#I hate being fat so much
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Pulling out my senti jacket with the most jellyfish looking fem dress to have ever dressed, and Grog. Also it’s fucking embarrassing that my feet dosnt reach the ground wtf snsnsmsjdj
#grog#grog is the best#senti#senti jacket#senti my love#fit checks#I hate being fat so much#I’m sorry sjsnsksjjss#I just don’t like how I look today djdjhdjd
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aaaand BUMBLEBEE 😊 !!!!
#this isnt humanformers it's just my own bumblebee design like hes very much robot still#the face plate just isnt white cus um i do wat i wanbt#LOL#human bee would have afro puffs to resemble his antennas that curl at the tops for the horns too#the lil blue things being his fluff are his door wings!#i want him to be like one of those big fuzzy fat bees where their wings are so tiny how do they even manage 2 fly#well this one does not !#goldbug tho i think should fly bcs starscream parallels and his wings are not stubby and round like bbs here#which he ruthlessly ridicules bb for and flaunts his giant bee wings#anyways bbs servo fluff helps conceal his stingers#if u look closely on the face he has a nose scar and what looks like 3 freckles on each side#but rlly theyre just rips from the nose scar breaking and moving like mini scrapes from ur big car scar#he has an arm btw i just didnt feel like blocking that part of his body where the rest of it would go so i amputated him lol#it's ok i redesigned him off of cane bumblebee so it ok bumblebee it artist interpretation ok#i love his cane tho i need to fraw him with it i just hate fullbody aint nobody got time for that (me only)#(im. lazy )#ANYWAYS yea so. this is my idea of idw bee.. i think he would discover the and bumblebee meme and Not stop saying it. actually#bumblebee got wider and slighter taller but his wings have not ever changed#bumblebee#transformers#tf#if u wanna think of it as humanformers u can but hes an android then and not like a human human so ill tag it#humanformers#tf idw#maccadam#transformers idw
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okay internet, i know that you not ready for this but
it's strange being all omgyes #slay yay totaly okay for like, all kinks, but going #omg wtf cringe scull emoji about fat kink
like we as society know how kinks works (importance of consents, special rules for practices like using special candles for wax play, etc), we know how really infinite can human fantasy go and so on and so on but why is it still taboo to be openly horny about things like big tasty meal with your lover
can we be finally chill about it
p.s. i have post which gives good arguments on this topic but i couldn't find it by search, only in my blog archive, so here is the link.
The problem with fat kink is not in it existing, but in not-exsisting of range of image of fatness in media
#i have even more old post there i make smth like comming out like:#guys i am the biggest sinner i had fat kink-#- but i hated myself so much and spiralling myself into selfhate because of that so hard that i don't have libido now and don't feel sh it-#-how cool is that guys! i defeated the evil inside!#this post is a mess because its like#it literally has quote smth like “i will better feel nothing then feeling the kink”#like#oh old me#it was good that i posted it back then because people were like#“dude you spiralled for * this * for six years?”#and yes i did spiraling on this for six years#thinking i am worst human on earth#especiallly because i draw representation#btw i am NOT planning to change smth in art or draw fat kink#i mean my art goal is to make art for balance#there are aaaa lot of fat kink art so i am not needed there#but art with just fat characters being interesting characters with lore and story and in some project like leads in game or comics#or art with fat characters who are hot but it isn't about common food theme (i write about it in linked post)#this art is very rare and that is that i do#and will do#thank you for coming to my tedtalk#close y puter and go to the bed with loony tunes noise
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So now i have migraines apparently 😭
#wahh#it started this morning and i had to lay down this afternoon#all the stress of the past 24 hours i guess#it’s like a nightmare#literally having flashbacks to 2016#not as bad the second time lol starting to get used to it#real dark#never ever underestimate how much america hates women#the saddest part is that u can just See It#all of the men / a lot of them / where i live act like him#big fat misogynistic jerks#they’re all such cruel bullies#im trying not to let it get to me but it’s hard#one day at a time#there’s so many good people out there too#kind nice people#idk#kinda feels like drowning rn#but u gotta keep going#sometimes thinking about all the art i want to make is literally the only thing that keeps me going#so that’s good!#make stuff#draw paint write whatever#and fuck trump#notes tag#i couldn’t stand the thought of there being any doubt#so#i hate trump#boooo
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House update: I'm at the episode where Chase is getting fired, yippee yooo!!!!
#the episode being the one where he's fatphobic as hell 😭#whats wrong with him#i hate him!!! /gen#everyone else was so sweet to Jessica but he said stuff like “if i was that fat i'd wanna kill myself too”#does he think he's being funny#he's also a rat and a snitch??? 😭#can't fucking live without big hospital investment daddy's protection??? huh???#just say you take it up the ass since you already like kissing it so much 🙄🙄💢💢💢💢#the characters in house md arent all inherently good LMAO and i'm well aware of that#BUT.#i hate him i hate dr chase so much i cant 💔#also at the end of the episode when Jessica gets better he was like “wow youre so pretty now” bc she's skinnier#also he made remarks on how being skinny = being attractive and thats. wow#i hope he gets fired and then catch some weird illness that makes his penis fall off and the cure is... heh... i shant say /j#kanrambles#house md
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If trump does one more stupid thing I’m gonna start seriously writing a trump/elon fanfic where i just make fun of them the entire time
Update; here it is
https://archiveofourown.org/works/62692996
#think of it like GLaDOS fat shaming Check but I’m shaming these two…beings for ever existing#trump#donald trump#Elon musk#I hate them so much#I hope they both die in a car accident
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anne maria! 💎💅
in my own headcanons, she’s def plus sized!
we need more fat total drama girls tbh
#total drama#total drama island#total drama revenge of the island#tdri#tdroti#total drama fanart#td anne maria#anne maria#total drama Anne maria#art#my art#artists on tumblr#fanart#procreate#artwork#drawing#cartoon#cartoons#digital art#redesign#headcanon#headcanons#drew this because someone drew gwen slightly chubby a few months ago and they got so much hate for it#i wanna show ppl being fat isn’t bad and i can redraw td characters as fat if i want to
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I've had two different people refer to the hair on my arms as fur without any prompting and it makes me so happy every time :3
#I love being hairy#I used to be really self conscious about my arm hair in middle school like to the point of shaving it all the time bc this group of kids#used to bully me pretty relentlessly about it#But now every time I look down at my arms I just feel joy#I love being hairy and I love being fat and I love being queer!#I can't believe I wasted so much time believing other people when they said I should hate myself for being those things#anyways I'm sleepy so I'm going to bed now#mwah love u all
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i think part of the reason people are so hateful about fat people is because theyre not fat, even though they put little to no effort into their diet and daily activity levels. even if they dont live healthy lifestyles and theyre not trying to, and theyre still a "normal" weight. and because theyre ignorant and resistant to learning about how peoples bodily functions vary wildly, anyone who is fat must have brought it upon themselves by being extra lazy or extra glutinous and if they were normal they wouldnt be fat and its soooo easy to not be fat because look at them theyre not fat. which is so fucking stupid because so many people complain about how skinny people exist without "earning" how skinny they are, theyre literally just like that even if they eat tons of food because they're trying desperately not to be skinny. but the opposite cant be true for fat people apparently. fatness is always a direct consequence of abnormal habits apparently.
#e.txt#tw fatphobia mention#i know people assume skinny people eat nothing all the time too but every skinny ass mf i meet is like omg i can eat so much and not gain#anything teehee#and i see so many skinny ppl will flood comments of fat positive ANYTHING talking about how they hate being skinny so much and eat so much#to try to gain weight but its not working#like skinny ppl wont shut up about how hard it can be to gain weight but god forbid a fat person suggest its hard to loose weight bc then#theyre just being lazy.#ppl will tell me i should eat less to lose weight meanwhile im living off an orange and a cup of nuts for brunch#and 1/2 salmon filet a cup of rice and veggies for dinner#and i walk 8 hours a day 3 times a week.#if i eat less i will get nauseous i will get dizzy i will get a migraine and i will be a bitch#yes obviously this is a personal grievance but like am i wrong?#rant#probably less than a cup of rice even i make a cup and then split it in half with my partner and sometimes dont even finish it
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what awakened your passion for big women ?
ever since i was a little girl i saw women older than me ajd id try to impress them by doing things like doing good in school (i was very dumb lots of teachers hated me but that made them give me more attention and that made me go yay !!! uf i suck they yell at me more and oay attention to me yippeee !!! ) and giving them drawings of things ... that attraction to okder women then developed into atttractoon to older AND bigger women because god i jsut mena .. fuck .. have you sen them ... i love my womej big .. tall .. wide .. like just BIG .. maybe it debeloped because i enjky weighted blankets and so the thoight of a big womab sitting on my face is hot ... or maybe because i want to hold them and grip their body and alsl .. show then love .. theres more skin fo4 me to kiss and bite and be all roamntic on .. aldo because im a lady who loves wpmen .. i mean really at this poinr ... who DOESNR love big women like actually .. i fucking love big women ..
#I LOVE BIG WOMEN !!!!#short .. tall .. whatever ..#i mean why do any of us have types right ...#im a simple lesbain !! i enjly big women because i wnat to hold them !!#an si want them to sit on me !!!#i want a big woman to sit on my lap but in lime a non srxual way#in a srxula way also of course#but juat to have a womaj in my lap is great#i reallly enjly being sat on if any of you havent notoced yet#i like the weight of someone on me#aleo most of the teachers i had in primary school who hated me were fat#i dont think that has much to do with it but if we are to see a pattern ...#all the teachers i liked and wnated to impress hated me and would shout at me everyday and i enjoyed that actually#so that coukd be it#who koes ...#i just love big women
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wow so all of a sudden i'm seeing ppl making videos "exposing" a youtuber, and most comments are shitting on said youtuber for "romanticizing obesity" even though they were like "hey, fat ppl, you can eat what you like!"
#i don't even bother watching the videos themselves#lotus.txt#i fucking hope the youtuber isn't being harassed SOLELY for this#but even then that is fucked up#i hate seeing fat ppl agreeing with this fatphobic mentality so others can use it as an excuse to be fatphobic#ugh#i hate the internet so fucking much#fatphobia tw#ranting#ranting in tags
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the problem is that in this world you're supposed to be an awful person
#i know people deny this#but like most people are just fkn awful in one way or another#even if they try to hide it behind being social justice hereos#if u arent shitty like them#most ppl will dislike and outright hate u#thats why i dont fit into any community or belong anywhere#that got clear to me when i was at a pr1dw festival#and they were on stage making cruel jokes ant a womans rape and everyone were laughing and hollering. just bc she was more rightist#and since then i've just discovered more and more that pretty much everyone is just a shit person#the thing is that they all sort themselves into what subtype of awful they are#but yeah. if u arent awful and shitty and dont fit into that#ppl will like straight up hate u#it makes them so so soangry to come across someone who isnt wired that way#humanity is nothing but a big fat giant joke that isnt even that funny
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I want to be thin enough to be someone's thinspo
#tw ed but not sheeran#thinspø#🕯️as a feather#i need to lose so much weight#i wish i was weightless#⭐️ve#i want to lose weight#wl#tw food#i will lose weight#tw thinspi#i just want to be thin#thinneristhewinner#thinsperation#i hate being fat#fat
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why are you starving your farmer's son to death. feed him
#grits teeth. none of you know him like i do#a dude who grew up with food and hard labor is going to be big. come on#im really truly not being specific bc this 'vision' of him just seems to persist endlessly.#its still actually just homophobia and fatphobia imo grow up make him big#he hates clothes and loves sunbathing and food(TREATS!) and does excersize 24/7. did we watch the same show#like that's not. donut. who is that. that's some guy you invited#everyone knows that a group of guys whos story revolves around being 'wrong' and unwanted#would primarily be made of a cishet skinny white male cast#obviously of course#the sunlamp joke made me remember something#i WISH i could go play lamia donut right now i need to do something and instead im throwing up (not related to this)#(but it is very funny to pretend soft uwu gay white blond skinny donut is the source of my woe)#im going to be tormented forever. nobody even cares about my phd#IVE BEEN HERE FOR 8 MISERABLE YEARS!!!!! !#oh god ive actually for real been obsessed with donut for 8 years#listen im talking right now inthe middle of possibley having food poisoned myself but listen listen listen#literally not my first time going on about it#he likes treats. he works out. you cannot deny he is big#i can't control you not putting some melanin on him bc i have nothing for that aside from his tanning#i PERSONALLY do not think he's white on top of that#but he is in no universe skinny#do i think he is as fat as as grif? probably not#he's definitely got enough muscle to carry some crazy shit compared to a city boy though#think actual animals (50lbs+) and bags of concrete (which can be 80+lbs a pop) and all the fucking.#donut cares SO MUCH about doing the things hes told to do. he can get it “Wrong” but how the fuck did he memorize sarge's plans otherwise#small donuts are not donuts those are holes#that is a sex object#kind of literally. lol.#i personally really dont like turning donut into a sex object from the fandom-eye view bc of how hard hes implied to be a SA victim
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Oh Yukio they could never make me hate you.
Make me extremely angry and frustrated and fill me with the desire to reach my hands through the screen and knock some major sense into you? Maybe even occasionally feel dislike for you? Yes.
But not hate you😔
#ppl are allowed to hate whatever characters they wanna hate#but if you are a Yukio hater#I understand#I do#I say this as someone who loves rin to death and wants to give him a fat hug every time he gets hurt#but#I might accuse you of lacking media literacy#cuz Yukio has so much trauma even tho his behavior upsets and infuriates me it does NOT surprise me one bit#like do y'all forget that that is a child#like that's a 15 year old boy who was basically forced to grow up at age 7#I'd be angy too if I was him#THAT BEING SAID#is his anger misdirected?#of course it is#every time he directs his anger towards rin for something he didn't even do I wanna bonk him on the head#he's so wrong for that#but at the end of the day he's an angy little boy in a teenager's body who's hurting a lot#anyway#thank you for coming to my ted talk#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#okumura yukio#yukio okumura#blue exorcist yukio
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Annoying fandom people when you tell them characters do things based on writers’ decisions and biases and are not fully autonomous sapient beings they’re watching in a terrarium
#babbles#this is in general an ideal i hold very close in fandom stuff but like especially abt wc cuz that fandom sucks with this#i hate warriors fans so much it’s unreal. it’s not ‘these writers have weird ideas about what is romantic’ but ‘this character is toxic!!1’#boiling down what can be a meaningful discussion about abuse and patriarchal standards into a purely blorbobrained character argument#about in universe traits like these characters are real and we need to give them counseling#because having the 500th soapbox about bramblestar or nightheart or whoever being abusive makes you feel progressive#like. i'd love to discuss for instance the misogynistic standards that the erins have as writers and how that affects their work.#i dont however care to discuss which Fictional Cat For Ten Year Olds is the most Problematic. bc that does nothing#reminds me of that tweet abt like the fatphobic trope of chars being depressed or hitting a low point and being fat slobs#and ppl came in waves like 'no it makes sense because he was depressed and xyz etc etc' like we're discussing a real person#and not constructs made by writers that show fatphobic ideologies. missed the point so hard dude.#less 'character does this' more 'writer made the character do this'. not even in criticism but in discussing themes etc etc
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