#I literally do this 24/7
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I’m like the opposite of jughead jones I’m always going through every day doing ordinary things like. I’m normal it’s normal to sit at a red light it’s normal to eat a sandwich it couldn’t be more normal to take out the trash I’m just watering plants that’s normal I’m so normal. etc . like a mantra
#I literally do this 24/7#like I’ll be taking a walk thinking to myself this is a normal thing to do I’m allowed to do this#it’s the anxiety#rose.txt#but today I was giving myself the usual internal talk & it occurred to me it’s like the inverse of Jughead jones#this is funny to probably me & no one else
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not my boss texting me about work tasks at 9pm
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Thinking about Jason's outward expression of emotions. He tends to only get angry as a response to perceived injustice (the same way Bruce, Dick and most of the others do). But unlike some other characters, Jason rarely every gets wound up in it, nor does he get angry even when he sees injustice if the situation doesn't call for it. Some characters get angry first and then manage their response to whatever's more appropriate, but my interpretation has always been than Jason doesn't need to because he doesn't often begin with the rage. It's not a default, instinctual response for him in most situations. It seems to be that he becomes angry when there is a perpetrator (and specifically, of a crime that hurt people with less power than the perpetrator has, in some way) towards whom he can direct that righteous anger (righteous as in the cause is his drive for justice. I'm not discussing the rightfulness right now). Can he hurt the man who was about to hurt a woman enough that he doesn't dare to try imposing his power over another woman again? Can he do something, anything to stop a serial rapist who has already caused the suicide of at least one woman? But he doesn't possess the sort of blinding anger that could become a driving motivator for his actions outside of someone in front of him to punish. He doesn't need the anger (mostly because he will instead fixate on the crime without rage to fuel him).
The notable exception to this being his behaviour preceding his death (which is explicitly referred to as atypical for Jason by both Bruce and Alfred. The whole reason he's forced to take a break from Robin is because that anger is so unusual for Jason that Bruce and Alfred are worried about Jason's mental wellbeing).
We see in Lost Days that Jason’s default state has become (to the concern of Talia and Ra’s) seemingly unfeeling, and he shows signs of a persistent flat affect throughout Lost Days, with exceptions for when he sees injustice (which is responsive, as compared to the aloofness he uses as a constant state of defence -> see: his and Talia’s conversation after he killed for the first time, Talia being glad that his sense of empathy and justice were able to overcome his general coldness). Jason's aloofness was entirely a conscious defence, but at times he was consciously exercising it (his reaction to Tim in front of Talia vs alone).
We see him cry for himself a few times, which tends to be how Jason first reacts to what hurts him deeply. Then there's his cold hatred for Bruce, which can be taken as anger in the face of heartbreak and perceived betrayal. But that anger never goes very far: Jason couldn't even make himself blow up the batmobile. In the end, it's Jason's belief that he hates Bruce and must make demands of Bruce to force him to redeem himself in Jason's esteem that fuels him. Because Jason wants Bruce to redeem himself, even if it's unlikely that he will.
All throughout Lost Days and UTRH, Jason uses teasing/biting humour in a very Robin manner to direct attention to whatever he pleases, whether that be pulling attention away from vulnerabilities or drawing attention to distortions of the truth. This habit returns to Jason strongly around times when he breaks out of his apathetic state (when he’s killing people who hurt others, pretty much), but the undertones of coldness and derision even with that humour don’t leave. We can see in this habit especially how Jason's become a distortion of who he was as Robin. He's still witty and he still teases people and you can hear the humour in his voice. But now he's using that wit to say cruel things to Batman, deceiving him constantly, and his voice no longer has a youthful kindness to it.
One of the most Helena-esque character traits that Jason’s picked up (in fanon and reboot canon) is anger as an initial defence and reaction, actually. It’s nearly the opposite of Jason’s pre-flashpoint defensive state but is essential to Helena’s. It’s actually not surprising that this happened (even ignoring reboot kicking Jason’s character into a closet and superimposing much of Helena onto him) because of how DC pushed “angry” as Jason’s defining trait, and how fans have believed it for so long. It seems almost natural for a misconception this severe to happen, even in the face of evidence to the contrary, because every action of Jason’s is misconstrued as proof for an angry temperament.
#if i'm using a very simplified version of various emotions it's because so does fanon and current canon. i've gotta match that i guess#sometimes i feel like i get too annoying about how different jason's anger is from fanon and newer canon bc there's nothing wrong with that#type of anger in a character but that's irrelevant. because jason's not the firey explosive seething 24/7 sort. he's much colder and far#more pathetic actually because he's lamenting not seething. this is essential. he wouldnt have been able to do any of lost days or utrh if#not for this. literally everything would have gone down a lot differently if jason had that kind of anger in him#jason todd
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Suddenly wishing my parents could read my mind/see inside my head so they understood I actually CAN'T do the things I say I can't do. Its not that I don't want to its that I literally cannot do them :)
#anyway i almost got in a car wreck#it was not my fault#but im not reacting to it very well#haha#and now i get to go to work#yayyy#/sarcasm#anyway i dont actually want my parents in my head cause haha#intrusive thoughts and all#they both have anxiety and are medicated and guess who also has anxiety and is NOT medicayed#yayy#' youre so smart you can do litetally anything' yall i am literally 24/7 masking and its gonna get to me one of these days#so now i cant do anything#vent#sorry if you read all this#im not having a good morning haha#dont feel the need to respond#the only plus side is when i am in mental anguish i can ignore my physical anguish#yayyyyy for real!#the thing in question i cant do is driving btw#i should by all means not be on the road
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My take on a sonadow fankid💥💥
#Been working in this creature for a while i luv em#also been seeing a lot of sonadow fankids popping up lately which is pretty epic i think#love making the characters who would never ever be parents by choice parents yippee#btw they got left in a box in front of tail's lab#eggman was not gonna bother in taking responsibility for the thing he made. he was not gonna bother tracking either sonic or shadow#sonic and shadow are kinda weirded out at first but do end up getting attached to her#though they are obviously not gonna be parenting 24/7 so each one of their friends end up taking turns in babysitting her#hoping to draw more of this stuff later on cause they are literally so fun to draw (so difficult to color tho idk why i did that to myself)#sth#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#sonadow fankid#sonadow fanchild#sonic fankid#chili bean the hedgehog-hedgehog#cacturniart
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my brain ever since we are began airing: peem peem peem :)) and PHUM!!!! oh my god... tan....... and FANG????? toey ☺️ t o e y 🥰 also! q!! pun :D and chain. hell yeah. beer and mick... matt..... my best friends 🥹
#errorkey.exe#we are the series#phumpeem#tanfang#qtoey#chainpun#does this post make any sense? no#is it an accurate representation of what goes on in my mind 24/7? yes!!#this show's best selling point is the Perfect parasocial fictional relationships it gives us#like what do you MEAN they're not my best friends irl?? i literally hang out with them every week????
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#I've had the cutest interaction today#So like yesterday? There was this post I saw on my dash that was like “you want to know extra info about museums? Just befriend a–#guide! That way you can also unlock the Secret Backscene” and I was like. Lmao. Who could ever befriend a museum guide I've never–#even personally met anyone who works at museums?#... Well. Guess what happened today#I was following this guided museum tour with a friend and when the tour came to an end I was happily chatting with her when the guide.#Shyly chimed in and was like “is that an Atsushi keychain?” And I was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#And I was like‚‚ omg‚‚‚ Do you happen to know‚‚‚ This one series‚‚‚‚‚‚#And they unsheathed their phone like a fbi distinctive in American movies to show me their fyo/zai background amjdsgawsjda it was SO cute.#They were adorable. And I got so embarassed but trying to keep my cool while internally I was like‚‚‚#Omg the Cool Museum Guide™ is talking with me about my hyperfixation‚‚‚‚‚‚ What is happening#We talked a bit about the manga it was such a nice and sweet exchange. They said they like Dostoyevsky and I was like yeah he's so cool!!!#They said they're sorry about Bram it was REALLY cute (´;ω;`)#I didn't want to hamper them too much so I took my leave shortly after but I'd actually really like to pay visit again–#when the new chapter is out??#Hhhhhhh I don't want to look stalkery and like go look for them on their job. But also like‚ they looked genuinely happy and as excited as–#I was when we were chatting and I believe in the power of human connections through shared hyperfixations#The possibly funnier part is that then my friend went “Wait you're into b/ungo stray dogs??” and like alright. This is less surprising.#I already knew she likes manga.#What actually left me quite baffled was that... She really didn't know I was into b/sd. When it's literally what I think about 24/7#Something very similar happened just a week ago. My friend gifted me a manga volume of a series she really likes for my birthday#But when she was giving it to me she awkwardly went “oh‚ just‚ it features romance between two guys. I hope that's okay with you...”#And I internally had to pause and realize that no.#In fact most of the people I hang out with don't know I spend half my time curating a bl focused blog.#It's just funny in a way? I got so used to concealing my hyperfixations I didn't even realize I actually got quite good at passing–#for someone who is normal about stuff.#random rambles
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#hannibal#hannibal nbc#hannibal lecter#will graham#hannigram#hannibal s4#renew hannibal#nbc hannibal#i literally think about hannibal 24/7#it's the only thin i can think about#school? nah i'm looking at hannibal memes#doing homework? no i'm talking to the hannibal ai#someone please send help#why do these gay boys take up so much brain space
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Erm!! I did more art!!!!!! My art style is so inconsistent I want to draw more realistically but I'm goofy goober at my core....... Gehahahaha
Also???? Pony Error under cut??????? (and a few error sketches!) Hidden slightly because I'm still a bit unsure about the design RAHH
I think it'd be cool if he had strings all over his body like he was some mangled stupid hasbro official pony plushie...... but the strings were like insanely last minute LMAO so I want to redo it again with that in mind.... when the pony takes me over again.
Transcript for Pony Info (because my handwriting is a bit messy)
PONY INFO!
Strings run along entire body
Used to have a cutie mark, but the file is "lost"
Horn sparks & glitches dangerously when using magic
-> Not harmful to him, but strong emotions can cause it to flare up (basically when the horn starts fuzzing a lot you know he's close to a full-on reboot)
Whatever the hell this thing is core -> (pic of very stupid looking Hasbro official Princess Twilight Sparkle plushie with brushable hair!!!! Batteries not included)
��� WARNING!!! STUPID IDIOT BELOW!!!!!!! 🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️☢️☢️☢️☢️☢️☢️☢️☢️☢️☣️☣️☣️☣️☣️☣️☣️🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢 ↓
#utmv#swapdream#swad sans#swapdream dream#swan sans#swapdream nightmare#error sans#gamers err.... they're really stupid!!!#I hate them so much!!!! (LIE LIE LIE LIE LIE i love them actually with all my being)#I have no idea what I'm doing I'm not used to tumblr editor#I want to make my page look cooler..... maybe 2010s theme..... can i do that perhaps?#Stupid idiots!!!! Sorry my demons#I should probably make an intro post too but idk what to say.... other than “helo i like erm. Undertale! I like..... pretty much only UTMV!#This is mostly a lie I like other things but I'm only going to be posting UTMV mainly#Sigh getting off track anyways!!!!! Idiots!!! I hate them!#Swad he's so prim and proper and completely obnoxious#I feel like with him being completely manic 24/7 he wouldn't take care of himself very well#Like if it weren't for the self healing thing he would look absolutely terrible. Rotting teeth cracked bones etc etc and he would not care#He would still prance around in fields of daisies tho he is literally too hyped up#I feel like he would chase Swan like until his body physically could take no more#One sec he's approaching at full speed and the next he shuts down completely & collapses just because his body literally ran out of juice#Error is striving for that hobocore aesthetic he will not change his clothes ever he constantly repairs the same ones#I also feel like Error would be like. insanely stinky (PEE-YEW!)#Water doesn't interact well with his body so he avoids it best he can#he can only take sponge baths for hygiene and even that is like insanely prickly for him.... Feels like pins and needles sizzling on his bo#Sighs that's it for me gamers!!!!!! Ramble in the tags over#Swad OUTTT!!!! *bursts through ceiling leaving swad shaped hole in your roof*
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the feeling of normality and being content with my own life, not having to romanticize everything i do and not having to act like someone i'm not, is all i ever want to archive in life. happiness and satisfaction.
#it's beautiful how this deep normality settles down over me#i'm not bored or unhappy im still so strange and wild#washing my hair doing the laundry late night TV i want you only#girl problems#girlblogger#girlblogging#girlblog#girl thoughts#coquette#lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana unreleased#coquette aesthetic#chemtrails over the country club#girl blogger#coquette girl#cinnamon girl#lily rose#literally me 24/7#hopless romantic#hoplessness#dear diary#digital diary
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why is horror almost ALWAYS sweating bro this man must be a straight up water faucet with how much sweat he has in every horrortale panel. however it is for this reason that i think he has hyperhidrosis. hello my name is triglycercule and in this essay i will explain
#because he deserves to have to deal with sweaty hands 24/7#oh i KNOW it is annoying as hell to live in SNOWdin and then be sweating ALL THE DAMN TIME#me when i have my fan blasting at me but my hands are still wet#i cant be bothered to research more than hyperhidrosis can be caused by nervous system disorders#and nervous system disorders can be caused by damage to the brain/spinal cord. and guess who has a giant hole in his head#bro are you crying??? no its just my excessive sweat says horror#and then he just feels colder with the sweat and snowdin wind and then horror starts shivering all the time#shaky hands!!! sweaty hands!!!!!! permanently bloodstained hands!!!!! how else can i make horror hate his hands#he cannot pick up anything at all bro. not even open a doorhandle#in times like those its a goddamn shame horror cant sustain his blue magic#because he would be overusing the shit out of it if he did have it#when horror wants to cause a minor irritation to dust and killer he just rubs his hands all over them#because i do it#its SO disgusting imagine having someone's sweat all over your arm. yeah no#he replaced the whoopie cusion handshake for a drill so he wouldn't have to explain his sweaty hands 😭😭😭😭😭😭#a human got away from horror because they LITERALLY slipped out of his sweaty hands#i know bro was furious. it was comedically easy for them the escape#from that day forward he began wearing gloves. now he has to deal with changing them all the time#first reason you know someone read the horrortale comic: they draw horror with his sweat#i dont even have hyperhidrosis i just get so pissed when my hands start sweating so much. so horror has to deal with it too#i woke up this morning. fan on. full blast. sweaty hands. sweaty feet. immediately decide to cast my rage onto horror#not even 10 am and my hands are still wet even after i washed them someone slice my limbs off#tricule hc#horror sans#murder time trio#bad sanses#sans au#utmv
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Yuma: *clinging at the costume as his life depends on it*
Astral, in a surprise tone: "Yuma, you didn't tell me you could fly."
Bonus: infinite spinning
#Yuma spinning in that way is the perfect representation of my brain cells when I'm trying to create a post (or even of my brain 24/24h)#A single brain cell that spins around Astral#I can't think of nothing else aside him#literally the sun of my thoughts#The love that I have for this episode#I love episodes 7 and 8 with all my heart#Astral is so cute and funny I love him so much#Poor Yuma though “No that I can't fly! Do you look like I can fly!? Help!”#Anyway I love these episodes so much I have to talk about them more#astral zexal#astral yugioh#yuma tsukumo#yu gi oh zexal#ygo zexal#yugioh zexal#zexal
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He has struck you once again
LITERALLY NO WAY. joel smallishbeans get the hell away from me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#had a heart attack when i saw this in my inbox#like oh god what did he do now#this one is probably a coincidence (crossing my fingers) since there's so much sabrina on his playlist already#(which hes so real for)#ALSO CAN HE ADD SONGS TO THE OG NECK KISSES PLAYLIST ALREADY.#I LITERALLY STALK THAT PLAYLIST 24/7 ITS SO GOOD.#i need to be the first one to know about new songs for once#my asks#joel smallishbeans#boat boys#smallishbeans#trafficblr#hermitblr
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1 out of 4 accelerated summer courses finished today. Next to go is Chem.
#i have not told my friends who are being supportive of me going to college#but i am very behind on chem#pretty much on top of english and psych#mind you the chem isn't hard it's just very time consuming and i work 50 hrs a week overnight#not even by choice on some level there's just literally nobody to work overnights#and It Is Such A Problem my single other coworker keeping nightshift alive at this 24/7 job and i are ... we have rioting to do#but anyways this is largely because i was having troubles with my adhd meds#and then hit the self destructive dread#which is such an odd problem to have when every other part of you is banging on the walls ready to go and kick ass#but so it goes#but i will catch up because i must and i want to and because i must#and because i didn't realize most of the people in my bio class were also going for the nursing program#i love the people on my bio class i'm super excited now#archivist talk#the archivist regrets starting nursing school#the archivist will get through it they just have to whine about it a little first#i was telling the archival assistants (my cats) but frankly one is too busy getting the zoomies and the other is trying to figure out#the best place to lay on me#and i shall not disturb her#my fair lady of orange#okay i work at 7P goodnight
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Do you know when the stargazing comic is going to be released?
Thank you for asking! ^v^ Due to my own assignments and organization projects, I've been struggling to find some time to draw my AU. It's not like the doodles I've been posting lately where I can just do whatever I want all silly-nilly. This entire story is practically my BABY! I've been planning their storyline and even THUMBNAILING my art! Thumbnails!!! You best believe I'll go all out for it! Giving y'all only the best. ✊😤 That being said, I HAVE been updating my Twitter about it lately. The next update will now be the actual story part of my AU since we're done with character introductions. (Yes. We've only JUST made it past the intro. Why did I do this to myself again-) So it means less writing (YAY), but MORE drawing (FUC-) for me! Like I've said, updates usually depend on my schedule cause I'm really doing this more for my own desire to see it through, but learning people are still interested in seeing more of it helps more than you know! 🥰✨
(So no. I've got no specific time down unfortunately, but that sounded a lot more disappointing on it's own. 😅 Still, as you can see, things are getting done. 👌👌)
-Bubbly💙
#I've had the craziest day#and it just started#I don't think I can even explain it XD#sorta met a celebrity#sorta got treated like a celebrity#a literal rain on our parade is all I'm gonna say#spacebubblearts#HHStargazersAU#twitter#spoilers#human au#sort of#radioapple#appleradio#chaggie#alastor x lucifer#lucifer x alastor#charlie x vaggie#vaggie x charlie#hazbin alastor#lucifer morningstar#hazbin vaggie#charlie morningstar#asks#thanks for checking in on me!#i was starting to worry people forgot about this#after some time it's easy to forget others don't think about this 24/7 like I do#though to be fair I'm world building#lilith morningstar#hazbin hotel
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my current plan re: tumblr is to use this site once a week TOPS at least until the US election in november, then maybe resume every day. i literally dont think the amount of anger i have over the stupid bullshit i have to see from people who think you should have to be guilty about everything you do and that feeling as much guilt as possible is peak activism is like sustainable in terms of purely like. my own health reasons. im being tested for hyperthyroidism and a number of other things rn bc of chronic pain + issues eating exacerbated by stress and i don’t feel like mass unfollowing ppl bc a lot of it is coming from ppl i care about
#it’s just the constant guilt tripping for me#like it’s not enough to do the right thing you have to let guilt weigh you down about things outside of your control 24/7#that’s literally how you develop Health Issues#it’s not how people are supposed to live and i know this bc i grew up in a religion based on an extremely similar mindset. lmao.#i’m probably going to be dealing with issues around guilt for being a bad person for the rest of my life after leaving mormonism#and this site feeds on that#considering the amount of this site’s userbase that has ptsd or moral ocd it just seems a bit ridiculous to have that approach no?
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