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I didn’t see any studyblr posts today with cats T_T
How am i supposed to go through with my day
#misa's undergrad journey#studyblr#I swear I need them for motivation#but I scrolled so much and still there were none….#*crying*#should I make a proper tag for cat posts?#cattag?#it looks weird#kitty tag just sounds creepy#aaaaa#pls give me suggestions#100#500#1k#2k
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you mentioned the arrows stealing tim from the bats and i just had the hilarious idea of that + jaytim
poor oliver would lose his mind bc he goes and saves tim from the bats and then tim brings one of them home
put it back tim you don't know where that's been
i'm CRYING this is so funny. it's even funnier given what Jason did to Mia. like of all the morally questionable mob bosses Tim could've dragged home, he had to pick *that one*? Oliver is trying to be supportive of Tim and give Tim more agency than Bruce gave him, bc Oliver worked *hard* to steal this one and he's not going to lose all of the progress he made. and it does seem like Tim's doing *somewhat* of a decent job of making Jason less murdery. and Jason agrees to the rule he'll keep out of the Star City scene, but Gotham's still his fair game. and honestly, that makes Oliver like him just a *little bit* because if he's going to make Bruce's life more difficult, maybe Jason is alright.
it also does *not* help that when Oliver goes to Roy for support bc Roy agrees that Jason is untrustworthy as hell. but Roy is *also* the guy who had a daughter with Chesire, so the best he can do is give Oliver a shrug.
also think it's fun if Tim is sort of tense, expecting Oliver to put his foot down and tell Tim no. like he's not used to a vigilante parental figure who's actually good at the parent part, so it's weird having this level of freedom, esp when he knows Oliver does disapprove. but Oliver lets Tim figure out hs own love life and make his own mistakes, even if he's ranting to Dinah about Jason until two in the morning. it doesn't help that Jason makes no move to try to get along with Oliver. he's just a shit to be a shit. at this point Tim is pretty sure Jason enjoys driving Oliver up a wall more than he enjoys dating Tim. who's to say if it's true.
#necrotic answerings#jaytim#crack#this verges on ooc#but sometimes we deserve silly lil ooc things#and this is just so funny anon#oliver losing his mind bc why can't his kids be normal.#he says that in passing and tim bluescreens bc wdym he's considered one of oliver's kids.#he did not mean to stay longterm.#i think it's fun if bc of issues with bruce tim stays with the arrows “just for a bit” partly to help with a case#and partly bc oliver offers the space for tim to clear his head#and oliver has the obvious ulterior motive of just stealing tim. and it works.#tim insists he's going to leave. he is a liar.#i really want a tim and mia friendship. i think they'd be fun.#and she'd rib him for dating jason. more lgihthearted than oliver but she gets her jabs in#i need to read more arrow comics to write stuff with them#i feel *bad* bc i know fans of other super families hate when batfamily fans invade the tags#so i feel i owe it to be as canon accurate as possible.#i do not view these characters as props for the bats i swear </3
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BOO!!! TRIPLE post!!! hi again brodeos!!!!!!
#herbert west#ash williams#reanimator#bride of reanimator#reanimator fanart#trust this is definetly ashbert art I swear#ashbert#I think the necronomicon zombies had dark red/black blood#If they didn't this would be super duper embarass#this took way too much motivation to finish#this donut is so good#tim hortins foreva#I need more crossover stuff of them because it's so cool#This is my first time venturing into the evil dead side of tumblr hhhiiii#profusely sweating#to anyone reading all this also hello!!!!!!!!!!!! super sigma of you!
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happy belated valentines day quodo upon thee! originally posted on ao3 for the quodo minifest, this was my valentines for @chacusha, who organized the event! i had a ton of fun drawing them and im definitely looking forward to next year <333
+ bonus art based on the comic by Kate Beaton, Javert is in Slash Fiction:
#quodo#quodo minifest#star trek#star trek ds9#Quark/Odo Kiss ///REAL NOT FAKE/// CLICK HERE>>>>>#did someone say quodo rights night??? either way Here it IS <3#i added image descriptions to the alt text but let me know if you need them visible under the post as well!#initially i was going to post this to twitter months ago but alas. re: the state of things and life in general#anyway this was so much fun !! it literally got me motivated to draw...i couldn't stop i had to keep going and did another...then another..#i should compile all the other drawing i did of them bc oh Boy there were a Few#also getting odo's features just right was harder than i thought. meanwhile quark was like BOOM! there he is :)#also did u see the shoe. did u see the shine did u see it. bc i swear im never coloring shoes again#all the refs i had to use.....and if you think i exaggerated quark's fat ass well Think Again i only took from Reality! it's all there bby#my obligatory one art post a year....what was my art tag again.......oh well time to revamp it#myart#also pls go read the other fics!! i know i made a post of this before but i cant believe the one i received back...kisses them.#it was perfect! literally made for me! in fact im reading it right now! wedding of the century by sirenoftitan and Boy was it ever!!!
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Have any of you guys ever been doodling when suddenly you’re hit by the angstiest idea ever and so you start workshopping that idea into an au as an alternate timeline to see if it would fit with the au only to create an absolutely heartbreaking and depression inducing scenario, only for your brain to decide that’s not enough and end up creating that same scenario in your two other main aus so that you end up with three deeply traumatized versions of the same character?
Anyone?
No?
That’s fair
I call them the heartbroken trio.
We have a post-Everything Goes To Shit arc Scythe, around January ‘24 Bloody, and a post-Second Takeover Harvest. You may notice I called them by their actual names and not by their usual [insert trait here]!BM names, and that’s on purpose.
See, due to various circumstances in each of their respective timelines, their twins died.
They’ve all taken it very harshly, but express it in different ways, Scythe is more reserved yet more ruthless in her anger, Bloody has become extremely disconnected from everything, and Harvest is an anxious wreck. All their reactions are directly correlated to their twins’ death and how they perceived it.
Anyways, yeah.
New au//timeline thing. Yay?
Oh, and for your troubles
The guy who in his canon lost his twin being extremely conflicted about the newcomers. Cuz in one hand they are versions of versions of himself that he knows that he can relate even more to! But on the other hand they are versions of versions of himself that he knows that he can relate even more to.
Yeah :P
Might elaborate on these guys later
#heresy’s dump of horrible ideas#literally cuz this is like actually horrible in the sense of what the characters go through#I could write one shots for each of them#and still have enough untapped lore to dump them in the Chaos House and give them the closure they need#I’m gonna stop rambling now#tsams#sams#sams au#my aus#sams bloodmoon#sams bloodtwins#tsams bloodmoon#The Sunset and Moonlight Show#the scenario becomes obvious if you know who’s place she’s at#this all started thanks to her and her second design (which none of you are prepared for)#Quiet Throes in Pooling Oil#I’d like to give you some sort of assurance about this one having some sort of comfort but I can’t#I fucking cried thinking of this one#Get in Losers; We’re Family Now#literally no one would understand even a fragment of what the scenario requires (I really need to write that stuff)#while the others had character related reasons for the whole change in their timelines happening- these guys just got bad luck#angst#heavy angst#tw character death#tw implied character death#Original is concerned#also that tails plush is just a plush#like actually just a plush I swear over my writing motivation’s tomb
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I think the evacuation route is neat, actually
… this is how it went, right?
#spoilers for TS!underswap evacuation route ahead#okay no but seriously#I love the fact chars starts off with fake acts..#but as the fight progresses#they’re no longer autonomous#a robot you lead anymore#you may still control them but they’re no longer in that state of compliance#they have hope#and I love that chara learns to love things again#assuming you didn’t just continuously attacks sans in the fight lol#but sans too.. he’s just confused#like what are your motives? why suddenly stop you know#love that sans acknowledges that crossbones isnt the person to talk to chara#I need to get my thoughts organized I swear#doodles#ts!underswap#Ts!us sans#Ts!us chara#god damn my sans looks so different from a month ago ;-;
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Felt silly, wrote a 1.4 K word short story that I was kinda thinking about writing in the future, on my phone, in the train, then and there
#not complaining though!!!!! glad to have gotten that out of my brain!#need to have that kind of focus for man swears forever. only four chapters.... then i can unleash it..... unleash it all to the world...#i have 11 chapters fully written but i fear that even if i started posting them every month or so i would lose motivation and never finish#the story so i want to write it out fully first. also what if i change my mind about something!!???#not fish
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Mk dying in a glue trap
i die for like another month or so, and what do i come back with?
this.
#lmk mk#monkie kid mk#lego monkie kid mk#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#i swear im working on actual artwork. motivation has just not been my mate at ALL.#But hey-! What i can say is i do have some ideas up rocking in my noggin!#When they have designs i am gonna start posting them. i just need to get back into the swing of drawing
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#i feel like shit#I can't get up and finish the things I have to#truly is costing me too much#really#I swear I'm trying#but I'm finding it harder and harder to get a shred of motivation#for what?#I don't even have a fucking purpose#nothing would change if I#just pooff#gone#not a single thing would change#I know#I'm not useful in anything#my friends wouldn't even notice#I know because they told me so#so why am I still here#I'm useless#I only subsist on mediocrity#no one needs me#why would they#im just a shitty useless and selfish piece of crap#They would be better off without me#they would be better off if I had never been here.#i should've done it many years ago lol#I would have given them all a favor#and saved them the time.#amyways#delete later#i really needed to get this out of my chest
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Ofc you overanalyze your photos sauce, of course
the sassy little hands on hip pose football men love to strike when they're waiting isn't helping you either cringeking 💔 guyfailure
idk what he's complaining about, they're trying to make him gorge and not weird guy gorge, stop being a hater to your helpers, sauce
#trying to run them off like he did kyle the cable guy smh#complaining abt how they made u pretty smh#THEYRE HELPING SHOWCASE VIABLE ATTRIBUTES OF YOURS TO !#..potential suitors!!!#im not saying aaron i hate aaron#PLS FIND A NORMAL DCK TO SIT ON PLS SAUCE PLS#in my world derek stingley liked this post bcs he is being supportive and humble#and sauce found out from scrolling thru the likes to see if aaron liked it#but (bcs he needs a therapist) he convinced himself it had to have an ulterior motive bcs why would his NEMESIS be kind?!?#this is trickery.#it did not take sauce long to pick apart details and degrade others over silly things no one else cares abt#virgo man power activate (kills two people)#and now hes posting this text in his defense to let the world and stingley know this was not his doing#he is still masculine!! he SWEARS!!!#good. now that hes defended himself#he can go back to begging aaron to let him taper his beard to the side with lots of whimpers and plses & im an empath#involved#a saucecessful mission in his eyes#his unwell eyes#sauce
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i WAS gonna complain about horror being a skeleton and therefore never able to do the akanbe face but then i remembered. i'm an artist!! i can just DRAW him doing it 😇😇😇 ok but he doesn't have eyelids iKNOW ill figure it out ok
#im going on a short vacation that means prime time to slack off and mtthink#and i have some drawing ideas froM LIKE TWO WEEKS AGO that i never drew because i had no motivation or even time#so now i can do it :3333 lets (me) see if i still even like the ideas#and i have Saturday and sunday and mondayOFFschool and then i leave on wednesday morning ヽ(≧∀≦)ノ#and that gives me prime time to draw draw DRAW#and theres like 20 days left of October i really should get to work on that animation meme#i WILL trust i swear#if not i kill myself#jk! (fashion au?)#ive been using kaomojis now. jk killer would too#ヽ(≧∀≦)ノ#me taking like a whole week on a shitty hrkl little writing thing when it was leagues easier to just describe my idea#i REALLY had a vision and then i was reminded that writing is boring and that a vision expressed through words cant keep my attention#anyways i finished another little dust doodle of a song that reminded me of him#now it is time to actually get my life together and shower and brush teeth#the only homework ive got is reading a few pages#i have been ON TOP OF MY HOMEWORK since school started bro😭😭😭😭 ive been SUCH a good student 😭😭😭😭#so much free time at home and yet none of it is spent on doing anything but laying down and lazing about#come on! come on! you need to get up! use your brain! PLEASE TRIGLYVERUVLE PLEASE FOR YOUR OWN ENTERTSINMENT#forcing myself to do something i find fun when i have no motivation to get up is so annoying#iWANT to draw iWANT to think i WANT to write (eh) but i just nonono feel like it (༎ຶ ෴ ༎ຶ)#tricule rant#actually today i found another song that could fit horror but i just glanced at the lyrics#if i aint mtt pondering at the very least ill be connecting them to songs#new art project is gonna have HINTS of mtt in it. not really but if im aware of them then they exist#i love art class i love learning about art principles i just wish i could apply that shit to my work#well DIGITAL work. doing stuff traditionally always feels so much easier
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Man… I dont really talk about my writing life outside of fandom, but I’m having SUCH a good streak right now. Several works got accepted to various magazines the past month, and one of my professors from Uni just mailed me a copy of his newest anthology (I didn’t even know it was in the works?!?) with the nicest dedication note I could cry. Sometimes persistence pays off so sweetly.
#I’m in such a good mood#every day is a mixed bag but today is decidedly a very good day#I started it well AND ended it well. that is so so so rare#all of my days used to be like this. having another one after so long motivates me to work hard and have them again#depths talks#I needed a win could u tell ansgsgsjhdnfg#man I’m just out walking right now and my brain is spinning cooking up a response letter to my professor#pushing for pen pal relations really pays off sometimes#oh also I’ve been asked about my original work here before#but that was in regards to fiction? I don’t use this account or my name as depths to explore poetry#so uh. sorry to my readers who have asked because I swear I’m not like. hiding it?? this just isn’t a poetry account#someday I’ll be comfortable connecting my professional pen name to my fandom pen name but that is not today sndhshfjf
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death to america and to the west bloc if im being honest
#wvery day i see shit that makes me wanna leave#we need a strong communist party or i am defecting. i have no idea where to but i fucking hate it here#like capitalism (liberalism really) has such a chokehold on the world there truly is no salvation other than revolution but bc i live in#reformist hellhole numero fucking uno (sweden) there is no hope of it happening bc the strongest left party is currently doing#respectability politics to appease the fucking nazis!!!!!!!!#like the pattern keeps repeating. even in western countries with “socialist” histories we will always drift toward liberal and conservative#ideals bc in a society where the rich are powerful rich peoples ideals (the thing that lets them keep the most money) will always prosper#“true” democracies will never ever be in the peoples best interest even if wveryone woke up tomorrow and was magically motivated to go get#involved with political organizing#simply because the biggwst media outlets are liberal or conservative!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#staten och kapitalet sitter i samma jävla båt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! killing everyone with my mind#furthermore even if people would be interested in local politics it doesnt solve the issue with the system as it currently exists allowin#g and relying on companies that perpetrate neo colonialism like the wntire western society is a cancer and it will not die unless it all#dies at once#its all short term profits people and environment and self governance be damned i fucking hate the us and the eu so so so so so much#western states have been instruments to defend capital interests since their inception during the national romance i swear to god you have#o be blind not to see it
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I SWEAR I KEEP TRYING TO DO ART BUT THEN SOMETHING GETS IN THE WAY AND THEN I PROCRASTINATE AND THEN SIX MONTHS PASS
#this has been happening for like TWO YEARS BUT I SWEAR TO GOD I AM TRYING.#my usual art motivation (my webcomic idea) has been put on hold for a bit and because of that i forgort... everything#my will to draw specifically#but in my defense i have been writing k*arlach / oc indulgences and i've been VERY focused on finishing it#i also got a marketing manager (my friend <3) to help with advertising my comms and stuff so uh... look forward 2 that#i might need to start posting all of my art on a sideblog so she doesn't have to log into my main though#so there might be some changes#but i promise i want to do art!!!! but there's always something to do first and then months pass :(#or i get the urge to draw and then life is like ''have a cancer scare'' lmao...#(ended up being cancerous actually </3 but because it's skin stuff it was easy to remove)#(but that really took the piss out of me for most of july... not to mention that ffxiv released a new expansion and i have been...#having a good time with my new friends doing content and stuff!) i also made a friend irl after like 3-4 years of total isolation#we feed ants and watch them move around together and comment on their behaviour patterns...#but like when i say this takes literal hours.#we just sit out there and talk about random shit and watch ants walk across the floor. both of us hate ants btw.#like we don't like having them ON us so it's a bit like playing with fire.#but anyways yeah i've also been really low energy recently too bc of the heat and burnout from college...#but the good news is that i'm transferring in fall to a much more relaxing college & courseload!#i'm hoping it'll stop me from feeling so... awful ?? i guess ??#like i was taking classes i didn't need to that were really difficult & punishing#not to mention extremely boring & hard to pay attention to when dealing with literally anything. i did not want to be there.#my next college is much more interest-oriented so i will finally be able to take classes i want to and learn from them...!#and then maybe i will feel a bit more in control of my life / more encouraged to draw#anyways thank u for reading my ramble. hoping it all comes together soon.#i need to do a lot of work but most of it is so i can sell commissions again#but once the karlach fic is done we're so back on the webcomic train !!!!!!!!
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reworking my outline again. THIS time itll keep i swear no guys its DIFFERENT this time
#I HAD TO GET RID OF CASSIAN AND MERGE HIM WITH NADIA AND EDIT MOTIVATIONS ACCORDINGLY#I ACTUALLY THINK IT MIGHT WORK THIS TIME BUT IT OK#i needed something drastically different. it wasnt DOIN it for me gang. now my main villain is#this fucked up chick. i have a lot of them apparently <3#i swear to god this is the last time. NOW ill outline everything#put me down like a lame horse if otherwise
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the way my page has regressed to me just trying to keep up with my moots — i am sooo tired rn n just trying to make sure everyone else is doing well <33
#that’s why this will never just be a writing blog istg#i have so many drafts in my notes n no motivation to any of them#i pulled an all nighter yesterday jusy for my test today n ended up feeling so dizzy at school that i had to leave BEFORE THE TEST#ya i’m upset but it’s okay i emailed my teacher n now i get more time to study !!#but i crashed as soon as i got home n just woke up from a 10 hour nap#i needed that sooo badly cause i am so burnt out rn istg if the school system doesn’t just abolish itself#anyway i hope everyone else is doing well n good — even if i’m not super active on here i wanted to keep up with moots#don’t forget me !!#i’ll be more active once i’m less tired i swear#꒰ soon you'll get better. ꒱
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