#I never ended up sleeping!
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Felt like I was literally going insane earlier until I realized we have paper towels.
I need therapy. And probably meds.
#from 12:30 at night to 6:30 AM i was making a cake#then 6:30 AM to 9:30 AM i was going insane in the bathroom#and then i socialized with family until sometime after 11 AM#then half fell asleep while chilling with Skye until apparently 1 or 2??#and then from 3 PM to apparently 8 PM i was going insane again#so much of my day is gone and i didn't do shit with it#and I'm still tired!#I never ended up sleeping!#or going back in VR this morning like i had planned!#i almost didn't eat!#WTF am i doing with my life?#raine's daize
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— Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
#iwtvedit#tvedit#interview with the vampire#iwtvsource#vcsource#usergif#dailyflicks#usergayppl#tusermarissa#userveronika#usermicky#userbrina#userneve#useraurore#usershelby#claudia de pointe du lac#claudia de lioncourt#claudia#mine#what is there to say except i love her so much. god#how does that ethel cain lyric go#don't think about it too hard or you'll never sleep a wink at night again#one of these days i will think about claudia/unholy family too hard and i will end up in the hospital <3
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#commander cody#the clone wars#Cody to Rex afterwards: I got this scam call from a dried up raisin looking mf#Rex: lmao yeah Ahsoka flipped him off#66 never happened Anakin got therapy Obi Wan got some damn sleep and everything ended well
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i dont think gerard talking about his bag of knives before sleep was funny silly or quirky i think it was a very real look at how he handled/is currently handling the grief he feels about his friend dying. something about wishing someone would come and hurt you so you have an excuse to kill them is like very... its grief thats so intense and violent it makes you wish you could project it onto someone else. anyways.
#me @ me: no one cares#mcr#i just saw people being like oh gerard so silly what are you EVER saying haha lolol#like it actually just struck me very hard when i heard the whole clip in context#he says at the very end that his friend fell down and went to sleep and never woke up#thats fucked and thats sad and thats what the song is about#anyways it was just bothering me. i dont think he was being silly or not making any sense#like he was hamming it up because hes on stage and he just Talks Like That#but i think that wasnt. like a funny joke. i believe that he had those thoughts wholeheartedly
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the eepening
#PRETZEL AU#i imagine that gillion lets pretzel sleep in his barrel#and then he proceeds to jump in chips bunk with a shit eating grin on his face saying they're having a sleepover#and pretzel is kinda scared to sleep on her own#so she always either ends up eeping with jay on the top bunk or squished between these idiots#and then in the morning she quietly hops in the barrel before gill wakes up#jay knows about this#chip too because she probably smacked him a dozen times when sleeping#gill doesn't have a fucking clue#but they just kinda roll with it#holy shit is that a just roll with it reference???#also i thought chip's bunk not having a safety rope is kinda on brand#he would not bother with that shit#so once in a while either he or gillion are yeeted across the quarters and they treat it like a competition#jay participated in it once and never again#she still holds the record of being rattled around the quarters the most#canon to me#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#jay ferin#chip jrwi#jrwi fnc
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THIRTY-ONE DAYS OF GHOST ⛧ DAY ONE
first song you heard — Mary On A Cross
September 1969; Papa Nihil and the beginning of the Ghost Project take to the stage at the Whiskey a Go Go club in Los Angeles, under the watchful eye of Sister Imperator. Fifty-three years later, in Tampa, Florida, Papa Emeritus the Fourth performs Mary On A Cross, unaware that he is singing the story of his parents—and that of himself.
#note: i'm aware this song is about so much more than the fictional ghost story. just really enjoying that aspect of it rn#very nearly didn't do this series because some people are a bit silly about fans who heard moac as the first song. i'm owning it sdkjcksh#it wasn't the song that made me a fan as i will show in the next post but moac slaps so hard and#if you only like moac and nothing else you're still a ghestie to me <3#not my fault i was on instagram in autumn of 2022#i was going through some stuff then and listening to clips of this pretty song on random videos was something i enjoyed#didn't know the name of it or who sung it but kept hearing it at 4am when i couldn't sleep and everything was falling apart around me#when all i could do was try to escape it until the morning#i feel a bit stupid saying this but when i listen to it now and remember hearing it back then#it's like ghost was there for me even when i didn't know it#waiting for me to find them and everything their music would teach me#until the time was right#ghost31#papa emeritus iv#the band ghost#papa nihil#sister imperator#mary on a cross#user copia edits#user copia all tag#wait for the next tags i'm also tagging:#rite here rite now spoilers#i'm emotional about their messed up little family finding each other right at the very end. they never let each other go#flashing gif#<- ig
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in honor of juno steel and the sixteen tons part 2
#more like juno steel and the episode that made me cry#no its not the sleep deprivation i swear#i do not want to see you anymore?????#juno steel#juno steel fanart#the penumbra podcast fanart#tpp fanart#the sasssss#ur honor they are not ok#if they dont end up happy i will never recover#aaaaaaaaa#ritas cackle is my favorite#balls?#pencil of rain
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Petition to get Doug Meat a dog named Wolf so that we can have both Wolf Meat and Meat Wolf in D20 canon
#its 3 am in a warehouse and I cant sleep#no but for real its 3 am and this is the only thing in my brain#dimension 20#never stop blowing up#d20#burrows end#brennan lee mulligan#doug meat#meatwolf#nsbu#meat wolf#doug meat skin
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Wasn’t feeling too well so I quickly scribbled this in magma. Now I feel myself much better
#transformers#transformers animated#tfa#tfa doodle#tfa optimus prime#tfa swiftstorm prime#tfa sari#tfa bumblebee#stormop#two tired parents accidentally fell asleep on a couch ended up sleeping till midday#the best nap they ever had#especially considering the fact that they never get enough of rest#I love them so so much…
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Wait wait, what the Loz sibling manga?
oh god i want to say it was one of the early NES promo mangas. iirc it was by mishouzaki?? it was legitimately batshit insane. they obviously hadnt figured out like. ANY lore whatsoever at that point and im not entirely sure that mishouzaki ever actually. played the game. or even read the manual. so the triforce functioned as like. a typical 80s manga space-weapon almost and zelda wore like a mech suit at one point and link experienced actual in-universe racism multiple times and at the end of the manga it's revealed that link and zelda are half-siblings because zelda's mother CHEATED ON HER HUSBAND
#'my daddy just HATES elves so he can never know that we're together' --zelda's mother in that manga genuinely for real#WHILE ACTIVELY MARRIED TO ANOTHER HUMAN MAN. BTW#link also got like kicked out of a hotel at one point for being a racial minority and then the daughter of the hotel owner like.#virgin mary-ed him and was like well you can sleep in. our stable. with the horses.#and anyway. link's dad/queen zelda's elven bootycall was named rune in the prologue of that and i liked it. so#i dont. remember where i read it actually because it's DEFINITELY never been officially translated#but it was definitely a part of the obscure zelda media research kick i got on like 1.5 years ago for the purposes of a slideshow#that ended up being over 2 hours long. it was one of the crazier manga that i found but i still think quark topp has gotta be the best#asks#update: i just googled this and the zelda wiki describes it as 'a manga following the original the legend of zelda storyline.'#which. may i be the first to say. no the fuck it does not#that manga is legend of zelda in that there are characters named link and zelda in it. it doesnt even PRETEND to follow the game plot
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the dude-dles
(some warmup doodles of the B.E.N.T)
↓full page ↓
this shitheads own the only hammer capable of shattering my art block
#B.E.N.T#bad end ninja turtles#2012 donnie#mutant apocalypse#tmnt mutant apocalypse#tmnt 2012#tmnt 2003#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt future leo#the last ronin#tmnt au#2003 raph#same as it never was raph#I cannot wait to showcase all their dynamics#I just need to get the comics out of my word doc and onto a canvas#always up to hearing doodle requests for these guys as well!! If you got one hand it over#okay i go sleep now because I gotta be up and about in four hours
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i didn’t do it, i didn’t do it for love; what did i do it for?
[sequel piece to kill the sparrow]
#sleep token#sleep token art#sleep token vessel#sleep token ii#sleep token fanart#bygone art#blood#blood tw#death#death tw#ask to tag#<- idk what warnings are appropriate for this exactly#but yeah. please please please read the fic it has more context#for those who did:#at the end of the day in this timeline the cycle doesn't end. not with them#vessel ends up on the other end of the blade. he knew he would. he has known from the beginning#and it still hurts#not getting his throat slit; he has come to terms with that. it's who's holding the dagger to his neck#the one before was a stranger to him; still not easy to kill but easier when you feel nothing for them#ii is a friend. a bandmate. the closest person in vessel's whole life and he has to die by his hands#it isn't easy to let go. for either of them. but holy duty stands above any feelings they may have.#there's no vessel now; just a lifeless body that housed sleep once and never will again#there is no ii either. a new vessel now stands reborn#he is without a name but his new purpose is grander than he'll ever be#his demise laid out right in front of him#slumped at his feet#okay enough writing in the tags alex i hope you shit yourself (very affectionate)#sparrowverse#bygone lore
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*me immediately after going through a terrifying and traumatic experience* haha yeah I guess it was rough but I'm fine now like I'm totally chill. It was kinda funny actually if you think about it
#GUESS WHO GOT A PIERCING INFECTION SO BAD OVERNIGHT SHE HAD TO RUSH TO THE HOSPITAL#AND GET SURGERY TO REMOVE IT BC THE METAL WAS BURROWING ITSELF INSIDE HER LIP#yep that was meee :3#man. it sounds so silly now. like that probably shouldn't have made me panic nearly as much as it did#but you have to understand at the time it was terrifying#I noticed my lip was a bit swollen earlier in the night but I was like ok it's probably nothing serious#I put some ice on it hoping it would be back to normal after I got some sleep#then I woke up at like 5:30 AM with my lip super swollen and my lip piercing literally burying itself inside my flesh#I tried pushing it back out a bit and blood and pus started coming out so yk I started panicking#so I went upstairs and I asked my mom to drive me to the hospital#luckily we have free healthcare in brazil and the hospital was basically empty(this was on sunday)#but when I got there they told me the doctor wouldn't arrive until 8AM and it was like 6:45 at that point#so I REALLY started panicking 🫠 bc I could feel like the piercing kept burying itself more deeply like#I felt like the skin inside my lip was going to close around it and I was terrified bc I had no idea what to do#and I was scared it might make things worse#but all I could do was sit there and wait and so I started having a panic attack#luckily my mom was there with me the whole time so at least I didn't feel alone#and then I just. waited for it to end. and then tried to keep myself distracted until the doctor got there#I got treated by military doctors! sjdjcjck the army has been giving additional support for hospitals in my city#bc of the floods some health units are currently closed and demand got higher so they needed extra support there#so an army doctor performed my surgery(inside an army tent no less ajfjjfkf maybe not ideal but. functional)#he was so nice?? like probably the calmest most careful doctor I've ever been treated by#I still had a bit of a nervous breakdown again after the surgery but that was bc I'd never been through something like that before#I got anesthesia obvs but I still felt the tug when he cut into my skin to remove the piercing and did my stitches#so my mind started cooking up all these horrible scenarios of how everything could go wrong and I was gonna die#cried on the doctor's table. 👍🏻 awesome#but he and his assistant were super nice about it she even offered me a hug#but anyway in the end I finally calmed down and got some medication#now I'm all stitched up with my little bloated lip eating soup out of a straw 👍🏻 but I'm ALIVE and I'm just glad it's all over fjjvjkf#sleep.txt
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Shama
#fanart#art#digital art#i made this instead of sleeping#crossover#gravity falls#billford#does this count as billford even if they kill each other?#toxic yaoi#ford pines#dipper pines#mabel pines#instead of a clothing swap like the og mv it’d be like bill posses ford and then that leaves dipper/stan (??) to shoot him out of fear#book of bill#vocaloid#shama#Kilmer#nilfruits#idk about the shooting part#the og mv has a theme of loyalty and I think it makes sense for either one of them to do because it goes along with the loyalty theme#Clay (Ford) loved her coworkers but ended up leaving them for kalmia (bill) who never loved her and saw her more as a dog
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You know how some kids say stuff that freak out their parents like “the man in the corner doesn’t like that” and there’s no one there
or how most kids just stand in the doorway of a room at night for no reason besides waiting for their parents to wake up so they can ask a question but it can be really creepy and freak the parents out
That kind of thing but mostly the second one because I think that’s more common in kids
(previous ask for context)
Alright i totally understand now. That'd be Moja, no doubt!
#the thing moja is saying is referencing the reddit of kids saying scary af stuff lmao#also shes around 3 years old because by checking that reddit thread you can actually read a very#prominent number of 2 and 3 year olds in specific that are the ones saying the most scary shit out of nowhere lol#moja would def be one of those kids that used to say the most concerning and scary stuff ever#she does grow out of it though (mikey is very thankful about this but he will never say it out loud)#also if anyone is wondering on how moja ended up with mikeys snork mimimi hat it went like#moja still very sleepy: papa can i have your silly hat to sleep better?#mikey: yeah sure kid#my art#doodles#tmnt#tmnt the last ronin#tlr lost years#tmnt mikey#tmnt michelangelo#tmnt moja#peepaw and babies au#ask
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other half
redraw screenshots taken from this post i made a while back ignore that i forgot to actually link it for like an entire day
#THE SILLIES#i have an exam in 9 hours and i haven't studied for it. kuwabara was more important (<- i'll be ok + i'll study soon)#yyh#yu yu hakusho#kazuma kuwabara#kuwabara kazuma#yusuke urameshi#urameshi yusuke#kuwameshi#yyh puu#idk what people tag him as... :/#also i hope it's not too obvious that i'm the least comfortable drawing yusuke outta the main four. idk what it is. the eyes? hm#like hiei i can't draw consistently but i usually like it anyway so whatever. but yusuke i just feel like i'm so close to getting it right#but i never quite get there. essence uncaptured vibes tarnished. but that's probably just me#also no kuwa would not steal a catalytic converter. it goes against his honor code as established in episode uhhh idk 7? the one w/ eikichi#skrunkart#haven't done one of these flat tone sketch pages in a while... i like them though they're pretty#though i kiiiinda gave up on the overall composition by the end </3. eh whatever at least it's out there now#also my favorites of this are the one of kuwa holding puu with like. club penguin eyes? and puu diving at kuwa's egg. i just think they're#ute. plus the one of kuwa sleeping holding puu w the thousand yard stare. idk just silly to me#anyway hopefully it's clear that i love kuwabara. the end
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