#I think I’m finally going insane
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#sam and max#sam and max fanart#freelance police#sam and max freelance police#snm#artoftheday#freelance husbands#rottmnt#rise donnie#turtle tots#but only one#samurai rabbit#usagi yojimbo#i think#side note#I don’t have artblock I just don’t feel like drawing much#I think I’m finally going insane#(/j)#idk what else to tag
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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the 5 stages of seeing byler s5 bts pics for the first time
#i feel insane#i’m surprised i’m even able to think to write up posts#we’ve been pleading and begging for so long and now we no longer have to beg 😭#we finally have what we wanted and it has made me go insane#byler#stranger things#stranger things 5#stranger things s5#stranger things season 5#st5
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“COME WITH ME”
#SARA HESS#WAS CRAZY FOR THAT 😭#THE TEARS WHEN SHE SAID NO#AND THE FACT THIS LINE CAME RIGHT AFTER “HISTORY WILL PAINT YOU AS COLD AND CRUEL” / “LET THEM SAY AS THEY WISH I AM FINALLY AS MYSELF”#THE NAIL BITING LIKE WHEN SHE WAS A TEENAGER#HER POSSIBLY NOT EVEN KNOWING AEGON ESCAPED ALIVE#SHE MAY NOT EVEN KNOW RHAENYRA IS GOING TO HER DEATH AT DRAGONSTONE LATER#SHE MAY TRY TO HELP HER ESCAPE AND SEND HER DIRECTLY INTO AEGON’S ARMS#I’M LOSING MY MIND#QUEER PEOPLE#ARE THE BEST#THE 2 YEAR WAIT WILL BE INSANE BUT THE FICS WILL BE *SO GOOD* IN THE MEANTIME#“COME WITH ME” I CAN *N O T* 😭#lgbtqia#rhaenyra x alicent#alicent x rhaenyra#rhaenicent#ate GOOD TONIGHT#rhaenyra targaryen#alicent hightower#hotd spoilers#hotd finale#hotd season 2#hotd#hotd s2#house of the dragon#I haven’t even put away the possibility of a kiss yet. She could have her#rhaenyra x mysaria#romance in the capital & then after Mysaria dies & Rhaenyra has to flee we get one with Alicent as she’s helping her escape they think 😭
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YALL. everyone go watch story of kunning palace i swear it’s worth it im still riding an insane high after i finished it last night.
it’s a very good solid drama for 30 episodes kinda slow burn but well written with good characters and decent plots.
and then in the last 8 episodes, the guy’s sidekick tells him “maybe you should show her how you really feel. show her the real you” and he proceeds to go batshit feral insane. which after watching her pine after and then reject the most morally upright guy ever it fucking WORKS ON HER because she is ALSO insane!!
after that it’s just 8 episodes of him being sloppy desperate for her and begging her to give him an answer while she’s just there buffering because she has to readjust her whole worldview with this news that he’s liked her all along?? she went out to meet her former crush and when she got home he sat her down and made her eat a dinner he made. that was drowning in vinegar. because if he had to drink vinegar then SO SHOULD SHE. and after she doesn’t eat much at dinner he plops down a tray of her favourite cake. that he had given her before earlier in the drama. announces that he made it with his own hands. and she’s like :0 “you made it for me even back then?? but back then we were only….” and he’s immediately like “only? only what? what were we back then? what about now? is it different now? what are we?” and she’s just like .
#story of kunning palace#宁安如梦#spoilers in the tags#i watched this with no english subtitles and my chinese sucks so don’t judge me if i miss details#but jesus CHRIST that was a wild final act im BUZZING#they’re insane there’s blood there’s holding each others hand over a blade as it stabs someone#i’m NUTS#she wanted to die and he grabbed her and shook her and started screaming everything he could think of#tried convincing her tried threatening her tried begging#she literally had to bite him to make him let go#ALL THAT. and then a few days later she skips into his home and plans to go on a field trip with him#he asks her if stabbing him would make her feel better. and then proceeds to. make her stab him.#i just need more of them. i don’t know. goya saturn devouring his son.
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It’s a long night.
#last time it was all linear algebra!#this week it’s all bayes. all bayes.#Hhgvgvuvjgvvhjjv#I’m Going Insane#Don’t Think About the Big Final Project for another class in the background :))))#which I am Very Behind Schedule on :))))))
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man i love open endings. the fact that thanks to yuuji there might indeed be the next time sukuna talks about in case some idiot decides to eat a finger again. and we need fics where yuuji is that idiot
#hiding this in the tags but i think jjk and mha kinda conveyed the same concept#i haven’t mentioned it because sukuita always steals 100% of my attention but gojo’s moment was great too! as i said i think gege stayed#true to his characters till the end and i’ve always thought gojo coming back to life was absolute bs not because i didn’t want him back but#because it would completely ruin what was trying to be told through his story. he carried out the destiny he was doomed to carry out and#gege even specified this for us and /why/ it’s going to be different for yuuji#it can also be found in the way gojo and sukuna fought vs yuuji and sukuna#and it’s rly similar to horikoshi’s concept of the new generation reaching out to the villains and trying to understand them & /that/ is#what ‘the greatest hero’ truly means#ok now i’m digressing because gojo was more about himself and the title he was stuck with but it’s all so similar you know#which brings me to my point (finally)#the fact that the villains always ‘loses’ in the end. and i’m thinking that letting them live would be such a risky direction to take bc#it’s so easy to make it either corny or unrealistic. if the whole thing is about succeeding in reaching out then it’s going to happen at the#very last. and realistically it’s going to be too late. they’re going to be too far gone and it sucks but that’s how it is#shoto can discuss soba with touya but he’s still slowly dying. you know#so the best we can hope for is that the battle the villain fought at least leaves a mark and they sure did#something something the bad guy changing the good guy as much as he changed him#so yeah um maybe i am making sense maybe i am not but i woke up this morning and kinda went insane because it dawned on me that yuuji gave#sukuna another chance to life taking himself out of the equation#UGH. CIGARETTE EMOJI#speaking of which i’ve been (im)patiently waiting for olasketches and cruyuu’s reactions#my fave people on tumblr are genuinely the first people i think about after something good happens#my post
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i still haven’t written out my 261 metapost but i can’t stop thinking about the stsg subtext in that chapter . the parallels between geto slaughtering the village and gojo slaughtering the higher ups…. the fact that gojo does it right after declaring that he has to “catch up” to geto
#IT’S SOOOOOOO#i will die defending gege akutami’s character writing i’m sorry#i think the shinjuku arc is sloppy when it comes to pacing and some technical fight stuff#but character writing wise it’s SO fucking good it’s so incredible it drives me insane#character writing AND relationship writing#which imo are gege’s strongest points aside from fight choreography#like it just . drives me insane#it’s such an interesting line!!!#he needs to Catch Up to geto. he needs to make a choice for himself not knowing if it’s right or wrong just like he did#he needs to carry through with an extreme action to get the change he wants .#instead of the slow “root cause” method that he himself implemented#(which for the record would have been smarter in geto’s case but for gojo’s goal extreme violence Works )#i also think that on some level it’s like … kinda proving geto’s point?#“you could do it satoru.” he has the power to change the world almost however he wants and he finally used it#at the expense of his own morality and sense of reason. which does turn him into a “monster” narratively i think#i mean . obviously i don’t think gojo killing the higher ups makes him a bad person 😭 it’s a very big deal for gojo’s character though!!#he’s always been capable of cold pragmatism. and he’s always been willing to get his hands bloodied .#but NOT with humans/sorcerers and that’s the really big distinction . he’s not psychotic. he never has been.#i think gojo was probably scared when he decided to go through with it. because it really is him trading a piece of his humanity away#:((((((((((((#aughhhhhhhh gege akutami i love you but when i fucking catch youuuuuuuuuu#anyway i should rlly save all this for the metapost but 😭 i needed to get it out….#ari noises ✩#meta ✩#jjk manga spoilers#jjk spoilers#jjk 261
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Been playing a lot of Cult of the Lamb lately, here’s an art of my in-game polyamorous genderfucky Butch Wife, Witness Bathin 💜
#cult of the lamb#witness bathin#artists on tumblr#fan art#new hyperfixation unlocked everyone say thank you bamsara#don’t worry I’ll still make other stuff#I’ve got an animatic for the Linda Cypher au in the works so look forward to that#I’ve just. You know. Also been gaming#would anyone be interested in watching streams of me gaming? been thinking of starting a new save file for that…#I’ve been having a blast and I wanna share that!!#as someone who is genderfucky poly and pan I love that this is a game that says poly rights#I finally beat Narinder and I’m like Hell Yeah#he was an instant convert too he’s so impressed by how well I’m running the cult it’s insane#haven’t married him in the game yet because like. we’re immortal. I wanna see where this slow burn tsundere storyline is going#but he’s still wearing the wedding dress#I love that Narinder can wear the wedding dress even before he’s married even though usually only spouses get to wear that#imma draw him next probably#or maybe my in game surrogate kids and grandkids? Maybe both!#my in game daughter got mcfuckin murdered and I revived her immediately buuuuuut I kinda wanna draw a comic of her meeting Narinder#also I FINALLY replaced my stylus tip so HOPEFULLY there’ll be a lot more art incoming!!#anyway#looney mooney rants#mooneyart#looney mooney art
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Wiwi supersuit but I swagified it
#I’m so insane about the details I added to this so I’m going to ramble about them here#I wanted both to emo-ify his suit and also include some details from his season 2 arcs#I’d like to think that with his newfound acceptance of his powers he also might lean more into the aesthetics of it all#so he adds personal preferences like the patches and chains and spikes so it’s closer to his style taste#also I just think the hatsune miku patch is incredibly funny#I added the knee pads and bullet strap to call back to his powerless arc#the gas mask is a ref to belltech arc but also so that if he un-wisp-ifies his identity is still hidden#the cape is a ref to the original wisperer#I wanted something that was a nod to Clarence while still making sure wills design didn’t feel like a direct copy#and finally the bird skull is supposed to be hennys from the fauna arc and also just so happens to parallel mals broach#jrwi#just roll with it#jrwi fanart#just roll with it fanart#just roll with it prime defenders#jrwi prime defenders#prime defenders#just roll with it pd#jrwi pd#william wisp#honkceasar
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my favorite characters before: righteous knights that have strict principles and desire to protect their loved ones or little balls of sunshine
my favorite characters now: middle aged man. sad. pathetic. has a beard. I want him
#i say pathetic in the most affectionate way possible#i would die for them#and i constantly think about them i’m going insane#someday i finally watch hannibal and will graham will be added to this meme#bg3 gale#baldurs gate gale#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate iii#disco elysium#jean vicquemare
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🙂↕️🙂↕️okay okay okay so so far within the og divisions we have:
❤️: they strive for a world where words solve conflict. they pointedly did not use mics to express this. at the end of the track, they’re dynamic as brothers has shifted to a more equal dynamic, where ichiro doesn’t feel so compelled to raise them
💙: they strive for a world without violence and used their mics to resolve the conflict. at the end of the track, they reject their status quo and aim to find a new one to change the world without the use of violence
💛: wanted to be real with each other and used their mics to get that across. at the end of the track tho, they say that truth doesn’t really matter anyway and stay true to the selves they formed their bond with
🩶: a battle of wills using the mics. jakurai’s love for yotsutsuji manifested in the form of sacrificing himself and dohifu trying to stop him using their love for their bond as mtr. at the end of the track it’s that love that’s saved jakurai, healed hifumi and elevated doppo’s status at work
and things have changed for all they’ve stayed the same so i’m genuinely curious where nagosaka fits in this lol
#vee queued to fill the void#as i’m typing this i haven’t really processed the scope of mtr’s story lmao#like it may be bc i’m still a matenhoe forever and always but holy shit their love literally changed their lives#and seeing those threads come to a head like that literally made me want to projectile vomit LOL CAN NEVER FEEL NORMAL ABOUT AN MTR DT EVER#i want to draw!!!!!! the scene where sensei as calm and as at peace as he’s ever been!!!!!!!!#tell dohifu they may think him using the true hypnosis mic to save yotsutsuji is stupidity but to him!!!!!!#it’s literally the most important thing!!!!!!!! god!!!!!!!!! it’s the utter peace in his voice that literally kills me listening it!!!!!#doppo: with all due respect this boils down to your ego#sensei: my ego? well that certainly may be the case. it is i who will be saved by doing this#me: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGHHHGG#*sniffs* god hypmic has been insane for these tracks on god pls tell me i’m not the only one who sees how insane hypmic rn#and like??????????? wtf can dh and bat deal with??????? i wish i was big brained to see where nagosaka has been going towards lol#dh has to be setting the tone tho since lowkey???? tdd are paralleling with their 1st drb match ups lol bbmtc want basically the same thing#and fpmtr reaffirmed their bonds and identities in theirs#and like ‘the trio’ makes me think rosasa are finally going to punch rei in the face for ditching them lol#but it might be time for dh to enter in the plot frfr trying to get rei from doing stuff on his own#so does bat parallel that??? trying to stop kuukou from doing things on his own???? something else?????#bc hitoya is deadass the only who has interacted with the plot in any way lmao (kuukou too as a victim of the true hypnosis mic)#this is me processing things out loud gomen thanks for attending the ted tag vomit lmao
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[ID: a sketch page of various drawings of Willow Park from the owl house. From left to right the drawings are: timeskip willow playing flyer derby, Willow in her season 1 casual outfit next to her in her season 3 Halloween costume, Willow as Anne in an amphibia au, young willow doing pottery with her dad Gilbert, young willow and amity holding hands/hugging and smiling, and willow looking at clover, who's perched on her finger and wearing a dress and wig made of yarn so as to resemble Willow. Willow is trying to hold back laughter while clover looks unamused. In the center is a drawing of Willow drawing a large spell circle with her staff, and the title of the sketch page reads "willow week 2023", with each drawing labeled as a specific day/prompt, such as day 3: flyer derby/fav on-screen outfit, day 1: crossover, day 2: childhood/father-daughter, or day 1: palismen bonding. Drawings 2, 6, and 7 are coloured while the rest are uncoloured. The background is a scribbly green. End ID]
hi I’m only a month or so late to it BUT! Nearly out of the mines (finals) and that means i can post the sketch page i worked on for Willow Week! Hosted by @agrebel18
#the owl house#toh#willow park#willow week 2023#gilbert park#amity blight#eh yeah. They’re there too#anyway i had. So many issues regarding the quality of this drawing man#I MADE THE CANVAS TOO GOTDANG BIG!!!#im gonna draft this first and then do a quality review#anyway i wanted to do willow week back when it was actually running but like i said. Ihave been in the mines#almost out though! Just gotta get through Wednesday#still kinda going insane in my enclosure though. Idk if its a period mood swing or if imjust drinking internet pond water#and thats why I’m starting to think evil thoughts#ive just been watching jerma play simpsons hit and run#fr though I’m being digitally waterboarded i need to go to a social excursion so bad#god. I missed posting art just to vent in the tags. Exhilarating. This is my therapy#anyway hope you enjoy this aggie and all other willow enjoyers#also i missed posting abt the 2 month anniversary of the finale#im not coping <3
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“it was me.”
“i have magic. and i use it for you, arthur. only for you.”
“leave me.”
“i want him gone.”
“i thought i knew you… i trusted you.”
“i also do this because you’re my friend and i don’t want to lose you.”
“i don’t want you to change. i want you to always be you.”
“i’m not going to lose you.”
“just hold me. please.”
“thank you.”
“i can’t lose him! he’s my friend!”
#i can’t stop thinking about this finale y’all#fucking INSANE#the way these are all canon lines??????? i am. walking into the ocean.#also i did purposely bold merlin’s lines and italize arthur’s in case anyone was wondering lol#also the ‘i don’t want to lose you’ -> ‘i’m not going to lose you’ -> ‘i can’t lose him’ pipeline makes me incredibly violent#merlin#bbc merlin#merthur#eli.posts
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Sometimes I remember I was born into a crumbling emotionally abusive relationship that held on by the strings for 20 years and I was homeschooled effectively cutting off any escape I had from the fact my parents hated each other, me, and my 3 younger siblings (that my mom had to care for completely by herself and told me multiple times how she wished she could leave, figuratively and literally) and the effect that had on any hope of my brain wiring turning out functional
Don’t ever homeschool and for the love of god if your relationship is not working GET A DIVORCE
#oh and don’t forget having to keep up appearances for the church!#and how I had to become a 3rd parent myself bc my dad wouldn’t do shit#tw vent#personal trauma#childhood trauma#when I say it out loud it does make sense that I am insane now#actually mentally ill#when my parents FINALLY actually got divorced you’d think I had won the fucking lottery#ever since I was like 10 I wanted them to divorce so fucking bad. it was awful#fuck my dad#now I have to take like 30 medications#and I’m an alcoholic#homeschool recovery#exvangelical#emotional abuse#trauma#sorry for trauma dumping#and the homeschooling was for nothing bc I still had to go back and get all my credits thru dual enrollment
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Oh
I blew through wallaru in 3 days
Oops
#three days is definitely a new record for a world I’ve never played#all I gotta do is the final dungeon because the servers went down last night before I could#and then I’m done#And hopefully Ryan will FINALLY get their man back#Ryan going on walkabout to save their supernatural boyfriend is the most insane thing they’ve ever done by far#@ everybody who complained about the cheating bosses: shut#in terms of gameplay this is what w101 should be#billabong resort gives MAD otgw vibes#I’m gonna be thinking about the music forever hello???#THE EMU CUTSCENE WAS BADASS TOO
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