#i literally only eat cereal+milk and yogurt+granola+frozen fruit and takeout | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

caterjunes · 4 months ago

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it's just like. you have to wash clothes if they're uncomfortable too. (you don't have the energy/executive function/knowledge to find clothes that feel good on you. you're a 6'2" trans woman and you've gained 20+ lbs in the last 6 months and you don't even know where to start looking.)

you have to wash dishes even if you just had boxed mac 'n' cheese or takeout or scrambled eggs or cereal & milk off of them. (you don't have the energy/executive function to cook or plan meals that are more complicated than this. every time you try you end up in tears or out of breath or sweating or shaking with fatigue. the last time you tried to cook anything more complicated/lengthy than scrambled eggs you had to tag out halfway through and lie down on the couch for half an hour.)

#keeping it fun and funky fresh #personal #matty's mental health #i need a chronic illness tag #i'm. not doing good.#i had therapy yesterday & was talking to my friend max today and both of them (independently) were like #''what's something you're looking forward to'' and. there is nothing. i do not have a single thing i am looking forward to.#the nlrb dropped my charge. i can't make any fucking progress with my job hunt.#i literally only eat cereal+milk and yogurt+granola+frozen fruit and takeout #my doctor thinks i'm making up that i can't do any physical activity anymore #any time i turn off the ac even if it's 70° outside i have the most miserable sweaty day imaginable. or if i'm not directly in a fan.#weight cw

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