#I overthink every little detail
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THANK YOU!!! I’m so glad I’m not the only one who thinks this!!!!
Idk if it’s me overanalyzing it but,, something else w the scroll is how it was able to kinda predict MKs Big Boi form, even tho it was something we never saw before the special. The scroll is meant to replay PAST mistakes, but it keeps pointing out MK’s “destiny”… his future. Like this is so so weird to me.
Admittedly there are differences, but they are SO SIMILAR. Like Ink one,, almost feels like it IS trying to scare MK away from becoming a bad guy,, preventing what his “destiny” is. HOW DOES THE SCROLL KNOW????
A "MK is Related to the Underworld Somehow. Probably." List With Commentary (And I Consider it Evidence for EAMK)
(1x08 Skeleton Key)
(LIKE CAN I PLEASE HAVE AN EXPLANATION FOR THIS SCENE. CAN I PLEASE HAVE AN EXPLANATION??? WHAT. WHY. WHY WOULD YOU EVEN GIVE HIM THE KEY IN THE FIRST PLACE.)
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(1x08 Skeleton Key)
(Idiot boy putting the skeleton key in his ear.)
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(2x03 Pig Pong Panic)
(MK + Bones. Never a good sign)
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(2x05 Minor Scale)
(Is this perhaps just LBD trying to take control of MK? Maybe. Is it also really weird how her powers interact with MK in general? For sure!)
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(2x06 Game on)
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(2x07 Shadow Play)
(Number one: The Lady Bone Demon wasn't here to provoke this, number two: MK using "blue vision" to see his friend's fate inside the lantern is equally strange!)
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(2x09 72 Transformations)
(Again, could very well be LBD trying to take control of MK here—however, it doesn't seem like she's trying to do much of anything to MK in this scene, as she's focused on spider queen. So it weirds me out and goes into this post!)
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(3x03 Smartie Kid)
(So, if the stuff in s2 was LBD affecting MK then I get it. BUT THEN WHY HAVE MORE BLUE EYES IN S3 AFTER LBD HAS ALREADY "TAKEN" MK'S POWERS AND THE STAFF. Genuinely want to know what this was meant to imply.)
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(3x12 The Corrupted King)
(LBD HAS ALREADY POSSESSED WUKONG HERE. Wukong and the Mech alone was spreading her too thin. She certainly wasn't attempting to posses MK here—so what was happening?)
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(4x01 Familiar Tales)
(The scroll ink touches MK not once, but twice this episode and it doesn't ensnare MK. The scroll touches Monkey King once and this is what happens to him: )
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(4x02 Familiar Tales)
(The scroll's ink emanates from MK, which I thought was crazy at first BUT IT THEN HAPPENS AGAIN IN 4x11)
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(4x03 The Great Tang Man)
(Soooo we see a vision of an all inked up MK, then we see the stone cracking, then we see a shot of the curse from 4x02, and THEN MK turns Tang Sanzang's golden power blue, a color associated with both LBD and the underworld in general. HM.)
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(4x06 Show Me the Monster)
(There's no hair flip so it's not MK, so it would make me think that this is an ink version of SWK next to the stone. It's weird so I'm including it!)
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(4x06 Show Me the Monster)
(So. Ink blotting out the sun, something MK/SWK are often associated with, and then pouring out of the cracked stone, which we just learned MK was born from. And then the curse takes MK's form. I'm tripping over my own conspiracy board here.)
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MK: "You're not my friend—you're NOT me!" Curse MK: "Sure I am! I'm your best friend, well, closest at least! I know more about you than you'll even admit—to yourself, or to others."
(4x07 Pitiful Creatures)
(The curse claiming it's a part of MK is weird! The curse looking like MK in it's most weakened state is also weird! It's all weird!)
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(4x08 The Brotherhood)
(Absolutely no reason for a weird teal smudge to be there, and yet)
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(4x11 A Lifetime of Mistakes)
(BOOM. SCROLL EMANATING FROM MK AGAIN.)
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(4x11 A Lifetime of Mistakes)
(The broken memories flickering in the scroll are very similar to the way MK flickers in and out of monkey form: )
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(4x13 Rip and Tear)
(Scroll ink touches MK again and he does not become imprisoned inside it again. The scroll at the very least has no affect on the boy)
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And I think for now that wraps up this post!
#like Macaque said#it looks like there’s set choices but if you look at it deeper there’s so many more paths#paraphrasing obviously don’t remember exactly what he said#like his kaiju form could very easily have been the destruction of the universe#idk the scroll messing with MK as jt is fucks w me#how did he not get sucked into it?#why is the ink cursed mk form thing talking to him like this#like wtf is going on#I think about this show so so much#I overthink every little detail#but that’s fine#lmk#lmk mk#mk#lmk season 4#lmk season 4 spoilers#lmk season 4 special#lmk season 4 special spoilers
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#a doodley#had such a horrible time trying to draw tonight how do i draw (faces) nearly every day and i still dont get it.#realized rn that ive forgotten how to draw like tops/backs of heads but i look at art from months ago and see that i never actually knew#i want to be more loose with my stuff but then it comes out looking Bad Bad instead of good bad#i dont get it and it never sticks and im so ashamed.....!#im so ashamed.... there's ppl making masterpieces in between studying to become doctors and im here#with all the free time in the world. from birth to present. and it's never gotten any better. despite any of it#everything i learn just turns to dust in time and idk how i want my art to look and i hate that it looks like me and has too much Me.#that's why it sucks i bet#im going to bed before i tear my hair out over not being able to draw#it's deteriorated so much more over the years bc now i overthink every little detail. how do i let go. AND make it look good.
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transgender Seth Lowell. you agree
#zzz#zenless zone zero#zzz seth#seth zzz#seth lowell#zzz art#sketch#trying not to overthink every little detail on this piece (as usual)#anyways!! new brainrot just dropped. of course I'm obsessed with the autistic catboy when am i not
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I'm kind of tired of seeing posts about loneliness being caused by sitting alone in your room or not going out on daily walks because I never feel more lonely than in the middle of the crowd, when I am surrounded by all the "normal" people that look at me the weird way, that could have been my friends or lovers if only I was more like them. When I don't see them, I don't even think of such things and they remind me of all these things. When I'm alone I have the best company – me.
#i start feeling the worst when i leave the house and its not social anxiety i used to think so but no i dont mind talking to people like ofc#it is stressful but i can even talk to strangers when i have to and such things and i quite enjoy it sometimes#so its not social anxiety im just not a part of humanity sorry#i feel so out of place like im behind a glass wall and like im copying normal people's behaviors#i even get stressed about the way i sit on the tram... do i look normal do people stare at me do i sit straight do i sit like a boy#should i close my legs should i move a little do i look like an alien? lmao i hate overthinking every singe detail#of my performance and i hate that it is a performance to me#posted by me
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i'm starting to get a bit of anxiety about my tattoo appointment 😫 (and it's not for another 21 days)
it's all over dumb stuff too. i'm not worried about the tattoo itself or the pain.
i'm anxious over stuff like tipping. do you tip tattoo artists? how much do you tip? a percentage or a set amount? is $100 too much? too little?
how long is the tattoo going to take? the artist told me we'll decide on size the day of the appointment, so i have absolutely no idea how long this appointment is gonna take. can it be done in one session? am i gonna be in there all day? it's a black & grey tattoo, the appointment is at 11:30am, and i want the tattoo to take up my entire inner forearm. would that take 2 hours? 4 hours? 6 hours? i have no idea 😫
i'm planning on bringing my bf to the appointment. he's my ride anyways since i don't drive. he's happy to sit and read the whole time. is the artist gonna find it annoying that i brought someone? or is that normal?
this is what goes on in my anxiety-ridden brain 24/7
#do i send the artist an email and ask some of these questions?? or will he find me annoying for doing that#gods my brain doesn't let me do anything without overthinking every little detail
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It's freaking ridiculous that nowadays I need energy to simply go through my likes on here
I'd go on like rampage, thinking, oh, well, I'd sort it all out later, and then that later never comes, or I'd get another like rampage, and now I'm trying to figure out where my last reblogged post was on the likes page and I've been scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and it's probably been five minutes at most, but even my resolve to fill up my queue has burnt out by now.
It's a disaster!
#honestly I hate that I do this#I could just reblog things as they go?? but nooo#I need to sort it all out and tag it properly and add small comments#and of course I can only do it on my PC because xkit#and no I can't just fill my queue from the top of my likes#because then I'd NEVER find the point where I stopped last time#me @ my brain: brother why are you doing this shit to me#could we just y'know... chill#stop overthinking every little detail and get things done???#and I hate that it requires so much energy#like COME ON it's nothing?? I'm just leisurely scrolling past the things I love??#(my brain after I take a breath that's slightly deeper than usual: ok you're out of limit. we're tired)#I'm just so fucking tired of being tired#sorry for the rant ig
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getting told my professional emails are like fun bedtime stories that get reread & reread& reread by the people i send them to bcs they're always apparently very long(😦😦😦😦), humorous(?!?!??), charming(??), & never have a sequel bcs i do not respond after sending one 😦
#being that one kid who got in trouble for writing off the lines of a written test segment haunts me. literally haunts me#it's not a flex actually bcs there were times in english where i would write more pages for an essay#and get a 95 while someone who wrote it a day before and hit the min word requirement got a 97#LIKE!!!#IT'S . A CURSE.#NOT BEING ABLE TO CONDENSE OR CONFORM IS A CURSEEEEEEEE#DO U THINK I LIKE OVERTHINKING AND OVERACHIEVING THINGS????#NO!!!! I DONT!!!!!#i havespent HOURS on smthing like emails that shouldve been SECONDS#IIIIIII!!!! DONTNKNOW WH Y!!#AND THEN ALL ILL GET BACK IS okay. thank you ted. LIKE JUST SAY U THINK I HAVE RABIES OR SMTHING#i WISH i was into math i WISH i was GENUINELY into SCIENCE! WHY WORDS WHY WORDS NO ONE EVEN CARES ABT WORDS!!!#ARGHHHHHHH I HAT E VALUING EFFECIENCY THEN BEING UNABLE TO DO THINGS IN AN EFFECIENT MANNER TO oTHERS!!!#mY brain THINKS it's being effecient by HYPEREXPLAINING EVERY LITTLE DETAIL THAT IT HAS CONSIDERED TO BE POTENTIALLY CONFUSING IF ABANDONED#IT T HiNKS!! it's HELPING!!#MY BROTHER IN BRAiN! YOU ARE NoT HELPING!!!! YOU ARE GIVING PEOPLE DRY EYES & FATIGUE!!#ARGH! ARGK!#EVERY WHERE I GO IM COMEDY#and i HATE.IT.#BCS IT'S NOT THE COMEDY I CAN CONTROL#life is a sick comedy of underlying helplessness and we're all lear's jesters in the end in the end in the#anyways.#im glad they find it funny#at least
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Incoming very personal overthinking about prom events and gay panic
Soooo DUCKKKKK okay there were such long moments at prom where I felt like we were about to kiss. But I panicked too much and kept looking away and got so scared that if we really kissed, I would mess things up. I was so nervous but it wasn’t even about the people around us- the only thing on my mind was her and the kiss. First kiss at prom I’d thought of that many times while waiting for prom to finally arrive but I just couldn’t… I couldn’t make it happen and now my mind is clouded with it and I can’t focus and oh my god I want to talk to her about it in real life right this instant. I want to talk to her about it, I want to tell her how I felt and ask if I really did read things wrong. Or I want her to laugh and tell me I was silly for overthinking it so much. I just want to tell her that I really did want that kiss. Duckduckduck I wish I didn’t have things on tomorrow I WISH I didn’t need to rush off, I wish we had all the time in the world to settle down and just talk. Talk about feelings. Talk about silly little moments we’ve had with each other. Talk about what was going through our minds behind those little moments.
I almost kissed her on the forehead. I was thinking, if I can’t kiss her on the lips, I can at least do this. But I couldn’t. And I ended up doing nothing. Is she moving too fast for me? Or am I moving too slow for us? So many ducking thoughts and so little ducking time to ponder and to fret and to talk to her about it.
I can’t with being an aromantic in love.
#too aroace for this#or maybe I’m just terrible at reading social cues#I overthink every little detail and dismiss things too because oh I’m definitely overthinking about overthinking those tiny details#I can’t believe I’m even thinking about kissing someone in the first place#I don’t usually have these thoughts what the duck has happened to me#aromantic#asexual#aspec#mirokata posts
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The other thing that sometimes drives me crazy is people just trying to look TOO deep into inconsequential details and trying to make inferences about their meaning or why they happened when the most obvious answer is usually just Because It Is Unsettling And This Is A Horror Game.
#Like dontget me wrong I love overthinking shit but it seems like people who talk about horror games sometimes forget that the experience of#playing the game is equally if not more important than every little detail serving plot or characterization#relevance and tying the narrative together.#People bringing shit like that up on the subreddit in like 2017 when we were all rotting and wallowing in a dead franchise#was one thing but in this video essay economy where everyone thinks they're the king of media analysis.... its so over
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Anyway I listened to cccc again so u know what that means. Abnormal time
#its been a few months. it was really nice to hear it again#but naturally. now i must overthink every little detail <3 bc autism#💜
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i don't work for three days in a row and i'm suddenly afraid that i won't be able to do anything and i'll have forgotten everything when i go in on friday
#i'm a little silly i think#begging myself to let me relax#it's FINE#we don't need to overthink every little detail#it's making bagels and coffee it will be okay#is there a name for when you start a new job and you just keep going and going for a month#and then you go away for a few days and as long as you're away you're fine#but when you get home you suddenly have this fear#😬#i think it's also because i might be asked to be team leader and the thing is. i Want to be. i feel ambition for the first time#it's fucking scary
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i have been out as trans for a while and have gotten pretty used to my body and how i live my life. but every now and then my dysphoria hits me so hard out of nowhere and i feel like i'm completely pre transition again. every little thing about me is getting on my nerves and i can't stop overthinking how i look and how my body is.
#i fear im going crazy. dysphoria is actually insane rn.#trans#transgender#struggling rn because. i can't wear a binder. and so i've been taping. but my chest is Bad right now and i can't tape for a little bit.#it's my fault. im stupid. i wont go into detail because it doesn't matter but. i cant tape for a little bit.#so im painfully aware of my chest. and its making me painfully aware of every other thing about me.#anyway that's all#noah's nightly overthinking post <3
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Okay this is SO niche and I feel like this'll only make sense to me but hear me out.
So I'm totally on the 1d/little mix/5sos to kpop pipeline (still very into all three of those groups btw) and I'm like obsessed with Boys Planet ATM and like, maybe this is just 2015 brainrot at work or smth
But haobin are so Jade/Niall coded and like there's layers to this it's not apparent until you overthink it
Cuz, like anyone who was there during the heyday of 1D and Little Mix will remember how both groups were marketed as direct counterparts to each other
And the fact that Niall had a hilariously obvious crush on Jade in the early days and tweeted about her in a way that only a teenage boy with an all-encompassing crush could ever do.
Everyone vote Little Mix. Jade is such a little cutie (or smth like that)
And whenever LM were asked who their favourite member of 1D was Jade would often say Niall because she thought he was cute.
And like, I don't think they were ever forced to do this, like I think they were genuinely friends who quite liked each other.
But marketing like jumped on it and suddenly their whole thing became
DIRECTIONERS IF YOU LOVE NIALL YOU'LL LOVE JADE and vice versa
And like even interviewers would compare them like
"Niall, isn't Jade like Little Mix's version of you?"
And like so many fans (including myself and I'm not ashamed) ate that shit up and we'd all go insane whenever they like stood in the same room
And I dunno there's just like a 🤌🤌🤌 about Hanbin and Zhang Hao's dynamic that like resurrected the 2015 Jiall shipper in me and she was like "Oh. Oh yeah, this is familiar. This has happened before"
#i can go into heavy detail#and i will#but yeah this kinda turned into marketing analysis sorry abt that#i mean hanbin clearly an jade type#i mean mother thirlwall serves cvnt every waking moment#so what else do you expect#also ive decided to make Ricky Zayn in this comparison#but do you get the point i'm trying to make here#or am i just insane#*sigh* jiall the iconic 1d/lm couple that never was#jiall#one direction#little mix#boys planet#bp999#haobin#stop overthinking#get some sleep#cerys rambles
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guess who has two thumbs and is very clearly at the start of a depressive episode but also has to finish out this semester without totally breaking down…
#idk why the last two days have just been fucking rough mentally#and I’m doing that thing where I’m overthinking every little detail of my day#it also doesn’t help that I’ve been dizzy for the last few hours so I feel like I was just trash at practicum today#anyway someone please come run me over with a truck or something#ALSO#please don’t worry I’m fine and just being dramatic
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thoughts /neg
#hate being a chronic overthinker because every little detail drives me insane#every little gift. every little compliment. every little reaction#it feels strange#i dont care for the actual possessions. i just want to be noticed. to be listened to.#why bother talking to me when you’ll just talk to someone else the moment they appear#in every hangout im just excluded because i wasnt present in the spontaneous chat. i wouldnt understand the context of the hangout#how do i feel so bothered and so disgusted at how selfish i am for being bothered at the same time#i normally dont care but when i start to overthink it all and i start drawing imaginary lines i just cant stop#why do i do this to myself when i already know its pointless#what’s the point of being happy if i cant be happy by myself#what is doing things for myself anymore#where does my opinion start and blindly agreeing to yours begin#i just rather you come to my face and tell me you hate my guts straight up because at least i dont have to double guess myself all the time#sorry for this random rant saturday is not my day huh#vent
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okay enough reblogging. what i originally opened tumblr for was to complain about being totally paralyzed by indecision because i have no idea what i want my restaurant theme to be in animal crossing happy home paradise. so.
augh i have no idea what i want my theme to beeeeee
maybe i'll just do like. a garden theme? because generally speaking when in doubt i throw plants at everything because i love plants and flowers. but i feel like there's just so many more interesting or outside-the-box themes to pick for a restaurant?
also what kind of menu would that place have? i feel like menu informs design so much, like maybe i should pick a type of food and build the theme out from there? that will definitely affect the kitchen construction if not the dining hall decor but probably both. like a sushi restaurant and a breakfast diner are not going to look the same
which reminds me of one of the only hard rules i have going into this, which is that i am not going to use any of the pre-canned restaurant theme sets, like diner or sushi bar, because i want to have fun toying with an original idea and make something unique
but first. that means i need to decide what idea i am actually going to build off of. ACK
#i'm waaaay overthinking this but that's what i do when i make basically anything#this is why as much as i love naking art it could never be my job lmao#i cannot stop myself from agonizing over every detail#especially if theres little-to-no logical structure/ruleset/boundaries/hard lines etc. to follow as guidelines#the vacation home projects they all give you a theme to start with and you get to pick which theme you want to build out#but this. this#what kind of restaurant do i want to make. ack#animal crossing#acnh#animal crossing happy home paradise#achhp#personal
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