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Is the twitter/tiktok takeover still going? I don't remember the last one taking this long
#ramblings#tho i may be misremembering#they didn't have a comp of all the answers out by the same day in previous takeovers did they?#i genuinely can't remember lol#i wanna have the full context for what ppl are talking abt but it's getting late and i'll probably be in bed soon
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Movie Night 🍿
#Just added a few more touch ups on this old drawing#The DVD box cover is just Sinister 😆 But that wasn't the movie I was thinking they were watching when I drew this. Can't remember what was#though...#It's possible I wasn't thinking of any movie in particular. 🤷♀️ I shoulda written it down.#connie maheswaran#steven quartz universe#steven universe#connverse#my shiz#su#Halloween#skedoobles#Ohhh I got quiet a movie list to watch 🤞 this month because I hadn't been watching much films this year. 😁#Movie Night
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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don’t wanna get too into it bc… nsfw but how does asexual greed work when he literally says that he wants sex and women? is he just not attracted to them in that way or–
well in terms of nitty-gritty homunculi biology they are quite literally an asexual species, like father reproduces via budding lol. And then given his physical embodiment of lust herself seemingly has no sex drive and is instead Way more interested in killing it's a pretty easy conclusion that as a species they just have no sexual interests because why would they (pretty sure father as the dwarf in the flask had some comments about finding human pairings distasteful, and given all his kids are just offshoots of his personality i can't see that shifting much haha (also more shitposty take but there's the much funnier observation that all of the homunculi come with their funny little onsies literally built-in to their regenerative code so there is an incredibly real chance they're all just ken dolls down there anyways))
as for why greed himself says stuff like wanting women and sex etc., i mean he also says he wants money and power and the finer things in life and then spends his time happily hanging out in a dingy dive bar with no real long-term goals besides 'hang out with my friends and investigate immortality which is definitely for me and not for anyone else that i'd be sad to see die no siree don't ask me why i'm doing this if i'm already virtually immortal'
so yeah it's a fun aspect of his character that greed says he tells the truth but he will also just sort of...lie about his own drives to himself and others all the time lol - i'd almost chalk it up to his love of performance but there's def also some intentional personal misdirection going on, which was very obvious as greedling when ling (correctly) calls him out on acting like all he wants is power when really the only thing he wants is to have friends
basically he says he wants money and power and women and sex because that's what common human desires are but then he makes absolutely 0 effort to follow through on any of those claims because deep down that isn't actually anything he's interested in
#greed: haha yeah I want money and sex and the finer things#also greed: what if I lived in a sewer#anyways i'm sure i've made these arguments more eloquently before but I can't be bothered to find those asks again right now haha#but yeah greed is a funny guy who is also a Fascinating character study when you remember he represents a driving part of what was the dwar#a lot of bravado hiding a genuine desire for human connection#reply#fma#meta#i suppose lol
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"I hope you told your brother how much you loved him, because you're probably never gonna see him again."
"..."
"Was that too dark?"
"YES!"
"Sorry."
#mario movie#mario move spoilers#super mario bros movie#super mario bros#mario and luigi#super mario bros movie spoilers#cherrysip edits#i was gonna make a different gifset today but then i found that new trailer and WELL HERE WE ARE lol#TOAD SERIOUSLY CAN YOU READ THE ROOM HERE???????????#first time in the town was kinda funny second time was genuinely a bit upsetting to the point that i gasped when i heard the dialogue#mario would prefer you Do Not Say Things Like That!!!!!!!#he is no way shape or form emotionally prepared to grapple with the idea of his brother being dead or never being able to find him#that would end him. that would destroy him. he would truly not know how to go on. so that is just firmly Not a Possibility in his brain#(and now i made myself REALLY sad thinking about mario remembering this conversation a little later and wondering#when WAS the last time he told luigi he loved him????? he can't remember. he loves his brother more than anything and anyone#but he hasn't said it outloud in so long and the realization of that is extremely painful. there's some more angst for you!!!)#anyway this is just a compilation of all the significant scenes where mario and luigi are actually together we've seen so far and I CRY#also the brand-new one of them running through town!!! omg it's perfect#with mario doing unnecessary parkour and luigi just diligently jogging along on the outside and avoiding the mess#the characterization even in the tiniest moments like this is truly CHEF'S KISS#will be working on more gifsets because my brain just needs to stare at all this until the movie comes out lololol
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being so emotionally attached to a fictional character is crazy because whatever happens to them could literally makes your life better or worse....
It's weird lol like these people are not real yet they affect your life so much...to the point that if they died it feels like an actual relative or a close friend died...and ur like gonna feel really really down for months or years
especially if u relate to the character so much that you feel like you know what they're feeling and thinking.....like it's really weird
#no i am not okay#ha ha no cieric stop it your parasocial relationship with wanda is showing ha ha#i relate to wanda maximoff so much i almost follow her into the afterlife lol#like my life already sucks back then and she's the only thing that's keeping me intact and she died too..#like i am genuinely so depressed when wanda died...like I remember feeling like i am losing weight because i can't eat#Wanda Maximoff#marvel#scarlet witch#parasocial relationships#is this parasocial?#google tell that whatever i have with wanda is not normal lol#txt post
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Does anyone know what Jon calls Clark's parents? Does he just call them Ma and Pa? Or does he have grandparent names for them?
#dc comics#superman#clark kent#jon kent#genuine question lol#i can't remember ever seeing him address them#pa kent#ma kent#martha kent#jonathan kent
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My Rainy Day Comm from @ruiaes
#self ship#<3#his hair is wavier than usual but it's because the rain got to him first (poor dude has yet to grasp the unpredictable local weather) befor#umbrellas from the nearest convenience store could be purchased. I was fortunate enough to wear a hat >:3 (wanted to match him and gain a#bit of height lol) Also I just now realized his hand on my waist omg >////< Artist did so well with the colours (and taking in my requests#I like it! maybe too much because *Inhale* I replaced my old laptop background with it (I genuinely can't remember how long I had that for)#*exhales* the end of an era. . .#10/10 would go back to this artist for another comm again~#Lynn x Adam#Lynn posts
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been writing again. i miss writing for fun aha. pain why is this guy so repressed and fucked up.
this one's about lightning n plants n blah blah symbolism stuff and i stopped writing it over two years ago but now i'm back ig. mako is having a terrible time post-canon and it's great! (for me) i dumped out some stuff that i find unusable and am hoping the rest holds up to a reasonable extent
#lychee's word trash#rose beds and gasoline veins#it's genuinely been SUCH a long minute lolololol#yes i've got myself a crippling attachment to mako from lok idk what to tell you#i just threw out 1k from 6k but i'm writing rn and avoiding studying so it kinda skyrocketed to 7.3k!#if i think about him too hard my heart hurts for this fictional guy so like#y'know you gotta cope by watching that “just too hot” video on crack#i don't really know exactly Where this is going bc i forgot my initial plans#i should really start outlining otherwise i forget all my ideas instantaneously lol#guys i really wish that i wrote an outline for the time travel au bc i knew i had good ideas#i just can't remember what those good ideas were </3
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#they speak!#it's probably just the illness that's making me extra irritable but like.#roommate kept coming up to me this morning going oh did i wake you up? i'm sorry if i did. did i do that or no? i'm really sorry.#and i kept telling him to stop saying sorry because i didn't have the brain power to phrase#'you could've been more considerate of your volume but you also have the right to use the common space so it's whatever'#but he said it to me again before i went to my room just now and it's like. ok. shut up.#if you actually cared that much u would've just been quieter in the first place actually.#anyways. annoyed. there were some annoying customers in the store today but it was whatever.#i feel like my fucks to give had already worn out with all the ppl in my social circle/my parents and the recent ongoings of that#[redacted] was being passive aggressive to me in the group chat and it's like. ok! idk what u want from me.#and i'm grateful for them for coming over and helping me with cleaning last week#and it's those sorts of actions that let me know they care and want good things for me#but like. i haaaate telling them anything because even innocuous non-private things get turned into judgement with them.#also. more and more i can feel how i'm drifting away from h and now with retrospect i can see how we mutually hurt each other :)#i keep coming back to this one period where i really wanted to take them to try dimsum and they kept saying they were too scared to try it#and in their new friend group they regularly go out n get dimsum together. which on the surface is like. why didn't you want to go with /me#i told you i wanted to share what i liked and i would explain what things were and i could do the talking and you still said no#but it's also very much a reflection of how i always rolled over and enabled them. i never challenged them. i was always passive.#i also feel like i'm heavily neglecting e and a recently and i can tell how the physical distance is affecting us and idk. it's weird.#anyways. another post that should've been a journal entry! lol!#when [redacted] helped with cleaning they also buried my journal under my like#300 packets of sesame candies and i can't be bothered to dig it out. also my bandaids are missing now. <3#ik this also sounds passive aggressive but genuinely appreciate the help i just kinda hate how they think hidin everything in boxes is good#'we need to get you some more storage boxes and containers!!' actually i think that will be the opposite of helpful.#i need everything visible and on open surfaces so i can 1) remember they exist for me to use and 2) not have barriers for me to get to them
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dehradun days
you meet them for the first time,
knowing it's probably the last.
might as well make the most of this time,
since life comes at you fast.
you find the strangest of signals
in the no-network zones.
cross-tent communication with folks,
just rambling about the unknown.
there's the warmth of shared laughter,
that carries you through freezing nights,
and you look up at the flickering stars,
to finally see things in a different light.
and at 11,000 ft above sea level
you finally reach the peak,
just to realise the joy was in the journey,
and the friends you made that week.
you'll visit caves & splendid cafes,
and remember the city in mere parts,
but years later, you'll still tell everyone,
how dehradun captured your heart.
#inertia-writes#poets on tumblr#desi poetry#dehradun poetry#poems on india#poems on life#desiblr#being desi#dehradun#i went on a trek w the lowest of expectations and it was one of the best experiences of my life#it's so refreshing to meet people from different cities and of different ages and backgrounds#jan and feb were pretty meh but things have been looking upwards from march (thank you god - i acknowledge your existence)#thought of writing a happy poem for a change of tone (and also maybe because i am genuinely happy :) )#this isn't one of my best poems i feel - it's a bit unrefined - but who cares it is one of my happy ones sooooo#there are times when absolutely nothing significant happens and there are days when years happen#i didn't go in the mountains for solitude - i felt that here already haha. i went for a change.#but i gained so many memories w people and so many positive perspectives that i needed in general. also nayata premier league <3#i think i believe in destiny now. i was destined to meet those people and have a good time and come back to reality w a spring in my step#and maybe the mountains were calling. can't stay away from snow too long - i was born during snowy days anyway#came back home and am still in some weird positive trance - good for me#also my lucky streak is still going on - kaavish released a new song#historic moment in time (thank you god 2x)#poems on friendship#found family#poems on found family#all the may '23 - feb '24 melancholy has been washed out of my system. i am now set for the next tragedy of my life lol#dekhte hai kab tak khush rehti hu mein - kuch bhayankar honewala hai aisa lag raha hai#i do not remember the last time i was happy for a month straight - am i living in a virtual simulation?#whoever is controlling my life rn - i would like to continue to stay in this simulation - thanks v much
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hey guys. whouffaldi. what the fuck
#no exclamation mark. no question mark. I need you to hear my voice. feel how deadpan this is#like what are we gonna start calling tenrose “wholfnant” or smth#LMAO ninerose could be wholfeston#or just wholf! xD#I mean it's so funny and technically I guess I get it... but why#why would you do this#it took me so long to figure out why the fuck it was called that#or what it even WAS#whouffle is bad-a-bloody enough#but whouffaldi?#somehow even more confusing#I genuinely do not know how to pronounce either of these#also think it's extra funny bc it seems so random who gets the weird fucked up ship names and who doesn't#just stick to twleveclara and elevenclara you psychos LOL#twelveclara#whouffaldi#doctor who#dear god hold on I forgot about... whatever the hell the master and doctor are called. I can't remember how to spell it at ALL. guys.
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Em, thank you so much for sharing your story and creating this blog! Your tumblr account has become a sort of a comfort place for me. I absolutely adore the way you interact with your readers and love the fact that your anons have been respectful (even though I realize that most likely there were some rude and insensitive messages because it is something that goes hand in hand with publishing any sort of art publicly. And if that is the case for you too, my heart goes out to you <3 )
Every time I see a new post here I smile. I love going through your asks (I prefer to make random amount of swipes and just read wherever the scrolling stops, I call it ‘tumblr roulette’ lol, it never fails to surprise me with pieces of information I know I’ve read before but forgot about because my memory isn’t that good).
Your posts from October/November of the last year hold a special place in my heart. Back then I was going through a very harsh time with my job practically sucking out the last droplets of my blood and sanity. I vividly remember standing outside of the building on my lunch break and smoking cig after cig like a chimney (-100000000 out of 10 experience would never recommend) and I swear the moment I was about to burst into tears I got a Tumblr notification of a new post on your blog. It was about Halloween outfits your characters would choose. Despite my state I got slightly amused with some of the choices. I managed to go through the rest of my day without crumbling down completely with the help of the thoughts of your game in the back of my mind. I know it may sound ridiculous but your story and that ask in particular really helped me shift the focus from my struggles and somewhat unwind in a healthy escapism way.
I’ve been meaning to reach out to you a long ago to thank you but I knew that telling you all of this might not be welcome as we all are strangers here (and not all authors and readers may find it appropriate when some random person on Tumblr dot com overshares and I’m sorry if I made someone uncomfortable). But I just wanted you to know that what you do not only provides some of your fans with a magnificent gaming experience but also a much needed respite from unwanted experiences of reality.
I hope life treats you well, wish you all the luck with your artistic endeavors and always remember that your mental and physical health should always be prioritized!
This was such a nice message to open tumblr to 😭💚
Honestly, BA was something I started making for my own comfort, especially since I didn't expect to get any traction, but seeing it become a thing of comfort for others has been a really nice experience!
Idk if it's because of the themes of the story or something, but I've genuinely yet to get a rude message yet lol and I'm really appreciative of how nice and relaxed the atmosphere of this blog has been. And I'm glad it's become a place for some people to unwind to.
#em answers#long post#reminder#also the halloween post?? you've been here so long omgg#I know some people find it hard to believe but I genuinely remember all my regular and semi regular followers lol#also I can't speak for my followers but I don't mind oversharing if it's like this#just because idc about being big or popular or anything (actually almost deleted when I originally saw my follower count boom sksks)#and my major reason for sharing my work is for things like this like idk I need this story so maybe others need to it#anyway now I'm ranting ajsjs but yeah thank you for letting me know
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also riawin timeloop ("canon compliant" (still focusing on character so not canon compliant in that way)) ft. the attempts to make things work but that only goes Winston? more like Win State over giving up on that b/c he's in a situation where no matter what he does the other person chooses to see him as a nonperson (so canon compliant it's barely an au. the role sure exited the iterative loop upon giving up on all that (not possible to Win (the final Lose is others killing him))
#iterative process of [background market events(tm)] + [abuse] like that is the framework in which winston is contained yes#(remembers i already had this idea) (remembers this is like. barely a change from any ideas along the lines of how yeah riawin could#happen in a form & just be [abusive friend sometimes wants to have More Intimacy from abused friend (emotional; physical; sexual; &c)])#timeloops as device to contain Efforts navigating xyz emotional process like sure it could be escape room for a preexisting dynamic#just that the ''right'' way to interact w/someone isn't a relationship development involving any increased closeness lol#the fun part that is pursuing like Relationship Growth & getting seeming ''successes'' now & then but ofc not actually#not Lastingly either. next day being a potential seeming reset whether you're in a loop or no#as per the [would barely change anything from irl] as per the idea of What If Your Day Repeated only being so different if like#the idea is that during that day you did some Big Shift by the end so that the tomorrow would be so [wow; post That]#also just for emphasis like wouldn't even be like loop ends with riawin Breakup. wouldn't necessarily start w/them ''together''#''canon compliant'' had them being a coworker duo & ''friends'' or having just out of frame interactions all the time(?) anyway so like#the breakup / opposite of Successful Getting Together / Relationship Growth getting to be entirely personal#given that the personal sure isn't going to be genuinely interacted with by the person who sees the other as Other / object / nonperson#can't believe the ''person'' i totally liked & was friends with stopped talking to me & w/o explanation (that i would accept) evil wtf#people just don't want to date & get/stay married & have kids & defer to their abusive relatives these days. We used to be a Society :(#they don't even want to go the extra mile & be a team player & no overtime pay & professionalism(tm) & in charge of my ego &
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need to get back to being the new me i built for myself before i got sick so badddddddd </3
#:)#2023 me was an iconic bitch i miss having a god complex and enjoying life so much lmao#idk i just had a bunch of revelations that i've pretty much emotionally backslid into the old me that sucked and it's bumming me out#like genuinely i can't remember the last time i made a choice based on my own desires instead of passive surrender lol#need desperately to take control and start doing shit again. the anemia is being handled. the opportunity is there#i miss going places and doing things and writing my fic and blogging umineko and hanging out with my friends!#and there's no reason why i can't do these things other than my own shitbrain leaving me too scared and depressed!#like. i've got kidney disease! i'm not some victorian maiden wasting away of ill humors!#this is legit an almost completely asymptomatic chronic illness i need to stop letting it win!#i just gotta get less miserable to the point where i actually wanna get out of bed again. then you will all See
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having tea this lovely morning bc i got my yearly Bad Throat+Nose Time :) never fails
#just me hi#On phone cuz I don't have the energy to grab my computer rn lmaoo#Anyway I get this Every Year since I was like. hm well for as long as I can remember but we all know we can't trust that Lmfvshfh#Though usually I get it around Christmas. Like a couple weeks or Days before christmas which sucks cuz I like singing the carols at mass </#But no carols this year + I only got it last night so that's interesting I guess hfvshf#//BTW this tea feels like it has licorice in it#I can't taste it exactly but if you know what I'm talking about licorice tea gives a Feeling#In the mouth. Can't quite explain it I just know it's good lol#/it's uncomfortable to swallowwwww wauhhhh :(#Still caught myself doing carols earlier though so we're not at the stage where we borderline can't speak ehe :3#I've had 3 kinds of can't speak from this thing before and they all hurt lmfvshf 💥#I've had the Genuinely Can't Make Sounds Oh The Agony Ohhhhh#I've had the Whispering For Weeks#And I've also had that odd one that is Can't Use My Upper Pitch So I'm Stuck Speaking From The Chest Which Is Annoying lolll#Still have my normal voice rn though even though it's like eating fistfuls of woodshavings :D#/Also I have been RAPID fire sneezing. Olympic stuff you would not Believe#ma believes it's trolly just the sudden weather change which would make sense#But again this happens every year without fail so#/it's not contagious either I'm just suffering alone. Can't even take any of my siblings down with me what kind of torment is this#//ooouu my tea's cooling down :3 I can now sippy#//i have gotta do smth aby the autocorrect on this phone it's killing me Gkfvhsg#Gonna go fix that rn TOODLES
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