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#Implied self harm implied drug usage neglect and domestic abuse#hehehehehndndmdnfjshdkmgncbckvkjvhfkfnfnd#I love this dude he makes me so sad
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are. are you telling me that if the romanced mage warden dies and alistair is king, he deadass stares greagoir down over her dead body and grants the circle of ferelden its autonomy after ordering it rebuilt somewhere safer. first you have to deliberately leave him behind so he won't die for you and then he does that for you once you're gone, even when you're broken up??? absolute and literal king behaviour of the highest order????? the actions speak louder than words of it all??????? I think I hauve covid
#that's the hottest thing I've ever heard I feel nuts#what an absolute chad alistair continues to be tbh there may be a day when men fail but it will not be when he's here#like I'm very sorry to the blond chantry boy repeat crowd but cullen could & would NEVER!!! they are NOT the same!!!!#dragon age#dragon age origins#alistair theirin#alistair x warden#can u imagine what it must be like to be irving standing there watching this happen. you're free and your kid is dead. congrats#tried to free her from the circle and she's the sacrificial lamb that bought the circle's freedom instead. fuck dude#it does make for a very sad kind of symmetry that every time irving tries to get clever with it he triggers a monkey's paw situation fhdskj#I am replaying the game with my new canon (mistress amell + king alistair to save him from the da:i fade choice lol)#and in doing research I found out about this and had my world rocked. I've never had my warden die before so this is new to me#(my warden isn't dying in this canon to be clear she's going to be the reason no one would dare assassinate king alistair lol#nightmare bae eminance gris behind the throne/loving and supportive partner with a fade connection and a vengeful side#she's going to be like sam vimes tiredly fending off assassins as the watch books go on except she murders a lot more people back)#the way his voice breaks in the version where they were broken up tho... sick and twisted and mean to me specifically
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i’ve always wondered what worst logan thinks of main logan. is he jealous at all of how revered he was? i mean what do you even think of the guy that’s considered the “best version” of you when you’re seen as the worst.
#no one could possibly be okay after hearing that they’re the worst in all of the multiverse#i mean that fc kn hurts#theres a part of me thats like god im so proud of my og baby main foxverse logan being so loved#literally the TVA watch LOGAN 2017 in tears#they respect that man so much#but but also my number one boy WORSTIE LOGAN#aka best logan (in my heart and wades)#i just im so attached to him specifically#because hes just so sad and lonely and god#he doesnt think he deserves love#but but he very much does because HES A GOOD MAN#despite everything he fought sooooo hard to prove to himself and everyone else that he could be the man that charles always thought he was#dude literally cares so much. he was willing to die just to help this guy he met about three days ago#idk im just saying stuff#anyway hes sweet and he loves hard#and hes made mistakes yes bad mistakes but hes trying his hardest to make up for those#logan howlett#james logan howlett#worst wolverine#james howlett#wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool & wolverine#deadpool 3#hugh jackman#poolverine
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sunny ☀️
#ball python#snakes#sunny#my pretty boy#he's so chill... chillest dude i've ever met. he let me poke his fat head nd didn't even care.#it's crazy he's a like seven year old adult bc he's so small... makes me sad thinking abt what his previous living conditions were#i'm glad he was rescued and his rescuer trusted me to care for him ❤️ i love him sm
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Smile and wave tactic doesn’t seem to work on your new coworker, Darling, gotta come up with something else
I’m not yet that far into the game to know everything about these guys and their shared history but a scene where quirky yet manipulative scientist is unsuccessfully trying to befriend a field agent whose suspiciousness helps him survive seemed like a funny idea to me
#control 2019#control remedy#dr darling#zachariah trench#casper darling#art tag#i love darling. he feels like a cat ready to push a glass off the table#I’m not evil but I’m a bit nasty and always get what I want type of way#trench is max payne iteration. idk how to feel about it#he makes me sad#Sam ‘I like the one OC so much I’m gonna put a slightly different version of him into every project I make’ Lake#so real dude.
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#dont worry about it its fine ill elaborate later but uhhh farmer guy dude#im still just debating if the joke is worth it but im stupid and kinda fond of him so probably worth it to me alone#i deleted my trout file for him and im kinda sad about it i loved trouts look#i dont wanna tag the game tag but he is for sdv if it matters#i just dunno if i will delete the file - depends ... on various things#i still really like playing eves file so idk i just craved a dude again#and decided to make a new file during the trip to the airport
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i feel so much about delta you guys
red vs blue really looked at me and said here is our logic fragment. this is the logic man. he feels logic. he has a strong survival drive. but also he loved york enough to be willing to die with him.
sigma wanted so fucking bad to be human, to be whole, to chase what they came from and what they were. that he totally missed the fact that delta fucking made it. Delta was more than the Logic Fragment. He had his own bonds, his own wants, his own drive because of his relationship with York.
And in his attempt to become whole again, Sigma... completely undermined that. Made delta into the Logic Fragment again. just another fragment, not a person of his own.
do you ever think about how if sigma had slowed down and really tried to work with maine, that maybe things could have gone so so differently?
i think about that.
#i could keep going#i feel so much about delta and sigma#sigma is ambition#he wants to be whole but then was used to break apart the alpha#no fucking wonder hes like he is#meanwhile delta is so fucking#genuinely caring towards york#hes more than logic!!!!#mind over matter makes him justice as well#but even putting that masterwork aside#hes a fucking person!!!#and he died and im so sad about that#because he didnt have to die#pretty much every major death in this show was avoidable and that kills me#this show is agony dude it writes death as the tragic yet unceremonious bitch that it often is and that kills me#doyle got to go out with a bang but fuck he deserved better too#anyway yeah i love these lil halo dudes#red vs blue#rvb#delta rvb#sigma rvb#york rvb
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Also ngl I kinda love the concept of Debling courting Penelope and Colin getting jealous because of it, not because I ship it (he’s barely a character) or because I’m part of the crowd that wants to see Colin ~suffer (though I’m not opposed to seeing him dramatically yearn), but because the reason Penelope specifically is going after this vegan man is so fascinating to me. Like, she obviously doesn’t love him. But she will marry him to protect LW… she’ll marry him to please Portia, that’s so funny.
Girl’s so desperate to escape her awful family life while at the same time keeping her secret, but she also wants her mother’s approval. And she’s so caught up in that toxic mindset that she completely misses the guy she’s been in love with since childhood making heart eyes at her from across the ballroom.
Pen only has her parents’ terrible marriage as a frame of reference, so she probably thinks it’s a bonus if her future husband is much older than her because that could make her a young widow. He’ll leave the country for the majority of the year to fuck off to Antarctica? Oh to be left alone by your own life partner!!!
Meanwhile Portia is enthusiastically nodding behind Penelope like yes, perhaps he’ll die at sea, and neither of them think there’s anything wrong with this outlook in life.
Hilarious.
#just to make it clear i don’t think pen wishes debling harm or anything like that#this post is not about that#but poor girl has no idea sex can be good actually#so she’s probably relieved at the prospect of having to spend very little time with her husband#portia def wouldn’t gaf if debbling died at sea though. i stan#i just love penelope making bad decisions for all the wrong reasons and self-sabotaging in the process#that’s what makes her the most relatable character to ME 🙅♀️#colin being all sad broken hearted because he missed his chance… she doesn’t love him#no dude he does lmfao she’s just too caught up in her own mother-daughter cycle of toxicity to notice#chef’s kiss A+ no notes#penelope featherington#portia featherington#colin bridgerton#polin#anti debling#kinda? as i said i don’t really care abt him enough to dislike him#in terms of narrative i think he serves the same purpose as the prince in s1 and whats-his-face guy who flirted with kate in s2#but just to be sure lol#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#bridgerton season 3#meta#my meta#again… kinda
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Anyways on the topic of body positivity I think we need to kill the people on the internet who still go around pushing the idea that having a neck beard is a sign of something inherently negative. Whether it be misogyny or unhygienic, we need to start treating it neutrally like we should with any body or facial hair.
I'm not going to hate the hair I'm growing on myself just because some fatphobic fucks decided to make a stereotype out of it over a decade ago. I went on T, I fought hard for the facial hair I have, and I'm not going to make myself hate it just cause some stupid motherfuckers keep telling me I "have to" for whatever dumbass reason.
I love my neck beard. I love the hair that grows between my chin and neck. It makes me look like an actual DUDE and is fun to stim with. I love the hair I've fought so hard for and I'm not gonna act ironic about it.
#wolvenwhispers#transmasc positivity#body positivity#trans positivity#also it makes me genuinely rlly sad cause the dude in the OG neck beard photo was genuinely a really sweet and caring man#who passed away as a result of chronic health issues#Im tired of people acting like that hatred and stereotyping comes from any sort of place of real activism or concern#when at the end of the day it's all the same ableism and fatphobia just repackaged over and over again#he didn't deserve to have his image used and abused like that#I hope he lived knowing people loved him and that he passed without that on his mind at all#that would just be so fucking awful
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this weeks episode of dungeon meshi was Laios experiencing ableism and then just starting to throw punches.
#dungeon meshi#laios#kind of obsessed with how relatable laios is#ive never seen an autistic mc written in such a way#his frustration this episode felt so valid to me and so cathartic i loved him for it#but it was also unexpected so that was fun! like makes sense but i dont htink we've seen him lose his cool like that before#so im interested to know more#but damn Shuro telling him to learn how to read a room and that hes hated him the whole time while Laios thought they were best friends#owie bro#shuro was so mean about it too dude#i just love laios#and i love how hes autistic#i just wanna bonk heads with him#it makes me a little sad the other charactera think hes annoying
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made some progress in Tactics Ogre (but not a lot I'm still in ch1 despite clearing multiple maps? wild)--have a better feel for the mechanics, and they aren't so bad to navigate as I first thought.
The "battles and cutscenes ONLY" pacing is wild, like I don't have time to chat with any of the other characters to get a sense for how they feel about shit, which like, I know this is a remaster of a PSP game, and that "getting to chat w/ your units" is a more recent trend in srpgs, but it's still like damn okay, we're just moving right along then (kinda nostalgic feeling though)
honestly really enjoying it a lot so far though. The battle mechanics are fun (similar to TriStrat w/ needing to take weather, elevation, positioning, etc. into account, but SIGNIFICANTLY more forgiving than TriStrat battles which always felt a bit more challenging to me compared to other srpgs I've played); and I'm really enjoying the characters and story so far...although I do wish for like, an in-game atlas or something so I can keep country names and stuff straight (I did remember it was originally a PSP game though, which meant it had to have been released with a physical manual, and lo and behold I did find a PDF of said game manual and it contains a bit of the worldbuilding/setting info I've been very ??? about so, thank goodness for PDFs of old game manuals)
so yea, fun game so far!
#Vyce keeps running off and getting his ass beat in battle though like dude would you fucking chill for TWO seconds#Canopus is my MVP so far bc he has the best mobility and he's very sturdy#mages/archers (sans Canopus) aren't quite as overpowered as I'm used to which is nice bc I feel like I'm using all my characters#LOVE the levelling system and also the battle mechanics for fighting undead is super fun#adding Lanselot (holy knight) to my ''sad widowers'' collection bc I just keep encountering that character type and it's kinda wild#not sure I like the duke very much but he DID give me a shitton of money which was very helpful so we'll see...we'll see...#SO many interesting characters though! and super fun to play#still cursed w/ the ''takes 100 years to complete one battle'' so I'll keep making a snail's pace in story progression#oracle of lore
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#gamers dont you love it when a friend breaks your heart#smashes every olive branch you extend toward them#accuses you of being the asshole when you fall apart about it#acts like they are sorry#and then just fully ghosts you 100%?#i am so fucking tempted to just give up man.#every time i meet someone and im like#''oh wait they seem normal? not hyperindividualistic? like someone who will like me always not just when im happy?''#''someone who wants to be my FRIEND not just a person in a discord call with me??''#and then i spread myself so fucking thin investing energy into the friendship#(which this person admitted wasn't even ENOUGH like i am SO EXHAUSTED from traumatic abandonment#and losing friends suddenly#that even me working at my MAXIMUM CAPACITY makes people feel like i don't like them)#every fucking time.#nothing turns out different. no matter how much work i put into it#the SECOND a person has the chance to abandon me. they will.#i am just sitting here with two forces inside of me#one who never wants to give up on love and friendship#and another who is so tired#i wish i could just be exhausted and burnt out#and someone or several someones. would love me anyways. love me enough that EVENTUALLY#i will grow my heart back#and i can love them threefold for all the love they showed me#but no one wants me even when i do have the energy to be a good friend so why the fuck would anyone want me like this#dude i am so sad i wasn't meant to live like this i was meant to make friends. close friends.#i just keep re-reading our last conversation before he ghosted me. maybe if i read it enough i can change the ending
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re: last post, but yeah I think there is a way, unintended by the game for sure but still not canon-breaking, to understand TP Ganondorf the very same way we understand WW Ganondorf post mental breakdown, and suddenly a loooot of things start to make a horrible kind of sense
There is a way to make TP Ganondorf, not only not stupidly written, but also utterly heartwrenching
AGAIN YES it's not what the game intended, but literally except for maybe (maybe!!!) Wind Waker, and that reading is being semi-actively dismantled by Nintendo at every turn ever since that happened, when the hell has any zelda game given that dude any kind of grace
#thoughts#ganondorf#twilight princess#it's so compelling to me that I started an animatic series with 11 episodes planned to fully explore it so I will defend that actually#I knooooow the team never wanted to give him that kind of psychological grace#but a LOT of things make sense if you understand him as in full-blown denial delusion mono-thought mode#or like as a spectre focused on his unfinished business to a mind-breaking degree#I don't know.#it's disheartening to love this dude because you're always twiddling the line between connecting dots#and just leaving the realm of canon altogether#or accepting limiting premises as unquestionable which sucks given the inherent values of those premises#he's an unbelievably compelling character stuck in a series that can't handle that complexity and so we're all stuck being mad at each othe#sad :(
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Hi I'm the one who requested the Jancy caregiver and tbh the fact that Rosé and Grandma were already there is what gave me the courage to send mine <3 so thank you! And you're so right about both of them btw
I'M SO GLAD I SENT THOSE REQUESTS IN!!!!!!!! Just knowing there's another Agere Drawtective out there brings me so much joy <3
And no one asked but here's the full rundown on my Drawtectives Agere headcanons:
Rosé was the one who got them all into it and explained it to them. She's a Younger Teen/Big Sister regressor, specifically around 14 years old most times. She likes to treat York as a baby brother when she's regressed and do his hair and nails, and he just lets her. She doesn't really need a caregiver and did fine on her own for years, until she met Jancy and completely changed her mind she loves her cranky aloof mom <3
York doesn't get it but he doesn't need to get it to engage with Agere. He himself probably qualifies as a Little Brother Dreamer. He doesn't mentally regress, but he likes acting as Rosé's baby brother and finds a lot of comfort in not being expected to talk or read when she's regressed. He's yet to make the connection between finding comfort in these activities and missing his real older brother.
Grendan falls into that grey area between Pet Regressors and Therian/Otherkin types. She's not a puppy like most Pet Regressors, he's more of an Old Dog type. The kinda dog that just lays there while you poke at it and tie it's fur in ponytails, the perfect babysitter type dog. So Grenda is both a Therian Companion Caregiver and a Pet Regressor at the same time.
The three of them only ever regress together, usually Rosé is the trigger, getting caught up in old habits or silly teen girly things and dragging the other two in with her. Their favorite place to regress is their shared apartment and Jancy's office (when Rosé doesn't have work to be doing of course)
Jancy is super observant and obviously knows the difference when the trio have regressed, but she barely treats them any different. She finds Rosé likes praise and showing off York, so she'll applaud at whatever weird hairstyle she's done for him and compliment her work, but the other two are perfectly fine with the normal way she speaks to them. Probably because Jancy is the type to speak to a baby and a dog like one would a police officer at a crime scene.
Eugene is the only one I can't figure out, I feel like he'd get the most out of regression, and sense he's their son I feel like the crew caregiving for a really tiny Genie would be very cute, but I dunno it doesn't click in my head. Maybe he just doesn't know about Agere yet, or that it happens to him. He's just unaware about himself in a lot of aspects.
I think Caregiver Felix would be very cute though...
#Emile's Writings#Drawtectives#Agere#POST THAT IS FOR!!! TWO PEOPLE!!!!#AND ONE OF THEM IS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#Look I love Teen regressor Rosé I think it pairs very well with Transgender Rosé#She wants the girlie teenhood she never got#The fluffy notebooks and glitter gel pens and make up and scrunchies#SHE NEVER HAD A LISA FRANK FOLDER AND ISN'T THAT JUST SAD???#Also York enjoying being baby brothered because subconsciously he misses his older brother who he killed in a blood feud#WAUGH#I have emotions for York#There was a headcanon post about Grenda's complicated relationship with their parents and I considered that for my Agere headcanons#But nah just a real lazy old mutt of a dog Grandma sounds right to me <3#And Jancy who will just read aloud the clues of a case she's working on to Baby York and Old Dog G-Ma#To which Teen Rosé slaps her hands over York's years 'Mom that's SCARY!'#WAUGH I LOVE THEM#Someone help me with Eugene like all my headcanons on him are 'I don't think he knows so I also don't know'#Is he Gay? Is he Non-Binary? Is he just a little baby? Dude I don't think he knows what day of the week it is#Though half regressed toddler/young kid Eugene throughout season 2.... very cute....#Thoughts thoughts thoughts...#Anyway!!!!!!#Thankyou very much for coming by and giving me a reason to gush on these!!!!!!#I love Agere headcanons SO much!!!#AND I LOVE THE DRAWTECTIVES!!!!!
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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.
Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.
#my characters#waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit#deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee#and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name#deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c#man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while#he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair#ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so#its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons#but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me#and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not#fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew#and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable#while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts#and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed#so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en#so you know maybe its that idk#and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now#and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it#and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad#that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal#and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it#the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer#anyway story time in the tags again#im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note#its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him#he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times#and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea#and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you
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STOP POSTING ABOUT MOUTHWASHING! I'M TIRED OF SEEING IT! MY FRIENDS ON TIKTOK SEND ME MEMES, ON DISCORD IT'S FUCKING MEMES! I was in a server, right? and ALL OF THE CHANNELS were just Mouthwashing stuff. I-I showed a mouthwash bottle to my friend and started dancing with it and I said "hey jimbo HAHA DING DING DING DING DING DING DING DI DI DING" I fucking looked at a blonde guy with blue eyes and said "CAPTAIN CURLY" I looked at a toy horse and I go "POLLE SAYS:" AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHGESFG
#mouthwashing#this feels so cringe#but whatever#I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE ITS ALL OVER MY FYP AND IM MAKING IT WORSE BECAUSE I NEED MORE#THIS GAME WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME#JIMMY DIE#JIMMY DIE NOW#I love swansea he’s so awesome#I CANT GET THIS GAME OUT OF MY HEAD#IM FUCKING SAD#IM SO FUCKING SAD#WEIRD ORGAN YOU SUCK I HATE YOU#oh and don’t even get me started on the voice acting videos. strawman if you seeing this ill fucking get you /silly /j#DUDE HIS VOICE ACTING IS SO COOL#THE WAY HE VOICES JIMMY ALMOST MAKES ME HATE HIM LESS but then you realize that he still ran away in the end#And him apologizing was all in his head#fuck does mw have a server. I need to dump my questions.#if this game ever gets some kind of crazy sequel or we find out what happens next I will explode
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