#i don’t know how to deal woth it

[oddinary4bts]

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[purpelflurpel]

How to stop idealizing and falling in love with ppl whose personalities don’t exist the same way you’ve created in your mind?

Better yet, how to stop being disappointed when they don’t end up being who you’ve decided they are?

[horizon-verizon]

I was thinking today about how the canonical Targaryen lineage makes no sense with the Velaryon race change. Jaehaerys is as white as a white man can be in the first episode even though his mother was a Velaryon. And all of his children and grandchildren are of course also the whitest people ever (they couldn’t even cast a mixed/Black actress to play Alyssa even though she’s just a hallucination). Go back even further the Conquerors’ mother was also a Velaryon. I know genes can be funny things and don’t always follow math, I know white-passing exists, but if Baela and Rhaena can be Black Targaryens, there is absolutely no reason why the rest of the Targs we see aren’t mixed/Black, actually.

And not just Jaehaerys either, as Boremund Baratheon (the man who swears fealty to Rhaenyra in episode 1 and later hosts her during her suitor progress in episode 4) is Jaehaerys’ younger half-brother from the same mother, as is Rhaenys’ mother Jocelyn Baratheon.

Ryan Condal literally said, “Well, Valyria was this enormous continent, a very diverse and well-populated nation that fell into the sea. Why couldn’t there have been a line of Black Velaryons in that story ?”, meaning there were Black people indigenous to Valyria and that Corlys’ brown skin doesn’t come from his mother.

Yeah...one thing about this show is that the changes are made sporadically, according to their marketing needs, and are not truly story forward.

Ryan is the same man who said Aegon I lived in and at the same time Old Valyria existed & erased every trace of ladies in waiting for Rhaenicent to make any modicum of sense. He or Hess or soemone they approved came up woth the idea that Rhaenyra, the Queen Consort, would face or even tolerate the same kind of disrespect from a council of men as Alicent, when these two women have completely different positions and in the bk, rhaeyra wouldn't even allow that shit to happen. Rhaenyra is a Queen regnant, Alicent was a Consort and then a Dowager. It makes much more sense for Alicent to into be able to do shit AND for the men to even try to speak over her or dismiss her. Nor would Rhaenyra castellan be a man who got a seat at the table, much less argue with her in front of others without facing some severe consequences. We have the raping, betraying Huh Hammer become a family man to be the PoV/inside look of the smallfolk instead of say Sylvenna Sand, Essie, Nettles, that girl Mysaria had as a messenger, Gaemon Palehair. Or you know just some random. Baela and Rhaena's relationship w/Daemon and his own personal arc is fraught with stuff that either never should have existed or is a rehash of what was "solved" back in season 2 for the whole "fix a toxic man" arc instead of just developing Baela and Jace's romance, the social effects of kinslaying at KL's court, Corlys being more active and the shifting tensions b/t him and Rhaenyra done both indirectly or directly, etc., etc.

We're not dealing with straight shooters here. 🤷🏾‍♂️

[hmshermitcraft]

grian/mumbo/xisuma (implied polyhermits?), hurt/comfort, implied/vague gender dysphoria tw

mumbo knew it was coming. he knew from the way his skin was breaking out, and the way he felt light headed even while sat down, and the way every little thing was making him want to cry or become violently angry… his period was coming.

it didn’t come as often as most people’s and was quite irregular, but he was fit as a fiddle with very little stress day to day with a server full of loved ones willing to help with any stresses that may come his way. so, he was fine, right?

no. not at all. he could tell just from the early symptoms this would be bad. he’d blown up at several people for small mistakes or poorly worded jokes, both highly emotional from his hormones but also cranky because he could barely stomach food with how bad his cramps were getting.

so, to avoid hurting the ones he loved, he looked himself away in his vault in hopes of coping with his next days of misery all alone.

xisuma was immediately made aware of the incidents which has led to mumbo hiding himself away. none of the hermits were particularly upset with mumbo, they knew he was just in a bad mood (although no one knew why.) so, when mumbo didn’t leave his vault for more than a day, xisuma decided he’d has enough time to cool down and probably needed some support.

as he landed on the bridge by mumbo’s vault, grian came fluttering over to give his boyfriend and tight hug. “Hello, my love. are you here to check on mumbo?”

“Yes, would you like to join me?” Xisuma held Grian’s hands as the shorter nodded, then began leading him towards the vault.

A few knocks at the vault door were met woth silence, leading to Xisuma and Grian looking around for a few minutes before finding the button to unlock Mumbo’s vault door. They entered with ease, and would have been laughing at the slime blocks that had launched them if not for the state of mumbo’s vault.

it was totally dark, with his bed pushed deep into the corner as he layed there and sobbed. every mirror was covered, one by his suit jacket and a few others by blankets. everything was disheveled, some chests still open with clothes and books strewn around the floor. grian quickly pulled out a lantern and gripped xisuma’s hand tight as they walked towards the lump under mumbo’s blankets.

they quickly recognised the sobs to be mumbo’s and immediately jumped into action. grian placed down the lamp and began to clean mumbo’s floor. sure, he hated organising his own things but he’d happily help mumbo with anything (even cleaning.) meanwhile, xisuma began to gently rub mumbo’s arm from over the blanket, beginning to soothe the sobs coming from their sensitive boyfriend.

eventually, mumbo sniffled hard and poked his head out from under the blankets. “im sorry…” he immediately said, upon seeing both his boyfriends.

“mumbo, why are you sorry?” xisuma asked, cautiously bringing his hand up to stroke mumbo’s hair which he immediately leaned into.

“i’m sorry you guys had to come, you didn’t need to.. i was just gonna deal with this on my own, and i didn’t want anyone to see me like this.”

“Mumbo, you don’t have to deal with anything on your own ever! we aren’t ever gonna judge you or see you differently just because of this… you do know that, don’t you?” Grian came closer and took mumbo’s hand gently.

the three stayed close for a while, xisuma and grian holding mumbo close as he finally calmed down.

when he was calm enough, mumbo was able to get himself showered and into fresh pyjamas, despite the struggle to have to see himself like that. xisuma changed mumbo’s bedding and got him some extra pillows and plushies while grian made him some snacks, some water and strength potions. healing potions never usually helped with periods, as your body wasn’t damaged but extra strength did make the pain easier to cope with.

of course, once mumbo was truly feeling better they’d have to have a nice long talk about how he didn’t need to isolate himself and that the hermits were happy to support him through anything. and he had a few small apologies to the hermits he’d had a go at a few days earlier.

It's hard to think of anything when you're miserable and in pain. Grian and X may not have first-hand experience, but they can tell just by looking at Mumbo. Even with two extra bodies, it's hard to get through the worst of it.

Mumbo will want to be touched and cuddled. And then he doesn't want anyone even brushing against his skin whatsoever. He'll be absolutely ravenous for sugar and carbs and then feel sick and bloated.

It feels like one extreme to the next. But, with another day or so of hot water bottles, potions and experimenting with food, Mumbo can say he's past the worst of it. The idea of wearing anything tight fitting still makes him want to cry, but he's not confined to a single room anymore.

Grian and X are mostly concerned about Mumbo going through that every month (and the other hermits that menstruate) but Mumbo assures them it isn't usually like that! That was just a particularly bad one and he was stubborn and didn't think to do anything to lessen it-

Mumbo gets a kiss to shut him up. Time to get out the calender and start planning.

[carmenberzattosgf]

WHY IS FAK TWLLING CLAIRE THAT CARM IS IN LOVE WOTH HER

*unpopular opinion alert*

Tbh I think Carmy is 🚶‍♀️don’t get me wrong here I don’t love Claire bc I think her character is just kinda messy? Like girl you’ve known him since he was a kid you should be well aware how emotionally stunted he is 😭 it really annoyed me how much she took him away from the restaurant in season two even though she knew he needed to be there! Like he owns the place!

While Carmy was an idiot when he said what he did in the freezer, it was all true. It would have been a lot healthier if he idk… said his feelings about juggling the relationship and the restaurant to Claire like weeks beforehand, but he didn’t. Probably because he didn’t realize how much the relationship was affecting him until he literally got locked in a freezer because he got distracted by a text from Claire instead of calling the fridge guy. I love Carmy so much but he can be a little brat sometimes and only spoke his feelings when he had to deal with the consequences of his own actions.

I think Carmy really does like her, maybe even loves her! But he chose the restaurant over her in that moment because he knew he couldn’t be the best if he was distracted by a relationship that would drain him as much as Claire. Fak is getting involved bc he wants carmy to be able to have both her and the restaurant, but fak doesn’t get it.

TLDR: Carmy is lowkey emotionally immature and doesn’t know how to express feelings and juggle his life with the restaurant. Fak is meddling like fak does 💀

[depressedhatakekakashi]

Sorry to bother you on New Year's Eve, but I saw the post about n*rusaku and I wanted to talk about a specific person and yes, she is a trash person who has several accounts on various social media, including two here on Tumbler that I know maybe even more , but to be clear she doesn't ship n*rusaku/s*sukarin/s*kuino she ships nar*sasu she makes her life hate/hares people who ship s*susaku and sakura fans, she was one of the people who was harassing the author of that ss novel and saying that she deserved to be harassed for writing sasuke being kind to sakura ,she loves to spam ns/sk IA arts in other couples tags and cross tag anti content in general,She especially likes to use nar*saku/sak*ino to pretend that she cares about Sakura but she has said several times that she despises Sakura and that she should have died a miserable death,nar*saku fandom unfortunately has some toxic people but this specific one is not one of them

Urge, even worse when you have people pretending to like a ship just to bash on one of the people/other ships

I’m sorry Narus*ku fandom has to deal woth that. The ship has its potentials and i don’t see why people get so much joy out of hating on things instead of just loving what they love

And harrassing people is never ok. Like i know Kun likes and reblogs things that are anti hinata/is very vocal about loving sasusaku but who tf cares? Is she actually hurting anyone? No? Leave her alone then no one deserves to be harrassed or face death threats

Jun is a good writer she just wrote one book people loath because how DARE Sasuke actually show love for his cannon wife? I don’t even like the ship but damn i’d rather see Jun show a loving, mutual relationship over that gaiden shit where everyone believes Sasuke would be a cheater.

Hate the ship all you want, Family is way too important to Sasuke for him to cheat. He would divorce before cheating

[carlottawllms]

Hello she is back🤭🩷

Before you’d actually met Ben, all you’d known was how he was constantly pictured as a womaniser, someone who wouldn’t pass up the opportunity of a quick shag and whatever situationship came his way. WE DONT LIKE THIS BEN😒

With Mason, that had never been much of a problem. He had thick skin and a good support system and most of the stuff he’d never read anyway and even if it made you a little angry, knowing it didn't faze him, helped. MY MAN🤭🤭🤭

When you’d gotten together about a year ago, you’d quickly realised that the picture the media had painted of him, was not true in the slightest. Ben wasn’t a womaniser who shagged every woman he came across. He was quite the opposite. OH POOR BOY

You’d seen it in his eyes in that moment; the expectation of you running off and leaving him like some others had before you, but instead, you’d kissed him softly and pulled him into a hug, telling him it was alright. OMG BABY🥺 YOU KNOW THAT I WAS THINKING ABOUT A CONCEPT ABOUT THIS WOTH MASON? 🤭

Lately however, Ben had pulled away completely. Not emotionally, but physically.

The situation with Chelsea had taken a toll on him and kept weighing him down, especially now that, more often than not, he was put on the bench or forced to play in a position that didn’t come naturally to him. His performances were meh, clearly below the expectations of the fans and therefore miles away from what he expected of himself. OH WE DONT LIKE THIS

And that’s how he’d unintentionally put you both on a sex ban. CHILLWEL😒

More often than not, you kissed him goodnight and went to bed alone, only for him to crawl under the covers hours later like a dead man and fall asleep without even pulling you into his arms. THAT'S MEAN BEN

And whilst you could deal with a lot of things, a constantly stroppy boyfriend wasn’t one of those. GO GIRL

“Okay, that’s enough.”, you sighed quietly. Placing the spatula to the side as the dinner had to wait for a little while, you made your way upstairs to prepare something, that had been crossing your mind a couple of times those last few days.OHHHH WHATTTT

Whilst letting him mull about the result downstairs, you were quick in getting the bedroom ready. From the way he was so trapped in his own head, you knew he’d probably not take too well to you jumping his bones straight away, so you’d come up with this plan of a little massage and seeing where that would lead. OHHHHHHHH🤭

“Good.”, you smiled, feeling the way he squeezed your hands. “Then give me a little kiss and take your shirt and joggers off before lying down on your front for me.” YAYYYYYYY

A surprised grunt flew past his lips when you all but flopped down on his back, face hiding away in his neck for a few seconds as you simply enjoyed his proximity, but it wasn’t long until you sat back up and reached for the oil you’d placed on the nightstand. THAT'S SWEET

“Mhmm.”, he hummed, nodding his head as best as he could. “Very much.” CUTIE

“Keep going.”, he whispered; his voice slightly hoarse and laced with the emotions running through him. He could feel your touch everywhere, tingles rushing down his spine with every inch you covered, and it wasn’t long that he felt your lips brushing his jaw. OHHHHHHHH SCREAMINGGGG

Ben leaned in and pressed a rather heavy kiss to your lips. His hand finding your waist and pushing underneath your shirt to caress your soft skin almost immediately and as you were so swept up in the moment, it didn’t take you long to deepen the kiss a little more. MELTING

However, when you moved your leg over his thighs and arched into his side a little more, fingers trailing over his collarbone, you felt him getting a little rigid. It was as if the brain fog had eventually cleared a little and made him notice the direction you were heading in. BENJAMIN RELAXXXXX

“I don’t know, I just…Oh fuck.” YES YOU KNOW

“Okay.”, he rasped, eyes squeezed shut as you kept palming him over his boxers and after a few more seconds you could feel him surrendering to the pleasure and relaxing into the mattress. “It feels so fucking good.” YAYYYY

“Do you want more, Benji?” A small proud smirk playing at your lips at the way he nodded like a madman, almost giving himself whiplash. “Yeah? You do?” SHE IS A TEASEEEE

“Sorry, I couldn’t hold it anymore.”, he mumbled embarrassed. He didn’t think he’d ever cum this quickly before. “I just…I don’t even know. I really wanted your mouth, but I was so close already, I think it would’ve killed me.”🥵🥵🥵

“Stop that.”, he whined. “It makes me want to go again.” GO THEN

“I missed it, too, baby.”, he breathed. “Won’t ever go this long without fucking you, I promise.” WELL, GOOD JOB Y/N, YOU WON GIRL🤭🤭🤭

BESTIEEEEE

WHAT A COME BACK🤭

I LOVED THIS

HOW YOU DESCRIBED THE WAY HE FELT AND THE WAY SHE FELT ABOUT HIM NOT BEING AT HIS BEST MENTAL STATE

HOW SHE WAS WORRIED ABOUT HIM

AND HER ORGANISING THE LITTLE SURPRISE 🤭

THE MASSAGE WAS SWEET AND HOT AT THE SAME TIME😌🫠 LOVED IT

AND THEN THE SEXXXXX🫠🫠🫠

HER TAKING CARE OF HIM, WOW

AND HIS PROMISE AT THE END, WELL THANK GOD BEN😌😂

I LOVED IT, BUT THIS ISN'T A NEWS, IS IT??? I LOVE EVERYTHING YOU POST😌���

THANK YOU FOR THIS ONE, PERFECT WAY TO END A LOOOOONG MONDAY🩷🩷🩷

Oh I missed these 🤭🤭

Honestly I appreciate it so much that you take the time to react to all the tiny bits and then leave a message at the end 🩷

I’m really glad you enjoyed it!! Thank you my love 🩷🩷

[enniewritesathing]

I just looked at the poll result (that button was for me really) and uhm.

(i guess spoilers for the result under the cut and also cut to spare yall w/e I’m gonna say)

out of 20 (it was 20 bc i voted, but it’s 19... rounding it up is easier because i can’t do math woth shit lol)

no one voted for any of my early stuff. which, valid I guess because I was absolutely horrendous on formatting it -- not even ‘script’ style. lots of blanks in between shots. the only reason I didn’t go back an edit it is because I guess I wanted to keep it as a progress thing. Started from here, now I’m here, etc. That said, I can probably see someone skipping over them completely bc of that. (or maybe I’m just projecting a little bit idk). On the other hand, idk John fighting a literal demon?? how can you not vote for that lol

5 voted for The Werewolf 4 for The Incident (which I am surprised because that story as a whole has the least amount of notes... granted the CWs and subject matter(s)-- and it’s the only story I have that doesn’t have any sort of dialogue. Kind of a fill in the blank sort of deal. 1 each for the proposal and country side, 2 for multiple/other, 4 haven’t read any/or didnt like anything in particular, and 2 (minus me) wanted to see results.

I’m trying to think of a takeway here. I was shocked that I got 19 votes and usually when I poll things, the turn out is very low for the amount of followers that I have (that’s if they did it bc obviously anyone can vote). Let me put it this way, only 2.5% voted. (I think.) idk how many are actually active, lurking, or abandoned.

as a story teller (on/off), it’s... hm. I don’t know what to feel about it. I got ideas and half the time, I go through with it because I think it’s interesting. (that and putting the boys in A Situation is fun). but I also think they’re just niche (or I should say it’s not aesthetic enough with reshade and whathaveyou and I gave my thoughts in the post via tags; it’s not that far back).

It’s pretty rare i get a message about any of it and I guess the lack of feedback/comments is getting to me (or even rarer, an ask that’s a follow up question to what i posted). like yes, I want to talk about things!! future things! speculation even. anon’s on! links have the posts in chronological order! everything’s finished! i put nav links in each story post so in the off chance someone rb’s it, you can start from the beginning!

maybe it’s because of how i do things that work for me. parts are long. there’s a fair amount of reading. it’s in script (storyboard?) format. i’ve tried being short with things but it never plays out. i even went textless once -- what you see is what you get. it’s like ‘oh, i’m not reading all of that’. i have a sneaking suspicion that’s why. it’s too long. no words on pics. or maybe it’s not interesting. (visually or otherwise)

it feels like this when I’m RBing my own work

it feels bad, yall!! it’s like im begging and that sucks. sometimes I ask, why do I bother. why do I bother with tags, why do i bother with anything. rarely a story post will leave here. like, is it not worthy of like ‘hey check out this cool thing’ (or a rec list of sort? does anyone still do that?)

. . .

on the other hand, i don’t think there’s a takeaway here and i’m really way too much into this and hurt my own feelings. (ofc 🙄) it is what it is and I should just let this go and go to sleep it’s 330 in the morning

[candyscorns]

I just hate being alive and hate being me and hate being gay and bate being fat and hate being here and hate. I just hate. I hate everything because everything is stupid to me. And i just wanna die because i have being alive because there’s no point. Because i compare myself to everyone around me even still. I am 19 and i compare myself to wveryone around me. Because why do i look the way that i do. It dorsnt make any fucking sense. Shy can i not starve myself shen it was so easy for me a year ago. Why can i not cut myself when i could do it so effortlessly a year ago. Whh do i have to drink. Whhy can i noy just go. Everytime i drink i justs tell the sky let this night br my last. I just hate beinv here. I hate everything so mucb especially mysef. I just wanna cut my body into shreda and get every ounce of everything physival i hate and throw it in acid or something i just wanna die. Nobody cares about me and thats okay because thats the way that i want it. I dont want anyone to care abt me because the. I can lill myself and no one would give it a second thought. Like i genuinely dont care that no one cares abt me it makes me hPpy in a sense to think about the fact that they dont. I canre for so many people so deeply and webn i kill myself I’ll take that care with me people always say to the grabe I’ll tale ig to the grave and the warm pits of hell woth me. Im so thankful to everyone ive met on my journey in this shitty life. Weveryone that wamde it just a little bit better and a little bit brighter. Everyone that i didsapinged sith my stipid fucking actions. Everyone ghat i let down. Im so grayefull to have crossed paths with them and i h will always have the utmost love and respeect for them abd wish them nothing but the absolute best in theis crueld shitty world. I just hate me and i hate being here and i hate comparing myselfy still after all these years because thats the main toof of everything is this stupid fucking comparison that i have foing on. If i looked like her or her then I wouldn’t fucking complain. I don’t complain. Not outwardly. I couldn’t do that. Not in the way that i am right nowz . I just wanna be skinny and idc if thats at the expense of my health or happiness i just wanna be skinny and weightless and skin and bone. And because of how i rat i know that can’t happen and so i just choose to settle for deathz. Suicide. It seems so stupid with me being 19 but its just how i feek. I just hate being alive because i have so much stupid shit to deal with that i would just rather not and nobody cares so it makes it so easy for me to gove yp. And for some stupid none xistsent reason i make a concioys decision everyday to live. And i dread every mombet of it so I chose to ignore the fact that i chose to live and do what i can to pretend that I didn’t make that decision. Ive been saying that I’ve been living through me for them lately but if im being homest. I’m sabotaging myself by staying here. Why an i still here. Why have i not killed myself yet. They don’t care about me. And thats okay. I’m not mad at them about that. I cant ve mad at then. They cared for a long time they cared. They showed me loge and gave me strength when i was ay some of my lowest points. They encouraged me and gave me hope. They were the sun in my storm. They did what they didn’t even have to and i will be forever grateful to thwm for that. But i choose to beliebe that it got to a point where the shit that i was choosing to dos to myself that was hatmful and or detrimental took an effect on them and thats okayz. That thye felt like they had to prioritize them and do wahts whas good for them by forgetting me. I asked them to anyways. All of then i asked them to just stop worrying and caring about me. And i think they finally saw me the way thT i see me. I just wnana. Die u wasont wanna be bere anymore i really dont. I just hate here. And i hat emd its all just do sstuoid. And i just eanna go. And i just wnana bee okasy but no. Instead i stay here miserables aafstuck for no reason.

[freshie-owo]

This might be a bit of an odd question, but I’m doing my monthly reread of piece by piece and I was checking out your other works and saw that you have an a/b/o tanzen work!

(I’ve yet to read it, but when I finish PBP I will!)

This made me wonder, do you ever think you’d do a similar fanfic to PBP but with A/B/O setting? If so, what do you think that would be like? Especially if Zenitsu is estranged and thought dead, I imagine assimilating into a pack that’s very well established would be extremely hard, I feel like Tengen would most definitely be an Alpha and would assume his son would have been too, (and just basing this off the fact in your a/b/o fic Zenitsu is an omega) do you think he’d struggle with having an Omega son instead? Zenitsu probably would once he realizes who his father is and what his father is. I also imagine at least one of the wives would be an alpha but — that’s just me personally.

This is just kinda me rambling and theorizing — so I really hope you don’t mind that, but I can’t imagine how the wives/especially tengen, would be like when they’re slammed with 16 years of parental instincts all at once and all they can think is “pup pup pup pup is back” and Zenitsu struggling to accept that while also relishing in that. That and them being faced with the fact that another person raised their pup, even if it was only for about two years.

But yeah! I was just curious, found the potential idea interesting and I’m really not saying “write this” just curious on your opinion since you have The Zenitsu fanfic and I find your characterization of him to be the literal best I’ve ever seen.

I hope you’re doing well<3 and while there’s no pressure at all bc I want you to take your time and love every writing you make, I’m super excited for the next update of PBP!!!!

Firstly: MONTHLY re-read???? Omg I'm so flattered that you've been reading the fic that much 😭😭 even though I haven't been updating, knowing this stuff motivates me and encourages me to keep writing!

And honestly, I'd never actually thought about an a/b/o version of PBP (which is funny to me because I have abo fic ideas on the brain pretty much all the time lol).

I totally agree with you that zenitsu assimilating into the pack would be tough. He for sure would have a complex about it, since the only "pack" he would've been in would be woth Kaigaku and Gramps, and lets be real, it's mostly just pack with Gramps since Kaigaku doesn't want anything to do with poor bby Zen.

I also think Tengen and the wives would (mostly Tengen and Suma, I think) try to make the joining of the pack instantaneous and like Zenitsu belongs there, when of course it would not be even close to that simple! Which would probably make Zenitsu more uncomfortable and feel even more like he doesn't belong in their pack :(

And Tengen would assume his son would be an alpha. That would he left-over from what he learned from his father, I think, and not something he would have shaken by the time Zenitsu was born.

What I'm torn between, however, is how Tengen would deal with that in direct relation to his wives' dynamics.

On one hand, I feel like the wives would be omegas because if the three wives are so Tengen can have many kids, it would make sense for his father to secure him partners that would be more fertile, etc. Etc.

OR, I think they would be betas/alphas, because they're trained shinobi, and Tengen's family seems to me like they wouldn't want to be associated with families that let omegas be trained/want Tengen to be involved with omegas because they're "weak."

Either way, I think that yes, Tengen would struggle because of the bias instilled in him about alpha sons. Zenitsu would just find it to be one more thing he's "lacking" that makes him more unlike Tengen. And in an abo-verse, I think Zenitsu would view Tengen as a shitty chauvinist alpha, and believe, regardless of knowing Tengen’s bias or not, that he is a disappointment because he's not an alpha.

As for Tengen, Hina, Makio, and Suma, I imagine your description of how they'd get hit with the paternal instincts to be spot on. I think Tengen would be very territorial over his position as Zenitsu's dad and pack leader, and be jealous of gramps who is those things in Zenitsu's eyes. But I do think all four of them would still be so grateful to gramps deep down for taking care of their pup.

This was a LOT of fun to think about and I got so excited reading this ask and all of your ideas! I probably won't ever write a full-blown abo version, because I do have other fics planned for the PBP-verse including a different rewrite 👀 but I love tossing around headcanons and stuff like this so thank you for this ask!

I'm so glad you enjoy the fic so much and my characterization of them 💕 I'm gonna be rewatching the anime soon to get back in the groove and work on the remaining chapters cause I want to brush up on their characters lol. I want to make sure the last few chapters are consistent with the old chapters!

But seriously thank you so so much for all your kind words they really do keep me motivated and make me want to write more of the fic!!

[naranciiiasolos]

pretend i don’t know who you are (& to some extent i still don’t bc there’s still so much i have to learn) but how would you introduce yourself. that is, who are you? what’s your deal man

hai my name is sofia and im just a silly little blogger who doesnt know what their doing. but im a pretty chill person. i talk a lot sometimes i shut up when i feel like ive said too much. im chill. i sometimes have fire fits. they basic but they fire. i like music i love music i love discovering new music. i also like finding people woth the same mysic taste as me like cause then its like woah we listen to the same thing. are we like music soulmates or something. i like cats i take photos of cats all the time. i like it when other people send me pictures of cats. i also like snails, snails are so cute.

[just-absolutely-super]

(Different anon) (continuing the Hikari Pirates & Chaud teamup)

Chaud: so, the plan is simple, once this ship gets close enough, the captain will examine the ship, they tend to trust pirate ships. Once that happens, the ship will slow down for you to engage in Parley, trade goods & other necessities you may need. Thats when Blues & I will swiftly place the seastone handcuffs on him & any other devil fruit users.

Mayl: sounds methodical.

Roll: using the Pirate Code to your advantage, thats underhanded, i like it!

Protoman: there are a few contingies in place should a battle actually take place, since both ships will be close in proximity, the Devil Fruit user's teleporting ability will want to trigger, but they only ever have 1 ship, so we figured it can't teleport more than one.

Lan: right, i'm gonna check in on Glyde.

*Lan walks over to Glyde*

Lan: Glyde, how close are we to that ship?

Glyde: very close, i raised our flag to show we mean no harm.

Lan: good. *notices something* hey, their ship is slowing down.

The Hikari ship gets close enough, and sees the ship Chaud was persuing. Both Lan & Glyde's blood runs cold.

Hub walks out, and sees the ship in question, also having a scared look on his face

Lan&Hub: the Regal Pirates!

Glyde: they're notorious, they create artifical Devil Fruit known to enhance the powers of other Devil Fruits, the Dark Fruit itself is infamous for corrupting even the noblest of Pirates & Marines alike. Even if the person in question wasn't a devil fruit user, eating a Dark Fruit would be akin to 3-7 years woth of body training excersizes in just the second of eating it

Hub *thinking*: no wonder Chaud & Blues wanted help dealing with them

(A/n: basing the "Dark Fruit" on the Dark Chips from NT Warrior & Battle Network)

This prompt is making me try and establish more lore lmao

Some backstory: Tadashi and Wily were both part of the Navy as Vice Admirals, but after a falling out Wily turned to piracy

During his voyage he fathers Regal and, much later after he becomes an Emperor of the seas, adopts Baryl

Regal goes off on his own voyage and later in his adult years becomes a Warlord, where he used his ties to the government to do some shady shit

Obtained the Dark-Dark Fruit even though that shit was supposed to be locked up in Davy Jones’ locker but of course people would find it!

The Dark-Dark Fruit in the OP universe is mostly associated with the endless void and not really evilness, but somehow Regal was able to use his darkness abilities to add to faux and artificial DFs, making them more powerful than the real things but it takes a toll on the user, succumbing them to madness and eventual death

After a turning point in the story Regal will leave his Warlord position to obtain title of Emperor

Yes he is essentially the Blackbeard of the story

Lan: You didn’t tell us we’d be dealing with Regal!

Chaud: Regal isn’t on that ship. It’s some of his men we’re dealing with

Lan: Even then, this is dangerous! Not just for my crew but for your position too! He’s still a Warlord isn’t he? You can’t just attack and arrest his men unprovoked, even if they are pirates!

Chaud: The Navy may be “allies” with Regal, but what he and his henchmen are doing is illegal. Just arresting some of his crew isn’t a direct attack on him if I catch them in the act. So don’t act like you’re worried

Lan: I’m worried because this operation could get us involved in some shit we’re not prepared for! I don’t like this!

Mega: Lan, let’s help them

Lan: Are you for real?

Mega: You know what they’re doing is wrong. A lot of people have gotten hurt because of this. I think adventuring on the seas would be a lot safer if we put those guys behind bars!

Lan: I know you’re right but…

Mega: Aren’t you the one always telling me things will be alright? Where’s your confidence Captain?

Lan: …Alright, we’ll do it! Anyone here have objections?

The crew: …

Lan: What? Scared?

Dex: No, no we’re all on board, it’s just…

Yai: For once you were the worrywart and hesitater while Hub was the encourager!

Guts: It’s the sign of a storm coming, guts!

Lan: Seriously? You guys are too superstitious!

Chaud: It’s either a storm or you two are imposters…

Lan: No one asked you!

[eenn]

i just don’t know how to deal with this shit. i don’t know how to talk what i want to talk so does he. we just can’t have conversations. how do we deal woth this relationship? i’m sure he’s not gonna ask me why the phone was ended. i just don’t know. i just don’t want to talk to hime anymore. i just don’t know how i want this relationship gonn be. i’m so lost.

[paldogangsaan]

:/

[olympiansally]

Holybshit is your url Olympians ally or Olympian Sally. I been wondering who Sally is and it just occurred to me im reading it wrong

skwksiwksiwkaksk ok ok so we’ve been over this in some post that i can’t find to link here but it’s actually meant to be ambiguous so don’t worry about it lmao

But like basically, this used to be a percy jackson blog and Sally is the world’s best most badass mom who i love dearly (any similarities to how i feel about Soichiro should not be pointed out, yes I have daddy and mommy issues both shhh lmao)

But anyway, idk how familiar you are with pjo but the kids are demigods aka they have one mortal and one godly parent, so this url was like a play on how much better it would be if Sally was an olympian and also because the bitch deserves it ksiaksiakoaks but i didn’t want it to be too tied to Sally’s character specifically so i worded it in a way that could also be read as olympian’s ally, since i am a huge greek mythology nerd since way before my pjo days

It didn’t really occur to me to change it when i started posting death note because i didn’t expect to basically turn into a death note blog lmao and once that happened i was already far too attached to olympiansally to change it but long ass rant aside lmao to answer your actual question, it is technically Olympian Sally but it’s supposed to read as both :)

Also thank you for the ask that i used as an excuse to explain wtf is up with my url since it doesn’t make any fucking sense now that i’m this deeply in the death note fandom revival lmao i owe you one anon thanks 🥰

[lushkitten1989]

I just realized August is almost here and it’s like a countdown has started.