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pretty sure i have a kidney infection but i think everything is gonna be okay
#i called the doctors office neither of my beautiful lady doctors who believe me every time i say i have a problem were there and a guy#doctor was the only person to talk to#and he said PUSSY ASS BITCH TAKE AN IBUPROFEN AND SHUT THE FUCK UP#just kidding he gave me some other symptoms to watch out for and said to go to the er if i get those. but that for now i should just keep an#eye on it. anyway i cried a little bit i called my mom and she said that i should be peeing after sex and i said yes mom i'm a grown ass#woman. i called my bf he had a theory that i am making myself anxious about it and making the pain worse. which may have been true but also#i think he's biased bc he gives himself psychosomatic symptoms of everything all the time.#but i'm taking a bath and watching dumb youtube and i actually feel way better so maybe it's true.#anyway i'm already on antibiotics. i'm going to survive the night. if it's not feeling better tomorrow i can call my doctor again!!! bitch!#like calm down jesus....
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caught my younger sibling walking around with numb hands for weeks like that was normal so PSA theres some weak evidence that the following are common in POTS:
B12 Deficiency
- characterized by numb (pins and needles) hands and feet, which is persistent for days no matter what position your limbs are in
- take dissolvable B12 tablets once daily by holding them under the tongue for a couple minutes
- ideally those should be the like 2000000% DV ones, since B12 is water-soluble and near impossible to take too much of
- B12 shots can be prescribed for very severe deficiencies
- if this doesn't go away in like a week, See Your Doctor! these are peripheral neuropathy symptoms and that's something 1000% worth checking out ASAP
Magnesium Deficiency
- characterized by a tight kind of muscle soreness (for some reason always in my calves) that doesn't go away with rest
- others report tremors or being unable to keep the legs still
- either take a supplement daily or epsom salt baths
- be warned that oral magnesium works as a laxative, so start low and work your way up
Vitamin D Deficiency
- can cause fatigue and the "seasonal depression" kind of mood
- this is just really common in the general population, not just in people with POTS
- oral supplementation works fine, most daily vitamins have it
- in more severe cases your doctor can prescribe higher dose supplements
Also if you keep getting these symptoms all the time or it doesn't go away within a couple days of supplements, you probably need to see a doctor
#by weak evidence i mean theres like one doctor who observed this trend and it only kinda exists in research publications#but my personal experience is that i get these deficiencies recurrently#this is one of those things id classify as “not harmful if I'm wrong”#which is my litmus test for medical management without a doctor#all of these can cause fatigue and for anyone experiencing that its not a bad idea to try these#disability#ehlers danlos syndrome#chronic illness#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#salt baby talks#hypermobile ehlers danlos syndrome#heds#oh yeah that dr is dr. alan pocinki in a talk for the edSoc on fatigue in eds
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dot and bubble might just be my favorite episode this series. it's safe to say there have been NAUR bad episodes but the futility of dot and bubble, the slow realization that these young adults (who have been chosen as the final vestiges of this civilization) aren't just rich and beautiful, they're also ALL white. the subtle, unexplained hostility lindy pepper-bean has for the doctor. the way she listens to only ruby, addresses only ruby even when it's the doctor who is talking to her. and then. that ending. the doctor's disbelief. he can't believe these people aren't letting him save them just because he's black. and they could have gone the allegorical racism, the whole sci-fi alien bigotry. but I'm glad they didn't. the doctor has never encountered this problem before and what does he do? he screams. he cries. because if there's anything the doctor will always hate, it is the meaningless loss of life. and that's exactly what will happen to lindy and her friends. they will die. and as audience members there is some part of us that enjoys that, because we hate bigots and we love the doctor. but the doctor cares, so part of us cares, even when we don't want to. and that's the beauty of doctor who. I truly don't believe a piece of media has had more of a hand in making me as empathetic as I am and for that I love it. best episode so far this season for me. rtd at his absolute best!
#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#i still don't forget lindy for selling out ricky september tho#like i knew he was gonna die because he was awesome but i was surprised when he died BECAUSE of lindy#and i could talk about the complete lack of empathy of the people of fine time#and how ricky september (who did not use his bubble and learned empathy through reading) was the only person there trying to help#and how in a society where you're the only one with empathy#that same empathy can become a weapon used against you#uuugh i just loved this episode
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you can tell the sharks lb is deeply unwell bc instead of cancelling mackblack for being an antivaxxer they threaten to inoculate him every time he fucks up
#joy. by any means necessary.#I PERSONALLY think we need to talk more about the mpox vaccine in hockey. marta is right we need to give mackblack the mpox vax#MY DOCTOR MADE ME GET IT and it was the most annoying 8 weeks of my life#oh you think a covid vaccine is inconvenient mackblack? try getting a shot that turns your arm a weird color while nurses yell at you#to not touch your arm for eight weeks#forbidden injection site....no touch....but you just want to touch...it looks weird and feels weird#'ugh covid vaccine doesn't do anything--' give me ur arm. i'm going to give u a new horrible experience#and then we are going ** **** 😊#hockey for ts#fresno oilers.txt#hey guys i discovered tonight that the ikea delivery guys fucked up REAL BAD#and gave me $600 of free furniture. and i only discovered this after the guy i hired from taskrabbit built ALL OF IT#so i'm like in a really good mood all of a sudden. free furniture for me and my friends#have you ever been given $600 of free ikea furniture? it's an incomparable rush
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Everyone needs to get on my spones divorce wavelength right tf now ‼️
#its my best headcanon I'll die defending it#they met at the academy spock was still very attached to being vulcan and intellectual and what have you#bones is a seemingly reserved academic doctor with a classically earth american accent and attitude#spock likes it#they court#they do a marriage of convenience because it seems sensible. bones really does love him but not quite enough to put his heart into it#or come up with anything romantic#spock thinks relationships should be run like that#they expect to be posted together but they aren't#bones starts to drink more than spock would like#relationship takes a toll#Spock learns the joy of arguing#bitter divorce because theyve changed and lost their connection#posted on the enterprise together a few years later (sods law) and spock sees what his life could have been like the whole time#when he meets kirk#spock and bones do their bitter exes who actually do still care about eachother schtick#until bones gets pissed off because hes flirting with the captain right in front of him#and so we get constantly pissy bones with spock running only a little less bitchy to impress jim#but actually when it matters the love is there#hey of course never tell anyone this#spock assumes everyone knows and any information about bones' personal life will have to be surgically removed#al is talking
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You've probably heard that the average person eats eight spiders in their sleep per year, but it's only a recommendation.
Talk to your doctor to find out about your individual spider requirements.
#You've probably heard that the average person eats eight spiders in their sleep per year#but it's only a recommendation. Talk to your doctor to find out about your individual spider requirements.
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not to be like “ugh aos crew” again but ugh aos crew again spock really got accepted into the most prestigious university on vulcan and was like “haha fuck you <3″ bc they insulted the fact that he’s mixed-race jim banged his forehead in the shuttle within the first 30 seconds he was on board leonard was hiding in the bathroom of said shuttle because he hates flying sulu couldn’t get the ship to warp for the first 3 minutes of his first-ever flight on the enterprise uhura is mostly okay still except she’s also got a thing going with her former professor so maybe that raises some eyebrows (ha) scotty is literally in a butt-fuck middle of nowhere outpost on a death ice planet chekov is. seventeen. i don’t really have much more to add to that except guys your ensign is seventeen years old
#caroline talks#star trek#THEY'RE ALL SO. in their own varying levels. unhinged#me: ah yes. the best of the best. starfleet's best and brightest#[immediately cuts to spock being a sassy little bitch + leonard swearing up and down the ship + jim running around#because his hands have SWELLED TO THE SIZE OF BALLOONS BECAUSE OF A CERTAIN DOCTOR + sulu looking like he wants to die#because spock was said sassy bitch + scotty just being like 'do u know what i've been eating. it sucks'#+ uhura being mostly fine except girlie i know spock's attractive and i know u are both adults but GIRL + chekov just cheerfully going#'seventeen sir :)' and leonard going 'OH GOOD HE'S SEVENTEEN']#they are so. like.#frankly for all the hate that the reboot movies get i fuckign adore them bc it's like 'you know what. they're all like. young.#they can be stupid.'#like. some of them are in their twenties. do u know what that does to a person#jim kirk is in his twenties and that's the only reason why i'm like ' .. . . . . listen he might be a little bit chaotic but i love him'
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I don’t think we talk enough about how Branch has a canonic physical deformity due to trauma
#like WHAT#out of all the things I think we as a fandom should talk about#Im shocked I havent seen a single person look deeper into this#Imagine being little Branch and going to the doctor only for them to tell you you have a deformity#like the grayness is explainable#but his trauma goes so deep it physically strained and shifted his body#trolls dreamworks#trolls branch#branch trolls#dreamworks trolls#trolls 3#trolls band together#trolls 1#trolls movie#trolls world tour#branch
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I love that by the end of Jamie’s run on the show, he’s so acclimated to things of the future that he’s aghast when faced with things that he would have found very normal in his own time.
#classic who#jamie mccrimmon#second doctor#zoe heriot#the space pirates#missing episodes#i’m sure it’s more that it’s unexpected for someone in the far future to be using only candles and not electricity#but he sounds personally offended like he can’t believe they’re so outdated and it makes me laugh#also funny is 1 minute later when zoe doesn’t know how a candle works (????)#and he’s so offended by THAT that he turns heel and goes native and talks about searching for flint#i’m sure they didn’t mean any of this to be this funny but it is to me#screencaps
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I think we can absolutely criticize how gender dysphoria is viewed and defined, but sometimes, I think people can swing too far in the other direction to say that gender dysphoria doesn't exist at all, or that anybody who claims to have gender dysphoria simply have internalized transphobia. I really don't think this is helpful to trans people who are dysphoric, and it really puts us in a shameful position wherein our feelings are deemed proof of being problematic or transphobic.
I absolutely don't think dysphoria is required whatsoever to be trans - I hope my blog has made this position clear. I just hate the way dysphoria is understood by cis doctors and medical professionals, who typically do not talk to or try to understand their dysphoric patients. I don't think the solution is to blame dysphoric trans people, though (or non-dysphoric trans people!). We didn't ask for the state of transphobic healthcare. We need to put the blame where it lies - with biased professionals who don't want to accurately understand dysphoria and how it can overlap with trans identity and the transphobic society many of us live in.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#transphobia#transphobia tw#dysphoria tw#i just wish people would be nuanced and maybe more compassionate about this#because this (like most other healthcare and mental wellness topics) are so fucking complex and nuanced#dysphoria is just as complex as any other healthcare need and i wish more people (doctors especially) actually understood that#because doctors seem to get when i say that depression has ruined my life because they understand depression a *tad* bit more...#...but when i talk about dysphoria and say it *destroyed* me? i'm suddenly a lab rat and they refuse to understand how i feel and why#also saying gender dysphoria isn't real isn't something only non-dysphoric trans people say...#...in fact i think they understand more about dysphoria than some cis people do...#...and i full-heartedly would support a trans person no matter what their dysphoria does or does not look like...#...because dysphoria is highly contextual and does not present the same and doesn't have to be present for someone to be trans...#...it's just that in my experience as a dysphoric trans person i've found that people aren't suddenly more supportive of me...#...and i really want to change how we talk about transness and dysphoria#i don't want to talk about non-dysphoric trans people like i know what it's like because that isn't my story...#...but i want to make it CLEAR that i will always want them in my trans spaces and that we *need* them in our community
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the thing is I do quite like individual stephen moffat episodes, I think they're good episodes. they get less good when you start to see patterns of writing and how he has a tendency of beating a dead horse + ongoing sexism which may be missed in one episode, but becomes very clear through repetition, but if one considers them as one-offs they're Neat bits of writing. it's when he tries to make it longform that it all falls to pieces for me and reverberates back. his lore is a mess and consequently so are his characters if one spends more than an episode or two with them.
#anti moffat#im rewatching doctor who#the measurement#we're at silence of the library and meeting river song#and she's quite a different character to who she becomes later in the show but already got some Stuff that rubs me the wrong way#i would call this moffat's issue with creating someone 'worthy' of the doctor#he talked about that before in terms of madame de pompadour#and so river song Has to become The most interesting most badass most capable most witty most knowledgeable etcetc#has to know everything about the doctor that nobody else knows + have all the same adventures as the other companions#so it's no longer their adventures with the doctor and their stories - she's shoved on top of them to be better than all of them#so none of them were worthy enough -- not compared to her. and then ofc later on she's part timelord as well to really hammer it home#unfortunately river song on the show never worked for me#she ticks every box of things i dont like about moffat's writing and it only becomes moreso as the show continues#but maybe in the audio dramas where she's got more personality -- i have been curious about it
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last night i was thinking damn i really hate the fact that my parents have their friends coming over later tonight it’s going to be such a pain in the ass having to sit downstairs at the table and act amicable to these zionists. dreamt of having to cross a flooded river that burst its banks and being chased by massive spiders the size of dogs — didn’t really feel like a nightmare, more of an adventure. anyway, came downstairs this morning after waking up, first thing my mother tells me is “the [friends’ family name] called, they said they’re not coming over tonight because the water mains in their flat broke and they have to wait to get it fixed now”
screaming. Indirect Action
#butterfly effect goes crazy. i watched that stupid marvel thing because i was having a tough time getting over doctor who. and now look#where i am. remember wiccan!ivy . ‘divine feminine’ ivy. no you don’t actually because i was fifteen#actually reading source material this time instead of going off on a whim and creating imaginary friends#i.e. DISCERNMENT#toktok will have you thinking aphrodite cursed your balls#basically well. i didn’t ASK for this but i didn’t not NOT ask for this#only one person knows the Phones story#not putting this in any tags. xoxo imposter syndrome#anyway back to the divine feminine talk. remember the post i rbed? ‘not divine feminine or divine#masculine but the divine comedy and you will address me as such’? yeah#ivy.txt
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rest {vil x reader}
Vil comforts you after a rough day.
!! information !!
characters: vil
reader: gn
cw: none!
The Pomefiore lounge was only half-lit, a shadowed hallway leading to the far wall where Vil sat on one of the plush purple couches. The flickering candles cast him in a warm glow, bright enough to illuminate the papers on his lap so he wouldn’t have to strain his eyes to read. The scarce lighting, you knew, was meant to accommodate you; after so long of complaining about a persistent headache, even the densest of your companions (ahem, Grim) caught on.
Vil looked up from his papers and uncrossed his legs, though he made no move to stand. “Hello, sweet potato.”
“Hey,” you answered, barely stopping yourself from diving onto the couch. Still, you fell with little ceremony, laying across the cushions and resting your head on Vil’s lap. He scoffed, amused at your audacity, but didn’t say anything else about your manners.
“You’ve been making yourself scarce these days,” He commented, not unkindly. His voice lacked the usual firm and severe tone he used throughout the day, though anybody on campus could tell that he usually spoke softer around you. Still, this time he kept volume down to something soft and tender, wrapping around you, sound and snug.
“Headache.” You felt on of his hands gently rest on our head for a moment, carding through your hair and drawing soothing lines down your shoulder. “I was getting sick of being alone, though.”
“Forgive me for not offering a more thrilling activity.”
“This is perfect.” You didn’t think you could take any more than resting in a different spot, anyway. “I’m...sorry I haven’t been...much, lately.”
Vil stopped moving his hand, and you could practically hear the unimpressed expression he was giving you. Picturing that small, perfect scowl and the way he was arching an eyebrow, you almost laughed.
“You haven’t been much? Much of what?”
You shrugged. “Much of anything.”
Vil sighed before resuming the comforting pets he was giving you. “That’s simply not true. You’ve been recovering. And before that, you were going through a lot. Perhaps you still are. How are you feeling?”
After a pause, you shrugged and gave him a noncommittal hum. Those types of answers were never enough for him, though. “Better. Kind of. More manageable, at least. I’ll be back on my feet soon.”
Vil chuckled. “You don’t have to make promises to me. It’s important to take care of yourself. Take the time you need. I’m thankful that I got to spend some time with you at all today.”
You took a deep breath, holding it in for a few seconds and trying to focus on anything but the pounding pain in your head: his fingers running through your hair, the warmth of his leg beneath your cheek, the raised seam of the cushion digging into your hip, all of it. Slowly exhaling, you hummed again.
“Yeah. I am, too.”
#this is kind of a spiritual successor to my last post (sit with me with leona)#i don't get super personal on here most of the time because. i don't want to LOL#but if you were curious i am doing better. i talked to my doctor and i started on antidepressants#that was the inspiration i only just got over my four day headache adjusting to it LMAO#so you know. i'm just a stranger on the internet but if you're having mental health issues consider talking to your primary care doctor!#i cried in her office telling her my symptoms lol it kinda sucks but it's worth it to be better#anyway i talked too long in the tags idk if this is even going to show up in them anymore. daily reminder to reblog please :3#twisted wonderland#vil schoenheit x reader#twst#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#vil schoenheit#vil x reader#also i just wrote this. randomly. there's not a lot of deeper meaning i just wanna. sit
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Donna Noble is out here threatening homicidal maniac aliens because they were disrespectful to her daughter, meanwhile my mom won't even change my contact in her phone to my proper name.
#personal#i know there are trans people with far worse home and family situations and im not trying to negate that but like.#its the little things like that that i see and its just kind of a punch in the face reminder that the only support i get from her in regards#to me being nonbinary is apathetic.like if she's telling a story about me before i came out she wont use the right pronoun/name in the story#or when shes talking about how she was talking about me at work and uses my birthname/pronouns (i okayed this we live in a red county) she#wont change the name/pronouns. or how she gets weird any time i mention top surgery or how instead of calling someone out for deadnaming#or misgendering me she just also starts doing it or how she still introduces herself to people as “[deadname]'s mom or#its just annoying#anyways im ranting in the tags now. sorry.#donna noble#rose noble#unsupportive mother#casual transphobia#doctor who
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genuinely seriously how do you fix ‘I do not deserve to earn enough money to survive’
#I know it’s a petulant revenge response to 1) seeing people suffering all around me and all over the world. like a#‘I won’t look after myself til they’re taken care of even if it’s never’ and 2) kind people who want to give me things who can be a bit muc#might be doctor time idk#bc it’s not like I can magically stop all the suffering in the world so I can be like. okay. now that’s all gone I can look after myself#but I can tell people to stop offering me things or I won’t talk to them. even if it’s rude they need to respect my (unusual) preferneces#but even then. am I only like that because I feel like I don’t deserve it to begin with?? would it not be a problem if i wasn’t like this?#personal mental health tag
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part 11/26ish
anyone remember those scales with the springs in 'em? all i ever see these days are digital scales but those things made the best noises. i think i've seen some kitchen scales that still use spring mechanisms, but it's been a while.
technology is weird.
from the beginning
#otherkin hrt#fictionkin hrt#fictionkin#otherkin#digihrt#dg arts#-apomon#updates might slow down from daily since our brain ceased letting us do art about halfway through bfsdhjfbjshdbfs#oh well#i'm thinking of doing another fake in-universe pamphlet for a bonus though#specifically like talking about the “weight” stat#fun fact: we'd never stepped on a scale in almost a decade before finally seeing a doctor for the first time in that 10 years last year#we used to obsess over our weight in a way inherited from our mom's diet culture BS and then like#i'm pretty sure we split someone in the system who just managed to not give a shit#and everyone else that did basically got put in time out or fragmented to hell (we still don't know)#i think about this post i saw a while ago that talked about how like#weight (specifically as it is medicalized) shouldn't be a concern so much as if you're moving your joints and stretching them enough#and it should really only be a concern when it drastically changes in a short period of time because it can sometimes be indicative of#your body flipping its lid#the post talked about rapid weight loss specifically and how a lot of doctors will go “oh wow weight loss!! yay :)” when like.#no??? not yay???#anyways some medications can cause weight fluctuations too#our fibro medication can cause weight gain and tbh i don't give so much of a shit about that as i am curious about the mechanics behind it#our relationship to weight is mostly informed by being the one person in our family who never had to deal with fatphobia targeting them#but just because we weren't the target didn't mean it didn't affect us when our mom's whole life shifted around WW#i didn't want to delve into that in this comic tbh so aside from the little bonus pamphlet this is the last time it's brought up#but like a comic where we take a version of ourself through this kind of transition would inevitably have to touch on relationships to food#we're just lucky we finally found out that we can actually like... enjoy food without it hurting us?#part of the wish fulfillment of this scenario would (and is) the idea of getting to enjoy food without bodily discomfort#because on top of us almost developing an ED we also just have a garbage stomach
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