#bcos im not an adult that pays bills
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"bedrotting is a privilege because i dont have the time to bed rot. when i get home from work im excited that i get to bed rot" Do yall know what that word means
#like srsly#idk if i can rlly talk for this#bcos everytime theres conversation abt this it has to do with paying bills and all that#and i dont have to do that yet#but like for me i spent months almost always in bed#i wasnt even on my phone most of the time#i just lied there thinking abt how to kms and occasionally crying or sleeping#and i got rlly behind in school bcos i didnt do anything for months#and it rlly did fuck up my life#heavily#so idk for all the “bed rotting is a privilege” discourse#i see so many ppl talking abt it like it's just relaxing#and if yall are going to argue abt this can yall atleast know what it means??#like sure yall can have that conversation but atleast know what youre talking abt#and also is it even smthn worth talking abt#idk if it's mean but like what's the point in pointing out that bedrotting is a privilege if it is??#like genuinely#and also alot of the discourse runs on the idea that it doesnt mess up anyone's life and while im not completely sure if i count#bcos im not an adult that pays bills#but like idk i think it does#ik most discourse is stupid#but i dont understand the point of that one anyway#like yeah i guess?? maybe?? if we're assuming that the depressed or disabled person doesnt have their life completely fucked up by it#maybe??#idk. who does it help by saying that a person who can hardly get out of bed is privileged#maybe there is a point to it that im just not thinking of rn#and im sorry for being rlly shortsighted if i am#but like??#i dont understand someone being unable to bedrot bcos itd fuck up their life? bcos like?? yeah that's what it does#maybe i have the wrong definition here bcos im seriously confused
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halow i promise this week i will go thru my inbox it’s just dawning on me how much i let messages pile up ;333; i read them!!!! i just feel bad if i go thru it and not give content for yall tear
#nc.chat#i been working on comms p much bcos i hav 2 pay for genshin and adult bills so i been busy twt#but rest assured!!!!! i have so much long fics coming out this week!!!!! im excited to share them w u#squints at mandy nina and ana#i am ready 2 hurt u all#LAFJA
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When Adulting hit you so hard
It's 7:7 mid-year sale today doon sa may favorite online shopping apps ko. And I got my salary today hence i have a lot of bills to pay. I just paid the internet and my house, but still I have pending bills which is the electric bill and water bill na due date na. Sumabay pa si mama na naniningil ng utang ko doon sa sari sari store niya. Naiintindihan ko naman na need niya din kase sagad na rin siya gawa ng malaki yung binabayaran nmeng bills sa electric bill tapos iniwan pa kame ng kapatid ko sa ere. Nahihirapan na kame pwro kinakaya pa naman namen. Actually galang gala na nga ako e. Gustong gusto ko na bumili ng chicken joy sa jabee kaso sagad na talaga e.
Ang hirap naman haha. Yung minsan gusto ko ng bitawan yung bahay ko pero iniisip ko na lang na matatapos na ko at konti na lang matuturnover na siya sakin. Sa totoo lang gusto ko na magibang bansa pero i don't have any ideas how can i go there. Kung pwede nga lang lumipad bukas e kaso saan pano? Haaaysss.
Pero sa totoo lang, im still thankful for what I have right now. Despite of being broke, I can work at home. It's more convenient and it saves money for transpo allowance. Tho mejo gipit lang when it comes to food and other expenses, im still thankful bcos we are still healthy and alive. Pasalamat na lang talaga at may mga pautang pako kaya mejo nkaka ahon sa hirap. Haha!
These past few days i just realized i am good for being lowkey. Yung hindi mo need iprove sarili mo. Ying hind mo need makipagsabayan sa mga nakikita mo and yung tahimik ka lang sa bahay at tamang nuod ng movies. However im still jealous for those people who is on the right track. Yung alam na nila yung gusto nila, passion nila and nakita na nila forever nila. I'm on the phase wherein i felt like it's running out of time. That I need to prove my self padin.
Anyways, I think this is enough for today. Masyado na kong madrama. Feeling ko kinakabag nanaman ako kaya tamang drama nanaman ako dito kay tumblr. 😂
Goodnight.
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