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NEEDED to share this Damian animation I came across on TikTok. Animation by Sugar_ratx3 Check out their profile their art is SO GOOD.
#batman#jason todd#red hood#batfam#dick grayson#tim drake#red robin#batman wayne family adventures#nightwing#damian wayne#robin#dc animation#not my artwork#go follow them their art is amazing#they are so talented#love when an artist makes me FEEL THINGS#I may have cried a little bit#that’s my boy#MY SON#you leave him alone
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farewell cutie. 💔
#simblr#ts4#ts4 gameplay#tjolc#tjol challenge#f: vickers#vickers: 1#s: adelia#s: sammy#s: fennec#s: roe#s: cutie the dog#q#death tw#pet death tw#literally THE SECOND they came home from the festival this happened#i may have cried a little bit#just a little#listen pet deaths are awful even in the sims#i'm sad now
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I'm too aplatonic to get friendship but also i think friendship is just what Ally Beardsley and Grant O'Brien have. like that's what it should look like
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Update i missed a random private call 🥰 everything is good and there's no reason to cry
It happened. I missed the fucking doctor's call
#i may have cried a little bit#bc i quite like my vision and i dont want to go blind in an eye so this is rather important to me
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Hi everyone! I just wanted to share a little "Golden Love moment" that happened in real life.
Last night, Italy won the Olympic gold medal in the women's team épée. One of the athletes of the team, Rossella Fiamingo, is the girlfriend of an Italian swimmer, Gregorio Paltrinieri, who had his 800-meter freestyle final at the exact same time she was competing for the gold. He finished in third place, earning his fourth Olympic medal.
(By the way, fun fact: I was mainly inspired by him for my James in Golden Love. Ngl, he's a bit of a hero for me, one of my favourite swimmers ever, gold medallist in Rio 2016. Also: very, VERY good looking, lol)
Neither of them was able to watch the other's competition, but at the end of the day, they posted a photo together on Instagram with their medals.

That's it. I love them ❤
(Also, all this Olympic talking is making me think about Golden Love and maybe a sequel...? Idk, let's see if I can write down something quick!)
#james potter#lily evans#jily#jily fic#just a little bit of patriotism here#i may or may not have cried all my tears when the girls stepped up on the podium#i LOVE the Olympics
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Life was good before the ending of Still Wakes the Deep
#still wakes the deep#not funny#i may have cried#just a little bit though#it was a good game#gonna beef with the devs on twitter now#a bit let down by the ending#but still emotional asf#incredible game story though
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FINALLY FINISHED READING A BOOK THIS YEAR
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i often thought, through all these years, like
"i'll leave this fandom someday"
i've seen people come and go, i've seen people completely delete and vanish and i've tried to mourn the hole they left behind when they went
(tried to, because i'm not good at mourning, i feel... i'm better at coping, at entering survival mode and just pushing through, and hiding the tears for when nobody is looking; i mourn extremely messy and never ending... i mourn any time i title a fic in full lowercase and think of the things icy said back then;
(i mourn when i see pages that will never update again and records of things from years ago — seeing how friends and i were so different back then, less paranoid, perhaps more carefree, less pained by the weight of world; seeing once busy chat rooms fall quiet even though people are still there, seeing people change fandoms... i mourn now even though i'm making a silly pun on a friend's stream chat)
i thought that one day i would be the next one to go, too
because somewhere in this world there are people who can't simply let others enjoy stuff on their corner or people who can't just give you a rejection email like a normal person and have to dodge a block to mock you, there are people out there who can't just say "i dislike this thing" and move on, instead coming up with convoluted excuses for why the thing is bad, while basking in equally messy stuff to what they bash
there are stalkers, there are people who go on your ao3 fic to ask why you blocked them, there are cowards who send people anon hate for months, people who crap comment on bookmarks, bullies who persist for years
there's a lot of bad and i often thought "maybe i'll be the next one to go... but... will someone miss me, when i go?"
the pessimist in me says people would miss me for a while, then forget
maybe eventually someone would be like "where are the prompts for sc/seph weeks?" and i would've been missed for a moment, then forgotten again
surely someone would come up with replacement events, maybe not
it would be okay... perhaps
the world keeps spinning and i'm but a little rock rolling along the river of time, as they say; ultimately, on my own i'm near powerless
i can't fully protect people i admire from their bullies, i can't stop drama bs from happening, i can barely bring myself to be creative quite often because my energy is limited
i can't rewind time and prevent one of my friends from being traumatized for life
surely one day i would be the next one to go; my self-esteem isn't very high, i don't really think of myself as too important
hell i almost died twice before, due to things outside of my control, i think of my own mortality and how fleeting stuff is a lot more than i'm willing to admit
probably someone like me would be the next to go, from fandom i mean, is what i think when i see people stop doing things they loved because others were evil to them
"surely, this time i'll not come back to public with art, it's not like some silly chibis are desired, it's not like my computer is robust enough, i was never given an excuse for why exactly i was rejected from that zine, maybe it was personal bias but maybe just maybe i really should fail, maybe what i do is not enough anyway... maybe if i come back those kinds of people will hunt me down like prey... but hey it's valentine's day, what if i force myself to do something"
it's not like anyone would've cared much, anyway
i could be the next one to go; the remake brought in too many ill intended people and icy was right in leaving, remake changed the climate
but for every single discourse bs that happens, for every no life person who manipulates others, even though there are too many people who have to touch grass
sometimes... sometimes you appreciate a piece of good fan art for 4 years, often going back from time to time to share it with others, looking at it when things feel too hard and the artist comes back to it, redraws it
and you just think "fuck... i need to do something too!!! i've thought of the original so much, i watched from afar for too long, it watered my dying crops over and over and over"
and i do... and i befriend the artist somehow? and there's official material related to the subject matter, and i befriend other people too and fuck, fuck, fuck—
turns out there way more people than i thought into the subject matter too!!! and even more official material coming out after years of just having this one shortish game to go by, the one thing to bring me into the fandom in the first place
and i just think
"i can't leave... i like it here, i hope no one takes this from me, i'll gladly shield people if i have to, i'll throw hands if i have to"
and suddenly, i can't be the next one to go and this post is turning much longer than i expected it to, while i'm bawling my eyes out from being too emotional while watching a stream
and you, reading this, as long as you're an innocent bystander who contributes in some way, even if you just mostly lurk and don't get involved much? you shouldn't go either
the world is a fuck on fire right now, but maybe you make it less so, for someone
maybe you're someone's favorite artist or writer or cosplayer; maybe someone is still waiting on that fic you haven't updated in like 3 years or maybe someone's seeing you go on hiatus and worrying, "will... will i see you again?"
you never know
maybe you'll indeed, move fandoms some day, find another place to lurk in with people you can affectionately call your "favorite losers" or maybe life will get too busy, maybe you need a short break to detox
but while that doesn't happen, please don't go?
please don't go
#arkeevents#i debated putting this under a read more but do you know what?#i don't think i will#my head has been all over the place since like a little bit before midnight#i'm battered#i feel like i ran a marathon#i saw something that was like... so wrong#and i was gonna stay quiet because i was so scared#but i was like ''you know what? i'm tired of this''#and i said a lot#and in a way i realize? i'm less scared than i expected to be#don't get it wrong: i feel haunted by things i won't really name here#but fuck it we ball#i cried a lot#i may have dissociated a little bit#i may have spent like a few minutes looking at my lockscreen#but like!!!#i'll be okay#and i hope others will be okay too#and i hope i can deliver more of the stuff i enjoy soon!#:)))))#and when i do i hope people can cry with me on a whumpy ride i'm currently writing#it'll be fun! it'll be okay!!!#🫂
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haha yellow lighting (pee)
#il ovr him sm im ngl to yous i may or may have not cried a little bit (a lot)#ims o tired#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#sobbing violently#bsd dostoevsky#fyodor dostoevsky#fyodor dostoyevsky bsd#lea.txt
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A Curse is a Curse, In The End
Also on AO3 under the same name! Please read the tags before - there is character death in this, and a fair amount of grief.
Rubbing at his wrist, Midas barely paid attention to the conversation around him. Too focused on the gold that covered his skin, watching it closely. Knowing what the stiffness meant, even as it crept along his tattoos day by day. The small bird that grasped an arrow on the underside of his wrist was now almost fully covered, the tip of the wings just barely peeking out. Know that when he woke tomorrow, it would even higher still.
The silence around him made his look up, surprised to see his team watching him. Waiting for his answer to something that he clearly hadn’t heard. He ignored the look of concern on Tina’s face, knowing that she had been suspecting something was amiss. It was too soon for him to tell them yet, wondering if there would even be a day where he felt he could.
Clearing his throat, he straightened himself up. “Sorry, I didn’t catch that last bit.” He tried to keep his brain focused on their conversation, knowing that it was important. For them, at least. They were the ones who still had time. For him, there was a tiredness creeping its way through his bones that hadn’t been there before, leeching energy from him at a faster and faster rate. And still the gold inched its way along his arms.
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They knew there was something big coming. Energy pulsed through the island from its core, knowing that the Zero Point was acting up once more.
Jules walked slowly beside him, watching him from the corner of her eyes. The gold was past his elbows now, ignoring any questions made about it. Trying not to let them see just how hard it was to get his fingers to respond to his commands now. The ache was growing worse everyday, something that not even painkillers would touch. The feeling of his bones slowly morphing together with gold was something a human invention could never mask, no matter how many he took.
“It’s going to happen again, you know that right?”
Jules' voice brought him back to reality, taking in their surroundings. With the energy of the Zero Point a jungle had formed near the centre of the island, dense with trees and vines. Birds quickly filled the trees as they sang from their new perches. At least something got to enjoy it.
He nodded slowly, ignoring the question he knew was there. What are you going to do? Knowing this time, there was no answer. Nothing for him to do. Nothing that he could do, his body slowly deteriorating as it seized together.
“It will. And we’ll go to whatever new reality might be created.” This wasn’t their first time dealing with Zero Point and its knack for destroying and shifting the worlds around them.
She watched him quietly before she gave a sharp nod, steeling herself at the words. “Yes. We’ll go through. Every single one of us.”
In the back of his mind, he knew that she knew. That she was being hopeful. That maybe if things fell apart, they might land somewhere that would fix it instead. He gave her a soft half smile, hiding the pain that shot through him as he lifted his arm, hand brushing over her hair that she had finally untucked from her braids.
Unable to feel the soft strands that ran through his fingers.
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The ground was shaking once more, every spasm through the island growing rougher and stronger. Knowing that it wouldn’t be long now. The air was electric around them, energy filling the space. Knowing just beyond what they could see, the Zero Point was spreading it’s energy out. Destroying and creating at the same time.
He watched from the ground level as Tina helped Jules load bullets into clips. Skye was currently asleep, leaned back against Meowscles, using his fur for warmth. Unsure of what the future held, their moments apart were rare. When the world might split open around you, straying from your family was a risk not worth taking. Brutus was cleaning one of his guns for the third time so far that day, knowing that he needed to keep his hands and mind busy, readying himself for what was to come.
By now, the gold had spread further. Creeping over his shoulders, inch by precious inch. His hands no longer working, frozen in place while he had slept. Curled tightly into fists that he had made, desperate to ignore the ache that was radiating from his bones. Every breath seemed to come harder, doing his best to keep it from showing on his face. Wondering if his inside were turning faster. That when it finally reached his heart that he would have to feel as it slowed, eventually stopping.
The thought of Jules watching as it happened made pressure tighten through chest. Trying to swallow down the choking desolation at the images supplied by his mind, knowing that she would try to stay for every moment. That she would stay. Knowing he could never let her put herself through that, even if it had to be the last thing he did.
He took a step back, anguish mixing with the nostalgia. Watching his team work together, readying themselves for their next adventure. Knowing that he wouldn’t be apart of this one. Another step back, a smile lighting across Tina’s face at something muttered by Brutus. Another step. Close to the corner of the building now, taking one last moment to watch Jules. His breaths were falling from him in soft pants, aching through his lungs as he studied her face for a final time. He saw Marigold’s eyes flash up towards him, catching for a split second. A soft blink given in understanding before she looked away, returning to her conversation as if she hadn’t noticed him leaving them.
The pendant that Jules had given him, small and square, hooked onto a thin gold chain still hung from his neck. He had happily replaced the GHOST pendant that had been around his neck with it at the time. His hands were no longer able to move to open it, knowing that tucked inside was a picture she had taken herself. The two of them, side by side as they walked along a boardwalk. A smile spread wide across her face, a smaller one on his as he looked towards her. The pride evident in his eyes. Briefly he wondered if he should leave it somewhere for her to find before he shook his head. If there was one thing he wanted with him until the end, it was a memory of her.
He had spent many nights studying it, and even more when he first noticed the gold spreading.
Another step and he was around the corner. His team finally cut from his view, their voices fading from his ears. Silence ringing through his ears, only broken by the sound of his breaths still falling heavily from him and birdsong as they flitted through the trees.
He turned his gaze towards the newly grown jungle. Knowing that its depths were a tangled mess now. Not easily navigated, seeming to grow and spread at an extraordinary rate, faster every day that passed. The energy that the Zero Point was pouring through the island was showing, here and with other things. Small rifts being torn through the air, patches of land where things didn’t work as they should. Gravity distorting, too light as you walked, almost floating like the rocks around you before becoming too heavy. Feeling like you were about to fall through the earth into whatever pit waited below.
He shuffled his way through the brush. Ferns and vines growing in vast swaths, blocking every step he tried to take. The trees grew taller and thicker the deeper he went, towering above him as they cast the world around him into shadows. He found it almost fitting that in his final moments, he would be alone, covered in darkness. After the life he had lived, it seemed only fair. As that could make up for all of the people he had hurt along the way.
Every glance down showed gold creeping across his chest, easily marked by the lines of his tattoos. Stumbling as his heartbeat skipped irregularly. Taking a shaky breath at the feeling, knowing that it was time. Knowing that he would grit his teeth and bear it, so long as Jules didn’t have to suffer through watching him take his final breath. Didn’t have to watch the gold spreading across his body even once he was gone.
His knees buckled without notice, shoulders groaning in protest as he tried to reach an arm out. An almost familiar heaviness weighing down on his shoulders as he tried to gasp in air. The area he found himself in was covered in a spongy moss, knees sinking into it, soft against them. Each thump of his heart was almost painful now, working harder to force blood through his body as gold crept through his arteries.
Choking on ragged breaths as it reached the corners of his lungs, freezing them in place. Remembering all of the people that he had cursed to this very fate, watching them without pity as the gold had crept over their body long after he had removed his hand.
He tilted his head back, stunned for a moment as a soft breeze seemed to ruffle the trees. Leaves shifting, revealing the moon high above him. Stars bright where they seemed to sparkle in the sky. He could see a cloud rolling through, the corner of it just crossing over the edge of the moon. His heartbeat slowed, too weak now to fight against the gold holding it hostage. The cloud covered more of the moon, and his breathing slowed.
Letting a soft breath fall from his lungs, eyes drifting shut just as the trees seemed to shift again. Blocking the faint moonlight from reaching the ground once more. No more sound coming from him, his heart finally stilling. The wavering coo of an owl calling out through the trees was the only thing that could be heard, a solitary call as gold continued to encase his lifeless body.
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Jules went searching for Midas not long after they had finished loading the rest of the empty clips. Frowning as she combed through the building, unable to find him anywhere. With a shrug, she returned to the group, annoyance flashing through her at his disappearance. They had all agreed it was better to stick close together in case anything happened, letting each other know when they were leaving. Just in case.
She knew that with every growing pulse of energy, the Zero Point was getting closer and closer to another detonation. Knowing that they would be tossed into whatever void of reality it created, universes colliding and forming around them. She could only pray that this time, they would end up together once more.
The rifts that had been tearing through their reality showed glimpses of different worlds. Some filled with life, some looking peaceful. Some desolate, empty of life and filled with nothingness. Knowing that soon enough, their own reality would be tossed into the air, unsure of what might come after for them. But as long as she had her father and their friends by her side, she knew she could face whatever came their way.
Worry was twisting roughly through her stomach as the night continued and Midas didn’t reappear. When she mentioned it to Tina, a look of wistfulness crossed her face before she gave her a smile. The corners of her lips wavered before she let out a soft breath, squeezing at Jules shoulder. “I’m sure he’s around somewhere, you know how he is. Come on, let’s have a movie night.”
Jules frowned at that as she gave a slow nod. Knowing that something was off. There was something she wasn’t being told. Deciding to wait for a fresh morning, she shoved the feeling down, letting herself fall onto the couch that they had set up in what used to function as the vault in the building. Skye worked on getting everything set up as Brutus brought in snacks for them. Unable to stop her eyes from wandering to the empty chair that Midas usually sat in, Meowscles leaning against the armrest of it, glancing back every now and then as if he was looking to see where Midas was.
He met Jules eyes, and she motioned with her head for him to come over. Resting his back against the couch instead, a soft purr coming from him as she scratched just between his ears. Something about it made her chest ache, knowing he typically only let Midas pet him during movies. Wondering just what changed to make him let his guard down with her.
The next morning, a tremor rocked through the building, harsher than any she had felt yet. Jumping out of bed, still in her clothes from the day before, she rushed from the room. The nervousness of being alone was making her heart race, searching the building for her father as the ground shook even harder. Stumbling as the floor beneath her shifted, feet moving faster as she broke out into a run.
She knew it was time. That any moment the Zero Point would let loose its final blast of energy, sweeping across the island as it was dissolved into nothingness. Praying that they survived whatever came next.
Her eyes were wild as she shoved through the front door, watching the ground move around her. Waves of grass and trees rolling as the earth was torn open, shimmering rifts ripping open in the sky before they disappeared just as fast. She could hear Marigold calling her name and she ran towards it, keeping her eyes on the ground as cracks split beneath her feet. If there was anyone that her father would be with, it would be Marigold.
Her heart dropped to her stomach as the ground crumbled beneath her feet. Eyes wide as they flashed up, meeting Marigold’s and Tina’s as a rift splashed open before her. Terror shot through her as she felt herself being pulled in, unable to stop the Zero Points grasp, wondering just where her father was if he wasn’t with them. Frustration crashed heavily through her chest before she let out a scream. The feeling of plummeting through nothingness sucking the air from her lungs, knowing that it wasn’t supposed to be like this. She wasn’t supposed to be alone.
The ice of whatever made up the inside of the Zero Point as it engulfed their world crept along her fingers. Over her wrist and up her arms. Wondering if the way it seemed to coat her bones is what it felt like for her father as the gold crept up his own.
She was unsure of just how long she was trapped there, suspending and falling at the same time through a whirlwind of clashing energies. Flashes of worlds and life appearing and disappearing before her, worlds created and destroyed in split seconds. A soft humm of energy began to vibrate through the air itself, a knowing filling her mind that the Zero Point was almost done. Almost ready to spit her back out, leaving her to pray that she would be able to find her father once she landed in this new reality.
A flash of light nearly blinded her before she was crashing against rough ground. Groaning and coughing as the wind was forced from her lungs, trying to get her bearings. When she finally got her eyes to adjust, body aching with the effort it took to stand, she studied her surroundings. A small town, eerily deserted, stood before her with scattered trees forming an almost peaceful forest behind her. Paved roads cut through the town, wondering where all the people were.
Wondering if there were any people, or if she had just been spit out into a world void of others.
The crackle of energy seemed to shatter the sky above her, forcing her head back in surprise. Watching as a rift tore open, a grey mass hurtling through it before leathery wings snapped open, trying to slow its descent before it crashed into the ground in the centre of the deserted town. Swallowing thickly, she took a step forward. The need to see who, or what, had come through seared through her, only pausing at the thought of the wings. Something about them was almost familiar, something deep in her brain telling her to run. As fast and as far as she could.
Instead, she took another step forward.
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Glaring at the man, she watched as he sunk his hand into the orb of energy that surrounded an almost silver crystal, shoving yet another man through the rift that they had managed to stabilise in the room. Sunk deep beneath the surface of the island, he had seemed almost grateful when Jules had managed to tap them into the Zero Point’s energy. Nothing like what her father had done with his device, but enough.
Enough to impress Kado, at least. She found herself praying that he would continue to find her useful, knowing now that it was far too late for her to run. That if he so chose, he would send her careening through a rift without a second thought if he ran out of others to test his machine on. Too close to the finish line to run now anyways. No sign of her father anywhere, and no sign of the team. This was her last hope of finding them, in whatever reality they made it into.
The rift before them was near ground level, and the man landed quickly. In shock, no doubt but he stood on shaky legs nonetheless as he turned to take in his surroundings. Alive. Kado made a pleased sound just as the man turned, looking up at them. As if he expected to come back. Instead, Kado’s hand pulled the crystal from its holding place, both of their eyes widening as the rift stayed open. He replaced it once more, letting his hand fall and the rift closed, cutting off the man from his safe return. She knew that there would be no effort made to retrieve him, and she couldn’t risk being caught using it for that.
No, when she used it, she would be finding her father.
Days passed as they continued to test the machine, letting Kado use the crystal himself as she documented everything for him. Making slight adjustments, running without any hiccups now. She knew that she was taking a risk. Knowing that he would be furious at her betrayal. As if she had ever been loyal to him in the first place. Almost faltering as the perfect opportunity presented itself.
Kado hummed, a pleased smile crossing his face as he watched a rift close shut on yet another person. Sacrificing person after person, body after body for every test. Hunting for a new subject every other night. He rubbed a hand across the back of his neck, fangs bared as he tried to stretch his muscles.
“If you don’t mind, I have some other business to take care of. Are you good to clean up and shut everything down?”
She kept her breath slow, giving him a nod and a half smile as she began gathering her papers.Trying to stop her heart from racing, wondering if he could hear the blood pumping through her veins at his words. He gave a quick nod, pushing through the door without another word, leaving her alone with the machine. She continued to clean the space around her, passing time as she waited to see if he might come back, until she was finally done and found herself still alone.
Her footsteps echoed loudly through the room, her hand reaching out towards the crystal slowing. Knowing exactly how to work it herself after all this time. The rush of energy as her skin brushed against it was icy, snapping through her nerves like liquid fire as it started to glow. Letting her mind wander through the realities and times, searching for something familiar. The feeling that had seemed to encapsulate their island, the energy that filled the growing jungle. Eyes fluttering at the skew of realities rushing through her, snapping open at one that felt just right. The energy reminded her of walking through the thick trees with Midas, long before his hands had seized. The ache in her chest was enough to make her breath hiss through her teeth as she stepped through. Knowing that the moment she let her hand go, she wouldn’t be able to get herself back.
Nerves raced through her, unsure if she should go through and hope for the best, or leave a note. Just in case. Not that she thought Kado would ever actually look for her if she disappeared, but maybe, just maybe, he might. She gasped as she pulled her hand away, rift closing, disappearing along with the rush of energy, leaving her chest empty and aching.
She stepped away, scrawling a quick note to the man. Explaining where she had gone, and why. Praying once more as she reached for the crystal, she could find that same reality once more. Her heart raced when she felt its energy fill her chest once more, thumping loudly in her ears. Across her fingertips. Watching the glow that encased her hand react with the pressure, glowing and dimming in time with her heart.
With a shaky breath, she stepped through the rift, into the overgrown trees that made the jungle. Ripping her hand away, barely getting it through the rift before it closed on her, leaving her with no sounds except her own breath and the nature around her.
The trees had spread even further than when they had lived here before, looking through the sparse leaves towards what seemed like the centre. Massive trunks towering high above the rest, something pulling at her feet. Encouraging her forwards. Faint traces of pulsing energy rang through her feet with each step, reminiscent of the Zero Point. Wondering just how long it had been since its implosion. More surprised that it had managed to survive it at all, the cracks in the earth seemingly filled now. No signs of damage left behind, or if there were, now covered by thick moss and trees.
She didn’t stop as night fell, following the pull of her chest deeper into the thicket. Wondering if she should trust whatever was guiding her forwards before she shook her head. What other choice did she have? No way back to wherever Kado was, no way off the island. If whatever guided her forward was some type of trap, then she had no more choice of falling into it then she did falling through that first rift. An inescapable path that pulled her to where she would inevitably end up, no matter what she did.
A glint of something ahead caught her eyes, surprised that the moonlight managed to make it through the thick leaves. Glancing up, she watched as they swayed high above her, parting just enough to light her way over thick roots. Keeping her eyes focused on the ground as she followed the pull inwards. Pausing just slightly at the flash of gold she could have swore she saw.
Was it really him? Why would he be here alone? Why didn’t he stick with them that night? Why couldn’t he have just stayed by her side like he promised he would do?
Rushing now, stumbling over her feet as they tangled in ferns and roots, she raced to get to him. Worried he was hurt when she called his name and received no answer in return.
Her breath caught as she broke through into the smallest of clearings, a golden statue of a man resting on his knees as he gazed upwards, as if looking for the moon. Moss covered his shoulders, and the top of his head, running along strands of hair that looked almost carved too perfectly. Vines slowly wrapped around him, as if they could find a way to reclaim his golden body to the earth it rested on. Knowing that he was far too still to be alive.
“No,” she whispered, barely louder than a breath. Still seeming to break the silence around her as she tried to suck air into her lungs, taking small steps forwards. Waiting, as if he might move. Her breaths were coming in stuttering gasps as she landed roughly before him, unable to stop the tears that blurred her vision. Her hands shook as she tried to rip the vines from him, clearing moss from his face before a sob wracked through her. “You promised.”
The gold beneath her hands remained cold and lifeless. Her hands paused as they caught on a thin golden chain that hung from his neck. A small square pendant hanging from it, knowing what she would find inside. A rush of fear shot through her. What if it had been ruined? What if it wasn’t there, and the only picture she had left of her and her father was lost forever. Her fingers trembled at the clasp, looking up as it opened, terrified to see what might lay inside.
When she looked back, a soft noise fell from her. Knowing that she should be happy it survived, even as her chest caved in, a sob escaping her as she traced over her fathers face in the picture. The colours were faded now, water stains ruining the edges, but it was intact. Trying to clear the tears from her eyes as she looked back to him. To the statue in front of her. Studying him. A look of peace seemed to grace him. Wondering if after the pain of his curse spreading, he was grateful for the end when it came.
Just as fast anger rushed through her, hands ripping whatever plants were in the ground free as she threw them at him. “Why couldn’t you have just stayed?” Her voice echoed through the empty forest, a few birds calling out at the disturbance. With his silence, the rage building in her dulled, chest collapsing once more as another sob fell.
A crackle of energy behind her forced her to her feet, teeth bared as she readied herself to fight whatever came for her. Blocking her fathers body as if she had the means to protect him, even now. Surprise stunned her into stillness as a rift tore through the space behind her, Kado stepping through with the crystal still grasped in his hand. Keeping the rift active as long as he held it.
She blinked up at him, hastily wiping away her tears. Adjusting her position as if she could hide what she had found, not wanting him to see her father as he was. He stepped around her, holding her off as she tried to push him away in desperation. Never before having laid hands on him. Her hands latched onto his shirt, trying to get him away from Midas. Knowing how proudly he had displayed the hand that he had cut from her father, sickened at the thought of what he might do now.
“Don’t fucking touch him,” she whispered. It came out closer to a plea, and Kado glanced over at her, almost curious. Something flashing in his eyes that she wasn’t sure she had ever seen before. Almost pensive as he looked back to where Midas kneeled.
“I wouldn’t take him from here,” he finally murmured. Keeping his voice soft, as he finally looked back at her. “We may have had our differences, but even Midas is deserving of a final place to rest in the end.” A flicker of something, recognising it as a brief remnant of his humanity, stored deeply but surprisingly still there even after a millenia.
Fresh tears fell from her eyes as she looked away, shuddering breaths taken to try and stop the sobs that threatened to fall. Kado let out a soft breath, taking a step back towards the rift. “I think our time of working together is done. Find someone that is still alive, and I can let you go with them.” He saw the curious look on her tear streaked face before he lifted his jaw, looking away from her. “After that, we can call ourselves even.”
Looking back to the statue of her fathers body, her lip trembled as she nodded. Stepping towards the rift, unwilling to tear her eyes from him as Kado gripped her shirt, guiding her through. Not letting them close to even blink until Kado’s voice reached her once more. “Are you ready?”
She nodded shakily, watching the hole grow smaller. Gasping as her father disappeared from view for a final time, a golden statue of a man she had loved etched into her mind, the small pendant she had given him so long ago clutched tightly in her hand.
Kado stepped away, motioning for her to reach out for the crystal. Letting the energy of a million realities cross her, waiting for the pull of something familiar. Tears still leaked from her eyes, a soft gasp catching in her lungs as she finally latched on to something. The rift tore open in front of them, chest aching at the sight of Tina and Marigold seated against a large rock as Skye swam in a lake.
The energy caught their attention, and she could hear the way Marigold called her name. Rushing forwards with wide eyes. She looked to Kado as his hand slipped against the crystal, keeping it open while giving her the chance to let go. Of the crystal, and of what it represented. Once she was through, there was no going back.
“Thank you,” she murmured, receiving only the slightest nod of his head in return. She stepped through, feeling the energy fizzle behind her as Kado and his machine disappeared. Unable to stop the emotions that flooded her before she turned, Marigolds’s arms wrapping around her as she squeezed her into a hug. A golden hand was stroking through her hair as the woman searched her face, taking in the tear stained skin, the anguish she knew was still flooding from her eyes. Stepping back for a moment, her eyes caught on the pendant that was still held tightly in her grip.
A sad look crossed her face before she gave Jules a knowing stare. Lips trembling slightly before she spoke.
“You found him?”
Jules felt her face screw up, wrapped up in Marigold’s arms once more as tears stained into her shirt. Nodding against her shoulder as she finally let herself cry fully, shivers wracking through her body as she tried to catch her breath. When she finally seemed to calm, Marigold pulled back, swiping a thumb across her cheek to clear the wetness. Giving her a soft smile filled with understanding. Tugging her towards the others, sorrow still flashing through her in waves, mixed with a feeling of relief at seeing the rest of the team. Knowing that even with her father gone, she still had a little family to call her own. Knowing that it was only because of him that she had them, thankful all over for everything he had done.
“Come on, we’re here now.” Marigold wrapped her arm around her shoulders as she guided her to the rock, squeezing Jules between her and Tina. Unable to stop the soft laugh that fell from her, even with wet eyes, as Skye wrapped her in her own hug still drenched in water from the lake. The ache in her heart still crushing against her ribs, but almost bearable now. Almost.
#midas fortnite#jules fortnite#father daughter story#i also may have cried writing this i am too attached to fortnite characters#angst#character death#fortnite fanfiction#its ... kind of a happy ending?#a little bit?
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went to see six for the second time today and i have SO many things to say about the all you wanna do choreo
#i may or may not have cried just a little bit#it hits so hard fr </3#six the musical#ALSO THE INTERACTIONS BETWEEN THE QUEENS BETWEEN SONGS ARE ACCTULY HILLARIOUS#I TOOK NOTES ON THEM AND WILL SHARE WHEN I HAVE THE ENGERGY TO DECODE MY THEATRE HANDWRITING
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AHHHHH THEY ARRIVED!!

Honestly this comic means so much to me I’m so glad i was able to support its transformation into books form!!
If you havent read the glass scientists you are missing out!
A little ramble about how much i love this comic and what it means to me if you are interested:
I started reading this comic in november 2021. I read the original book when i was 13 and proceeded to hyperfixate on it and read lots of other Victorian horror literature, going so far as to later steal my name from a side character from the portrait of Dorian Gray. So when via scrolling on Pinterest i found images of the comic, i was instantly hooked and read it all in one. On the first of January my dad walked out on me and my mum. My self being a very confused and angry teenager spent a lot of the first months of 2022 feeling utterly rejected and a mess, throw in the fact that i was struggling with constant pain from migraines caused by long covid, back issues and crippling dysphoria i was not the most well put together person. I barely made it through the first few months with-ought breaking into tears once a week. Thats where the glass scientists came in:
I loved this comic (still do). It became the highlight of my week and motivated me to get through school and general life because i knew i would have it waiting for me on a Monday afternoon. Im honestly just so thankful to Sadge and for this comics existence it kept me going through a really tough time in my life and im just so so grateful it exists and also really really exited to get my hands on a physical copy!!!
Ramble over: READ THE GLASS SCIENTISTS!!! (Please)
#the glass scientists#tgs jekyll#tgs hyde#tgs henry jekyll#edward hyde#henry jekyll#hiveworks#I would just like to say that my name is not Basil#jekyll and hyde#I may have cried a little bit when they came through my mail#I love this comic so much
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so few, so proud, so emotional
hello, clancy
#excuse me while i sob#twenty one pilots#clancy#just finished listening to the album#it was amazing and i may or may not have cried a little bit
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pretty sure i have a kidney infection but i think everything is gonna be okay
#i called the doctors office neither of my beautiful lady doctors who believe me every time i say i have a problem were there and a guy#doctor was the only person to talk to#and he said PUSSY ASS BITCH TAKE AN IBUPROFEN AND SHUT THE FUCK UP#just kidding he gave me some other symptoms to watch out for and said to go to the er if i get those. but that for now i should just keep an#eye on it. anyway i cried a little bit i called my mom and she said that i should be peeing after sex and i said yes mom i'm a grown ass#woman. i called my bf he had a theory that i am making myself anxious about it and making the pain worse. which may have been true but also#i think he's biased bc he gives himself psychosomatic symptoms of everything all the time.#but i'm taking a bath and watching dumb youtube and i actually feel way better so maybe it's true.#anyway i'm already on antibiotics. i'm going to survive the night. if it's not feeling better tomorrow i can call my doctor again!!! bitch!#like calm down jesus....
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JFC TIMING BODY PLEASE-
I really, really should’ve seen that one coming.
Now I hope to heavens I haven’t just jinxed myself for tomorrow, but MAN I’M IN JUST SUCH A GOOD MOOD- I GOT THROUGH MY DANGER DAYS WITH MINIMAL BULLSHIT 👏👏👏 When you got a chronic illness (or illness’s), you gotta take the victories where yah can ( •̀ ω •́ )✧
#i may have cried a little bit today because I was just so relieved#had to suck them back in and zen myself 'cause getting too emotional makes me sick#ain't that ironic#I've had a really nice day though#my sisters and nieces visited and we went and fed the ducks in the park just a short walk from my home#which is tbh is one of the best perks of this house#easy access to duCKS
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RRRAAAAAAHHHH I LOVE FOUND FAMILY!!!!!
#ffxiv#ff14#final fantasy xiv#quaid's ew journey#endwalker spoilers#ffxiv endwalker#may or may not have cried a little bit at this part#can I hug alphinaud now pls pls pls#and estinien too pls pls pls
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