#I should be allowed to write what i fucking want to write

[lucy-literates]

Another story with Arthur 👉🏻👈🏻

He wasn t going to pass an exam and the teacher put YN to teach him. While Yn is trying to teach him, he is flirting and touching her, making her wet…they end up fucking in the back of one of the library bookshelves ( in school )

Extra smut pleaaaaaase❤️🫶🏻🫶🏻

A/N: Ooooh I liked writing this one! Very American cliche, nice!

Study Break

You already knew he wasn’t taking this seriously.

Arthur showed up five minutes late, hair messy, shirt untucked, cocky smirk already loaded before he even sat down.

“I don’t bite, you know,” he said, dropping into the chair beside you, his voice just loud enough to make an old man two tables down look up disapprovingly.

You didn’t even flinch. “Good. You need your mouth for repeating back these formulas.”

He chuckled. “Do you ever stop being bossy?”

“Do you ever stop being annoying?”

“I can be quiet,” he leaned in, eyes glinting, “but only if you beg.”

You choked on air.

Arthur grinned.

This was going to be impossible.

You flipped open the textbook between you, ignoring the heat curling low in your stomach. You weren’t blind — of course you’d noticed how hot he was. Everyone did. And sure, the mop of curls, those soft brown eyes, that accent, that mouth— it was a lot.

But you had a job to do. Get him through this exam or he failed. And you didn’t want to be the reason he didn’t graduate.

Though the way he kept looking at you?

It was like he didn’t want to graduate unless you were sitting on his face when he did.

“Okay,” you said tightly, pointing to a graph. “This is where you keep messing up. Can you tell me what this means?”

Arthur didn’t even glance at the book. His eyes were on your mouth. “No idea. Think I need you to show me.”

You turned toward him—and froze.

His hand was on your knee.

And moving.

Slow. Teasing. Upward.

“Arthur,” you hissed.

“Yes, baby?”

Your legs squeezed together automatically, but that only seemed to encourage him. His fingers inched higher, pushing the hem of your skirt up just enough to ghost over bare skin.

“You’re supposed to be studying.”

“I am.” He leaned in, brushing your ear. “Studying what makes you moan.”

Your breath hitched.

You should have pushed his hand away. Should have told him to stop. But instead, you shifted—just a little—giving him room.

His fingertips traced the crease where your thigh met your hip. His voice dropped into a growl.

“You’re wet already.”

“Because you’re impossible,” you whispered, trembling.

“Because you want me.”

He grabbed your hand and pulled you to your feet so fast you barely had time to glance around. The library was nearly empty. One old woman near the front desk. A bored student in the back. No one near the history section.

Arthur tugged you between shelves.

“Arthur—” you gasped.

But then you were pinned. Back pressed against the bookshelf, dusty encyclopedias looming above you, and his body flush to yours.

“Be quiet,” he murmured, “unless you want someone to hear how desperate you are.”

You opened your mouth to protest—and he kissed you.

It wasn’t gentle.

It was all tongue and teeth, rough hands pushing your skirt up to your waist, fingers slipping under the edge of your underwear like he had every right to ruin you.

“You shouldn’t be allowed to wear this skirt,” he muttered, dragging the fabric up and letting it bunch around your hips. “Do you even know what it does to me?”

His hand slipped between your legs, and you whimpered—loud, shocked by your own sound.

He grinned. “So sensitive. What would you do if someone walked by right now? With my fingers in your cunt?”

You clenched around nothing, head falling back against the wood.

Arthur’s fingers pushed aside your panties, sliding into you without warning. One, then two.

You bit your lip so hard you tasted blood.

His free hand cupped your jaw, forcing your eyes to meet his.

“Don’t you dare look away. You’re gonna watch me fuck you with my fingers while I talk about how much I want to bend you over this shelf.”

“Arthur—”

“Oh, now you remember my name?”

He curled his fingers just right, and your legs buckled.

He caught you easily, pressing a kiss to your temple like he hadn’t just made you see stars.

“You’re mine,” he growled against your neck. “Say it.”

You shook your head, panting.

He pulled his fingers out slowly. Too slowly.

“Say it.”

“Yours,” you breathed. “I’m yours, fuck—”

He spun you around.

You barely registered the sound of your panties being shoved down before he lined up behind you. One hand on your lower back. The other gripping your throat, pulling you back so he could whisper in your ear:

“Be good for me.”

And then he pushed in.

The stretch made you cry out, one hand slamming against the shelf for support, the other clutching at air.

“You like being fucked where anyone could find us?” he grunted, hips slamming into yours. “Like knowing you’re mine while the whole world could hear?”

You couldn’t answer. Could barely breathe.

His cock filled you too well. Too deep. His grip never wavered — possessive, demanding, feral.

He fucked you until you were dripping down your thighs, until your legs trembled and your throat ached from silent screams.

Until you came with his hand still over your mouth.

Until he came with a growl against your shoulder, teeth scraping your skin.

When it was over, he didn’t let you move right away. Just held you there, pressed against the books, panting.

Then, finally, he pulled out. Tucked himself away. Helped you back into your panties like he hadn’t just turned you into a puddle of overstimulated mush.

He leaned down, kissing your cheek.

“So…” he whispered. “Still gonna help me pass?”

You glared at him, cheeks flushed. “If you ever pull that shit during study hours again—”

“You’ll what?” he smirked. “Fail me?”

“No,” you muttered. “I’ll make you beg next time.”

Arthur grinned.

“God, I love when you’re mean.”

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[transformers-spike]

nah you're right, pregnant bots are nice but they kinda deserve their own au. the tops can write their own fanfic, i'm gonna enjoy all the pregnancy kink (receiving) since nobody can stop me. SO LET'S GET BACK TO IT.

the backlash on earth against the hybrid project would be insaaaaane dude, just imagine the conservatives rallying against it, saying it's wrong for religious reasons or claiming it'll kick off a population crisis on earth if young people are choosing to pair up with aliens instead of heteronormative human partners. and those same politicians were talking about overpopulation and earth's limited resources about 5 years ago. now it's progressive to date a transformer.

do you think there'd be a big immigration push to earth among bots who can't get into the project for whatever reason? if you're a loser (possibly with a criminal record), scrape up the shanix to buy a shuttle ticket and go find your own organic hottie. human hole is totally worth switching to fueling on gasoline. the hybrid project probably gets some mockery as a mail order bride service.

i wonder how the first human in ultra magnus' collection feels about the growing harem. imagine being the adventurous random citizen who kicks off his xenophilia and gets whisked away to cybertron, ngl it would be nice to forget your old life and enjoy getting pampered by giant robots... but after you find out that you're carrying ultra's sparkling, more and more humans start arriving and you know he's trying to fuck babies into as many of them as he can. at least you'll have lots of friends?

- 💀

Bro, there is so much worldbuilding potential

considering just how nonchalant the US is about alien robots existing (and casually fucking up Detroit) I want to say this version of the world is pretty absurdly chill (me on my way to rewrite history where the Cold War never existed in TFA lmao)

Still, there MUST be folks who are outraged by the whole Hybrid Project, and I'm convinced there are people who make "No Bitches?" memes out of it just to poke fun at them not getting robot spike - but I'm still losing it at being progressive by dating a Transformer. Part of me likes to think some influencers treat the Hybrid Project like the Coachella - out here taking selfies with Perceptor as he writes notes about their pussy in the background

I don't think you're allowed to take pictures after fragging bots tho... kind of a privacy breach

I love the idea of bots getting so desperate for human hole they start a sex tourism trend - and now I'm curious about bot influencers and how much the Hybrid Project will impact Autobot culture (and that's ignoring what will happen to Decepticon culture)

Ngl Ultra Magnus's first human is sure having a time, huh. Even if they remain extra special to him, it's odd being in a harem. I really crave the image of a bunch of pregnant humans napping on Ultra Magnus in his habsuite. He's slinging spike around like it'll help him solve everything (and it does)

At least his first human gets to nap on him the most? And hang out with Cybertron's busiest mech? And get eaten out by him???????

Anyway, the old man should eat human pussy like he's low on fuel

[samhadjblog2]

What I saw was the talentless and mentally burdened author trying and failing to work out most if not all of her hang-ups she accumulated throughout her life, shit relationships and toxic exes, failure in all aspects of life and so on, and pretty much every time she arrived at something that is either not a solution, would make everything worse in real life or just flat out irresponsible/stupid.

Now that's such a shallow way of looking at the show. The series a pretty well written all things considered, and even then all of what you just talked about are baseless assumptions based on nothing substantial. The show isn't some "Creators accumulation of failure: its a story about the cycle of abuse and the importance of love. On top of that so what if its based on the creators own life, the best story's come from people's own personal experiences.

Remember when the lesson to learn after the RPG episode, was that they should just half-ass it and it will work out fine?

The episode's lesson was not to overthinking things.

Which of course shows the most with her self-insert shitty mary sue, Catra, but whenever Adora had the spotlight, she got almost the same level of fucked up writing, though it never got as bad as with Glimmer. Catra pretty musch killed her mom and 2 episodes later "BEST FRIENDS SQUAD!!!"...

"Mary sue" my man that term means nothing. Besides how is Catra a "Mary-sue" she is someone berated by other's she is someone who had to contemplate on her own actions, and in turn had to put in the effort to better themselves. As for Adora the writing for her is fine, she is someone who was told all of their life to be this mindless solider who should just obey orders, and so that made her susceptible to becoming a Martyr as "She-ra".

Also Glimmer arc in season 4 is literally going through the same emotions as Catra, she makes the same mistakes as her and in turn recognizes that they aren't that different. Now I wouldn't call it "perfect" however I would say the show did enough work to emphasize Glimmer getting to understand Catra. Also Her mom isn't dead, and its mainly a set up for a potential movie.

Like seriously, what was actually well done in the entire show? What was a single consistently good thing, character or motif that worked, objectively, not just "well, I liked it"?

Here's a couple, self-love is an important thing not only because a person deserves to be loved, but also because when you accept that your an awful person your more likely to continue hurting others. The burden of legacy whether it be your own or someone else's and how they often put pressure on to us to live our lives one way. And how that can lead to people making choices to hurt others. The importance of love, the love of differences, the love of self, how love is something you must be willing to give back.

Catra's story of wanting to be loved and her learning that love is something you have to be willing to give back.

Adora's story about breaking away from being told that she was pawn with not autonomy and that she deserves to be loved.

Glimmer's narrative about learning to appreciate the love around her and learning to see more out of people.

Entrapta views of finding beauty in imperfection, the same love that allowed for Hordak someone who only saw themselves as broken.

Shadow weaver's story about using others for own means, due to her own self hatred and how that led to not only Adora to be raised to not think for herself and follow as well as raise Catra into hating themselves like shadow weaver. paralleling each other And who moment wasn't some heroic redemption but rather her wanting to evade the consequences, with her last words a means to gaslight the two.

So yes there is a lot to talk about the series besides "well I liked it"

ROUND 3: MATCH 8

[cococowboah]

Patreon removed a story of mine as a character in it suffered from SA instigated by her father.

Now, Patreon can do whatever it wants, that's their platform. But they specifically asked me to remove that part of the story if I wanted it to stay up.

I'm pissed, not because "oh no, I can't make money on it," no. Nobody was reading SPURRED, it wasn't an active project, and I'm not currently making money on ANY of my projects anyway. I don't care about that.

What I'm pissed about is how this might affect my future works if I ever do begin making a living from my work through Patreon. I'm not going to just change my characters stories because they deal with uncomfortable topics like SA. I'm an SA survivor, I write characters who are SA survivors. I'm not going to censor myself or my projects because a corporation says I need to if I want to benefit from their platform.

So, I don't really know what to do now. Pieces of Him is also going to deal with SA. I can't even consider putting it on Patreon now knowing I'm going to get a notice that I need to change pivotal moments of a character's backstory for the sake of a corporation wanting to maintain a squeaky clean image.

And before anyone asks, no, the story did not explicitly detail the SA itself. Insinuation was as far as I went. I wanted the reader to feel uncomfortable without feeling offended. I wanted the reader to feel uncomfortable because it's an uncomfortable fucking topic and it shouldn't be skirted around. If someone didn't like it they didn't need to read it.

I'm so sick of how censored the internet is getting. It's NOT for the sake of protecting SA survivors who may be triggered by certain details of a story. This is about making the internet nice and clean and proper for advertisers and investors. It's not about you. It's not about me. It's about money and it always will be.

If it were about protecting survivors, then they would acknowledge that engaging with media that explicitly deals with those subjects and characters overcoming the trauma surrounding SA can be cathartic for survivors if they choose to do so.

Again if you are uncomfortable with something then do. not. read. it. There is a detailed warning at the beginning of the story. It is the responsibility of the reader to gauge what they're okay with and not okay with. Not mine.

I just wanna take a moment to thank platforms like AO3, our literal final bastion for freedom of speech and creativity. SPURRED isn't a fan project so it doesn't really belong on AO3 but I'm thankful that we have one place on the internet where I know my work is never going to be removed or requested to be changed for any reason whatsoever. It's the one place where I can write without the anxiety of a corporate overlord looking over my shoulder and saying "Nope! Don't like this! Change it!"

Rant over, to sum it up, fuck censorship and, does anyone know of any good Patreon alternatives? I definitely can't use them for future projects knowing what I know now. It's only a matter of time before a guidelines update gets Pieces of Him axed for "Promoting Homosexuality and Infidelity" as well as Paul's past as an SA survivor.

[obsolete-stars-if]

I'd love to add to that discussion, I have so much to say, allow me to hijack this post. And I'm gonna sound so fucking old. BUT.

A lot of us authors grew up writing our own homework, hell, I had to physically write multiple pages on paper for homework sometimes, just for the teacher to look at the pages upon pages and mark my homework as done, and without reading a single sentence I had written, move to the next student. The amount of pages in our folders, everything handwritten, corrected manually, requiring a damn table of contents so you can navigate it more quickly in class.

And that isn't meant as a pat on the shoulder, "I had to physically write with a pen, and I know how to rewind a cassette and I rode dinosaurs to school, back in my days!" But school is fucking labor. And we grew up having to do that labor, and we were stressed out every day. And as schools refuse (or didn't have the money) to update the curriculum, buildings, pedagogy, and the media became overstimulating, anxiety inducing, doom scroll loving, with ads every 5 seconds, bullshit; it is no surprise that students these days are more miserable than before. Overworked, stressed out, can't even relax BCS the damn phone is half an inch from your face.

It is no surprise they don't want to sit down and write notes, or homework. They looked for a solution and found it in ai. Not only do they have pretty much instant solutions to their problems, but they could also access infinite content with the ability to tweak everything to their preferences.

So there is this natural riff happening now. Some readers who have the ability to summon their own personalized IF by chatting up their preferred advanced autocorrect model. And authors who remember physically writing endlessly about topics they didn't care about but were forced to by school.

Why shouldn't these readers make their custom power fantasy available to the public? Why should authors forget their skill set of creating (possibly creating more custom power fantasies) to flirt with a lexicon randomizer?

Authors create because they enjoy the labor of creating, of sharing their creation, of creating inspiration. Readers read because they enjoy consuming creativity, of sharing what they consume, of being inspired, of feeling. Authors will write, and some readers will turn to AI when they're unsatisfied. Before that it was fanfiction. And while fanfiction is very different to AI. To some readers it makes little difference.

...

Let me go on a side quest with y'all.

It reminds me of something I learned in elementary school; a hazy memory so don't come for me. We learned that during the industrial revolution, many people were protesting, in a more specific case, some people broke into their old jobs and destroyed any machines they could. They weren't against automation. They wanted the machines broken so their employer couldn't fire them. The problem was not automation, not machinery, it was money.

Now, we live in a different era, surely this won't happen again. I'm not saying AI is good, or the future, or that we need to bring life to Roko's basilisk.

If you let me daydream for a moment, for a different world, where AI hasn't been built by theft, isn't destroying the environment, isn't radicalizing and desensitizing all demographics. We and the same workers who broke into their workplace, we all could sit and watch in awe at machinery, automation, ingenuity. Neither of us in fear of our livelihood. But that's just a daydream.

...

TLDR;

There is no conclusion, no moral, no solution. All I'm saying is that I'm not surprised this is happening. Nor the reaction of the public towards it. I just really wanted to rant about this.

Saw someone say AI is fine to use in IF writing to churn out content faster.

Brother, ew.

Went on to say that authors would appreciate it that it could make their work easier. As an author do I complain about coding? Yes. Do I complain about branching? Yes. Do I complain about having write even 5 pages a day? Yes. Did I ever think about using AI in my writing? Fuck no.

Not only is it a thief and bad for the environment but it is also has effects on the brain and your skills. Like there are stats on this.

I feel a great sense of pride and accomplishment when I finish writing an episode/chapter. I would not feel relief if I gave that to ChatGPT, I would feel like a fraud

[damiel-of-real]

that fucking flower i hate

[non-un-topo]

Sometimes I write without a plan and the most nonsensical shit tumbles out lol

[nonsensechemicals]

crying whenever i talk about Cookie9 because all my friends have these interesting and unique theories on them while i take everything too literally and they all just stare at me like “dude… uuugh we r TIRED” <-they dont actually say this they are very kind to me but i can Feel It

[monstersinthecosmos]

i feel like slightly younger than marius mael is the best just for flavor reasons lol. reeaally curious to know what you think

I think I usually land on slightly younger but not like a baby. Like early 30s maybe. BUT I'LL TELL YOU SOME THOUGHTS OF WHY I LIKE EACH OR WHY EACH COULD WORK:

Under 30: First of all because of Jesse's chapter in QOTD--Maharet was turned around age 20 I think? And for Jesse, I'm sure there's that sort of uncanny thing where your mind fills in blanks and makes excuses, like, her "aunt" has been around her whole life so like gee golly I guess she just looks young for her age! Except that there's like the vampire uncanniness too, so whatever you judge as an age doesn't super matter. So like, Mael blending in as one of her guy friends in his early 20s would make sense. Jesse DOES also clock him as not being human, so again I think the uncanniness might not make her peg either of them as a certain age.

I do worry if this clashes with the idea that he could properly be a priest? Caesar said that it takes 20 years to train a priest, but A) A lot of what Caesar said is like anti-Keltoi propaganda and might not be accurate since the Druids famously never left anything in writing, so there's very little first hand information about them. B) MAYBE IT'S OKAY BECUASE IN VC-VERSE TESKHAMEN IS REAL AND MAEL WAS REALLY COMMUNING WITH HIM SO IF THERE WAS LIKE MAGIC AFOOT IN THE COMMUNITY MAYBE HE GOT FAST TRACKED OR RESPECTED AS BEING SPECIAL IDK. I can work with it and make excuses lol.

I LOVE the idea of him being like a young man because of how much madder that would make Marius, plus the way he likes to mentor young blonde men lol. But it might like hurt him even worse if the author of all his misfortunate is like SOME KID.

In his 30s: Personally I usually land here because I DO wonder how long it takes him to gain status in his community and become a priest (in his 30s is still fast tracking it but maybe feels more plausible LOL) and I enjoy the idea of he and Marius being sort of similar to each other. Like, Marius often gets used as the example of Turning an Older Guy and what it means for his temperament and the way it translates to his immortality. I like imagining Mael as around Marius's age for that reason, like I want to remove all his excuses why Mael is a young stupid kid or even an old salty jerk--it forces Marius to confront that Mael is ALSO someone who is chill and smart and has had enough life experience. BUT WHILE THERE'S A WINDOW WHERE THEY COULD BE SIMILAR IN AGE, OR MAEL COULD BE A TAD OLDER, I ALSO STILL ENJOY MARIUS BEING LIKE "HE'S YOUNGER THAN ME I HATE THIS!" BECAUSE HIS AGE AND SELF-PERCEIVED WISDOM & EXPERIENCE ARE IMPORTANT TO HIS IDENTITY AND HE FEELS BELITTED LOL.

In his 40s: Makes sense for the above reason! But I like to skew younger personally just for the Marius ageism dynamic lol. Also there's something about him being a foil to Marius where like, if they're very similar in other ways it can kind of emphasize how their atheism/religion contrasts each other and affects them as people.

Over 50: ALSO POSSIBLE and it's hilarious bc in the audiobook the narrator reads him like such a grouchy old man lmao. I could see this causing a lot of resentment because Marius likes to be the oldest and wisest in the room. I could see him also being younger because Marius insults him every chance he gets and I just think he would've told us that Mael is like an old hag if it were true lol. Anyway wondering how this effects Marius's barbarian kink and how he submits to men.

[artemx746]

Do people not realise that a person doesn't suddenly gain full maturity and knowledge of everything when they turn 18?

[shinkai-kaiju]

i think genuinely i will actually kill someone if i have to stay here any longer. like actually.

[elytrafemme]

alright folks i hate to admit it and be hashtag vulnerable but the prospect of having so many doctors appointments back to back is making me genuinely feel crazy hopeless 😭 let's hope it's just my period

[tardis--dreams]

Me panicking because i have 9 missed calls and 5 emails talking about my absence and how "a colleague could take over for me" vs. Me knowing it's really not that important no matter how pushy a client is and that on top of it I'm underpaid and have way to much overtime so i shouldn't even care

[wp100]

this tweet is so weird like fanfiction isn't real. who cares if something isn't realistic. it might be "realistic" to some people. not everyone's experiences are universal.

Write whatever the fuck you want, regardless of experience, yknow, unless it's something actually really serious, like mental health. some things require research before writing or portraying

edit: and might i add that fic writers and artists are pouring their hearts into the fics and art you read/look at for FREE? We post our work for free and people say stuff like this. Saying stuff like this doesn't help, just feels unnecessary, and a tad mean

[whysamwhy123]

HALLEJUAH!! I REMEMBERED HOW TO ACTUALLY FINISH WRITING SOMETHING FOR A CHANGE!!

Of course, it's not any of the fics I wanted to finish. I went back to what is essentially my bread-and-butter now and wrote a short-ish, random OrangeHook fluff. But considering how much writing's been a struggle as of late, I'm just glad that I successfully finished something. I was back in one of those stretches where I couldn't seem to write much of anything. And this fic isn't about their age difference or Hook being a cuddlebug, so...progress?

Unless I decide I completely hate it (which is always a possibility) expect something to drop on Valentine's Day, tis the season, after all.

[salsflore]

been almost 3 yrs and i am still struggling with the whole mikachi first meeting thing. bye