#I dont wanna do this anymore

[periwinklegoober]

My honest reaction when i put “ [Insert Character] x reader fluff” and The reader starts getting dicked down LIKE PLEASE LET ME GET WHAT I WANT.

[reikeikoo]

[heyihavesocks]

Day 17: Ghost

[jimmyjimmycocoapufff]

[skrdxforxdyl]

Want a little distraction from all the bullshit in your life rn? Pick something nice then reblog so others can have one too! :3

[chronicalfangirl]

What am i even staying clean for, who am i healing myself for? Whats the point when i know i’ll end up relapsing and disappoint everyone all over again. The loop will never end and i am stuck in this painful loop of euphoria and depression.

Im trying my best but my best doesnt seem like the best for me.

[ladyymorgue]

frerard smut from the story i'm still writing??

Pretty gentle smut, nothing incredibly extreme just two dudes in love. 18 + MDNI!!! this is just a small prompt from a bigger story i'm currently creating heehee

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The dim candle light sprawls against Frank’s bare chest, casting a faint glow over his skin to glisten so ethereally Gerard can’t help but stare. Frank was littered with tattoos resembling what Gerard thought of as an art museum. He’d been to many growing up, he’d seen countless works of art from all over the world by thousands of revered painters, yet none of them were as beautiful to him as Frank's body. His slender figure was a magnificent canvas full of stories and Gerard wanted to hear them all. The intense beating of his heart thumping against his chest and the friction in his breath all concluding one simple fact. He wanted Frank more than anything he’d ever wanted. More than oxygen, more than living or dying. To him Frank was a reason to live, the connection his soul had been yearning for to fill the void as he’s completely lost in the eyes of the other. A soft pink hue sprawls over Frank's cheeks noticing how hungry and hooded Gerard’s eyes had become now that he was half undressed. It’s an odd new feeling of vulnerability juxtaposed with comfort. Frank had never felt exposed like this, suddenly making every other one night stand or sexual encounter mean nothing, no matter how hard he tried to love whoever was in his arms that night, because with Gerard it was simple and pure.

Frank then crawls into the bed closing the gap by cupping Gerards face with two hands, his eyes staring longingly at him as a few loose strands of hair fall across his face.

“You’re so.” Gerard whispers. “beautiful.”

Frank's heart flutters as he holds the face of the loveliest person in his own two hands. Gerard’s words possessed him, butterflies pinned on the sides of his stomach lines, soul buring with passion.

“Yeah?” Frank asks, a bit insecure.

“Yeah.” Gerard grins softly with his small pink lips, tucking those loose strands of hair behind Frank's ear.

They smile hazily at one another, giggling idiotically, drunk off the ravishing hue of this intimacy.

“You’re the most sensational person I know, G.” Frank mutters, tracing his thumb along Gerards jawline, soon finding himself leaning down pressing gentle kisses on Gerard’s lips. Gerard wraps his arms around Frank's back, their mouths quickly molding into one to deepen the sweet kiss. There's a wide smile spreading against Gerard’s lips as their mouths danced together tenderly.

Frank’s jaw drops focusing its attention onto Gerard’s soft neck where he begins to suck the skin like a thirsty vampire. He sighed gently, prompting Frank to deepen the kisses til complete satisfaction. 

Frank lowers his weight down against the other's chest, feeling the tight grip around him keeping him from disintegrating. The kisses grow heavier, urging for more passion in sloppy collisions. Frank's hands crawl down Gerard’s skin, tugging at his t-shirt as a signal for him to remove the little restriction. Gerard obliged, parting from the kiss - a gasp and trail of saliva following - sliding off his shirt before crashing back against Frank's mouth in the most bruising of kisses. Small groans escape now as Gerard finds himself writhing under Frank’s full weight, steadily bucking his hips against the boy's thigh to pleasure his growing erection.

“You’re so fucking sweet.” Gerard exhaled a weak, shaky breath, completely indulging in pleasure. His fingertips draw small shapes onto Frank's spine, not knowing how crazy that drove him.

“You feel like heaven.” Frank’s lips part from Gerard's neck, his voice is low and breathless. Lips glowing red from the bruising kiss. “I swear you could take all the bad from me and make me pure again.”

A wide smile crosses Gerard’s face, his fingers creeping into the roots of Frank's hair where he begins to massage thoroughly, grazing his short stubby nails along the scalp. “I’m that good in your eyes, huh?”

Franks looks down at the boy laying so perfectly beneath him and sighs. “If heaven is a place. Then this is a place. And I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of it.”

They soon find themselves kissing again, lips smacking against another's with heated passion.

“Frankie…” Gerard muttered out as Frank’s hands began to roam down his own waist, starting to palm his erection.

“Fuck, you see what you do to me…I’m so fucking hard and it’s all cause of you.” Frank whimpers, his hand reaching under the fabric of his pants where he begins to pleasure himself. Frank threw his neck back, lips parting into a pretty letter O shape as his fingers locked a firm grip around himself.

“Let me…” Gerard beckons, sitting up with his elbows sitting Frank on his lap. He reaches his hand down to meet Frank's, causing a moan to rip from his throat at the feeling of different hands caressing on his needy cock.

Gerard’s fingers wrap around Frank’s stiffness, bobbing it up, then down in swift steady motions. 

“God…Fuck yeah..” Frank growls, a low primal yearn for ecstasy.

Gerard runs his thumb along the leaking slit, earring another ridged whimper.

“Don’t stop…Don’t…I’m gonna cum.” Frank pleads feeling the motions grow fast til he was basically rutting his hips angrily air fucking into Gerards hand drenching it in precum. “Yeah yeah yeah yeah right fuckin there, fuck yes I’m gonna cum!” 

The speed intensifies, manifesting in deep groans of pleasure as Frank reaches his climax. He feels Gerard’s hand pumping up and down in the most delicious ways that once he’s cramping ready for release, he shoots his load turning into a moaning wreck. Frank falls back into his unmade mattress breathlessly gasping for air, his arms above his head and eyes squeezing shut as his face wrinkles up from euphoria.

“Ugh…shit, what the fuck? I never cum that fast.” Frank scoffed, heaving a laugh as his body shimmered in a soft glow. “Geez…I don’t even remember the last time I came that hard.” he mutters.

“Must be ‘cause I'm good with my hands.” Gerard teased, his small hand soaked with Frank’s cum which he lavished by spreading along his own shaft. 

“God, you’re pretentious, you know that?” Frank teases, crawling beside Gerard pulling in his hips til they're entangled limbs are trapped in a spooning position.

Frank sinks his lips down on the small of Gerard’s neck, leaving behind angry red bruises that were for sure going to show off in the morning. His hands slowly creep around Gerards throbbing cock. “Fuck!” Gerard nearly screams, feeling how rough Frank was jerking him off.

“Frank, I-” Gerard whines, his neck arching so far back it hit against Frank's damp forehead. Now his hips were bucking in reverse grinding against the cock placed in-between his legs.

“Say that you’re mine.’’ Frank urged, his hand violently tugging Gerard’s dick until he was at a breaking point and was forced to submit.

“I-I’m yours Frankie.” Gerard cries out painfully but relishing every move.

“Damn right.” Frank sneers, his pace quickly rushing to finish the job.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck you’re making me close.” Gerard mewls, tears pouring down the corner of his eyes.

He really hopes no one in the other apartment complex couldn't hear him because every noise he ensured sounded straight out a porno film. 

The pleasure soon began to overwhelm and Gerard can feel his hips aching signaling he was reaching the end of this delicious high. His eyes rolled into the back of his skull, exposing the whites appearing like a demon was possessing his soul. He grunts feeling his body become numb under Frank's relentless thrusts.

“Shit…” Gerard hums happily, eyes shut tight and body tingling full of warmth.

“That's it. Let it all out. Come on, baby you're so good.” Frank’s sweet voice presses against the shell of Gerard’s ear, spiraling him to come completely undone. His stomach's whole core filled up with butterflies and hot sedation as the two became wrestles against each other. Moaning pleasured symphonies that echo against the bare walls while Gerard lets himself melt. His orgasm spills in disgruntled sobs while his cock spasms out hot cum on to Frank's pumping hands. Gerard rides out his high, body shaking and glowing all together as he comes down from the wave of euphoria that had just consumed him. Frank unhooks his hand from Gerard’s throbbing cock, quickly leaving gentle kisses on the boy's shoulders and pulling him into his arms so he could cherish this moment longer.

“You were amazing..” Frank praises in low gentle whispers, his soft tone sweet as honey as he worships Gerard’s performance. He traced the tips of his fingers across Gerard’s lower spine in subtle sweeps, watching his chest rise and fall before becoming steady again. Gerard turned over, eyes searching for Frank who had just been staring at him lovingly. A huge grin sprawls over his lips, giggling at the sight of Frank's sweaty face and disheveled hair.

“Hi.” Frank smirks, glancing at Gerard's trembling body.

“Hey.” Gerard smiles back, hooded eyes gazing back at Frank.

“I love you.” Frank groaned dazedly, his mind foggy; he couldn't hold himself back from saying what he really felt anymore.

Everything in the room seemed to freeze in that second. The three words sank in deep while Gerard’s heart skipped a beat of two. For the first time in his life he felt like the person telling him this truly means it. And for the first time he felt the same - There was no second guessing, no voice in the back of his head gnawing at him to come up with an excuse. Frank had made him feel more alive than he’d ever felt, completely changing every view about himself and the person he was. He didn’t want to be sheltered again, because he could see how free he was at Frank’s side. This short punk idiot that nobody gave a shit about had shown him more love in his life than his own peers ever had. He thought about how much he admired Frank being unapologetically himself; free spirited, cocky and quick witted yet loyal to the few people he had. Gerard had seen him hiding behind the leather jackets, spikes and chains for so long that once the illusive walls were broken down he met a completely different person worth loving. Someone with the biggest heart and most creative mind that could conjure the wildest ideas Gerard could have never dreamt of. Frank wasn’t ashamed of himself, he always meant every word, always shining brighter than any other soul Gerard knew. He lets that warm feeling subside before brushing back strands of Frank's damp hair to get a better look at him.

“I love you too.” Gerard admits, his heart racing.

Frank’s eyes shine like two stars glistening in the night sky, his lips and nose crinkle from how wide his smile had grown. 

“You really mean that?” he asks self consciously.

“Cross my heart.” Gerard draws a small X over his chest to reassure him.

“Good.” Frank buried his face into the crook of Gerard’s neck, sneaking in a few lighthearted kisses. “I’d probably feel really stupid if you didn’t say it back.”

“Don’t, I’ve never said that to anyone so I probably sound like an idiot right now.” Gerard adds.

“You're the first person to ever say it back. I mean it.” Frank's voice is muffled from under Gerards chin. “Sides, I want you to be the only person that ever says it back.”

[mairyonacross]

I don't wanna go to work

Not in mood to be social today 😩😩

[strwbrydolli]

bitch

[ins4nebxtch]

hope is the only thing keeping me alive rn

[jirai-mori]

Reaching out for help just caused more pain.

They dont understand.

I cant leave this house ever again, im too scared of how people percive me.

[jimmyjimmycocoapufff]

Is it better to speak or to die

[the-turkossmahaj]

I got these two little guys

I am now the proud parent of three blåhajs

[skrdxforxdyl]

Shoutout to my Mutuals bc life is shitty but you guys sure aren't

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[paulinissecretangelblog]

please don‘t do that to me

[psychopathetickoala]

I have been told, I'm a second choice, never first, and I've learned to walk behind, I've learned to know my place, I've learned to stay in the back, because that's my place and I've come to terms with it. I'm not a priority and I never will. It takes so much time to open up to people, to laugh and worry with them, to trust them, because I know at some point I'll stop being important to them.

and even if it hurts, it's okay, I'm used to hurt.