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Fr I’m convinced ‘anxiety’ is the new hysteria. I’m a trans guy (pre-transition) and these are all things that I was told were ‘just anxiety’:
-legs suddenly becoming extremely weak to the point I couldn’t walk, let alone stand
-horrible chest pain
-extreme dizzy spells/constant vertigo
-new and profound memory issues/disorientation
-uncontrollable tremors
-additional chronic pain
-uncontrollable weight loss
-etc
It took nearly two years for them to start taking me seriously. In that time, I ended up needing a cane to walk and I can still only be on my feet for 20 min at the max on a *good day* (with my cane). I lost so much weight that I became too light to trigger the sensors on the scooters at Target and Walmart. My symptoms got exponentially worse in every way. It took all of that for my last pcp to take me seriously. I was sent for an MRI and it turns out I have lesions in my brain and a birth defect where my skull meets my spine, amongst other findings!
Trust what your body tells you and advocate for yourself. Check the after visit summaries. Don’t give up until you get the care you need. Find at least one person who believes you and can offer emotional support. Don’t let people tell you that you’re going crazy or being dramatic or being lazy or that it’s ’just anxiety’ when you *know* it isn’t. You will find the help you need eventually. It shouldn’t take this much work and it’s absolute bullshit that it does, but your health is worth the effort.
I love the American healthcare system. I got to urgent care barely able to think and walk just for them to tell me “oh yeah sometimes people can’t walk and think, you crazy women.” and then I’m charged $255 for a 5min visit
#I also ended up hospitalized at one point due to extreme blood loss on my period#I started getting my period nearly 18 years ago and it’s always been like that#I finally got diagnosed with PCOS over the summer and I see an endo in a week and a half#my new (absolutely amazing) pcp is still helping me through a bunch more testing to get the Big Diagnosis#I started having chronic pain and vision issues when I was 15 btw#my vision would go completely white and my eye doctor just… didn’t believe me lol#and my chronic pain was dismissed as a muscle strain#later on a clinician I visited to get tested for RA just told me to take four ibuprofen every four hours#oh btw that specialist that refused to schedule me for that test ending up suing me for failure to pay#I ended up getting the test done with a different doctor and they found significant results from it#us healthcare is such absolute bullshit I swear#I’ve spent the last several years just being stuck sitting on my ass trapped at home just *waiting*#I’ve gone through so much fucking emotional turmoil all while dealing with a body that just kept getting more dysfunctional#like I have a total list of all my symptoms to help me track them and that list is 5 pages long#and doesn’t include the two new symptoms I had start up in the past month#tbh if I didn’t have my disabled friend to help me thru all this I probably wouldn’t be here anymore#you know who you are lol#I love you fam!!!!#I also love all of y’all#take care of yourselves ❤️#sorry I ramble in the tags it’s the Brain Damage™️ lmao
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baby’s first homicide case
(inspired by supernatural’s painfully awkward season 1 promos)
#i love jaybin#you know how your parents make you stand for the world’s most awkward photoshoots with your siblings#no just me okay#dick grayson#jason todd#dc robin#robin#nightwing#batman#batfam#jaybin#he’s just happy to be there#jim gordon#commissioner gordon#art#drawing#artists on tumblr#digital art#bat family#bat fam#dc#dc comics#dc fanart
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a (little) liverpepper sora comic, for rainy-sunshine days ☔️💛
#kh#liverpepper#sora#roxas#i always meant to expand on sora's night terrors/depression a lot more while i was active#but i'm happy (and hoping) to still be able to do it in bits and pieces if youre still interested!#anyway i had a blast drawing this#i love the twins being SO close and having so much love for each other.... ANGELS#thank you everyone i hope you all enjoy!#let me know what you think!!!! ♥️#liverpep fam
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Funk branch au
Au and branch design by @bbc-trolls
#dreamworks trolls#trolls#trolls au#trolls branch#trolls prince d#trolls queen essence#trolls king quincy#thank you bbc-trolls!! for both making this au! and for giving permission for fanart <3#oooghghg love this au#never knew I needed something so much#Funk family! your perfect! your everything#forgive me my queen! had a hard time drawing you#funk trolls are a bit of a struggle lol#‘branch gets adopted by another tribe’ you will always be famous#yeh funk fam and even funk trolls as a whole would be a good fit for branch#their advanced tech. how accepting/understanding they are (cue twt talk about differences) and did you see them get ready to battle!#the more I think abt this au the more I love it#the more I think about funk trolls the more I LOVE THEM<3#they're so cool#this took a little long to make. kept adding more and more lol#in case your wondering Quincy is giving a talk about how him being different to both pop and funk is okay and should be cherished#like that talk in twt about how the strings/troll genres are different and to not deny it cause it's an important.#silk sonic on repeat making this! edit: forgot to say thanks to lonedawn for mentioning the album on bbc’s og post! you are so right <3#also listened to other funky songs#need more funk music!! it reaches as special part of the soul#can not recommend 'atomic dog world tour remix' enough. it's so good. prince d's verse at 1:27 fav#trolls fanart#excuse the messiness#funk branch au#my art <3
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#thanksgiving#harvest#holiday#lonliness#alone#I am with you#love from the other side of this series of tubes#reaching out to y'all#my lonely fam#rub a dub dub thanks for the grub#lets eat
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wasnt gonna drink 2night.. but FUCKK i miss charlie and pim like a mf..
#smiling friends#charpim#adult swim#pim pimling#charlie dompler#charlie#pim#charlie smiling friends#smiling friends pim#pim x charlie#charlie x pim#sf charlie#sf pim#recently watched breaking bad#spoiler alert it’s peak.#i WILL draw them as jesse and walt. IM NOTKIDDING#IWILL#PREPARE YOURSELF!!!!!#anyway#enjoy the gays#i love them as i love YOU all fam#thugging it out#im high…#🤧🤧#love drawing thesegay LOSERS gosh.
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#Disco elysium#Doggies!!#I dont remember who drew judit as a basset one time but say so and ill credit you#Jean is a black dalmatian whos been retired for becoming too aggressive#Lillienne is a mutt i just wanted to preserve her attitude and shape she is owned by a fisherman and is proud of her job. A workin dawg.#Cuno is also a mutt#Kim is a chihuahua shiba mix mostly just for looks#Harry is a longhaired pitt mix#Harry was owned by a lady who he loved sooo much and wants a human so badly#Kims a stray city dog with a lot of smarts#Judit and jean are owned but are allowed to wander during the day#Harry is afraid of human children (perhaps was given away because of them?) but loves puppies. Hes a neuter which ive disco'd into orchidec#Harrys too wild for a shelter and too wild for a fam with kids. Kims a lil guy so harry helps with the territory power struggle
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im so mad at u omg
how dare u make my noritoshi obsession 10 times worse
Noritoshi spews his true feelings when you're upset with him. Similar to a very eager puppy trying to regain your favor by any means...... but realizes what he says and blames you for turning him into a fool. Another downside for him is that he won't take his words back in fear of you getting the wrong idea.
you're just a bully that he hopes will forget about the embarrassing words he blurted out.
hes simultaneously reeling and embarrassed. is this what happens when you make your love upset? does that imply he's your love?!
#noritoshi#kamo noritoshi#noritoshi kamo#noritoshi x reader#kamo noritoshi x reader#noritoshi kamo x reader#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#heh#coughs out blood#FAM THIS ALL INDOCTRINATION SUCCESS#NORITOSHI OBSESSIONS ARE SO FUCKING FR HERE#IM JUST PUTTING WTV WAS IN MY MIND ONTO PAPER RIGHT HERE..#i imagine he likes the thought of you being obsessed with him bc that implies your attention is always on him#Meaning that you wont leave him. that youll stay at his side just like he'll stay by yours.#if you're more obsessive over him. he'll slowly worsen to be just as if not more into you..#like to the point of feeling his own stomach tying itself in knots when youre not in the same room as him#ohh.. and the feeling is horrendous if youre ever upset with him.. even the slightest bit upset.#he just wants be loved by someone who he can call his own and hes willing to go through great lengths for that.#<- pushing puppy boy noritoshi agenda#but thats enough of me talking of yan noritoshi. tysm I'll be here for the rest of the month#AND NOTICE HOW HE LOVES COFFEE BUT DITCHED IT THE SECOND IT TURNED TO YOU BC YOURE MORE IMPORTANT TO HIM THAN SOME FUCKING DRINKGNFNKFKVKV#suiana#null rot
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I love my druid parents
#people complaining about there being two druid companions#nah fam i love having both#you can pry them from my cold dead hands#also fuck you to anyone who calls halsin boring#leave my man alone#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 meme#bg3 jaheira#jaheira#bg3 halsin#halsin#halsin silverbough
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i love how one day garp came for his regular (i mean yearly) visit at windmill village and..
garp: hmm.. head count time! gather 'round boys!
garp: one, two, three!
garp: all three! phew! thank god you guys didn't die off somewhere. anyways how are my pookie wookie little grandsons-
garp: ....
garp: three!?
garp: but last time i had two!!??
#i love how sabo came along one day and boom#'gramps garp how are you?'#bruh#this fam#i love them#asl brothers#asl shenanigans#portgas d ace#revolutionary sabo#monkey d. luffy#monkey d garp#ace one piece#one piece sabo#luffy one piece#ace sabo luffy#one piece
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percico fanfics are wild 😭 those are literally the second and third paragraph of the first chapter
#I KNOW I’VE BEEN AFK AND IT’S PERCICO WEEK BUT LIFE HAS BEEN EXHAUSTING#i’m keeping up… on my own pace…#and it’s been GREAT there’s SO MUCH CONTENT I CAN’T KEEP UP ON AO3 🥹🥹#let’s talk about these boys we love so much fam#percico#nico di angelo#percy jackson#pjo#pernico#ao3#percy jackson and the olympians#heroes of olympus#and this is a russian fic you just KNOW it’s gonna be good#percico fics never fail to be the best ones for this fandom do they#riordanverse
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Finarfin Fades.
No one expects it, no one’s faded in Valinor since Miriel. The War of Wrath is won and he comes back, waving off the courtiers, well wishers, and congratulators with his usual grace, and walks into the palace of Tirion. To rooms abandoned since their owners left so long ago. Winding deeper and deeper his feet take him to what was once Finwë’s favourite garden.
He’s so tired.
He’s fulfilled his promise to Fëanaro and Nolofinwë, to avenge them. To make the agony of their final moments - agony Finarfin felt, falling to the floor screaming as fire and darkness consumed his spirit - count for something. Now Morgoth is finally gone, but he’s not the only one.
His brothers, larger than life, larger than death, are gone. With them his sons. Niece. Nephews. Grandchildren. His daughter is never to return. He Saw little Nelyo’s death in his dreams and is sure hopes for the child’s own sake that Makalaurë will be close behind.
Little remains. Even less on these golden shores.
So Finarfin sits on a bench long overgrown with vines and weeds, and watches the sun filter through the thicket, wishing the ghosts he sees in his father’s garden would flesh out.
He sits. He waits.
And by the time anyone finds him, it’s too late.
…at least he’s smiling again.
#au i guess#Every so often I’m hit with Finarfin feels#and it *hurts*#we love Finarfin in this house#my poor guy deserved better#I know Finrod is reembodied but let’s say it would’ve happened after the war#the Valar didn’t expect this though#and they can’t make it better#Finarfin’s lost too much and he’s tired#tired like his half-brother’s mother#and they know he won’t return until his brothers are let out#maybe that’s what finally convinced them to let out Fëanor and Fingolfin#they’re waiting in the Halls btw#the whole fam is#they’re proud#and Arafinwë finally gets some rest#Finarfin#Arafinwë#war of wrath#fëanor#fingolfin#they’re haunting this whole thing#you can decide where Eärwen is in all this#I usually hc her as having stayed with her husband but maybe she leaves in this one#or maybe she’s gone for a few weeks trying to settle the new arrivals before heading back#not my best work but alas#midnight writings yanno#silmarillion#ITHOF Writes
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A little wonderful project me and @lil-beanz000 came up with ! Let me introduce you to Vinny Usato, the new member of the Usato fam and marupyons little brother ! This adorable munchkin is one of @lil-beanz000 original oc’s that i kidnapped >:3 muehehehe
Be amazed by his cuteness !!!!!!!
After having pyonpyon, Leo finds out that he would no longer be able to have children, the pregnancy having been to hard on his body. While talking about it to the family, draxum offers to help them by providing his services and lab as a birthing chamber/incubator. The young couple is overjoyed and accept his offers, however not everyone on board with the idea. Maru finds herself conflicted with this new change and lashes out at her parents, however after some reassurance and some bonding time she comes to love little Vinny to bits <3
Here is beanz vinny description !
#maru would like to return him pls#where the receipt at ?#this was so fun#i can’t wait to make more little stories#I LOVE YOU BEANZ !!!!!#<3<3<3<3<3<3<3#rottmnt TAH#rottmnt TAH au#the turtle and the hare#Usato fam#pyonpyon#Vinny#rottmnt TAH leo#rottmnt TAH usagi#rottmnt fan babies#rottmnt#save rottmnt#unpause rottmnt#rottmnt leosagi#rottmnt leo#rottmnt usagi#TAH vinny#weepwonp
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So the preview of the new theme song uses imagery of the guys' myths, including Sylus'. Rafayel, Xavier, and Zayne, I think we are all fairly familiar with, but since Sylus is not released yet, there are a lot of speculations about what kind of tragic past he and MC shared. Let's try to break it down. Or make it more confusing. 🫠
Interestingly, before the "tragedy" we see their wrists are bounded together by a red thread.....perhaps....the Red Thread of Fate? As the saying goes, rough paraphrasing on my part: Two lovers, regardless of time, place, and circumstances, are destined to be together, connected by a single red thread. The red thread may twist and tangle, but it may never break.
However, as we can see in the video, Sylus and MC's thread does break, and unlike in the traditional belief, their thread is wrapped around their wrists and not fingers. As the thread breaks, we also see Sylus behind bars. Imprisonment? A crime?
Speaking of wrists, another thing I've noticed with Sylus' trailers is that it involves handcuffs a lot, which seems more significant now in light of this preview.
Especially since we see him also breaking them so easily.
I kind of made a passing joke in the tags of a previous post that Sylus' upcoming chapters carry shades of the Greek myth with Hades and Persephone, but perhaps I may not be too far off?
Just take a look at this wide view of the scene of Sylus and MC separated:
The N109 Zone is shown during the night with a bright red moon, giving a feeling reminiscent of the Underworld ruled by Hades. Note how it looks like Sylus is behind bars, a prison, if you will. In Greek mythology, Hades was tasked with ruling the Underworld, not by his choice, but the wills of others (so in a sense: trapped). Could this mean that perhaps Sylus has no desire to be the leader of Onychinus? Could he be bounded there against his will?
Meanwhile, MC is shown on the side of light. If we compare her to Persephone, she is on the surface world with other people. But from the preview, it looks like she is abducted and taken to the N109 Zone, much like Persephone was abducted and taken to the Underworld to be Hades' bride.
(Brief unserious interlude, because I want to spread my Hades/Persephone agenda:
Sylus is the Hades to MC's Persephone
The dark to her light
He is feared by everyone except her.
He'll let her get away with everything (covering him in silly band-aids, poking him in the side) because he adores her.
If anything happens to her, the world will feel his wrath.
He embodies the feeling of "if anything happens to her, I will kill everyone in this room and then myself."
In short, scary leader is big softie for his wifey and I am willing to die on this hill
OK. End interlude.)
Also, um... 😭
Bringing up the theory that Sylus is trapped? The Beast is trapped in the castle because of the curse by an enchantress. I seriously couldn't get this comparison out of my mind when I saw the dancing scene in the trailer, so it feels appropriate to bring it up here.
Perhaps like the Beast initially, Sylus does display a very dominating and aggressive temperament, but then in his 5* memory, Captivating Flavor, he seems more approachable, so perhaps we will soften him over time?
Now...since Infold had the audacity to drop that trailer while I was writing this, here is another example of them going with the trapped/caged/bounded theory (there is also an image of a bear trap earlier, but I'm at my 10-pic limit, so the cage seems more obvious (and aesthetically pleasing lol)
So could Sylus be trapped in the same way as the Foreseer is trapped within the Tower? But unlike the Foreseer, Sylus is always trying to break free from his chains. Circling back to his myth, could it be that his tie with MC was broken...by him? Perhaps out of a sense of protection? For her sake?
In Beauty and the Beast, the Beast was willing to let Belle go, to be killed by Gaston, to succumb to the curse, all for the sake of Belle's happiness and freedom.
In the myth of Hades and Persephone, Persephone was allowed to leave the Underworld to return to her mother for half a year, but since she ate a few pomegranate seeds, food from the Underworld, she was also bounded to return to the Underworld for the other half to be with her husband. Each year, the cycle returns. Come spring, Hades must let his beloved wife leave him for half a year, and there's nothing he can do to change it.
Bonus Greek myth tidbit: the crow plays a significant part in a myth involving the sun god Apollo, where it acts as a messenger for him. The crow, once white, was burned and turned black, as retribution for telling the truth (revealing an affair) that led to Apollo killing his lover.
So, let's recap real quick the symbolism we have seen. 🤔
Handcuffs: bounded
Bars: imprisonment
Bear trap (couldn't include the pic, but it's there, trust me): caught, trapped
Birdcage: trapped, caged
The crow: a messenger; punished for revealing the truth (so, punishment)
So, gathering my random little thoughts...
Theory 1: Sylus and MC must have been destined lovers in a past life, but due to whatever conflict, Sylus decided to break his bond with her for her protection and accept any punishment that comes with it, which could mean to be ruler of a place he has no desire for, an imprisonment of sort.
Theory 2: Destined lovers, but perhaps a third party interfered out of jealousy or spite. Could Sylus have been caught and framed of a crime and been literally imprisoned, thus forcing him and MC to separate?
Something to this effect, I think, from working with the crumbs I've gathered. It's also almost midnight as of the time of writing this, so my brain is feeling loopy now (also no thanks to that Sylus trailer that popped up while I was writing this 💀)
Anyhoo, make of all of this as you will. My Hades/Persephone agenda will persist.
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus#lnds ramblings#lnds analysis#so anyway i was going to post this last night#but then#infold dropped THAT video#and well#oh god i am still not ok#anyway#fam what you think#have i confused you all#😀
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Love the thought of Leo just casually being well traveled to absurd degrees. Like one day they’re facing their new Big Bad of the year and like, Draxum or whoever says that the key to their fight is located somewhere in, like, Latvia or some place, but no one knows where to start.
Then Leo’s like “oh I know a place” and when asked how the heck he could know of one it smash cuts to Leo falling through the ceiling of said place due to a portal mishap.
Also love the idea of Leo, being as accidentally (and then later, purposefully) well traveled as he is, sometimes taking his family on outings to different places all over, maybe to some new Yokai spots he found along the way.
In these places, Leo 100% lets his bros get scammed by tourist traps.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#rottmnt headcanons#bro was so excited about buying stuff that he didn’t realize it was a scam until too late#so now he’s super sus of all that BUT super willing to laugh at his fam for making the same mistake#anyway yeah I love Leo being well traveled because it honestly makes sense? why NOT use your teleportation to travel if you can do it fast#all his portal mishaps in the series as well as that time he accidentally went to Paris (+ once a diff dimension?) live in my head rent free#Leo destroying the stall of some random family’s restaurant in Paraguay and having to work it off the rest of the summer#he’s just like ‘hey guys I’m heading out’ but doesn’t mention it’s for a part time job in a different country#he only knows like English and Spanish BUT he’s picked up on a lot of other languages too due to his misadventures#tho he mostly knows a whole lot of various swear words#leo about to tease donnie for getting banned from witch town only to remember HE’S banned from a place in Turkey: 😬#he keeps trying to find where he accidentally put his brothers in Tahiti but he can’t find it and he’s so salty about it lol
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3x05 // 6x09
"that's what makes her... Rayla."
#i love how this show takes the time to acknowledge that rayla is just the fucking best#“you did it rayla. i understand now. your kindness pierced her heart.”#be still my parallel loving heart#rayllum#moon fam#rayla#tdp rayla#tdp spoilers#tdp s6#tdp s3#tdp parallels#tdp#the dragon prince
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