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Me finding out that the new (like...beyond era) management behind Eddsworld (Matt) is...actually an ass towards systems and people with DID according to something he sent on the Eddsworld server:
#soup brain.txt#MATT YOU DICK THAT'S MY CHILDHOOD#āI find it funny that almost every person in the Eddsworld fandom has DID hmā <- Paraphrasing but only so much#Non-DID systems get lumped in with DID especially since it's in the same realm (many minded one body) so although I don't have DID#I get affected by it#That's also why I'm not on the Sally Face server (for a very similar reason but that's because one of the mods is a dick about systems)#And why we're just...kinda not one for joining new servers unless we know two-three people there who actually know us#The fantrial server's different and we ended up lucky#I kinda wanna recede into the dark corners of our brain but you know no one's able to fRONT APPARENT-FUCKING-LY#cw vent#Does this count as syscourse#cw syscourse#<kinda?#cw ableism#/vneg
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well š§āāļø as a reminder this blog is NOT a safe space for trump supporters but it IS a safe place for women, queers, trans ppl, people of color, undocumented people, and any marginalized group.
#if youre feeling upset or disillusioned i am right there with you#but now more than ever#i want to remind you of the importance of community#check in on your friends#advocate for your friends#protect your friends#protect your community and who you love and care about#and we will get through this#my dms and inbox are always open#even if you just want to vent#im also so sad right now but we have to be strong and stick together right now#(also if youre not american pls understand this affects us all and to not invalidate the feelings of americans)
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the transgender urge to curl up like a small fluffy animal against someone you loveās warm body and make little mewling and sighing and whining sounds as they pet you and praise you for having tried so hard to be human until you fall asleep
#itās one of those days#itās one of those nights#iām fine and everything is ok rn. but my brain is kind of not working great#i feel so⦠limited. like thereās a lot i want to do but my energy and focus just isnāt there#and my emotions are just always lowkey sad and lonely rn#so iām just desperate for physical affection#but i canāt really get much of that atm#i just want to cuddle for an hour with someone#maybe more#*tired and sad puppy noises*#personal post
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How fandom portrays Tim's first months as Robin:
Tim: Batman, it's time for your anti-depressants.
Bruce: *grumbles*
Tim: Speak louder.
Bruce: Go away Jason.
Tim: It's Tim, actually.
Bruce: GO AWAY.
How it actually was in the Batman comics:
Tim: How did my report card got on your fridge?
Bruce: I took a look at your grades, and they were great, why? Except for chemistry. Maybe you should not go out as Robin to focus on school.
Tim: Not happening. I'm not falling for that.
Bruce: Well, if you are really going to do this, we should add bubble wrap to the suit.
Tim: I'm not made of glass.
Bruce: Are you sure about that? By the way, do you eat enough? ALFRED, can you cook something for Tim? He needs some food.
Tim: I'm fine Bruce!
Bruce: Are you sure? Do you want a hug? If you want a hug, you can ask. I can have Alfred make some hot chocolate.
Tim: You realize I have parents, rights?
Bruce: I don't see them in this room.
#bruce wayne#batman#tim drake#robin#alfred pennyworth#batfam#dc comics#my ramblings#they said āhe needs a kid to take care ofā and they were right#he is actually sweet with Tim he is really just need a baby to be better#Tim isn't taking care of his mental health he just has to show up and let Bruce do his thing#he keeps hugging Tim and touching him to reassure him and telling him to stay safe#It must have been overwhelming for Tim to get so much affection when his parents barely interract with him#And Bruce checks Tim's grades THAT'S NOT YOUR KID BRUCE#and Tim is straight up living in the manor when his parents are away#and Bruce bringing him hot chocolate when he is scared about his parents#Bruce āI don't need grief counseling I need a childā Wayne
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Book 2 au with Zuko and Katara Lee and Huamei
Katara is separated from her friends, and so she's left to travel the earth kingdom on her own. She stumbles across Zuko, who is similarly travelling on his own. They decide that pairing up and travelling together would be best
#zutara#zuko#katara#atla#my art#book 2 au#book 2 aus have been done before but i wanted to try my own take with tropes i personally enjoy akdjslkdks#also had the urge to draw zutara arguing and just not getting along in general qldjkakslsk#i recently finished natla and also just rewatched book 1 so zutara book 1 dynamic where they're quite hostile with each other is on my mind#they decide to travel together but obviously they don't get along at all at the start#they find each other annoying but that annoyance slowly turns into affection#also alsooo#short hair zuko enjoyers hello#i have switched over to the side of short hair zuko ajrskakdlksjd#also thinking about how to put short hair katara into this akdjaljdlskf#i just think short hair zutara neat :>>
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many things about the chronicles of Narnia made me irrevocably insane at the small age of six years old but one of the big ones was the bit in prince Caspian where caspian blows susan's horn to try and summon help and it summons the pevensie kids like. that's crazy ok. that's insane. imagine at 12 years old you're given a horn thats purpose is basically summoning divine intervention & then years later someone blows it and summons YOU . I'm crazy !
#for me the thing i think about most wrt narnia is like. becoming a legend. the prophecy kids thing goes pretty basicstyle in the first book#but once u get to prince caspian ur dealing w these 4 people whove basically fufilled the prophecy but their lives arent over!!#both on earth and in narnia theyre figuring out what it means to live past the end of their own stories#& not just the conclusion theyve also lived past the happily ever after thehve had those entire lives as prophecized kings and queens n now#they just have to be people! it makes me a bit crazy#did you know wwii was an event that affected many people and showed up in lots of literature at the time in small ways.#cleb talky#narnia
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(Not) an approved use of the Power Of Friendship
#lego monkie kid#lmk#qi xiaotian#sun wukong#mk#six eared macaque#liu'er mihou#monkey king#shadowpeach#monkie kid#monkey trio#stonefruit trio#for when mac inevitably gets fully adopted into the squad and becomes the token introvert#faced on all sides with excited golden-retriever energy. Pray for him#seriously if he and swk ever actually reconciliate it's gonna be SO funny#brace for AFFECTION#plz let them cuddle. cuddle pile#plz i need it#have you SEEN how much monkeys will climb over and sit atop one another???#oh lawd i forgot when i was drawing this that sun wukong is canonically made of stone#imagine getting (lovingly!) tackled by that#celestial monkeys here to remind you that the 'celestial' part is completely dominated by the 'monkey' bit#could monkey king get hit with a case of the sniffles just from horsing around in the rain? probly not.#do i CARE? definitely not#rainy day shenanigans#*inflicts northwest autumn experience upon my faves*#excuse me i meant Fall because it does make you fall right down#its flu season everybody go get ur shots#brought to you by my headcanon that macaque actually likes rainfall#and he definitely likes snowfall
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i think everyone who's ever had migraines should be financially compensated forever btw
#camera talks#disability stuff#this is for my chronic migraine girlies (gn) <3#i think we should all get 1 million million dollars everyday actually#this is the worst fucking night of my life (everytime i have migraines) (specifically rn tho)#chronic pain#chronic migraine#migraines#chronically ill#disabled#disclaimer because idk Iāve got a lot of notes on this#I have diagnosed chronic migraines. I used to have them 5-6 times a week#now with medication on a good week Iāll only be affected 2-3 days#on bad weeks itās much worse#anyways donāt doubt my condition I know what Iām talking about thx
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proof that they were together in the past or... it could all mean nothing
#armandiel#armandaniel#devil's minion#armand#armand iwtv#daniel molloy#interview with the vampire#iwtv#assad zaman#eric bogosian#myiwtvedit#armandielalreadyhappened#look I get the whole daniel not being intimidated by armand and that intrigues him#intrigues them both#but... THESE MOMENTS#especially the alice scene#it was the only moment we saw armand genuinely being affected by someone's reaction#that doesn't affect him at his story at all (absolutely nothing to lose if Daniel was sad on the contrary)#was it just empathy?#why#and WHY DID DANIEL FEEL FREER TO HOLD A WOMAN'S HAND IN PARIS as opposed to anywhere in the world#esp since we established paris was more queer friendly#hm???????????#let me dream
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i'm really so curious how deeply tbhx is gonna go with its whole premise of "heroes are made and gain powers based on trust" because i really wasn't anticipating that
1) moon/xiao yueqing has teleportation-based powers but because everyone wants her and nice to stick together, her teleportation leads back to nice which was INSANE to me
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2) lin ling is becoming increasingly more worried about being clean and perfect which is a side effect of nice's image of perfection which is indicating that this whole trust system can have mental effects??? and that's horrifying to me???
we are 2 episodes in, how deep is this gonna go
#pj talks#y'know this kinda makes how moon didn't rly fight during the first ep fight make a little more sense#'cause like if her only thing is being able to tp to nice and they're kinda in a very enclosed space#where the termination letters are getting shot out and all then she can't do much#also moon's entire job kinda being planned from the start even from when she started travel-blogging.......#we're probably never gonna see moon again after that episode and thank GOD for that go get your life back queen#but thank you for the bits of your life you did tell us#i'm eating this shit up#eh y'know what#to be hero x#need to see other ppl speculate on how bad this could get#also need other ppl to be rly deeply worried about the mental side effects thing w me#bc i was considering that#before the episode#is it possible for ppl to believe so hard in lin ling being nice that lin ling starts to just forget who he is#but i was like. pshhhhhh no right.#that couldn't happen right?? you can't literally affect his brain and sense of self right??#um well. i'll be the first to say i was Wrong
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Always her babyā¦
#I got a bit⦠over zealous and finished all three sketches in this series before posting them#and not Iām sad to not post them all together but itās okay#the series being Telemachus getting affection of course#Iāll post the others tomorrow and the day after#nillyart#nillyfanart#epic the musical#epic fanart#epic telemachus#epic the musical telemachus#telemachus#telemachus epic the musical#Telemachus epic#penelope#penelope epic the musical#Penelope epic#epic the musical penelope#epic penelope#epic: the musical
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PRINTER?? or brick phones :3
hi its been like 4 months enjoy
#pig does art#objectum#objectum art#OURGGHHH SORRY it took forever to do that last panel my apologies#but seriously youre so real for this. printers are BEAUTIFUL!!!!! i love their shapes... their design their little lids and trays.#gosh they're awesome. gave affection to my own printer while making this they're so beautiful#longest fuckin art id in my life lets get it#pigs personal faves
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What is this tension?
FIRST - PREVIOUS - NEXT
MASTERPOST (for the full series / FAQ / reference sheets)
(Chara's dialoge being a different shade of red is NOT a plot thing. It's just supposed to make it easier to read)
#deltarune#undertale#crossover#crossover comic#utdr#undertale fanart#deltarune fanart#twin runes#twin runes comic#my art#kris dreemurr#frisk#chara#ralsei#deltarune susie#is kris breaking down in fear of their own mortality?#are they handling it poorly?#why yes they are#are they planning on telling their friends the reason why?#I highly doubt it#but careful#people might be watching :)#anyways we really get to see how Asgore's failing business is also affecting this dark world in a way
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i think its so funny when people take the way donnie acts at face value even though its a horrible lie because he's a horrible liar, while understanding leo is bullshitting very well despite him actually being GOOD at bullshitting. many such cases
#personal#rottmnt#although tbf its probably because with leo its unpacked more thoroughly in the movie#donnie is not a morally ambiguous emotionally unavailable bad boy. he is very sensitive actually#he's a little crybaby /aff#and like this isnt hidden. he isnt SECRETLY sensitive or secretly caring its very out in the open actually#he's not hiding it well AT ALL AND THEY ALL KNOW IT LMAOOOOOOOO#i think donnie's perception of himself is somewhat earnest and somewhat. not? he DEFINITELY thinks he's more evil than he actually is#BGHFHDHGJFHG#i think what causes him to lash out and struggle to communicate is his inability to articulate his feelings#they are just too big for him. like its the exact opposite of robotic#he cant force himself to give a fuck but when he DOES its too much#so he yells and lashes out or he shuts down completely#honestly i think the perception of him being too sensitive being a problem makes way more sense than the perception of him being 'robotic'#when it comes to struggles in how his family sees him at least#even in little ways you can see him take it pretty personally when he's insulted#he struggles to blow things off#and i think it would also explain his tendency to like. visibly calm himself down when he gets upset? its a thing he does a lot in the show#he desperately wants to destroy that perception of him because he's trying so hard to close himself off#he doesn't want to be the sensitive one that cant take anything. it especially works in line with his shell#it was a big inspiration for canary continuity tbh. donnie should struggle with being the sensitive one in fic more#mikey is more empathetic and he's more emotional but donnie's quicker to feel offended or take things personally#BACKED UP HEAVILY BY CANON#that 'you can be honest with me! no hard feelings' - 'he's lyinggggggg'#like he's not upset with them babying him as much as he is with them genuinely finding it frustrating that he can fall behind like that#and just cannot take shit like that. so he tries to pull back and not seem as affected as he is#theyre a very cuddly family but mind you they can be actually mean to each other like that!!
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Oddly enough one of the most meaningful/painful parts of I Saw the TV Glow was when Owen is sitting there, watching the old tapes, someone with a family and an adulthood (or so she tells us), however small and sad that life is, and she tells us how abjectly humiliated she is rewatching them. The cheesiness of the show, its stilted and childish plots, the bad acting and bad visuals and whatever elseā Owen is humiliated to have been saved by this bad TV show. And regardless of the fact that I donāt think the Pink Opaque she watches is the actual Pink Opaque that saved her, it tunes into this fascinating and essential part of living dissociated from your actual life and restored/saved/rescued by media, which is the shame of living like this. Yes, this was the thing that helped me survive; it was awful and childish and embarrassing and I canāt believe I survived it, I canāt believe I got through this period with the help of this. Itās so easy, when your life is so small, to be ashamed of your lifelines: itās so easy to survive and look back and be horrified at how pathetic (however untrue it may be) and pitiable you were, and then, in reaction to that blinding embarrassment, lash out at your former self, try to say how much youāve moved on (because youāre better now, of course youāre better, you donāt need to be saved by anything, right?). You loved this? The reason youāre alive is because of this? How embarrassing. How sad.
#my post#i saw the tv glow#anyway I saw the tv glow affected me so deeply that I can only really think about it in bursts like twice a week#not really an essay just musing on one of the things I canāt get out of my head from that movie
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only you
(art prints)
#arcane#jayvik#this blanket haunts me... it's about the attachment!! the affection!!#i think they're very sweet. they won me over when the finale aired and i've been wanting to draw them since then#they really knew how to get ME specifically (a catradora fan) with their final scene#(arcane s2 spoilers in my next tag)#what if we declared our love and were willing to sacrifice ourselves together inside the heart of etheria- i mean the heart of the hexgate#even the song that plays during that scene is called I PROMISED YOU.... real shera fans will understand#also love viktor's long hair (unsurprisingly)#jayce talis#viktor arcane#viktor#jayvik fanart#arcane fanart#blue#green#pink
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