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they just got to have a sleepover and nothing bad ever happened at all
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dndads taylor swift#lincoln li wilson#normal oak#scary marlowe#hermie the unworthy#oakworthy#dndads spoilers#idk how they did it but they nailed the extremely codependent maybe a little toxic sort-of-polycule queer friend group dynamic#i am deeply unwell is it obvious#i just think hermie and norm would've fixed eachother. nvm that everyone's worst relationship ever happens around that age it's fine#also they said fuck that one 7 eleven in particular#they had to pick CAH because monopoly or uno would've ended with someone dying#thank you to the dndads discord for motivating me to finish the first one. it was bad#tell me why scary without all her makeup is making me emotional
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you should totally check out msgw abridged on opmeat dot com if you haven't already ^^
I've seen it. The edits are very impressive and the whole production shows how much effort has been put into it. Credit were credit is due. But its humor is not my cup of tea. Vulgarities are a dealbreaker for me, so I pass.
I like my parodies clean which is why I've only warmed up to the original, YGOTAS. Sorry.
There was one other group by the way who tried to do an abridged series of GW on Youtube, called "Gundam Wing the Abridge-ning". Production quality is poorer and similar jokes appear but I find their take on Zechs funnier. By and large not my cup of tea again though.
But someone less prudish than me might enjoy it.
#gundam wing#anon ask#gw abridged series#I'm sorry anon#I know you meant well#I just happen to be extremely particular
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Chainsaw Man is one of my favorite stories because it never shies away from the hard questions. How do you form meaningful relationships after sexual trauma? How do you escape the cycle of abuse when it becomes more comfortable to you than "normal" life? How are the bonds you forge and the family you build stronger than what you were born into? And now, its newest philosophical quandary, just how cursed would elephants look if the concept and existence of ears were erased from the world!
#the answer? very cursed imo! the baby elephant front view with no ears is upsetting !#man I love#Chainsaw Man#though. like. its established that concepts and physical things can be erased#and instead of like oh that's just something that happened no#Public Safety is now performing an extremely fucked up experiment using the scientific method to learn the particulars of it#as a major and key traumatic plot point#10/10 great job 👏#I wanna know the thought process that led to their choices so badly lol#what made them be like yeah we're gonna test if this works or not and we're willing to gamble the existence of ears to find out
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WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME THAT THE QUEEN OF THE ASCENDANT GIRLIES NOW HATES THE GAME AND INSISTS ASTARION IS A HORRIBLY WRITTEN CHARACTER OMFG
#LMFAO FOREVER BYE#IT STARTED OUT WITH A KISS HOW DID IT END UP LIKE THIS??!!?#IT WAS ONLY A KISS#i know i made a few posts making fun of aa stans but to be clear i don't hate him or his fans#i just think the particular fans that woobify and obsess him are extremely funny and annoying#ascended astarion#astarion#baldur's gate#baldur's gate 3#bg3 discourse#this is what happens when you let fandom discourse dictate your interests#just like what you like#you don't need validation from canon or other fans
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to be fair, I don't think qroier not trusting qbad is particularly new haha. i think it's been going on for a while even before purgatory. the only thing purgatory did with that particularly relationship is it gave qroier an excuse to be more vocal in his annoyance


( @lucienff the themes of these are similar so I’m answering the ask and responding in one post instead of the comments, hope you don’t mind :3 )
I agree with the read that Roier didn’t particularly trust Bad before, but I think that at a baseline, Roier doesn’t have much trust with most anyone to begin with. I think everything that had happened with Spreen back in the beginning of the server is something that is a large cause in that, because its still something he is suffering from months later - it’s just in true Roier fashion, it’s something he doesn’t really talk about to others. He’s only recently shared it and talked about it with Cellbit.
But even then, he had a respect for Bad. When the eggs first went missing, and they were both visibly affected by the stress, they had moments of somewhat acknowledging the other, but sticking to the script of “oh I’m fine” yknow what I mean? And before purgatory, yeah, there was no doubt that Bad cared for the eggs, and could be trusted in that regard.
But post Purgatory, I think that baseline trust has been shaken. He doesn’t let Bad see Pepito when he visited the castle, makes excuses for him to leave, and then afterwards talks to himself about how he’s angry that everyone seems to have forgotten Purgatory (both in the context that he also doesn’t trust Pepito, and he doesn’t want Bad coming up to him as if the past two weeks didn’t happen). When Leo wakes up, and Bad is around trying to talk with them, he makes a point of pulling her away. Of putting himself between Leo and Bad. And it’s in the subtle, usual jesting way he’s done before with Bad (“you can only drink lava once yknow. sure, try it, I’m not going though!” and “stranger danger Leo, stranger danger!” etc etc. said with enough dramatics it keeps it lighthearted, because that’s what Roier does).
I don’t think Roier is actively thinking he should mistrust Bad with the eggs specifically. I don’t think that he thinks Bad doesn’t care about the eggs. I just think he hasn’t fully trusted Bad before, and now since Purgatory he doesn’t trust him at all, for good reason - Bad was very much an instigator and a cause for both his own torment and his family’s (Jaiden namely, what with the spawn killing, and Cellbit, Foolish). It’s no longer a ‘this guy is a thorn in my side and I don’t trust him’ kinda petty drama between islanders. It’s a ‘this guy went back on the deal to keep the score 50/50 and did so under the impression we as the losing team could die’ kind of situation. A ‘we spent the past few weeks in hell and this guy repeatedly not only killed, but went over the top in tormenting my family and myself, I don’t trust him’ kind of situation. It’s not an excuse to be petty or properly annoyed, it’s a result of how Bad burned all his bridges in purgatory. It’s in large part a trauma response.
It doesn’t matter that Bad has never once been a threat to Leo, that he’s taken care of her multiple times, that he has always checked in with the eggs and cared for them - it matters that Leo is his sister, that Pepito is under his care, and he Does Not Trust Bad.
#it’s like yeah there’s always been the half joshing around half ‘man I hate that guy’ thing between them. not quite like bad and foolish bu#similar enough I agree#but like. purgatory got serious quick. and Roier is not going to pretend like it didn’t happen. and he’s not moving on as everyone else is#or how everyone else seems to be I should say#so it’s like. yeah Roier doesn’t really fully trust anybody. but from the events of purgatory he Really does not trust Bad#I think it’s just more intense than that yknow. bad is so quick to brush off purgatory as something that can be looked over (not counting -#-the times he just doesn’t remember it at all due to his memory loss) because it’s inconsequential to him. and he has this way of#brushing off extreme things because he both genuinely has a different moral viewpoint and because he can and will ‘I’m just a little guy#and ‘what’s a little psychological and physical torment between friends :3’ his way outta it#but it is serious. especially to the others. especially to Roier. it’s not just gonna be swept under and there will continue to be fallouts#idk. it’s not just a case of ‘I always knew I hated that guy and now I have an excuse’. it’s a ‘I am in severe psychological distress in#large part to this guy in particular and do not trust him with the time of day’ yknow what I mean#everyone has been showing their own trauma from purgatory but Roier is especially showing the mistrust and anger from it#mcyt#qsmp#q!bbh#q!roier#anon#z speaks
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to be completely frank i think most of the people i've seen with major complaints regarding RGG 8's story are forgetting that 99% of what they're saying can be applied across the whole series
#this is not aimed at anyone in particular i've seen these sentiments all over#but things like 'well the story was mid' ok well come back to me after you've replayed yakuza kiwami. no optional majima everywhere allowed#and things like the ending falling flat - sure. but so did 7's#the pacing in the end chapter + chekhov's failboy were like. huh???#i'm never gonna call RGGS perfect but they're NOT regressing at all.#if anything gaiden and 8 have got me extremely hopeful for whatever comes next#like it's their 20th anniversary this year they've left so many loose ends in 8 they can carry on from they've got forever to keep going#MY only complaint is that they couldn't have retrofitted more of gaiden into IW but i can't exactly fault them for that#idk for all of the dooming i'm seeing i want to say something more positive about the game as a whole#even if this post is still pretty doom & gloom#people just let their expectations get way too high for this one game and i'm not even sure how that happened in most cases#it met all of mine - hell it EXCEEDED them. but i recognise i may be privileged on that front lol <- kashiwagi likers are eating so well rn#text#8#again i don't mean to attack anyone in particular it's just a general frustration i've been having#and i only hope that if there comes a time when people play over again that they're able to dig further into the meat of the story#and recognise that this game isn't uniquely 'shit' or 'mid'
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I am kind of fascinated by the Hornblower-not-matching-his-setting, though. I think that's actually been one of the things that I've thought about the most, especially in books where it's been particularly egregious (Beat to Quarters/The Happy Return, Ship of the Line, etc.). Did Forester just happen to stumble upon a brilliant character and, not realizing what a brilliant character he was, just carry on unknowingly writing him into his Swashbuckling Adventure Stories? Did he know that Hornblower was so delightfully complex but didn't know what to do with him? Did he know what to do with him but couldn't? It's also interesting to think about in the context of canon—how much of the Hornblower we see is also distorted through the lens of being a Hero of Our Glorious British Empire? How much more cruel or ignorant does he become from other perspectives? Yes, he has moral dilemmas, but if we step outside of the moral dilemmas as the books present them, what other narratives might we see?
#this is what i mean by these books not being easy reading for me#like idk man they should not be thought provoking but sometimes reading things by guys you dislike makes your brain muscles stronger#when i say 'reading between the lines' i do not just mean on a queer level#actually a good deal of the reading between the lines i've done has been with all the people he's interacted with#and the way the narrative sets up particular moral dilemmas in particular ways to serve particular plot ends#but in reality i entirely disagree with everything that's going on there and it's fun to think about what happens when you break free#of those dilemmas. except it's also a lot of work#like augh. these books are extremely taxing i can easily read them in like a day but thinking about them takes all my strength#and then on top of that they make me insane i have to put the book down and scream every five seconds at just. The Hornblower#EXTREMELY delightful thinking fodder though. why? who knows but they sure are#perce rambles#percy yells at cecil scott
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I do think a Mercar Rook having utterly no ties to Dock Town other than a more vague 'Neve and I are from the same city but different parts' is a bit of a lost opportunity ngl
#saint plays da4#da4 spoilers#it makes Mercar feel extremely.....detached from the place they're supposed to feel *really* attached to#esp. when the other origins have strong attachments to their respective faction areas#you don't know the Viper's name but you've run w/ the SDs for years. You don't know where the Anvellenim is but it's a major#escape route for the SDs. Neve knows all of this and just explains it to you bc it's *her* area - not yours#I know Neve's arc is her love and attachment to this district in particular and Minrathous is Fucking Huge and Rook can for the most part#define how they feel abt it but w/ the only place in Minrathous you visit being Dock Town and it's not even Mercar's area....idk.#I think it would've felt better if there was a second district you'd visit and *that* one was Mercar's and they could point out#local secrets and passageways and stuff like that#or if Mercar and Neve just happened to be from the same part of Minrathous and just never actually met. they've already heard of each other
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Woowwowowow mochi PLEASE update (i kid, i kid)
I was gonna message you though because I have not forgotten how you somehow claimed to make “my diamonds are right here!!” angsty and I can’t stop wondering about it LMAO
I was Hoping to have had the next llau chapter out by now but the motivation to write it hasn’t been there lately so I’ve mostly been chipping away at it. so gonna have to wait longer on that one. the diamonds bit will make sense when the chapter goes out but for now I offer this as a small hint in the direction I’m going

I’ll get to the diamonds bit soon
#mochi speaks#between life stuff happening and the lack of engagement llau has been getting lately#I am. not all that motivated to update it to be fully honest dbfbtht#also going back to school soon so#please just be patient with me#please don’t ask me to update…. if you want to leave a comment on the fic just. tell me you enjoyed it or smth#<- extremely tired#( that last bit isn’t directed at anyone in particular it’s more of a general statement )
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Moe ref I made today to sorta update its look, to how I've been drawing it lately (focusing on the face!)
Biggest update is getting rid of the bottom lashes, and giving it creases/just the eyebags instead... and also committing to giving it facial hair! So creatureful........ (the chin hairs make me think of goats... the little hairs beneath the side burns make me think of whiskers.....)
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#moe tag#the lash lore is so funny to me. like. i have a history w this. esp when i used to draw myself waaay more#i would be so indecisive about it. going back and forth. ultimately deciding not to give myself lashes. just big ol eyes.#the. same exact thing has happened to moe.#but anyway it was ESSENTIAL. to have this addition bc i was a coward when i made my first official moe ref.#i thought about giving it facial hair even back then. but i didn't. an absolute injustice and travesty.#i've grown as a person. you should absolutely give your strange ambiguously presenting transmasc charas shitty patchy facial hair.#you WILL have shitty patchy facial hair. god is stored in the shitty patchy facial hair of a transman.#there's love in there... also....#also something funny about moe is that it is extremely well-groomed. it doesn't have an elaborate routine#but it is Very intentional and VERY particular. it just intentionally makes itself look 'worse' LMFAOOOO#the only thing it doesn't control is the acne. sad! but also. nothing wrong w it. no reason to hide it#(unless if it is actively bleeding.)#moe ref#my art
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having a lot of allie X and similar in my hoard of songs that inevitably end up going in my playlists for abusive ship dynamics is wild, because then you get haunting high-voiced trauma pop but it's just like, scranky scooby doo villains. anyway pericky blast
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#sdmi#scooby doo: mystery incorporated#ricky owens#professor pericles#pericky#abuse cw#this is by no means a complete list of this particular vibe for them let alone pericky in general#i just picked out a few to throw out there#debated adding dahmer and the limbs because it is both pericles and pericky specifically to a tee#but also. uh. mmm. mixed feelings about that one lmao#flowers of flesh and blood (be warned if you look it up that it is Extremely Gory as well as the abuse/SA imagery) is a weird one#because it's basically 'what happened to ricky; except it's how pericles would react to going through that'#which is the extreme opposite of ricky's reaction to it; as you can maybe guess by the aforementioned warnings lmao#anyway i'll have to put together an Actual Playlist to post at some point but for now have this#originally i just meant to put three but then i remembered that second to last one and 💔💔💔💔#and then i needed one more to round it out so hush felt appropriate despite being less Haunting than the others. have some anime girl edge#when the 'and i'll undress if you need it/but please don't need it' hits#me in a puddle of tears on the floor: oh okay#SDMItag#whosebaby makes things#whosebaby makes playlists#playlists#dyn: when i die i want you to die too#SA implied cw
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damn that talking about your feelings shit really does Suck Tremendously huh.
#j.txt#vent#sorry all i post about in my life is stupid personal Issues and Problems.wish I weren't so fucking ill in the head but it's a life isn't it#finally Kind of Somewhat brought up one of the things thats been really bothering to my roommate. only after having a weird#passive-aggressive ish convo w other roommate. and maybe im just being so aggro and overdramatic for no reason thats entirely a possibility#but I did finally bring up that they Extremely rarely let me know when/if things are happening and when they do it's with barely any notice#or time left for me to prepare the way I need to to deal with whatever the situation is. And that she in particular keeps just. imagining I#guess. or at least Not Communicating well within them. conversations with me abt if I would like to be included in things#anyways. some of what needed saying was said and I only teared up a little bit so👍 now if only I didnt feel so wretched-#stupid-guilty-resentful about it lol. time to avoid thinking abt *** over it for the foreseeable future<3 Anyways
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mcr warsaw artist here: exactlyyyyy warszawa centralna... i had to hoof it there from the show in the middle of the night and then wait until 4-5 am to actually get home. you couldn't walk without stepping on an mcr fan in that place.
yeah i was lucky enough to have a place to stay overnight after the concert (cause like man staying at the station overnight sounds honestly kinda awful esp with how overcrowded it seemed) but before that me and my friends headed there cause we were hungry and everything else other than the 24/7 fast food joints at the station was closed at this point and it was like. such a surreal experience. like stepping into an alternate reality where 90% of warsaws population suddenly got really into red eyeshadow
#its like past midnight. were all still a bit out of it cause we just left the show and. my chemical romance was real in stage in front of us#and we step into this mcdonalds and its like. not only is it extremely full (which maybe is normal for that place idk i dont live in warsaw#but clearly 90% of people present came back from the concert#so its like mcr merch dark clothing dramatic makeup with a tasteful splatter of fake blood#altogether a very particular type of 2000s fashion everywhere#and the contrast with like the unnaturally bright lighting and the cheery marketing visual choices is so jarring it gets hilarious#i am honestly so fascinated abt what it must have been like for like regular ppl who just happened to be at the station then#must have been even more of a perplexing experience being in the middle of it as Just Some Guy#anyway ive said that already in the tags but i loved yr piece so much#i feel like you really captured what felt special abt that show#im probably biased cause it was My Show but this will always be my most beloved 2022 show. and one of the best nights of my life in general#ask
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I don’t miss having a car most of the time, but the exception is days like today, when I want to SCREAM and there is nowhere I can really do that without getting unwanted attention
#the car was my screaming place. drive to an intersection and just let it out#and today I need to scream#I generally really like my boss—definitely as a person and a fair amount as a boss#but she isn’t an archivist#so some of the things she wants to do are not it#which is fine#but my archivist boss in France -- and our work has been praised and awarded a prize by UNESCO -- thinks I'm doing EXTREMELY well#she still questions me about stuff after we've discussed it#and I think it's combining with one of her larger issues#which is that she seems to lack some self-awareness#during lunch/breaks she keeps bringing up work#or if not work things that bring anxiety#like ''aren't you worried about the sodium in that (pre-made) food?''#or ''aren't you worried about how much it costs (the homemade food)?''#a lot of being VERY particular about how recycling happens or we clean a specific thing#without communicating it until later#and just not believing me when I say that this is the hottest summer on record for our area. like??? there's data? you're just aging & cold#please say something nice and not anxiety-inducing to me! or just let me read my book during lunch!
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why does hitting the "dismiss" button on posts in tags I follow not make them go away anymore?? every time I open tumblr I have to see the same few posts over and over again even though I dismiss them every time
#This didn't used to happen....#it used to just be that hitting dismiss once would make them go away?#there's one post in particular that has a picture of a very specific serious trigger for me and every time I see it I feel physically ill#and I'm forced to see this post every time I use tumblr. it's making tumblr almost unusable for me#every time I'm scrolling I keep seeing this same post and it makes me so nauseous#and I don't want to unfollow the tag because there's usually good stuff in there but. this is extremely unpleasant lol
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