#I found you; Faker!|Anon

[mobianxcycle]

How do the muns think of they way characters are portrayed in Frontiers? Specifically the main gang (Sonic, Tails, Amy, Knuckles)? Are there things you decided to HC instead of the canon in the game of these characters?

Headcanon Ask

Hooo, boy. That's a doozy of a thing to start one. Okay, let me start with Sonic. Sonic's portrayal in Frontiers is pretty top notch, in my opinion. Take this from someone who enjoyed games like Sonic Adventure 1 & 2, Sonic Heroes, Sonic 06 (sorta. His personality was fairly on point then. For the most part. Sue me-), Sonic Unleashed, and Sonic: Black Knight. These were all games that properly portrayed Sonic's willingness to put others first, to prioritize his friends and the world over himself. While the portrayal will never, ever top what Black Knight gave us, it is definitely up there.

Moving onto Knuckles, while his portrayal isn't perfect by any means. But it is pretty good. It falls in line pretty well with what we were given in Adventure 1 and Black Knight, with Knuckles being very honor driven, and dedicated to his history. It also did a great job reminding us that Knuckles was most certainly getting lonely and bored on his island, as him running around Ares Island helps to remind us that he enjoys treasure hunting and exploring as much as ever. So, when he says that he wants to see the world, and go his own way, it actually makes a lot of sense.

I shall begin with Amy, as she is the first of the two players come across. I really enjoy her portrayal, personally. She acts akin to a worried relative to the little Koco's around the islands. Even when she is aware of what they really are, she still finds it in her to be worried about them, wanting the best for them. It also shows the fact that she has, indeed, grown since the last time we got to see her this one-on-one.

Her want to go on her own and be her own person, instead of that clingy girl who used to be overly attached to Sonic is a long overdue moment in their relationship. Hopefully, this continues on and we get to keep seeing Amy bettering herself.

As for Tails, well, his doubts about himself have been coming for a long time. At least, in my opinion. He's a genius kid who is looked to for saving the world multiple times over. He has messed up little things and it cost big prices, of course he has this kind of anxiety!

He also has long overdue needs to go out on his own and become his own person. Out of the characters, I feel like he should've been the one most hesitant to leave Sonic's side, but, like-

C'mon now, Sonic was obviously happy for him, for all of them. I see no issue in their desires to become their own people.

[welcome-to-green-hills]

Hey Mystery!, do you think this scene should be said in Sonic movie 3?

*In the middle of a city in downtown…*

Sonic”Hey! You faker!!”

*Shadow smirks at his comment…*

Shadow”I believe Your the fake hedgehog around here…”

*Tom, with other cops, utterly confused at what’s happening*

Bonus points if they overlap vocal tracks with each other and have the music on full blast😂❤️✨

I think that something similar to their fight in Prison Island could happen, yeah.

[pupyuj]

Mean dom wonnie and yujin/ OR MAYBE REI being the mean girl duo, top at their class and just happens to get interested in you, maybe g!p🗣️✨🎀 with an unnie kink✨

gonna do mean girls wony and rei bcs ehehe i don’t write enuff rei 🥺🥺😢💓 plus ya’ll do NOT want me to yap about mean girl yuj or else we’ll end up with a ycs-long rant about me wanting mean girl yuj to make up a horrible rumor about me and ridicule me in front of the entire student body and then break my glasses and laugh in my face about it… THE VOICESSSS 👹👹👹👹

anyways, pardon for the long author’s note but omg i rlly enjoyed this ask for some reason LIKE I HAD SO MUCH FUN WHILE WRITING IT 😵‍💫😵‍💫🤭 i couldn’t incorporate unnie kink at all bcs i completely forgot about it MY APOLOGIES I HOPE YOU DON’T MIND ANON 🥺🙏

mean girls wony and rei who scares everyone except you bcs you always end up being third best at the class bcs of them and so you absolutely hate their guts 😡 never receiving the praises you deserve bcs they hog all the spotlight as well as the top marks.. mean girls wony and rei who took an interest for the feisty academic overachiever you, (y/n), bcs they finally noticed you glaring daggers at them from the top of your book from across the courtyard benches one summer afternoon in the campus… mean girls wony and rei who take it to themselves to teach you a thing or two about respecting your betters 🤭✨✨

them somehow catching you studying alone in an empty classroom.. talking to you with fake smiles with an even faker tone of speaking, offering to help you review for the next week’s assessments which you refused quite rudely… and ofc wony wasn’t going to let that slide! 👿👿 here they were, offering you a nice way to finally beat them in the class and yet reject them?? in such a tone too?? you were just asking to be punished!

wony grabbing your chin harshly.. digging her nails in your skin before she stuffs your mouth with her fingers, daring you to speak to them like that again.. while rei’s off to the side recording all of this with her phone… ykw maybe you were shitting your pants bcs what the fuck??? “well?? you were so brave just a few minutes ago..” wony says, laughing as you gagged and choked on her long fingers 😵‍💫 rei spotting you eyeing down wonyoung’s hard-on.. “wony, i think there’s something else (y/n) would rather have in her mouth.”

“of course! fucking slut. come on, rei-yah. let’s give her what she wants and fill her up.”

ughhfhfhschcbcj rei occupying your mouth while wonyoung keeps one of your hands busy.. you completely forgetting that rei is recording bcs all of a sudden you were their little whore and all you wanted to was to please them?? sucking off rei so good that her normally soft moans are louder, her head thrown back while she uses her free hand to keep your head still, thrusting her cock into your mouth at a comfortable pace… “o-only learning how to.. ahh… cooperate with us when it comes to this, hm? we should’ve fucked you earlier. right, wonyoung?” rei grabbing a fistful of your hair from the back and forcing you to look at her while you sucked her off.. smiling as she looks at your pathetic face back and forth between on her phone and behind the camera 😵‍💫😵‍💫

meanwhile, wonyoung was burning hot—she wants to cum so bad!! she was rock-hard and throbbing, she must’ve wanted this for a while.. ugh she doesn’t know how the fuck you did it but even when you were mostly preoccupied with rei fucking your mouth, you still found ways to please wonyoung with your hand 🫣 more and more of her precum leaking and coating her length as you jerked her off.. toying with the head and making wonyoung whine, nearly making her cum even! and she does merely a few minutes later bcs poor baby couldn’t hold it! 😣 her cum spilling all over your hand and the side of your face.. a much, much better look on you than makeup if you ask wony 🤭 and rei adds to it too! cumming right after wonyoung and making sure to pull out just to decorate your face with her cum…

and then! surprising the two girls with a barrage of questions that they didn’t expect from your mostly polite mouth at all 🫣

“is.. is that it..?”

“y-you’ll.. fuck me, right? i want you both inside me…”

“please..? i-i’m good.. i promise, i am..!”

what the fuck?! who knew you can be such an obedient cockslut! and why would rei and wony say no to that cute face? best believe that they’d fuck you in turns and together for as long as you can take in that classroom! mean girls know how to fuck a good girl’s brains out after all 🤭🤭

[m1d-45]

GASP I had another idea. What if, since Xiao now knows who the real Creator is, he prays the them and not the faker on the throne? And when he next visits the creator as a bird, they are excitedly showing him a new bit of power they suddenly got, not knowing that it was his own faith that restored a bit of their glory??? -sibling anon, who is just vibing with this idea like it's a rubix cube

combined this ask w your other one, and sorry this is kinda late/reads weird. been busy and i am tired 👍

word count: 723

xiao knows the one on the throne isn’t his god, and his curiosity about you has turned into conviction.

you’re his creator. you have to be.

you’re soft where they’re harsh, you gently pet his feathers where they snap out orders. he knows he’s only one against many, he knows he doesn’t stand a chance and giving you the worship and praise you deserve, but… he tries.

he’s forfeited all but basic politeness to the fraud, limiting his interactions with them and instead spending his time with you. he spends more time in his bird form than human, at this point, curled into your side as you wander liyue. he takes patrols where you are to keep the others away from you, always ‘just missing’ wherever you are. sometimes he brings you things in return for your eternal kindness, hiding things as a human to lead you to them as a bird.

your bird. your little songbird, perched on your finger as you flip over the coin of mora he brought you with a smile. perhaps he should be ashamed, that an adeptus such as him is reduced to eating from another’s palm, but he’s not. not when it’s you. not when he finds your image the one in his mind when he’s in danger, not when he finds himself defending liyue in your name, not when he makes offerings to you instead of the fraud.

your little bird, your xiao. he knows he can’t do enough on his own, he knows that his small acts of protection aren’t nearly what you deserve, but…

as he flies across liyue, a coin of mora clutched in his claws, he hopes that it will help you in places he can’t.

he lets out a call when he spots you walking between the trees, tucking into a dive. you turn, the same smile on your face as every time that you see him, and he lands in your hand, the coolness of the coin contrasting with the warmth from your hand.

“little friend! welcome back, pretty bird.”

he chirps back at you, settling in the curve of your hand as you pick up the coin he brought you. however, instead of telling him about your day, or continuing on your walk, you reached for the branch of a nearby berry bush—thankfully, one that was edible, though you didn’t go for the fully grown ones instead, you pulled off a small part of a branch with a flowering bud on it.

“look, i learned how to do something new today!”

he chirped, moving closer to your wrist to watch your actions. you held the branch between two of your fingers and carefully brushed over the flower, something green sparking under the pad of your thumb. as he watched, the small bud bloomed, a bright red berry sprouting at impossible speeds.

something like a yelp left him in surprise, his wings puffing up as he tried to make sense of it, and your attention quickly shifted from the branch.

you moved him up and cooed nothing at him, unaware of how far xiao’s mind was from the situation.

you had made the plant bloom. dendro had answered your call, when he knew for certain that nothing had bent to your will when he’d first found you.

he knew being near you was calming—it was why you were constantly surrounded by birds and butterflies, it was how he was clued in to your divinity, at first. the way his karma seemed to settle and fade- even now, his shock washing away under your touch over his wings.

something featherlight pressed to the top of his head and he blinked himself from his thoughts, looking up to see you pulling away.

you don’t say a word, carefully plucking the berry from its stem with one hand. in your other, xiao is frozen again, this time for an entirely different reason. his forehead is alight, his heartbeat pounding in his ears, the problem of your blossoming godhood pushed aside and buried.

you put the fresh berry in your other hand, in front of xiao, and he dipped his head to nip at it.

blessed is he who partakes in the divine.

[ben-marco]

You're right for telling people who have/pretend to have DID to keep their information private. If you're not diagnosed with a disorder like that and you receive tips or other income from people because they believe you do have it, that's fraud, and people like myself love to make sure that people who scam others out of money by lying about having DID get arrested for fraud and theft by deception.

So if you or anyone else is making money from claiming to have DID, you should probably make it harder for us to report you for fraud. It won't matter because you will eventually be found out and arrested, but since it's such a common scam now....

Idk, either you and people like you can stop lying and scamming people, or try a VPN to see if it prevents any consequences to your actions. It won't, but you can try.

Stay safe, scammers!

Hi there anon. Who exactly are you addressing with this ask? I don't know who you mean with "you and people like you".

First of all, I make posts about Internet safety and privacy because a great proportion of people in online OSDDID and RAMCOA communities are minors or vulnerable in some way. Lack of information safety has been a massive problem in these spaces for years. I want people to be safe online and save themselves the trouble of broadcasting their trauma to Discord servers full of strangers. I don't encourage Internet safety so that purported "scammers" can prevent consequences of their actions.

I have a few years' experience in scambaiting. Since when is faking DID "a common scam" and since when are people getting arrested for it? I'm pretty sure the authorities are more concerned about bank fraud, hacking and ransomware, money transfer scams, and scam call centers impersonating the IRS, Canadian Revenue Agency, the FBI, Homeland Security... the list goes on.

Look, even if I was faking a horrific trauma-based disorder, I wouldn't be making any money off of this blog. Have you heard of DissociaDID, though? Prolific DID (and other disorders, like CFS and PNES) faker who makes a living off of it.

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[seongminiz]

hello my luv!! ngl i was laughing my ass off when i found out seongmin had beat taeyoung’s horse cock allegations😭😭 but like picture this.. you’re taeyoung’s best friend who came along that exact video and decided to tease him over it when he came for movie night.

“better shut your mouth before i shove it in to shut it for you”

also would it be alright if i could become 🫙 anon? much love to youu🤍🤍🤍

(not me turning this into a whole ass fic help)(n ofc u can be 🫙 anon !!)

review : ★★☆☆☆ , not that big tbh

minors dni ; ~1.7k words

warnings not proof read its like 3am i'll fix this in the morning , dom taeyoung , bratty reader , rlly lighthearted unserious n kinda fluffy , oral (m rec) , unprotected sex :3 (its not a jo seongminiz fic without it tbh) , creampie , big dick taeyoung :') , bulge kink n a little of size kink ig ? idk taeyoung refers to reader as tiny in one instance , liiittle bit of dumbification , i used the words cock n dick so much in this they dont even feel like real words anymore send help , some of the dialog is kinda cringe sawrry abt that , the whole smut part is cringe tbh im going to set myself on fire how am i a smut writer that doesn't know how to write smut

note no bc the way they were talking abt cock n balls on national television like CAN WE HAVE SOME DECORUM PLS anyways ! THE WRITERS BLOCK HAS BEEN CURED Y'ALL cant believe it took taeyoung having a small dick to fix this i love ur brain anon bc like .. YES . i can picture this so well . n i am NAWT letting the taeyoung monster cock agenda go no matter what seongmin says ik hes lyingggg

deep down u know what seongmin said was nothing more than a joke with barely any truth to it. it's not like you're unfamiliar with taeyoung's size, having your fair experience of accidentally rubbing ur ass against him while you were cuddling one too many times and causing some awfully awkward accidents because of it.

still, teasing taeyoung is wayyy more fun than acknowledging any of that. and for once, actually grinding down on him to get a reaction while you're cuddled up on your couch, watching a shitty movie you picked randomly, is fun too.

you can clearly feel taeyoung's bulge growing, just as you can feel him trying to move behind you to make it a little better (and ultimately making it worse each time), and you can hear the way his breath gets heavier by the minute, trying to stifle a few whines here and there you want to hear more of so badly.

when you 'innocently' grind against him once more under the pretense of stretching, taeyoung's last weak bit of restraint is gone. he groans, a hand firmly gripping your hips to hold you in place and finally stop your cruel shenanigans.

'can you stop that?' taeyoung asks, voice strained. 'stop what?' you look behind you and up at him, eyes wide in the fakest innocent expression you can come up with.

'you know what i'm talking about, you're...' he sits up, finally freeing himself from the close contact with you and quickly grabbing a pillow to hide his boner. you smirk to yourself, shaking your head as you sit up too. 'you're making me hard...' he finally says, lowering his voice so you can barely hear him over the movie playing.

'oh!' your expressions shifts to one of even faker concern, pouting a little. 'sorry about that. i didn't really feel anything, though, that's why i didn't notice...' you both know your explanation is bullshit. taeyoung knows that, he's sure of it even as you whisper something along the lines of 'i guess seongmin was right about it not being that big.'

still, he somehow finds himself trying to desperately defend his pride, barely managing to stutter out something about seongmin being a liar and how you both know you're just playing along with that whole bit for shits and giggles.

'am i?' you tilt your head to the side, keeping up your act as well as you can until the inevitable happens. 'you know, i've never really seen it, so how would i know? i guess until i do, i'll just have to trust seongmin on his word...'

for the first time that night, taeyoung actually laughs. 'if you wanted to see my dick that bad, you should've just asked,' he moves the pillow away, and you can finally shamelessly stare at his very obvious bulge as much as you want. taeyoung takes his sweet time with it , undoing the strings of his sweatpants and hooking his thumbs in the waistband before looking up at you, taking in your shocked expression and the way you're basically hypnotized by the sight of his still clothed cock.

because holy shit. you knew seongmin was just messing with him when he made that joke, you knew he was somewhat big, but this?

'this is a fucking monster cock what the fuck?'

the words leave your mouth before you can properly process them and, at the same time, with a quick motion taeyoung gets rid of both his sweatpants and boxers at once, finally snapping you out of your dick-induced trance.

just to have you plummet into an even worse one, probably. because not only is taeyoung's dick enormous, it also looks pretty as fuck.

'told you so,' he simply says, one of his hands gently lifting your chin so you can face him, his demeanor suddenly more serious. 'you're still okay with this, right?'

'of course,' you manage to say, breaking the heavy eye contact for a split second to steal yet another glance at taeyoung's dick. despite your voice shaking, and your actions not matching your words, you try to once again keep up that same act that brought you exactly where you are right now. 'plus, i was right, it's not even that big.'

'oh, really?' taeyoung's hand leaves your face and slides down to your shoulder, a silent command you follow with no objections, sliding off the couch and to your knees on the cold floor beneath you, right between his legs.

and face to face with his cock.

'let's hope it's at least big enough to shut you up, then,' taeyoung runs his hand through your hair, firmly gripping it 'maybe you'll be able to put your moth to good use for once.'

at that moment, you genuinely wish taeyoung was smaller. because no matter how hard you try, you can't seem to be able to take all of him in your mouth, using your hand to cover the part you can't reach.

truth is, taeyoung isn't as relaxed as he would want to be either. the simple fact you can't take all of him is enough to rile him up even more, fighting the urge to just take charge and fuck your mouth like he really wants to.

'so much for it not being that big, huh?' his words come out weak, broken by small moans and whimpers in between them.

of course you don't- you can't reply to taeyoung's taunts, at least verbally, so you opt for trying to take him deeper. the action makes you gag, the tip of his cock hitting the back of your throat. taeyoung almost cums right then and there, his resolve slowly crumbling and breaking down as he pulls you off of him.

after all, he has greater plans than just cumming down your throat. and if the way you whimper and rub your thighs together once he leaves your mouth empty is anything to go by, you do too.

taeyoung gently helps you up and back on the couch. his lips are immediately on yours, pulling you into a heated makeout as he gets rid of your shorts and underwear, sliding one hand between your legs to be met with your soaked cunt. you whine into the kiss, pulling away from him and grabbing on his wrist.

'don't tease me,' you complain. taeyoung wants to laugh at you. after all you've done and said, you are the one who doesn't want to be teased? if that's what you want, though...

'right, you said it's not that big anyways, you should be able to take it right away, no?'

what taeyoung didn't expect you to do was actually agree. you desperately nod, hand still wrapped around his wrist 'i can take it, please.'

or maybe you can't, but at this moment you'd rather die impaled on your best friend's cock than admit you were wrong, even when all the evidence - especially your own lived one - points to your defeat.

you definitely can't.

that's what you realize as taeyoung starts to push the head of his cock inside you and your eyes immediately fill with tears.

'fuck... you're so-'

'i'm not the problem here, you're just fucking big.' you cut him off. your head is spinning and, despite the pain, you can't deny how good you actually feel. how full you are, even as you look down and realize he's barely halfway inside of you.

you close your eyes, squeezing taeyoungs's hand. when did you even start holding it? you don't remember, probably somewhere between when you yelled at him to 'fucking slow down' and when you threatened to 'cut your dick off if you dare to cum before you're all the way in'.

luckily for taeyoung, your threats will have to wait and his cock - a national treasure at this point - will live to see another day.

now that he's fully buried inside your cunt, you can finally adjust to his size, slowly relaxing until it doesn't hurt (that much) anymore. 'you can move,' you say after a while, your hips bucking up in encouragement as taeyoungs's grip on your sides tightens.

'fucking finally, i thought i was going to die before i got to properly fuck you,' his joke and your laugh to it are short lived, cut off by the both of you moaning in unison as he starts picking up his pace.

you're so overwhelmed, you can feel taeyoung everywhere inside you, so deep you're pretty sure you should be dead at this point. you're grateful you're not, though, you're pretty sure if you were you wouldn't be able to feel the way the tip of his cock relentlessly bullies your sweet spot, paired with his fingers right on your clit and...

'fuck look at this,' you whine when the stimulation on your clit subsides, but your disappointment doesn't last long, taeyoung places that same hand on your lower stomach, pressing on the very evident bulge formed by taeyoungs's cock ramming inside you.

'but it's not that big right? fuck... maybe you're right, i might not be that big, maybe you're just too tiny for me.'

you moan at taeyoung's words, too far gone to properly process them as you mindlessly nod. 'aw, did i fuck you too dumb? can't think properly when i'm fucking you this good?' he coos at you, and you can't do anything but nod again.

'so full... going to cum,' you can barely speak before you're clenching down even more on his cock, cumming with no further warning.

if taeyoung wasn't about to cum before, he definitely is now, his hips picking up the pace even more as he helps you ride through your high and starts to overstimulate you chasing his own.

his dick twitches inside of you, and you swear you couldn't almost cum again just from that, as his hips stutter and finally slow down, his cum filling you up.

you're both panting, trying to recover from probably the most mind blowing highs of your life.

when you make eye contact with taeyoung, he starts laughing again.

'what?' you ask.

'so? did i change your mind?'

you shrug, suppressing your own laugh 'eh, not really... it wasn't that big to be honest'

:3 thats it bye omg shitty ending everybody say thank u jo seongminiz

[sophieinwonderland]

I just went and looked at r/SC for the first time in a very long while and I am now a firm believer that those people don't believe DID is a real disorder at all. They call everyone a roleplayer just for talking about their disorder? And of course they're not really overt in their hate but you can see how they talk about people with DID and OSDD (so presumably the only disorders that involve systems for them) and how they hate them simply for talking about it. It's not just switching on camera, signing off, tyoing quirks, being endogenic or otherwise non traumagenic anymore - it's the disorder itself that is cringe and roleplay now.

I hope the sub gets shut down soon. And keep up your good work Sophie! Your efforts are paying off!

- Triangle anon (I'm claiming this name now hehe)

It really does seem like that!

First thing the new mod team did when they came into power a month ago was get rid of the DID and OSDD flairs because they decided many of their own members using those flairs were fakers.

Recently, they setup an automod responding to any mention of RAMCOA with links to the Grey Faction, a Satanist group that doesn't even believe DID is real.

And yes, most of what they post is just people talking about their disorder, or presenting in ways that are well-documented in academic literature.

Like, I found THIS in one of their "cringe dumps"!

How is someone having a bad experience telling their friends even supposed to be "cringe"???

[wordsbyrian]

Christmas Morning - Mapi Leon x Reader

Summary: Christmas morning with your wife, Mapi and 2 kids

A/N: Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays everyone! This was kinda requested by an Anon but as always, my hand has a mind of it's own when it gets to hold a pen. This is also the 2nd to last holiday fic for me but SURPRISE the last one should be posted in a few hours.

When you were a kid, Christmas morning was the best day of the year.

Nothing could match the excitement of waking up early and racing your siblings to wake up your presents. And then proceeding to race back to the living room to open gifts.

Then somewhere around 15, things got way less exciting.

Your siblings were all a few years older than you and with the way your parents were you quickly figured out why they didn’t visit often.

But life moves on and eventually, you found yourself living and working in a marketing department for a foreign sports team of a sport you’ve never watched.

Fast forward even more, you’re married to one of their players with two kids.

So life is crazy but at least Christmas is fun again.

Correction: Christmas is fun except for the part you get woken up by small fingers poking your cheek.

Opening one eye, you aren’t surprised to see your 5-year-old standing beside your bed grinning at you.

“How may I help you, Catalina,” you ask her, unable to stop yourself from smiling back.

“It’s Christmas; Santa came,” she says, bouncing in place.

You, of course, already knew this having stayed up late with your wife wrapping the gifts, but your response is rooted in keeping the magic alive.

“Did he?”

“Si, there are presents under the tree.”

Taking a moment to wake up a little more, you glance at the clock on the bedside table, you suppress a groan when you see it’s not even 5 a.m. yet.

“Cata, what if we wait a bit before waking up mami and Rafael," you whisper conspiratorially, "You know they get grumpy if they don’t get enough sleep."

“Can I stay in the big bed?”

Wanting nothing more than to go back to sleep, you easily agree and wince a little when her pointy 5-year-old knees and elbows press into your body as she climbs into the middle of the bed.

This master plan of yours does buy you a couple of hours but you do wake up to the sound of your son fussing next to you, somewhere he was not the last time you checked.

Opening your eyes, you’re unsurprised to see the nearly one-year-old boy staring at you.

It’s even less surprising when stops crying once he realizes that he has your full attention.

“You’re a big faker Rafa,” you say, standing up and taking him into your arms, “Let’s go find your sister and mami. They’re probably barely holding it together waiting for us to open presents.”

“Si hombrecito, presents.”

Your voice must travel because you can’t do anything but watch as a small Catalina-sized blur shoots across the hallway separating the kitchen from the living room. She’s closely followed by one that resembles your wife.

Following behind them at a far more sedate pace, you aren’t surprised to see them sitting by the tree practically vibrating with excitement.

It’s in moments like this that you remember that Christmas isn’t the main winter holiday in Spain and that your wife’s excitement is primarily from being able to participate in traditions from your childhood. You’ll feel the same way in a week when you go visit her family for Three Kings Day.

But that doesn’t mean that you can let them get away with running in the house.

“Both of you are old enough to know not to run inside,” you say, “ Especially you Maria, you’re supposed to be an adult.”

“But amor, we’re just so excited,” Mapi says, staring up at you with wide eyes.

“Yea Mama, we’re so excited.”

Rolling your eyes, you join them on the ground and begin passing out presents, simultaneously watching them tear the wrapping paper off and helping Rafael with his.

The next 45 minutes, continue in much the same manner. Your two children and one overgrown child take turns opening gifts and reacting with the same amount of enthusiasm for each item.

You spend the time taking pictures of the trio and sending them to Mapi’s family.

Something, you’re so caught up in doing that you don’t realize that they’ve snuck off until you hear the quick steps going down the hallway.

“Stop running,” you call behind them. The sound of feet gets much quieter. “Gracias.”

Eventually, they make their way back to the living room Cata holding a box that is just barely smaller than her.

“Mama it’s for you,” she says, holding it out for you to take.

“Wow, thank you, angel.”

“Mami and Rafael helped too.” She takes a seat next to you.

“Thank you Mami and Rafa,” you say looking at the pair, not batting an eye when you see your son half asleep with a bottle in hand and Mapi trying to hurry you along in opening your present.

As you remove the colorful paper tears spring to your eyes when enough of the gift is revealed.

A hand-painted version of a photo Maria’s mom took of you this past summer on vacation.

In it, Maria is holding Catalina upside down by her ankle, with wide grins on both of their faces. Slightly off to the side, you stand holding Rafael’s hand as the both of you look at them as though they’re crazy.

“Mama, don’t cry.”

“These are happy tears, mija,” you say, more than a little choked up, “This is the best gift anyone’s ever gotten me.”

Wiping your eyes, you put the painting off to the side, and you stand, picking your daughter up. Holding her, you make your way to where Mapi is still standing in the doorway and pull her and your son into a group hug.

The moment lasts for a few minutes before Catalina starts squirming to be let down.

Placing her back on her feet, you watch as she speeds off to play with her new toys.

“I’m gonna go put him down  then clean up the living room," you tell Mapi, taking Rafa from her, "Do you want to go make breakfast for those of us who aren’t on mostly liquid diets?”

“I don’t want to but I will,” she says, leaning forward to press a kiss to your lips and the top of his head before beginning to walk away.

“Oye, Maria,” you call after her.

“Si?”

“Te amo.”

“Te amo, Y/N/N.”

[hpdfag]

Your three kitties are absolutely so adorable. I have three too!! I just love looking at them sm,,,

Also good luck on your uh thousandth replay of SDR2? Like yass let’s add up to those…I don’t remember 2k hours of gameplay? I seriously don’t remember. But good luck! Autism wins today.

Strange question but what do you think of 2020-2021 danganronpa fandom or just media in general…tw for nsfw regarding dr but I was a shameless DR role player who did erotic rp. Nowadays I have found out I was just very psychotic and I didn’t understand that and responded with psychosis…but it sure is a dark time…! I’m not a role player and stuff tho nowadays dw dw I just thought you sounded cool. Well, I hope you have a great day,,,

- 🧶

hehe thats lovely !! i wish tumblr let you send images thru anon so u could send me pics .. (though i understand why anon image sharing cld be Abused...)

and its 200 hours!! 2k hours would end up as like a third of a year straight having dr running which would be a nightmare despite how much i love the game...

and i was a fan in 2020 and god. do i not miss it. im glad the hype around the games has died down because it was just hellish trying to exist as myself back then ... i was essentially a stereotype of a "faker" because my delusions center arnd being komaeda lolol. also none of the jokes were ever funny if i hear one more bagel "joke" im gonna start actually maiming.

i think generally it was just a symptom of being a big fandom at the time, any fandom with enough people (especially people that hop fandom to fandom based on popularity) will be a total abysmal mess and i try to avoid those whenever possible. and i truly have nothing against roleplayers, i think its a fun hobby, i always just feel weird seein people rp my friends and i lolol (and i dont want people mistaking my vents for like. in character musing. like no i do unfortunately think all of this is real)

and i hope you have a good day too !! since i finished up cleaning for the day (you can see my floor now! how lovely!) im gonna dick arnd in bloxburg for a while .. ive been working on a new house for a while and im excited to get it looking nice :D (ill probably also be doing more work for artfight later but for now .. rest tiem)

[majaloveschris]

Hope you’re having a nice day!

Don’t really want to muddy the waters, but I need to share this with someone.

Did you JA’s story with some invitation?

I’ve been in this fandom businesses for a long time (I mean I was here when Benedict Cumberbatch got married and believe me some parts of Tumblr was on fire back in those days). If Seb fans think Ale days were nightmare, you had to see back then.

But this feels like completely new. It can be PR or not, this is some new level of teasing. These people are very aware what is talking between this fandom and they are not hesitant to get their reaction/attention whether it’s good or bad.

I have been missing good ol’ fandom days, we didn’t appreciate how peacefull back then. And we did not even get bothered with half of these 😂

Anyways, at the end of the day they are just some people we watch from far. No need to get upset, people. Just enjoy the ride 😊

I don't know if I said it or just thought about it, but Justin has been pretty silent lately, and I wanted to give credit to him because of it. There was no trolling whatsoever, and I really appreciated it. Those who don't know that Justin shared Amanda's (her sister's) wedding invitation in his story. He tagged her and wrote, "I ♥ it."

A lot of people think he was trolling, and I wouldn't be surprised if that were the case. As you said, they are clearly aware of what people are saying or questioning here. They are clearly lurking. I think it's funny how Justin's trolling kinda stopped after Alba came back to Instagram. I also think they found other ways to troll, like sending anons to blogs, and I wouldn't even be surprised if a few "sources" have been them all along, or somebody from her team. They really want to sell this relationship, and the more they try, the faker it gets. If this was a real relationship, neither of them would've trolled or wanted to prove it was a real relationship this hard.

A lot of things have changed here. And not even just from the beginning, but in the last few months. People treat each other terribly and are immediately at one another's throats if they don't agree with something they say. I hope that after this shitshow ends, things will go back to normal. It's not going to happen in one night, but slowly, I think we will be able to leave them all behind and move on from them and from their trolling.

I agree that we shouldn't take everything so personally. I get that he is a comfort person for a lot of people and that a lot of people think it's a shitty PR situation, but we need to take these things a little less devastatingly. But this is a topic for another post I'm planning on doing.

[mobianxcycle]

The croc obtains one (1) snoot boop

Snoot boop

"WHAT THE-?!" You have obtained one confused croc!

He seems very taken aback by the sudden boopening, and is staring in absolute surprise.

"WHY DID YOU BOOP?!!"

[antitransmedicalism]

@fattening-water​

@nonbinaryresource bro I'm begging you to speak to a real transmed, we don't hate ourselves nor did we want this

I find it EXTREMELY hard to buy your stance when the transmed communities on the internet are festering with people that 

have an abysmal and unhealthy level of self-hatred for being trans, and

expect trans-based self-hatred (and dysphoria) to be the norm and foundation for being a “true trans” person

become vitriolic and express disdain for trans people that don’t fall into the mold and experience transness the way they do.

I know the excuse that transmeds use to justify their self-hatred is “there’s no need to be proud of being trans!! Being trans is just an aspect of some people’s human condition!! I can have some level of self-love and confidence absent of being trans!” but you gotta remember that shit like below is a constant in transmedicalism:

ANOTHER SET OF EXAMPLES are when, during my time as a transmed, I witnessed transmedicalists on this confounded website mobbed up and drove people out for having specific beliefs or were being trans in a way they found unacceptable. 

One 13yo trans boy at the time was sent hateful anons and treated like crap by transmeds because he previously thought himself as a nonbinary lesbian and used neopronouns.

you would think that transmeds would WANT people to stop using neopronouns and be binary (cis or trans), but once the person did this, he was still treated like crap and suspected of “faking it”.

Another transmed (who was vigilant and took part in attacking the above 13yo) drew fanart of male characters but as trans. Because the artist drew male characters with vulvas they were deemed “faker/trender” and chased out. I disliked the guy, but he was pushed out because he dared to draw NSFW of trans men (it was not fetishistic as I remember but trans smut regarding a trans person without bottom surgery is grounds for transmeds to accuse you of “faking” and deny that you have dysphoria lol)

Any transmed who believed that nonbinary is a thing (only speficic nb genders like bigender or agender being acceptable) would be constantly castigated and accused of “supporting trenders” or even accused of “trending” themselves.

Transmedicalism is an echo chamber and any type of opinions like being pro-nb, and even drawing trans NSFW is heresy and means to be heckled and deemed a trender and driven out. Look at the way people on the r/transmedical subreddit regard the people on r/truscum. Both people of both subreddits believe in transmedicalism, yet the former sub think the latter sub has been overrun by “tucutes and trenders”. BOTH groups pretend to be on a higher lever of superiority, transmedical to truscum, truscum to truNB, and all subs to trans people that don’t subscribe to transmed ideology.

Dysphoria is a painful and distressing thing to live with everyday. I GET that, my understanding goes beyond sympathy because I experience it myself. However, transmeds have a HISTORY of the above. “I’m here for embracing being trans” is null and void with transmeds when you guys actively scorn people for being proud of it and even embracing the euphoria and joy from passing, relieving their dysphoria, and living their truth.

It is impossible to “embrace being trans” when you guys berate proud trans people AND constantly desire being cis. Being cis as a trans person is impossible and you will never achieve it. The most you can do is tackle transitioning and relieve your dysphoria as much as possible. The sooner you let go of “desiring cishood” as you come to terms with your transness, the better you can tackle your problems.

There is a rampant self-hatred problem in the transmed communities, and as an ex-transmed I not only witnessed it but I lived it too. I hate myself for a multitude of reasons, one reason is my dependence and that I personally do not deserve to exist. Being trans, nonbinary, black, Nigerian, or having ADHD, depression, anxiety and an unspecified personality disorder are not reasons that I hate myself. Those things are a part of me and I am proud of that.

Not every trans person has to be proud of being trans. They can be indifferent to it, or even hate it and find it a curse, but acting as if every trans person must feel indifference or hatred for it (or trans people CANNOT be proud of it) to be a trans person is ridiculous and dangerous. Trans people expressing pride for being trans and even declaring it fun on a personal level does NOT mean they “are faking it”. This is part of an observable set of opinions within transmedicalism. 

It’s toxic yet it is encouraged. It is encouraged because transmedicalism is a vitriolic, toxic, psudoscientific ideology held by people playing gender respectability politics and trying to uphold a harmful status quo that is incompatible with the progression of society and the trans people struggling to thrive in it. It is the conservatism of trans politics, deeply rooted in outdated tradition that people try to justify as good and just.

[flaray25]

HERE I GOT THREE. RECENT. ART WORKS. goddamn i missed this.

VILLAIN SPONGEBOB AU (if sb was a villain)

Spongebob first photo. Well his name doesn't really prefer to be called Spongebob perhaps... Robert. He's on his villain vibes.

Second photo SQUIDWARD!!! this squidward is different that the original squidward. He has bandages and wears a black fire proof leathered coat.

Differences between them two:

Sp- i mean- Robert- his personality seems to be sometimes sweet but goes deadly when you piss him off. Spo- ROBERT. Doesn't like how much he sees Squidward dying. He loved him and adored him inside but on the outer. He seems possessive and manipulative. When he is interacted with squidward spongebob tends to go flirty on him. He goes absolute tantrum and breaks out when someone hurts him.

Squidward. Squiddy is kind of- well- soft. He sometimes do attacks which is fist and kicking but he doesnt do that much. His defense works to him more tho. He's sometimes mean to Robert but also visibility of obvious love sensation comes to his heart lol. Squidward in reasons why he has bandages. (He gets it from falling down the stairs, explosion some other things that hit him, someone who hit him) and a couple more bandages in his body. He gets worried when Robert gets hurt or worse. He also gets really shocked. (Not the in fear or also terrified) when robert is angry at someone he's just- stunned.

Villain Spongebob

Back months ago spongebob had found out that the customers never needed him at all. Infact, they only used him. He is a fry cook hero and umm some other things can maybe go weirder. Spongebob realized that he was the glue to keep the town sticking. Every customer complains how much wrong or not right he cooks the krabby patty or when the order is taking a bit too long. His realizations came when patrick tells him "dont be sad spongebob you're just like a glue that fixes the town thats all i dont think they even cared about your physical health"

SPONGEBOB/ROBERT THIRD PHOTO

Escaping the colors of fantasy

This is the time spongebob's realisations came and after so so hard that he cried, his mascara (from his eyelashes) kept in touch to his cheeks temporarily. When Spongebob looks at the mirror for too long he figured out what was wrong with him and why people hated him. It was because of a faker of being so damn happy he was he breaks the window with his left fist. His eyes lost a sparkle meaning that when everything made actual sense to him it lost his purpose of being a frycook in the krusty krab ever. PERMANENTLY.

Realizing after so much people wanted and needed him when he's gone, or even also times when plankton or the other villains came in action. They only needed him because he was just the 'special' one.

Spongebob one day changed his appearance (seen on the third photo of him about to change also that abs) and came out making a deal with plankton then after making him get the formula, spongebob takes over the town bringing plankton down.

Squidward kind of changed when he saw spongebob. Then also there goes spongebob leaving the whole town (with all destroyed things)

I think thats it?????

THANK YOU FOR 100 FOLLOWERS. LOVE YA MWAH.

Also i'm still answering anons in my drafted tumblr thing so. Might take a while heheh

[mountain-lion-gremlin]

Hello I have a question, how do you know if you're a shifter if you haven't p shifted yet???

Hello! I've heard this once or twice before, I'll try answer the best I can.

Everyone's experience is different first and foremost, so things that would seem like they are indicators aren't for others, and vice versa. Personally for me, I haven't p-shifted yet, and shifting is just a label some people like to use. It isnt a requirement to p-shift to call yourself a shifter.

For me, I have seen many signs that I am a shifter. Fur, shapeshifting in dreams and feeling it in real life, attempting p-shifting and getting symptoms. Many people think that to be a shifter, you HAVE to p-shift. And I get it, there's a concern of people not wanting fakers around, so having only people who have p-shifted keeps everyone who is fake out once and for all.

I dont really see it that way, I just really see a group of people anxiously waiting to do something without actually trying to do so. It's sort of this idea that it will just happen to you, which is pretty far from the truth. (Respect to people though who are apart of this idea, I mean no hate but that's what I see. Please do not send hate or spread the idea that people who are apart of this are a cult.)

If you want something in life, barely anyone just has it fall in their lap. Most of us will spend months or even years practicing before it happens, it all just depends on how much you practice and dedication you have to p-shifting.

Most people know simply because they have another side of them, and it just feels right to them. A lot of shifting has to do with intuition (that gut feeling) and analysis of yourself and your other side.

Many have m-shifted and just knew, or others have been working for years to finally get to the point of starting to p-shift, like I have!

There's also a few ideas surrounding how people know, and p-shifting itself. Some people have p-shifted in the past but they hid it from themselves, causing this sort of "memory gap" to where this event happened. They subconsciously tuned it out for survival or because they panicked about it. (P-shifting can be traumatizing for some)

There's another idea that shapeshifting is genetic, so you can look at your family tree or it's in your dna. Some people say native blood and shapeshifting have a correlation too. But, no one has actually found this "shifter gene", and it's pretty hard to use your family tree to understand if you are a shifter. And plus, there's not a lick of native american in my blood, and I'm a shifter. (On the bright side though, legends of shapeshifting are in almost every culture, so it's almost impossible to narrow down how or why we are shifters. There's also the question of why we can shift in the first place, and even I dont know.)

Thank you anon for the ask! I hope this helped a bit, and if you have any other questions my inbox is always open.

Good evenings beneath the moon to you.

[vegaseatsass]

Just wanted to say that when you said you consider yourself "autism-adjacent" I felt kind of understood. I think I'm always between calling myself allistic or autistic or maybe just ND or something else. I don't know to which extent I mask or to which extent I am just faking autistic experiences, and while I love being in the autistic communities online (and having autistic friends to whom i will never ever breathe a word of my own doubts about my self dx), I do feel like an intruder so I never want to share my experiences or talk above someone else.

Oh anon, I'm so glad to hear that resonated for you even a little bit! This is a post that really helped me: https://vegaseatsass.tumblr.com/post/706935614630772736/tamlin-the-thing-is-you-dont-have-to-have-a so maybe it will help you too.

Like, there are huge issues when people with a mild version of an experience (whether that's like, an experience of oppression, a disability, anything else), or the most "relatable"/palatable-to-the-power-structure version of an identity (like autism), become the spokesperson for the entire group; I firmly believe it's worth staying mindful of that and actively working to center and amplify the most vulnerable and/or norms-challenging members of ANY community one is a part of.

But I think it starts to get really complex beyond that! I don't think sharing experiences is automatically talking above anyone else or taking up space or resources. If there are behaviors or traits, or strategies or accommodations, that fit an autism diagnosis, which it really helps you to identify with or apply to your own life, it is not imo hurting anybody else to incorporate those into your identity and approach to the world.

But I still feel so weird about doing it myself!!! I've been diagnosed with 7 or so different labels over the past 20 years, which leads to me feeling like I'm faking at all of them. My current dx (Non-Verbal Learning Disorder) has helped me the most in terms of strategies and accommodations, but I still feel like a faker because I don't fit all the different criteria, and the parts I do fit mostly feel mild (except for the executive dysfunction, which was so debilitating to me it's taken me decades to get to a place where I can feed myself or work - but this is hardly the only dx w/ executive dysfunction as a symptom!!!). Then even with NLD, there's like debate on if it's even a real??? learning disorder??? or if it's just a non-stigmatized name for a particular kind of autism??? or what, and it's just all incredibly confusing to me LOL.

What I've found the most useful is 1) identifying symptoms, and not worrying about connecting them to an umbrella term. Just focusing on managing the symptoms that are obstacles to the life I want to live, and on embracing/reframing the ones that are authentic/benign parts of who I am that don't need to be managed beyond pressure to seem "normal" 2) letting myself relate to anyone describing experiences that resonate for me, quietly and internally. Not running up to anyone sharing something personal I relate to and acting like we're the same, but just letting my own "I feel that too! I see myself in what you're saying!" response be a way I connect to the world while staying quiet/private about a lot of my own experiences, outside of therapy and a few really close, really safe friendships. Friendships where I know it will be validating to hear that I see myself in what's being described (and/or where we can communicate about the times when it's not) instead of risking invalidating or minimizing somebody else's experience.

I know there has to be a better way for people like you and I to express our authentic experiences without this level of second-guessing, and a way to create spaces where it doesn't feel like getting ourselves "wrong" comes with any risk for a community we care about, but I'm at least not there yet so it's easier for me to like, do more listening than talking for now, and also get really wrapped up in fiction where I can relate to whoever I want to however deeply I want to. Khun Sam 😍

I also strongly feel that the beauty of terms like neurodivergent is that, like "queer", you don't have to be able to lay out every detail about who you are for anyone else. You can have questions or some internal suspicions about who you are and how you work that connect you to a community/a sort of general scope of collective experiences, and figure out the specifics with time and care, including if/as those specifics change.

I HOPE THAT MADE SENSE, I am not the most clearheaded today at all but I really wanted to respond. Thanks for sending me this message and I so hope you start to feel like more of a beloved member of the communities you're in instead of an intruder.