#I know it sounds cheesy but I am very happy to be here
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#I know it sounds cheesy but I am very happy to be here#there was a point i didnt think id make it this far#but i am and it makes me happy#and i will continue to reach even older birthdays :)
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but prof sycamore also looked very cute in this pic here and I wanted to share it
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#having those feelingsâ˘ď¸ again#it's just frustrating being queer in a very unsafe/hostile environment#not even just in person#but in another socmed platform that I'm active in#part of the reason why I made this acc in the first place is because I just. feel safer in a way#being my silly lil gay self making gay content#what frustrates me is how I Thought I'd never have to feel this way in that other online community I'm part of#because for a while I really was happy#I still am#-ish.....#I more so love the media itself we're a community for (not pkmn- another one I havent mentioned here) than the community itself#bc there's just that part of me that Knows how much I'd be#burnt at the stake for just loving who I do#for being Me#but what can I do really - if they knew then . well#Id lose everything. Id lose people I care about bc I know#I just know deep down that they cant accept that part of me#no matter how much theyve considered me a friend all this time. if they knew then. it . goes against what they believe in.#but then it becomes a question of whether it's even worth pretending to be something Im not just to be safe or to risk it all for freedom#that sounds cheesy as fuck but that's essentially what it boils down to#uoguhghghgngn#gonna doodle my silly beloveds just to cheer up#there are people out there who do accept me. who do make me feel safe . and that's what should matter. what I should focus on#fluff sad hours
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Birthday Cake
SUMMARYÂ |Â It's Mark's birthday and you have a very special surprise for him.
PAIRINGSÂ |Â Mark x Reader
GENRE/CONTENT/WARNINGS |Â non-idol!Mark, non-idol!Reader, established relationship, smut, unprotected sex (wrap it up yaâll!), fingering, dirty talk, oral sex (both male/female receiving/giving), praise kink, pet names, dirty talk, food play, messy cake sex??
RATINGÂ |Â Mature, NSFW, 18+
LENGTHÂ |Â Â 4093 words
TAGLIST | --
NETWORKS |Â @k-vanity
AUTHORâS NOTEÂ |Â Â Firstly, I apologize if it sounds rushed and probably not one of my best works. I literally wrote this in like 3 hours lol. I still hope you all like this though lol. Secondly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK. We all love you đ
Mark Lee always considered himself a lucky man as he was surrounded by friends and loved ones who gathered for this dinner party for his birthday. Smiling from his seat, his hand was placed on your thigh, softly caressing. His eyes wandered over to yours. "You okay?" he asked, concerned.
You smiled and nodded. "Why wouldn't I be okay? My man's birthday is today."
"Good. You look so beautiful tonight, by the way."
"Thank you." You leaned in to kiss him. "And you look so handsome today."
"We get it. You both love each other." Johnny rolled his eyes jokingly. "Can we start the celebration already?"
You pulled back, a smile still on your lips. "Yeah. Let's celebrate."
Mark had planned a quiet and private party with the closest people in his life. As the night progressed, it turned into a rowdy one. Johnny and Yuta were playing a drinking game while Jungwoo, Jeno, Jaehyun, and Hendery were cheering them on. Ten was in the kitchen, preparing another batch of food with Doyoung. Taeyong was nowhere to be found, but he might've left with Kun since neither of them was here.
You and Mark watched them. You were sitting in his lap while his arms were around your waist.
"Having fun?" he whispered, placing a kiss on your neck.
"I am." You turned to him, arms around his neck. "Is the birthday boy having fun? Did he get all his presents?"
He chuckled. "Yeah. I did. Although I'm still waiting for the best present."
"Oh really? What would that be?"
Mark looked into your eyes. "The most beautiful girl in the world."
"And who would that be?"
"It's you." He gave you a soft kiss on the lips.
"You're so cheesy." You giggled.
"You love it."
"Yeah, I do."
You were about to kiss him again until Johnny interrupted. "Hey, you two lovebirds! We're going to sing Happy Birthday now. Stop being gross and pay attention."
"We weren't doing anything." You called out, Mark laughing.
Johnny raised a brow at you, clearly not buying it. "Uh huh, sure. Get your horny asses over here."
Mark stood up with you in his arms, placing you on your feet before standing beside you.
"Okay, guys, gather around!" Yuta called out, waving the cake in his hands. "One... two..."
Everyone sang, their eyes glued on Mark. You looked over at him, a fond smile on your lips. He turned to look at you, his heart fluttering as your gaze met. After the song ended, he blew the candles and made a wish. Everyone cheered. You went back to your seat beside Mark and held his hand. "So, what did you wish for?"
He shrugged. "It's a secret."
"You know I won't tell anyone."
"But you'd find out sooner or later."
"That's true."
Mark squeezed your hand. "Let's get out of here, yeah?"
"But your friendsâ"
"They'll understand. I just want to be with you tonight."
"Okay." You nodded, a smile still on your lips.
Doyoung looked up from where he was standing. "You two better be responsible!"
You turned to him. "Don't worry. We're just going to hang out."
"Uh-huh, sure." Ten rolled his eyes.
"We're just going to hang out!"
Ten smirked, his eyes moving between you and Mark. "Dressed like that? I doubt it. Don't forget to use protection."
Your face heated up at his words. Mark only chuckled. "We're leaving."
"Take care, you two." Doyoung waved, watching you both leave.
As soon as the door closed, you took off your heels, sighing in relief. It was nice to feel the ground beneath your feet again.
"You could've worn comfortable shoes," Mark said.
"I wanted to look pretty for you."
"Baby, you always look pretty to me."
You smiled at his words, heart racing in your chest.
He wrapped his arm around your shoulder and pulled you closer. "Where do you wanna go?"
"My place? I got you a gift. And it's more of a private one."
"Okay, let's go."
You got a cab and went to your place. You fished your keys from your purse and opened the door, inviting Mark inside.
"Stay here, Mark." You said. "I'll be right back."
He nodded and went to the couch. Meanwhile, you went to your room and looked through your drawers, trying to find that sexy, crotchless lingerie you bought for special occasions. Mark didn't know that you own one. Hell, he had no idea what he was getting himself into.
Finally, you found it and you quickly changed, looking at yourself in the mirror. After putting on the lingerie, you fixed your hair and you threw your clothes back on so that he could unwrap you when you got to the bedroom.
You came back and smiled at him. "Do you have the present?" he asked.
"It's not a tangible gift."
He frowned. "Then what is it?"
You moved closer to him and sat in his lap. "It's a surprise."
Mark wrapped his arms around you. "Will I like it?"
"You will." You gave him a soft kiss.
His hands wandered to your waist. "Can I open it now?"
"Not yet." You laughed as you got off his lap and made your way to the kitchen. "Wait for me. I'll make it worth your while."
"You always do."
You came back with the cake and a candle. Mark was already waiting on the couch, smiling when he saw the cake in your hands. "Baby, we already blew the candles earlier with the guys."
"But thatâs with the guys. Right now, itâs me.â
"Wow, baby, you're so thoughtful."
"Anything for the birthday boy."
Mark looked up at you, eyes twinkling. "Can I blow out the candles now?"
"Of course." You nodded. "Make a wish."
He blew the candles, the light from the flames flickering as it went out. At the same time, you were on your knees in front of him, your hand already massaging his growing bulge.
"I hope it's coming true," you said, looking up at him.
"It is." He nodded, leaning back against the couch. "It sure is."
Your hand rubbed the bulge, slowly unzipping his pants and taking his dick out. He was already hard.
"Already excited?" you asked, kissing the tip.
"It's my birthday. I should be excited."
You took him in your mouth, bobbing your head up and down. He placed his hand on the back of your head, gently encouraging you to continue.
"Fuck, baby," he moaned, his voice low.
You continued sucking, licking the underside and the tip, and swirling your tongue around. He was moaning loudly, his eyes rolling to the back of his head. Your hands were gripping the base of his shaft, jerking him off as your mouth worked him.
"That's it, baby," he encouraged. "Keep going."
He groaned your name as his grip tightened, pulling your hair. "Your mouth feels so good. So fucking amazing."
You felt his cum coating your tongue. You kept sucking until the very last drop. After that, you let him rest in your mouth, the sweet taste lingering. He looked down, a little surprised that his dick was still hard. You let him go, and it slipped out of your mouth.Â
You sat up, wiping the corners of your lips. "Didn't you like your gift?"
Mark smiled, pulling you towards him so that you were seated on his lap again. "I did, very much."
"Well, that was part one."
"What's part two?"
"Take off my clothes and see."
Mark obliged and removed your shirt, revealing the lace covering your breasts. "Oh? What else are you hiding? Wait... are you...?"
You smirked, your fingers fiddling with the hem of the tulle skirt. You raised it to reveal your dripping cunt in the panties that barely covered anything. "Part two, crotchless panties.â
His eyes widened at the sight, his hands automatically wandering to the bare skin of your legs. He stroked the insides, squeezing. Your thighs were a weak point for him, something that he used against you whenever he wanted something from you.
"Wait," he stopped. "Let's just go to your room. I wanna ravish you properly."
"Oh?" you raised a brow.
"It is part of my gift, right?"
"Part of it," you nodded.
"Okay." He looked up, gazing into your eyes. "Gimme more."
"Okay, birthday boy. Whatever you want." You giggled, playfully smirking. He carried you and rushed to your room. Laughter escaped your lips as Mark tossed you onto the bed. "Someone's eager to open their gift, isn't he?"
He looked you over hungrily, biting his bottom lip as his eyes fell to your breasts. "Because she looks so fucking hot."
You pressed your back against the headboard and spread your legs, offering yourself. Mark climbed into bed with you, kneeling on the mattress.
"Take what you want, Mark," you seductively told him.
His eyes darkened. He licked his lips and leaned towards you, capturing yours. He devoured your mouth, groaning as you opened up for him, letting him push his tongue past your lips.
After a few seconds of kissing, he pulled away and looked at you. "Hands on the headboard."
You did as told and reached behind you, latching on to the edge of the headboard, spreading your knees wide. Mark started trailing his lips and teeth across your neck. You shivered at the sensation, especially as his lips went lower and lower.
Mark squeezed your nipples between his fingers as he licked and kissed your skin. You gasped in surprise as he captured your right nipple between his teeth and tugged it. Your grip tightened and you whimpered, arching your back as he rolled the hardened nub between his teeth.
He then licked a trail downwards, placing open-mouthed kisses to your collarbones and between your breasts. When his tongue flicked over one nipple, you gasped, arching your back off the headboard and pushing your breasts into his mouth.
"Did you like that, baby girl?" he asked. His voice was muffled as his mouth was otherwise occupied.
"Yes, please."
"Okay, since you're enjoying this, I'll do more of it. But after I fuck that tight little pussy of yours."
"Thank you," you panted, feeling his tongue flicking your other nipple.
"God, you're so sexy."
Your eyes followed his head as he continued his way down your stomach, biting your lip as he licked all over the lace fabric. You'd bought it in dark blue because Mark complimented you in that shade of color before. It seemed he appreciated the gesture since he was practically worshipping your body in that outfit.
"Shit," you whispered, panting.
He hummed, sending a vibration down your core. Your back was arched, hands desperately gripping the wood behind your back, thighs trembling on each side of your lover's face.
"I bet you'd look so hot with cake frosting all over your tits," he spoke up, licking a line across your folds.
Your legs shook at his words, a soft moan escaping your lips. You felt him smirk against your core, clearly pleased with the reaction you gave him. "There is cake in the living room," you reminded him, your breathing was getting erratic.
Mark paused, eyes still focused between your legs. Then he looked at you with a smirk. "We'd have to change your sheets and shower afterwards."
"Worth it if it means you get to enjoy it on my body."
He growled as you wriggled underneath his gaze. The pressure of him being so close and yet so far away is driving you mad. You loved when Mark was gentle with you, but sometimes you also needed roughness.
"So, are you up for it or do you want to just fuck the shit out of me now?" you teased, leaning back against the pillows with a devilish smirk.
"Baby girl," he breathed, a predatory smile appearing on his face, "it'd be my fucking pleasure."
"Bring the fucking cake and decorate my body," you suggested, snarling playfully as you got rid of your bra and threw it somewhere.
He gave you a smug grin before he rushed out of the room and came back shortly with the cake in his hand, his finger dipping the frosting out. "Hmmm..." he purred, eyeing your body, "where do I start?"
"Wherever you want, birthday boy," you replied in a soft voice, almost a whisper.
A small mischievous grin appeared on his handsome face before he grabbed one breast and held your right nipple between two fingers as he applied the sugary substance over it. You squirm underneath his touch, goosebumps running along your skin as the chilling cream came into contact. He let go, looking pleased at the work he'd done before his eyes flicked to your face, checking to see if you were okay.
His voice sounded velvety as it reached your ears, "Do you want the other one to have the same amount, baby?"
"Mark," you gasped, swallowing down the lump of lust in your throat, "yeah, cover me with icing."
Mark's lips curled upward in satisfaction while his pupils dilated slightly from excitement, "Gladly, my love."
He grabbed another fistful and brought his hand down, starting his art, applying layer by layer in an attempt to replicate how beautiful his cake was. He then proceeded with applying frosting on your left breast while you moaned softly every time he touched the sensitive skin with the tip of his fingers. Once satisfied, he scooted closer and added final touches by using his tongue to give some details, making you squirm as it left a wet, sticky path across your chest. He blew on it, making you gasp for breath, your voice coming out as a mixture of whimpers and moans.
"This is fucking hot." Fingers still coated in icing, he brought them to your lips. "Suck," he demanded, watching with dark eyes as his fingers disappeared between your lips.
You obeyed and tasted the sweetness of the icing mixed with his masculine scent, feeling like you could come any moment, especially with the hungry look he gave you, eyes filled with lust and anticipation for the feast.Â
"Good, huh? Want me to continue?" he asked.
A soft moan escaped you. You were eager to have his mouth on your cunt.
"Answer me, darling."
Your eyes widened and you let out a strangled cry, "Yes."
"Such a slutty little thing for me, baby. What would people think, hmm, seeing you like this? All covered in sugary mess for my enjoyment? To consume you whole."
Your breathing came short and fast. You couldn't see anything other than Mark's heated gaze as your pussy twitched underneath his touch, his voice deep in your ear, coaxing more noises from deep within your gut as he used his tongue to circle around your icing covered nipple. He licked down to your stomach, circling his tongue around it, painting a picture for your senses. You felt yourself becoming wetter each time he dipped his tongue into your navel, the heat growing in the pit of your stomach, flames licking up your spine, begging him to touch your most sensitive parts.
"I'm going to devour you, darling," his low tone sent shivers running through every nerve ending, "all of you."
Your toes curled. A shiver ran down your spine.
"Yes, yes, please," you pleaded, voice husky. You wanted him more than anything. Wanted to feel every inch of his thick, delicious length in your pussy, spreading your walls wide open and filling you.
The room was silent except for your shallow breaths and Mark's heavy ones, both anticipating the moment he'd thrust inside you. Finally, he inched forward, hovering above you as he ran his tongue over your nipple once more, swirling the tip in slow circles before taking it completely between his teeth and giving a soft bite. Your hand slipped over his shoulder, fingertips digging into his shoulder blade as you arched towards him.
"Please..." your voice trembled as you felt yourself clench and tighten under his grip, preparing itself for what was to come.
Mark smiled into your chest, the smile stretching across his face until it became a full-on grin. He pulled back and slid his body down between your legs, taking his time to take every inch of you in before settling there, propped up between your thighs. His hand glided over your stomach and down to your mound, fingers pressing softly as they traveled between your legs. His palm lingered on top of your heat, fingers rubbing gently at the swollen skin as you shivered and squirmed, a light sweat coating your upper lip.
"Fuck, baby," Mark moaned. "You're so wet."
His fingers traced circles, leaving the combination of cake icing and your wetness trailing down the side of your leg. He dragged his lips down and his tongue swept against the inside of your thigh, leaving a slick trail of cake icing and saliva along the length of it, then up.
"Mark, please." you begged, desperately wanting him to end this torture and finally slide his cock in you, making you writhe against the soft mattress. You felt a warmth building deep in your belly as he moved his mouth closer to your pussy.
"Tell me what you want, baby," he crooned softly into your ear. "Tell me exactly what you'd like me to do right now and maybe I'll give it to you."
"Ughh, please!" you cried as his thumb brushed against your clit, causing sparks to shoot across your body and setting every nerve ending aflame.
Mark let out a low chuckle, enjoying every bit of it. You bucked upwards again as he moved his finger in circular motions around your opening before slipping the tip in. "Tell me more, I'll hear you loud and clear," he urged, his voice thick with lust as he added more fingers into your slick entrance, pushing deeper inside as you hissed out your pleasure.
"Take me, Mark. Please! Make me yours." You screamed. "I want you inside me so badly. Want to feel every inch of your amazing, perfect cock buried deep in my wet cunt," your nails dug into the mattress beneath you.
"You ask so nicely, but remember who's birthday is this. Say it." he cooed, his breath tickling the sensitive skin near the shell of your ear. He nipped the lobe, then ran his lips down your neck as his thumb rubbed the aching bud on the hood of your clit, sending fireworks along your spine.
"Y-your birthday." You stammered. "Please take me for your birthday."
His fingers reached lower. One last stroke with the pad of his thumb against your clit and your body was a trembling mess, walls squeezing, pulling, sucking around the two fingers pumping in and out. You were whimpering and groaning, lost to everything other than the movement of his fingers and his intense gaze focused directly on you.
"Please!" you sobbed, your pussy spasming around Mark's fingers and hips grinding helplessly up and down.
Mark withdrew them with a satisfied smirk on his face, cock so hard you could barely stand it as he pressed a thumb to the corner of your mouth, pushing a mix of icing and your juices into your mouth, which you eagerly swallowed down greedily.
"Fuck, I knew you could handle it, but damn, baby girl," Mark groaned, dragging a single digit along your slit, collecting your slick, watching intently as it clung to his fingers and dropped to the bed below. "That was one of the hottest things you've ever said to me."
Mark smeared the mix of icing and your liquids down his erection. He didn't bother to hide the pleasure he felt at the sensation, nor how hard he had become simply by teasing you and making you scream for release. And it showed.Â
"Ready?" he asked, the tip of his member already nudging your entrance.
"Yes." you gasped as your arousal began pooling. "Fuck me."
Mark didn't waste any time. Without a second thought, he pushed himself forward, sheathing his entire length inside your pussy in one smooth motion, moaning with satisfaction as his skin met yours. You arched up off the bed, the sweet smell of the cake still permeating your senses, mingling with Mark's scent, along with the unmistakable musk of sex.
Mark grabbed hold of your thighs, pushing them up, your legs on his shoulders. He pressed his head into the crook between your shoulder and neck and whispered to you, "Let's fill you up with my cake icing."
You moaned lowly, the sound almost inaudible over Mark's soft pants, as he slowly began rocking back and forth, the gentle movements turning into rougher strokes the longer he thrusts into you. It's not enough. Your body is tingling from the way he stretched your pussy out, and while it isn't the rough fucking you were hoping for, it's certainly an appetizer to the main event.
"Come on, Mark," you groaned, pressing down against him so that every thrust made him sink deeper and deeper, pushing you into the bed until his cock brushed up against that sweet spot deep inside of you. "Don't you want to take charge on your special day? Don't you want to show me who's in control here?"
Mark growled, the noise coming from the back of his throat sending vibrations down to where your skin met his. He pressed his lips together tightly as he struggled to retain his composure and composure be damned because now was his turn, time to show how good he could fuck when he was set to.
He didn't know if he could even wait to start but god help him if he didn't do something about how incredible his girlfriend looked right now, writhing beneath him, covered in icing and sex-messed hair stuck against her cheeks.
"Oh yeah, baby girl," Mark purred, lowering himself until his forehead pressed lightly against yours. "This is the best gift I could ever ask for." He nibbled lightly on your lower lip and whispered against it, "To have your pussy all nice and warm for me, letting me use you any way I like... I'm gonna wreck you, Y/N."
You moaned at the prospect and at how goddamn sexy he sounded when he was turned on.
"Make me cum," you rasped. "Use my pussy however you want and make me cum, please!"
"Your wish is my command." he grinned cheekily.
Mark's hips picked up pace, plunging harder and faster into you, filling you fully again and again.
You moaned as he slammed inside of you. Every time his pelvic bone struck yours was a sharp shock wave of pleasure flowing through you, making your brain swim. Your legs quivered at the contact; your heels dug into Mark's back and drew him forward, urging him to keep fucking you with that amazing dick.
You had never seen your boyfriend move this quickly before, the sound of his breathing and the loud groans you were hearing were all coming from inside your head. In and out. His thrusts were powerful. Hard and steady, almost machine-like as he buried his cock within you time after time.
And you loved every second of it.
Mark leaned forward, resting his weight on his palms, his face mere inches away from yours. His fingers tightened their grip in your hair before pulling you closer towards him and pressed his mouth onto yours.Â
As Mark broke the kiss, his breath hitched, body shuddering, cock spasming inside of you. Hot bursts of liquid shot deep inside, coating your cunt and filling it to the brim with semen. You held onto him tightly as his entire frame trembled with orgasm, trying to not collapse on you. He struggled to breathe while keeping his hands firmly anchored on either side of your head, locking his elbows so that he wouldn't fall over. He never broke his eye contact.
Finally, when both your orgasms had waned and you could think straight again, you began speaking, your voice sounding strained as it came out in short huffs. "You liked it that much huh?"
"Shit," he gasped between breaths, nodding as sweat ran down his face, dripping onto your chest.
"But..." His tongue flicked over your neck, licking the side before whispering hotly into your ear, "There's something I want a bit more."
Your breath hitched at his statement. "Hmmm?"
"A few more rounds for my birthday," Mark smiled playfully. "And then a bath before bed, babe."
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Could I request stripper reader and post prison Spencer being all domestic? I just think Spencer deserved to have someone take care of him after that
thank you for requesting! ⥠fem
cw spencer makes a weight related joke about reader but he is one hundred percent kidding/is talking about carrying the reader and not her actual body weight, pls don't read if it will upset you
âHow's it feel now?â you ask.Â
Spencer glances down at you from the TV. If he had his way since being released from prison, you would spend the majority of time in his lap, and the TV would not be on, but you're trying not to smother him and he's content to let you do what you want, so long as you're in arm's reach.Â
âHow does what feel?â he asks, frowning.Â
âYour leg? You know, the one you stabbed yourself in?âÂ
âFine. Surface wound. Hey, are you almost done?âÂ
âNo. I'm making you a mug cosy.âÂ
âCould you not come up here and make me cosy?âÂ
You put your little crochet hook and yarn ball on the floor near the paper pattern you're following. âThat's way too cheesy a thing to say for a felon.â You grin at him. âGood for you, I'm awful at this,â âyou climb onto your knees, arms out to him as he grabs you and pulls you onto the couch��� âand I don't want to do it anymore.âÂ
âThen don't.â He smiles as you settle against him, half on top of him, your pyjamas soft against his bare arms and legs. âI'm not a felon.âÂ
âI'm kidding,â you say gently.Â
He puts his hand against the top of your head and forces you backwards a touch to meet his eyes. âI know.âÂ
You glare at him. He decides he'd like to play too and glares back.Â
âCrochet is very difficult.âÂ
Spencer lets you drop back into his chest. âYou're good at enough things already,â he says. âLike not going to prison, and being heavy.âÂ
You bear down on him with more weight, a laugh slipping from you unbidden. He loves how startled you sound to have laughed, and how nice you smell as you push your arm under his back to hug him. âThat's sick,â you mumble, your free hand toying with the soft neck of his shirt. You pull it down, kissing the skin between his collarbone. âYou can't call me heavy. That's so mean.âÂ
âI love you,â he says.Â
You smile into his chest. âI love you too, even though you said I'm heavy.âÂ
âRelatively, when you're making me carry you to bed at nightââÂ
âI don't do that,â you laugh guiltily. âNo, you've got me mixed up with someone else.âÂ
âWell, let's just stay here tonight.â Your phone beeps. âOr not.âÂ
You press yourself into his neck and talk warmth into the curve. âI'm not going anywhere, Spencer. I'm staying right here, forever. And in ten years you'll have huge muscles from carrying me to bed.âÂ
âAnd your thigh muscles will have atrophied.âÂ
âLike those, do you?âÂ
âAs much as I like every part of you. You're the most beautiful girl in the world.âÂ
You snore. Spencer laughs, jostling you on his chest, and you drop the facade to kiss his throat in slow, meandering presses of the lips, no one place in mind, just warm half moons turned a little wider as you go. He breathes out slowly. Kisses like this are the ones that plagued him late at night, when the mind ran out of worry and turned to missing you instead. He would've given anything two weeks ago to have you laying on him like this, and now he has it for nothing. Just âcos you love him.Â
âAre you gonna go back?â he asks quietly.Â
âTo the club?â You draw a short line into his neck with your nose. âSure, once you're feeling better.âÂ
âI'm alright. I am.âÂ
âUntil I'm feeling better, then,â you say, putting your hand on his cheek. You have slightly longer nails than when he went away, and the tips of them tickle his freshly shaven cheek as you turn his face to yours. âI'll go back just as soon as I stop missing you when you're in the bathroom. Or I run out of money.âÂ
âDon't be childish,â he says.
âI'm not, I'm being realistic.âÂ
âRealistically, I'll take care of you.âÂ
You sigh happily and kiss him. That happiness passes between you in shivers, until Spencer's hot under the collar and you're giggling. âWhat's funny?â he asks.Â
âMaybe I'll get a job at the grocery store.âÂ
Spencer doesn't know what you'll do, but he'll be there for you like you were there for him. âGood idea. You can be a checkout girl and I'll stay home, looking at pictures of you and crying while you're gone.âÂ
You nudge him. âDon't make fun of me for that! It was a long month and a half without you, Spencer.âÂ
He closes his eyes and rests his forehead on yours. âI'm not making fun of you. It was the same for me, you know? Just didn't have a picture of you.âÂ
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worlds biggest fan part two | max verstappen social media au
pairing: max verstappen x reader
y/n is the president of the official max verstappen fan club, but nothing can come of that, right?
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user30: you ever gonna progress past an orange heart WHERE'S THE FLIRTING?
yourusername: blushing
user30: there's something suspicious amuck here
user31: ur right
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maxverstappen1: i'm her biggest fan
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user36: i am going feral i need to be put down
danielricciardo: who is this man and what did you do with max verstappen?
maxverstappen1: i'm not allowed to appreciate my girl? danielricciardo: my bad, y/n is a very beautiful girl you're very lucky maxverstappen1: I AM AWARE
user37: yall i think max is losing his mind
yourusername: wow who is this girl who definietly should be in a lecture and not monaco
maxverstappen1: but i'm more fun than your professor yourusername: better take that maxy he's a big fan of yours maxverstappen1: okay he's a cool guy but i'm cooler yourusername: i'm not going to debate that
user38: so like did he fly her out for the dinner or did they go to dinner and then get on so well they went back to max's in monaco? i like desperately need to know
yourbff1: so this is where you've been @yourusername
yourusername: sorry not sorry yourbff2: we've been collecting notes and work for you and this is how we're thanked maxverstappen1: name a race and i'll get you there yourbff1: i take it back you can fuck off to monaco whenever you want yourusername: you change your tune fast
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maxverstappenarchive: max enjoying his summer break
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user39: i know y/n is loving reporting on herself on this account
yourusername: maybe am i, maybe i'm not
yourbff1: she definitely is
user40: not to sound cheesy but i've never seen max this happy victoriaverstappen: neither maxverstappen1: i'd rather wait this long for a love like this, than have something less than what i feel right now yourusername: awwwwwwww i love you too maxy user41: i'm sorry ? LOVE ? user42: i feel like this is way too fast maxverstappen1: i'm an f1 driver all i know is fast charles_leclerc: good lord that is cheesy mate user43: @charles_leclerc what are you doing in the comment section of a max fan account charles_leclerc: being nosey and gathering data for the group chat user43: what group chat? charles_leclerc: the one where we make fun of max for being a softy
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f1wagsandtea: y/n y/ln, the girlfriend of max verstappen, will make her debut this weekend at silverstone and has brought along three of her closest friends and housemates.
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user46: omg y/n is finally going to a race
user47: i want her to go to zandvoort at some point i know the girlies there would treat her well
yourbff1: we're famous now oh wow
yourbff2: i mean it's just a wag account bro don't we hate these?
f1wagsandtea: catching strays on my own post
yourbbf3: deserved xoxo
user48: i am so excited for y/n omg this has all happened so fast
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redbullracing: a famous face in the orange army was with us in the garage this weekend. y/n has been a long-time fan of her boyfriend max and finally got to attend her first race here in silverstone
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user49: this shit is straight out of a damn fanfiction
yourusername: thank you so so much for having me, truly an insane experience i am so grateful
redbullracing: there's still race day to go
yourusername: don't remind me i'm so nervous
maxverstappen1: i thought i saw an angel in the garage after fp1, turns out i wasn't hallucinating
yourusername: you're too sweet
user43: @charles_leclerc i got one for you
charles_leclerc: thank you for your service
maxverstappen1: how many of you are in this group chat
charles_leclerc: none of your business
user50: god when will it happen to me
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f1: RED FLAG. the marshals have thrown the red flag after a collision between max verstappen and lewis hamilton. the impact was 51g and verstappen has been escorted via helicopter to the local hospital but is awake and talking. we will resume within the hour.
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maxverstappenarchive: i cannot express my disappointment enough in the way the situation was handled this afternoon. it is to my understanding that the fia have considered this to be a racing incident, though i do not agree, that is the ruling so i nothing i can say will change that. HOWEVER, i am deeply disappointed in the manner in which lewis decided to celebrate despite the severity of the crash to max. i am lucky enough to be with max now, he is okay and his scans indicate that there is no internal damage, but i do believe there should be some introspection to how we celebrate while being unaware of the wellbeing of the other party. you can call me bias, but max will come back stronger and this will only motivate him more for the title fight. game on.
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user51: holy moly she did not come to play
user52: i don't even know how to feel about this whole thing
user53: i was there and oh my god it was so intense
user54: i'm just glad both parties are okay
user55: this title fight is so intense oh god
user56: i have a feeling this is not over
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note: HOLY MOLY this felt like it took so long to write lol. i've been at work every day and finally sorted my living situ out (i.e. i'm gonna move into the dodgy house and just wait to be evicted lol). i like writing cause it's such a distraction from my current shit show life lol - i may make a part three of this if y'all want idk i love the drama of it all xxx
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ಏ made in heaven
pairing: dj!jiung x fem!reader
genre: smut â mdni! wc: 1.4k
contains: strangers to lovers trope, car sex, light sub/dom dynamics, unprotected sex, dirty talk, pet names, restraints (handcuffs), voice kink, jiung uses a cheesy pick up line as reader wears an angel costume for halloween and it works
a/n: this was supposed to come out yesterday (10/07), but i was exhausted from work and completely forgot to post it >< happy belated birthday jiung, your blue era will never be forgotten âĄ
âDid it hurt when you fell from heaven?â
You turn around to see exactly the face you've been wishing to get the chance to see up close. It's been a while since you saw him for the last time and you're surprised to realise that you haven't forgotten his face at all.
It's not just his captivating blue hair that still keeps you intrigued, it's everything about him.
âYouâve probably heard this multiple times tonight already,â he chuckles as the corners of his lips slide up nervously, âsorry.â
You smile back, pleased to see him flustered. As you both allow your gazes to drag up the otherâs body, your head tilts to the side playfully.
âYour name?â
Of course, you know his name already. But you don't want him to ever find out that you've asked around about him, or that you stalked his Instagram account the same night you saw him play for the very first time at this exact club you are right now.
âJiung.â
âJiung,â you repeat his name like itâs something you can taste on your tongue, âso you don't use a special DJ name or anything like that?â
âNo,â he shakes his head; the charming smile doesn't leave his face, âI'm Jiung here as much as I am outside this club. What's your name?â
âI liked your set, Jiung.â Well, you always do. There are a few reasons why you continue to come here with your friends, and one of them definitely has to do with the addictive effects his seamless selections of tracks have on your body. âIâm Y/N.â
âAnd I enjoyed watching you have fun to it, Y/N.â He makes a quick pause before speaking out your name as he feels lucky to be able to know it. He wants to savour each letter.
The way you danced earlier with your friends caused him to keep glancing up at your silhouette as if you're some sort of a celestial vision. The way your body swayed rhythmically to the music kept distracting him not only because your sexy white dress with small shimmering wings undeniably stood out in the colorful crowd with blazing lights, but also because you've stolen his attention few times before already and he remembers you. He couldnât help, but notice the way your eyes searched for him too.
âYou've been watching me?â
Your bodies move closer. The techno beats which keep on booming intensely in the thick air isn't the only thing bringing you closer though.
You pick up on the way his eyes explore your face like they've been waiting for the proper moment to do so. There's a lustful spark in them that holds onto your gaze and you feel your excited heart come to a halt beneath your dress.
Jiung's lips curl flirtatiously as heâs about to answer and the sight floods your veins with adrenaline rush.
âI think it's impossible not to spot a beautiful angel like you.â His attention goes to your lips as they part slightly in surprise. âI notice you every time.â
At that moment, you both realise that neither of you wants to stay in this crowded club anymore. You both crave some privacy, and itâs time for you to say goodbye to your friends.
You didn't expect for things to escalate so quickly like this; for this Halloween party to suddenly lead you to Jiungâs car where he helps you adjust on his lap, pressing you down harder and groaning into your neck from how nice it feels to have you melting in his embrace.
âYou're so gorgeous,â he whispers at your ear before continuing to nibble on your skin. Every time he speaks he sounds as if he's intoxicated, but he's completly sober. âWhere have you been all this time?â
For some reason your divine costume of an angel only turns him on even more, and he can't stop roaming his hands along the fabric of your simple, but yet pretty dress that's hugging your curves perfectly, and your fishnet stockings - they occasionally tempt him to look down as his fingertips curiously sneak through them, but soon enough he loses patience and asks almost out of breath from your long kisses:
âCan I?â
And once you nod, because youâre unable to form proper sentences at the moment, with one swift move Jiung rips them off, exposing your panties.
You drag the dress up at your waist before shutting your eyes closed at the sudden, but delightful contact of his fingers against your clit. Needy sounds already start escaping your throat as he maintains circling motions at the right spot meanwhile your one hand keeps your panties to one side, not wanting him to stop even for a second.
âYou sound so pretty, angelâŚâ He utters before pressing an open mouthed kiss against your collarbone. âDonât stop, baby.â
Your skin warms up more and more with each word he says; with each following touch of his gentle lips that travel along your cleavage. And his voice⌠it spreads so captivatingly in the silence to the point the warm knot of arousal doubles in your body just by the sound of it.
âRight there,â you plead as the fingers of your one hand run through his vibrantly blue hair; the other is pressed against the car window, keeping you steady.
Jiung would love to keep savouring the nice feeling of your pussy, but your rising moans turn him eager to feel you other ways. He slowly retrieves his hand and kisses your neck one last time before leaning back to unzip his pants.
As you anticipate the moment with dazed eyes and racing heartbeat, your attention moves to the right seat next to you. Itâs empty except the pair of handcuffs thatâs left there.
You look at Jiung questionably as you pick them up.
âI was going to be dressed up like a cop for one of my friendsâ parties.â He explains, meeting your sparkling eyes. Your little halo is tilted, he notices.
âI think Iâll wear them better.â A sly smile appears on your lips as you lean in to whisper: âHandcuff me.â
âWhy?â Jiung asks playfully; his tone is soft, but in the most erotic way. âYouâve been such a good angel.â
And heâs right, but he does it anyway.
You tell him you can get naughty when youâre impatient meanwhile he simply likes the look of your wrists restrained together and dangling at his chest as you bounce up and down.
Your fingers clench desperately at Jiungâs hoodie at the same time as his own sink into your hips wanting to support your movements; to keep up the nice pace that has you both panting in sync as he bumps into your sweet spot again and again.
âFuckââ You mewl when your walls grip onto his cock harder as the firm grip on your body shifts around your waist. âIâm gonna cum,â you utter breathlessly. The way you fall back down starts to look and sound sloppy, but nonetheless eager to reach your peak.
Jiungâs hands go beneath your ass to hold you tighter. âStay like this for me, angel,â he asks, as now his hips do the rest of the work. The sudden relentless slamming results into your mind going completely numb as you stay still with your muscles tensing from the thrill.
The lewd sharp sounds of his hips flying up to crash repeatedly into you fill the dark small space. Your heavy breaths turn the windows around you even foggier every time they melt into each other until they elevate into one blissful wailing the moment your thighs begin to shake as the climax washes over you.
The intense warmth floods your body in one strong wave, electrifying every part of you as Jiung pulls out in a hurry to release onto your stomach.
You lean back, staring down at the white ropes of arousal marking your skin. Jiungâs voice quietly shakes as his mouth hangs open in delight; the tight fist around his length gradually calms down.
âYou have a pretty voice,â you speak up first after he looks up in search for your eyes. Your words come out much more mellow now as you normalise your breathing. âHave you ever thought about a singing career?â
âI donât think so,â he admits through a chuckle.
Thatâs the last thing he expected to hear from you in a moment like this. He stares at you with an obvious intrigue as you smile, running your hands up and down his chest.
âWell, you should consider it. I donât need to hear you sing to know you have it in you.â
The truth is, Jiung kind of made up that answer. He often sings not only in his head, but also out loud, as he walks around his apartment, doing different mundane things⌠but heâs fully aware you already know he just lied to you.
His hands stroke your thighs as they still keep him down. The noise the metal handcuffs create around your wrists rings in the heavy air with lustful aroma.
âI will.â He nods, fixating his lazy gaze back on yours. âYou can be my muse. Every artist has one. Right, angel?â
Is this his way to ask if heâs going to see you again, you wonderâŚ
The answer to both is yes.
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! please keep in mind that english is not my first language. i apologise for any mistakes iâve might missed
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âĄËIt's You! ŕźâĄ â・Ë
"When we wrote these, I didn't think it would be you."
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It had started out as an idea for all of you to do. Something you had seen on Pinterest and were interested enough to bring the idea up to your friends. You had excitedly turned your phone around and to the surprise of no one, Gojo was the first to agree to the idea. âSo? What do we say?â You ask with a smile creeping onto your face.Â
âYes,â Gojo answered excitedly. âI have some paper in here somewhere,â he started going through his bag to find a long forgotten notebook. He let out an âahaâ when he found it and threw it down onto the table. âAlright, everyone get a piece of paper.âÂ
âSo, what exactly are we supposed to write?â Shoko asked as she tore out paper, her edges jagged. Geto followed suit and got his own piece of paper. You and Gojo took longer, making sure that the paper was perfectly torn with no stray edges.
âYou know.â You pull out glitter pens and stickers. âThings for your future partner, like what youâre currently like and how you hope they are or something. Cheesy stuff, if you want. Anything you would want to say to your future partner.â You smile and start carefully writing your letter. âMine for instance, Iâm going to put all the things I want out of a relationship. At least you know right now. Things I want to experience but wouldnât outright ask for face to face.â They nod and sit in front of their blank pieces of paper.Â
Gojo is the only other person who immediately gets to writing. He wonât let anyone see what his says, let alone what he could be writing in there. For someone who likes to share so much, heâs oddly silent about this. A calm smile on his face as he fills the page with surprising speed. âWhy are you so quiet hmm?â Your shoulder bumps his as you tease him.Â
âWhy are you so curious? Hoping itâs you Iâm writing for?â He teases back with his usual smirk on his face. You shake your head at him and push him again.Â
Shoko is the first of the group to finish her letter, itâs simple and short. She didnât spend very long thinking about it, more going along with it because she wanted to see you guys happy than because she wanted to do it. Geto is the next to finish, his letter is longer than herâs. It takes about half the page and is complete with a singular heart by his signature. You finish yourâs after him. Your letter fills up the entire front of the page and has many hearts and other doodles littering the margins. Gojo is the last to finish his. His is so long that it not only filled the first paper front to back but also took half of another page. Thereâs many characteristic doodles, hearts, squiggles, swirls, even a cat or two.
âWow, never would have thought you would be the sap of the group Satoru.â Geto teases him as he watches Gojo carefully fold the pieces of paper.Â
âIâm just picky. I am the strongest after all. Got to make sure my partner knows what I expect.â
âThat sounds slightly toxic.â Shoko replies as she rests her head in her hand.Â
âOh come on, you know I didnât mean it like that.â He rolls his eyes and puts his notebook back in his bag to once again be unused. âI just have standards, that's all.âÂ
âWhatever you say.â Itâs your turn to roll your eyes as you fold up your own note.Â
You donât think of the letters again until many years later. Shokoâs letter wound up in the trash a week after she had written it. Getoâs had lasted longerâŚtill around the time he left. You and Gojo were the only two who still had your letters by the time you were adults.Â
Shoko had dragged you out for a night of drinking and fun when the letters were brought up again. Both of you a few shots deep and slightly more than buzzed. âSo, you give that letter to Gojo?â You give her a confused look. Letter? âYou know, the ones you had us write. To our future partners.â Oh.
âI forgot about those!â You say excitedly as your hands go up to cover your mouth. âI have no clue where it is at this point.â
âIt would be funny to find it and give it to him. See if he lived up to your standards.â She smiles and pushes another shot towards you.
âIt would be pretty funny huh? I have always been curious as to what he was writing back then. I mean he almost took two pages. Iâll let you know if I measured up to his standards.â You joke and bump your hip against hers.Â
When you arrive home Shoko waves you off at the door, your heels dangling in your hand as you unlock the door. âBaby!â You hear excitedly as you open the door. There he is. Your boyfriend, er- fiance now. Your fiance, sometimes it feels surreal. You look down and a smile grows on your face as you see the glittering gem of the ring on your finger.Â
âHi Dove, did you have a fun night?â You set your shoes down and he wraps his arms around your neck and buries his face in your hair. Your smile and wrap your arms around his waist.Â
âOh, it was so horribly boring.â He groans and kisses your hair. âI did paperwork, and had so many meetings, it was so bad when I got home and you werenât here to hug me and kiss me and make it all better.â You let out a small laugh and it makes a smile grow on his face. Thatâs his favorite sound in the whole world, your laughter, he could listen to it until the tape starts to skip from repeating too much. âDid you and Shoko have fun?â
âYeah, she actually reminded me of something.â
âOh? Anything fun?âÂ
âMhm, you remember those letters I had us write in high school?â
âOh!â He pops up and unwraps from you to go to your bedroom. You tentatively follow him down the hall with a smile. You watch as he shuffles through a box in your closet before he smiles and comes back with notebook pages. âHere, I almost forgot about them.â You smile and take the paper from his hands.
âWhen we wrote these, I didnât think it would be you.â You unfold the paper as you admit and you almost drop them right there.
âI did,â he says shyly as you read the first line. Itâs your name. He wrote this letter for you. âI really was holding out that you would like me one dayâŚIs that sad?â
âI think itâs sweet.â You kiss his cheek and he smiles as you read through the letter. âYou were really down bad huh?â You read some lines outloud to him as you go through the letter. âYou wanted us to write to our future partners and for as cheesy as it sounds I could only picture a life with you in it.â His cheeks flush red as you read the lines he wrote. âIf there was anyone I would want to be my soulmate it would be you, you make me feel like thereâs more to life than fighting. That Iâm more than just what I was born for. I wouldnât want anyone else to be my partner.â He refuses to make eye contact with you, you can see where the corners of the page are worn like someone has read it multiple times.
âI love you and I hope some day in the future that you love me too.â He says with you and you look up from the paper.Â
âOh, my dove.â You set the papers down on the dresser and bring your hands up to cup his face. âYouâre so sweet, I love you too. So much more than you could ever know.â You kiss under his eyes as you pull his face towards you.Â
âThatâs really cheesy, like geez what was that guy on?â He tries to joke and tease.
âHush, I think itâs sweet. It made me fall even more in love with you.â He smiles as you place a soft kiss to his lips. âIf that was a letter that I might never have heard, Iâm excited to hear what your vows are gonna sound like.â He groans and pulls you into another kiss.
âItâs going to be so weird to say all that cheesy stuff in front of all of our friends.â
âDonât want them to know that youâre down bad for me?â
âOh, sweetheart. We both know thatâs not true. Itâs just. Itâs going to be weird because theyâre my thoughts about you. All the things I want and love about you and youâre the only person I really care about hearing them.â
âAnd I canât wait to hear them.â You pull him into another kiss as the two of you smile.
Yeah. You guys were going to be okay. It was going to be okay as long as you have each other.
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pairing: theo nott x fem!reader
summary: the night of the concert is here. will theo be able to fix everything between him and pixie?
warnings: bit angst, idiots in love, a bit cheesy
note: not really happy with the outcome of this chapter, but whatever..
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you tried not to think about it too much, but despite everything, saturday did not feel normal. it felt like you were missing something.
after you had ignored his messages, your dad had called you several times. you didn't want to speak to him, but you had to admit that it felt good being wanted by him for once.
you didn't know when he last tried to reach out to you.
you spent your day ignoring the time, staring blindly into your book and reading the same page over and over again. you were tempted, but you didn't open the curtain.
your mind had run in circles after what your mother had said last night.
you had worried that everything she said had just been a temporary state, but today she had gotten up before you to make you breakfast. she had still looked a bit sick, but colour was slowly returning to her face and today the had a meeting with her doctor.
she was trying to find a therapist too. not only for her but also for the both of you. she wanted to repair your relationship and she was slowly becoming her normal self again.
she had been right, if you could forgive her, you would maybe eventually be able to forgive theo too.
the pain and fault that had rested on your shoulder had slowly evaporated into thin air, lifting everything that had made your and theo's relationship hard in the first place.
the doorbell rang at around six and you wondered who it was. your mother was still at the doctor's and your friends were already all at the concert hall. or at least that was what you had thought.
"what are you doing here?" you asked as your eyes fell upon enzo and april. "shouldn't you be there already? it's an hour drive"
"that's all enzo's doing" april rolled her eyes jokingly "you would think for someone that has claimed yours and theo's relationship to be none of his business, he would act like it wasn't, but here we are"
enzo ignored his girlfriend's words completely. "you have to forgive him, y/n" he almost begged "you should've seen how distraught he looked at rehearsals today. he's hating himself for what he did"
"enzo, i really-"
"i'd do anything, y/n" he interrupted "he's not himself without you"
"you should've seen him" april pointed to enzo "i let him drive my car this once and he turns it around in the middle of the street and drives back here. we were also already fourty minutes into the drive!"
you had almost laughed, if enzo hadn't been nearly crying in front of you.
"you're everything to him" enzo continued unfazed. "he has loved you for years! all of us saw it right before our very eyes, even your brother! theo loved you from afar for so long, don't you think you can love him back?"
all colour suddenly disappeared from april's face as realization dawned on her. "repeat that!" she said.
"what?" enzo turned his head at her confused "don't you think you can love him back?" he repeated, but april shook her head.
"i mean what you said before that" enzo and you looked both confused now and she rolled her eyes "theo loved you from afar!"
"what?" you asked, but it looked like enzo had realized what she meant.
"yeah!â he threw a fist into the air and turned around himself, loudly screaming.
"am i being filmed?" you looked around for invisible cameras.
"y/n" april laughed as enzo continued dancing behind her. "you're daisy"
"i'm what?" you asked with a dry laugh. "are you alright?"
"daisy buchanan" enzo said loudly "you're daisy buchanan and theo is jay gatsby"
"no, that's-"
april interrupted you, before you could tell them how crazy all of this sounded. "he loved her from afar" she quoted in a deeper voice, obviously mimicking theo.
as if that wasn't enough enzo chimed in, spotting a high-pitched voice, undoubtly quoting you "then he could've stayed on his fucking side of the lake, instead he threw these gigantic parties, just hoping for one single person to show up. is that what it is to you? having an unhealthy obsession with something that could lead to your death and calling it love?"
"he loved her because she wasn't easy. he loved her because being with her meant not knowing what's to come, because being with her meant to never grow bored" april continued.
"did we read the same book? because i read a book in which a foolish man spends his entire time obsessing over a woman who doesn't love him, atleast not as much as he loves her and later he dies, because he wants to save her and she doesn't even bat an eye, before she goes back to her husband" enzo rattled that down like he had learned text for a whole musical.
april smiled. âthatâs why he defended daisy as if his life depended on it. because she is you!â
they both looked at you expectingly.
"i don't know what is weirder about this" you shook your head "that you both can effortlessly quote something theo and i said weeks ago or that you decided enzo should play me. that was the worst girl voice i ever heard, april's mimicking of theo was at least believable"
"that's what you took from this?" april sighed.
"she said we effortlessly quoted them" enzo pointed out "that means she remembers" he tapped a finger to his head.
"wait, you're right" april laughed "oh, you're so smitten!"
"we should really go now" enzo reminded with a look to his phone. "well, are you coming or not?" he asked.
"i don't know, guys"
"as is said beforeâ she pressed âtheo was obviously talking about you" april reminded "you're daisy! what's there not to know?!"
enzo seemingly had enough, as he massaged the space between his eyebrows. "why are you and theo always making it so unnecessarily hard? do you love him?"
you smiled "i do"
"do you want to see him?"
"yes"
"then what are you waiting for?!" he took your arm, pulled you out of the house and closed the door. "come on!" then he pushed you and april to the car.
"first he has time to come and get you and now we have to run like someone is chasing us" april muttered under her breath and you giggled.
enzo was really reminding you of a family father right now.
he started to drive just as your arse had hit the seat. you were able to close the door just in time, before it could make contact with the stone wall.
"enzo!" april scolded "that's still my car!"
"hold on tight, woman!" he screamed "we're not going to miss this concert!"
and he was right, because he turned the car as if he was testing at how much speed he could take the turn.
to your surprise, you made it in time, with all your body parts still attached.
"that wasâ"
"awful!" april interrupted as she opened the door and got out "you're never driving this car again!"
"sorry, sweetheart" enzo was close behind her and you followed suit, unsure if you could come inside without them.
inside the venue, enzo kissed april goodbye before he headed behind the stage. âletâs find a good place to watch them, yeah?â april smiled and you nodded.
you walked through the crowd, not too close to the stage, but good enough.
âheyâ a voice said and both you and april turned around. âyouâre y/n?â the guy was wearing a headset and clipboard. he looked like he belonged to the venue.
âyeah?â you asked surprised. were you not allowed to be here?
âmr l/n told me to come and get youâ the guy explained âhe has a vip place on the right side of the stage. he said you both were with him?â
you looked around the people in front of you until your eyes caught the space he was talking about. there was your father, staring right at the stage.
april followed your line of sight. âwe donât have toâ she said to you, before she turned her head to the unfamiliar man âwe would rather stay hereâ
âare you sure?â he asked and looked to you expectingly.
ânoâ you said quickly and were surprised by yourself âweâre comingâ
you followed the man through the crowd of people.
âwhat are you doing?â april muttered, clutching your arm.
âi canât always run away from difficult feelingsâ
âokayâ she nodded âjust give me a sign and iâll knock him outâ
âthank you, aprilâ you smiled âyouâre the greatest friend i ever hadâ
she smiled and you could see how much your compliment flattered her. âiâm glad that you are coming back to normalâ she giggled, as she wrapped an arm around your body.
âhey aprilâ your father greeted when you stood in front of him. april said a hesitant hello, before she nudged your arm and told you she would wait for you.
once april had left you alone, both of you didnât know how to act.
âh-heyâ your dad said, before he opted for an awkward side-hug.
âhi dadâ
âhow have you been?â he pushed a hand through his hair. you could see him struggling, he didnât know what to say, just how you didnât know.
you smiled and shrugged. he nodded.
âcan we stop doing this?â you finally asked âthis feels so forced. we havenât talked in a year and thatâs shit, but we donât have to ignore it happened, okay?â
âiâm sorryâ your dad shook his head âi thought all of this would be easier, but youâre not little anymore and-â
â-iâm not as forgiving as i used to beâ you interrupted âwhat you did and what you said was actual bullshit, dad. you messed everything up and i think youâre responsible that i have such a hard time trusting peopleâ
âpeanutâ he muttered.
âwhy didnât you call?â you asked as tears fell over your cheeks âwhy didnât you want to be my dad anymore?â
he couldnât look you in the eyes. âwhat happened wasnât your faultâ
âi knowâ
âyeah, but i made you feel like it wasâ he admitted âi said horrible things and i brought you back home like i didnât want to see you. i was ashamed, i thought you didnât want to see me after what i had said to you that nightâ
âi needed my parents. thereâs no excuse for you not atleast trying to be thereâ you shook your head âyou couldâve triedâ you added, crying.
your father didnât say anything. he nodded, before he softly touched your shoulder. âi would love to tryâ he said gently âif you still want me toâ
âyeahâ you nodded âbut i donât think i can just forgive. itâs gonna need a lot more than a promise from youâ
âi knowâ a tear slipped over his cheek. âi want to make it alright. theo made me realize what i did to you and iâm so ashamed, peanutâ he gulped âi just want to be your dad againâ
âi want you to be thatâ you softly hugged him and it felt more normal than before. âbut we have to fix a lot for that to happenâ
âi know and i will try to make it work againâ
âhey, sorryâ april leaned around the body of your dad âthey are starting nowâ
you smiled at your dad, before you loosened the hug and all three of you walked further up to the barrier.
âhey guys!â theo said into the microphone âweâre cursed legacy. this is cheap wine!â
you watched him closely, how he gripped the microphone. his voice flew through the speakers, making you shiver. the veins on his necks were more obvious when he came to the chorus, pouring his heart right into your ears.
now youâre dancing along,
to his newest song,
laughing like you did when you were mine,
and it hits me, cause i canât fix it,
on the bottom of your lip,
reminder how it is,
but thereâs still a drop of my cheap wine.
the song ended and you opened your eyes. april was jumping up and down, loudly screaming.
your father smiled impressed. âtheyâre really goodâ
âi knowâ you nodded proudly.
after cheap wine, cursed legacy played eight packs of cigarettes, you get me so high, only angel and neon nights.
before theo could announce the next song, dave fraser entered the stage.
you and april exchanged a confused look, when you noticed theo and dave eagerly discussing something. theo shook his head, more than once, before he sighed.
âand nowâ dave had grabbed the mic that had been standing next to enzo unused. âmake some noise for pixie dream girlâ
you clenched your teeth and noticed the look on theoâs face. he looked about as happy as you did.
enzo started playing the chords, blaise and mattheo starting right after him, before finally draco joined.
theoâs eyes wandered over the crowd, before they finally landed on you.
no, you thought, as you saw the conflict in his eyes. then he did what you had feared. he didnât start singing.
the band exchanged confused looks, before they repeated the same progression of chords. the crowd hadnât noticed that theo missed his cue, but they would if he would continue to not move and just stare at you.
âis something wrong?â your father muttered beside you.
you didnât take your eyes off of theo, but shook your head.
âiâm sorryâ theo finally moved and started speaking. the music behind him died down. âi canât do thisâ he sent his bandmates a regretful look, before he jumped down from the stage and started making his way through the crowd in the direction of the door.
you started walking at the same time. but not to him.
ây/n?â april called confused.
you walked behind the stage. maybe theo really wanted to throw everything away because he had been an idiot and wrote that dumb song, but you wouldnât let him.
âheyâ you said into the spare microphone, when you entered the stage. the crowd, who had been turned in the other direction as they looked after theo, turned around.
and so did theo.
you could almost hear the sigh of relief that escaped mattheoâs lips. the rest of the band seemed to be relieved to see you too.
âehh, iâm pixieâ you smiled and you were as confident as if pixie really was your name. âand this is pixie dream girlâ
you nodded to enzo, who promptly started playing. after a few seconds of confusion, the rest of the band joined in.
iâm an average girl, with tangled up hair,
my laughter's like nails on a chalkboard, it's more than he can bear.
i flutter around, like a clumsy old crow,
leaving chaos behind me, wherever i go
if you had to sing that stupid song, you would at least change the lyrics in a way that was fun.
heâs pretty average too,
a thorn in my side, believe me itâs true,
heâs up all night, screaming his songs,
iâll stay awake, and sing along!
you could see the smile enter theoâs face.
the rest of the band seemed pretty impressed by your spontaneous ability to change the lyrics. you could also hear enzo add a few improvised riffs.
you raised your arm, waving for him to come and join you. he walked his way back through the crowd, as you sang the chorus.
but oh, as she dances and sings to her favorite song,
in nothing but a long shirt, dancing all night long,
sheâs enchanting, in her rhythmic twirl,
oh in her eyes, sheâs a pixie dream girl.
he entered the stage and his laughter was reaching your ears through the loudness of the crowd and the instruments. you laughed with him.
he smiled to his bandmates, shaking each of their hands as if to apologize, before he walked up behind his own microphone stand, a few feet away from you.
you nodded for him to start the next line. it seemed that he had caught on to your lyric changes.
she's a pixie dream girl, and i get the hype,
she sings in the shower, itâs just my type.
she talks too loud, and she never shuts up,
but iâm pretty sure i wonât ever get enough.
you turned your head and smiled at him. he looked so beautiful as he was illuminated by the stage lights. his hair seemed to glow and you felt the sudden need to touch it and push it out of his eyes.
you started singing the pre-chorus.
he's a daring challenge, a relentless test,
but i need him around, never giving me rest.
theo added the last two lines, before the chorus began again.
she'll chatter and flirt, driving me mad,
i'm losing control, it's really too bad.
it was the first time that you guys sang together in a long time. your voices harmonized perfectly and you could see enzo and matt smile at each other when they noticed.
theo smiled his typical smile, the one you grew to despise, but could not love less right now.
you got rid of the pullover you were wearing (deciding that it wasn't the right piece of clothing for a rock concert) and were left in just a top. the stage lights were hot.
you pulled your microphone from it's stand, walking across the stage. draco winked at you when you put the pullover down next to his keyboard stand. you smiled at him, as you started laughing.
you walked back to the microphone stand and continued singing the bridge.
but oh, she turns behind the window glass,
Itâs not the first time, but maybe itâs the last
I just hope sheâll never stop her twirl,
oh, in my eyes, she's my pixie dream girl.
before the instrumental part of the music started, you turned to theo, who was already looking at you. he took a step in your direction. you did the same.
"i'm sorry" he said "about everything, i should never have-"
you weren't even angry anymore. you had already forgiven him everything.
"no" you shook your head "i'm sorry for pushing you away at a time where we both needed each other"
"we both are idiots, huh?" he muttered over the music and you nodded laughing.
the band started playing the same set of chords again, dragging out the instrumental part.
"i love you" theo finally said. his words made your heart flutter. and up here on this warm stage you couldn't have been happier.
"i love you" you replied, the same sincerity in your voice.
theo's smile grew impossibly bigger, before he softly took your face in his hands and connected your lips. the crowd roared. you both turned to theo's microphone as you sang the chorus together.
but oh, as she dances and sings to her favorite song,
in nothing but a long shirt, dancing all night long,
she's enchanting, in her rhythmic twirl,
oh, in my eyes, she's my pixie dream girl.
the last few chords of the song rang out the crowd started cheering. you smiled down on all the people who were before you, before your eyes turned to the barrier, where april and your dad were still standing.
april was holding two thumbs up, while your dad looked a bit confused.
theo outstretched his hand and drew you close to his body. you hugged him tightly and he pressed a kiss on your head.
the crowd was still cheering and you could hear nearing footsteps. a second later, mattheo threw his arms around the both of you. it didn't take long for enzo, blaise and draco to join your group hug.
you laughed loudly as they began jumping around on the stage, loudly celebrating their very first official concert.
you were sure you could not have been happier than in that moment.
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additonal note:
this is cursed legacy's debut album. i was supposed to upload this in chapter four, but actually forgot..
leo is the one in the middle. (mattheo mentions it in chapter four)
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THINKIN BOUT YOU, C.S.
by fairyrcts contents - angst, cursing, intended lowercase, use of y/n, 3rd person, mentions of depression
an - i love chris angst
taglist - @pvssychicken , @gothiccvnt6996 , @emely9274 (header by @issysh3ll )
it was 2 am in new york and y/n was just getting home. her day was exhausting to say the least. the struggle of being a full time college student with a job and rent to pay in new york is something that was unimaginable.
she fiddled with her keys, eventually finding her apartment key. she unlocked her door to her roomate, aleah, sat on the couch watching some cheesy rom-com on her laptop. y/n dropped her bag and kicked off her shoes at the door.
"hey hey." aleah waved.
"hey, girl. watcha watchin?" y/n's voice rang as she walked to the open kitchen, grabbing a cup and poaring ice water.
"27 dresses. literally never seen this dumb shit before but evangeline wants me to see it."
aleah was the definition of a stud. she was gorgeous, too. dark complexion, curly hair that hung in front of her face and piercings on her plump lips and nose.
evangeline was her girlfriend, who y/n's only met a few times. usually in the mornings after getting very little sleep from their noises filling the small apartment.
"man, that movie's so mid. did we get any mail?" y/n chuckled as she walked back in the living room, sitting in the opposing sofa.
"any mail?"
"uh, one from some credit card company and someone left a note in the crack of the door. said to y/n from chris sturnolo." she spoke, her eyes not leaving the computer.
y/n stopped in her tracks. "christopher sturniolo?" her voice was slightly shooken.
christopher was her childhood bestfriend. they were in almost every class together since kindergarten. they were inseparable. they did sports together, went to prom together, went to get their drivers license together (guess who didn't pass). they were family, at this point.
after college, she never heard from him again. happy birthdays and merry christmases every year or likes on every post, but not a single text, call, email, anything. she talked to nick and matt regularly, but not chris.
she'd ask how he was and they'd give short, vague, one-word answers. it was unfair, really. because there wasn't another soul on earth that knew her better than chris did, and all that time was wasted.
it's been 3 years without a word. and just now he's contacting her. her mind rambled as to what might have gone wrong, otherwise, there wasn't a reason to speak to her. now, especially. she'd been such a mess after leaving for cornell, and she debated not going to stay with chris. but he convinced her, saying he'll stay in touch and talk to her every day.
so much for that promise.
"uh, yeah, chris sturniolo, sturnolo, stromboli, all the same to me." her roomate shook her out of her thoughts.
"aleah, where's the damn letter?" y/n's voice sounded scared almost, not understanding what's going on.
"over on the bookshelf." aleah pointed to the letter wrapped with a little bow and a stamp in the corner of the boston streets.
her hands hurried and undid the bow, ripping the envelope open and unfolding the letter.
Dear Y/n
There seriously isn't an explanation for my distance. After you left for college I fell into such a state of depression and I don't know why but I was scared to contact you. I mean, you're out doing great big things, NYU and detective criminal type stuff. Meanwhile, I'm still here in Massachusetts, I just moved out of my parents house a year and a half ago and my career is making videos on the internet. I guess it was the jealousy that stopped me from speaking to you or some kind of fear. But all I know is that I miss you, dearly. And I guess this is kind of me asking do you think about me still? Because I haven't stopped thinkin about you.
(p.s. i know i couldve sent this over text but i didnt know if you blocked me or not)
just his handwriting caused tears to stream down y/n's face. the note itself, the words and his explanation made her sob.
she made her way to her room, shutting the door behind her. she reached for her phone in her back pocket and called chris's contact.
it rang three times before he answered. there was silence on his end, soft sobs on hers.
"chris, where the hell are you and why did you answer so late?" she said through sniffles and cries.
"i'm uh, in syracuse right now. we're here with nate for his birthday. i asked matt for your address and uhm, i was waiting for you to call." chris's voice sounded nervous almost.
"so you're.. able to come see me?" she asked to which chris affirmed.
"give me the name of your hotel. i'm coming over." she spoke. her tone wasn't demanding, but chris knew it was a demand.
chris told her the name and room number, y/n writing down each letter. after he had explained the whole thing she hung up without warning. she walked out of her room, her movements were fast as she wiped tears off her cheeks.
"woah, what's up?" aleah asked, concerned.
"i'll tell you when i'm back." y/n brushed her off, grabbing her keys, leaving and shutting the door quite harshly.
she jogged down the stairs, her hand grazing the railings and the other jingling the keys with each step.
she pushed the door that so clearly said pull. the frustration just added to her unexplainable feelings.
"why the fuck won't this shit open!?" she shouted. the small, teenage boy at the front desk squeaked out a few words.
"it's uhm. it's pull. y-you're pushing it." y/n looked down at the sign.
"shut the fuck up, curtis!" she yelled once more, yanking the door and storming out of it.
"dumb ass name." y/n mumbled to herself. she walked hurriedly to her car, clicking the unlock button on her keeys and jumping in the drivers seat.
she turned it on, putting the ignition in reverse. she internally conflicted wether or not to put on music. of course, there was no need for it. buttt to make the whole event more dramatic, she turned on her playlist, thinkin bout you by frank ocean coming in through the speakers.
the music made tears swell up in her eyes. the whole situation was just fucked.
her car sped, running through red lights here and there, honking at any car that was slow or in front of her.
when she arrived at the hotel, she shut off her music and her car, locking it as she slammed the door of it behind her. she pulled the door to the entrance to the entrence of the large hotel, the door refusing to open.
"it's a push door!" the lady at the front desk yelled loud enough to be heard.
"oh, fuck me." y/n groaned, finally opening the door. she stormed inro the elevator, the front desk lady attempting to stop her by shouting 'miss'.
as if that was gonna stop her. y/n pressed the 4 button aggressively, multiple times.
"hurry the fuck up!" she was so out of it, she was yelling at an inanimate button.
when the door started opening, she squeezed herself through the space, looking at the numbers on each door until she found the 103 in a big font.
she knocked hard and loud continuously until the door opening interrupted her.
and now, she was faced with the man who made her, and broke her.
the two stared into one anothers eyes momentarily before y/n brought a hand up and smacked the side of his face.
a 'youch' came out of chris's mouth. he rubbed the side of his face that was now red while y/n began rambling.
"now, what the fuck is wrong with you! i mean, you know better! christopher, holy fuck, where do i even begin with you!?" her voice rang through the halls as she pushed herself into the room.
"i- i don't know." chris's tone was sorrowful, but that wasn't necessarily something she cared about right now.
"you are such a douchebag! i fucking can't believe you. ignoring my calls, texts, letters, everything! the only information i ever got about you was through 10 picture slideshows on instagram and your brothers, who werent much of a help! you can say whatever all you want, but chris, i was so mentally fucked up! i was so behind in my classes, that you know i put a humongous amount of effort into getting into, i was rude and emotional all the time and pushed away people i love and adore because i was so hung up on the thought that you stopped caring and you stopped loving me! you know how terrible of a feeling that is? to believe that the one person you love most in the world doesn't give two damn shits about what you're doing now? do you?!"
she yelled and yelled and yelled as her eyes didn't just shed tears, but boy, they poured.
"n-no, no i don't know how that feels." christopher mumbled as water welled up in his own eyes.
"yeah, and that's because you know i'm incapable of unloving you! you're aware of my love for you, because i reminded you every day. you know i wear my heart on my sleeve and you still pulled this dumb shit! i don't even know how you managed to do such thing! i was at such a terrible place, chris."
her words were less aggressive now as she cried tears of sadness rather than anger. she sat herself on one of the two hotel beds while chris sat beside her. he awkwardly pulled her into a hug, y/n leaning into it immediately.
her head laid in his lap as he rubbed her back, whispering small shushes every now and then while she kept bawling.
"y'know. i've been thinkin' bout you. i never stopped, really. i just- i don't even have an excuse. and you can keep yelling at me, and i'll keep listening, but i can't explain as to why i didn't. i just don't know, y/n." his voice was calm and gentle and his hands glided up and down her side.
once she finally stopped crying, she sat up and wiped her tears. "I'm sorry." chris stated, his eyes meaningful along with his voice.
that's all she wanted to hear.
he pulled her into an embrace once more, engulfing himself in the girl he missed so deeply.
"i was thinkin' bout you, too, y'know." she mumbled into his neck.
and that's all he wanted to hear.
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Making It Up To You
Pairing: Jack âWhiskeyâ Daniels x F!Reader
Rating: NSFW 18+ (minors dni) Â
Warnings: Jack being the actual sweetest & a little shit, a dash of angst, the cutest banter, domestic bliss, all the surprise, cheesy romantic set up but we love it, the hottest smutty times, oral (female receiving), p in x sex, unprotected sex, gentle but fast sex
Word Count: 2.8k
Authorâs Notes: Welp it has been awhile but I finally got a new fic written!!! Just in time for Valentines Day. Iâve had this idea planned for awhile now and it finally got done! As always massive thanks to @clint-aww-no-barton. If you want to be added or removed from my taglist please let me know! Also I am slowly going to be getting old fics on ao3 that havenât made it yet. I am very sorry it has taken so long to get the ones not up done. Itâs not the easiest thing to do. Thank you all and hopefully I am back!
ao3 link coming sometimeâŚ
 The evening was settling around you. The cool wind and the darkening light made you finally go inside. Youâd spent a lot of the afternoon outside, reading and sipping on some wine. Youâd done everything you could to distract yourself. As you stepped inside and looked around your empty home, you let out a sigh. The home felt so big and lonely without Jack here. You would think after all these years, and all the missions, you would be used to this by now. You would never get used to it. Most of the time it didnât bother you, this badly, but given the date it felt worse. Your phone rang making you jump, as it pulled you back to reality. The corner of your mouth quirked up slightly at the sound of Jackâs ringtone, and the request for FaceTime.
 âThereâs my girl. Happy Valentines Day darlinâ!â Jack spoke with enthusiasm, a smile bright on his face.
 âHi cowboy. Happy Valentines Day.â You tried to force a bright smile, but you knew he would see right through you.
 âWhatâs wrong?â His face fell and his brow furrowed.
 âI just miss you is all,â you spoke, your smile falling.
 You moved throughout the house, turning on lights and putting away your glass and wine.
 âI miss you too angel. And I really hate that Iâm gone today. I fully intend to make this up to you.â
 There was a glint in his eye, and as you sat down on the couch you gave him a questioning look.
 âWhat are you up to Jack Daniels?â
 âYouâll see soon,â he smirked as he stood and moved somewhere else in his hotel room âActually sooner than I thought. Like right aboutâŚâ
 There was a knock at the door, and your head jerked that way, before looking back at Jack with confusion all over your face.
 âNow. Go answer the door darlinâ.â
 âOkayyyy.â
 You pushed off the couch taking your phone, and therefore Jack, along with you. You opened your door to a pizza delivery man.
 âYour pizza maâam.â He spoke with a smile that seemed knowing, as you gave him a smile, still confused.
 âThank you. Hang on Iâll get you some money.â
 âItâs been taken care of. Have a good night.â
 âOh? Well thank you. You as well,â you gave him a nod and shut the door as he turned to leave.
 You carefully took the pizza, and the other box that was sitting on top, to the island setting the phone up against them.
 âWhatâs this all about Jack?â You looked at him through the phone screen, desperately wishing he were here.
 âWell I thought we could have a little virtual Valentines Day date, since itâs the best we got. I even ordered the same thing, so it seemed like we were really together.â
 You could have cried as you looked at the man you loved. The thought he put behind so many things still took you by surprise. Any other man wouldnât have done this, but Jack wasnât like any other man.
 âJack,â his name came off your lips, voice breaking slightly.
 âNow now none of that darlinâ. Get you a drink and set me up so weâre across from each other.â
 You moved around the kitchen doing as he asked, grabbing some water and a plate, before sitting down at your dining room table. You pulled the vase of flowers from the middle of the table so they were across from you, and you gently propped your phone against it. Jack must have done something similar because now you seemingly sat across from each other.
 âNow letâs eat!â Jack rubbed his hands together, and you giggled before you grabbed a piece of pizza and some cheesy bread.
 Jack and yourself fell into casual talk about each otherâs day. You asked him questions about the mission and he shared what he could. He asked you had done while he was away this time. You laughed softly with how well he knew you. Always ready with a list of things to do while he was gone. Finally you both finished and you sat back, full.
 âThat was amazing. Thank you for dinner Jack,â you smiled softly.
 âYou never have to thank me for that darlinâ. Now you want to watch a movie or we could do something else?â
 âHonestly I would like to just enjoy you and your company. If thatâs okay?â You asked suddenly worried you might have ruined more of his plan.
 âThatâs perfectly okay angel. After dinner I was leaving the rest up to you.â
 âOkay. I didnât want to ruin any more sneaky plans you might have had.â
 âYou donât ruin anything angel. Iâve had my shower already but I am going to get comfy if you would like to join me.â
 âJack are you trying to get me naked?â You asked with a smirk, as you walked the house, making sure the doors were locked before going to your shared bedroom.
 âIs it working?â You could hear his smirk, even though he was off camera getting clothes.
 âWell I do have to, in order to put on pjs, but youâre not going to see.â Your voice teasing.
 âWhat?!â Jack shot back into the frame and you let out a laugh. âNow why not?!â
 âBecause Iâm not having FaceTime sex with you. We gotta stay riled up until you get home remember, our deal?â
 âThe deal I came up with? Letâs break it.â
 âYou are such a man. Plus look who is changed and I didnât see a thing.â
 You spoke with amusement, earning a shocked look from Jack, before moving out of frame to change.
 âSo rude,â he mumbled but you could tell he was holding in a laugh.
 âIâll remember that when you get home,â you spoke with a laugh as you moved back in frame, grabbing your phone and climbing into bed.
 You turned Jackâs pillow and set the phone against it.
 âNow itâs like you are right next to me.â Even when you spoke the words, they were laced with a slight sadness.
 âOh no now, give me my laughing girl back.â
 âItâs justâŚyouâre not here to hold me.â
 âI know darlinâ. I hope Iâm home soon. I know this wasnât the ideal Valentines Day for you either. Iâm sorry.â
 âJack donât be sorry. What you did was perfect and I loved it.â
 You watched as Jack settled in, seeming to do the same thing as you, setting up his phone on your side of the bed. You smiled softly at him as he laid down.
 âHi,â you spoke.
 âHi there angel,â he smirked giving you a wink.
 âYou are going to be asleep in like five minutes if Iâm lucky.â
 âNow you donât know that.â
 âOh but I do. You hit the pillow and youâre gone. Iâve watched an entire season of a show while you sleep!â
 âYou have not!!â Jack spoke defensively but laughed.
 âOh but I have! Finished a book, silently screaming right next to you. All sorts of things have been done between the time you fell asleep and the time I do.â You laughed as Jack faked an overly dramatic face of defense.
 âI feel attacked right now. I canât help it.â
 âYou are a man cowboy, it comes with the territory, fortunately for you.â You laughed before settling more into the bed.
 âYouâre getting sleepy now though arenât you?â Jack smirked.
 âYeah I canât lie I am.â
 âYou can go to sleep darlinâ. Iâll stay right here until you do.â
 âI donât want to though. I donât want this to end yet.â
 âI know but you need your rest angel.â
 âI know,â your voice laced with sadness.
 You turned the tv on and turned your side table lamp down to the dim setting before turning back to Jack. You were met with dimmed lighting on his end as well. You realized, in the quiet, he was watching the same show as you.
 âAre you watching the same thing?â
 âTrying to keep up with us being together without being together. I want you to feel like Iâm there when you close your eyes.â
 âI love you Jack.â You spoke with a smile, overwhelmed by this man and the things he did for you.
 âI love you too darlinâ. Now close your eyes and get some rest.â
 You simply nodded your head before closing your eyes. Sooner than you expected, you slipped away to a deep, peaceful sleep.
*****
 Your day had been full of errands. You were expecting Jack home anytime now, and you wanted the house fully stocked. Youâd allowed yourself to have a me day, to continue to keep yourself distracted, before heading to the grocery store. The first store didnât have everything on your list, and three stores later you were finally done. Everything marked off your list and tiredness filling your body. You finally pulled into the driveway, grabbing the first set of bags. You battled with the door, before finally getting it open, before you stopped dead in your tracks. Fake flickering candles filled your entire house, and a small path of rose petals guided you to the bedroom. You looked up, eyes finding Jack, leaning against the doorframe of your bedroom. You gulped at the sight before you. He looked undone, with his tie gone, his shirt unbuttoned at the top and sleeves rolled up to his elbows.
 âHiya darlinâ,â he smirked with a knowing look at your jaw on the floor.
 âJack. When did you get home?â You smiled softly as he pushed off the doorframe, and the two of you gravitated to each other.
 âJust a few hours ago. Long enough to put this together,â he held his arms out slightly, before his hands fell to your hips and pulled you close.
 His lips met yours, breaking your bright smile as you kissed him back deeply. Your hands went up his chest, unbuttoning some more buttons.
 âI have groceries in the car,â you breathed out, knowing exactly where this was going by the hunger in Jackâs entire being.
 âAnything frozen?â
 âNo.â
 âThen donât worry about it,â Jack spoke with a whisper and you simply nodded, before your lips were crashing back to each other.
 You swore this man could always make you feel dizzy, and completely broken in the best way. Jackâs hands moved to your ass, and you jumped wrapping your legs around his waist, as he skillfully carried you to the bedroom, never letting his lips fall from yours.
 âI think I got a certain holiday to make up for,â Jack finally pulled away, allowing air to fill your lungs, and you smirked.
 âThat you do cowboy. Along with being gone,â you mirrored his smirk, your eyes moving to the ceiling thinking, your fingers brushing at the hair at Jackâs neck.
 âI hope you donât have any plans for the next few days then.â
 âThe only plans I have are you,â you smirked before your lips fell back to his.
 It never failed, when Jack returned home and he was able, the two of you were like teenagers, rushing to get the deed done before you were caught by your parents. Things moved fast, hands and lips were everywhere and limbs tangled. But Jack and yourself knew each other like a map youâd memorized. Knew every sensitive place and what it did for the other. The two of you had plenty of study time. That was another thing that made the two of you so much like teenagers. You never could get enough of each other. Your body meeting the mattress pulled you back to the moment. Jack had released you completely, and as your eyes fluttered open already heavy with desire, you watched him as his eyes racked over you.
 âI have no idea how I got so damn lucky, my god youâre beautiful angel.â
 âI liked your truck,â you tried to say with a straight face, but couldnât help a laugh.
 âOh it was my truck huh?â Jackâs eyebrows raised as he crawled over you. âIt has nothing to do with thisâŚâ
 He trailed off as his hands slowly traced up your shirt, his lips falling to your neck. Your eyes fluttered shut and you surrounded yourself with him. He raised your shirt over your head, and discarded it before, quickly removing your bra.
 âOr thisâŚâ his voice dipped lower as his lips traveled down, meeting your already hard nipple.
He pulled it between his teeth. flicking it with his tongue before releasing it, pulling a moan from you. He licked over it once more, before moving to the next to do the same. Then he was continuing his way down. and your breathing started to become heavier. He had your pants and underwear gone within moments.
 âOr this,â Jackâs eyes bore into yours as you looked down, darkened with lust and he smirked before his head dipped between your legs.
 His mouth came in contact with your wet pussy and your head flew back and your hand laced in his hair. This man knew what to do with that damn mouth of his. You didnât realize how worked up you were until you could feel yourself racing to your climax.
 âOkay Jack, yes it was this and all the things before and all the things you were going to do to me after!â You moaned loudly as you pulled gently as his hair.
 He looked up at you with a grin that made you bust out laughing.
 âThe truck is just a plus,â you giggle and he stood, quickly removing his shirt, letting out a laugh as well.
 You sat up to start on his pants, which he finished removing, before crawling over you again, as you crawled backwards towards the headboard.
 âI promise you in the coming days,â he paused, to give you a wink that made you laugh again âIâm going to take my damn time with you but right nowâŚâ
 Jack entered you taking you by surprise, and your brow furrowed at the pleasure that filled every inch of your body. You looked at him like he hung the moon and the stars, before his hips started to slowly thrust. He didnât last long going slow, before his speed picked up, but never once did he become too rough, staying gentle but quick. You were soaring, trying so hard to put off the orgasm that was quickly riding its wave to you, but it was a battle you had yet to learn how to win.
 âJack,â his name fell from your lips in a whine of desperation.
 âLet go for me angel. I got you,â his forehead fell to yours, and you locked eyes with him as you came hard around him.
 You fought to keep his stare until you lost, closing your eyes and submitting yourself to the tidal wave. Jack was not far behind you, burying his face in your neck as he let go deep inside of you. The two of you lay there, panting in the blissful aftermath, before Jack did the one thing the two of you hated most of love making, he pulled away. He didnât go far, rolling to his back and the two of you were quick to turn to each other.
 âThat was amazing as always,â you smirked as you moved in close, your fingers brushing at his chest.
 âWe do make a pretty good team donât we?â Jack smiled brightly and you laughed but a smile lingered across your lips.
 âWe really do.â
 Silence fell for a few moments, before his fingers brushed at your chin, your eyes catching his.
 âI missed you,â he spoke gently, his fingers brushing hair behind your ear.
 âI missed you too.â
 âI told Champ I wasnât coming in for at least three days.â
 âIâm calling him to tell him you will be in in two.â
 Jackâs mouth fell open in fake appall.
 âNow why are you trying to get rid of me a whole day early?!â
 âBecause if we go three days just like this, much less how we plan to go, Iâll be in the grave by the end.â
 Jack paused for a moment, and briefly you thought you had seriously hurt his feelings.
 âYeah youâre probably right. I would be right behind you.â
 You both let out a laugh, before he pulled you to him and kissed you once again. You pulled away, and with a sigh moved to get out of bed, before Jackâs hand on your wrist caught you.
 âNow where do you think youâre going?â He pulled you back down to the bed, caging you under his body.
 âThe groceries are still in the car.â
 âEh weâll get them tomorrow theyâll be fine.â
 âFine but if you make me not be able to walk in the morning, youâll have to haul them in by yourself.â
 âAngel I wasnât going to make you bring another bag in this house anyways.â
 âThen proceed,â you smirked.
 Jackâs lips fell back to yours, both of you wearing a wide smile and he did indeed proceed.
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Insta as Geto's GF
a/n : his insta is finaly here!! I hope you will like it, I added a bit of satosugu because I love them so muchhh
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Yn : he's such a poser
Geto_OG : Stop acting like a baby
âł Yn : I'm not, just speaking facts
âł Geto_OG : Not my fault if i'm handsome
âł Satoru_thegoat : and full of himself
âł Geto_OG : Are the two of you done ?
âł Yn : N E V E R
âł Satoru_thegoat : annoying you is a national sport
âł Shokolate : And being late to your medical appointment is also a sport ?
âł Satoru_thegoat : COMING
âł Shokolate : Suguru you're next, don't be late or you'll suffer
âł Geto_OG : Yes ma'am
âł Yn : you're so obedient
âł Geto_OG : Not listening to Shoko is having a death wish
âł Yn : I have to agree on this one, anyway are we still going out tonight ?
âł Geto_OG : Of course love, last class is at 17, I'll pick you up at 20
âł Yn : sounds like a plan
âł Satoru_thegoat : i'm so thirdwheeling
âł Shokolate : If you don't fucking hurry up you won't even have the opportunity to do that
âł Satoru_thegoat : YES YES OK SORRY
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Yn : living the life
KugITgirl : you're so cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute
âł Megumi_F : that's enough U don't you think ?
âł KugITgirl : they're my hope for love, if they break up, I know i'll never be happy
âł Yn : Kugisaki don't say that, I'm sure you'll find the right one one day
âł KugITgirl : WELL THEY BETTER HURRY UP
Satoru_thegoat : that should be me.
âł Shokolate : holding wich hand ?
âł Satoru_thegoat : I don't know.
âł Kento_N : Shoko messed up your mind Satoru
âł Shokolate : he ONLY received 3-4 ridiculous slap for being late
âł Kento_N : Were you in a good mood ? Usually it's more like 8-9
âł Shokolate : yeah I don't know why, today was a good day
âł Satoru_thegoat : well keep the spirit, that'll spear me some bruises
âł Geto_OG : If you were more serious
âł Satoru_thegoat : gngng excuse me Mr.Perfect
âł Yn : go fight elsewhere, got too many notifications
âł Satoru_thegoat : your bf is mean to me and you won't even help me ?
âł Yn : you're a grown man
âł Satoru_thegoat : AND YOU A VERY MEAN WOMAN
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Yn : the perfect date
Satoru_thegoat : WELL WELL WELL you're going to take her to OUR date place now ???????
âł Geto_OG : We don't have date places ??
âł Satoru_thegoat : EXCUSE YOU?? the beach, the aquarium, the street, the KFC
âł Geto_OG : We were hanging out, not on a date ?
âł Satoru_thegoat : Such a YOU move, acting like it was nothing
âł Megumi_F : What am I witnessing
âł InuMAKI : shut up it's getting interesting
âł Geto_OG : We never agreed it was date
âł Satoru_thegoat : Well I did so now it is
âł Yn : FUCK I WAS RIGHT SHOKO GIVE ME THE MONEY
âł Geto_OG : What
âł Shokolate : I was SOOOO blind
âł Yn : we were sure you dated Satoru before me
âł Geto_OG : I repeat, we NEVER dated
âł Satoru_thegoat : you broke my heart
âł Geto_OG : I WASN'T AWARE WE WERE DATING ??????
âł KugITgirl : my my my the tea is HOT
âł Kento_N : Just to be sure, if you dated, when was the breakup
âł Satoru_thegoat : when he decided to date someone else
âł Geto_OG : We never even kissed ???
âł Satoru_thegoat: THAT WASNT NEEDED
âł Yn : well now i'm getting uncomfy so breakup properly and everybody move on
âł Geto_OG : WE.NEVER.DATED
âł Yn : SUGURU BREAK UP
âł Geto_OG : Fine, Satoru i'm leaving you
âł Satoru_thegoat : You're not leaving me, I'm leaving you
âł Geto_OG : Yes whatever, can we all move on
âł KugITgirl : brought tears
âł InuMAKI : too emotional for me
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Geto_OG : she illuminated the river
Yn : love let me tell you this, I love you so so so hard
âł Geto_OG : I love you too heart
âł Satoru_thegoat : so cheesy omg
âł Yn : you. don't start any fight it was a very sweet compliment
âł Satoru_thegoat : think whatever please you
âł Yn : thank you.
âł Shokolate : I praise myself everyday for your couple
âł Yn : you're such a good matchmaker
âł Shokolate : not A, THE matchmaker
âł Yn : my apologies, THE ONE AND ONLY
âł Shokolate : better
Geto_OG : My love I was thinking, would you like to visit Spain ?
âł Yn : omg yes
âł Geto_OG : We'll do that for our next trip
âł Yn : when ?
âł Geto_OG : Well the plane is leaving tomorrow
âł Yn : OMFUCK I LOVE YOU LETS GOOOO
âł Satoru_thegoat : you spoil her
âł Geto_OG : Not you ?
âł Satoru_thegoat : no ??
âł Geto_OG : If you were not my best friend I would have already kill you for all the gifts
âł Satoru_thegoat : 2 cars, some clothes and vacations is not what I call "spoil"
âł Geto_OG : You're so disconnected
Heyyy, hope you liked this post ? Suguru Geto is one of my fav characters, I HAD to do his Insta
with love <3
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hi boo, as promised, my dodge mason thoughts :))) i was cooking up a storm lol (its very long, apologies)
dodge mason⌠the cowboy that you are. i need this man more than anything. something about that man just makes me wanna be a sweet innocent christian country girl lol. this is much more cheesy and cutesy than my previous submissions, he just makes my knees weak fr (but also i need him desperately)
im attaching this (hopefully it works) cuz its exactly how i picture him here
alright, picture me this, youve just moved with your dad to this nowhere town in texas. you know no one here, theres nothing to do, youve already graduated high school before the move. its just summer, in a strange place, full of strange people.
maybe youre kind of a farmers daughter type? youve moved onto a ranch, your dad is really into rodeos and he gets you your very own horse. but hell if you know how to ride a horse that big. youd only ever ridden ponies when you were little. its sweet of your dad though, at least now you have a friend to pass the time with.
on one particularly hot day your dad decides that you should go into town a grab a cool drink and enjoy some shade. you settle on the cute looking diner, very fitting for a town like this. if you happen to notice the cute boy behind the counter you dont say anything about it. just steal a couple glances at him, maybe blush a little pink when ordering your shirley temple with an extra cherry. (tihi)
if he notices how pretty your flowy little sundress hugs your waist or sits on top of your thighs while sitting in the booth, he doesnt say anything either. he simply makes a mental note to find out your name, he's sure youre new, he wouldve remembered you if youd gone to the school senior year.
some time later he meets your dad at one of his rodeos (competitions? idk, i am not a country girl yall). spots him in the crowd, sees his opportunity to find out your name. they get to chatting, your dads all too happy to talk about you, his pride and joy. he happens to mention that youre wanting to learn to ride your new horse. dodge happens to offer his assistance. how can he resist an opportunity like that? theres truly nothing he would love more than teach you how to ride... a horse, of course :)))
when your dad had told you hed found a cowboy to teach you how to ride, you had expected another one of your dads friends. already made peace with the fact that it would be slightly awkward but ultimately worth it. but then he shows up, the boy from the diner. a cowboy, huh? definitely not what you were expecting. but hes wearing the boots and the hat, he certainly looks the part. hopefully he can play it too. (also i need him to call me darling and tip his hat, i need to have it)
you try your best to get to know him while he's teaching you, but he's not big on answering questions, instead redirecting them back to you. he does laugh, a beautiful, intoxicating sound, when you make a joke about his name being very fitting. dodging all your questions. (legit giggling to myself rn) he tries to tell you about the town, but he doesnt know much more than you, except this weird game he's heard people are playing over the summer...
he asks a surprising amount of questions about your life, you had pegged him as the quiet, stoic type when you first saw him at the diner. but this charming cowboy whos teaching you how to bond with your horse - because apparently its important for her to trust you before you start riding her - is a totally different story. when you invite him in for some fresh lemonade, hes chatting away with your dad about rodeos and all the places nearby he needs to visit. it wasnt at all what you had expected from him.
he starts spending a lot of time around the farm, teaching you to ride your horse, your dad inviting him to come for dinner, or really any excuse he can find to drop by. hes totally enamoured with you, he even feels a little guilty about it. youre so innocent and pure-hearted, he really has no business flirting with you the way he is. hes sure you cant even tell most of the time, that same sweet smile on your lips every time he speaks. totally unaware of the way his gaze lingers, eyes wandering, glued to your ass when youre wearing those damned blue jeans.
it takes you a long time to learn how to ride your horse, but eventually you get good at it. the day you finally succeed at riding around the farm without his help, you both dread that it might be the last time he comes by. but the next time he shows up on a horse of his own. tells you that he wants to show you more of the area, he takes you around, you talk for hours. simply just enjoying each others company.
the time after that you're already waiting for him outside, that morning you had gotten up earlier than usual, just to spend extra time picking your outfit, styling your hair, blushing your cheeks. this continues for a while. your dad starts to notice, youre acting like a little schoolgirl around him. dodge can tell, hes basking in it, he loves it. his compliments become more frequent and more intentional.
eventually your dad insists on bringing you to one of the rodeos, youre hesitant, youd rather not end up trapped in a long conversation with one of his old friends. but when you realize that dodge will be there, competing, you immediately agree to go. youve never seen him in his element like that. you make sure to wear his favorite dress of yours and style your hair just the way he compliments it the most.
its not like youre together, but you want him to know that youre there for him. to see him. and oh he knows. the second he sees you, he knows. ugh he can barely contain himself. youre standing right there, dressed up just for him, watching him in awe as he hang on tight to the rowdy horse.
need him to come out all sweaty and running high on adrenaline. picking you up and spinning you around, his pretty little thing, all dressed up for him, special for him. i need him to be so caught up in the moment that he put his hat on your head, kissing your cheek. luckily your dad had left with some buddies, because everyone at the rodeo knows what it means to wear a cowboys hat, everyone but you. you dont realize that hes staking his claim on you, making it clear to anyone who looks at you that you're his. not that you would have minded that part if youd known.
i need someone to make comment/joke about the cowboy hat rule, and dodge teaching you to ride, to which you enthusiastically, but oh so very cluelessly, mention that yes, hes been trying teaching you for a while now. but that youre only just starting to it right, something about it all being in the hips. i need you to look up at him confused when he just drags you away, mumbling something about that guy being an ass and promising to explain later...
what the fuck do yall know about my man dodge mason. my man my man my man. i havent stopped thinking about him since that fancam... i need to be the innocent farmers daughter who gets corrupted by the handsome mysterious cowboy, such a clique, but i need it anyway!!!!!
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This is soooo so sweet too like :(( heâs literally the only thing that makes Carp bearable :((
Just thinking about like having your first kiss with him like maybe a cute little picnic you set up in a little clearing hidden away from prying eyes đĽş
Itâs all innocent and sweetâ you made little sandwiches, and cut up fruits, and made him a pie. Little glass bottles of lemonade. Itâs all so sweet, like youâd copied it off of an old movie.
And youâre talking his ear off and heâs so fine with thatâ heâs more of a listener anyway. Besides, you look so pretty with your hair in braids, a little sundress, glowing from the sheen of sweat on your skin.
He interrupts you mid sentence with a kiss, nearly knocking his teeth into yours. Your eyes stay wide for a moment, but you melt into him like butter. Its so chaste and sweet, but you end up on his lap and his tongue is in your mouth and his hands are palming your ass đĽ°
#needthat
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I wanted to write something really quick for Jouno's birthday ngl, so here's some really cheesy dogshit
Happy Birthday to the blind king himself (ugh I miss him)
Scenario: Calling Jouno while he's at work. It becomes a little silly.
As much as Jouno hated the telephone, he hated the sounds of his coworkers even more.
What were they yelling for? It's four in the morning.
Who's even up at four in the morning?
Apparently them.
Every day. For the last 2 weeks.
Usually, he could have slept in for at least 3 more hours. Have a coffee that didn't taste like piss and tinfoil (everyday he hated whoever made the coffee in the lounge, no one would tell him the name of the moron who cheaped out on it. They weren't safe from him.) and get to tell his woe's to someone who didn't have rocks for brains.
But no. He was stuck here, at HQ, listening to reports that led their current case to nowhere.
Which led to yelling. Always yelling.
So answering the phone was honestly rather refreshing.
"..."
He waited a second. Why should he, of all people, speak first?
"Hello? Is Jouno there?"
Jouno felt time pause for a moment. He stopped, listening to the other members in the room.
They seemed rather distracted, not truly paying attention to what he was doing. Teruko and Tachihara were arguing and Tecchou was...he smelt gross, so probably working out.
"Sorry, who is this?"
He really hoped he was hearing wrong.
"Jouno, c'mon you know who I am. Why, is something wrong?"
When did you have their number? As far as he recalled, only government officials were ever given this number, and even that is far and few in between. He never let you know much about his work.
"I'm not trying to buy anything."
To Jouno's dismay, that failed miserably. Instead, all he heard was your laughter on the other side of the phone. Did you really think his misery was funny?
"If I find you, I'll kill you."
Jouno made threats as a part of his day-to-day life, it was easy to fake it towards you. But a part of him felt how he was cracking easily, hearing your obvious giggles as they thought of the next line to say.
"Ok ok. Sorry I know you're busy at work right now. But I really did call for something really important."
Taking a moment, Jouno sighed as he leaned against the small desk that held the phone. He waited a bit, listening to see if the others in the room were still ignoring him.
As much as he hated it, they seemed to actually notice that the "bad-things-are-happening-please-help" phone was called. His luck really is immaculate.
"How did you get this number again?"
There was a guilty laugh on your end. What had you so happy?
"Some other day, maybe. But that's not important! Jouno."
Jouno gave a very long sigh.
"Jouno, today is your birthday!"
"Yes."
He was really hoping he was as good of an actor as he thought he was, because he couldn't help how his heart was beating twice as fast at the thought of you remembering something so small.
"Are you coming home tonight?"
There was a pause.
Jouno didn't want to respond, because he hated the answer. Truthfully, he didn't know when he would have a 'normal' (for a hunting dog) workday.
He didn't even want to admit out loud how much he missed you.
"Oh, ok. You know, after your 'case' is over, we should get to celebrating. I have the perfect gift for you already, which definitely involves no clothes."
"No."
There was a pause on your end. He hated telling you no. Weird, since frankly breaking people's hearts was his favorite past time.
"Good idea. Uh..."
Jouno forced himself to listen back into the conference room, which was now weirdly quiet. There was also a small heartbeat very very close to him.
That was not a good sign.
"Thank you. Um."
He turned his head, bell-jingling against the phone, as he knew Teruko was looking up at him -probably with a shit eating grin.
"...I love you."
Sighing, he ate his pride, turning away.
"I love you too, Jouno. Happy birthday."
You sang it, not forcing him to endure the entire song. He hoped he was tall enough and facing enough away that Teruko couldn't see the smile on his face hearing those words.
When he hung up the phone, hearing the click and shut off the landline, he was forced to face his reality.
The one where he couldn't stop hearing his coworkers giggling. Particularly Teruko's, but even Tecchou was laughing somewhere deep in that stupid body of his that managed to breathe air.
He wanted to kick him.
"I didn't know you were in a relationship."
Tachihara said this nervously, but still with a smile in his voice.
"I'm not. I don't know who that was or how they got that number."
It was hard to say this seriously, as Jouno could feel the red creeping up on his face.
Happy birthday Jouno omfgggfgfg when is he coming back </3
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if the skirt fits ; andy barber x reader
summary: Andy finds a little secret of yours.
warnings: heavily implied s~mut; costume kink (minors DNI!), familial fluff & mild humour!
a/n:Â you don't know how happy I am for finally sharing this piece with y'all, considering how it has been collecting dust in my drafts since LAST YEAR, but here it is; one of my earliest ideas for the series! donât forget to leave some sugar! á ( á )á
Âť wanna know what I have in store this fall? come & check out my m.list for 'reve's quirky reverie đˇď¸'!
âIt fits you perfectly,â He purred, almost deep in thoughtâprobably in his own fantasy, âSo perfectly.â ;
"You could dress up as Jason?" You suggested what mightâve been the seventh costume idea since the drive home from dinner at the Thai restaurant nearby.Â
"Done that." Jacob replied as he leaned forward from his seat to talk to you and his father.
"Spiderman?"Â
"I feel like everyone's dressing up as Spiderman this year."Â
"But not everyone's going to dress up as the same one." You had a point, considering how you and his dad were the first victims of his Spiderverse fixation since the second movie was released, so you knew what you were talking about.
"I guess,â Jacob thought for a moment before falling back in his seat, taking your idea into consideration, âI guess I just want something⌠different."Â
"If you want different, then we could get you one of those inflatable dinosaur costumes on the internet." Andy held a playful look even as his eyes remained on the road.
"Very funny, dad." His son grumbled, despite fighting back his own smile.
"Aw, cheer up, Jake. You've got time." You reassured him.Â
âYeah⌠And Iâm not too worried. The store next to Aunt Sarahâs bakery got some cool stuff when I bought last yearâs costume,â Jacob mused before asking you, "What about you, mom? Have you thought of a costume yet?"Â
Ah, mom. Even after all this time, you and Andy will never get tired of him calling you that.
"Mmm, not yet. But when I do, I'll make sure you're the first to know." You and Jacob shared a smile in the rear-view mirror, only to be interrupted by Andy clearing his throat.
"Uh, you're gonna tell him first and not me?" He cocked his head, feigning disbelief.
"Of course. You lost that privilege when you suggested Jake the dinosaur costume." You and Jacob laughed as Andy dramatically groaned, telling you âI didnât mean itâ in an angsty teenager tone.
"I am not dressing up Ken." Andy answered, removing his watch and leaving it on the vanity table.
"Oh, c'mon, Cowboy Barber has a nice ring to it." You said with a lilt.Â
"And where exactly am I going to find a Western shirt in my size?" He quirked an eyebrow at you.
"We could always ask the Flags. Her husband might have one hidden somewhere."
"Just because we've seen him with a cowboy hat last Halloween?" He remembered seeing him wearing one during the community party at the park.
"You'd never know. Barbie and Ken are safer than your recommendation." You opened the closet without taking your accusatory eyes off him.
"What's wrong with a devil and an angel?"Â
"Andy." Surely he could tell how ridiculous he sounded.Â
"It's⌠easy� And you'd look really good in it." He tried to persuade you, standing next to you.
"At a party full of kids?" You weren't sure how the parents that were a little more⌠conservative would feel about their kids' teacher dressing up like that.
"I didn't say it was for Wilson's party. It's for our afterparty," He wiggled his brows, "Just you and me while Jake stays over at the Wilson's."Â
You snorted. How cheesy of him.
"Wilson's party first, then whatever you want after," You turned back to the hanging clothes, "And besides, you should be the devil, not me."Â
That wasn't a no.
"You know what," He pursed his lips, already considering your ideaâespecially with the black suit he knew you'd melt over, plus a red tie before dodging the swat of your hand with a laugh. Just then, he noticed you'd been searching for something for a while, unbuttoning his cuffs and folding his sleeves before asking, âNeed some help?â
âI canât find my panties. The baby blue ones.â You frowned.
âThe one with the lace?â He asked, prompting you to nod, âI mean, as much as I love seeing you in those, you know I donât mind you without any in the first place.â
âNice try, Barber," You narrowed your eyes at him, gesturing to the drawers in front of him before you rummaged through the pile of folded clothes on the bottom rack, âHelp me search the drawers, please.â
He did as he was told, looking through the first stack before moving on to the next.
There was little progress in your searches but your curiosity was only piqued when out of the corner of your eye, Andy was looking closely at something.
âDid you find it?â
He took a quick breath before answering, âNo, but I did find something better.âÂ
You furrowed your brows, standing up to ask what he meant by that until you caught sight of the familiar skirt he held.
Plaid, grey and extremely short.
Uh oh.
You clasped your hands together in front of your tummy as you stared at the microskirt with wide eyes. You were even failing to notice him slowly breaking into a smirk. He didnât stop there, reaching into the drawer he was looking into with his other hand to take out the matching tie. Your lips parted, darting your eyes between the article of clothing and the smug look on his face.
âI can explain,â You finally spoke up, your voice softer than you hoped for.
âPlease, do,â He held the ends of the untied tie with both hands, âBecause Iâm pretty sure these are too small to be mine.â
Oh, he was going to have some fun with this.
âWell, itâs, yâknow,â You moved your hands around, only to silently plea for him to understand without having you say it, âAndy, câmon. You know what it is.â
It wasnât enough for him, though, raising his brows and encouraging you to continue.Â
He was clearly enjoying this. A whole lot.Â
Unbelievable.
âItâs my old costume.â
He hummed, appraising the garment as he immediately imagined what you would look like in it, âSo my pretty girl has a dirty secret of her own. Did you break any necks when you pranced around the neighbourhood in this?âÂ
âIn my defence, I only wore that once, when I was in college, so,â You corrected him, recalling the party you attended in your final year.Â
âSo, you broke college boysâ necks.âÂ
âI didnât say that,â You shook your head in amusement, âI just didnât have the heart to give it away. It was just one of those rare times where I truly enjoyed living in the city.âÂ
Though the city wasnât far from Reve Road, and hell, youâve even thought about moving back once or twice in your earlier days, truthfully, you havenât been there in ages, and thank goodness, too. What would life be like if you hadnât stayed, made a name in the peaceful neighbourhood and met the Barbers?
"Do you miss it?"Â
"Sometimes," You mustered a small smile, though it didn't quite reach your eyes, "But I had my fun. Grew up to be a city girl, earned my degree and let out my âwilderâ side a couple of times. But I love it here more, and if I want to keep my job, the last thing my students and my son need to see when they go trick-or-treating is their Literature teacher in this."Â
You shared a hearty laugh. Your wonders about who or what you couldâve been if you stayed in the city were nothing more than a mere curiosity, and even then, it hardly mattered to you now.
âWouldnât hurt to relive the old days here in our room.â Oh?
"You can't be serious," You chuckled nervously, "It might not even fit."Â
You were lyingâyou barely looked any different from your college years. You just werenât sure if you were ready to see his reaction over such scandalous attire.
"All the more reason to try it," He replied confidently, closing the gap between the two of you. His voice deepened as he whispered, "Câmon. You can be a good girl for me, canât you?"Â
Like the gentleman he was, he used your weakness against you.
You knew you were done for when you gulped under his intense stare, cocking his head in the bathroomâs direction.Â
You snatched the garments out of his grasp, the âdeathlyâ glare on your face contrasted with his conceited one as you obtained the shirt that came with it out of the same drawer. He continued to hold your gaze even as you closed the door.
Once you were alone, you couldnât help but let out a silent scream.
You were too embarrassed to even face the mirror as you got dressed, not until you slid on the last pieceâthe skirt before turning around to look at yourself. You could barely acknowledge the coincidence of covering your face with your hands like a bumbling schoolgirl.
Because that was exactly what you looked like.
You remembered washing the set a couple of times after your first and only wear, and even then, you didnât think the skirt could shrink that little. Your ass was hanging out of the hem, offering an ample peek at the black bikini brief you had taken with you.Â
You came out of the bathroom, ignoring the warmth spreading through your body as you were met with Andy sitting at his side of the bed, shamelessly displaying the prominent tent bulging in his pants.
He hummed in approval before beckoning you to his lap, "Come here."Â
You kept your gaze on the ground as you walked over to him, standing in between his legs.
"Come here." He repeated, this time, forcing you to maintain eye contact as he tapped his knee.
You let out the softest whimper, your arms encircling his neck before straddling one of his thick thighs. He rested his hands on your hips, only to run them up and down your body, watching your face already contorting between bashfulness and desire.
âIt fits you perfectly,â He purred, almost deep in thoughtâprobably in his own fantasy, âSo perfectly.âÂ
He pulled you closer, bouncing his knee to rub against your clothed sex. Electricity coursed through your body over the not-so-innocent move, your breathing growing heavier by the second as he teased you further.
âBut you havenât answered my question yet. Did they or did they not stare at you when you wore this?â
He rendered you speechless. You were beginning to think your heart might burst out of your chest at any point.Â
âIâm sure they did,â A part of him wanted to be annoyed but miffed was a better way to put it. Not at you, though, he could never. You were just trying to have fun and make the most out of what life had to offer. But if he was there to see you in this the first time you had it, likely showing your wilder side, oh, he couldnât lie and say you wouldnât catch his eye either.Â
âBut I guess that doesnât matter anymore,â His hands slid past the hem, lifting it for him to drink in the sight of your curves, âItâs just you and me now.â
You dropped your head on his shoulder, hoping to stifle the moan that threatened to slip past your lips.
âJust imagine me bending you over the bed so I can get a peak of whatâs mine underneath,â He sighed dreamily, smiling when your ass jiggled as he grabbed at and squeezed them, âOr should I throw you on the bed and have you on your knees?â
You didnât answer, too focused on the way he groped your body until you jumped at the resounding crack and the sting that came with it on your left cheek.
"Does it come with thigh highs?" He asked ever so casually as if he wasnât straining to have you just as much as you were him.
"I-It did, but⌠I kinda lost it."Â
"That's fine. I can always get you a new one," He nosed your jaw, "In fact, I'll buy you more than just a pair. Maybe match some with your panties."Â
You mewled, raising your head and granting him access to your neck.Â
âYou'd do everything your favourite professor tells you to do, wouldnât you?âÂ
Fuck.
âAndy, Iââ You nearly called him Professor Barber when the sounds of knocking on your door caused you and your husband to freeze up.
"Mom, dad,â It was Jacob, âI think Beemo's been collecting⌠socks under the couch?"Â
Like a fish out of water, your mind was too blank to respond or even acknowledge the question. Thankfully, Andy was able to do it for you, âWeâll be right there!â
The two of you waited until his footsteps receded before you were able to let out a sigh of relief. Andy, on the other hand, had the audacity to chuckle at you. There was no reason for you to worry about scarring Jacob since Andy had already locked the door.
âVery funny.â You murmured sarcastically, moving off him and loosening the tie, hoping to ignore the ache in between your legs for the time being.
âHilarious,â He cockily added, standing up with an almost pained groan. He stood behind you before wrapping his arms around your waist, âBut this isnât over.â
You stopped.
âI meant what I said about buying you thigh highs with it. Or better yet, some fishnets because my wifeâs not so innocent after all.â
Despite getting cockblocked, he was immensely satisfied to see you shiver.
âBeemo, are you collecting underwear too?â You heard Jacob ask the cat incredulously, only for a âwait!â, followed by his footsteps going down the stairs, probably chasing the feline with whoeverâs briefs or undies he had in his mouth. You could only hope it wasnât yours.
âAnd, thatâs our cue,â His shoulders slumped, only to growl in your ear, âWear this for me tomorrow after dinner.âÂ
He then released you with a big smooch on your cheek, exiting the room to find his son, but not before winking at you.
Leaving you to wonder on your own if heâd throw you on the bed or have you on his lap tomorrow.
Ë Âˇ . f i n . ¡ Ë
Âť a/n: now is a good time to say; no, I have yet to come back to the series, but I was too stoked about this event and thought 'hey, this should be the best time!'
Âť consider it as a mini compensation! but I do want to thank you for still sticking around, just know 'future mrs barber' is nowhere near discontinuing! ;; gorgeous rose divider by @firefly-graphics âĄ
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Apricity
Pairing: Sabo x reader
Content: fluff, a little kissing, gender neutral reader, short and sweet <3
Word Count: 0.7k
A/N: just a little something i wrote about sabo! i rlly thought about making it longer, bc usually i write at least 1k words or so even in one shots, but i am happy with it as it is now. i hope you like it too, thanks for reading! :)
Apricity
The warmth of the sun in winter.
Sabo drags you out of bed at the âass crack of dawn.â Or at least, thatâs what you describe the time of day as when you complain about him waking you up so early. You grumble and groan until itâs clear youâre not getting out of this early morning excursion.
âThe sun is barely up!â Yet, it still momentarily blinds you with its rays when you walk out onto the deck.
He holds your hand- be it to share warmth or so you donât turn back, youâre not sure. âItâs about a third of the way to its high point-â then he turns so heâs walking backwards to face you, âand if the sun is up, we should be too.â
The two of you come to a stop on the starboard deck. âNo,â you move one of his hands to your waist, âI should be tucked in bed under my warm coversâ then the other, âwith my warm boyfriend,â and finally looping your arms around his neck, âand we should both be asleep.â
Sabo smiles and nuzzles his face into your neck. âIâll keep you warm.â His hair tickles your ear, but you canât giggle as youâre still trying to be annoyed with him.
âHmph.â His hands start to rub up and down your sides as the two of you take to swaying in some type of rhythmless dance. âYou donât even like this kind of cold weather.â
âI know.â Sabo finally shows his face again, much to the chagrin of your chilly neck region (and to the pleasure of your eyes.) âBut, I do like when itâs cold and I can feel the sun on my face or back.â
His confession is just cheesy and poetic enough to make you smile, albeit softly. âHm⌠Like a cat?â
âHow dare you! I think Iâd be a lion if I were an animal, at the very least.â Sabo says this all very matter-of-factly, causing you to fall into a fit of quiet giggles in his arms. His eyes track your movements- your smile, the way your eyes crinkle, the very sound of your laughter- while wearing a smile of his own.
You quiet yourself again, still grinning brightly, and shrug. âStill a cat.â
He just stares at you for a moment after that, and you think you must have something on your face. âSabo? Whatâs wrong?â
âNothing.â His blonde hair falls over his eyes as he shakes his head to reassure you. âEverythingâs perfect, love.â
Such a simple little pet name, but it still manages to make you blush. You push the hair out of his eyes and end up cupping his face in your hands. Now youâre the one staring, but he doesnât seem to mind the intent observation. âWhat was that thing you said about the sun earlier?â
âHm? That I like how the sun feels in the winter?â
âYeah.â You place a chaste kiss on his lips. âI think I get what you mean.â Itâs freezing outside, and the wind chills every exposed inch of your skin, but none of that seems to matter right now. From the way his smile and his eyes shine; warming you from within, while also squeezing you gently to share his body heat⌠itâd be impossible to not understand the feeling he describes.
âGood.â Sabo kisses you back, gentle and slow. Like you have all the time in the world- which, you suppose you do. It certainly feels that way when everything is cold; itâs the type of weather where you really just want to stay in bed all day. And yet, here you are outside, entertaining your boyfriendâs desire to feel the sun in winter. âBut I like kissing you more, just so you know.â
With the sweetest expression you can muster and a tilt of your head, you ask; âDoes that mean we can go back to bed?â Alas, your question is only answered with laughter.
But hey- maybe winter isnât so bad anyway, when you have the warmth of the sun right in your hands.
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Lions Ain't the Kind - Part One
Summary: Frankie hasn't dated in years, but now he knows what he's looking for. He's just not so good at asking for what he wants, and you're willing to help him work on it. Word Count: 8,156 Pairing: Frankie Morales x NB/Gender-fluid! AFAB! Reader Rating: 18+ Explicit Warnings: 18+ mdni, subby!Frankie, soft dom! reader, talks about gender non-conformity, sickening fluff, Frankie is way too cute and sweet for his own good, kissing, making out, handjob (m receiving), anal fingering (m receiving), dirty talk, Frankie has a praise kink, no use of y/n, no physical descriptions of reader Beta: @perotovar (my angel ilysm) A/N: Sorry for talking about this for a month straight without posting it lol! The title is from the song (Let Me Be Your) Teddy Bear by Elvis Presley which I admittedly haven't listened to but I saw the lyrics and knew immediately it was my Frankie. I hope you enjoy, and I'm always open to criticism and thoughts and thots!
Frankie hasnât dated in years. He hasnât really had the time, between his first child being born and navigating co-parenting with his ex, along with healing some very deep trauma and getting and staying clean.Â
It just hasnât been on his mind, if heâs honest. Heâs been busy finding himself, as Pope calls it. And heâs not wrong. Itâs taken a long while for him to be comfortable in his own skin, to come to terms with the things heâs done and the baggage he can now store in an overhead bin, rather than carry it around with him at all times.Â
But now, heâs ready. He knows himself, and as a result, he knows what heâs looking for.
Someone kind-hearted and down to earth. Someone whoâs independent and established, but not just looking for a hookup. Someone with a sweet smile and a desire for enjoying the little things in life.Â
Someone like you.Â
Heâd swiped right and left dozens of times on men and women alike, but as soon as he saw your profile on whatever dating app heâd downloaded, he was hooked.
You were gorgeous. He felt the heat from your smile through his phone screen, so happy and genuine and sweet.
You were funny, the answers to those weird icebreaker questions full of witty remarks.
You were smart, clearly, from your shoutout to your alma matter and the âboringâ job you mentioned in your profile.
He honestly figured he had no chance at all. His face is only getting more wrinkly, and his hair more gray, and heâs never been the sharpest or funniest guy in the room.Â
So when he swiped left and you matched, he was stunned. He was even more shocked when you messaged him before he could even think of what to say to you.Â
Hi cutie đĽ°Â
Despite the fact that he was home alone on his couch, he had the sudden urge to look behind him, as if youâd be talking to someone else. The back of his neck got so warm, and your boldness only made him more into you.Â
So he messaged you back
Hi :) how are you?
Iâm surprised we matched, honestly. Pleasantly surprised đ
Same here :) Why the surprise though? Iâm sure you match with everyone
Not at all, itâs hard to find people whose type I am on here. I usually use the queer dating apps but I opened this one out of boredom. What are the chances?
What are the chances, indeed, Frankie thinks, as he gives your profile another look over. Frankie doesnât understand how you arenât everyoneâs type. He feels a little bit like heâs talking to a celebrity, looking at your pictures and just a snippet of who you are on this reductive dating app.Â
I like the odds :)
ââ
As your conversation continues normally over the next few days, Frankie learns a lot about you. He also learns a lot about himself.Â
Itâs been so long since heâs played the field, so to speak, that heâs rusty as all hell and a bit awkward. Heâs afraid to flirt too much, every message deleted and re-written at the risk of sounding too cheesy or too forward or too much.Â
You arenât afraid to flirt. You send âgood morning, handsomeâ and âsweet dreams, pretty boyâ texts every day and night. You tell him your day would be better if you could cuddle someone, you tell him when youâre taking a relaxing bath that you wished he were there to join you.Â
And to say that Frankie likes it is a massive fucking understatement.Â
He adores it, he thinks about you constantly, all day long while he works without access to his phone, all evening long while he waits on your replies, all night long, when youâve bid each other goodnight out of nothing but courtesy for each otherâs sleep schedules.
You lead him along like a timid puppy on a leash, showing him new things with patience and care and it drives him insane. He wants to meet up with you so bad, or even just call you on the phone to hear your voice. He thinks about it, late at night, if itâs higher or lower in register, if itâs smooth or raspy. He wants to learn everything about you.Â
That being said, heâs not sure if heâs ever met someone whoâs ânon-binary/gender-fluidâ before. He doesnât get out much, he hardly talks to anyone who he hasnât known for years.Â
So he googles. It doesnât really help. He understands what it means, but he doesnât know what it means to you. He wants to ask you a million questions, but is afraid to bring up even one, and ruin the moment, or sound like an idiot.Â
Youâre so kind though. So he bites the bullet.Â
Can I ask you a question?
Your response comes almost immediately, now that itâs evening time, both finished with dinnerâ his takeout vs. your leftover spaghetti.Â
Of course, pretty boy â¤ď¸
He still flushes deep when you call him that, heat spreading all throughout his face and neck and chest.Â
How did you know you were non-binary/ gender-fluid?Â
He frets over the text a bunch before he sends it, making sure he worded it the same way you did in your profile. His heart pounds as he waits for your response.Â
Iâve always just kind of known I didnât feel like a man or a woman. I used to think everyone felt somewhere in between, and it was just normal to not feel like I checked either box, but then I realized no one else around me felt the way I did. And then I learned all the terms and whatnot, later on, and knew thatâs what I am. Just kinda in between, neither and both, sometimes one and sometimes the other. If that makes sense?
His smile splits his cheeks as he reads your in-depth response, eating up every bit of information youâre willing to give him.Â
That makes perfect sense to me. Thank you for sharing :)Â
It doesnât scare you off?
Frankie scoffs, as if anything about you could scare him off. At this point, you could show up on his doorstep with a dead body in a bag, and heâd throw it in his trunk, dispose of it, and then ask if he could maybe kiss you.
Not at all. Nothing about you scares me :)
ââ
Itâs a few more days before Frankie works up the courage to ask for your phone number. You tell him you were wondering when he was going to finally ask for it. It makes him itchy to think about you waiting for him to ask, making him be the one to do it. In a good way. In a way that kind of makes him stiffen up in his briefs if he thinks about it for too long.
But now, as he settles in from a long day at work, his grin splits his face from ear to ear as he reads your text.
Can I take you out tomorrow night?
He likes it⌠a lot. He feels so fucking new to all this, like a fumbling newborn calf taking its first steps, and how forward you are eases him so thoroughly.
Iâd love that :)
Meet me here at 5 for dinner. Casual dress, but Iâm sure youâll be handsome in anything đ
Itâs the longest 22 hours of his life, and itâs the shortest, all at the same time. Texting you, making funny jokes like his bones arenât about to creep right out from under his skin with all the nerves buzzing his body. Thinking about you, dreaming about you, one right after the other. When he wakes in the morning itâs like he didnât get a wink of sleep, his anxiety drumming up a million different scenarios of how it could go right and wrong.Â
Calling Santi mid-morning on a Saturday when he knows heâs spending time with his family, because if he doesnât talk to someone about this he may just float off into the ether.Â
âIâm so fucking nervous, Pope, what do I do? How do I act? Can you just stake out at the bar and feed me lines through an earpiece?â
âPendejo, fuckingâ grow a pair man. Youâre cute and funny, youâve got this.â
Reading your texts with pupils shaped like hearts:
I canât wait to see you tonight, cutie â¤ď¸
andÂ
I finally settled on an outfit
and
Is it weird that Iâm not even nervous? Iâm just excited to finally meet you
It is weird, Frankie thinks, but doesnât dare tell you. Itâs weird how he canât even eat the plain toast he made for lunch without feeling bile rise in the back of his throat, and youâre just excited. Itâs weird how heâs never, ever felt so gone over someone, and you havenât even met yet.Â
Itâs not weird, itâs sweet :) Iâm excited too <3
Itâs not a lie, but heâs omitting the truth a bit. Heâs excited but heâs nervous, picking meticulously through his closet to find something casual but not too casual, something he likes the look of himself in, something he thinks youâll like the look of.Â
It only gets worse as he stares at google maps. The restaurant is 2.6 miles away, 11 minutes from his house. Itâs 4:30, and he wants to leave already, but thinks maybe itâs better to deal with the anxiety in the comfort of his home rather than the parking lot, in case youâre there early too, and you can see how much of a fucking wreck he is.Â
He watches the minutes tick up in the corner of his phone screen. At 4:36, he gets up, fusses in the mirror one last time, and leaves.Â
When he parks in the lot in front of the bar & grill, youâve already texted him.Â
Iâm here a little early, got all green lights. Saved us a table near the back. See you soon!
Itâs 4:52.Â
He takes a deep breath through his nose, closes his eyes as he lets it out gently, counting just like his therapist taught him. And again. And one more time, and finally that anxious tingling in his fingertips is muted a bit and his heart rate is only slightly above normal.Â
4:54.
He pulls the key from the ignition, gets out of the car, and makes his way to the door.Â
He finds you instantly.Â
Youâre looking at him, and youâre smiling, and getting up from your chair as he approaches you. He barely even hears you greet him with all his blood rushing in his ears.Â
âHi, Frankie,â you say, and your arms stretch out to invite him in for a hug.Â
He melts into your arms, his strained âhiâ muffled in the crook of your neck. You squeeze him tight to you, and he hears you chuckle next to his ear.Â
âKnew youâd be even cuter in person.â
He huffs out a laugh as you release him, and the tips of his ears burn. But youâre smiling so sweetly at him that it eases his nervous bones.Â
âYou lookâ can I call you handsome?âÂ
Fuck, he thinks, so fucking awkward.Â
But your grin gets even wider.Â
âOnly if you mean it.âÂ
âI do,â he sighs, âlike straight out of the cologne ads Iâd rip out of my older sisterâs magazines.â
He holds his breath as you react, the flutter of your eyelashes and the quivering of your lips and your laugh, bubbly and bright and soothing.Â
And he isnât lying, not even a little. Youâre rugged but soft, romantic and alluring, and he canât take his eyes off you.
Even as you take your seats across from each other, and the waiter comes to take your drink orders, and as your gorgeous eyes flit across the pages of the menu. He canât stop looking, watching your mouth curve into a smile as you talk about your week and ask him about his.Â
Itâs pathetic, really, when the waiter asks if youâre ready to order, and you ask if he knows what he wants, because he hasnât taken a single glance at the menu himself. He just hopes to god the dim lighting of the bar hides his flushed face and tells you to order first while he skims the menu.Â
He ends up ordering exactly what you got, and floundering when your hand finds his on the tabletop. He watches your fingers trace his own from his nails to his knuckles, and flips his palm up for you to rest your hand in his.Â
âIâm glad you came out with me tonight,â you tell him.Â
His eyes flicker up from your joined hands to your smiling face, and his nerves completely melt away from the heat of your gaze.Â
âThank you for asking me,â he says.
âWould you have asked me, if I hadnât asked you?â
He bites the inside of his cheek, and thereâs a teasing glint in your eyes.Â
âEventually,â he nods, âI mean⌠probably.âÂ
Your eyebrows turn up in question, and he realizes how that sounds, jumping to backtrack.Â
âNot like that! I just meanâ You know⌠Youâre uh⌠well, I feel like youâre way out of my league. And so maybe Iâm a little⌠intimidated.â
You smile, then, and sigh, and squeeze his hand as you call him a sweet boy. It makes the room feel like itâs a hundred degrees warmer, like Frankieâs clothes are suddenly two sizes too small.Â
âYou arenât so good at asking for what you want, are you?âÂ
He laughs then, and shakes his head.Â
âNot really, no.â
âWeâll have to work on that, then.â
He clears his throat, and tugs at his collar with his free hand, breaking his gaze away from your face as you chuckle. He looks to find a waiter, or maybe an HVAC guy that could crank the AC to sub-zero temps for the remainder of the date.Â
No luck.Â
The rest of the date goes well. Surprisingly well. Frankie was worried that heâd be so out of practice that heâd freeze up, or say something stupid, or do something stupid, like knock over a drink or get food stuck in his teeth.Â
But youâre just so easy to talk to, to click with. Of course, youâre the one who facilitates the conversation, asking him about his favoritesâ movies, TV shows, music, time of year.Â
But he likes to think that he keeps the ball rolling well enough, is aware enough to remember to ask for some of your favoritesâ holiday, food, cocktails.Â
By the time the check comes, he hardly realizes youâve both had empty plates in front of you for a while, talking and laughing through your meals like youâre just catching up with an old friend.Â
He protests when you grab the check, because of course he does. Youâve given him this incredible night, your comfortable company, your sweet smiles, and he feels like his offerings pale in comparison.Â
âI asked you out, Francisco,â you tease him, having just learned his full name a mere 20 minutes ago.Â
And he canât really protest anymore, what with the shiver thatâs tingling his spine and the goosebumps he tries to hide by gripping the chair underneath him. So he lets you pay, and thanks the waiter, and feels a rush of sadness when they come back with the check to sign. He really doesnât want this evening to end.Â
The apprehension falls second to the sensation of your hand on the small of his back, leading him out to the parking lot.Â
âWhereâs your car? Iâll walk you there,â you say, your thumb pressing a soothing circle into the base of his spine.Â
So he walks to his truck, a little self-conscious about the out-of-dateness of it, and how he didnât think to run it through a car wash before this. But mostly heâs just nervous about ending this date on a good note.Â
âThis is me,â he says, barely above a whisper, stopping at his driverâs side door.Â
You smile at him when he turns to you.Â
âThanks again for coming out with me. I really did have a great time.â
This makes him smile through the unease, even as your hand drops from the small of his back.Â
âI did too. Would you uh⌠wanna hang out again soon?â
Your face lights up, and Frankie wants to capture it in a bottle and take it home with him. Keep it at his bedside to use as a nightlight.
âAre you asking me on a date?âÂ
He chuckles and looks down to his feet like maybe itâll redirect the flush in his face. You grab his hand, hanging by his side, and luckily you donât make him speak again because he doesnât know if heâs even able.Â
âIâd love to. Really.âÂ
He smiles when he looks back up at you, only briefly, because you drop his hand and take a half step back.Â
âCall me about it.â
âWait!â
Your brow arches at him, because you werenât really going anywhere, but Frankieâs mind is running a thousand miles a second. He thinks back to all the times youâve goaded him into asking for what he wants, so far, and how it hasnât bit him in the rear yet.Â
âCan weâ I⌠Can I kiss you goodnight?â
Your smile softens, and you take that little half-step back closer to him, and he feels all the tension leak from his shoulders.Â
âYes, you can. Thank you for asking.â
He huffs, and smiles at you, and youâre reaching out to cup his jaw and grab his hip, and Frankie closes his eyes far too early, but itâs okay, because he feels your body heat and then your lips.Â
He canât hold back the hum that rumbles from deep in his chest, or the way that he goes a little boneless in your grasp. He finds your forearm and squeezes it, and your bicep too, anything to ground himself as your lips part and your tongue teases the seam of his lips.Â
But then youâre pulling back, and itâs over far too quickly, and Frankie is also acutely aware of how tight his jeans feel. His face feels like it could melt right off of his skull.Â
âCall me soon, Pretty Boy.â
He nods, speechless, and watches you disappear between the cars of the parking lot. On his way home, heâs already fretting over whether or not he should text you tonight, and what kind of date he should plan, and if his breath was okay when you let him kiss you.Â
ââ
Frankie is perfect.Â
Youâre still not sure how you found this diamond in the rough that is Tinder. You thank every god you know the name of that you got bored and opened the app on auto-pilot that night.Â
First of all, heâs so cute. Heâs handsome in such a boyish way, with his dimples and unruly curls and patchy beard.Â
But heâs also so kind, the way he talks to you like itâs a privilege, the way he asks careful and curious questions about you like he truly wants to know the parts of you that are deeper than whatâs on the surface.Â
Every simple text from him makes you smile, the way he always tries to make you laugh or cheer you up when youâre overwhelmed with the demands of life, as you often are.
And meeting him in person solidified everything you thought about him.
He seems like the textbook definition of a golden retriever boyfriend, if you ever get to call him that much. You hope you do.
In fact, it seems like itâs moving quite quickly in that direction when Frankie asks if youâd be down for a movie night. Some blockbuster he missed in theaters is finally streaming, and he thinks youâll like it.Â
You donât tell him that you didnât miss it in theaters, or that you thought it was just okay.Â
You do tell him youâd be down to watch it, only if he came to your place, where the walls are thin and your surrounding neighbors all know you and watch out for you. Just in case heâs really good at acting  like a sweet, safe guy.Â
You find yourself giddy as the weekend approaches, daydreaming at work about how the night will turn out. You tell him to come in comfy clothes, because youâll be damned if you wear jeans in your own home, even for this sweet man. He doesnât seem to mind one bit, thatâs my favorite kind of outfit :) is his cute response.Â
You get everything ready the day of; your coziest blankets hang off the arms of your sofa, your fridge is stocked with fresh fruits and your pantry with candy and microwave popcorn and chips (Iâll eat whatever you get :) his answer to your questioning of his favorite movie snacks, of course.)
And then you sit around and wait, excited nerves coaxing your body to straighten things up that have been straightened up a million times already. When Frankie texts you his ETA, you park yourself on the couch by the door and stare at it until thereâs a knock on it.Â
You may count to ten before you get up to open it, just to hide how eager youâve been to see him again.Â
Your throat does get a little dry when you answer it to find him in a dark blue t-shirt that hugs his arms and light gray joggers that hug⌠Other things.Â
âHi handsome,â you smile, pushing down all the nerves and the less-than-PG thoughts.Â
âHi. I um⌠I brought these. I noticed you ordered them on our uhâ well, at the restaurant, and I didnât want to show up empty handed.âÂ
You watch a flush break out on his face, and his neck, and wonder how far under his collar it actually spreads.Â
Heâs holding up a six pack of your favorite beers, and heâs smiling so shyly, and you have to crowd in closer to him to press a kiss to his heated cheek.Â
âThatâs so thoughtful, thank you.âÂ
He gigglesâ giggles, Jesus Christâ and you take them from his hand to let him come through the door.Â
You set the beers in your fridge to let them chill as he kicks off his shoes. You watch him from the kitchen as he takes in your place with his pretty brown eyes.Â
âItâs really cozy in here,â he tells you as he fiddles with his own hands.Â
âSnuggle up, get comfy, Iâll bring us some snacks.â
He nods, so obedient, and hovers by the couch before settling on the seat in the middle.Â
Sly move, you think, and you canât hide your stupid grin as you gather some snacks.Â
When you turn off all but one lamp and deposit the junk food on the coffee table, you notice heâs inched himself closer to the arm of the couch, like he was second-guessing himself. That just wonât do, you think, as you settle in right next to him, so close that the length of your body is pressed against his.Â
He doesnât look at you, just stares at the Roku City scrolling across your flat screen. For a second you think he might be uncomfortable, but the way his breathing is uneven clues you in on his nerves.Â
You reach over him to grab the blanket in the arm of the couch, and you feel his muscles tense up when you press against him.Â
âFrankie?âÂ
âHuh? Sorry, yeah?âÂ
âAre you okay?âÂ
He squeezes his eyes shut and shakes his head and sighs, heavy and long, before looking at you.
âIâm so nervous.â
He smiles in spite of it, lopsided, dimples so cute that your lips quiver with the urge to kiss them.Â
You smile back, and drape the blanket over both of you, patting his leg through it.Â
âNothing to be nervous about, Francisco.â
It gets a laugh out of him, a huff through his nose, and his shoulders lower the tiniest bit. You slowly reach up to cradle his jaw in your palm, careful not to spook this little baby deer of a man, but his face leans into your touch.Â
âIf it helps, I think itâs really sweet that youâre nervous.âÂ
âThank you⌠I think?â
You laugh at him, and watch as your reaction makes his eyes brighten. You want to kiss him. You want to smooch the absolute daylights out of him, but thereâs still 3 hours of a pretentious movie to watch, and there will be plenty of time, if heâs amenable.Â
So you just pinch his cheek before you let go, and try not to look so smug at the heat that consumes his face as you get the movie up and running.Â
Fifteen or so minutes into the film, Frankie has relaxed into the couch, though heâs stock-still beside you with his arms glued to his own sides. You just want to cuddle, at least. Youâve been thinking about it for weeksâ getting his warm, solid but soft body against your own.Â
Youâre certain he wonât be the one to initiate it, but thatâs all fine and dandy. You rearrange yourself a bit, and sling an arm over his shoulders. He looks away from the movie towards you, and you give him a smile that must be comforting.Â
He sinks lower on the couch, and leans against you, his messy curls pressed against your shoulder while his arm drapes over your lap. You think you hear his satisfied hum under the dialogue of the characters, and you let your head rest against his.Â
This is nice. Frankieâs so warm against you, the most comforting weight all lax against your side. Your hand creeps up from his shoulder to his head, and his hair is so silky when you finally work up the gall to run your fingers through it.
You can feel the way it affects him when he shivers and presses even closer into you. You watch the movie like that for a while, snacks untouched, fingertips stroking his scalp as his soft curls slip through your digits. Every once in a while his head tilts to look up at you, piercing brown, and each time you smile back down and ruffle his hair.
Itâs just after the first big conflict of the film when you feel Frankie shift against you. His arm moves in your lap, and you watch his thick fingers grab your thigh over the blanket.Â
It shocks you how such a simple gesture makes your temperature rise. You hum and let your nails scratch more firmly against his head. You can hear him gasp, and feel him move impossibly closer, like heâs trying to fuse the two of you together. You glance down at him, past the curls youâve lost yourself in, and his eyes are closed. Further, the curve of his nose and pout of his lips, his chest thatâs heaving with his excited breaths, you notice a suspicious tent in the blanket, and you donât want to assume, but the context clues are all there.Â
Frankie is hard.Â
You canât blame him. Youâve been aroused since you pressed his body against yours, a slow simmering underneath the surface thatâs made you feel so comfortably warm and relaxed.Â
You shift, and you swear you hear a barely-there whine leave his lips. You move just enough so you can press your free hand to his chest. Under your palm, you can feel his heart beating, a pace thatâs concerningly higher than appropriate for sitting and watching dialogue in a movie.Â
His head turns toward you, his hair slipping through the grasp of your knuckles. He looks up at you with those puppy eyes and his pupils are so dilated that it makes you take a deep breath. He turns his body toward you next and there it is the hard line of his cock pressed against the outside of your thigh. You see him shudder at the friction, watch his eyes grow droopy as they flicker down to glance at your lips.Â
âCan I kiss you again?âÂ
And he asks so sweetly, voice a little hoarse from the silence, that you couldnât dream of denying him.Â
âYes, Frankie.â
His lips tremble until they meet yours, so soft and chaste, a stark contrast to his scruffy beard and mustache. His breath hitches; you can hear it and feel it. His chest shudders under your palm and pushes air out to gust against your cheeks. You feel his prick, too, twitching against your thigh as your tongue peeks out to tease his pouty bottom lip.Â
He pulls back so much quicker than you want him to, but itâs also such a reward to look at him this close. His lips shiny, his cheeks flushed, his irises completely usurped by his pupils. His mouth hangs open and you canât help yourself as you slide your hand from his chest to his jaw and pull him into you once again.Â
A surprised little noise works its way out of his throat, and his hips jerk forward, and then heâs groaning as his cock throbs against the outside of your thigh. The noise makes that feeling in your gut draw deeper, lower, and you make one of your own in response.Â
His hand rests dutifully still on your thigh, but you can feel his fingers twitching as your taste buds rub against hisâ a friction that has no right to be as delicious as it is. You want him to feel you up, to touch you all over, to give in to the desire thatâs blatantly pressed against you. You want to hear these noises he seems to be holding back, the whimpers that just barely make it past his vocal chords before he cuts them off.Â
You pull away this time. Pride swells in your chest as you look at what youâve already done to him. His curls are even messier now that youâve run your fingers through them over and over. His eyes are all glassy when he looks at you, pouty lips slick and red.Â
He sits so still, aside from his heaving breaths, like heâs waiting for your command.Â
âTell me what you want, Frankie.â
His eyes widen and christ, if they get any wider theyâre going to suck you in like a supermassive black hole.Â
âIâ Iâm okay, I like this.â
You raise an eyebrow at him. He nods, trying to convince you, as he not-so-subtly pulls his erection free from its trap between his body and your thigh. His eyes cast downward, but you swiftly grab his chin in your hands to bring them back to you.Â
âFrancisco,â you mumble, âask for what you want.â
He gasps and bites his plush bottom lip, hard enough that thereâs little indents when he opens his mouth. He shuts it again, and squirms against you, and finally opens it once more.Â
âI want you to touch me.âÂ
His request comes out hardly above a whisper, all broken and breathy, and his gaze settles somewhere behind you.Â
âIs that all?â
He nods quickly, eyes snapping back to you.Â
âI swearâ I just wanna feel your hands on me.âÂ
Your smile widens as his face gets so serious, eyebrows knitting together.Â
âThatâs good, thatâs really good,â you mumble.Â
The shudder that visibly rolls through him is like a shockwave, sending every one of your nerve endings on-edge. You huff, an amazed little breath at this fucking guy in front of you, so responsive and timid and utterly fuckable.Â
âYou like that? Like being good for me?â
He nods again, more apprehensive this time, but he canât hold back his whine when his hips press against you. The possibilities of all the things you could do to this man stretch far and wide; itâs entirely overwhelming.Â
âSweet boy,â you whisper, because he is, âcâmere.â
You pull the blanket off of you both, and Frankie reaches down to adjust himself so it isnât so obvious, like you havenât felt his cock twitching against you this entire time. Itâs so endearing you think you could cry, but youâre much too turned on for sentiment at the moment. Instead, you guide him to straddle you, hands on his slender hips until his thighs cage your own.Â
For a moment you just watch as he sits patiently, obediently, waiting for your next words like his cock isnât leaking a pretty little damp patch into his sweatpants. His chest heaves with every breath, and his tongue licks and bites at his swollen lips, and his eyes stay trained on your mouth in anticipation.Â
âSo pretty,â you whisper.Â
His long eyelashes flutter at your compliment, and he turns his head to try and hide his reaction, but it doesnât mask the way his prick twitches under gray fabric. Your hands find his waistband and tease the edge and you delight in the way he shivers.Â
You need to feel more, so you press your hands under his shirt and hum at what you find. A soft tummy and smooth skin that makes way for a small trail of wiry hairs. Itâs all revealed to you a moment later when you hike his shirt higher, reach for pecs that are more solid than you imagined, and the smallest nipples you think youâve ever had your hands on.Â
You look back up to his face for permission with a quirked brow, and he nods eagerly, grabbing the back of his collar to shed the material and bare himself and itâs so lovely. Thereâs so much tan skin, hardly any of it is obstructed by hair, just the errant freckle here or there. And you canât help it, you have to lean forward and take one of his nipples into your mouth.Â
He gasps your name, but one of his hands finds the back of your head to keep you in place. You hum around the little nub, so small you have trouble getting your teeth to bite down on it, but you do and then he groans, his hips jerking in your hold on them.Â
âIs this how you wanted me to touch you?â
You lean your head back to look him in the eyes, to watch a pained expression flit over his face as he tries to come up with an answer he thinks youâll like.Â
âI like this too,â he nods, âbut I, um⌠fuckââ
He cuts himself off to hide his face in his hands. He is so cute and so sexy at the same time, itâs making your brain go haywire.Â
âTell me, Frankie. Be good for me, Pretty Boy.âÂ
He shifts on top of you as he looks up at your ceiling. You soothe your hands up and down his flanks and wait patiently for him to find the words.Â
He drops his hand from his face, fists clenching down by his sides, but he finally looks down at you and smiles, shy and sweet, just a hint of that dimple you adore rearing its head.
âTouch my cock? You got me so hard.â
You smile bright at his request, and nod, and press a kiss to his sternum.Â
âAnything you want,â you mumble, âjust gotta ask. Just like that.â
He looks pretty proud of himself. Thereâs a twinkle in his eyes as you look up at him, and you take a playful bite of his skin and savor the gasp it coaxes out of him.Â
âLetâs get these off, yeah?âÂ
Your fingers sneak under his waistband and his skin is so hot under there, searing. You only have a few moments to bask in the warmth before he stands up to remove his pants and briefs in one bashful move.Â
Jesus.Â
Heâs so gorgeous, bare for you, vulnerable, excited. His foreskin is all pulled back, revealing a delicious looking string of pre-cum from his slit. You desperately want to lean forward and tasteâ but he didnât ask for that, and you wonât give it to him unless he does.Â
Stunned a bit silent, you pat your lap, urging him to settle back over it. Much to your delight, he does, quick and obedient. An approving hum bubbles up out of your chest, and he preens as he sits on your thighs.Â
Thereâs a very wicked feeling in you as you stare at him, completely naked, while you havenât shed a single layer of clothing. Control, and trust, and power. Itâs overwhelming in a way that makes your lungs feel too inflated for your rib cage, to know you could take advantage of it, and to know you never ever would.Â
âGood boy,â you whisper, finally, testing those waters.Â
Frankieâs dick twitches between you two, and you huff and smile and wonder how something so perfect and precious has literally landed right in your lap.Â
Heâs been more than good, and so with one hand you grab his hip to steady him, and the other takes his cock as gentle as ever. A sharp inhale inflates his chest as you stroke the smooth skin, a teasing, feather-light touch that makes his legs tense up in your lap. You watch him disappear and reappear through the loose circle of your hand, watch another clear droplet bead from his slit when you squeeze him tighter.Â
âDoes this feel good?â
Heâs watching your hand work when you look back up to his face. He nods, a jerky movement that seems to shake his entire body, and heâs so on-edge. You feel it in the way he shifts his weight on top of you.Â
âWords, Frankie,â you urge, a soft smile on your face.Â
âSo good.â
You hum, taking in the way his eyes flutter open and closed, the way his adamâs apple pokes out when he leans his head back.Â
You reward him by speeding up your strokes. You squeeze his hip with your free hand, kneading at the soft flesh there, while you lean forward to press kisses into his virtually hairless chest. His skin is so hot it feels like it could burn you, flushed such a pretty color, just like you knew it would be.Â
He whines when you gather up more pre cum with your thumb and gently massage it into his frenulum. You look up to find him staring down at you with glassy eyes, bottom lip tucked tight between his teeth.Â
âCan we kiss more?â
His voice is breathy, and you nod, and a fresh wave of arousal flushed through your system when his lips eagerly meet yours.Â
Itâs sloppier, this time. Noisier, too, as you tighten your grip on his cock and begin to properly work your hand up and down his length. You steal his breath and his noises straight from his lungs, feel every shudder he pushes out when you twist your wrist just right or squeeze tighter.Â
His hips start to meet your thrusts, rutting into your hand, such a desperate little thing on top of you, all for you. You want to encourage him to take his pleasure from you, and so you slip your hand back from his waist, find the perfectly pert globe of his ass with your palm.Â
âHaaâ shit.â
His words muffle into your kiss as his hips stutter in rhythm and you lean forward to smirk into the bald patch of his beard.Â
âYeah?âÂ
A gasp wrecks through his heaving chest as he nods.Â
âPlease, fuckâ please.â
You hum into his jaw and squeeze his cock and his ass respectively.Â
âPlease what, Pretty Boy?âÂ
He leans back. You watch him squeeze his eyes shut and shake his head from left to right.Â
âTell me what you want, Frankie. Know you can.âÂ
A big gulp of air, and then he opens his eyes to look at you, then blinks them shut again as his head lolls back in his shoulders.Â
âTouch me there. Iâ I canâtââ
âShhh,â you take mercy on him, bringing your hand up from his backside to cradle his jaw in your palm. He tilts his head into your touch and opens his eyes.
âI got you, sweet boy,â you remind him.Â
He nods in understanding, shifting to kiss the heel of your palm. You let him rest his lips there as he catches his breath, feel them quivering every other upstroke of your hand on his prick.Â
But as he makes to move, you hold his jaw steady in your hand. His eyes flicker back to your face, and you wonder if you look as wrecked as you feel, if he can tell how beside yourself you really are.Â
Slowly, so he can pull away if he wants, you trace the pad of your middle finger along the seam of his lips. Youâre awestruck at how they instantly fall open for you, greedy, something youâre definitely looking forward to exploring more later.Â
For now, you watch with hooded eyes as he takes it into his mouth, tongue curling and lapping at it. You briefly wonder if fingers are erogenous zones, beyond turned on at how warm and wet the inside of his mouth feels, how he suckles and releases, bobs his head over and over until you snap out of it.Â
âGood boy. Fucking perfect,â you sigh.
He gets a cocky little goofy grin on his face at the praise, but his prick twitches against your grasp. You squeeze it for good measure, and more of his pre-cum dribbles over your knuckles.Â
You lean into him again, and he leans into you, holding each other up. Your mouth finds his pebbled nipple once again as his prick drags across your shirt and saturates it. He hisses at the friction, then gasps when your hand grabs his ass cheek again.Â
You pull it as best as you can with one hand. It isnât too difficult with how it fits so perfectly round in your palm. You squeeze it, massage it, note how the littlest hint of peach fuzz feels against your clammy hand. You wonder how it would feel under your tongue, too, how it would taste, how the fatty flesh would feel between your teeth.Â
His hips stutter forward when your finger, slick with his saliva, strokes the very top of his crack. And you donât mean to tease too much, but his jerky movements and satisfied sounds when you do are like music to your ears.Â
Finally you find his hole, fluttering around nothing, so little and tight, all for you.Â
âOhmygod.â
Frankie sounds pained, so much so that you look up from nuzzling his chest to watch his face. His brows are drawn tight with how his eyes are squeezed shut, and his mouth is hung open, slick with a little drool around the corners of his lips. Without context, maybe he would look pained, too, but the way his cock throbs and dribbles in your hand paints a completely different picture.Â
And what a pretty picture he is, gulping for air above you, thrusting his hips back into your finger and forward through your fist, like heâs so out of his mind that he canât even make it up.Â
You apply more pressure to his impossibly tight pucker and sink your teeth into his skin at the way he whines for you. You do it again, and again, a patient little rhythm until it relaxes and the very tip of your finger slips into his warmth.Â
He groans, clenching tight around you.Â
âOkay, Frankie?â
He laughs, a little puff of air, and you feel it where youâre inside him.Â
âGonna make me come,â he chokes.
âYeah?âÂ
âYeah, donâtâ fuckâ please donât stop.â
You hum into his chest, squeeze your hand tighter around his prick as you speed up your strokes. Heâs groaning now, deep and low and constant, like he couldnât hold it back if he tried.Â
You wiggle your finger against his rim, tugging him open for you, toying with the elastic muscle. Heâs so pliable everywhere, opening up to you, happily taking what you give him.Â
In a stiff moment you think he isnât into it, because he freezes up and goes silent. You make to slip out of him, but his warmth just drags you in.
And then his cock jumps in your grasp, and his hole clamps around your finger as he gasps your name, and heâs coming.Â
He shakes with it as he soaks your shirt and drips over your hand. You stroke him through it and marvel at the way he feels in your grasp and around you, violent waves of pleasure that you can sense where you touch him.Â
You look up to watch him tremble through it and heâs gorgeous. Sweat drips from his messy curls at his temple and paints a glimmer down his neck, all pulled taught as his head hangs back. His chest tastes salty under your tongue where it heaves, you canât get enough of the flavor, or the wicked beating of his heart under your lips.Â
And his noises, fucking delicious, wrung-out curses that just keep tumbling from his red lips. His stomach trembles with his shaky breaths, and he sounds so wrecked as the last bit of his orgasm tricked down the back of your hand.Â
His whispered chants of âfuck me, fuck me, fuck me,â slow to a stop just as his joints unlock and his muscles relax. You take it as a sign to loosen your grip on his spent cock and carefully slip your finger back out of him. It earns you one last whimper before he sags into you, a boneless little heap in your lap.Â
You unhand him to hold him against you, wipe your hand on the discarded blanket beside you so you can stroke his back with one hand and his fuzzy little buttcheek with the other.Â
You tell him how good he was for you, how pretty he is when he comes, how much you loved getting to do that to him.Â
It takes a while for him to catch his breath, and his huffs tickle that sensitive spot on your neck just below your ear.Â
âHoly shit,â he sighs.Â
You nod, because heâs correct. Holy shit, indeed.Â
His voice is a little hoarse, and youâre conflicted. You want to hold him as long as heâll let you, but you know you should get him some water and at least a towel.Â
You shift under him and he whimpers, wraps his arms tighter around your shoulders.
There goes that idea.Â
You hold him closer, and smirk at the contented sigh that leaves him.Â
âI think⌠I think I just imprinted on you.âÂ
It startles a laugh out of you, and he chuckles too, a tiny happy sound against your collar bone. You turn to kiss his heated cheek, and he lets you, before he turns his own head to fuse his lips to yours.Â
This kiss is lazy, unhurried, and the adrenaline from making him fall apart is slowly making way for more of that sticky-sweet arousal from earlier.Â
âI wanna make you come,â he mumbles against your lips.Â
You shake your head, but kiss him some more, as to not give him the wrong idea.Â
âAnother night, Pretty Boy.â
He makes a disappointed sound, but continues to kiss you until you have to part for air. His brow is turned upward in question when you pull away.Â
âDid I do something wrong?â
Youâre shaking your head before he even finishes his question.Â
âNot a single thing, Frankie. Just wanted to take care of you tonight.âÂ
His shoulders relax at that, but his face is still confused. Itâs a cute look on him, with his pouty lips and big brown eyes.Â
âYouâd tell me right? If I made you uncomfortable? You can tell me. I donât wanna upset you.âÂ
And christ, you feel your heart melting and oozing through your rib cage at how earnest his voice is.Â
âI promise, Iâll tell you.â
That seems to quell his nerves, as he sinks back into you again with his sweaty curls pressed against your shoulder.Â
Youâre sticky in more ways than one, and Frankieâs only getting heavier in your lap the sleepier he gets, but a giggle bubbles up out of you when you realize youâve never been more comfortable than you are right now.Â
Frankie huffs in response, and you press him even tighter against you.Â
You donât know where one-and-a-half dates and one sickeningly hot orgasm places the two of you. And maybe itâs greedy to think about with a handsome, sweet man in your arms, but you canât push down the overwhelming feeling of wanting more.
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