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decadentdeviation · 2 days ago

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Some of my favorite outfits are very unique clothes that I've stumbled across over the years second hand. They aren't being made anymore, so they're hard to find again (cheaply.) Meanwhile I probably paid no more than 8 dollars for any of it...that's just the pro of shopping at thrift stores and being the same size for years. I had plenty of time to amass these things.

Obviously, it's really hard to have gotten bigger after having my baby for a number of reasons. I'm trying to appreciate my new body and feel confident, working through those things. But the aspect of probably never being able to fit in clothes that I'd considered my "uniform" to the level of "if I was a cartoon character they'd animate me rotating these clothes" is heartbreaking.

#obvious answer #buy new clothes that make me feel that way #but thrift stores are awash with terrible fast fashion #and tbh there's fewer cute things available in my new size #and I honestly can't afford to recreate my entire wardrobe #I still have some things that fit both sizes I've been #but the really structured and flattering dresses I loved? may never fit again #and I've kept the most important ones cause they're honestly worth hanging onto either for sentimental reasons or cause I COULD maybe fit #or pass them to someone else someday #but I think my actual bone structure has changed so even as I attempt to lose some of the extra weight I gained during pregnancy #I think my body is just?? wider? which is whatever on my hips #like thank God actually cause I hated having narrow hips #I feel more feminine now #but my ribs? fml #tw weight loss #personal

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idolomantises · 6 hours ago

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me: you know some of the comments about sera and prince not being able to sexualize them anymore were weird, but im sure that'll be the end of bad faith criticisms

instagram comments: (yelling at me over domino's redesign because they think its "twink death")

me:

#txt #like. legitimately upset that he's not going to be feminine all the time #which is more surprising bc I went into the most detail explaining why they were changed #some of the other complaints are just... more confusing?#‘these don’t feel like the same characters’ because they’re not the same characters!#'he looks too human' he's supposed to look more human. he's lower ranked #‘why isn’t domino feminine anymore’ HES STILL FEMME PLEASE. HE DRESSES MASC SOMETIMES.#'its twink death' I DIDNT EVEN CHANGE HIS BODY TYPE #i was busy agonizing over domino's outfit because i was worried people wouldn't like the fit #turns out people didn't like that i gave him a mouth and nose which. ya know what fair. i also prefer mouthless designs #but some of the complaints feel like a fundamental inability to accept that an artist just wants to approach a character differently #domino's old design was back when he was supposed to be a cute goofball (AND A ONE OFF)#now i wanted to explore that contrast between domino's public presentation and around his friends #AND I EXPLAIN THAT ON INSTAGRAM BUT IT DOESNT MATTER BC HE HAS A NOSE. I GUESS? omg

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sergle · 8 months ago

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man, you know, nobody asked me, but I have such conflicting opinions on some of the fat falin art, where on one hand: it's always nice to see A Fat Body in fanart anywhere + it's being done in positive ways, for funsies and on the other hand, there is something so familiar about how you are automatically The Fat One if you are a woman simply standing next to a more petite woman, bc I've had a 0% hitrate in seeing people change Marcille's body type and keep Falin's, or change both of them. it's just Falin

#it gives me a negative feeling that I seldom/never get from seeing fat art which is rare #like she's not fat out of thin air For Fun And No Other Reason and she's not fat bc of context #(out of thin air being like just picking a character you like and changing their design just cuz. Kabru maybe.)#(and Because Of Context being the way ppl draw fat Usagi from sailor moon. which i have been meaning to do btw)#but rather she's fat just bc to be Not the thinnest woman in the room is to be fat. like it happens specifically by scale #because marcille is so much physically smaller and petite and falin is bigger in the ways that a Human Woman is bigger #than an elf woman #and it's funny bc it's something i see all the time already #people also really don't seem to have an interest in making marcille butch in fanart in a way #that is sort of sad for me bc it's like ah well she's the thin small one so of course she gets to be feminine #if you're physically bigger then of course you get to be masc of course of course of course...#i also love good butch art esp fat butch stuff but this is about the phenomenon where if you're with #a thinner shorter woman then that means you're the butch now which is a place I have been to #and I did not like it there #I think part of why That sticks it to me is bc marcille has such a Butch Girlfriend personality and falin acts so demure LMAO #but she's slightly bigger so the writing is on the wall #sergle.txt #Godspeed to you if you choose to read these thoughts in bad faith bc I can't give you more clarifying statements if I try #like I said. conflicting feelings #i don't know if anyone else has similar thoughts it May Just Be Me #I don't think ppl think about this stuff when they make their fan redesigns but it gives me a certain feeling

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dennisboobs · 2 months ago

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:) i certainly have no issue dressing in drag :)

^guy who has no issue dressing in drag btw

glenn said that dennis' drag name is victoria von hemen btw

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#glenn howerton #guy who should get to dress in drag #im just. ill never be over the fact that glenn wrote Two episodes in season 3 that involve dennis doing drag #i know he doesn't really want to write for the show but there's something so special abt how early sunny was an actor's sandbox #esp hearing glenn talk abt how den is like. an outlet for him and a way to play around with shit he would never do for one reason or anothe #my point being that i think its been a while since he was able to utilize dennis again in that way #but 16 was a definite change. especially with dtamhd it feels like dennis is becoming more glenn again. like he was in the early days #theres a pretty good stretch of the show once it got into the double digits that feels like den was. co-opted.#but like i wonder how it feels to explore sexuality and gender via your character #it must be similar to doing that through fandom and OCs but there's a whole other layer to it here #esp when its not Just being presented as comedic as it was in past seasons. like dennis is Actually queer and this is a normal plot point #its not the punchline like den's femininity often is its literally just part of what makes him able to help mac and dee #id argue we've gotten this in the form of. dennis doing dee's makeup and shit. but #anyway. glenn. now that you have two of your former writing assistants in that writers room i hope you get to do drag again 💀#its been 16 years. show us the new and improved victoria.#i honestly can't imagine pitching something like that to a room of people Without some sort of comedic twist but #man.#ada speaks #iasip #it's always sunny in philadelphia #rcg #i won't ever forget the way he lit up talking abt queer dennis jhksvfjhksvdfgjhkds #love u king...... i hope you get something in s17 that you Certainly Don't Mind

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aeb-art · 4 months ago

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note: the following is three (almost four) years post-game

okay fine i'll just draw comics for my au since writing is so dang hard smh

anyways welcome to two coins! where loop shows up again but siffrin only got the one hat ending

edit: part two

#2024 #isat two coins au #isat loop #isat mirabelle #isat siffrin #isat spoilers #on technicality #isat #in stars and time #this was also an excuse to play with mira's hair again bc i wanna see her in braids so bad! with beads that click clack as she walks!#hairier isabeau... oh merciful neptune oh sweet aphrodite i thibk i hauve covid #also none of these outfits are like... definitive. i'm indecisive so i want everybody to have a wardrobe #LOOP'S HAT IS NOT SIFFRIN'S BTW they prioritized hiding from siffrin over finding where it landed oop that thing is GONE gone #that coin attached to the tip of that hat is also not siffrin's... but siffrin doesnt know that...#also hey yall ever think about how loop can kinda turn their light out and maybe be invisible? i do #anyway this au is also loop/siffrin/isabeau just fyi... also maybe the tiniest of shoutouts to loop/odile if i'm feeling cheeky #also also also... loop still uses they/them but there will be more feminine terms used for them in this au ;u;#baby finally started seeing themself as a person again and is reevaluating their gender #people around where they've been frequently traveling call them miss lu or some call them lady #eventually when the polycule is complete i want siffrin and isabeau to both call loop ''my lady'' bc the thought just makes me melt #you don't /need/ to know that but i'm telling you #okay i've been trying to articulate my thoughts in the tags for half an hour so i'll stop now...#have a good day/night i love you mwah mwah mwah

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beebfreeb · 6 months ago

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It is kind of funny how much I've detached myself from appearance directly correlating to gender actually. When I design a character I go. Okay. What would they wear that reflects their personality and surroundings? And I make a character who is a 30 year old divorced man who looks like this:

#He is dressing more femininely than he'd prefer because his whole thing is that he is a closeted transman who is overperforming his assigned #gender for social reasons. BUT even after he starts dressing how he wants it's still the same amount of pink and frills because now he's #doing it because he LIKES it not because he has to. Once he feels more secure in himself.#Like appearance and clothes is important to gender expression no doubt about it but also the world is so beautiful once you go:#Wait I don't have to perform in any particular way if I don't want to. I can do whatever I want forever.#Anyway welcome to my blog where I ask one question: What if a character was repressed? But then gained a support system? And they felt safe #to explore aspects of their identity they'd been ignoring in favor of conforming for safety's sake?

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ihavetoomanyocsdealwithit · 6 months ago

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Rook Hunt x Yuu/Reader

Rook was always so put together. Not in the way Jade was of course, but nothing ever seemed to surprise him or make him angry, anything other than that passion or happiness that seemed to shine through.

Maybe that's why they did it.

Vil had just left to start his skin care routine for the night and Epel could apparently be convinced to get enough sleep if one phrased it for Spelldrive practice instead of beauty sleep.

Yuu and Rook were quietly putting away what few study materials were left, a tray of sweets and meats out being stored away for Yuu to take home.

"You mentioned a game earlier, with these?" he says, picking up one of the 'pocky' sticks. It was called something different here, about half the size and richer, but it was more or less the same.

"Yea-Yes." they corrected themselves, "Yes. It's like a game of chicken. Two people bite down on either end and nibble on it until you get to the middle. Whoever pulls away first loses."

Rook's grinned, exclaiming some sort of French, before leaning over the table with the treat offered from his mouth.

Maybe that's why they let the intrusive thoughts win. Just to see what he might look like flustered or surprised. Maybe it was that he was an interesting man. Maybe it was a lot of things.

Before they could really think too hard about it, Yuu leaned across the table and pulled Rook closer by his chin. Their tongue wrapped around the treat to break it in half before simply taking both.

Rook's eyes widened slightly, chocolate smudged on his bottom lip that twitched into a small grin.

"Not bad." Yuu whispered, grasping the handle of their bag and practically running out.

Why? Who's to say?

Really they should have expected some sort of retaliation, but pinned the next day wasn't in the top 10.

No, him finding Yuu curled under some tree only to drop down into a crouch with his knee on one side of their head and their foot on the other was not in the top 10.

"That was a dirty trick, Mon Trickster." he whispered playfully, though his eyes were dancing. His smile was different. Softer. Warmer.

Again, damn intrusive thoughts, because reaching up to pat one of those muscular thighs was not apart of the plan.

"Maybe I'm just testing the waters."

He hums, tucks a strand of hair that had fallen out of place before lightly pulling on it.

"I am picking you up at 7. Nice, but not formal. Wear good shoes for it will be a bit of a walk."

He rises, hops back into the tree, and the faint sound of a zipline starts going before Yuu picks themselves off the ground.

Ace and Deuce, who were waiting underneath the tree for them, can only stare ludicrously.

"What the hell?" Ace asks, staring at the place Rook had left from.

"Well mark me down as scared and horny." Yuu murmurs, looking at the same spot.

"By the seven..." Deuce shakes his head, and then everything passes when Ace makes fun of his blush, and they start to wrestle.

Neither of them notices Yuu's own cheeks until long after it's faded. Thankfully they say nothing when they leave just a little bit earlier than planned.

Afterall, they have a date tonight.

#twst #Twisted wonderland #twst wonderland #disney twst #Rook Hunt #Rook hunt x reader #Rook Hunt x yuu #I'm trying my hand at writing again after a long time #we will see how this goes #Honestly really like Rook so far he's an interesting character #of what you naturally are and what you want to be #I really ID with the struggle of feeling beautiful in a way that other people don't perceive to be if that makes sense?#I feel beautiful masculine and others think I looked more beautiful feminine #The way I see it Rook was beautiful before his transfer #but now he actually feels beautiful and it's a good different

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nitro502 · 1 month ago

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My top 3 favorite Sonic characters at different times in my life

When I was a kid:

1. Tails

2. Knuckles

3. Sonic

As a teen:

1. Knuckles

2. Tails

3. Amy

In college:

1. Amy

2. Tails

3. Sonic

Now:

1. Tails

2. Sonic

3. Shadow

#sonic the hedgehog #sth #tails the fox #miles tails prower #shadow the hedgehog #knuckles the echidna #amy rose #I’ve just been thinking about #how my favorite characters have changed over time #and how they relate to different phases of my life #but yet the franchise has always been there #I loved Tails as a kid #but people made fun of me for it as a teen so I convinced myself Knuckles was my fave because I thought he was the coolest #then in college I was kinda in denial about my gender identity and throwing myself into anything and everything girly that I could stomach #I tried to find a version of femininity I could feel comfortable in #and Amy’s cute so I latched onto her #but honestly I think Tails was actually my favorite the whole time #I just didn’t want to admit it even to myself #but I’m in my 30s and I don’t care anymore about what other people think #and I know who I am now and I’m comfortable with myself #re embracing my love of Tails felt like re embracing my child self #my true self #and the older I get the more people try to tell me that Sonic in general is cringe #but I am long past caring about how ‘cringe’ I come across as

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schooltown-follies · 4 months ago

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“how did annabeth ever think nico liked her?? he’s obviously gay”

literally one of the top ways to tell me you do not understand nico di angelo. nico is not a stereotypical flamboyant effeminate gay man. he is very much far from it, and it would be especially strange for him to act anything similar to that for that part of his character arc. nico di angelo hated himself for being gay. he would have rather probably killed a man than admit he liked percy jackson! thus he would probably mask his queerness as much as possible (and wholeheartedly stray from the heteronormative perception of what a gay man is) so he would never be assumed to be one

#but yeah sure he’s a cunty yas slay queen!!! type of guy #no disrespect to more feminine gay men. more power to you #but nico isn’t one of those people #and declaring he is . is strange? and just perpetuating more stereotypes about gay men #anyway. this isn’t that deep but i’ve been pondering about this for a little bit now #percy jackson and the olympians #percy jackson #pjo #heroes of olympus #hoo #trials of apollo #toa #pjo hoo toa #the sun and the star #tsats #nico di angelo #and i guess this also relates to making his story so much flatter and centering it around him and will much more than it should be i feel #but my thoughts about solangelo are so……#i hope this is coherent enough

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sunnys-aesthetic · 6 months ago

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gentle reminder that if you're a minor to please be mindful of my 18+only warnings in my blog <;'3 i got a lot of minors following me since the cotl potluck and this is mainly bc i while i dont draw nsfw my art style still isnt for 16+

#i want to post my ocs and what I draw and now that my commissions on vgen are opening up very soon #i don't want to get in trouble because someone accidentally steps into my blog #agh #rambles #sunny rambles #when i first began i only really just drew shitposts but now that im getting more comfortable i want to make my platform my own #im not comfortable with sharing even suggestive stuff and just advertise my blog as “16+” it feels weird. im a whole grown adult and I dont #to share something like that to a younger audience's safety i care abt and to my OWN safety #i feel bad but ragh #i want to post my art and my ocs but they wear form fitting stuff or something of the sort and almost all of them are feminine so im agh #ouff #sorry im rambling LOL #anyways!

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superkitten-poison · 5 months ago

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to me velvette doesnt lie about *being bisexual* for attention but she lies about being bisexual *for attention*. like admitting to being attracted to women would make her a dyke and manly and f/f relationships dont even count bc her internalized misogyny goes so crazy she subconsicounsly does not see women as full people and needs men to validate her own personhood, and since men hold most of the power, surrounding herself with men is in fact a means to power. so one way she feels she Can have sexual contact with women is through excuses: it's for attention, for convenience, as a power play. but never because of her own desires and it can never mean anything. can you imagine? two women in a loving relationship. who would want to see that?

#i need to work on my goddamn fic so i can SHOW YOU #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel velvette #hazbin velvette #vettie #and be aware im not black but itd make so much sense to me for there to be a racial component to it #since black women are often deemed 'less feminine' then their white conterparts since gender norms r so centered on whiteness #And bc she worked in the beauty/fashion industry which just worships european features #and also bc shes had to be ambitious and abrasive and other Not Feminine things to get somewhere in life #i think shed feel the need to defend her womanhood tooth and nail #n if youre wondering Yes she does view queer men as less manly. but vox and val check enough other boxes for it to not be an issue #(and its a whole different beast from dealing with her own sexuality bc its so connected with misogyny)#powerful. rich. want to fuck her real bad. val can serve as her dark romance dangerous boyfriend or bitchy gay bff depending on the day #and once in a while she will call vox a faggot #and well shes a fujoshi so you know. and different pipes so she can feel more Needed since neither of them have other gfs #ok im done now

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skunkes · 3 days ago

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i loooove when ocs unrealized development makes them feel like real people like no i dont know whether talon is genuinely attracted to women after years of both clinging to them for safety and years of putting them onto that untouchable idealized Perfect Protector Pedestal that must remain untainted by any bad experiences, so he doesn't even try to Be With any. He doesn't know either