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dont-hug-me-its-yuri · 5 months ago

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ok ok.. i am desperate to know some coffin hcs.. if you'd like :)) - thecultoflove !!!

Cupid, I love you so much for this!!

. Butch Lesbian (obv)

. Genderfluid, Any pronouns thought I lean toward She/It/They

. Due to neurodivergence, She has a really narrow set of emotions and often only feels them in short bursts (projection lol)

. Since it has to look at increasingly mangled corpses, she has a pretty bad case of ptsd

. due to her ptsd, she has a hard time sleeping a lot due to those images worming their way into her dreams

. Really heavy eyebags due to all that

. This has also caused a mild case of depression

. writes poetry in her spare time though she doesn’t show it to a lot of people

. She would love the rocky horror picture show so much

. They a freak fr

. creeps out a lot of the other teachers due to her habit to stare intently at whoever’s talking to it

. would Have long ass hair as a human please trust me

. Afro-latina

. speaks very fancy like she came straight out of the Victorian era

. bug lover, never hurt a fly in her lifetime

. really desensitized to violent actions and scenes due to seeing far far worse which causes her to have a fucked moral compass

. likes horror movies but is really annoying about the gore, she’ll say stuff like “that’s not what a real heart looks like”

only some of them but my mind is not thinking while typing ^_^

#While writing this remembered an old au I had called “don’t talk to me I’m an object”#It was focused on the objects and mainly focused around their lives and how they work #I might revisit it cause a lot of these concepts came into play in that au #I love my mentally ill girlie #She’s a bit fucked up but I love her #Ughhh #i love my wifeeee #dhmis #dhmis coffin #:3 #coffinz inzane hourz of inzanity!!!#paula the postbox!!!#headcanons #dhmis headcanons #Sorry I gave you the fucked up ones cupid

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szaryherbatnik · 16 days ago

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Lovely lovely jade told me to pursue my idea of a leopard gecko insert so here she is i never made a self insert before i dont know her name but she really likes crystals and tarot and uses them in her daily life, she would probs live in hither (cause im super scared of thither although the weather there is better im very scared of skabatha and the god damn moving forest i am NOT going there). Also shes obviously kremys bestie and they gossip together why not. She gave kremy an opal kinda like a friendship gift because opals to me have unicorn vibes. She would absolutely do a tarot reading for each of the krew, perhaps lying a bit to not discourage them or make them sad.

Also shes besties with jades self insert. Obviously. Okay bye.

#i feel awkward do people care about this??#im not gonna ouaw tag this this is for me and perhaps some insane szarers #i was actually thinking of naming her szare?#cause thats not my actual name #but ive grown so attached to being called szare that it fits me better than maria #so idk what her name would be #but shes so cool #its not like for the past month ive been imagining myself in ouaw #and a spotted gecko was my first idea #i love lizardfolk no not only because of kremy #okay its mostly because of kremy #but especially with ocs #it feels much cooler to not look human at all #jealous at how you cant tell if theyre male or female if ur not lizardfolk urself #yeah yeah i dont believe in a gender for myself but sure im okay with she her and being called a woman #i have a job and i go to uni and im depressed i dont have the mental space to also debate my gender #so ill become a spotted gecko girlie who likes to smoke with a certain gator #and she likes trinkets #yea

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allthegothihopgirls · 3 months ago

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i can't lie i get so annoyed when i see ppl claim to idolise female artists like sylvia plath, fiona apple etc. but then actually idolise the exact aesthetic the artist has spent their whole career warning everyone about.

#it's always the self-proclaimed 'coquette girlies' too #'hehe i love fiona apple... i'm just a girl..... i need a big strong man in my life because i'm such a helpless poor frail GIRL'#like have u even LISTENED to what these ppl preach......#same w/ the ones who go on about 'i'm so sylvia plath because i'm mentally ill but in a cutesy and girly way'#as if one of her most famous poems isn't literally about how disgusting her mental health problems make her feel #like if u took one look at any of her work u would realise she is NOT about any of that #sylvia plath #fiona apple #lana del rey #gothihop speaks

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dearest-lady-disdain · 9 months ago

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i imagine steinberg on the phone with toby stephens trying to get him as poseidon for the pjo show like hii hello, remember when you played a sopping wet pathetic rage-filled tragic guy who gave up a war for someone he loved on black sails? yeah, want to do it again?

#he will fumble a war for love in any universe <3 this is the human condition <3 #DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON MEDUSA #pjo #toby stephens #black sails #the brainrot this show is giving me is unreal #i have been a mythology girlie my whole life - even before reading pjo - and all i got is this lousy mental illness #and like two copies of the iliad

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pyunyrage · 28 days ago

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giving myself grace because how could I not miss him when he held me so soft, kissed me so gently and gave me kind words.

it's ok to remember. I'll send him love, and then I'll be moving on.

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onceifixmehesgonnamissme · 26 days ago

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littletulsajesusfreak · 16 days ago

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i wanna tell him how much he makes me hate myself.

#girl interrupted syndrome #lana del rey #just girly thoughts #coquette #lizzy grant #the black swan #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #why am i like this #girlblogger #pretty little liars #i’m losing my mind #i hate it here #i hate this #i hate my body #i hate men #mental illness #men are the problem #i love him

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blackpoppy0 · 17 days ago

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I know I will never fill that hole and it’s breaking me.

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hamburglar-yeahyeahwoooo · 8 months ago

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epic mickey brainrot is happening and its this stupid clock mans fault 🙁

#epic mickey #clock tower epic mickey #clock tower #epic mickey brainrot #i do not support disney corp i HATE YOU disnye #AND FREE PALESTINE FUCK DISNEY #oh my guojoddd 😭#i love this boy #i love my mentally ill clock tower man #mwahmwahmwah #smoochingmyclocktowerman #yes i gave him a body #you cant stop me!!!#hes still alive and well yiu cannot convince me otherwise😠😤🙄🙄🙄🙄#i love them #i love him hes so girlie #design by yours truly #please credit me if u use my art :)))

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biblically-accurate-soup · 7 months ago

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academia hates me specifically for my neurodivergent swag but at the end of the day i’m sipping a fancy little cocktail at a fancy big hotel on their dime so. i get the last laugh

#uriel posting #i love research and higher ed and knowledge for the sake of knowledge #but also being a mentally ill clinical psych researcher is like. imagine going to college but every textbook author hates you #alas. i still get to go present my work and they pay for it. so. i can put up with it #and also the conference girlies LOVE my research they think it’s so interesting and neat <3 #anyway i shall emerge from the conference bubble in a few days

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d3adpan4 · 11 months ago

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LITERALLY ME AND MY BOYFRIEND🌸🎀

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bunnihearted · 4 months ago

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#i feel the way i feel and i dont owe it to anyone to hide my sadness </3333 #also i just have bpd and even somewhere many ppl have that u cant even say anything but im just having a breakdown now 🤷🏻‍♀️#anyway what i wanted to say is that i AM sensitive and emotional and stupid #and it does hurt so much when the person i want and love doesnt feel that way for me #and i feel bad saying stuff like this bc ppl dont really understand but #i dont feel..: a whole lot... for anyone but him thats just how it is #so he IS a loss he IS so hard to lose and thats just how i feel #and it hurts sm bc hes the only one i wanna talk to but i cant #i know this is smth most ppl deal with in life and like it's just part of being a human #i just everyday keep thinking of things that remind me of him or i read a book i wanna tell him abt and then the pain comes back #bc the thing is i kinda only want to talk to him abt it all bc i just dont /feel/ a lot talking to others #that doesnt mean i dont appreciate it or care i just dont know how to explain #maybe it's my avpd? but i just dont feel happy or nice or good or comfortable or excited or interested in the same way :((((#i dont know i barely know what im talking or thinking about #and i keep saying the same things over and over again im just so sad and it feels like i always will be #bc i have bpd and then the pain feels all consuming and like it will never end and its just so hard to deal with #and even if it might be true when ppl say stuff like u deserve love or you're gonna find someone else etc #im not ready to receive it bc i only want this specific person and i get that many ppl deal with unrequited love and its part of life #but i AM scared bc im 25 and i've never ever met anyone i feel even a fraction for what i feel for him #what if im someone who doesnt get many chances w ppl? what if im cursed to be alone and never find anyone i have a mutual connection to????#so therefore i just wanted thought believed and hoped it would be him #and yes i acknowledge that a lot of it was just me wanting that and not realizing reality but its still how i felt #and as a bpd girlie my emotions are all consuming 🥴#so bottom line is i kinda just wanna die bc i wanna talk to him every second bc im crazy and mentally ill and since i cant do that im in sm #pain hahahah :D #and i will complain abt it bc it hurts so much idk what to do!!!!! ☺️

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we-made-it-this-far-kid · 3 days ago

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Out of curiosity, what’s y’all’s favorite/ most relatable version of “letter to god” off of “the great impersonator”

#halsey #the great impersonator #personally I’m a letter to god (1983) girlie #probably bc I’m at that stage where I don’t want to be sick #and even tho I have mental illness I’m able to regonize it’s not my fault #and I shouldn’t feel guilty about how my parents weren’t able to love me or understand me bc of it #and this has been a rant in the tags lmao

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odetolovers · 11 months ago

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hello 💃

#hi hi i am never on here anymore tumblr my tumblr i miss you #tbf it’s because my life has been so crazy busy #i am no longer unemployed and am in fact in the career i wanted. YAY!#also i love my girlfriend and my cats and my life and healing and growth #and also…self worth question mark #something i have historically struggled with but am now getting less mentally ill about #HALLELUJAH!#i can never quite wrap my head around how lucky i am #and how fulfilled i am #this much happiness feels like it shouldnt be real but. i am actually deeply known and loved through my worst moments and my best and it’s #the most healing thing i’ve ever experienced #shoutout to my girlfriend (sooner rather than later wife) for being just. the most perfect person for me and the best person ive ever met #she’s my best friend fr #eek. life is good and love is good and we both have colds that are going to last through christmas but i know it will still be the best #christmas of my life because it’s with them #life is looking up :)#craziest concept to a very traumatised girlie is that life can actually be good and happy but im slowly learning to trust it #<3 #valentina talks

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vigilskeep · 1 year ago

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Please tell me you aren't playing any of the new playchoices games, you deserve better 💀💀 Blades was one of their last decent games. It's tragic

oh no i think blades was the last one i played... all i do now is occasionally get possessed by the madnesses and go into the tags so i can remember the suffering of the poor souls still in the trenches and never again go thence lest i share their tormented fate

#they made playchoices for the girlies who should be playing dragon age but dont know how video games work #sure i love choices. there was some good in there. ilitw you will always be famous #did i get attached to some of my choices ocs in a mentally ill way? is it obvious from the way i act in this blog?#am i genuinely upset that i forgot the name of one of my classic mcs? did i notice that bc i was thinking of choices again the other day?#honestly whos to say. who could possibly say #but like im recovered. im recovered.

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andreaheartscats · 6 months ago

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tumblr is really saving my life atp.

my free therapy that i so desperately need.

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