#I think I read this in 2021 maybe??
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The BEST line I have ever read from a Ford x Reader Fic
was something along the lines of "I want him to grab me like how he grabs that chicken sandwich."
I have searched endlessly for this one-shot. I haven't seen it in at least two years, (honestly probably more). I fear it has been deleted. But I think about this line all the time.
To whoever made this masterpiece, I hope life is treating you well and I love you
#I literally think to this every time I talk about fics with my friends. It's the one that got away#ford x reader#ford pines x reader#It was a pretty cozy one-shot.#If I remember right; reader was looking over their book and admiring him eating his lunch from the couch#I literally spent hours going through the tag to find it#That line is legendary#lost fic#ford pines#gravity falls#stanford pines#Idk who you are but I love you#It was actually a really sweet fic#You dropped your 'funniest person alive' pin#I may be misquoting slightly#I think I read this in 2021 maybe??#"I want him to grab me like a chicken sandwich'#Maybe it was “grip me”#Ah well
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sending love to all fic writers out there <3 I'm deleted bookmarks on ao3 for works that have been deleted and it is HAUNTING. A total of 37 of my bookmarks are deleted works. many were in the 1-5 chapter range, most were under 10. I didn't note that they were finished so they were probably stories just getting off the ground, that didn't get to see their peak no matter how great of a premise they had. I only know this because I use my bookmarks like I'm meant to subscribe to works. I record what chapter I left off reading on in the notes (on priv).
There was one that i had noted left on a hiatus. There was another that I noted was being rewritten, I hope its thriving out there anew <3
There's one that was deleted ongoing with 29 chapters.
There's one deleted that was finished at a whopping 41 chapters.
Anyways, this is my little grieving love letter to authors out there <3 you're writing is so important and I understand any reason you may have for deleting it but your work wasn't in vain and it was loved.
#fandomsandfears#weirdly emotional looking at my bookmarks like this big old OUCHIE#those longer fics are haunting me. they're dated 2022 and 2021 respectivly#im trying to think what fandoms they might've been based on my reading history in those years. Maybe danganronpa? maybe mcyt?#maybe jjba but i dont think i read a lot of longfics for that hm
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enineer
#art#comic#tf2#team fortress 2#engineer tf2#i dont think ive drawn these dudes in a good five years#wait no thats a lie i did soldier for a school project in like. 2021#my point stands actually#n e ways its my yearly obsession with tf2 time maybe more will come of this maybe not#i gotta draw in an aspect ratio tumblr likes this shits Hard To Read#been playing engineer lately and that 'my tuoys' bit goes through my head whenever my shit gets blown up#that first drawing of engi is p good for how long its been tbh. dunno where the waistline on the second one came from tho
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Haha what if I wrote a young Tiffany Valentine oneshot shipping her with me a self-insert OC and having it low key be based on the song “Prom Queen” by Mad Tsai?
Heh, just kidding, kidding!
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…unless—?
#I got this idea in the shower#I’ve always seen that song as being so fitting for teen Tiffany#And I’m crushing so hard rn on Blaise Crocker and wanna write something with her#So…a sapphic oneshot with Tiffany and me?#Maybe?#what do y’all think?#Would you guys read it if I did?#luna talks#admin#chucky#chucky 2021#child’s play#tiffany valentine#young tiffany valentine#blaise crocker#Sapphic#wlw#prom queen
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would u try
#i would take a bite#ctubbo#ctubbo fanart#i will never use the main cc tag thay is so scary i feel like im way too early 2021 pilled my username is gonna get me on a list somwhere😭😭#it is 2024#sorreyyy no big pieces lately i am in School and actually that has nothign to do with it i just like to spend 3 hours walking around my Park#IT WAS BEAUTIFUL TODAY LIKE OMG.insanw ir was 80 degrees perfect weather i Trained to school and Back it was so nice and oughgh when i went#to the park after it was LIFERLALY THE PERFECT WEATHEE like all that crazy wind from the day before GONE i was so happy and the clouds were#so beautiful i love the park i lovvee my town i literallu]t live in heaven im so serious]d#tomorrow i will make zucchini bread.....i need to write this essay too but then IM FREE i can lock in i literally finished my part for this#history project in like an hour i am a Pro Procrastinator i got that😅😅#thays it for tofay i think nothing crazy ok good night#read gourmet hound on webtoon its SOO GOOODDS every time i think of sweets i think of thay damn Webtoon#omg i need to write a rant abour that but not today.....Tomorrow maybe i have so much to say about that ok bue
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oh my god
the shirt that needs no reminder but…
(rescanned this btw)
The advertisement photos seem to be from May 2021, so both shoots were probably around the same time?
could see him actually owning these, so either he liked it and bought the shirt after doing the first shoot or these were/are both his lol
…or secret third thing: Tarzan and TBC had a hidden agenda..to convince people that Kimura is actually a foxy lady
eta: if you would like a post thread of me trying to fix my “2021” mistake
#kimura takuya#takuya kimura#scans#i mean or he requested the shirt after liking it in the first shoot#but my money is on him personally owning one or both of these#…probably before the shoot…#like dude just shows up in the shirt and the photographer thought ‘perfect’ and ran with it#but my fucking god i seriously thought i saw the blue shirts in a fever dream or smth#i found those weeks ago and then ‘lost’ them#(read: forgot about them the minute i turned the page in the binder)#so i was thinking that maybe i dreamed them because i couldn’t find them#and i had really only briefly glanced at them#im not joking i swear lmfao…#ive been posting sfm today omg#but this was an emergen-c#also this is gender he’s always gender right now idek why#best gender#best girl#you know what…i wrote 2021 and i really dont have the heart to change it…#(also it was already reblogged before i realized the mistake)#but i meant 2021#i mean 2001
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when the series name is the ship name *chef's kiss*
#crab watches#ragna crimson#(soon)#(hasn't read the manga)#(doesn't even know if this is a ship)#(but one solitary cn writer on ao3 sure seemed to think so in 2021)#(太太��还好吗蟹哥就要来了)#(i mean maybe)#(probably)#(dragon hunter x dragon absolutely fucks as a dynamic it would be hard to mess this up)
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Sometimes I think about how even when I'm trying not to be, I am entirely made of the people I love. I recently reconnected with a close friend I hadn't seen in about three years. Apparently they're into watching video essays now. I'm more of a gaming YouTube person, but to each their own, I've always known this friend to be a touch more academic than me anyway. Fair enough. We find other things to talk about.
It is two months later. My watch later list is entirely filled with video essays. Three years is not enough time to forget how to love somebody. I'm glad of that.
#voidrambles#how to explain. it's like#i don't know when to hug or how hard and direct complements make me uneasy and i just#affection in the way most people know it does not come naturally to me#i do it because it's detectable to other people and it's what they do for me and it makes them happy which makes me happy#which makes me sound quite disingenuous? i think that's the word. with my love#but#the games i play most are ones i saw one friend get very very excited about and i loved them before i even started playing them#i haven't thought twice about deep sea creatures since maybe middle school but i do now,all the time,and bugs too#i get excited when i see one because another of my friends would#in 2021 i made this one specific vanilla milk drink in the microwave dozens of times even though I don't like sweet vanilla that much#it tasted so good to me for the time i was close with the person i got the recipe from#i get excited when i see yellow flowers. yellow is not one of my favourite colours#I write because of all the things I've read and loved I keep a list of books friends speak highly of#I cook my pasta with oil even though it makes the pot harder to wash and i don't know if there's a difference to the taste#because i can't tell it apart from the warmth of someone else's proudly given tip joining my own routine#i don't know how else to say this#I'm running out of examples not because there are no more but because i can't tell them apart from things i am on my own#that used to upset me but i don't think it does anymore#this post stops here. it's late and i have a video essay to watch#i love you
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reading a romcom again after a couple months and its not going great </3
#trying not to judge this book from only 80 pages but like. im struggling#not to be like literary fiction is inherently better than romance but#the way i pick books to read is i literally go to the library and to their new releases shelf and pick out some books that sound interestin#and id say 7 out of 10 times i end up enjoying it if its literary fiction#and i havent found a single romance novel ive enjoyed since 2021 😐#like its so bad atp im like am i actually the problem? am i expecting too much?#like i dont think i am....i just wanna read a little love story and maybe laugh a little#but idk. maybe im being too mean to this book#maybe ill end up loving it in the end#vinnie talks
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#i feel so insecure here sometimes.. like i know you guys see that too#like ill post smth or ask smth and then feel discouraged when i don't get a response#and then i feel so stupid.. but ive been realising how so many here have been feeling that way#bc tumblr changed so much and so many ppl left and every author and creator is suddenly feeling insecure about themselves#and thinking it's their fault or that their content isn't good anymore#anyways thank you to everyone who's still here and supporting my stuff.. whenever i feel down you guys show me that my work's still#worth consuming#and that im appreciated here as a person too#@ mutuals.. i think to bring back a bit of what tumblr used to be we need to support each other too#bc :( i love my mutuals but i also noticed that only a v small number of ppl signal boosts each other's stuff or supports one another#like only a few of my moots read my stuff or talk to me at all and sometimes it gets so lonely#but im one of those who should actively make an effort to support moots too!!#some blogs support all their moots and im like ugh that's so nice#or maybe it's me and you guys just don't like me LOL no but seriously#we don't even have to read each other's stuff i think.. even boosting fics goes a long way tbh#it'd be so nice if we could do this for each other.. yk? gotta bring back the 2021 community feel fr i miss it#ugh so many ppl left lol we're all we've got y'all!!#tdl maybe
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I can't stop thinking about Dune....
#dune part 2 my movie of the year already ????#i saw anatomy of a fall this yr as well#and i really really liked it and i feel really emotionally connected#but every year i feel like i have a movie where its like:#i need to watch this again or im going to die#they really stick in my brain and i feel an intense longing for it#ig a factor of it is bcs i didnt get to go to the theater during the pandemic obv#so ever since then i really value it a lot#like yeah i still feel attached to movies that arent currently in theaters#but theres just something about how limited it is yknow? like i can only go out to see this. i have to make that commitment#i dont think theaters were really open until the end of 2021 right???? cant remember well#but id say my movie of every year that i feel really obsessive w would be(so far):#2020: 1917. 2022: the batman. 2023: Oppenheimer. 2024: Dune Part Two.#??????? maybe??????? i dont like to be so hasty bcs its literally only march#but man i feel the longing for it 🥺#I WANNA SEE IT AGAIN 😭😭 SO BADDDDDDD#imax this time pls i beg#lmao my friend got obsessed to the same level as me and is starting to read the books#i might but god my brain is so bad for it#well anyways. i feel obsessive#idk i have like several tiers for movies#theres a difference btwn movie i really loved vs movie that has been injected into my bloodstream#its not even like its bcs i joined the fandom or anything. like i dont think i rly have too much interest in the fandom#i just feel this bone deep passionate and need for it. sorry i literally sound insane rn 😭😭#well anyways. need to watch dune 2 again#trying to convince my dad into it but hes so annoying abt these things#but i started rewatching part 1 with him and aaaaahh so much stuff is so much clearer after watching pt 2#I MISS STILGAR I WANNA SEE HIM AGAIN OKAY#catie.rambling.txt
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thinking about the potential of chino/anybodys again.
the boys who wanted to join their respective gangs so badly. to fight and protect their loved ones and be respected. who looked up to bernardo and tony so much, but in the end weren’t ever fully considered a member of the side they were aligned with even though they were arguably their most effective members.
just imagine them getting to know one another and realizing that maybe their situations aren’t so different. chino learning how to fight from anybodys and anybodys finding maybe the first friend he’s had since tony. them finding the respect they never got from the jets or the sharks in each other, and in the process, pulling themselves out of the cycle of violence as their priorities shift.
it could be tragic as well, of course. it’s the 1950s, and life is even harsher for boriquos and trans men. when the gangs are fighting over their home even as it’s literally being demolished, tensions are bound to run high, and if a secret like this gets out, it could be nasty…
even with a comedic slant it’s immaculate. the guy who beat the shit out of an entire police department and the dorky nerd are friends now somehow. they insist they’re not. they’re more emotionally intimate and honest with each other than they are with any other person in the world. the delinquent with perpetually split knuckles will run around town looking for whatever you ask for even if you openly hate his guts while the anxious dork will shoot you dead if you hurt his friends (he still has never done anything wrong). even if they found out, no one would have any clue why they hang out. once they start working together they run circles around the police. at the school dance they have literally zero swag.
any way you slice it they would be an amazing duo.
#anybodys was evading the police department for like half the movie and chino is one of like two people with a life outside gang wars#power couple#ofc their situations aren’t the same but i think they’re similar enough that they could find a lot to empathize with#being encouraged to abandon their identities to assimilate and never being seen as “man enough”#still being incredibly determined fighters#hmmm maybe i should make a ship name for them#tell me if you have any ideas the three people that’re reading this#west side story#wss#west side story 2021#wss 2021#anybodys#chino
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Hi Pia! Do you do paid Tarot reading?
Hi anon,
I don't do this anymore! I did for a few years, and then just kind of dropped it because it was a lot of labour for the income.
I'll still occasionally do card pulls for friends and stuff, although honestly not for a while because I feel like last year I got buried in writing!
#asks and answers#personal#that paganism life#i think i have like 80 tarot decks now#i've destashed and given away a ton though#though i have more to give away#maybe i can do that through here sdlkjfas#during 2020 and 2021 i supported a *lot* of kickstarters lmao#administrator gwyn wants this in the queue#(i did paid readings like a decade ago though. a long-ass time ago)#(before i was writing fae tales)
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happy 10th anniversary to when I started remembering everything forever
#the day i watched that video#that led me to another video#where i heard that song#that got me into that band#and i became obsessed with that genre#and 13yo me was like ''this seems like a significant moment. maybe i should remember it'' and then i have done so with#every memory since then#anyway apparently 6 sep 2013 was when i liked the video#also while we're at it. happy 9th anniversary to the depression day 1#nothing caused it in particular i just. got depressed on that day and then my brain has been different since#idk what i was doing 8 years ago. probably depriving myself of sleep to get high and probably listening to the who#actually wait no the day before i read about the catcher in the rye and 15yo me was like wow he sounds soo <3<3#so i imagine the next day i was Thinking about holden caulfield. even though i didn't read the book until december#i know this day in 2016 i was listening to the monkees. nothing specific i just know i was going through another massive monkees phase#2017?????? no recollection#2018? also idk#2019 i feel like despite being a good year some bad vibes were starting to settle in#2020 i was on a camping trip :)#2021 i was also on a camping trip :) but this one was dead. first one was good though#2022 i was probably at work. thinking about swag. eating honeycomb bites. and watching breaking bad i imagine#and 2023 i am in the sad thoughts bc i need to get a job but my executive dysfunction is preventing me from doing anything#anyway happy 10 years of weird obsessive memory hoarding <3#ramble
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I miss writing about Roxas and Ventus...
#there is this one fic i've been thinking about since like 2021#and I want to write it so badly#but i'm struggling to actually write it :(#I'm thinking that maybe trying to write a one shot will help#i just want to write something about Roxas and Ven#if anyone has any idea of a short fic they'd like to read with the two of them i'd be happy to hear it!#and i might try to write it#no promises though!
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Uh-oh. This is bad
#For some reason I always end up predicting my life events through the fiction I write or read with scary accuracy#especially if everything I’m writing/consuming “feels right” and like I’m being pulled into it#I was just pulled into The Metamorphosis and woke up in the middle of the night to finish reading it#I think I know who that book applies to#And now this book… hm#Don’t like that#unreality#magical thinking#tagging as that just in case but it’s happened before multiple times#They’re not necessarily actual premonitions; they’re me subconsciously piecing together a puzzle of clues#that all lead to me figuring out the most likely series of events to follow#Maybe I’ve heard in-depth information about these books before; but only remember it in the back of my mind#so that the front of my mind cannot recall; and have only been guided by what I’ve heard whispered back there#a subconscious switch gets thrown at the critical point and I’m drawn to it#I knew what happened and what was going to happen in 2018 back in 2017 from my sketchbooks and story outlines#I read Crime and Punishment and like clockwork events very similar to what had happened in the book started happening to me#It worked backwards for awhile from 2019–2021 after I got caught#Every time I happened to glance at a clock; there was either a 4 or a 20 or a 24 on the display. Always. No exceptions.#This went on for months. Those numbers were part of a spell I wrote and recited over and over again; I won’t say the words#because I’m not sure if it’s so much a spell as it is a curse — it is a self-deprecating spell#I only started seeing this number pattern AFTER I had been caught as an apostate; not before#before I’d look at the clock and it would say 5:33 or 9:15 or 12:45; after it was 4:04 or 2:24 or 12:20 ON THE DOT#Call me crazy but if every time you looked at a clock for MONTHS it always read a specific set of numbers you’d go a little nutty too#THEN in 2021 I read 1984 and it described my life up until that point PERFECTLY (WITH the number 4 plastered all over it)#Something happened back then and it’s still fucking happening because I was caught at the end of 2019#Just a little over four years away from the year 2024 and I was driven to set my exit date at 4/24/2024 before reading 1984#1984 is set in April 4 1984; April 4 is 20 days away from 4/24… SEE WHAT I MEAN?! I’m a raving lunatic but I’m right
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