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#zine#my loneliness is killing me#I must confess I still believe#terrible fancies#notes on friendship#notes on crushing#crush#love#friendship#connection#Instagram
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Imagining 27 year old Pretentious-Music-Nerd Will Byers hearing Britney Spears sing the song Baby One More Time and becoming obsessed. Every time Mike isn't home he indulges in his secret life and sings his heart out.
(Mike catches him one day and gives him shit for it forever. Its okay though, because now Will has someone to sing the song with)
#I MUST CONFESS I STILL BELIEVE#WHEN IM NKT WORH YOU I LOOSE MY MIND!! GIVE ME A SIGNNNN#yeah byers would rock that shit#the lyrics would totally release residue emotions from his yearning 15 year old self#im listening to 2000s pop and drawing so fun thoughts in my head#mike wheeler#will byers#byler#st hcs#stranger things#/me.talking
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happy birthday brit✊
#my loneliness is killing me#AND EYAHH#i must confess i still believe#IN BROCEDES#(i imagine all of this in the tune to baby one more time)
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my head is killing me
#i must confess i still believe#who knew that 2 hours off sleep and jetlag and being off your meds cold turkey was bad for yoj
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guy whose loneliness is killing him: i should. make a website.
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Not that kind of girl 2024 hear me out....
#*banging on the table* AND I! I MUST CONFESS I STILL BELIEVE#My Chemical Romance#Mcr#Wow anna said something#And heaven help us and kayf and tihid and sleep and sharpest lives fuuuuuuck#*WOLF WHISTLE* *WAVING A FIVER* PLAY THOSE B-SIDES JERSEY BOYS *
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My throat is killing me
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i think human nature/family of blood is a really good two parter in how it manages to show how full of shit ten is 🫶
#look . i LOVE ten . esp whatevers going on w him in s3 he's horrible and i like that#but just !! martha :(#its so incredibly unfair to martha he doesnt unleash his wrath on the Family he chooses to hide instead and okay yeah fair#and sure u can say the tardis chose the setting and time period for them to hide in but like#did that not filter in to his calculations he went through all that turned himself human put his friendship with martha to the test in#the worst way possible. knowing she wouldn't let herself leave him even if he was Abhorrent towards her (and he was) because#of her duty to the universe and beyond and whatever . to blend in and keep the Family off their tails#and she's put in a demeaning position and degraded and even he doesn't seem to care much for her but she still hangs on#and then in the end its like its all for naught. all that pain and suffering martha went through being the only one w her wits about her#he had the capacity to deal w the threat the whole time he had the ability to dole out a horrible punishment he could definitely#have dealt with them a different way than that too .#and instead in his quest to be the bigger person he ends up putting martha through the horrors and then#does the same with the Family anyway ! i dont think he can ever tell her how harshly he dealt with them#surely this isnt an original thought im just thinking Way too much about blue moon by niki#he Does care more about being good than being good to her specifically !! and its so upsetting theyre so volatile i miss them#its more complicated than that sure but at the same time. it sort of isnt .#anyway martha jones my love my life u deserved at least a billion apologies alongside the thanks like god . whats wrong w him#oh and also he wants to move on without properly talking about it . act as if it never happened#like girl be fucking considerate for ONCE she just went through a personal hell for you !!! how insanely lonely she must of been#i dont believe martha ever let him just brush past it w no acknowledgement like yes i think she definitely didnt want to discuss the#accidental confession but i Do think she would sit him down to finally get him to Accept he cant just take her wherever in the past#if he's not ready to look out for her . its a vital conversation i think they need to have otherwise martha would just walk out there#not even love could make her stay through that its been established already she has the strength to try walk away#and also to try and but through his bullshit and demand answers . and here more than ever she deserves his acknowledgement and he Knows it
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Crazy how I can say, "Wow, I remember when this used to cost half this price!" and mean a grocery item from approximately five years ago.
Seriously though, how much longer before we're all on the 1984 cabbage diet?
#these grocery prices are killing me (and I)#I must confess I still believe (still believe)#one day my total won't blow my mind#give me a siiiiiiiign#hit me Orwell one more time#but seriously#am i supposed to just stop eating?#answer me Big Brother#or at least give me a government issued cabbage-based recipe book#food#1984
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Go to the park with someone. Drink non-alcoholic lemonades together, lie under a tree and dream about something. Enjoy the last days of summer and listen to champagne supernova
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Me: *creates an OC*
Me: *heavily implies OC will meet a bad fate*
OC: *meets bad fate*
Me:
(Alternatively, I may have started it, but @katkastrofa enabled me and now I’m losing my mind)
#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#first rule of interacting with Nia: don’t suggest a dark/whumpy/extremely angsty concept to them#they’ll take it and run a marathon with it and next thing you know their own ideas are making them cry#this is just what happens when I start developing an OC during a rough time in my life#happens every time. guess who came up with Summiya’s fall from grace after their college application fell through??#and since Summiya has a more or less completed storyline. it’s now someone else’s turn#namely Jia’s. also Sunat’s but. mostly Jia’s. Sunat is more angst than whump and I’m craving PAIN#I’ve been frothing at the mouth thinking about Jia all day#just.. imagine how terrified she must have been when she was brought before Jusamah. when he said that he’d make her talk one way or another#and if she doesn’t want to obey and confess willingly… something else can be arranged#how her fear got even worse when she was dragged into the palace dungeons. when she saw the whipping post#begging for mercy as she was stripped and tied. swearing on her life that she doesn’t know anything. that she’s innocent#rambling incoherently right up until the first hit lands. after that it’s just screams and sobs and barely audible ‘I don’t know’s#all the while she’s yelled at by a man three times her age who refuses to believe that she truly doesn’t know anything#and she doesn’t. all she did was point Aiza in a direction. she has no proof she even went in it#I don’t want to get to graphic here but let’s just say I read an article on whipping and it’s.. it’s bad#the aftermath is brutal and bloody and passing out from the pain would be a mercy#and afterwards… I do think someone is called to tend to her so she doesn’t bleed to death before they can get a confession out of her#and that person is kind. if a little detached emotionally. and likely her back could have been salvaged if the whipping didn’t repeat#but it did. because they need her to confess. maybe the excruciating pain of reopened wounds will get her to talk…#it doesn’t. she never says anything. and after a while they move on from torture to locking her up and starving her#maybe that’ll finally break her. perhaps she’s still whipped occasionally even afterwards but for the most part she’s just left alone-#in some dark cell and questioned occasionally. it lasts anywhere from weeks to months and yet she never gives out the one detail she knows#because Aiza’s safety depends on it and she knows Aiza’s punishment will be much worse than hers if she’s caught#but anyway. enough of the bloody horror show. instead think about what it must’ve been like for her parents#the town is alight with scandal following the disappearance of Lady Aiza. you know a bit about her since your daughter works for her#you don’t hear from your daughter for a while. eventually someone tells you that she’s been convicted of helping Lady Aiza run away#she’s been under interrogation since. no one’s seen her but rumour has it they’re torturing her. there’s little you can do as a poor family#you request an audience with Lord Jusamah. it takes a long time to to be granted but eventually you’re before him begging for your daughter#apparently she’s proven to be a useless waste of resources so she’s released to you. you barely recognise her. AND I REACHED TAG LIMIT FML
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my husband: go to church, it's Palm Sunday
me: no
my husband: I bet you don't even know what it commemorates
me: i know!!! Christ then rode on a donkey through the gates of Jerusalem
my husband: that's right. And how will they manage today without their donkey?
me:
#my husband is killing me#and I#I must confess#I still believe#still believe#HIT ME BABY ONE MORE TIME
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Someone take my phone off me because I have typed the words I'm in love with you to my crush and then deleted them immediately after but I get closer and closer to actually sending it everyday I'm gonna explode
#sumarmz waffles#lesbianism is not for the weak#especially when you dont even know if its actually love or just unhealthy obsession 😭#ive experienced limerance once i am not doing that crap again#this is the consequences of codependent homoerotic friendships#words of advice from a 15 year old: if ur also queer friend says you should get married if x happens#run.#Its the start of the end#the beginning of the borderline dating stage where you both THINK you have a crush on each other and its painfully obvious#yet neither of you confess#yet you still act gay#then you both get over the crush#and you discover you liked each other#and you lie awake in agony every night thinking of what couldve been#then the crush resurfaces#but only for you#if i had a nickel for everytime i was in a codependent homoerotic friendship where i at some point believed i was obsessively in love#id have two nickels.#which isnt a lot but its weird that it happened twice#phineas and ferv reference go crazy#im about to pass out as i write this#tell my story#my eyelids are dropping#ive drooped my phone multiplrer times#yet i must oerservere
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my horniness is killing me 😔
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My loneliness is killing me
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"Humans are social creatures!" Then why do I suck at talking to people???
#not art#delete later#uh! my loneliness is killing me!#and i#and I must confess I still believe#still believe#I'll die from literal brainrot as I can't effectively communicate with people I care about#my brain will just shrivel up
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