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jrueships · 11 months ago

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getting told my professional emails are like fun bedtime stories that get reread & reread& reread by the people i send them to bcs they're always apparently very long(😦😦😦😦), humorous(?!?!??), charming(??), & never have a sequel bcs i do not respond after sending one 😦

#being that one kid who got in trouble for writing off the lines of a written test segment haunts me. literally haunts me #it's not a flex actually bcs there were times in english where i would write more pages for an essay #and get a 95 while someone who wrote it a day before and hit the min word requirement got a 97 #LIKE!!!#IT'S . A CURSE.#NOT BEING ABLE TO CONDENSE OR CONFORM IS A CURSEEEEEEEE #DO U THINK I LIKE OVERTHINKING AND OVERACHIEVING THINGS????#NO!!!! I DONT!!!!!#i havespent HOURS on smthing like emails that shouldve been SECONDS #IIIIIII!!!! DONTNKNOW WH Y!!#AND THEN ALL ILL GET BACK IS okay. thank you ted. LIKE JUST SAY U THINK I HAVE RABIES OR SMTHING #i WISH i was into math i WISH i was GENUINELY into SCIENCE! WHY WORDS WHY WORDS NO ONE EVEN CARES ABT WORDS!!!#ARGHHHHHHH I HAT E VALUING EFFECIENCY THEN BEING UNABLE TO DO THINGS IN AN EFFECIENT MANNER TO oTHERS!!!#mY brain THINKS it's being effecient by HYPEREXPLAINING EVERY LITTLE DETAIL THAT IT HAS CONSIDERED TO BE POTENTIALLY CONFUSING IF ABANDONED #IT T HiNKS!! it's HELPING!!#MY BROTHER IN BRAiN! YOU ARE NoT HELPING!!!! YOU ARE GIVING PEOPLE DRY EYES & FATIGUE!!#ARGH! ARGK!#EVERY WHERE I GO IM COMEDY #and i HATE.IT.#BCS IT'S NOT THE COMEDY I CAN CONTROL #life is a sick comedy of underlying helplessness and we're all lear's jesters in the end in the end in the #anyways.#im glad they find it funny #at least

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