don’t know how you expected me to know that one individual owned this particular gif. It would have been so much more helpful if you’d have just told me about it directly and given me their name instead of creating this passive aggressive, condescending post at my expense. A total stranger whose experiences and motivations you do not know. I only finished the show two days ago, and wanted to share my thoughts about it. That was all.

if it’s so easy, you should’ve made your own 🙃

OR if you absolutely needed a gif to "share your thoughts," you could’ve used tumblr’s Add GIF function. it’s right there.

listen, i was actually trying to be nice because i could see you were new, so i wanted to inform about fandom etiquette. i also gave you a link to a post explaining very gently why and how to credit gifmakers. but if you’re going to be rude and disrespectful in my inbox about it, i won't sugarcoat it anymore.

i did a reverse image source and found the post where the gif was from very quickly. i even linked it to you and you still put “google image” as a source?! (i see now that you've changed it to actually say their username but it was not like that this morning). you need to understand that the fact that you "do not know them" or "haven't seen their posts" (i linked the post to you in my reblog btw) does not change the fact that you posted something they made and the appropriate thing is to give them credit. i literally did the work of finding the source for you. proper credit is a username and/or a link to the original post, not where you "found it." the fact that a gif shows up in a google image search doesn’t erase the actual source or make it less shitty to reupload without credit.

i don’t tell people to credit gifmakers as a judgement of their character, so i don’t give one single fuck about motivations or excuses. i ASSUME people don’t know how much work goes into editing the kind of gif you stole because there is this culture of treating gifs like they just appear out of thin air instead of being created by A PERSON, usually a fellow fan. all i’m looking for is “thanks, i’ve added the credit!” and not this kind of bullshit because your feelings were hurt by being gently called out. i went into this thinking “oh they probably just don’t know how much work goes into it” but when you double down instead of accepting the help, you lose the benefit of the doubt.

you are also talking to a stranger btw, one who has put time and effort (for YEARS) into creating gifs. the type of gifs you see here in gifsets on tumblr are fanworks. there is a difference between plopping a video clip into an online gif converter and spending hours in photoshop making pretty gifsets to share with other fans. shitting on the people who make them is gonna make them stop sharing and creating, and make fandom worse for everyone. no one likes seeing their fanworks stolen, no matter if it’s fanart, fanfic, video edits, or yes, gifs. but if you’d actually read the post i linked you, you’d already know the feelings a lot of tumblr gifmakers share around this and wouldn’t have sent me this ask

i have several reasons for adding the source in a reblog to the post instead of writing privately. first, it attaches the actual source to the post, which is the main point for me. second, private messages can easily be ignored. third, i have had people ask me about fandom etiquette before and thus take this kind of thing as an opportunity to bring attention to the importance of giving proper credit (and i got a very lovely ask thanking me for it too, so this does help). although MOST often, i just let it go because it’s not worth the energy when people react like you do

i’d advice you to open your mind a little and listen when people tell you that you could do a small thing to make fandom less shitty instead of immediately taking it as a personal attack, because i genuinely wrote it assuming you just didn’t know and i wanted to inform you before you stepped on someone’s toes. but now you’ve stomped all over mine so here you go, we’re skipping straight past passive aggression to just aggression ✌️

#i was literally in the gc all worried asking ‘is my reblog nice enough’ but who cares anymore if this is the attitude anyway #honestly it takes a lot to piss me off to the point where i rant like this in public so congrats i guess #this is NOT how you make friends in fandom btw #asks #sorry mutuals that you had to see this bullshit you know i hate being angry

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crescentpaws · 1 month ago

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i wish i didn’t have to make this post but the pinteresters are getting on my nerves again so:

overly specific and somewhat pretentious list of my repost rules! (aka what you are and aren’t allowed to do with my art) ✨

(i suspect this won’t change anything but at least i’ll have proof that i’ve actually elaborated on this.)

(look i’m even adding fun rainbow dividers. what more do you want…)

-> straight up reposts:

no. nuh uh. bad.

most of you know this but for those of you who are new to tumblr: reposting is not the same as reblogging. reblogs are encouraged! reposting on the other hand, is when you save the image and post it yourself as a completely separate post. don’t do this. seriously (even if you give proper credit. i don’t want my art separated from my account). this is usually most prominent on pinterest because i don’t post my art on there (for obvious reasons) but it applies everywhere too. (by the way, i DO see most of those pinterest reposts. so if you think you’re being sneaky about it, you’re not. i’ve probably left a passive aggressive comment on it before)

yes, this includes reposting to another site and including the link to the original post. dm someone if you want to show them something

yes, this includes reposting for the “benefit” of other people who don’t have instagram or tumblr. you usually do not need accounts to view those sites. and it’s really not my problem if some 12 year old’s parents won’t let them be on instagram. dm them. send them a screenshot. it’s seriously not that hard

also, reposting stuff increases the likelihood of people leaving rude comments, because they’re not saying it to my face. i post for my fans who understand my vision. i don’t post for the pinterest sokeefe stans who “don’t like this character” or “don’t like this ship.” let me stay in my little bubble please

it makes me sad how i’ve had MULTIPLE different people comment on my instagram posts something along the lines of “omg i finally found your account after seeing your art on pinterest everywhere.” that’s just depressing. stop gatekeeping my art from these people. (let me get the attention i deserve 😔)

(this all applies to my ART btw. if you want to screenshot one of my textposts and share it on pinterest or something, go ahead. just don’t crop my username out lol)

-> edits:

yes, you can use my art for edits. but PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE give credit. i’ve seen WAY too many edits that are made using exclusively my art and still don’t credit me. “i don’t know the artists” or “there’s too many people to credit” is not an excuse. reverse image searching is very easy.

this includes edits posted to youtube, tiktok, pinterest, instagram, all of it. CREDIT ME. i don’t want to see another pinterest edit made solely with my art with the caption “fintan fanart is so good” and not see my username anywhere in the post </3

collage type edits are fine (to an extent). just make sure it’s obvious that there was effort put into it and that you didn’t just slap a bunch of pictures on a random background. no, the ones you can make on pinterest do NOT count. those are always made with links to reposted art so they still feel disrespectful. plus they don’t really take that much effort (and these people never credit me in the description anyway)

meme posts/edits where you use my art as an icon for a character or whatever is fine. (just make sure to credit me for anything you use my art in. this is the main thing)

those “whisper” type posts where it’s just text over an image of my art don’t count as edits. in fact, it’s almost worse than a straight up repost imo. i don’t want my art used as just a background for something someone else has to say. if you want to make a text post, go on tumblr or something.

(if you’re unsure whether or not your post counts as an edit, ask me!)

also, if you’re posting an edit onto a site that i have an account on (so, just instagram and tumblr really), i’d prefer if you actually tag me rather than just writing my username. this way people can click on the name if they want to see my account :) plus, i’d love to see what edits you guys make! just make sure to be respectful pls

-> PFPs:

feel free to use my art as a profile picture if you want! i would prefer if you’d also credit me in your bio, but i know it’s becoming less common to do that these days so. you technically don’t HAVE to but i’d still prefer if you did. pfps for personal use such as discord & email don’t need credit (though discord has bios so you can still add it if you want), but for any actual social media website i would appreciate credit (if you’re using it as a pfp on tumblr, crediting me in your pinned post is acceptable too)

-> AI:

first of all, you all need to STOP using ai chatbots. they are ruining the environment and are stealing from authors without their permission and you’re all complicit. roleplay with real people. “but it’s embarrassing!” no, i promise you, it’s MUCH more embarrassing to be roleplaying basically by yourself with a literal computer program. there are PLENTY of people on the internet who would be willing to roleplay with you. roleplay with someone else who is also embarrassed and try to unlearn cringe together

but yeah. don’t feed my art to this shit. this includes ANY character chat bot. i don’t even know the names of all of them now but. if i see one more screenshot of a fintan bot with my art as its icon i am going to fully lose it. get a life!!!

-> referencing/tracing:

referencing is totally fine. that’s how artists learn! it’s very obvious to tell the difference between someone referencing and someone directly tracing my art. you don’t need to credit me for this ofc, unless you’re like redrawing one of my pieces (or drawing a scene from a fic i’ve written or something, which is also totally fine) or it looks a bit too obvious (but pose theft & color theft are not real things btw. so don’t worry about that nonsense)

you’re welcome to be inspired by my art all you want! credit is optional :] (& if you want to credit me for any reason you don’t have to directly tag me if you don’t want me notified or whatever)

tracing: don’t do it. it’s very disrespectful and most of the time very obvious when people do it 💀 i’ve seen at least two people on this site trace my art and you’re not being slick…

even if you give credit i’d just prefer if you didn’t do it in the first place

(this doesn’t apply if you’re just tracing as practice and not posting it/showing it to anyone though. this falls under the personal use category. that being said i’m probably not the best person to learn from because my anatomy and proportions can be wack sometimes)

-> personal use:

including:

- phone/desktop/computer backgrounds

- printing stuff out and sticking it on your wall or something

- making any little personal arts and crafts (though you should credit me if you’re posting it anywhere)

- email/discord/other pfps

no credit needed! though it would be cool if one of your friends comes over and sees my art and says “i like your background/whatever” and you respond “thanks, here’s the artist’s instagram account” or something (call me fame-hungry but i want them to also be able to tell ME how much they like my art. lmao.)

also. please TRY to spell my username right. crescent is not that hard to spell guys. it’s right there on the screen. there is no excuse for typing it wrong (hell, you can even copy and paste if it’s actually an issue)

yes, this includes leaving the “s” off the end of my username 💀 it makes it hard for people to actually find me

(my username is the same both on here and on instagram!)

again, if you’re unsure whether or not your post is or isn’t allowed, ask me! worst case scenario is i just say no

#crescentpost #important posts

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what-shitfuckery-is-this-ew · 6 months ago

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What is the dream smp drama ?

tl;dr called all Tommyinnit fans the r slur, deleted the tweet and didn't apologise till waaaay later, before which he made multiple streams and all the shit about him started coming out again (because his streams made everything worse). Tubbo made a stream about it in a very mature way by asking to talk on stream (Dream has a history of cutting private conversations up to make other creators look bad) and eventually it just turned into Tubbo vs Dream because Tommy blocked him, and Dream started being a shit to Tubbo. Most of the dsmp, some outside ccs, and editors/twitter folk who were in the fandom got involved revealing more stuff about Dream and how shitty he was.

Full timeline + ~16 hours worth of Tubbo stream below

BOO. This is gonna take too long so i'm posting it before it's finished and gonna edit it over time. As Tubbo himself said, this situation is a death by a 1000 cuts (small problems which kinda blew up recently)

Dream and Quackity had drama. That's a whole other thing and i'm not sure we can really go into it without this being comparable to Do you love the colour of the sky so we'll assume you know what happened there. (~April 2022)

A little after this were the first set of grooming allegations against Dream, made by Alexandria (October 2022)

This just caused the dsmp to kinda just fall out

Tommy made a video entitled "If Youtubers were Honest" which included a part on the Dream vs Quackity (5 Aug 2023)

youtube

Dream texted Tom's mum, bro literally harassed Tom's mum

fast forward to 2025:

Tommyinnit calls Mizkif the worst person he’s knows

Mizkif calls Tommy cringe and annoying which xQc also does in his reaction to Mizkif's stream

Tommy called xQc a trump supporter (true)

xQc had a public meltdown saying Trump is cool and that Tommy is dickriding Dream (but he does this by giving free promo to Tommy's show)

Dream quotes with the following meme.

This is where our path also diverges because there are so many streamers. Everyone reacts to the tweet and Dream deletes it.

Then Dream ranted to reddit saying he didn’t understand cause he’s autistic so he should be able to reclaim it (stupidest thing i’ve ever heard). It was meant to be his "apology". He also mentioned that the public’s reaction to Nicolas Cantu doing the same was generally positive (while i do agree most of the public went overboard in terms of support for Cantu especially when he used slurs as insults - most people only focused on him calling out Dream for covering up assaults and being weird around women and children + after the initial hype died down most people did agree his use of slurs and harassment of the driver was horrible - hence why he’s literally gone. He has no upcoming roles and he's def not coming back for the tmnt sequel). The biggest issue here is how instead of taking accountability he’s pulling this whataboutism card.

Also just a note that he claims he saw the meme, but people did the reverse image search - he created it.

id: Genuinely still confused on what the "rules" are. Honestly not trying to be obtuse, multiple people go viral calling me the r word and everyone explains that its ok because they're neurodivergent, so then I see a meme that uses it and post it and get absolutely throttled for it. Obviously it's the internet being disingenous, but that doesn't completely invalidate anyone that might be upset by it. Most of the people calling me ableist for using it are the same people that lit off fireworks when Nicolas Cantu was the slur slinging slasher (including Tommy's closest friends). it's either okay or it's not okay, the double standards are infuriating. I have my own reasons for having a problem with Tommy going around being the "internet police" and was expecting to get a lot of shit for going after poor Tommy that lies about me constantly, but obviously i had no intentions of attacking every Dream SMP fan or being ableist lmao. It was a dig at Tommy fans, because somehow the worst of the ex dream smp stans have congregated all to make up lies and shit on other creators and Tommy feeds right into it to promote his patreon, shows or wharever else he's currently promoting, because he has absolutely no backbone. Either way, my lesson from this is that twitter is somehow even less reasonable than i thought in the first place, oh and don't use the r word under any circumstances even if you see a funny meme and you're autistic. Lesson learned, hopefully i can be forgiven. Back to coding

Tubbo did a 1 hour stream on this. Technically he did a 7 hour stream he cut into bits, but for the sake of the timeline making sense, he made a 1 hour stream. He was gonna talk to Dream on stream. He agrees that his friends do shit talk more than he's comfortable with BUT

Why is Dream only getting involved and doing this much when Tommy insulted xQc and not you know when he called Dream a pedo

You can't reclaim a slur if you use it as an insult

He thought this entire thing was Dream ragebaiting to get people ready for a new song or smth, and he reminded the audience of Nicolas Cantu being drunk.

"If you don't want to be made fun of for doing shitty things just stop doing shitty things"

Tommy in this time released a video saying he blocked Dream and that it was horrible that Dream used the r slur. From this point Tubbo decided against calling Dream, instead watching Dream's 3 hour stream on the topic and reacting to it.

#my post #my asks #dsmp #mineblr #minecraft #dsmpblr #dream #tubbo #tommyinnit #dream smp #dream situation

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lullabyalikpoptarot · 7 months ago

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Jennie Kim Perspective Reading

Now, on to the first member of Black Pink I like to do. She was one of the female idols that have been on my radar to do. The song that popped up for me was Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie. I take this as she is a strong woman and that she rarely gets emotional or vulnerable.

She is a tough person and may try to have a cold exterior to keep others at bay. I can relate to this as well. I don't know much more about her, so it will be interesting to see what her story is through my interpretation of the cards and energy, so here we go. I am being pulled to my Dark Mirror first.

Funny how the first card is I won't cry for you, and she got the channeled song Big Girls Don't Cry. This card goes along with the channeled song. I think she learned early on that people don't really care for people in the industry. It can be harsh industry. I think she learned to shut her emotions down. I also feel this could be about relationships of the past. She isn't the type to mourn them and cry about it for too long. She can come off pretty cold.

Now, we have the Forgetting Oneself card. She may put on a mask or facade. I think she could be very immersed in her idol image, that may be the only identity she knows. She doesn't really identify with who she was, or maybe doesn't know who she is outside of being an idol. It seems to encapsulate her. With the artificial heart in reversed. She doesn't seem to heartless or empty as a person. She may numb her emotions, but there is a sense she does still care, but may keep it to herself, like she may show off a cold appearance, but there is a caring person there. I don't see her being too detached. It is like she wants to show I am a caring person. I just don't like to show it as often.

Now, she seems she can handle all the chaos and craziness around her. She seems like the type that can stay cool under pressure. Although, the industry can be brutal and harsh. She shows she can stay calm through it all. I feel like this was the path she was meant to take. Like this was her purpose. This may have been a childhood dream of hers. Her inner child sticks with her. Not sure she shows everyone this vibrant inner child, but it is there. She also has a lot of creative energy she likes to play with, so hopefully she shows that. Okay, so far, better than I expected which I am happy to see. She seems pretty levelheaded through it all.

I was wondering why I was pulled towards this next deck, but the first card escaping my own image made me understand why I got pulled here. This goes along with the forgetting myself card in the Dark Mirror. It is kind of like she wants to escape herself through the idol image, maybe there is some insecurity there and the idol image gives her confidence. I can also see her looking at the mirror a lot. I feel like being an idol is what she desired and wanted and her prayers were answered. She may be one of the few idols who do enjoy being an idol. It seems she is able to use and share her gifts through this outlet, like if she wasn't an idol she wouldn't know who she is or be lost.

She is showing she can be a bit cold, this could come into play in relationships as well. I don't think she is a heartless person, but she can appear that way. It is like to protect herself. It does seem she still searches for purpose or meaning or the things that can being her happiness. It seems things can be a bit dark and grey around her at times. It is like what can spark the joy in me and bring color to my life. She tries to find that.

So, I do see in her energy that she could have the capabilities of stealing other people's work and creative ideas, so she may want to be careful with that and to not cross any lines there. But she is a good judge of character and is fair and objective, so maybe if she does take a person's work, she may do it because she is inspired by them but doesn't realize it is actual plagiarism. She seems like a pretty fair and rational person, so I don't see her being malicious about it. She is not the type to stay quiet and be pretty. She is opinionated and vocal and expresses what she wants very effectively. She is the type to speak her mind.

Although, she can be pretty adaptable. She is not a pushover. You cannot make her do what she doesn't want to do. She stands her ground. She bends but does not break. She seems to be understanding of other's faults and tries not to judge people too harshly. She tends to be the person who is willing to forgive and forget. She isn't the type to hold on to a grudge. I see she has manifestation powers and is able to bring to life what she wants, if she does that intentionally or not. She is powerful in her intentions and makes whatever she wants out of life happen. She finds ways to be happy and tries to live a life of purpose and happiness. She isn't getting caught up in hate or drama.

I feel like early on she knew this was the path she needed to take. This is part of her life purpose. As an idol there are many life lessons, she needs to learn on a soul level, and she may understand this consciously or not. She seems to be all about growth and evolution as a person. She may be spiritual. Once again getting cards of her being a very fair and balanced person. She seems considerate of other people's opinions and tries to make decisions from an objective standpoint. She seems like a very put together, level-headed person. She likes things to be balanced and stable and fairness seems to be very important to her.

Okay, I keep getting something about the law here, once again the Justice card popped up, so there could be legal matters pending for her, or she is stressing she is a fair and moral person. I wonder if someone is going to try to discredit her character, what do I keep getting these Justice, law cards? Is she dating someone, because I see a potential partner or romance in her energy. I also see her doing this out of boredom. She seems to date someone to bring that excitement in her and make her life more interesting, but it does seem after a bit she will get tired of this person. Not sure, this is like this for all Capricorns, but I am this way too. I get bored easily of someone.

Okay, nothing crazy here, except a potential lawsuit or something with the law could happen, but her reading was lighter than I expected. I thought I would get something wilder. Not complaining, still enjoyed her story. I like these refreshing calm readings to be honest. It is nice to just get to know an idol without the craziness.

#kpop tarot #blackpink tarot #jennie tarot

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prettynalilmagic · 1 year ago

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ℙ𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝔸 ℂ𝕒𝕣𝕕: 𝕊𝕙𝕒𝕕𝕠𝕨 𝕎𝕠𝕣𝕜- ℝ𝕖𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕠𝕟

Decks: Considerate Cat Tarot Vol 2, The Dark Mirror, Tarot of Pagan Cats, The Wild Unknown Archetypes

This reading will be shadow work based on what exactly are we repressing and not aware of. And how to work through it with advice from me and tarot. Take everything as a small guide, tarot is a tool for guidance and not to see or predict the future.

Pile one

First things first, Go get therapy.

"Its not about choosing the chains.

Its about choosing them again and again."

Pile one welcome to your little section. So, I had a theme card for your overall shadow, which was Addicted. At first, I was troubled with finding out exactly what type of addiction was causing you to repress your shadow, and I kept pulling cards and I realized that your shadow is built on way too many situations that come back to your dissatisfaction from your life. Pile One your addicted to hating yourself. You have heavy cards that show me that there’s this feeling of self-inflicted despair. Your shadow emits contempt for life, you hate yourself and honestly hate life overall. The hanged Man in reverse shows me that you grew up very much internally, most of your experiences are based inwardly as you felt left behind on life. Everyone seemed to reject you. Your loved ones, and people who are supposed to be close, turned their backs on you at some point so in turn you did the same. The world rejected you growing up. Life showed you, that you aren’t deserving of love, so you internalized that and have subconsciously clung onto that delusion.

Pile one do you feel like nothing can change you? Nothing can fix you? That things will stay the same or get worse over time? Have you even thought about how you feel about yourself truly? When was the last time you willingly reflected on your own self-image? Do you think there's any motivation for you to live your life beyond what traps you? Going back to your theme card, your repression is very much self-imprisoned. You don’t see you can work through any internal conflict and you in turn have been chaining your own self to depression. Nobody is perfect, that's true, but self-discovery is beautiful however it's also difficult. This won't be an easy task.

Mentally, you’re at rock bottom almost every day. Do you dissociate a lot? Do you even know if you do? Because I recently discovered that I dissociate a whole lot throughout my life and have never known I was doing it. Human brains are truly mind blowing, it can take and hold so much stress and pain, then hide it away from us so when we don’t keep reliving and feeling all that hurt.

Nobody wants to struggle and be depressed, and our brain very much plays a part in helping us hide it away. Chances are you downplay or don’t care to think or consider your own shadow self.

I'm not fit to diagnose, but pile one look into Complex Trauma, C-PTSD, and being Shame Bound. Learn about various types of traumas, habits, and attachment styles on YouTube it will help you get a rough idea on understanding what you need to improve on without using therapy. However, please if you can, look into seeing a psychologist and a therapist.

I know life is super tough as it is for you and you might not be able to afford it but research if there's anything you can afford and if you truly have searched, look into self-help groups online and self-help programs as well. There are free eBooks you can illegally get, pirate that shit. Get a tarot deck for yourself and do shadow work readings. Also please stop reading all the dumbass future partner and next lover readings, invest love into your own damn self before investing it onto some person you most likely haven’t even met or aren’t going to meet. Sorry it's a pet peeve of mine. Chances are you’re reading this on your phone or computer, get on the notes app and write out that little ass of yours. Please there’s still so many ways to make your own mental stability easier on yourself. There's so much stuff you can do if you truly look into it, I recommend watching Patrick Teahan, Heidi Priebe, Psych2Go, and Kati Morton, they're my personal favorite therapy youtubers, and they can help you.

Okay going back to the cards, and not my own personal input, the hanged man in reversed also shows me that it was your environment growing up that has formed you into who you are. Life for you looked like everything was so big and almost outta reach for you to grasp, but you’re still here, you have developed habits that has made growing up easier, you learn to get by.

Which leads me to the present, you got the 9 of cups, meaning that your experiences have made you who you are. It ties back to all those built of moments of isolation and lack of love for yourself that you grew up with. Obviously when we grow up knowing others are treating or making you feel some type of way, you take from that and build your mindset on all those experiences.

This hatred is what we use to get by and we build ourselves up to work with our hatred. You know you felt like you are replaceable or have a deep fear of being left behind, we go outta our way to justify being the ones to leave others and replace other people with anything else to get that same feeling, until the same trigger happens. It's a never-ending cycle and growing up it can actually be helpful. As a child we only experienced all the heavy emotions and were not shown consistent or significant amount of effort for our needs, so we learn to not expect that and run away from anything that triggers that little child in you. No one was there to show love so obviously unhealthy habits and mindsets get developed and grow up with us and only gets worse and worse as time flies by. Pile one, you are depressed and hopeless but cheer up, just because your life hasn’t been the best does not equate to that being a set-in stone reality for the rest of your life.

You can make your own life better; the daughter of cups reverse shows me that there's this desire to play around with stuff, just do it. Stop thinking about it, do it. Fuck shit up, stop being afraid of messing stuff up, you think the ones who have hurt you stopped when they were making you feel not cared for or loved? Nope, so just have fun.

Do that fun hobby idea you been thinking about. Get messy with life, even if it is creating something very sloppy. You want to express yourself some type of way but feel like you shouldn’t? Well just do it, even if you feel like a joke or an idiot just try it and see how it feels. Even if you don’t necessarily want to do something or show off a different look or skill, and your more so afraid of making mistakes and not being perfect, just push that thought to the back of your head.

If you spill your drink and make a mess, guess what you can clean it up, you don't have to get mad at yourself or at the drink. Shit happens, and why should you submerge yourself into all the small things with these big emotions like anger and sadness. Relax and rest those pretty eyes. Which goes into your last main card, Four of Swords. Again, relax for once, don’t guilt yourself. Everyone who has it easy, allows themself to relax from time. Even if they don’t doesn't mean that you should do the same thing. Have fun, learn more about who you are and why you are here. There’s so much self-sabotage that goes unnoticed by everyone.

Learn from yourself, thank who you had to become to get to here, and learn how to work past that when that shadow side doesn't help you anymore. You don’t have to 100% love yourself to overcome your shadow. Because here’s the thing, you’re not overcoming it, you’re learning to accept it and work with it to do better. Your shadow is who you are and use it to your ability to grow. Pile one get outta here and watch some therapy videos pls, you will be happier even for just a second.

Pile Two

"What I can't have forever, I will have for a minute. What I can't have for a minute, I will hold to me for one second."

Hello pile two, welcome to your pile. I assume for the most part your shadow is not something you shy away from because quite frankly there's not a significant amount of repression that is being displayed; I feel like this kind of shifted into a little bit of a motivational reading from your guides to tell you about one specific flaw in you rather to tackle down one serious hindering issue.

You guys got two theme cards for your theme of the overall shadow side that you're repressing. I pulled Masquerade and Queen of my world, for you pile two. Both cards have one thing in common. Both are attached to the word Bargain. Which tells me that you tend to do the most to procrastinate the process of bad emotions or habits. Masquerade is all about living in the moment and doing everything in your power to savor and dwell into the fleeting moments you so desperately want to hold onto and stick to. Queen of my world is all about holding onto a facade that hinders the possibility of being seen as anything other than graceful and powerful. You also pulled the daughter of wands in reversed. Which tells me that you procrastinate as well, and you can honestly be very disorderly as well.

You repress your shadow self because of how uncomfortable you are for being seen as who you wish you could be.

You know when we live our whole lives trying to maintain a certain image, it can be so hard and honestly draining. It makes sense why you want to slack off and just live in the moment because maintaining the way you think you have to come off to other people is very draining and if you think about it, your facade is stressful weather you are or aren't aware of it. Having live off of short moments and a false persona is only going to fulfill you for so long, do you think pretending to be stronger, smarter, or fiercer than you really going to stop you from embracing your true inner strength? Because aren't you tired of always having to consistently perform? I don't know if you are even doing it for yourself because doing that for so long will tire you out and make you unsure of who you are deep down.

Pile two, I did pull the son of cups. Which is a very charming and very appealing person to be around, this just reinforces that you will be this at all times for everyone and everything. Given that this is the card that's supposed to represent your present reality, I believe that you are a very much cookie cutter desired person. Someone who is always on top of how you appear as. All I see is that there's this big grand facade of being this person that is so desirable and welcoming. Everyone wants to present themselves in a good light to an extent but for you pile two it's very apparent that this isn't a want for you, it is a need and you do whatever needs to be done to be this beautiful picture-perfect version of yourself, but your human, so guess what? You are at a point where you have to chill out and learn to be yourself, not the ideal version at all times. It's okay to not be what everyone else wants you to be, or what your parents want you to be or whoever else you want to idealize you. You're a human, you're only capable of so much, you're flawed, and you can want to do or partake in things that are different from what should be expected from you.

I pulled The High Priestess in reversed for you as clarification for Son of Cups. Which tells me that you are a very spiritual person, which would make sense, you are reading a tarot reading. Besides that, it brings up to light that your inner self is not being done justice.

Do you even understand who you truly are? Not what you think you have to be to maintain approval.

This facade habit is not aligned with your highest potential. Because face it, do you think you will be happy for the rest of your life pretending to be something that isn't the real you? Just because others think you will be does not make that idea a reality, stop deceiving your true potential.

I don't want to assume but my guess is you may or may not have immigrant parents that have kind of forced this urgency to be a certain way to please them. At the end of the day, you know how you want to be or wish to be. If you don't relate to that portion obviously disregard it, it could be anything from grades, skills, and appearance. Maybe it's a controlling figure, which could be a lover or a person in power over you causing you to feel like you cannot be authentically yourself.

The next card for you is Chariot, which is all about heading straight to where you want to be. Who you want to be. Nobody is going to be able to do it for you. You have built a wonderful mask for yourself for so long that it'll be hard to take it off and learn what you look like when you aren't wearing one. It will be unnatural to you at first, but you will get used to it. You got this pile two. I hope the best for you beautiful.

Pile Three

"I cannot recognize myself. But I'm still me."

Welcome to your reading Pile three. I pulled two oracle cards; Downcast Pride and Is this Me, which the purpose is to reflect on the main themes of your reading. Is this Me is associated with the last stage the Dark Mirrors Oracle grief cycle, which the stage of acceptance, whereas Downcast Pride is associated with the depression stage.

Which brings up the primary point- your shadow self that is being repressed, is your own lack of attachment to joy or fulfillment for your life. This pile does remind me a lot about pile one, as both were attached to the stage of depression. There's been this emptiness in our lives for so long, that we become very dull in life and don't bother to work or see things in a way outside of that empty feeling. Yet, on contrast to pile one, pile three is more so at the phrase of depression morphing into the stage of acceptance. Pile three has wisdom and more insight compared to both previous piles. Pile three you have this inward recognition that everyone is within means of having the capacity to alter your method of thinking and act based on that. You're the more self-aware pile so congratulations on that. I got the High Priestess reversed, Nine of Cups reversed, and Two of Swords as the cards to represent what is being repressed from your past. Nine of Cups was the overall main card for the first question and when it's in reversed I read it as dissatisfaction despite all the opportunities that have been given to us. Perhaps, we overestimated what should be given or granted to us and are disappointed that we don't feel satisfied even if our needs have generally been met. In other words, even though you didn't have the worst hand in life, you're not content. It's possible, you have taken your status, or a piece of your own identity for granted. Given the length of time we have used certain facets of our identity for so long, or maybe even briefly; our perspective of our identity can very much be impacted with that facet we once were attached to and what we used to represent. And it also plays a significant role in preserving our happiness and contentment. Now, this "opportunity" or fragment of identify has gotten away as time gives space for it to vanish off. Life is all about change, it's difficult to accept yet we can't and shouldn't allow it to dictate our personal fulfillment. Change is devasting but so is self-pity, a little self-pity is healthy for you, too much is detrimental for us to expand ourselves onto newer and better things. This could mean anything, such as growing up thin and gorgeous. Years go by and now you've gained more weight than you like, eyes have become dull and wrinkly skin has formed in the corners of your eyes, forehead, arms and almost your entire body. Maybe you're blaming yourself for not earning as much money or for not being able to get the same level of love, appreciation or attention from other people. It could be anything—even a passion that ignited a fire in your life that has gradually faded over time. (Mind you, I am not saying that if you picked pile three you have to be old enough to be worrying about wrinkles or having to make more money from the previous year, any age group could pick this. School, family and mental/physical illnesses can be factors as well not just time itself.) Two of Swords also brings up a different point, that highlights being at a standoff with decision-making. Pile three, did you make a lot of decisions based off of what someone else told you was better or what would best suit someone else? Two of swords displays a lot of lack of self-assurance and I think that part of your fulfillment that's displayed from Downcast Pride roots from not being more assertive in your own personal decisions. The High Priestess is a very spiritual card, and as it is included in the spread's earlier sections, I interpret this to mean that either an inner wisdom has been present but has been clouded by the lack of purpose and achievement. You have potential, but with all this chaotic energy, you have suppressed a lot of this fulfillment. Even after all this time has passed and you still feel as though you are in the same place in life. How come you never knew or tried to figure out what you wanted to do? You're not content and have felt like happiness and fulfillment hasn't been present in life. Pile three, it has to feel devastating for you.

Another way that I’m reading the high priestess is that the high priestess is all about our inner calling and inner wisdom. Based on the other two cards, I would say that this is what is blocking off all this magical, inner wisdom being brought up. Meaning, we must solve our own issues to let our inner voice be shined. Seek assistance from anyone or any place that might help you becoming more aware of your inner reality.

You also got the Son of Cups and Judgement reversed. Which just reinforces what I said the previous paragraph. Son of Cups represents a charming and idealistic person that everyone loves and desires. Whilst Judgement reversed is highlighting missed opportunities and failure. Failure to be the Sun of Cups. Failure to grow past who you used to be.

Mourn your past. Accept it’s not with you anymore. Move on so you can grow. I am aware it’s easier said than done, but it still needs to be addressed.

Lamenting over who you wish you still were, or where you want to be is rather pointless. Stop wishing for something thats now unattainable for you. Look for the new you, answers and solutions for yourself. Morph into something better so that the old you would’ve been jealous of new present you. When you think about it, it’s actually good that some things cannot be changed because then there’s a plethora of options for growth and numerous outcomes for who we can be.

Now, I pulled Father of Swords, for advice for you to help you work through accepting your shadow self. This card is pretty straightforward, Father of Swords is a very authoritative and is someone who strives onward. He’s also someone who’s very logical and knows that in order for blessings we have to work and set ourselves up for blessings. He does what he has to do to get to where he wants to be. He dosn’t live in the past, he lives in the present while working for the future. Spirt wants me to tell you to do the same so you can work through your repression of your shadow.

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