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bijoumikhawal · 8 months ago

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frankly, the response that you all have to people hating Biden because he has been brazenly aiding genocide and even with these recent aid drops is being utterly monstrous (dropping expired non-halal items) and is not using the power he has to actually stop this... it is not only about Palestinians, though they are the primary concern. For some of us, it is a reminder that if the US started aiding our people's destruction, you'd stand by it out of cowardice that criticism might make your life harder.

#cipher talk #I live in the US. I know Trump was terrible. I am trans. By virtue of that alone I know the stages of genocide are progressing in this #Country and I have a target on my back #Those stages have continued to progress under Biden by the damn way #But like. Being Coptic I also feel very aware of the risk of outbreaks in political violence for my community there as well #I look at Sudan and hope that I don't see a point in my lifetime where things reach that level #Because I do recognize a shared struggle with non Arab Sudanis and Copts even if historically we've been shit at recognizing that #I already know what it's like to wake up and hear of dozens dead from a fire caused my infrastructural neglect and racism #I know how helpless it is.

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sunlit-mess · 6 months ago

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consumed by the inevitable

#messyr #you know- I kept thinking: One day. The cage will be open but I feel like I'll stay. Because if I run- I'd wind up dead from their bullet #so I just- tend to- follow as much as I want to rebel and put sense into this fuckass household. I hate seeing the others in pain as well #and it hurts more that it feels like I can NEVER be the one to break this cycle of abuse- when I knew from the start- when I knew too much #but here I am ending up like the rest of them- helpless and unable to do jackshit about the situation. I cant say or do anything at all!#I dont want to end up like them- if anything I want to BREATHE- i want all of us to LIVE without this pain that has existed for generations #I want to help so bad no matter how much I know I am unloved.#no matter how much hate i carry- no matter how much burden- Underneath it all- I'm devoted to them- that's how fucked up I am #i know i'll never be enough. I know how often I think of death and wish it.#But I have a dream to achieve and I am not planning to die until I reach it. Not yet. If pain is where I strive best then so be it.#doodle #vent art #artists on tumblr #bpd #toxic behavior #learned helplessness

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auncyen · 3 months ago

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(courtesy of the isat script project)

this bit always gets me

Siffrin wants so badly not to have the others hurt/see them hurt and yet doesn't register how much they don't want to see him hurt either.

the only reason Bonnie's not screaming too is because Siffrin already told them to run

#siffrin #in stars and time #in stars and time spoilers #I think odile's reaction particularly gets me #because the king defeat that focuses on her #describe her as being always turned away #unable to see or do anything #she won't actually see the blow that kills siffrin #it doesn't matter. knowing it's going to happen and that she can't stop it is horrifying enough #typically most composed. racks up the most exclamation points here. hm.#how much she must hate that helplessness

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smile-files · 26 days ago

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NO ONE ELSE CAN HELP YOU

(objectober 2024 day 20: dream)

#dandy's doodles #inanimate insanity #ii #ii mephone #i don't feel like tagging the others... individually they're not that important anyway #objectober #objectober 2024 #featuring lyrics from dream by roar :) one of my favorite songs of theirs #roar has an incredible capacity for expressing helplessness and isolation in their songs. it's so heart-wrenching. horribly real #i don't know the 'real' meaning but i've always seen dream as being about wanting to make your parents happy #and feeling like you're always failing #and now that they're gone you feel totally lost cuz you've based your whole life around making them happy #and you feel so alone and scared without them #and you don't know whether to continue following what they would've wanted #or to pursue dreams you feel you can never achieve without their support #i may or may not be projecting... but in any case it's very VERY fitting for mephone #and the prompt immediately made me think of the song and him... so...#very fond of how this turned out :)

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gummi-ships · 16 days ago

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Kingdom Hearts - Ursula's Lair

#kingdom hearts #kh1 #altantica #scenery #my gif #for the most part atlantica is a bright and colorful world but it definitely has some horror elements #i know a lot of people were terrified of the shark that jumpscares you in the sunken ship #but ursula's lair looks so dramatically different from the rest of the surrounding areas #it's funny how the game keeps the same upbeat music as you explore a giant carcass and swim past ursula's helpless victims #i've never watched the little mermaid but now i want to just to see how this area looks in the movie

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itty-bitty-sunshine · 4 months ago

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I gotta wrap my head around

What my heart is telling me

I've been trying to drown it out

#how awful it is to be a bystander. powerless. helpless. unable to interfere for your hands been tied.#how awful it is to know something is so deeply wrong.#to care so much for it but to be pushed away so strongly you're forced back into to the void.#you want to help. you try to. you want to take the weight off those fragile little shoulders and put it on your own.#but they won't let you.#you regret ever agreeing to the nonsense your friend spout.#they won't stop hiding things from you. you cannot talk to moon.#you're lonely. you're alone.#you don't know what pains them. not knowing pains you. you have done nothing for them to flinch away from your touch.#immortal au #dca au #dca fandom #dca community #dca fnaf #dca sun #oc #sunshine draws #immortal au art 🎨#comic #if i forgot anything ill add later #im so sleepy rn

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bunnighost · 2 months ago

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#i'm plagued by it #the big black empty hole inside of my chest #nobody gets it. i can't explain it #i can't make therapists or doctors understand. they just don't get it #are you sad? depressed? sometimes? they think #they just do not get it. no this big black void hovers over me constantly #it wants me to join it #it is always with me #and how will therapy help it go away if therapists do not even understand what it is?#i am utterly and completely helpless and powerless to it #i am scared. because i know the day will come where i succumb to it #bpd emptiness #chronic emptiness #bpd feelings #childhood trauma #actuallytraumatized #traumacore #vent edit #bpd

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ginniesfangirllife · 5 months ago

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............

No. I refuse to view these two as the same person.

#One and Murata you have chosen a different path from the webcomic you HAVE TO work through it #you can't go back to the same webcomic vibe it just doesn't fit #One is a warm. thoughtful sensei that has acknowledged genos’ strength (emotionally/physically) and effort and one is just…..#a cold arrogant @ss who couldn't see genos because he was too weak compared to him #excuse me bald head wym by 'something'??#did you even remember he was the only child survive in a massacre?#That he really wanted to save his family and his town but he. couldn't. because he was too weak?#my boy didn't work that hard and was almost dead AGAIN AND AGAIN for 'something' you arrogant idiot!#genos is NOT weak. he is not as strong as you but pls do not view him as a helpless 'something' he hated the most!#saigenos #opm webcomic #chap 140 #opm manga cap #saitama #genos #opm #one punch man #kuseno was a saint in these panels #he calmed genos down #and calmed me down from smashing the table #you'll never know how much i wanted to punch saitama in this chapter #opm spoilers #webcomic spoilers #Rant #yusuke murata #One

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rubysparx · 1 year ago

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im a fan of this guy

also these guys too or whatever;

(do not repost, click for a little more quality!)

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stil-lindigo · 2 years ago

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the parade.

a short comic about when love dies slow.

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Things you may have missed:

#i think that like #the pain of losing someone you love slowly is so much worse than having a relationship die instantly #its such a helpless feeling #and one thing i hope i conveyed in this is like the part where you question yourself as its happening #i don't know how to tag this really #comics #thats one thing #emotional #i can only hope it tugs a few heartstrings #starting my new comic project off hopefully strong with this one #ive had the poem part of this in my notes app for a while now #im glad i put pen to paper and brought it to life #thank you for reading #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics #its 10pm

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crazy-fangirl2524 · 2 days ago

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Andrew’s “bottomless rage” and Jean’s “old and ugly rage” are the same in this essay I will -

#wksksksksk I literally had to find the exact quote for jeans rage and the amount of times Nora described jeans rage urgh #she even called it once bottomless rage too #the rage of not being able to do anything to protect themselves and knowing that they failed once again at what’s matter the most #Andrews bottomless rage that Neil was taken from him #that Aaron doesn’t see that Andrew threw his whole life away for him that he did everything for him even murder and suffering under dr*ke #andrews bottomless rage at how he was never strong enough that he just wasn’t fast enough #jeans bottomless rage that all those rumours about him yet he knows he can’t say anything #his bottomless rage that he was sold and he is and will always be property and all he could do is survive but never fight back #that bottomless rage in both of them is helplessness #and anger at themselves and the world and its fuck u to others #anyways #aftg #all for the game #tfc #the foxhole court #aftg series #aftg fandom #aftg incorrect quotes #andrew minyard #andrew joseph minyard #jean moreau #tsc and aftg supremacy #the sunshine court #aftg andrew #aftg jean #the golden raven

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niinnyu · 6 months ago

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Here's why I think the Gojo bait is not great writing and why you should maybe think so too (Spoilers till jjk 260).

We've spent the last few chapter consistently establishing a few things about our protagonist (Yuuji) and our antagonist(Sukuna).

1. Yuuji's father's soul is a reincarnation of Sukuna's twin: This instantly creates a connection between Sukuna and Yuuji.

As if you needed one outside of Sukuna's constant mockery of his former vessel's lack of "competance", and that most of yuuji's biggest losses can be attributed to Sukuna, building his wrath brick by brick. But surely adds to it all.

2. Yuuji feels incredibly lonely right now: Anyone he's created any sort of meaningful (?) Bond with outside of just 'hey you're an ally I can fight alongside with' is currently either dead or greatly incapacitated.

3. Also ofc the absolute damage that Yuuji has started incurring on sukuna. Damage that the slew of sorcerors before him couldn't. Forget about everyone teaching him abou love, Yuuji will show him Burning Rage.

This while also having hinted at Yuuji being possibly strong enough to do so on his own. He can go head to head with the King Of Curses with or without the help of his fellow sorcerors once he is able to harness this power.

Anything that was Gojo vs Sukuna feels absolutely irrelevant with the build up that Gege themself has been creating through the past few chapters.

Gojo's form right at the end of the chapter undercuts the pacing completely. Readers are more interested in those last 2 panels of Gojo which are completely removed from and rather jarring to the buildup between Yuuji and Sukuna. Fan interest in Gojo isn't their fault because that's what the chapter makes you focus on.

The only way I see this continue the buildup is if this is somehow Yuuji's doing or done with his knowledge, in which case it'd have been better to end the chapter by showing that Yuuji is aware of it and has an ace up his sleeve, bringing it back to the 2 relevent characters, and for people to stew in what Yuuji could be up to for a week.

But no matter what Gojo's visage there means, Yuuji in this moment has been so greatly undermined, not by his lack of strength, not by Sukuna outright demeaning him, but by the writing itself. By Gege.

And oh, how Yuuji deserves better.