#I hope they know

[graynide]

ive gotten so emotional searching for old Captain Underpants stuff here on tumblr that last night I doodled them

like what the hell, im smiling like aN IDIOT AGAIN

[soars22]

Going back and watching Philza’s Purgatory vods is absolutely wild.

“There’s no way we’ll win”

“This is the only win we’ll have these next two weeks”

“This isn’t a winners POV”

Like. Sir. Dadza. Felipe. You win the entire thing. I know this may sound crazy, but you pop the absolute fuck off. Bolas may have tripped down a cliff into victory, but it is still a victory, you know?

[mrrcasuallycruell]

my date went well but i feel so bad because the person had such a nice personality and we had so many similar interests but it's like we could be great friends but i cant see them as a partner because she's not exactly my type :/ idek what to do now because none of us have reached out to the other

[wonderhello]

my system means so much to me.

it's the part of my DID that i don't feel ashamed of. it makes the rest a little easier to cope with when i love them. especially in this nebulous state of parts and people.

our anger (moon) loves us and i accept him as my friend.

our fear (asa) is starting to trust us to keep her safe.

our happiness (kas and em) is slowly becoming more accessible to me as shade and we're getting closer.

it feels good. it feels so fucking good and i love them. it feels good to allow myself to love my system. it makes me more open. it makes it easier to heal.

it's not perfect. C-PTSD is still a bitch and there's a lot of shame that comes with it. it still hurts. we still carry pain. there are parts that are still distancing themselves (that i still love). and of course this isn't like forcing anyone to see things the way i do. it's not that easy.

but it works for me. it's working for us and i think that's fucking beautiful.

i love being us. i love being us so much it might make me look stupid. it's the one thing that brings me closer to loving myself as a whole. i don't want to hate myself if it means hating them.

i don't know i'm sorry i have a lot of feelings. i've learned a lot from the experience of having this sidesystem, for as rough as it's been. it's the first time i feel truly connected. we're even starting to make contact with the main system! we're making progress and i can see it!

i'm gonna cry lol i just. i feel so much love in my heart right now. fuck. lol.

[watermeloncholycucumbersome]

Day 09 of Writing Something Everyday

(356 Day Challenge)

I heard someone say that the only people who can fully experience your poetry are those who read it, the writer only experiences half of it when they pour themselves onto the paper.

Now it makes me sad hoping and praying that those I write about fully grasp and get to be fully immersed in how much I truly love them.

~Jenni

[pardonmydelays]

🌸 Take a moment today to appreciate how far you’ve come. It doesn’t matter if it’s a giant leap or just a small step—you’re still moving forward. Celebrate the little victories, because they’re what make the journey worthwhile. 🌸

hi clikkie anon!!! love you!!

[caffeinatedopossum]

So I'm an autistic who frequently is unintentionally very mean and doesn't want to be and I think I just figured something out maybe?

Is the only difference between a joke and making fun of someone literally just whether or not they (the subject of whatever I said) find it funny?

Because I will 100% adapt to this but also how am I expected to know *beforehand* that this will hurt them? Or am I just not supposed to know? Cause right now, I just inevitability fuck up and apologize after but people tend to not let it go and make me feel unforgivable for an honest mistake that I'm giving a heartfelt apology for :(

Also, if it's about how the subject feels, why do *other people* tell me I'm being mean to them before even asking how the other person feels? Are they just able to tell the other person doesn't like it before I can...? I thought I was pretty good at noticing when I'd upset someone but maybe not...

[crypticnightmaress]

Do my cats even know they're small baby sized? that they're fluffy? that they are the cuddliest babies in the whole world?

[davey-in-a-minivan]

it is truly wild to me hearing tim briggs in their patreon interview being unsure abt whether listeners will like moreau when my genuine out loud reaction to them saying they voiced moreau at the beginning of the interview was to say "UGH i LOVE MOREAU"

[risarambles]

A poem to myself, for my siblings:

Lay it down, let it go, do your best and take it slow. One step, one day, it will all be okay.

Head up high, try to do right. Lead the others, be strong of mind. It isn't easy, it isn't fair, all you can do is try to be there.

When they need you, they can call. They know you support them and will catch them when they fall. Loving from afar is hard, break the cycle and sharpen the shard.

[guiiay]

jinx and isha visit a walmart

[bixels]

As gen-AI becomes more normalized (Chappell Roan encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use gen-AI because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by tech companies. I draw not because I want a drawing but because I love the process of drawing. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.

[pangur-and-grim]

one thing that took me embarrassingly long to learn is "sometimes when people say things, they will not be true."

I used to tell people about this revelation and they'd be like yeah.....duh.....but like, why wouldn't my base assumption be that you're communicating to me in a straightforward manner. anyway, I get scammed a lot.

[junkworldusa]

you make me want to draw again

here you go! this is also for my future self.

[donutdrawsthings]

People all over the world are thinking of you!

[hollis-art]

ngl im not even a superman fan. i just REALLY like clark kent,,, (thank you, Smallville, for that.)