#I lied im not *going* to cry I *am* crying

[miange1]

I NEED MORE BRIAN MOSER AHHHH

Brian Moser, with a lover that's "too sweet"

male leaning reader, brian is a freak, being nervous more than shy, arguments, accidental guilt tripping, manipulation(at first), reader gives off innocence but they're not they're just a virgin, fake names, being overly touchy, blow jobs

note: had an idea so i just used this ask as an excuse to finally post it. also if you notice typos no you don't im not fixing them

— You were his first actual relationship in which didn't involve murder or trying to get closer to Dexter. Or so he remembers, he probably had that intention at first yet completely forgot about it due to his own feelings.

— Meeting you felt like a bunch of perfumes and flowers were thrown at his face— you were smiling and speaking with him like he was your long lost friend or your boyfriend, like you knew him since forever.

"Oh! Rudy!" He instantly felt his heart speed up, feeling more nervous than he's ever been in his entire life and you weren't even calling out his real name. He needs to calm down, seriously he's sweating way too much.

"I missed you so much, how have you been?" He felt your arms wrap around him tightly, yet ater the hug your hands took his and held them as if they were the most delicate things in the world, besides you.

The man could barely get his words out, stuttering every now and then and looking away from you often. Your thumb was swiping softly over the top of his knuckles, why were you looking at him like that.

— Getting with you was the most romantic thing he has ever thought of. Taking you out to a place where it was peaceful yet beautiful, and he could confess to you and actually mean it.

— It was the best place he could find, it was hot but lovely. When he confessed, you stayed quiet for far too long and he thought you didn't want him. You were just in so much shock, it's been a bit since someone was this genuine to you.

— Floating on air is what he felt like each time he was with you. When you were able to visit his work, you showed him with kisses each and every single time even after arguments which was something he would have a heavy weight on his shoulders about.

"Debra doesn't at all have a thing for me, what the hell are you talking about!" You were blinking back heavy tears trying to see his side as best as you could, yet everything just went a bit too far. From understanding to a plain bicker.

"It's obvious she does, and she's in your office more than I am!" He rolled his eyes, his fingers on his nose and pinching the bridge. He knew Debra had a thing for him, but what he didn't know was why he lied seeing you fight for him like this. He liked seeing you get jealous.

"Because it's her job." Yet you protested, "I understand that but.." you couldn't get the rest out, starting to cry and you instantly felt embarrassed. "Sorry— shit, I'm sorry.." His upset look rested, sighing as he went closer to you for an embrace.

"No, it's my fault." He admitted, his arms squeezing your frame in a comforting manner as you cried into his chest.

He was so turned on right now.

— Brian had a bunch in which you were a virgin, he just would have never guess he was actually right about it.

— All he wanted was a small make out for a bit, yet it had escalated and you were on your knees. God, you looked so pretty.

"Ah, ah, your teeth.. Good..that's it." He leaned his head back, the warmth of your mouth and tongue working at his girth. For your first time even giving head you were real good at following his directions. You did it just how he liked it. Tongue swirling, spit mixing with what leaked from him, it was heaven.

He jutted his hips forward a bit, catching you by surprise and giving you the urge to wanna pull back, which didn't happen due to Brian's fingers tangling in your hair— and pushing your head back forward. "Doing so well, fuck.." you practically weren't evenoving anymore, and if you were you had just been going ragdoll and moving along with Brian's pulls.

His dick twitched in your mouth as he heard a gargled moan, fuck he was gonna cum just from hearing that alone. Then he'd hear you whine, almost impatiently. "Hush you're fine, just keep on— God, yes.." eyes rolling back, feeling your nose poke at his pelvis the deeper he pushed you down when he came. Letting go of your hair, he let your head fall back a bit before he forced your mouth closed.

"Swallow."

— Sooner or later he would then wonder why you were a virgin in the first place, yet you did date people for long periods of time.

"I don't know, when I asked after break up they said they just couldn't."

— He got the hint for himself.

[babyloniastreasure]

IM GOING TO CRY

AFTER TWO YEARS OF FIGHTING MY INSURANCE

I FINALLY GOT A DATE FOR TOP SURGERY

[unluckyprime]

“I don’t want you to ever be anything like me at all, okay?”

[glo0o0o0]

you know you hit rock bottom when your only listener is an ai bot because everyone in your life doesn’t care

[awesomecoolswaggirl]

reasons why i am literally max caulfield

i'm a teenage girl with brown shoulder lengthed hair

i got bullied and called shy in school

i only have a few very close friends

i have ocd/maladaptive daydreaming disorder and i literally live in my head (yes she has these 2. i said so okay?)

i have my own weird little inside joke sayings that are probably very confusing to the average person

my nose is always bleeding for no reason

i like art/different aesthetics

i am a nerd (self proclaimed)

i use tumblr (reason enough)

i'm smart but i don't use my smarts on schoolwork/grades

i've been told i'm smart and mature for my age because i don't like partying and drinking/smoking/"regular teenager stuff" when in reality i'm just a silly girl who stays in my room all day long and doesn't see the appeal in that stuff

i'm extremely nosy and yes i will internet stalk you because you liked one of my posts

i isolate myself with music and then vent out and call it a meltdown because i physically cant cry

apparently shes in iep and i was in something like that (im homeschooled now btw)

i wear the same thing everyday and i dress very average even though i want to dress cool

i'm constantly analyzing everything around me

[kavennnn]

"bedrotting is a privilege because i dont have the time to bed rot. when i get home from work im excited that i get to bed rot" Do yall know what that word means

[no-light-left-on]

corvo/daud/thomas the most ot3 ever

[ryuseitai]

so nervuos for tmrw bc im seeing my cousin

[obnoxiousarcade]

I have a longing to be understood more than anything else i think

[flugame-mp3]

SEASON NINE FINALE WAS WILD. I HAVE MANY MANY THOUGHTS. WHAT JUST HAPPENED. A FUCKING ROLLER COASTER FOR SURE

[allofuswantgwinam]

i hate my life fr

[bugsmoocher]

urgh :((

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

[supermarketcrush]

girls when they finish watching dead poets society

[groupwest]

what they don’t tell you about trying to get diagnosed with anything is that it will make you so so angry

[fallen--starlight]

i play cotl n suffer from the inability of being mean in video games so i stay as far away from the "mean" doctrines kjashhdakj like whenever the doctrine abt belief in original sin shows up im like NO even tho it wld b beneficial 😭 i project my religious issues onto the game so since the whole christian original sin thing fucked me up im like no !! i do not want my lil followers 2 suffer as well !! u will get the nicest shit i can give u bc i want yall 2 b happy in religion n not miserable like me!