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th3qurator · 3 months

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I’m so happy I didn’t let anyone crush my dream of being a creative.

#thoughts #musings #I know where my path leads

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puppyeared · 3 months

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(guy who has never played cotl) haha au time

#this started as a design exercise bc i couldnt get sphinx/devon rex narinder out of my head #but the whole time i was thinking man imagine if the lamb brings him in as a follower but nobody knows he was actually. you know #and the followers are like haha wow our leader channels the power and wisdom of the one who waits almost as if they were them #would that be cool or what. anyway heres narinder reassuming his pre-bishop form and everything his flesh remembers before godhood #ok now im gonna ramble abt design notes #the singe marks were inspired by fallen angels like how some ppl say they burned while falling from heaven. i wanted smth like that when #the lamb is resurrected by nari.. their outfit is inspired by papal cloaks while narinders is based on crusader armor #the lambs name 'bellwether' is also a term used for sheep that wear a bell and lead the flock and i thought that was cool #idk what the thuribles do yet but i do have smth in mind where theyre linked together. and ofc the lamb has a shepherds staff #very proud of nari's little devil tail!! and it was hard to see bc its so dark but he has wrinkles around his forehead to conceal his #third eye. even he isnt aware of it (for now)#idk where im going with this au i just have a bunch of ideas?? basically the lamb is keeping nari's identity a secret from him so he doesnt #go down that path of powerhungry destruction. smth like trying to lead him down a better path but feels guilty lying to do that #also theyre in love with each other and theyre stupid pining idiots abt it. mwah #cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl lamb #cotl narinder #the one who waits #cotl the one who waits #narilamb #art #au #myart #my art #character design #cotl au #false prophet! au

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glitchven · 1 year

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Day 4 - Dodge!!!

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bunnyb34r · 2 months

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Holy shit did we get lucky missing the tornadoes Tuesday

Apparently one was SUPER CLOSE like streets away practically 😰

Only reason I felt safe enough to stay upstairs (besides being reckless and having an "if I die, I die" mentality) was bc I was closely watching the radar on tv and the cluster was already to the west of us. Like it was closer than I thought apparently but I felt confident enough in my reading of it that we were in the clear

God am I stupid though bc I didn't realize how fucking close it really was

#i think it formed like RIGHT after the worst passed our city #i was reading a report that had street names of the path essentially and i was like oh god i know where that is... that's close 😰#it was blocks away but still like a 5min drive at MOST away so yikes...#feeling more and more grateful by the day that our power didnt go out and we had such minimal damage #marquilla #i only know how to read radar bc of my severe anxiety and subsequent need for control like all the adults in my life were like no no its #fine :) dont worry :) its fine :) bc they didn't want me to worry more but that only lead me to figure out how to find out myself how safe #we were and all that

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killrjoys · 9 months

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club penguin used to piss me off so bad as a kid because you had to pay for all the cool stuff and the mere thought of asking my parents to buy me a gift card made me feel stupid but hanging out with friends online wasn't wnough i yearned for all the puffles and the treehouse igloo

#my top 3 games were Ahem habbo hotel transformice and club penguin #and i only played like pirated versions of them that had everything unlocked #I don't know why there was a pirated version of transformice i actually don't remember anything about this game except the basic stuff #I THINK we could build houses . or something like that(??????) and there were cute outfits #i really liked those rooms where people could put songs #anyways back at the topic CLUB PENGUIN this game was evil #i remember vividly that one time i asked my friend to go to the iceberg with me and i sat on the edge #and made a dramatic speech about how it was boring if you didn't have a membership #the next week her mom bought me a gift card LMAOOOO #we stopped playing on the official server after that tho that was when my journey with pirating began... slay !#nononono actually minecraft lead me on this path... can't believe i forgot #i'd be looking for links🏴‍☠️ every time a new mcpe version dropped

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anaalnathrakhs · 2 months

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hmm dead afraid for the future, what could fix this besides eating five hours of my life away and neglecting any kind of preparation that could make the future a little less unstable and painful?

#like not only i've chosen one of the most intensive cursus out there #one that i'm supposed to prepare for by studying hours every day of summer break #but on top of that i have no fucking idea where it's supposed to lead me #only options are meander in a maze of secondary education in complete organizational chaos until i somehow develop a monetizable skill #or end up in a useless fucking academic position #and that's assuming i even manage to get through that cursus and the ones following #assuming i can get through ANY kind of cursus and earn some kind of diploma #and then fucking what where do i go where do i work what do i do will it be enough what's wrong with me #i've struggled so much even just going to school no matter how adapted it was made to me #what fucking trust can i have that i'll manage holding down a job #and WHAT job WHAT would i be most likely to handle okay #i dont want to i want to fucking die i want to fucking die i don't know what to do #everything feels fucking useless nothing feels productive enough #i can't fucking figure out any path i just want somebody else to pilot me #i can make efforts i can make effort please just tell me what to do where to go what's best for me what's useful #i'm so fucking scared #broadcasting my misery #vent #ed tw

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maplecaster · 1 year

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please rant about rain world. its my favorite game and i havent met a single person whos played it

oh no uh. i meant those tags literally in context with the post. i get very upset because the game makes me angry. lol um

#asks #basically i got softlocked in the garbage wastes #i spent hours trying to reach Any other hibernation room but i was stuck between a #You know what i will rant about it again #to the left was a karma gate that i needed 3 karma to get past #past the gate was some kind of swimming challenge that was nearly impossible #and the few‚ few times i got past it #was an underwater pipe leading directly to hundreds of leeches #cool 👍 so what if i went the other way?#well to the right of my spawn point was two branching paths #one went up and one more to the right #to the right was straight up a dead end #to go up i needed to spend the entire cycle gathering spears and using those to climb up #really impossible #to get to another hibernation zone #PLUS when i died to the Thousand Leech Gauntlet i had to go to the right to get the food #where there were more leeches btw and scavengers that would kill me #so id need to grind up the karma even more #for a Single attempt at the swimming challenge #do i think the game is bad? no its beautiful and frankly revolutionary with how it handles creatures and their ai and the music is cool too #but do i like the game? No #despite this i’m watching a streamer play it so its been on my mind #he streamed it on youtube his channel is Andrew Cunningham #(you have to go to the ‘live’ section of the channel‚ it doesnt show up under ‘videos’#he has a lot of annoying backseaters so watch out for that. just dont read the chat ever #Ok rant over #No its not i lied #another part of my frustration is no one ever knows what area im talking about #theres like. 3 exits to the garbage wastes. one of them is back to industrial and the other is to the shoreline #so just process of elimate it bro how does no other rainworld player KNOW THIS LOCATION

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curateyourcraft · 2 years

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It's quite unfortunate that people in the witch community in particular are so condescending and rude sometimes. I question why advanced witches can't have their own spaces and somehow this makes me impatient and unempathetic? Just because I don't want to constantly cater to new witches doesn't mean I am a bad person. I just want us to have our own space to talk because I am personally not interested in teaching new witches- There are plenty of people doing this already. It is an oversaturated subject in our tags.

Also if the original post is mainly about witches and witchcraft, yes I will focus on that first and foremost. I will not be clicking on your blog and researching who you are or what your religious beliefs are, because my focus is on replying to the subject matter at hand- Witchcraft.

This community is a bit tiresome at times, I really have been enjoying parts of it, but others not so much. I believe that witches with a bit more experience should create our own tag so we can share our stories and beliefs together without clogging up the already overburdened witchcraft tag. Also so newbies aren't intimidated and we don't have to worry as much about teaching them every little thing.

And just by the way if you enjoy teaching others and that is your path, good for you! I just don't have the mental capacity to do such a thing right now. I want to focus on my own craft and figure things out.

Anyways rant over. Just a bit annoyed because people love putting words into my mouth and completely misinterpreting me, and it's starting to grate on my nerves.

Sending out much love and peace to you all. Stay safe!

#witchcraft #witch #witchblr #personal #secular witch #spoonie witch #i was gonna reply directly but honestly i cant even tell where they got any of the things they accused me of #plus it was on my personal blog because tumblr is dumb about their side blogs #and idek if i replied to that particular person unless they also have 2 blogs they're usung but aaaa whatever #im just tired of people being all high and mighty instead of approaching one another with kindness #if your path leads you to act like an entitled all knowing person like this tho then i worry #especially if you're out there teaching others 😬#at the very least as a teacher you need to be able to read the room like i was being totally reasonable lol

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carcarrot · 1 year

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alright we're okay. it's all going to work out and happen. ive got my short film idea. i just have to make it absolutely perfect and then we're good to go

#my short film idea is a kinda sorta prequel kinda. to my Big Main Film Idea #essentially its just a little bit of silly backstory to a character that gets no backstory in the feature film #and this character is making a short film. and im playing the character. so im making a short film abt someone making a short film.#when i was first writing my Main Film Idea i was like ok yeah this character that im thinking of playing is obviously based on and like me #but as time went on i was like ah fuck. theres parts of me in every damn character #the good news is that this short film idea should be relatively cheap to make. im thinking of having only one filming location #and i could get a deal filming there bc i used to work there (my old cafe) so renting out the space might be cheaper #im not sure yet abt cameras. im thinking abt emailing my old film teacher and being like. hey. would you wanna help me make my film #i think he has some film cameras himself or if not he knows a lot of film people #but since this is essentially a one man (its me im the man) show i dont really need other actors. but im working on that #another problem of potentially many is that if and when this gets done. now what #ive got zero clue abt where to like. send my short film to be shown or whatever but maybe my film teacher could help w that!#before i do any of this i am going to finally finish that filmmaking course i bought. and then see where we go from there #but this still needs a lot of writing bc i havent done any screenplay work for this yet #and thus obviously havent storyboarded anything #i gotta get Organized <- least organized person on this earth #wish me luck that this will lead me on the path to my dream movie. we can all hope

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bluewinnerangel · 1 year

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#if u consistently repost other peoples photos without credit i block.. if i consistently reblog said posts ill unfollow :")#i get it if one(1) time you get excited and you dont know the source and you just yell like yeah i feel u it happens... but consistently #i see enough of that on other platforms i cant stand it this is the only place where it usually is respected to give proper credit #if you come in here throwing that out of the window imma throw you out of my car so i dont have to see it #like in some way in any way just leave a path on your post that leads to the photographer. somehow.#with the exception being the main photographers like if louis posts to his insta and the pic is everywhere and we #know its joshuas i mean thats not grinding my gears i get it were excited we post the thing to scream its fine.#but if its a local concertphotographer or one of the fan photographers in the crowd #providing you with an amazing shot of ur fave for free like show the tiny bit of respect to at least #at fucking least. fucking credit them.

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horizonandstar · 2 years

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ok so about the borrower game, i went and looked at a few other games to get a rough word count and i think i underestimated it. so like chapter 1 should be about 20k-30k once its done, so this is going to take. a while

the ide still says i have ~6k excluding command lines, which i now realized includes comments, so the actual playable word count is <6k currently

anyways would people want random out of context screenshots while i work on this? theres not going to be a lot of them but i also want to go “*gesturing* look i made this :D” because unlike with the fish fic, the development time for the borrower au game is hell of a lot longer and i cannot go back and fix whatever mistakes i find later after i release it

#i have to test the game first for any bugs and then ill try to do several tests (manually and with randomtest) to make sure #that its narratively coherent and goes where i want it to go #and i didnt make it go down the wrong paths instead #im getting slightly confused over my own writing due to the branching #i reuse sections for different options but the options that lead there can be wildly different #its a trip trying to remember the strings connecting each section and where they all are #i know some authors out there copy paste entire sections to fit all the different scenarios which #i dont think im going to do because that artifically boosts word count + im allergic to doing that #like if this was regular code and i saw someone copy pasting this 1 piece of code several times when it couldve been in a function #im going to aggressively shake them then throw them into superhell #im currently replaying this 1 scene over and over trying to get to the 1 section #in all the different ways you can get there #just to see if this 1 boolean is set to true for all the paths or if theres any thats actually false #i dont want to skim through my code for this info

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kariachi · 1 year

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It has been like 5 million years since I’ve written villain4villain Levinstar, but it still is an amazing concept for anybody who wants to write a complete fucking drama-filled, violent, people-eating mess teetering on the edge of disaster.

#the words never come and it's been so long that what i did write back in the day is never being posted #but as a concept it is amazing #a kevin who never moved away from evil and a mike who is himself #mike playing around like he's in charge while even he knows if kevin decided to he could destroy him #kevin knowing that mike is full of shit and just looking for added power but willing to play along due to his issues #both of them looking to start shit with the tennysons while feeding their own addictions to power #do they slowly develop proper feelings?#if they do do these feelings lead them achingly slowly on the path of redemption as they attempt to be something better for each others sake #do they stay in a toxic limbo where nothing improves but the benefits remain worth keeping going?#do they drag each other down until both are worse than they started and only sinking deeper?#up to the individual creator any of them could be amazing #in the original stuff i did for this kevin had never managed to return to his true shape which added to the cautious bonding he and mike did #so that's also something that could be played with #just was a whole and glorious thing that deserves notice #even if it's not doing shit in my brain anymore #at least not enough to go on a page

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poptartmochi · 1 year

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i think that i will never be able to rid myself of Magdalena, despite my disdain for her source material, because she's just such a fun little inversion character 🤧

#not to say that im trying to actively get rid of her! but like.. i have bnha ocs that will probably never see the light of day again because #i dislike bnha 🕴️ and i dislike the reboot way more than i dislike bnha so You Would Think that maggie would have disappeared by now but #nauuur. the inversions will keep her in my brain forever babey 🍻#it's something about the way gioia and vergil knew each other for such a short amount of time and were on completely different journeys but #still managed to Get each other.. the same hatness of it all. and from that we got nero who saved both their lives #meanwhile in nightmare reboot world‚ magdalena and vergil have known each other forever + run parallel to each other basically. and you #think that the whole time they're in lockstep that they get it! they get each other! they're in lockstep so they must be in sync!#but then it turns out the goal vergil has been obsessively dedicated to all along is actually Super Contradictory to the goal magdalena has #been obsessively dedicated to. and instead of their lives being saved by their connection‚ the sudden dissonance is the root of their #downfalls. that's like my own personal fuckin percolator man 🤧🤧#it's fun that she and gioia are both driven by loss and the desire to mitigate it. they both live in these societies where you're constantly #watched and revealing your cards could spell out your doom. ignorance and guilt cause gioia to build up this marble facade of cold #nonchalance because she cannot engage in society Without revealing her cards yk. it hurts too much. so the poker face it is 🗿#meanwhile magdalena Knows Too Much and the knowledge of it all eats away at her. she's boiling with the need to act‚ so a poker face could #never work for her. so she channels the energy into this larger-than-life persona to navigate through the world #and both of these methods work! gioia's facade makes people think she's cold or uninteresting so they ultimately disengage with her.#magdalena dazzles everyone and they're too distracted by the show to notice what she's doing behind the scenes.#but wearing the mask all the time takes a toll on both of them + ultimately leads to a loss of identity‚ where they only keep themselves #grounded by their secret work. gioia's run in with vergil helps her break free of this and reestablish herself #whereas magdalena's departure(s 😐) from vergil sets her down this path... it's just so 🌋🌋🌋 to me #also. it's fun to me that gioia was meant to become a demon but never did. meanwhile maggie detests demons but was forced to become one...#gioia dodged a bullet but it traveled through dimensions and shot her anyways lol 😭🤧#there's something to be said about the flipped family dynamics between the two but ngl I'm still working on Maggie and Isaac's relationship #so. i will leave it alone for now 🕴️in the future though I hope that I can figure out how to make Isaac as relevant to Magdalena as #Benedictus is to Gioia 🤔 right now he's kind of a mystery variable 🙈#sriracha.txt #long post #💃🏻

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orcboxer · 5 months

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For about 6 years now I've had a running gag with one of my cousins where, once every like 6 months or so, I'll find a way to insert a certain mental image into the conversation. The mental image is "a pile of toilets in an elevator, which closes and then goes up." I do this as naturally as possible. I'll construct an entire scripted conversation path with the express intention of leading into an opportunity for me to say "a pile of toilets in an elevator, which closes and then goes up." I have talked other people who aren't me into integrating the phrase into their conversations with him just once. He fucking hates it. He has threatened to kill me about it. I let so much time pass between instances that he never sees it coming. Because he knows that the only way to see it coming is to integrate into his brain the expectation that at any point, any conversation may suddenly turn out to be a toilet-elevator trap. And that's a fucking insane way to live.

#orcspeak #he does the same type of shit back it's great

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ladygrey7 · 2 months

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#ignore this lol #i just have some thoughts and no where to articulate it #this is about fandom culture #the way i approach fandom is that it's supposed to be fun #so i've always been mindful of curating my own experience in fandom #i don't engage with what i don't like #i unfollow and block people who make the experience negative #and i'm here for a good time #so shipping wars? i don't get it #i'm a multishipper #so i'll read any pairing if they're written well #i've just been seeing a lot of anger and resentment towards certain characters and pairings because of the ship wars #and like?#is it that deep?#is it not enough to let others ship what they want?#and disengage with those who create content for ships you dislike?#the block button is right there #you don't have to start beefing with someone because of a difference of opinion #especially when you start nitpicking and overanalyzing the characters to find every percieved flaw #which in turn leads down a path of reinforcing harmful stereotypes and hateful rhetoric #you have the right to your own opinion #but your character is drawn into question when you let your opinion drive hateful rhetoric #i know the characters are fictional #but the people who share identities with these characters aren't #all in all #don't yuck someone's yum #stay unbothered #and let's keep it fun #this is about 911 #911 discourse

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killjoy-prince · 2 months

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Why are the second bad relationship ends hard to get for the deep route boys ughhhhhhhhhh

#prince's talk tag #i know why and imma explain it bc its pissing me off #in casual route and another story the story modes dont offer a lot of opportunities to get hearts from the characters #where with the deep route boys you're spending time with them and you get hearts from them regardless of your choices #whether the hearts lead to a good or bad story end is irrelevant for bad relationship ends bc youre getting hearts anyway #and since basically ever option gets me a heart and i cant pick too many bad choices without risking getting the bad story end #i end up on the good end route which is NOT what I want #getting their first bad relationship end is easy. just dont do the chats from days 5-7 #& since i dont spend time with them outside the chat until i pass the first branch i dont have to worry about getting hearts in the vn mode #but the second bad relationship end happens on day 10 after having spent time with them either in his penthouse or her old apartment #so what i have to do is get JUST enough hearts to pass the first branch and then i guess mix up my answers enough in the story modes #to prevent me from getting the good end #bc a lot of options give me hearts. theres only a handful of options that dont #i dont wanna look up a walk through but ughhhhhh i might if this keeps up bc i cant keep wasting hourglasses dancing the bad end tango #did i even explain well why its harder to get the ends with deep route than casual and another story?#tl;dr is deep route boys have 3 days worth of story mode where you can get hearts from them even if you dont do the chats #so its not enough to just miss chats after the first branch u have to keep track of the hearts you get to make sure youre on the right path #casual and another story's story modes don't give out hearts even when you're talking to the characters so its easier to get the bad ends #i literally only need two more endings (one from each deep route boy) and im set. just give them to me pleaseeeeee #OH the crucial point i missed: i cant skip the story modes like i can the chats. im forced to do them. thats why im suffering #sorry my mind is everywhere lolol cant organize my thoughts well

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