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it's a "letting my boss talk their head off and trying to gaslight me into staying at this job while I write an email applying for a better paying one" type of vibe today
#I'm immune to their tactics#I send it after the call was done too#not staying at a job that stresses me out and pays little lmao#and besides I have trusted sources who told me how to make the most out the job I applied for#I have a road map bitches#my masterplan is finally being set into motion#I shall get better pay and more benefits befitting of myself#and later climb up that damn ladder and get payed better#“you will come back!” they cry as I write my application#remember kids don't stay at a job that would ask you to come to work when you are sick and or on vacation#and which also pays badly#“I was juuust thinking of giving you a raise” a yes sure you did but the next job is almost paying double#godoframbles#jobs#work#workplace
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Kawhi+paul georp
PAUL GEORP
#pg is the big spoon in public bcs it prevents ppl from talking to kawhi as he is currently preoccupied with cuddles#but during the night after pg is done gaming he crawls into bed and into kawhis arms after kawhi puts his crossword down#they are so old with their love.. and yet.. so young#no one knows how or why they are married. they just are#kawhi and paul are like an anemone and a clownfish to me#i refuse to elaborate#pg/kawhi#THANK U for this ask i love them#I AM STILL DOING THESE SO FEEL FREE TO SEND MORE!!! they just take longer than they should bcs i love to yap unfort#CLICK ON DA IMAGES TO SEE BETTER PLS!!!! my writing is crap 😭#i love calling paul george paul georp.. it's so befitting#ted tumbunity things#pg: *climbing and squirming into kawhis arms all huffy*#kawhi hugging him: did another 12 year old kill you again honey .#pg: i DON'T WANNA tALK aBouT iT#pg: ....#pg: ...yes >:[ .#kawhi: aww my poor koala bear . *kisses his tiny forehead better*#pg: clearly he was cheating. but whatever 😾 . *kisses kawhis neck then tries to reach the light but his finger is too small*#kawhi has to get it for him with a chuckle
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ITS BEEN A FUCKING WEEK. PASS THE DETRITUS
#howling#had a lvl 1 trauma at abt 720#which sucks but we were managing fine#call er back at 750 as protocol to ask if theyve transfused and if theyll need more and to make sure they have a t&s ordered#secretary confirms that both units were transfused + they wont be needing more (lol) + a type and screen WAS drawn just not ordered yet#ok cool. all i have to do is wait for the specimen so i can crossmatch the units#im chilling in bloodbank doing bloodbank things#meanwhile. er calls the front desk (blood bank has a separate phone line. they specifically called the lab line instead)#lab assistant takes the call (like normal). theyre not sure what er said exactly but theyre planning to transfer the patient somewhere#and mentioned 'something like mpp???'#midnight tech was upfront and overheard. immediately asked if they meant MTP#lab assistant wasnt sure but said she had asked if er wanted to talk to blood bank (aka me) and they said no#both the assistant and the tech assumed that they DIDNT actually mean mtp because that would be fucking bonkers#if they casually mention it to a lab assistant and NOT FUCKING BLOOD BANK#and i didnt hear about this phone call until like maybe an hour or two later btw#anyways. yeah no they called an MTP#thats always fucking awful but they DID bring down the t&s partway thru#patient had no history and the only other specimens on file were drawn at the same time#so i order a confirmatory type to make things easier later on. it needs to be drawn by either the nursing team or by a lab assistant#screen is negative so at least we only need to do an immediate spin crossmatch on everything#we get all the units emergency issued + the platelets are ordered and issued normally after the t&s is done since it doesnt need a xmatch#er cancels the mtp. theyve transfused 6 out of the 8 units we sent them. two remaining units being sent to or#or is told directly that the mtp was canceled and that theyd need to call a new one if things escalate again#ok. things are calming down. its fine. i got all the xmatches done and theyre all compatible which is great#we get in a delivery from arc of platelets bringing us back up to 6 on the shelf (we need 5 on hand tomorrow morning for an open heart)#(at this point i find out about the phone call i mentioned earlier)#i get a call from or. my heart sinks immediately#or nurse says they need 2 rbcs and 2 platelets and theyre sending someone down RIGHT NOW to pick it up#we still hadnt gotten that confirmatory btw#im too stunned to say anything else so i just go ok. and hang up
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#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/#but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment#i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating#there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2#months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it#not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him#in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to.#until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if#he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone#and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think#there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy#your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you)#and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly#so last night#i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text.#i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart#until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent#that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real#did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart#and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about#and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in#which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever#it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.#just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the#reason that he went away on me.#im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying#not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me#that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest.#and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs#he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am
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customers have a problem with me WITHOUT bringing my gender into it challenge. difficulty Impossible apparently
#after calling me very rude#and saying i shouldnt be rude as a manager- or to her because she’s ‘much older than me’ (ok)#she said she took photos of me ‘fluffing my hair’ to send to corporate#because apparently fidgeting with my hair while DOING MY JOB#means that i’m soooo obviously not too busy that i cant totally abandon my post that i HAVE to stay at#to go do a totally different job!#and then when she found a manager to talk to#she pointed right at me lol WITHIN my line of sight#so i was cheeky and waved which like ok i shouldn’t have done that bc it escalated it a little#but then- in front lf this other manager- is like#‘but if i say what im thinking and like what are you a boy or a girl or a whatever then its gonna be a whole other thing huh’#aka saying ‘im not allowed to be like wtf is your gender without it being a discrimination issue then huh isnt that unfair’#or whatever#and it was like. what the fuck does that have to do with me being apparently rude#this is the kind of shit i have to deal with lmao
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my mom found the thing that started the fight that got me kicked out. so i was right. in my fantasies this happens and it’s great in real life im gonna jump her
#personal#now i gotta call amazon like no sorry my mom looked again and found it#it’s happened to me i get it. you look everywhere and it’s just not there#but oh my god. i was like shit did i send it??? i only remember the other camera? i only remember that one in there#then it’s like well maybe i did take it on accident#and then i was like am i getting so high all the time again that i sent it too???? and don’t remember? that’s pathetic mm#so i called them and god hard to find their number but call and get a note put in the system like hey might have done an oppsie#and that took forever and i did it next day after the fight bc i did feel bad#which was at workkkk 😔#now i gotta call them back nutssssss#also getting my dads ashes separated for my siblings#which either need to do flex time to do that or take day off#which i’ve been doing a lot like hey im sick!#hey! my house got broken into!!#hi again!!! it happened again!!!!#luckily one was a mental health day so ur boys only called out twice yeahhhhhhh#but anyway honestly just happy i let them know the urn situation is 100% on you#said nicer#but i was like hey if u have one just send it to me or the cremation place has some just see if u like any#and i’ll see if it’s easier to pay online or give it to me and i pay them#but urns easily 100 bucks if not more. granted looked at metal before wood but still. ain’t noooooooooooooo way#if it was like. 20 bucks i could see myself being like okay ill fork it over and deliver the goods (dad)#and i’ll rant this everytime but especially when i asked about this when we were funeral planning and before i got them and got told to#basically shut up. no. that trip was super hard didn’t wanna have to do it a couple times#i remember i came home with dad sobbing he was buckled in and i got him out and was just holding him#and i let everyone know hey dads home he’s safe#and i’m distraught holding my dad but distraught and talking to him#and first thing my brother says is when can we get some of the ashes too?#no asking me hey. u alright? no im happy dads home safe nothing just. sooooo#oh i could have killed i could have KILLED.
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BLOG WIDE MEME CALL?? just REPLY TO THIS POST and let me know which of my muses you want things from, i’ll send them your way. as many as you want. or you can just LIKE THIS POST for a random assortment of them sent your way.
if also a multimuse, you can lemme know which muse(s) of yours you want things for, otherwise they’ll be left open for you to pick! open to any and all mutuals, whether we’ve interacted before or not.
#(( ooc. ))#meme call ( random )#gotta go tidy the kitchen and call it a night#got a buncha stuff in the queue and will get it started either tomorrow or the next day??? once i get more in there#but replies are coming. just slow.#anyway hmu if you want memes! will send 'em either tonight after i'm done cleaning a little bit#or asap in the AM if i end up conking out too quick tonight
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i think ichi would still go into work while suffering from *gameritis and hes so brave for that he's so committed
#snap chats#*aka playing videogames too much to the point of his wrist hurting from pushing the buttons so much#aka. me LMAOO OWWW OWIE OUCH VIDEOGAMES ARE SUPPOSED TO BE FUN NOT PAIN#the alternative is him calling arakawa at like 8AM in pain and shit all 'boss... im real sorry... i wont be able to make it today...'#and then instead of ichi like. Dying it's just cause dragon quest 6 came out and he binged all of it over the weekend#CRYING at the thought arakawa keeping up with videogame releases just to know when to esp look after ichi#like Hey Totally Unrelated Don't Think About It But I Got Someone To Cover You This Weekend.... that kinda b ☠️☠️#and then its like Oh Wow New Game Coming Out Friday What Luck :))) ☠️☠️☠️#sometimes he'll put his foot down dont worry.... theres SOME limits to how lenient arakawa can be....#n e way. i cant feel my thumb and my tendon feels funky.. so i am no longer playing games and i am Doing My Job....#luckily my drawing wrist isnt affected but still.. lmao..#im almost done with the sketches for them so then i can just send those off to my commissioners and then ima do a quick lil doodle#either that or ill sketch a comic... tho whenever i do that i end up never doing them..#might convert it to a fic but anyway back to work
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got ghosted by sticker printing company 😔😔😔very sad
#o(-(#s s tick i es (tearful)#just to clarify its not like they took my money and dipped nah i havent made the order yet#i just sent them a question if theyd be able to print it and they said ye just to make the cut lines in vector#so i replied with my attempt asking if they can use it like this or if it needs to be diff (i just transformed the lines from raster)#so prolly not usable so i said if they cant use it that id pay the fee for them to do it#and then i havent heard from them back jhsdkfsd#and like its been more than a week and the first reply from them was sent the day after so..#so idk if they just missed my mail or if they just said fuck you in particular actually we dont want to deal with you hahhajh#like the wait would make sense if they were making the cut lines....but they wouldnt just jump into it without informing me first right#that makes no sense#oh well#ue ue ue#and no im already too embarrassed i cant send them another mail asking whats up#and i cant also act like nothing happened and fix the lines from scratch and just order it from their site without asking more info#cuz.... i still dont know how they want the files to look ITS NOT EXPLAINED ANYWHERE#like do u want svg file with layers or do u want two separate pdfs I DON KNOOooooo#sigh#i could call them and pretend to be rando just interested in possible future order asking how its done hahaa nothing to do with me#head in hands 😔🤡 this is so embarrassing#and any other local stickie printing places dont spark joy this one was perfect in placement and everything#usually i wouldnt have the courage to pursue this any longer but i REALLY want those stickers hashadk#on one hand...anxiety.. on the other stickies 💞💓😊#we'll see which one will win xD#cheerio now#i just reread this and i would like to reiterate i am a wholeass adult ok im just disaster ok i swear im not a child please hajahj#my social anxiety is just unparalleled ✨#ok bye now lol
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how come these fictional characters i have created have such a chokehold on me
#remember this show i was writing about an international school in an alternative world??? well today i wrote a bit more#i'm nearly done with season 1 i'm thinking i could post it here when i'm done with it. it'll be in the form of blurbs for episodes i think#no fully written episodes cause i don't know how to do it and it's too much work#but yeah 🥺 i love my blorbo sons and daughters#i was inspired to do this after watching sex education so you can imagine the vibe of the show#i could talk about the blorbos for hours#if you want to send asks about it please do!!!!#the main character is called adewa and i love her very much#there's basically a girl group and a boy group. both of 3 people each#and they are the main core of the show#so the girl group is adewa from nigeria gracie from england and genca from albania#and the boy group is mo from south sudan (adewa's li) daudi from west tanzania and doweiya from nauru#there's more characters but those are the core#for example this last bit i wrote centered about thiri (genca's gf)#who is from kawthoolei (idk if that's written correctly. it's where the karen people live)
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the way it took me like 6 hours to send 4 more prompts today says a lot tbh
#that I haven't been able to stick to the original 'one paragraph' plan for one#that I'm feeling way too self conscious and critical of my writing lately for another#granted I've been doing stuff in between sending them but my GOD the amount I've been cancelling ideas#bc I decide they aren't good enough#and then still sit there after I send stuff like 'idk maybe that wasn't interesting or enough to work with'#SMH the mental health has been taking a toll on me but I'm trying to fight through#I'M NOT DONE FOR THE NIGHT I still have like 3 or 4 left to send and I'd like to do that tonight rather than tomorrow#but yeah all that being said if I send u smth for my inbox call and u'd like smth else pls just lmk 💜#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.#tbd.
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need to talk in the tags abt bcs for a second ...
#better call saul spoilers#spoiler warning seriously!!!#anyways#now.#while i have sooooome issues with how lalo's death was handled i feel like everythin in that regard has already been wrung dry#like a) good bc it shows the only way lalo could be beat was through a literal shot in the dark#b) lalo's showboating was the reason for his death#c) underwhelming end bc he had no plot armour and it wouldnt make sense to keep him alive so last-ditch effort to tie off loose ends#but one thing i havent seen anyone mention (though i dont tend to peruse fandom spaces so maybe i just missed it)#is the parallels with the old slippin jimmy scams#MAYBE I AM READING TOO FAR INTO IT but what else is media for but me doing exactly that#i wouldnt think it had it not been for the shot of just his legs#which is the most evocative shot of that whole sequence#mirroring marco's feet sticking out from behind that dumpster#lalo pulled off his of convincing gus he had been killed during the hit#but you can only come back from the dead so many times my friend! im sure that's not the first time he's done it#and yet on death's door despite not getting the revenge he was seemingly willing to do anything for#he is smiling and clearly enjoying himself#it's fun for him!!! the hunt is fun and knowing he almost got away with every single thing he had tried was exhilirating!!!#knowing gus only got the upper hand because he was a coward who prepared for lalo's return after sending ppl out to do his dirty work!!#also something abt lalo dying in that fashion... ohhhh i KNOW he's a ghost. i know a creature like that could never truly die...#i hope he haunted gus til the day he died. i hope gus knew lalo essentially provided the trigger for his demise as well!!#every time gus goes down to the laundry superlab he just sees lalo's dead fuckin eyes staring up at him from a dark corner#anyways... had to yell for a bit#tumblr messed up my tags but it's cool it's chill#brbabcs ramblings
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turned the last of my internship work in over a week late when I had more than enough time to complete it but anyways...I'm done (hopefully)
#never turned in my 2 week notice but i hope my internship mentor understands that im DONE!!!!!!!!!#he still needs to send my prof his final eval of me too....scawy.........#i hope he isnt disappointed w me i fought for my life throughout this internship im done....and also i want my last check i never got it bc#the weather has prevented us from working & also the one day they worked i called in sick🧍♂���#anyways give me my facking money!!!!#also....im gonna go outside later to buy cat food from the mini mart & try to find the black cat i saw the other day#when my bff & her bf were driving my drunk hypothermic ass home after we went drunk sledding#saur funny they stopped the car when we saw it & i opened the door to call out to it & they yelled at me for it 😭😭#her bf agreed it look rlly young though :(( a baby.....#i want a cat so bad im literally going to snatch this cat up & buy it whatever it needs w the money i dont have#i need the emotional support....#*looked#dl
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Dentist today. Crying screaming and throwing up
#this should not be happening to me!!!!!!#he only has a short appointment available so i think they’re just going to slap some composite on it and send me on my way#which…… fine. i don’t care anymore#i just don’t want to be in pain#in a way i’m kind of relieved because it means my friend can’t come over#i’m trying to help her with something but all of the dates she has for when stuff happened are pretty wrong according to my records#(which i trust because they come from stuff like timestamped images and phone call logs)#(whereas hers come from her going ‘well i think THIS happened after THAT but i’m not sure so i’ll just ascribe a random date to it’)#and also i feel like she’s trying to twist some of her recollections so that they back up HER recollections#but sometimes it’s totally unrelated but she Wants it to be related so she’s trying to claim i heard something i couldn’t have heard#i had to tell her like 3 times that i wasn’t in the country on this date i was supposed to be at her house#so it’s all just really frustrating#so yeah she wanted to come over here and complain and i was like no this is the last thing i need#i’m trying to redo my nails for god’s sake#oh my nail polish came off in the bath lol 🥲#like fully peeled. never had that happen before#i do think it was a combination of things. 1) used a dodgy old sally hansen strengthener on my bare nails#2) next layer was a holo taco base coat which always seem to be a Bit peely#even if not actually a peely base#3) i only had a thin layer of mooncat polish on. just 2 coats#4) top coat was glossy taco. my polish had been on maybe an hour and i proceeded to get in the bath and submerge myself#it was a ridiculously hot bath too so i’m not surprised my polish lifted#but now i need to paint my nails again and i need to get to the dentist and then i need to get some work done this afternoon#i don’t have time to explain that i was not here in february 2021#personal
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thought gloria would be mad @ me when i got home for being away so long but she was sooooo HAPPY popped right in my hand my lil queen i love her sososoooo much 😭😭😭
#stream#i was PANICKING bc i accidentally left the camera on privacy mode for a day like i pushed the button on accident bc she don’t get privacy#unless i’m home bc the camera will usually pick me up walking by her cage & i get excited like IS SHE AWAKE :D but no it’s just me + it#records & i don’t want that eating away the memory#like it records 20sec or so bursts of activity & it makes me smile bc it sends an alert to my phone & i can pop it open & watch her run :3c#she’s soooo baby she’s such a good girl omg i’m so glad i got her out of her old cage(s)#bc honestly 1 was working fine for her when she was BABY BABY but after like 3 months i had to get another BADLY bc she just i KNEW didn’t#have enough room but that was soooo big after i connected the 2 & i don’t think she enjoyed it too kuch#i definitely didn’t like it bc it was a pain in the ass to move around but now i’ve the ikea diy that i need to finish soon but it’s#pretty much done i just need to form a better chicken wire lid & then get the what u call em#WALLPAPER attached + i saw on the hamster subreddit who put little picture frames on the walls of their diy cage & had little pics which i#thought was BRILLIANT like idk imagine minecraft picture frame in size#obviously small#well idk i just literally assume minecraft people are like the size of hamsters alrdy like they’re not human height they’re hamster height#so everything u have is u know … hamster height so u gotta imagine that what u will the size
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trying to get more holter monitor patches and get my echocardiogram scheduled today because no one ever called me like they were supposed to last week but continuing to get transferred to the physicians office with a promise that they’ll answer … and no answer
#🍄.txt#that second one was immediate without the voicemail message too wtf. did someone hang up on me??#i think an order was sent in for more patches but i didn’t even get to ask about the sensitive skin option#which fine. whatever. it is what it is i actually give up#but i need to get this thing scheduled girl. i went in on wednesday and was told i’d get a call after lunch#why is the scheduling person telling me oh! we got the order on friday!#i could’ve just scheduled then and there but she’s not sure if i should go before or after time with the monitor is up#which even if i did go with it on i’d have to take it off anyway#and how many more patches are they sending me?? it’s just a waste#i’m tempted to just call her back and schedule but she said she messaged the drs assistant to give me a call and explain what to do#with that info let me just schedule after i’m done seriously i don’t want to waste a patch i literally don’t have#i’m so tired
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