#I feel like I’m gonna have a heart attack
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‘pretty when you cry’
⋅˚₊‧ 𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ ‘old’ logan howlett x crybaby f! reader
‘don’t say you need me if, you live last, you're leaving —
i can't do it, but you do it best
‘cause i’m pretty when i cry’ — pretty when you cry - lana del rey
summary ;
basically just old man logan & his lil crybaby girl<3
content warnings ;
light ddlg if you squint, piv, size difference, age play/younger & smaller reader implied, corruption kink, oral sex (f receiving), slight overstimulation
old man logan, who both loves and hates having his sweet girl crumble in his arms.
by now, he feels like the only thing he’s good for is ruining. killing. tainting. that’s what he did with you, tainted your damn innocence. and now he hates how big he is compared to you, hates how he always feels like he has to hold back in fear of hurting you, hates how he tries to be gentle with you because you always end up crying in his arms no matter what.
he could be between your spread thighs, scruff brushing against your inner thighs as his tongue works against your heated core, sucking onto your clit whilst you completely crumble — thighs squeezing and trembling around his head, sniffles, whimpers and broken moans leaving your parted lips, tears starting to drip down your cheeks as you pant, the sight making logan pull away as he looks up at you from his glasses, that by now had slipped to the bridge of his nose that you always so badly wanted to kiss.
“baby, baby— hey, look at me darlin’..” he would croon, your sweet taste still clinging onto his tongue as he shifted up to grab your face, watching your pretty glazed eyes full of tears for him: looking up at him. “l-lo..” you would sniffle, voice no more than a broken whimper and it tugged at his heart.
“did i do something wrong? was it too much?” his gruff voice, laced with worry — asked. and god, yes, it was too much: but in the best way possible. you just didn’t know how to explain that you couldn’t help the tears that would take over you when something felt too good.
“n-nothing wrong, lo— just.. just a lot..” you would huff, stomach fluttering as logan would sigh at your words: bringing up a rough thumb to swipe your salty tears away: the other gently tugging your panties back up. “damn it, darlin’. givin’ me a damn heart attack everytime you sob like that, makes me feel like i hurt ya.”
“c’mon. let’s just lay together for a while. probably be better for ya, sweet thing.”
old man logan, who, after a while, would begin to understand that his girl just couldn’t help her pretty tears and sobs. it was a part of her that only he got to see after all, and that’s what made it special.
he began to love having that power over you. loved having the ability to be fucking into you, pretty legs wrapped around his hips perfectly, nails scratching along his shoulders and back where you could reach, your desperate moans mingled with choked sobs ricocheting off the apartment walls — your nails leaving cat like scratches that started to heal in a short while as they weren’t deep wounds — but they still made him groan. one of his hands, the one not on your waist to keep a steady grip on you, moving up to grab your small wrist to stop you; his hand wrapping around it no problem. “easy, baby. i’m tryna be gentle here, but you’re really pushin’ it.” he would grunt, bringing your wrist down up next to your head, easily using that for leverage to keep on his slow and deep pace into you.
“gosh, darlin’, don’t go cryin’ for me right now..” he would groan, watching as you sobbed even more, trying to slow his pace more than it already was to scoop you up into his arms, keeping your smaller body cradled in them as he soothed your sobs with gentle ‘shh’s’ — hips still fucking into yours at a steady pace, just enough to have you trembling under him and for your cries to choke up in your throat with pretty moans, a familiar heat starting to build up in your lower tummy as it made your walls flutter around his thick cock. “uh— mmph, gonna.. gonna cum, lo—“ you would whimper, small hands squirming under his bigger ones, his grip only getting tighter on your soft wrists.
“that right? my baby’s gonna cum for me? gonna cum all over my cock like the sweet girl she is?” logan would grunt, using the best of his force to fuck into you just enough to find your little gummy spot, the one that sent shivers through your small body and made you let out a sob that broke off into a moan as you felt your orgasm quickly take over — hips trembling under his, sweet pussy squeezing around his cock as much as it could as your juices leaked onto him.
“fuck, doll.” he would huff, glancing down and pulling out just enough to see your pretty pussy — flushed and dripping for him, your sniffled cries filling the room once more as you tried to recover.
“gonna be a good girl and finish me off now too?”
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SONIC 3 POST CREDITS THOUGHTS
Spoilers obviously…
So as we now know, Metal and Amy are confirmed for Sonic 4. As an Amy fan, I am thrilled that we FINALLY get to have her in the movies, albeit rather late into the movie franchise. I wanted to talk a little bit about what we are seeing in this scene, as well as some of my hopes for Amy Rose’s movie portrayal.
As we can see, Amy’s combat seems like it will be different from her game self. Whereas game Amy uses her hammer and relies on her physical strength to defeat enemies, it seems like movie Amy will have some extra abilities with her hammer. In a way it seems to work like Thor’s hammer, where she can use it as a projectile against multiple enemies and summon it back.
Amy’s origin is that she uses her tarot cards and they basically tell her she will meet Sonic. This was something about her that had kind of been forgotten with Sega, up until recently. In Frontiers, Sonic make a few references to Amy and her fortune cards, and Amy actually uses them in the DLC. Some of her attacks also involve the cards.
It seems like in her portrayal, she will probably have some sort of magic, as we can see she appears to be able to float (or maybe she just jumped but it looks like floating to me). She very clearly has some combat experience and it’s interesting that the first time we see her, it’s a lot like Tails where it seems like she’s specifically trying to find Sonic. My prediction is that she will probably explain that she used her cards to find him, which is a nod to Sonic CD.
In terms of her seemingly having some sort of magical powers, I kind of have mixed feelings on that. I feel like part of what made Amy special is that she never really had special abilities the way others in the main cast do, but yet she’s still able to hold her own and be a hero in her own way. She’s also extroverted and kind hearted, which is why she’s able to so easily make friends and connect with others. I’m honestly scared that they’ll tone down those parts of her character just to make her more visibly “flashy.”
Her design is kind of perfect imo. At least, her face and hammer is. Im hoping she’ll have a similar outfit to her modern one under the cloak. It looks like they actually took a lot of Amy fans headcanons about her appearing in the cloak and decided to actually make that a reality. I’m sure the original fan who came up with that is gonna freak out when they see this.
As happy as I am for her appearance, I can’t help but feel very nervous for how her personality will be, especially when she has a reputation of being butchered. I really hope they don’t go the route of “girl character is stronger than the boy characters,” as that imo is actually more offensive than progressive. I am a woman btw so I think I’m allowed to have this opinion lol. A female character doesn’t have to be this overpowered character that is stronger than her male counterparts to be strong. I feel suggesting otherwise only implies that girls/women can only be alongside boys/men if they can prove to be better than them. That is simply not true. They can be equals. They can be strong in their own way. Amy does not have to prove anything to the Wachowski boys or to the audience. She is canonically strong and can fight. She is bubbly, she is kind, she is a romantic, she can be hotheaded, she is girly, and she is STRONG. All those things can and SHOULD coexist in her character. I don’t need her to be mellowed out into a stereotypical “I’m a girlboss who doesn’t need help from men” character. Amy’s crush on Sonic is important to her character because it shows that love is not a weakness, it can be a strength just as much as anything else.
My biggest ask for her character is to just LET AMY ROSE BE AMY ROSE.
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I am once again neglecting my physical and mental health to finish an ambitious project on an impossible timeline I’m sore and exhausted and dehydrated and either overeating or not eating at all. be normal about my hobbies challenge failed immediately
#I am burning myself out trying to finish this fucking corset for Saturday#I’m gonna have a breakdown about it fr#it’s not fitting right and I haven’t hemmed it yet and I haven’t even STARTED on the skirt part#and I have like 3 days to finish it#I feel like I’m gonna have a heart attack#it’s actually racing in my chest like at all times#I stay up sewing every night until I can’t see straight anymore#and then I wake up the next day and do it all over again#it’s an endless punishing cycle and it’s all my own fault#note to self: don’t try and make a full corset in two weeks#future me im BEGGING you can’t do it between your job and your gf and your dogs#and you should also probably take care of yourself too bc this is definitely not good for you#okay when I start actually talking to myself in the tags it’s time to call it#personal
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someone pls send good luck and vibes my way cus i need life to calm tf down for once
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Watching the real-time election results while doomscrolling politics tags is probably the most actively stressful thing I could conceivably do, and yet I’m doing it anyway
#us politics#us elections#I feel like I’m gonna have a heart attack and I can hear my family praying in the other room#please let there be light at the end of the tunnel come the end of this
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that feeling when you have pre existing heart problems and try to burn of calories by doing cardio
#oh my god i’m dying#i think im gonna pass out and i was only doing cardio for 3 minutes and even then i was pushing through#god how am i supposed to burn these calories if i can’t even do simple cardio without feeling like im gonna have a heart attack#tw ed not ed sheeren#ana male#boy ana#ed ftm#ftm ed#tw ed ana#ana b0y#ana ftm#tw ana bløg#tw ana rant
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literally imagine thinking i’m okay right now
#i’m shaking so bad i’m gonna be fucking sick. josh i. you. he. what the fuck#josh kiszka#greta van fleet#josh#li speaks#i feel like i’m having a fucking heart attack i. what the fuck
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Currently writing ch5 of my mumbroom fic! Angst angst angst lesbianism autism angst gay pining aaaaand more angst.
#I’m sat here writing it and reading it over and I’m like. Damn girl calm tf down and be less angsty#mara.txt#remedial witchcraft for non-magicals#like Hecate needs to slow down she is gonna anxiety attack herself into an early grave. heart attack by pretty woman#Hecate google search be like: why am I like this. how to stop being so gay. what is this feeling#how to not fall in love with the first pretty blonde woman who smiles at me.#<- this one is sooo real and so valid tho like me to bbg (me and Hecate are the same person btw I’m just in love with her bc I have npd)
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NEVERMIND EVERYTHING WORKED OUT 😭😭
#guys i’m being so fucking serious whenever my drawings are at risk i feel like i’m gonna get a fucken heart attack#i literally couldn’t sleep#everything is now backed up so if crusty ipad gets weird with me i have things saved thank jebus#i’d be inconsolable if i lost my raph drawings are you kidding me#you’d never see me again#text post
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Just tried a monster energy for the first time. I. Am looking through my walls. Caused an earthquake with my trembly hands.
#random#shitpost#funny#shitposting#storytelling#help#energy drinmk#monster energy#sponsor me#I don’t know how to convey the shakes I’m experiencing rn#my heart feels close to stopping#is this what death feels like#gonna have a heart attack fr
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#you guys ever get so anxious you’re sick?#i don’t have anxiety#at least i didn’t use to#but lately i feel like i’m going crazy#writing really helps#but then again writing angst makes me sad#like#sobbing over the tfs sequel is really hard#but then again these two?#i won’t ever let go#anyway I’m diverging#what I’m tryna say is oof#i am sickly anxious#i don’t know how to deal woth it#with*#you guys have any tricks?#i am like extremely busy#by that I mean I don’t have a free day until next tuesday :’)#anyway help a girl out#bc she’s gonna have a heart attack#if continues like this#love you all🫶🏼#personal
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I just had the single most uncomfortable phone call of my LIFE !!! Someone run my phone over with a TRACTOR and then SHOOT it with an GUN!!
#basically I was talking to a coworker asking for advice on how to handle another coworker of ours who had said some vaguely racist shit#fairly regularly#like she’s older so her heart is in the right place but it’s…. uncomfortable yk ?#and this coworker set up a meeting with admin to talk about how I feel victimized and am afraid to speak up (I’m not)#but I had my meeting and basically said ‘I want it on paper that I talked to y’all and asked for advice but I’d rather try to approach this#on my own and solve it person to person without attacking her or having her reprimanded’#and admin was like cool so we are actually totally gonna let you do that and also have a meeting where we do the opposite of that tehe#so I got a call from my coworker today that was like ‘UHHHH DID YOU GO TO ADMIN AND TELL THEM YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE IN MY CLASSROOM BECAUSE#YOU THINK IM RACIST??’#like bro#I eat one meal a day and I get this shit during my dinner time#fuuuuuuuccccckkkk#like I was completely blindsided with this and thank god I can talk normally while crying bc I was fuckjng sobbing from anxiety#like yeah you did say some racist shit but working with you is better than working with any of the other people who don’t have their shit#together#as shitty as it sounds I’ve kinda come accept a certian level of micro aggression (and macroagressiom bc tbh Glenda girl you go too far)#like I’m always uncomfortable and always unhappy and I’m always gonna be like that but NOW I’m uncomfortable because I’m getting#a phone call during MY dinner bc admin did exactly what I did not want them to do#like I wish there was a way that I could be like ‘yo I’m formally reporting that some shady shit is happening- I wanna handle it peacefully’#‘but if it can’t be resolved I want to cover my ass and not get my words twisted#I like working with Glenda most of the time… just not when she’s talking about white privelage or lack there of…#no Gelnda the teacher shortage isn’t caused by bps only hiring poc teachers and not giving jobs to white people#I promise reverse racism isn’t the root of why we can’t get coverage for music health or financial literacy or seventh grade ELA or math#idk idk I’m not doing it Justice#like I was uncomfortable in the classroom before but now I’m gonna be MORE uncomfortable bc all this shit blew up in my face#all this taught me is to never speak up about microaggressions and never go to administration with concerns of how to solve issues-#you know: the exact WRONG takeaway because everything is so fucking messy#fuck me I can’t wait to apply for work outside of the US#also not to have a cynic victim mentally but none of this shot would’ve happened if I was white… :/#but yeah.. whatever … middle eastern people don’t experience racism ig
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ough i am so fucking lost in the sauce like What is going on
#girl they put in me in some liminal space horror dimension type shit i’m fucjing scared and i feel like i’m dhying!!!!!#i haven’t even touched one drug whattt is gking onnn#idk What i’ve done wrong but i keep feeling like my head is turnin(g inside out and my body is trying to escape likegirl Stop#actually mayhaps touching a drug will improve my situation tumblr poll y/n should i drugs i only have the stuff that makes me#feel like i’m dying and dead and about to have a heart attack panic attack anxiety attack heart attack heart attack heart attack#ashchjukaly i thuink thet would be a bad deision#brb gonna go fucking hammer nails into my head or something ineatad
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I can’t find the gif but yk that gif where it’s like that cat who has its hands on its head and its meowing super hard as if it’s in agony ? YEAH THAT ONE … that’s me if a Jin doesn’t shapeshift into Kaveh for me 😓
#STAWP WHY AM I CRYINF RN THIS IS SO CONFUSINF#randomly started to cry what the heck is happening bro#pls Jin’s of the universe if you want to be treated like you’re in heaven or smth SHAPESHIFT AND ILL DO ANYTHING YOU WANT !!!#….. sigh#I am no better than that one boy on tiktok that asked if he can get his anime wife to jannah IM DJEIWKSMAAK#GRANTED Kaveh is NOT EVER my idk wife husband whatever the heck ppl wanna call it#he’s just someone I’ll lock in my basement forever and dote on him for the rest of time 🥰#dora daily#um maybe I should be a little scared I think randomly crying or smth is a sign of jin possession uh … ESP IN THIS CONTEXT#SORRY I SWEAR I DONT NEED KAVEH IM TOTALLY FINE 😭😭😭#I have a weird headache now too in the sense I feel dizzy 😭#wallah I was joking leave me#aloneeeeeee#I’m going somewhere soon and istg if I see a man who looks like Kaveh I’m gonna bawl my eyes out and run away#omg that’s so funny imagine every blond guy I see I have a heart attack and they look at me like girl wth …
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had a panic attack at the airport 🤪🤪🤪
#actually it started before the airport but i had to go catch a flight so i just ignored it#and then it didn’t go away so like 20 min before boarding i called my therapist and she calmed me down#and since there was no pharmacy in the boarding section of the airport and i forgot my calming meds at home like an idiot#i instead bought a beanie baby ball cause i needed something to squeeze#so now i’m in the plane waiting to fly squeezing a beanie baby ball lol#hate panic attacks so much cause i always believe 100% that i’m going to die#like i’ve calmed down now and yet i still tected my parents/friends saying i love you etc#not in a way that indicated i had the panic attack cause i don’t want them to worry but still#just a ‘boarded my plane i love you!’#and yet i had never done that when flying alone before#i’m not usually scared of planes and even now i’m still not#what i’m always always afraid of is having a heart attack#even though i have no heart or related diseases and no precedent in my family#except for like my grandpa when he was very old#idk man i just feel like it’s how i’ll die#and i started having a panic attack because i felt like i was gonna have one now#and having to fly today made it worse cause like if i have a heart attack in the middle of a flight there’s no much one can do to help#but whatever i know i won’t have one#and the flight is only 2.5 hours long#so if by the time i get there i still feel this way i’ll ask my parents to take me to the hospital to do heart exams#i’ve been to the hospital because of that before and it was nothing but it eased my mind so much#anyway… i won’t die but if it’s been like a week since i posted this and nothing more i love yall ppl on my phone#my post#i won’t die though. i’ll prob come back here in like 3 hours#okay turning off phone now
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mdni under the cut •
best friend! sukuna who sneaks into your room through your window uninvited as you’re watching some random comedy show in the middle of the night to “hang out”.
(well.. actually, he isn’t your best friend. he’s really your boyfriend, but your parents don’t approve of your relationship with him, so you have to keep things secret.)
best friend! sukuna who scares you by slamming your window open and jumping in with a “what’s up idiot” as you jolted in your bed and gave him a piercing glare.
“sukuna! what on earth are you doing!!” exasperating and clutching your chest as if you were about to have a heart attack. “if my parents hear or see you here, its game over for the both of us.”
best friend! sukuna who honestly does not care because you’re his girlfriend so he will simply come see you whenever he pleases. and in this time of the night, he needs you right now. “oh nothing too crazy” he looks at his nails with a teasing smirk, “just wanted to see how my little brat is doing that’s all.” as he walks over to your plushie filled, silk, comfy bed and takes a seat.
best friend! sukuna who pretends to be interested in whatever show you’re currently watching as he slides his huge and veiny hands up your thighs and into your pajama shorts.
you began protesting, “kuna, we could be caught this isn’t a good i-“ your breath hitched as he starts rubbing circles with his thumb over your clit.
“lock the door then girl.” rolling his eyes.
best friend! sukuna who pushes your shorts to the side, revealing your pretty puffy folds to his enamored eyes and licks a long stripe down your slit, making you slightly whimper— teasing you with his tongue and middle finger until he softly grabs you by the ankles and tells you to get face down ass up for him.
best friend! sukuna who pumps his thick cock a few times before slowly pushing himself into your sopping wet cunt and letting out a low groan. he’s thrusting in and out of you being careful at first, so that your parents don’t suspect anything, but the way you were gripping around his monstrous dick had him going insane and began fucking into you deeper, teasing your g-spot.
“su- mmph fuck!” becoming cock drunk off of him, tongue lolling out, eyes rolling into the back of your head. and your sly little boyfriend — best friend knowing what exactly you like and how to make you feel good, kept thrusting all the way into you to make you moan as loud as you can on purpose then taunting you, “shhh, you wouldn’t your father to know his sweet little girl is getting her guts rearranged by the boy she’s not supposed to be messing around with, now would you?” devilish grin creeping onto his lips.
best friend! sukuna who’s favorite thing is fucking you dumb on his cock to the point you’re seeing white and can’t conjecture a single thought, but still littering sweet praises in your ear such as, “you’re such a good girl, taking this dick mhm”, “fuck! you’re so tight for me.” “you feel so good gripping around me like that.”
best friend! sukuna who shoots ropes of hot cum into you just as you come undone on him still inside of you, legs beginning to shake. “oh hoho, silly girl… i’m not done with you just yet.” laying you down on your back to stuff his mess back into you with his still hardened length.
best friend! sukuna who loves fucking you full of his seed as he looks into your eyes while he’s on top and cupping your cheeks as lewd noises come from beneath you both.
best friend! sukuna who milks you of everything you got, on the brink of crying from overstimulation and how hard you were about to orgasm. “c- i’m gonna cummmm ‘kuna!”
best friend! sukuna who licks the shell of your ear and leave open mouthed kisses on your jaw as he tells you to let go and cum all over his cock like the filthy slut good girl that you are.
best friend! sukuna who cleans you up with a towel he got from your closet and leaves sweet, loving kisses on your temples as you two cuddle and fall asleep together in each other’s arms in your bed.
best friend! sukuna who wakes up at 6am to leave before your parents wake up and gives you a goodbye/good morning kiss before he exits through your window.
best friend! sukuna and you who thought you two were slick and pretty sure that your parents wouldn’t suspect anything ever happened the previous night.
until you walk into the kitchen for breakfast to your parents asking what all the noise was coming from your room last night and asking where the marks on your neck came from.
oops…
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