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Amadeo Goldfield
Son of Elon Goldfield (filthy rich real estate developer and investor). A gorgeous young man of high origin trying to cut ties with his influential, oppressive family by setting up his own business. Awfully cheap Victorian house on the hill seems like a good start.
Dr. Mark Stonefall
Professor of Psychology, war veteran and member of the Parapsychological Association, investigates the paranormal with his loyal army pal and assistant, Jason. Author of several works on telepathy and extrasensory perception.
Gloria Heartaway
Mark's ex-girlfriend and therapy couch for a short time after the war. They graduated together from one faculty, yet Gloria is skeptical and finds parapsychology all fake, has strong belief in scientific methods and medicine. Mostly deals with trivia problems of high society wives.
Jason Analu
Former soldier and war veteran, Mark's flatmate and assistant. His family came from a lineage of (Sulani) healers and shamans, making him curious about his friend's research.
Elliot O'Brian
Wonder boy, a young man who beat the telepathy test giving 90% correct answers. While the world admires his abilities, his own family wishes him dead. Simply because you can't hide anything from Elliot. A cook from some small pizzeria who dreams about opening his own restaurant.
Pani Freya Burana
Hereditary witch, Tarot expert and medium who speaks with the dead through automatic writing. She lives in her own world of occult and believes she was born to give the living a well-deserved magic kick (for a small, almost insignificant fee of a few thousand). Author of ten books on how to open a Goddess within you and one on how to buy all your Goddess wants but can't afford.
Mr and Mrs Rogers
Servants in Hillhouse, strange pious, somber siblings who look after the mansion as their parents did before them, and their grandparents before that… They know that the house is haunted and the only way to avoid being cursed is to leave before dark, stay loyal and do their bids solemnly.
Hecate Moreno
15-years old Russell's half-sister, left by their father to Russell's care. Her mother died in a car crash when she was five. After Mr Moreno married a prosperous journalist and TV hostess and had three more kids with her, he lost any interest in his older kids as a painful reminder of his stressful past. Hecate is a grim, angry teen with a heart filled with dark thoughts and an irresistible appeal to horror movies. The only person she truly cares for is her brother. Secretly, she dreams about Russell turning into a vampire and eating up all their happy, successful family. She'd buy popcorn to watch that.
Russell Moreno
The plumber.
#*The Plumber Of Hill House*#*The Plumber Of Hill House* Characters#Story is on 75% written :D#Gods know I'm planning to make it in Sims 4#But if the new Update kills my babies AGAIN#I'm moving on Blender guys#I mean it T__T#the sims 4#my sims 4 stories#sims 4 story#my sims#my ocs <3#sims 4 characters
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drew burakhovsky because I was sad…..
#i’m the only person who can help myself but I don’t have any resources to do this T__T#if someone wants to help me you may comission me just. dm me.#or you may rp burakhovsky with me :)#(i mean. literally.)#girls have only two ways to survive rp burakhovsky or antidepressants#drawing#art#sketch#illustration#pathologic#artists on tumblr#digital illustration#digital art#daniil dankovsky#artemy burakh#burakhovsky#burda#bakaruspik#мор утопия#даниил данковский#артемий бурах#бураховские#бурда
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my s class hunters does a really good job at gradually raising the stakes without feeling like a pointless power creep and keeping me extremely invested and i keep saying this but I really do think it's bc it's a story grounded in love at every turn... the bond between the han brothers especially is extremely compelling and beautiful and makes me feel like a knife is being stabbed into my heart and twisted all around... i love them so so much 😞💔❤️🩹❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
#(another tweet liveblog that im crossposting here)#im up to ep 102 in the webtoon now btw!!!#s class liveblog#also it took a while for yj to completely grow on me (i always liked/loved him but it's prob bc they#lightened the tone of his chara or w/e as ppl were saying... in the beginning at least#that ive been holding off calling him a 'fav' (im kinda picky w protags/have side chara liking syndrome...#even w twsb i didnt rly start biasing yeseo until i read the novel... cedric was my 1st bias#(and w orv ive only read (part of) the webtoon and yjh is my bias so mdnfn)#(i rly loved yj from the 1st few ch tho but yea i can kinda tell the webtoon lightened his chara a lot... not that i think its all bad bc#its been fun to read at least dkfbdn)#but now that im further in im just like... wow. he's such an incredible character and protagonist. wow#def as good of a protagonist as kdj (and i personally like him better bc he's a big brother HHHHHNG.#i love him just like i love jung yeseo...#i love him SO much. he's just incredible#and yea dont tell me about the novel bc im going to read it myself but#yeah i rly cant wait to experience his original characterization and get intimately aquainted w his narration/internal thoughts...#REITERATING...DONT SPOIL ME ANYTHING FR#also just more abt the webtoon but... biwan-nim is SOOO good at drawing expressions & portraying emotions#i fucking feel every emotion that yj feels and it fucking breaks my heart and makes me cry uuuaaaghh T___T#yoojin.... TT__TT💔💔💔#also god he's just... so fucking COOL. and not just in like a cool savvy protag kinda way#(bc usually i kinda sleep when protags r like. Too cool/op skfjksdj but he's not like that at all)#i mean as a person... he's so incredibly... oughhh#as a person... as a big brother... T__T...#i cant even put it into words. he's just... i love him so much. it hurts.... im so deeply invested and rooting for him at every step...#he and yoohyun deserve the whole world i really hope they can get their happy ending together T_T💔💔💔❤️🔥 please...
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I think my true white whale is the existence of reality in the sense that due to the bias of the human brain nobody is really interpreting the world the way it actually is and The World could very well be some incomprehensible eldritchian nightmare place that the human brain turns semi-pleasant to placate the soul and stop our minds from shattering. Like maybe im just a classic nutcase but our only concept and touchstone for "reality" is the consensus of the population and the consensus of the population might be totally wrong but we'd never know because we cannot perceive the world outside of our own eyes. We have no idea who is seeing the world the most accurately like we really have no idea what life truly is/feels like and we assign everything labels and structure based on something that could very well be an illusion. And i dont know if i would think this way or think about this at all if i didnt have psychosis but knowing that my reality doesn't exist to other people has kind of opened my mind in regards to the perceived realness of the world but most of all it has opened my mind to the idea that fully and truly all we have is each other... all realities that are experienced exist in some form but we have to hold onto each other to stop from getting swept out into that big dark endless ocean of maybes and what ifs.... humans keep humans sane as much as we drive each other crazy and that's literally the point of it all. Hell is other people (world seen through a solitary perspective, isolation, "at" mentality vs "with") but heaven is each other (world seen through group perspective, togetherness, "with" mentality). Does that make sense. Is this thing on
#and bc i am me. in my mind “god” or the forces we attribute that name to IS the true reality that we can never perceive due to our brains#witnessing undiluted divinity is insanity inducing and possibly deadly which makes humanitys search for god even more interesting to me#we are constantly looking for something hidden to us it is obscured by a hundred veils. and the only way to get closer to it#without dying or getting hurt is through collective experience and togetherness...... once again the meaning of life becomes love T__T#i could go on abt this forever but im not gonna lol so heres the summary..... if i ever write it out it'll b a newsletter too not a post#l
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#feeling so silly lawwlll walking in circles#i thnk im feeling a special type of way ..#i know i keep going on ab the samw bs and how crazy gf YEAAH UEAH WE GET IT#but i thnk in doing so im like revisiting parts of myself and writing more and i think im jst being sentimental#sooo sentimental .. so saccharine ..#everyone has been rly nice ab my art LIKE SOOOOO NICE RECENTLY#and imean people always have like im very lucky and grateful 2 be able to feel like i can share my hobby .. ^__^#but i thjnk like . to take smth that is so representational of my like . art goals and wants from a young age#ouuyyyyuuuuuyyfff T__T ooiujjjjjj#I DONT KNWWW i dont know . i dont know what im saying but i feel like i just need 2 talk abd be like hey this is so reaffirming .needs 2#i think like . bc my life turned out soo different than i imagined ive been dealing w like . a lot of hopelessness and feeling soo stuck and#stagnant and idk bad things and in a way i think like . coming back 2 something years later and being able to see progress in such a physica#physical way and to feel like more at ease and more like myself than i ever have is rly crazy and making me think long and hard abt stuff#and its all of these like . reflections im dealing w that r then padded by like some of the nicest comments and tags itslike#head in my hands /pos . grief but like ij a way happy grief#INFEEL SOOO RIDICULOUS its ridiculous it rly is IHAHAHAHAHAHA#i think its bc im turning 25 soon and thats the age i told myself id never live past iykwim which ks like crazy to drop on tmblrdotcom#but there r so many emotions tied 2 that and i think this is just one of the things^ stupid fanart ^ that makes me rly happy idk#do you know what i mean . like i feel so goofy saying it but its genuinely the connection i rly appreciate and means a lot 2 me#i feel like my ‘thank yous/i appreciate it/ means a lot’ grow tired but its soo fr every time i swear#kicking rocks or watever . i wish i cld extend my gratitude but anyways . thanks 4 reading this far if u have#ughg man and i think of the friends ive made thru this blog specifically nd my eyes r burning#sorp.. guys i love u all thank u.
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compelled with the vision to draw baby barry in this style
#he is such a doll to me i just wanna dress him up in cute things T__T#i’ve been meaning to do a dc magical girl au so… maybe i can feed 2 birds with 1 seed#(<- the pacifist’s idiom)#danbles#barry allen#the flash#dc
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Y'all are gonna think I'm so weird.
But I'm running with this idea I've had for a while for my mcl ocs. Well, other than the actual other mcl ocs I've made.
It's part lazy, part bizarre.
Clones.
Yep, clones.
My MCL NG oc is a clone of the original Puku, but different. I haven't figured out the details yet, but it's like what I did with Pukun, Puku's male clone. It has the idea of a type of clone theory idea of nature vs nurture. The DNA and nature of the puku clones is the same, but the nurture is always a bit different depending on circumstances. Puku "prime" is the parent of all the clones made, but Puku "prime" had a different parentage and upbringing than the clones. Not to mention, the events of each mcl game has different outcomes for clone Puku.
This Puku has -teal- hair and is a zoomer, I guess. Raised by Puku "prime" and has the existential grappling of dealing with being a clone in general.
There's... still a lot of ironing out to do. Like... Where does Kentin fit into all this? How should I incorporate the family given to Puku 2.0 in New Generation?
Why am I giving this plot to an MCL OC!??
lol
#my candy love#my candy love new generation#mcl ng#not that it matters at all. i don't believe I'd really write much lore on all this. it's just what my mind thinks of when regarding thispuk#actually I'm leaning more towards Puku 2.0 being raised by the family in universe. but Puku prime is like the creepy person that pops in#from time to time to make sure teal puku is doing alright#all of the pukus are adopted anyway lol#i have to study zoomers so I can know what zoomers are all about#wait... being a zoomer is all about upbringing during a certain time period.. so technically this Puku should be a gen alpha but JUST GO WI#dw guys I'll program this puku with the memories of a gen zoomer#When the teal puku was “born” from the test tube#puku prime put all the things zoomers grew up with on a crt television and had her watch it for a couple years while the body grows rapidly#it's all good fams we got this#teal puku would be like to peers “what do you mean your parents didn't have you watch your memories before they became memories?”#so like... teal puku will be “raised” by puku prime for about 4 years with programming. Then she'll be dropped off at the door step of the#family in NG with the instructions that she needs them to be her new family#yeah it's perfect!#just... so many of those gen z starter packs that I seen around#like minecraff and fortnite and the wii... yeah it's perfect#i need to remember how much aging happens in one year that I must have decided at one point. like a dog.#i think it was 1 year = about 4 years of growth but I can't member rn#but as per usual that growth cycle only goes on until reaching the age of the dna sampled. then it goes back to normal puku dna human growt#so actually 1 year of zoomer childhood programming#wait... the plot holes... are still.. T__T#I'll workshop it.
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Going to the doc and back involved ~20 minutes of walking and my legs are aching soooo bad
I have cardiac rehab tomorrow. Which involves not only getting to and from the hospital (another tidy 20 minutes of walking) but also resistance training and walking laps
I am going to die
#i mean. i probably won't DIE#but i am anticipating being in a lot of pain. like. a whole lot T__Y#*T__T#on the plus side i did convince my doc to increase my nerve pain meds a bit so maybe that will start to help#but. ow#mod post#health stuff#chronic pain#medical stuff#cardiac rehab
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Oh!!! tangotek evil incorporated reached 3k hits on AO3 :D yippee!!!!
#im really happy :D#it was the first piece i completed in like 3 years of not really writing so the response ive gotten means a lot hehe.#like i was celebrating at 500 hits!!! I was celebrating when i got 1 comment!!#i still get comments on it here and there (i still need to respond to the most recent batch!!!) and it makes me so happy to get the notif#fic: ttei#Ive got multiple side stories for it cooking up!!! ive just been so busy lately T__T
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every time someone with a barry or hal icon interacts with my acc, i gain a healing point just by seeing it in my notifs. i think this means i have to change my icon, but…. jayce :(((
maybe i’ll redraw that one barry burger panel bc idk how i never realized it’s exactly like my jayce one already
agh but jayce matches the clark icon on my art blog with the expressions + mid-chew
same images but at what cost
#i love my boys and their burgers what can i say#danbles#alt text#described#arcane#🥪#dc#superman#barry allen#the flash#⚡️#i don’t wanna replace jayce :(( i get this way every time i switch icons i hate change aghh#i had my kira icon for 2 years and my benny one for another 2 years#this is rough.#maybe this means i just need to make another side blog so i can have all 3 /j#hmm well… jayce is already my header on the art blog…#so maybe it’ll be more balanced if i change this one to barry?#okay yeah i can cope with that#we’ll see what barry doodle ends up winning#i’ll cherish the jayce icon until then T__T
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downstairs neighbors cast spell of hammer things for ever so loudly after only 2 blissful hours of sleep so i'm awake now.
#i wish i could be mad abt it it is like noon so it's not like it's an unreasonable time to be hammering stuff.#< ok sorry like i am mad. extremely so. but yiu know what i mean.#like i can't really blame them.#but oh my god am i tired. and you can hear it thru the whole apartment it's so fuckinf loudddd.#.txt#i'm hoping they stop soon so i can sleep a little longer T__T.
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up to 63 pity, 40 warps on blade, still nothing. just 2 march eidolon i didn't even need bc i've got all hers ages ago, a lc i didn't need bc the s5 and 3 extra i already had weren't even getting used (nat's 4*)
only good thing has been 1 xueyi i. i wasn't planning on her, but i guess i'll build her since i have hanya, and they feel like they should be a duo.
but jfc. waited fucking forever for blade and now i'm at 6 jades. and ofc saw people already getting him and rm both and multiple 4*/5* items per pull -___- why is my rng always just one shit thing per 10 and everyone else gets multiples (and multiple good things) on their 10s.
#like how many months of playing this game and i had ONE good multi item 10 warp?#pls ignore my sr bs#i just worry that then trying for blade is going to leave me with nothing by the time adventurine comes out#and i NEED him for multiple reasons both gameplay (preservation 5* please i need T__T) and blorbo#xy and hanya might have to wait tho depending on how long they take on getting ratio to us#bc dang i need to build him first#and blade too IF HE EVER FUCKING SHOWS UP#(unfortunately with getting argenti that means my 50/50's reset so they could fuck me over on blade#i am *very* aware of that with my luck -________- if i get a dupicate 5* or someone off standard i'm gonna probably cry
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Guy who does consistently does all of eir assignments but does half of them the morning of
#this is a lie i would have been so ahead if i didnt get sick this week. but noooo#worked on. 2 paintings. and my entire 3d assignment. all tonight. my god#later -> work on persppppective. homework. and then work on zineeee graphics. woughbnbgbbbbbbbbbbb#my schedule next sem ik is gonna make me rly angry . in theory its awesome i have class tuesday wednesday thursday.#4 day weekend!#but that means: 3 day ina row of social interaction !!!!#what if it kills me and i die :(#hey. at least we dont have english until september lmao#and then next year. i can finally have a summer break T__T PFFBFFBTGHJV#i say this now. itd b so funny if i actually got an internship next summer 💀 no break only dying constantly for the grindset#the gamer speaks uwu#men used 2 go to war ... now they just fuck around w they assignments
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so so scared abt college tomorrowww the worst class with the least understanding teacher i haven’t attended for two weeks and the last time i left midway through bc i didn’t want to cry in class T__T
#txt#at least it’s online …#this project feels so impossible .. going to fail which means i fail the course which means i don’t get a job#which means i never leave home never transition and die at 24 probably#and i need to go back to the theatre tomorrow T__T#i guess its not that bad i just. don’t want to be in public at all rn
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OH NO i hope you’re feeling better soon!! :( if its helps any id like to know more about your ship with misa if you want : D anything works i adore her so its so nice to see you ship with her!!!
thank u soso much sunny waaahh i think im feeling quite abit better now, ur so sweet!!! :] and and! misa is just so wonderful, im glad u agree!!! did u know her english VA also voiced pinkie pie ?! ABSOLUTELY INSANE!!!!!!
anywaaays my s/i chris is a fashion designer and together they had a lot of crossover jobs because of their corresponding careers !! they became super close friends through this hehe
i dont usually like messing around with canon too much but I HATE LIGHT. he doesn't exist to me ^__^ all is well in the world and we hold hands in peace <3 light simply just doesn't exist
#ask#softsecure !!#📓#thank u again!!!! so much!!#i dont mean to be oversensitive on here it just all sorta got to me y'know???#wahhh thank you <3 T__T
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not 2 complain but i love to complain
#imm soo stressed outt T__T#23 sucks major ball dude#i feel like im making all the wrong decisions and i dont know what i want to do w my life or with anything#while it feels like everyone else is already set and prepared T__T#and i know thats like . hallmark trait of adulthood and no one rly knows what theyre doing#but i feel this sense of otherness .YKWIMMM . like im just Not Getting It#so i try not to think abt it but then that means im not making any active change#and only letting my frustration and despair build T__T#i hate being an indecisive person at my core tbh. i wish i had conviction to just Make decisions and try to work things out#feeling like that uhuwhhhhhjhh cat rn#sry i try not 2 vent post on main anymore but also idgaf ‼️my 9 y/o ride or die blog w more personal history than anything else tbh
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