#I guess I want to die
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I kinda think I’m actually starting to go crazy and idk why or what to do about it
#I just#idk#I guess I want to die#I just don’t like myself#and I can’t even control myself anymore#my feelings and thoughts are so scattered#I just don’t want to keep watching myself from third person but I can’t get back to myself
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proposition: danny's hair turns white in random patches when he's used too much power, he just dyes it back to all black when he gets home
#🧻 sharts#danny fenton#danny phantom#guess ill die (danphantom)#dash baxter#paulina sanchez#they're small and in the corner... but they're there. anyway. this is all i have to offer as i fight art block#i think im just blocked becus its the beginning of the semester.. i have a couple things ive sketched but i cant seem to push past sketches#the one (1) good bit about phantom planet to me was that danny got white in his human hair#also... bit of a tag ramble: ill expand on this later (probably) or if anyone asks but danielle's hair is similar to this except she doesnt#bother to dye it all black. danny just wants to keep up appearances. danielle has nothing to lose. its why i drew her w the white hair#tho to me danielle's hair is white on the underside and black on top uniformly while danny's is splotchy and random#okay. goodnight
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Penelope: cupping odysseus's face: I would gut us both and entangled our intentions. I will stitch our skins together and tie us into knots you will never be able to unravel
Odysseus: peppering kisses across her face tearing up: that's the sweetest thing anybody has ever said to me
The rest of court watching them: uM
#epic the musical#(And technically this works for the odyssey too)#Penelope#Odysseus#Odypen#Post canon my beloved#Unhinged penelope my beloved#Body horror i guess#Body horror as flirting#Dony worry odysseus is into it he's also a possessive rat bastard and he also never wants to leave ever again please and thank you#Penelope is just as insane as her husband and I will die on this hill#Also headcanon that odysseus peppers 20 kisses across his wife's face whenever she says something like this#Yes they are also blushing and crying while this happens#Yes they are also sitting on each other#Yes this did happen while they were holding court everybody was very concerned
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In short- the bugs of Hallownest did not take it well. Lots of screaming about "The end of the world" and "past sins coming back to haunt them". Elderbug almost had his second heart attack and basically every bug, other than the Pale King children and Quirrel, hid for several hours. (Zote likes to claim he was the first to make contact)
As for why Dewi's Dad is in Dirtmouth? Well, he wasn't very happy when his 11 year old son told him about going into a 'mysterious cave' to see his bug friends. Adult supervision and all that.
#Elderbug: “Guess I'll die”#Dewi is a lot less intimidating than his Dad. (Despite both looking like eldrich horrors to bugs) He's very gentle with his movements#Compared to his dad who has no idea how to handle bugs at all and is frankly terrified that they are crawling all over him#But man. Dewi idolizes his Dad so hard#The Old Stag is here and Also almost had a heart attack. But he likes Dewi and was curious enough to meet his Dad. <3 why not at this point#Hollow is not wanting to explain their first meeting with Dewi to his Dad. Despite being possessed by an evil moth she-demon.#hehe I loved drawing these guys. tho this took wayyyyy longer than it should have. Anatomy is HARD#dewi#dewi's adventures in Hollow Knight#my art#ask stuff
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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never say never I guess
had a sudden "I want to draw them"
Lyrics from "The Last Goodbye" by Billy Boyd
also a warm up that led to this, wanted to try drawing them again and somehow got inspired a bit
#fanart#my art#sketch#comic#isat siffrin#isat fanart#isat#in stars and time#act 6 spoilers#I just straight up took picture from Act 6 what did you expect#this was supposed to be just a silly-sad sketch#because I'm feeling silly-sad about isat#think whatever you want#did they just decide to go their own way? did they die or something?#who knows#I love this song so much so I cried a bit while drawing#idk makes me emotional#I HIGHLY recommend listening to it#also reading hobbit and lotr too because books are great (movies are great on a technical level)#anyway I guess I can't leave isat that easily#although I kind of not in anymore and all#too overwhelmed#artists on tumblr#siffrin#I just noticed that I drew Siffrin with same face expression as in “You love them” thing pff well they do love their friends after all!#so it fits
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They're the best of each other!
#Something that was meant to be just a quick little drawing of Pete and Steph#I really havent drawn them all that much#and i wanted to work on my steph design#I have a ton of art in my drafts that I have yet to post#so i'm just posting these while I work on more pulp art#idk i thought this was cute#Oh guess what- i got a new facts book#so i'm gonna start doing the fun facts again!#fun fact: squirrels can climb trees faster than they can run on the ground#there are so many squirrels where I live and just about everytime I'm driving in my neighborhood I get scared I'll hit one#the little shits just really love sitting in the middle of the road until the last second smh#hatchetfield#starkid#team starkid#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#starkid npmd#steph lauter#stephanie lauter#mariah rose faith#mariah rose faith casillas#pete spankoffski#peter spankoffski#joey richter#my art#lautski
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"Suck it, weeb-ass BEEETCH!"
Richie loses to Ruth. (She probably cheated)
#I had no plans for this but i guess they're playing some kind of mobile game??? Idk dont look at me okay!!! /silly#Had a few asks sitting in my inbox for awhile (sorry) asking for these two and well i gave it a try 🫡#Something about them looks weird proportionally and it always happens after i draw the clothes SIGH - oh well pretend you dont see it ok#Richie now owes Ruth his lunch for the next three weeks#nerdy prudes must die#NPMD#Hatchetfield#Fanart#Art#richie lipschitz#ruth fleming#Starkid#They should probably have actual phone cases#but i didnt want to draw those tiny extra lines#edit: RICHIE IS TOO TALL!! duh thats the problem. damn who are ya'll letting me make a fool of myself like this huh
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the moment that piqued his curiosity + more veilguard-flavoured yearning
hey why can't rook immediately run back to the lighthouse and yell at solas, why must i carry these secrets i will explode
#da4 spoilers#dragon age#solavellan#solas#miha#veilguard#theresa draws#2024#it's so funny rook has the option to split solavellan apart just by going hey girl you deserve better/he won't want this for you and she'll#just accept it??????????? like alright person i just met some weeks ago this is solid advice#and i had my rook tell her that solas is up to something... but she's just meh he's always like that... so guess i'll die
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Some slight Ghoap in the morning
#let’s just pretend he didn’t die#ghoap#my art#simon ghost riley#I love them ok#I just want Simon to be happy#johnny soap mactavish#cod mw2 ghost soap#cod mw3#ghost soap#digital art#procreate#trying out new shading techniques here#it made the colours pop which is cool#makes my want to go back and rework stuff I have finished lmao#slight ship art I guess. I do enjoy Ghoap art
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Delicious Things
#guilty gear#baiken#anji mito#anbai#my art#sometimes you just gotta draw your otp slow dancing#I kept thinking of some of Wolf Alice's Blue Weekend songs when making this but then Snail Mail's Valentine also snuck its way in there#But occasionally I think about how maybe he'd be able to let her experience the more pleasantly mundane parts of life while traveling#and maybe for a little bit they can pretend that she's not out for a revenge that may eventually consume her#flash forward idk how many years and now they can do whatever they want and honestly? good for them#If I could get some more content of them dancing together I think I'd die happy but until then I gotta keep cooking for myself I guess
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dick grayson , eternally stepping in front of a bullet for bruce wayne.
panels from: the brave and the bold #83 // batman and robin #7 // batman/nightwing: bloodborne // robin #13 // grayson #5 // infinite crisis #7.
#dick grayson#bruce wayne#dick & bruce: i'd die for you#i'm pretty sure there was one other panel i wanted to add but i genuinely can't remember where it was/can't find it#so i guess this is it lmao#webweaving#kinda
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Eddie has a tarantula.
Names her Shelob.
He loves Shelob. Let’s her waltz up and down his arms, takes her on ‘walks.’ (He lets her meander around the living room for like three minutes)
He tries to show everyone his beautiful little friend and everyone is so scared of his beloved, which he finds pathetic. Shelob is an angel, of the highest order.
Robin hates her the most, but she tries to be a supportive friend. Tells Eddie one day that her cousin/best friend/soulmate would probably “love the damn thing, he’s a fucking weirdo like you” and it makes Eddie happy, excited, because Shelob is gorgeous and deserves to be cherished.
Jokes on him cause Robins cousin Steve falls in love with Shelob and Eddie.
#spider daddy Eddie Munson#look Eddie would actually die for Shelob.#Steve falls in love with Shelob AND Eddie.#it’s a two for one.#when they move in together they get another one#Eddie wants to name her Lolth#Steve reasons with him and they name her Lilith#steddie#eddie munson#steve harrington#spider tw#I guess?#worm brain
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I’m still so mentally ill over the whole Luffy refusing to eat unless it’s Sanji’s food thing. Like. We KNOW how fucking feral over food Luffy is. He loves food and loves eating so much that he steals it off other people’s plates and out of their hands and is so impatient when it comes to meals that he’ll literally try and sneak into the kitchen to mooch before it’s ready. Or he’ll try to break into the refrigerator. I know Sanji mentioned putting a lock on it at some point bc Luffy literally wiped it clean. He will not hesitate to eat other people’s portions or literally an entire meal meant for a whole ship of people! He’s unbelievably selfish when it comes to food and that’s just SUCH a central part of his character that it’s become almost endearing. Even in Totto Land Luffy didn’t think for a second before devouring everything in sight, including an entire fucking HOUSE, regardless of the consequences or the people it might affect. Homie did not care!! He’s food driven first and foremost!!!
Until Sanji leaves him. Until he decides that eating—something that he loves and brings him comfort—isn’t WORTH it unless it’s Sanji’s food he’s eating. It’s been shown that Luffy has zero self restraint when it comes to food so the fact that he was SURROUNDED by food on all sides on a food themed island and utterly refused to partake in any of that? Even though he hates being hungry and will always make eating a priority over pretty much anything else?? The amount of willpower it must have taken for him to sit there and purposefully let himself starve, for SANJI. Even when food was offered to him conveniently (in the form of syrup rain) he stubbornly rejected that. Because it wasn’t Sanji’s food. Because it wasn’t Sanji who made it, who always puts so much thought and care into the food he makes, who always indulges Luffy and prepares extra because he knows how much Luffy eats and how much he loves to eat. Luffy literally took one of the most defining traits he has and tossed it out the window. For Sanji. I’m going to fucking blow up
#RAGHHH. RAGHHHHHH#One Piece#Sanlu#Lusan#Sanji#Luffy#WCI#Whole Cake Island#Shima speaks#I just can’t get over it. I’ll never get over it actually.#Luffy refusing food. Bc he wants Sanji more. Bc he CARES about Sanji more#HE REALLY SAID ‘Guess I’ll die ¯\_(ツ)_/¯’#This isn’t even half of it. This doesn’t even tie into the whole ‘I can’t become King of the Pirates without you’ line#Luffy really looked at his utmost goal (becoming Pirate King) and his favorite thing in the world (food) and said#’Without Sanji it’s not worth it. I don’t want it’#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP#He’s never done that for anybody else. I am just SAYING. JUST SAYING!!!!!!#Usopp jokingly: What do you want more the One Piece or Sanji#Luffy without a moment of hesitation: Sanji#Usopp: Haha see I—oh. Oh???#Usopp: Was NOT expecting that tbh.#Luffy: I’ll pick Sanji over food or the One Piece every time :)#Sanji: 😳😳😳😭😭😭#GIGGLING INSANELY. I CANNOT BELIEVE THEM
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20 years isn't that old.
18 (and 1/2) is only two years less than 20. At eighteen, Two-bit lived in his laughs and jokes as the world around him deteriorated. The two kids he once babysat would be torn apart. He would say his goodbyes to one without knowing it, leaving the other dead inside.
17 is three years younger than 20. Dallas Winston and Steve Randle would have been in their last two years in high school. The two, instead of worrying about their futures, were forced to run, both taught how to keep their hands visible and keep their heads low when sirens passed by them on the street.
16 is four years younger than 20. Johnny Cade and Sodapop Curtis, the second youngest group in the gang. One dead in an attempt of being a hero, the other working to the bone to be the other pillar of support to help sustain a household. Sixteen is much closer to twenty, but still not far from ten.
14 is six years younger than 20. Ponyboy Curtis, not even fourteen for over two months, living through the unthinkable. Nearly burned alive, five people dead in less than a year, all but forcing him to live a nightmare.
20 isn't far off from 18. 18 isn't far off from 17. 17 isn't far off from 16. 16 isn't far off from 14. 14 isn't far off from 20.
Darrel Shaynne Curtis Jr. was 20 years old.
#guess who was stuck between the role of a brother and a father#loll wasn't me but u know who#idk what the point of this was i just wanted to spit out the fact that DARRY IS ONLY 20#hes not an adult either you know#my dude is still learning how to be an adult himself#the outsiders#darry curtis#the outsiders 1983#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#johnny cade#dallas winston#steve randle#twobit mathews#its near 1am again so im sorry if it makes no sense 😭😭#i dont even think their ages are rightt💀#please tell me if they're not right bc i might die if these are the wrong ones
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So I Did Call It
And so here's the quotes
#did he betray them? idk I guess a little. but he didn't want to die a pointless death so. i get it.#worlds beyond number#www spoilers#the wizard the witch and the wild one#eioghorain
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