#I need to get diagnosed

[fearandhatred]

before the anniversary day ends (for ME!) let's recap ☝️ and yes because i am insane i have kept track

since i first watched the show in september last year i have:

actually started writing consistently for the first time ever !! i've written 42845 words—6 full fics, 5 of which are angst help?, 4 ficlets, and 4 poems (all but one 2k fic of which were written this year)

made 18 drawings (not counting some because... they were bad)

made 16 edits, 2 of which are video edits

made it to the top of the good omens tag and onto tumblr's official email during the godforsaken boopocalypse

honestly become more accepting of many things

turned 21...

made many friends that i love so much and some that i grew so much closer to than i ever thought i would?? like i am so bad at making friends so this was a surprise lol

anyway i love u all and i am going to be here and freaky and yapping until you are all SICK OF ME <3

[lunamoth14]

These… symptoms… are… adding up…

[pettydreamz]

if what i've said and done last night was not a symptom of bpd idk what is. but fr i need to go seek help... but jfc my anxiety says noooo

[ugly-mane]

When the autism becomes unironic

[beesfacts]

Bee(related) fact #3

Fun fact, wayyy back in the day (Like medieval times) beekeepers used trees! So they would either hollow trees out and hope for bees or they would fine trees with bees already in them. They use cut a hole in the tree near the top and would also put a door in the tree. The door would be closed when the weather was bad :)

[fifthmoon0]

Yeah I’m pretty sure I’m autistic. Self diagnosing here but it makes sense looking back at like my whole life pretty much

[papertowness]

i’m so sorry but comedy peaked when the shameless writers made lip gallagher have anger issues and then decided he was absolute shit at fighting like you can’t get any fucking funnier than that

[shizunitis]

they shouldve cried during jinlan. both of them bursting into tears at the same time. one of them running with his arms outstretched towards the other. preferably shen qingqiu but i’m not fussy. so long as they fall in a pile on the floor and get snot bubbles and choke on every second word.

[jasperthejester]

me: finally accepting theres a good chance im autistic and starting to work up the courage to ask my parents to see if i could get a diagnoses but being scared to

my mom: do you ever think you have adhd? if you want to do a screening for add next time your at the doctors you can

me:

[pixlokita]

Well I want to be honest, my mental health hasn’t been the best the past few months. I’ve been really struggling to the point of crying about several different things and it’s not anyone’s fault. Maybe my situation irl is affecting how I feel online, and it sucks because everyone is so nice and kind but I feel like I don’t belong? Idk how to explain it. It’s a very awful feeling and I’m recovering from several traumatic things I thought I’d gotten over but they keep resurfacing, I think I need to organize my feelings and stop overthinking, but I wanted to explain myself too. I’ll be unfollowing several people and you’re free to unfollow me too 💖🙏 y’all have been nothing but wonderful and a source of inspiration but I need to work on myself ;v;)b

I wish everyone a very lovely evening tbh UwU you’re all the best, bless you 💖

[unashamedly-enthusiastic]

I am beginning to suspect that my success in communicating with the socially awkward, highly skilled, specialist technology team members is not just down to "having lots of experience talking to my dad"

[shannonsketches]

Why is the anime so weird, it's not even the same series dude?? It's like,

Anime:

GOKU: I have a great idea to bring peace to the universe, and my leadership and compassion alone will unite us all. I have No Flaws and am A True Relatable Everyman :)

VEGETA: NO! I AM THE BEST AND I WILL CAUSE PROBLEMS UNTIL I AM RECOGNIZED AS SUCH!!!!

Manga:

GOKU: Vegeta what's cornmeal made of? I know it's what the corn eats, but what's it made of? VEGETA: Hey Kakarot let's play the quiet game until one of us dies.

[kagoutiss]

green beetle black beetle

[buglvr24]

why why why is putting clothes away and keeping my room clean so difficult. it literally feel torturous sometimes. i know i need to try and do difficult things. i was trying to clean and i was like “i wish i could just have two laundry baskets. one for dirty clothes and one for clean.”

and my mom said, “you can’t do that”

so i said “well why not if it would help me keep my room cleaner and work for me”

and she said “well then what’s the point of having a closet and drawers, and your clothes would be all wrinkled, and you’d never be able to find anything.”

she’s right and i’d love to have everything put perfectly away but it’s just so much sometimes

[butchfalin]

one day when futaba and akira are hanging out she goes "hey can i ask you a few questions? or... 80, specifically?" and akira says yeah sure and then after they're done he's like so was that just for fun orrr and futaba goes

[shroomiethenerd]

If Full Moon doesn't come out with the next week I might explode, scream, and disintegrate.

In that order.