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I HATE IT when I'm scrolling on tumblr and accidently like a post and most of the time I don't even notice that I liked something 😨 but I also don't wanna turn the double click off cuz it's easier but i'll end up liking random shit WHICH I DON'T EVEN LIKE?! And I sometimes notice something but I'm sure I have liked some questionable shit on accident and that's why it random stuff keeps appearing on my for you 😭
#emmi talks#istg i hate this sm#this app#I can't#Like I liked something of jjk on accident#now it's all over my fy#AND I KEEP LIKING IT#I always remove the likes#IF i notice#but I don't think I notice most of the time#ALSO ENHA FICS#I don't read their ff but they keep popping up#like no please 😔#leave me alone bro#ssongsboos jay fics are fine tho 😋😋😋#BUT why is EVERY MEMBER EVERYWHERE#even ni-ki 😨#get that kids smut ff away from me please 😔😔#I'M SCARED OF LIKING THEM ON ACCIDENT#He's the same age as me but still#it's weird#I would feel like a creep#OK DAMN I need to shut up#I'm sorry-
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The C person's dark side
Behind that innocent face, there's a woman who maybe subconsciously, or maybe not so subconsciously, manipulates situations to get what she wants.
Of course, this doesn't diminish Carmy's free will, as I mentioned here. But that's the whole point, she doesn't really respect his free will, she manipulates it or maneuvers around it, she tries to, in some way, control it and cries when she can't. She got her own 💔 in the process but she will continue doing it even now that she knows better, because it's in her nature. It's IC for her.
So we will unfortunately and surely see a lot more of that this upcoming S3. Claire's dark side will be out in the open, this time perhaps it will be more explicit and not so subtle. I'm not sure how it will be played out bc I gave up on trying to figure Storer out, I just let him be and trust him as much as I can, which is not much at this point, tbh...
But back to Claire, that is my main problem with her, not only because in IRL I hate manipulative people, even if they do it unconsciously, even when I know that someone who resorts to manipulations, especially emotional manipulation tactics, is someone deeply insecure and it's usually not their fault, as insecurities are typically rooted in early childhood and you can't hold a child responsible for anything or sometimes are linked to unsolved trauma, which clearly, you can't blame on the person either. But, here's the catch: I'm a person too, hi, hello! I have issues too, etc, and I don't manipulate shit! I respect people's free will to a fault even if it fucking kills me, and usually it does as a matter of fact. But I suck it up and move on like a pro, I just bounce back and heal without trying to manipulate anyone into acting the way I wish they fucking did. And I certainly don't take it out on others. I go to therapy, blow steam up at the gym till I have to pop painkillers to keep functioning, I skip town for a few days and re-connect with nature, I write FF, I journal, I read, I go to my BBF's house, and cry while she feeds me foods I don't even know how to cook, I swim, I walk my dogs, and lay on the floor with them till I feel better and when none of that works, I occasionally go back to boxing, I try not to bc it's not healthy for me. But I NEVER FUCK WITH OTHER PEOPLE'S FREE WILL, I DON'T CONDONE THAT BEHAVIOUR IN OTHERS IRL AND I HATE THAT MY FAVEST TV SHOW GOT RUINED WITH A CHARACTER LIKE THAT, I DON'T WANNA WATCH THAT. I mean, I will, sure, bc IK Sydcarmy is endgame, but I don't wanna.
Claire embodies everything I hate in people, everything I run away from IRL, her character represents all I think is toxic and should be avoided at all costs, all I consider ethically wrong in the most basic aspects of life because what makes us humans is our freedom and IK this sounds dramatic 🙄 but I believe that who doesn't respect our freedom, free will, etc, is trying to rob us from our humanity, sometimes inadvertently, which I think might be her case most of the time, but some other times they do it on purpose. They know what they are doing and do it anyway, they are willing to outsource and pay others to help them, etc. They know they are trying to force an outcome, which in business might be OK, seeing as at work we may find ourselves in these kinda situations more often than not and we don't really have a choice as to whether we put up with them or not, especially if we work in certain industries, however, we are NOT our jobs! When it comes to human relationships this M.O. goes against my whole belief system. Can't do it. Nope. It's not fair and fairness is where I draw the fucking line!!!
And no, I'm not a Sydcarmy soldier because of that, but yes, I'm ALSO a Sydcarmy soldier bc of that, for sure!
But on a deeper level, and this is actually what I hate the most here: I'm mad at Storer, whom I learned to love and hate in equal measure by now. You'll see, he allowed this character to happen. Either he created it or signed off on it if one of his other writers wrote Claire into existence. WHY!?!?! THERE WERE OTHER WAYS TO DO THIS, CHRIS!
I previously mentioned how shady Claire's behavior was from the beginning and how it probably wouldn't have been tolerated or woulda been flagged as a clear 🚩if a man woulda acted that way with a woman. I go over it in my response/rb to this comprehensive (just the way I like it) post by @damnikindadontcare
So summing up, I don't hate C, I hate Storer and what Claire represents. I hate that I will have to continue putting up with her and her dark side for who knows how many more eps, and every time I look at her all of this goes through my head, it kills the whole watching experience for me but if this is the price I have to pay to see Sydcarmy unfold and Claire eventually walk into the sunset defeated and not getting her way, I will pay it. Fuck it!
YOU WON STORER, NOW GIVE ME WHAT I WANT AND NO ONE GETS HURT (it's a song, not a threat, relax).
#sydcarmy#the bear#the bear fx#claire who?#claire#carmy the bear#syd x carmy#carmy berzatto#christopher storer#gingerpovs
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HI! hope your day is treating you well, i’ve been interested in doomreed for some time but cape comics are sort of daunting to me just because there’s so much content and i really don’t know where to begin. what do you suggest? thank you!
STRAIGHT OUT THE GATE ill say, read [ "My Dinner With Doom" ] (this is a rly high-qual upload, open it up on desktop!)
It's a key issue oneshot with a lil bit of backstory retelling, featuring a private dinner that happens in the 00's - a good entrance point if you're curious about doomreed in summarization + generally speaking a Real Good Comic overall.
LONG POST INCOMING THIS IS A LONG POST / click readmore
the fantastic four are one of marvel's darling old founding teams so there is pretty much... endless archival, ongoing, multimedia and games content popping up all the time.
They are also kinda one of the rare teams where the growth of the characters is consistent? The kids are allowed to grow older and events from every major run are carried/referenced by the next author so if you want to do chronological there's a lot of incentive and fun stuff.
If you wanna dip your toes into the F4 as a concept, check out:
*the #1 issue of Fantastic Four By Waid & Wieringo (1997) *Mythos: Fantastic Four (2007) [ *The FF (1994) movie that is up for free on youtube!! ] *Fantastic Four (2022) by Ryan North as the current ongoing!
(Some) Singles centered on Doom/Doomreed:
*Fantastic Four (1961) Annual 2 is Doom's original backstory issue *Marvel Two-in-One (2017) by Zdarsky issue #11 & Annual #1 are both crazy good but they spoil big events/conclusions from previous runs if u care abt that!!! (My current fav fic came from these issues.) *Doomgate (novel) by Jeffrey Lang is a good option if you want something that is mostly prose, instead of a comic or movie
NOW BEFORE YOU JUMP AHEAD WITH ANYTHING I *am* following [ this reading guide ] which breaks down specific issues relevant to their relationship as a line through all the different authors over the years.
[ There's also this 2021 guide w/ a few other story/AU highlights! The author said u can send the blog questions and theyll answer too ]
The 'Modern era' (late 90s/00s/10s/Now) Starts with Waid and McDuffie's stuff. The latter wrote My Dinner with Doom!
If you're scared by all the names, don't be - when searching for the issues, just pay attention to the year, # number & author/artist creds.
What I'm reading/liveblogging rn is Hickman's Secret wars era, generally regarded as yaoi ketamine; It's a good epic narrative entrance point if you want to jump into it, and it eventually led into this huge marvel event that changed the multiverse and even brought miles morales into the main timeline, so its BIG and it happened in multiple books - the best way to go about it is;
Pre-hickman:
Fantastic Four (1961) #551 #552 #553 ➡️ (these introduce main ideas we will touch again in secret wars)
Fantastic Four (1961) #558 to #562 ➡️
Doom appears in these too, first/last issues more heavily. Stuff here will be ref'd during the next era.
If you're having fun and want to keep reading you can! Just know that the next storyarc has gathered a largely mixed response bc..... its Millar going hammywammy....... not that necessary.......
anyway when you see hickmans name in the cover STOP and
Jump to actual Hickman secret wars era:
Fantastic Four by Jonathan Hickman: The complete collection➡️
(optional, side plot) If you like Val + Doom, read specifically; *Fantastic Four (2014) #3 & #5 + Fantastic Four Annual (2014) #1 *Agent of Asgard #6 & #7 *Avengers World (2014) #15 & #16
New Avengers (2013) ➡️ check issues on picture, or, if you're a completionist, look for 'Avengers by Jonathan Hickman; complete collection' and skim for the doom/reed relevant bits. There's a lot of characters here but this is a buildup to the big secret wars. Secret Wars (2015) ➡️ (All issues!) Infamous Iron Man (2016) ➡️bendis' doom writing is not very good but hang in there because right after him: Marvel 2-In-One (2017) ➡️ (All issues!) is a banger. Yaoi btw.
You can basically read all the future/past ones as listed, or starting from the beginning of that author's period without worrying, bc they aren't as indebted to each other storywise.
You can also start somewhere else if you want or check out other single issues on the reading guides; It's not a crime! There's a lot of stuff with different takes and genres, I'm slowly chipping away at the secret wars era bc its just very thick and like a serious television drama attempt, except its also insanely funny sometimes.
(I'm still making my way through it so that's what I have at the moment!)
#doomreed#doctor doom#reed richards#victor von doom#marvel comics#reading guide#hexposts#fantastic four#dr doom#mr fantastic#mister fantastic#marvel#meta tag#fic rec
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I really did not want to put my two cents into this but i'm so tired at this point. I hate dropping into discourses and debates, basically avoided it like plague but this one is just.. ticks me off so bad.
So if anyone is interested what my opinion on the "Sleep Token, metal or not?" stupidity, by all means read on. I just had to get this out so bad.
I hate the "is ST metal or not" discourse so much. It's stupid and irrelevant. It is metal. It's not some magical thing that defies every genre it touches.
Those metal elitists who say it isn't metal are either don't know the genre they are so adamantly try to "keep pure" or think metal only consists of metalcore, numetal or deathcore, because that's all they listen to. Metal isn't just Slipknot, Lorna Shore and Slaughter to Prevail.
Metal isn't just screams and bleghs and arf arfs. If we say that then what the fuck genre is fucking symphonic metal supposed to be for example? Or folk metal? Or heavy metal bands? Or any power metal band?
Ffs people.. Metal is a blanket term that has subgenres. Which were always varied and not all of them has screaming and growling as an essential part.
Do ST has straight up pop songs? Yes. Does ST have jazz, djent, rock, rnb, sometimes trap and whatever else the fuck you wanna name elements? Yes, of course. Genre mixing is their thing, we established that. But also do at least half the ST songs have harder riffs and in general heavier instrumentals than half the mainstream metalcore bands? Also yes.
Just because the singing isn't your "traditional metal singing" it doesn't mean it's not metal. Take Nightwish for example. When they started opera singing over metal music, it very much was not the "standard metal singing". Were they metal regardless? Yes.
Come on guys.. ST is not a unicorn in a field of horses. It's metal. You don't have to put a subgenre on it if you don't want to, or don't know which one would be appropriate. But it is metal and metal it's gonna stay no matter how hard anyone tries to state otherwise.
PS.: SORRY FOR THE EXCESSIVE SWEARING
#i can already feel the hate mail coming towards me for this but fuck it i said what i said#sleep token
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Accessible doesn't mean "for lazy people".
I can't express how frustrating it is that, so many times on so many platforms I've seen various posts, especially videos, which showcase an item that makes a random task easier (or possible at all) to do (such as onion/garlic dicers of all sorts, or items that can be used with one hand, or even the tools that make it easier to put socks on), and every time the comments section is filled with angry boomers (mostly boomers), who don't see past the concept of "if only people stopped being lazy" or "this is useless, we already have [less accessible tool/item], who needs this?!".
Just because something isn't needed/useful to you, doesn't mean somebody else doesn't benefit from the accessibility (or even just the convenience itself).
To give a few examples of what I mean:
The sock tools can help a lot of people with mobility limitations, and that can also include anybody going through pregnancy as well, to put on socks AT ALL. You don't even "need to be disabled" to benefit from stuff like this, ffs.
Onion/garlic dicers make it possible to quickly cut up food items that otherwise may be difficult (or even impossible) for people with certain disabilities or other difficulties (I've always found it a bit hard to dice/cut certain food items (ESPECIALLY smaller ones), so tools like this are very helpful and achieve a consistent result).
Noise-cancelling headphones help me, by blocking out the noise of traffic, which is very overwhelming to me, not just because I experience sensory overloads, but because I have tinnitus and extremely loud noises are very overwhelming to me. Regular headphones don't accomplish the same thing for me, not to the level my noise-cancelling ones do anyway, and I can still listen to music along the way (my headphones also have a mode that allow for me to still hear peoples' voices relatively well, whilst muffling traffic, engine noises, etc.).
I wear a backpack instead of using a pretty shoulder bag for carrying heavier items, because one of my shoulders is slightly deformed since birth, and because both my shoulders get some of the worst of my joint pain (whenever it does happen, which is often enough), whereas the backpack I have, is nicely padded and easy to organize too. I've seen people online mock adults using backpacks, I still don't understand why though??? I didn't even know people made fun of adults who use backpacks. I still want to hope those weren't meant to be real takes...
I may not look like I "need one", but I do sometimes use a cane to help myself move up/down stairs especially, since I have issues with joint pain, and especially since my foot injury from earlier this year (the pain of which still pops up now and then, and it's not great). People look at me weird when I randomly take out my foldable cane and then put it away after a while. My joint pain comes and goes, and when I don't need my cane, I don't use it. My own father keeps commenting on how I'm "too young to be using a cane". I'm 28, I've been using it for a handful of years now, disability doesn't know age.
Let me repeat myself. DISABILITY DOES NOT KNOW AGE.
Just because you might not use a wheelchair-accessible ramp, doesn't mean it's not needed/useful for anybody without a wheelchair. Even people with bicycles/scooters/baby strollers etc. can benefit from them, and for me, it's easier to walk up the ramps rather than using stairs, as using stairs tends to put additional stress on my already-injured foot, whereas a ramp doesn't require me to put that stress on my foot, so walking is easier for me, even if it is just those 'few handfuls of steps" or whatever.
In a separate post, I touched upon the kind of ableism I've witnessed in certain crafting communities, and how gatekeeping can very quickly become synonymous with ableism, and how that can affect something like a hobby. Everything I said there, applies to this post, too. If you're interested, feel free to read. If not - it's much of what I said here, but specifically regarding crafting communities and how ignorant/ableist people can be at times, and how that can affect people.
So many tools exist to help with certain tasks, to make some stuff doable at all, to add accessibility to an otherwise difficult task for any particular person, and so much of it is just seen as "useless" or "for the lazy people", or there's some aspect of aggressive gatekeeping fueled with "if you don't do it THIS way only, then you're not doing it at all/it's not valid enough" attitudes. If anything, people with disabilities often have to put in EXTRA effort to do what able-bodied people can do effortlessly, even WITH the extra accessibility whenever it IS available (and by available I also mean affordable, because not everything IS, and not all options are available for everybody; price/cost accessibility is something many people don't even consider in some cases!!!). Not all of it is because of difficulty, necessarily, but it's a fact of reality.
Accessibility isn't laziness. For the able-bodied, it can be convenience. For the disabled, it's a matter of getting that extra helpful boost, or the ability to do a task at all, without having to find somebody to do it for you (if that's even an option to begin with).
I know I really can't speak for most groups directly, nor can I relay the experience of every kind of disability besides my own experiences over the years, but I'm genuinely troubled by the "trend" of people STILL (even increasingly) dismissing accessibility tools, disabled people themselves, and anything that makes it easier to do something, to function, especially since there's absolutely nothing that could ever excuse such awful behavior towards people who deal with enough shit as is.
I don't just think of myself when I bring up accessibility and its benefits.
Because the fact of the matter is - even those who have no disabilities could benefit from the accessibility options for those that do, even if it is simply a convenience for most. It takes effort to make something inaccessible, and it would take so little to make a big difference even for some.
And on that note.
It's not laziness. It never was.
#ableism#disability#accessibility#i know this post doesn't cover a lot of stuff#but it's mostly to highlight a bigger issue that exists#it's 2024 and disabled people STILL have to fucking prove how disabled they are#to be taken even a little more seriously in the first place#and so many disabilities aren't even seen as “real disabilities” by some#because you “can't see them” or “you're not disabled if you're not wheelchair-bound forever”#or “if you dress in anything but rags then are you ACTUALLY disabled”#i hope i didn't misspell anything... i re-read it a couple times but even so I sometimes miss things#dyslexia does make it hard to make posts this long but I feel like these discussions HAVE to happen at some point#I hope more people can share their experiences too#I'd be glad to learn about challenges I haven't brought up that are faced by people with disabilities that I myself don't have#Every disability is different so everybody faces different challenges#And my experiences may not be universal but I did try to express how I deal with some of my struggles with the options available to me
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I have hundreds of ideas of how to keep fans engagement up without shitting on your fans or stunting. I have hundred of ideas of how to improve Louis' shows and get a more likeable image that attracts the gp.
Marte can you share some of this ideas? I would love to read them.
Hi, Louis' team!
I bet you would. You seem out of ideas and in need of free advice. I've talked about this many times before, over several asks. I'm going to give a few examples of the hundreds of ideas i have lol.
Know your audience/fandom and who you should spend your time catering to
It’s larries, females, 20-30 years old, former 1d stans. It's not chavs living in their mothers basement in Doncaster...
How to do it: Ditch the lad image, the athleisure wear, the toxic masculinity, the Liam Gallagher impersonation and the punk/anarchy/indie image and sound. Stop taking fan favourite songs off the setlist ffs. When you don’t know the lyrics of your songs or the order of the setlist, you can’t afford to change it up. Have one set list and learn it!
What to do instead: Cater to the 37 million followers that already know and love you. Find ways to engage them again. 1d nostalgia always works. Post an unseen pic from the 1d days. Start taking proper care of yourself! The grey's got to go. Make pop/rock songs that's radio friendly, choose the right singles (see the response of the fandom!), dress up for shows and occations (so we can drool and look forward to your outfit), be yourself on stage and interact more with the audience (bond with us!). Show us some personality. Dare to be sexy and show us your ankles! Spend more time showing your personality on social media. Start using tiktok. Make yourself look interesting. It doesn’t have to be much.
To attract the gp and keep your fans loyal you need to act professional
Know your lyrics, be on time, use transparent communication and keep your promises.
How to do it: When you say soon it should be soon, when you say the 28 of each month, that's once a month. When you cancel a leg of tour or change a show in the nick of time, say why it's being done and why it's done so late. Act your age. Don't sweep things under the carpet and let things go unaddressed if the fandom is reacting negatively.
What to do instead: The gp or concert reviewers attending shows will demand that you know your lyrics to have a good experience. So rehearse and keep to one setlist if you have truble remembering lyrics. Hell, use prompters if neccessary. Learn to apologise properly and heartfelt. If you can’t, hire people to do it for you. Nip discontent in the bud. Either distract from it, address it or apologise for it.
Trust is important
Read the room, don't lay blame on fans (it's never the fans fault), don't EVER shit on fans and don't make promises you can’t keep.
How to do it: Monitor fandom. Constantly. 24/7. Keep up with the discourse of the day, fandom reactions and discontent. Feel the fandom pulse so you'll know when the timing is right for announcements etc. You'll learn what needs to change and improve things to make the fandom thriving and content. A happy fandom = free engagement and promo.
What to do instead: If you need to remind people you have a kid and larry isn't real, do the heavy lifting yourself. Don't throw fans under the bus. Do a tabloid denial or post a pic of F and yourself. Don't say the queue system changed because you listen to fan demands. That's bullshit. Stop lying and be transparent. Don't say you love all your fans and call out conspiracy theorists in the same breath. Both can't be true at the same time.
Don't do PR relationships for promo. Bad press isn't good press. It's bad press that's harming your image and growth.
How to do it: Stop doing PR relationships with lesser celebs. No one is buying it. Everyone is laughing, and the only one remotely interested in taking you on are 10 years your junior. It won't give you the promo you need either. Stop shitting on larries for press. Larry talk will always get you press because it's tabloid, but don't do it on fans expense. Do a denial or an interview if you must.
What to do instead: Use platonic female friendships as promo. Go parachuting with Florence Pugh and call the paps or film the whole thing and post on social media. Go visit Perrie and walk your dogs together. It will help rid you of the toxic male image, get you press (two celebs for one) and make it seem like you have a life besides partying. Stop being antagonistic to journalists and hostile to fans on twitter. Start building a relationship and a bond of trust.
Bonus: Start doing charity again (openly), let us back in your life (even if it's fake. I want to know which colour you're considering for your kitchen walls), i want social commentary on social media (what does he think about spitgate, the number of bins in England, and if he'd ever queue for a Stanley cup). I also want (and need) him to speak up against genocide. He's got an anarchy tattoo. Have some balls. He'd get good press from it too and kudos from his target group and the gp. I also need him to tease us more. I want something he's got in the works to look forward too, something not stunt related. Is he signing up for Soccer aid again? Is he doing a big interview? Post some lyrics on twitter. Engage us. Make things exciting and encourage a positive environment. It's not that hard to improve things tbh. The bar is that low.
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Art Teacher!Reader x Math Teacher!Sanemi Shinazugawa x Science Teacher!Kyojuro Rengoku
Reader is black female
Modern A.U.
Tw: Kyojuro is kinda a creep here. Also Sanemi gets a little possessive. Both they ass are asses. Mentions of stalking. Your landlord putting someone in their place. Shinjuro being an idiot. He's not homophobic, just an ass. (Bare with him)
I dont condone any of the actions depicted. This is only for entertainment purposes only. This is your warning. Do not read if these subjects make you uncomfortable. And ffs do NOT make comments about how this isn't something you like to read. It happened on one of my other blogs and it killed the vibes I had to write. I WILL DELETE THIS BLOG IF I SEE IT.
You have been warned
Chapter 6: Whipping Pot
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Kyojuro sat next to you. Interested in your "play-date" with Shinazugawa and his dog. The younger brother was there, but Kyojuro assumed he was there only because Sanemi didn't have the courage to meet you alone. The older flame haired brother never had a problem with women. Usually because of Tengen, they would flock to him.... But Kyojuro never paid them any mind...
You were different. You never begged for his attention, nor did you chase him. He had been chased for... He stopped keeping count honestly. And when Tengen couldn't get a bite for Kyojuro, the music teacher gave up and shifted his attention to Sanemi.
But back to you. Your two toned lips, soft and plump. He always daydreamed about how'd they feel against his own... And he remembered the night at the club. He just only acted like he didn't. But the way you felt against him felt right. Your thighs so plush and soft. No other woman had felt right against him. Not when they held on to him, he pushed them away. They pressed against him while dancing, he would dissappear in the crowd.
He watched as you smiled about his competition. You were beaming, mostly rambling about the man's dog, Winter. Happy to know about Sanemi's situation with his PTSD. Kyojuro had to fight to roll his eyes as you started to talk about the other man.
"And then I went home! Well not fully home."
Kyojuro perked up at this. Alarmed at the fact that you didn't go home.
"My neighbors invited me to eat with them."
"Ah, your landlords?"
He asked stuff like that to show you he's paying attention. In reality, Kyojuro had followed you to the park. And them back to your apartment complex. Oh, it was easy to find out where you lived. The office women really liked him. Kyojuro could ask them anything and they'd tell him. Yes. He did break into your apartment, on the days he could manage to get away from home. Maybe you thought some of your clothes went missing?
You nodded at his question. Then you looked at your plate. It was empty,
"They're always letting me eat with them."
Kyojuro saw you eyeing his dessert, and slid half of it on to your plate. When your eyes lit up, he smiled. Allowing you to eat and clear your mouth. Then you looked at Kyojuro, your honey eyes shining at him.
"So what'd you want to do today? Or did you have any other plans?"
You had been out trying to do some grocery shopping, and he had "bumped into you". And insisted on treating you to lunch. He looked up and thought for a second.
"Not really. I can join you on-"
His phone began to ring, and he looked at the call. His father, Shinjuro's name popped up and he frowned. He looked at you apologeticly, and answered the call.
"Yes, Father?"
"Just say "dad" damn it." His father fussed, but continued, "pick me up some stuff. I need-"
Kyojuro cut his father short and smiled at you,
"Im on a date. I'll bring your things to you, when I've finished here, alright?"
He was going to get an earful and probaly a smack to the head, but you were the most important thing right now. After putting his phone back in his pocket, he stood up.
"If you'd like we can take a walk. Or-"
You smiled standing up with him.
"Maybe you should get home? I don't want to keep you all day."
Kyojuro frowned for a moment but then he smiled,
"Why don't you just come with me? Senjuro would be happy to see you. And you could meet my father."
He'd make the old man behave if he needed to. Kyojuro respected his father, but if the man started to make you uncomfortable or did any thing that was less than a gentleman... Well punishment would be handed out accordingly. Giving him a smile you nodded and linked your arm with his own. Kyojuro tensed for a moment, it wasn't out of surprise. He was trying to restrain the psychotic part of him that wanted to make you his right in that moment. When you felt him tense, you started to back away. He forced himself to relax, and gently pulled you back to his side.
"Forgive me. You just surprised me a bit."
You smiled at his explanation, and giggled, letting him lead you to his home.
💜💜💜💜
Standing at the door way, Kyojuro opened the entrance and let you walk through first. You both were holding groceries, and Kyojuro announced that he was home. Being sure to say that you were accompanying him. Senjuro rushed into the hallway, excited to see you and gently took the bags you had in your arms.
"Miss (L/N)!! Are you staying for dinner? If so, I've got something special to fix for us!"
You nodded at him and slid your shoes off, setting them next to Kyo's. Shinjuro made his way to the hallway.
"This is her?"
Kyojuro's face twisted in to a snarl, just for a moment, directed at his father. A silent warning to keep his mouth shut. You blinked at Shinjuro, unsure of what to say...
"I've told Father about you. Being new and all to the school. He likes to hear about my day, sometimes."
You nodded, a bit unsure. Kyojuro had never acted like this... You'd only seen it in small intervals... And it was usually over you... You just figured that it was because he was your friend and it just came with being around him...
"Ok. Calm your shit."
Shinjuro waved you both into the house more. And you followed a bit eager to see where Senjuro scurried off too. You heard him buzzing around the kitchen. He had music going, while he cooked, Senjuro was doing a little dance. You smiled, as he seemed to be in his element. Plus it was cute. Shinjuro just stared at his youngest son.
"Boy may have some sugar in his tank..."
He gave you a look and then raised his eyebrow.
"I dont think so. He's just happy to be cooking."
Shinjuro nodded, and smiled a bit. Then kept walking. Instead of following you walked into the kitchen and sat at the island. Kyojuro joined you and nudged you with his elbow.
"SEN!"
At his brothers bark, Senjuro threw the large spoon he had at Kyojuro.
"Dont do that! You know I'm easily spooked!"
Kyojuro caught said spoon and gave it a lick,
"The curry is coming along great! And I have to be sure your aware of your surroundings even at home."
He nodded, satisfied with his own answer, only to get a pinch in the ribs from you,
"Hey! Ow!"
"Thats not nice! Sen should feel comfortable in his own home!"
Senjuro, snatched the spoon from his brother and gave Kyojuro a light smack. Then turned to clean the spoon and retrieve a new one from the drawer. He quickly stirred the curry. You took a seat at the counter, and watched the teen cook. You admired Senjuro, he took up a lot of the house work while Kyojuro and Shinjuro worked. For a moment, you wondered what it would be like to be apart of the house hold here...
But you were snapped out by Kyojuro waving his hand in your face.
"(Y/N). Are you ok? You seemed abit out of it..."
His big eyes looking at you gently. You nodded and smiled at the man.
"Yeah! Just entranced by that delicious smelling curry!"
Senjuro smiled bashfully,
"Thank you... its just seafood curry..."
You nodded at him. Eager to eat. Shinjuro walked back into the room and sat on the other side of you. Looking you on the face.
"So. You datin my eldest?"
You snapped your gaze to him, speechless at the fact that Kyojuro's father would even ask that!
"N-no! We're jus-"
"Father. (Y/N) and I are just co-workers."
🔥🔥🔥🔥
Kyojuro's face darkened, and he glared at his father. A sign for the other man to shut up.
~~~~~
After dinner, Kyojuro walked you home. You thanked him profusely and he waved it off. Telling you it was fine. Once you scampered off, Kyojuro turned to leave but was stopped by Benimaru, one of your landlords. The elder man frowned at Kyojuro.
"You're the second man to walk (Y/N) home. What the hell do you want with her?"
Kyojuro stopped in his tracks and tilted his head to the side.
"Im just-"
"There are cameras all around here boy. I've seen you break into her apartment. The only reason why I haven't called the police is because I know (Y/N) would be a bit upset."
Shit... Kyojuro had slipped up in his eagerness to be closer to you... He put his hands up.
"I only broke in to return her things. She had left them at the school."
Kyojuro was trying to lie... But he could tell Benimaru wasn't taking any of it.
"Stay your ass out of her damn apartment. Or you'll deal with me."
The elder walked back into his apartment. Leaving Kyojuro to glare after him... He'd have to be more careful...
Uh... so it's been a while... I just lost the motivation to write. But this mf will get finished! And there will be two endings. One for Nemi and the other for Kyo. Thanks for reading. And any feed back is welcome.
#sanemi x black reader#kny fanfic#kyojuro rengoku#sanemi shinazugawa#sanemi x reader#kny x reader#kny x you#kny x y/n#kny x black reader#kyojuro x black reader#tw: mentions of stalking
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hello/goodbye hugs that linger for javey 💙
Number 18 comin right up!
edit: oops, this got away from me because I don't know the definition of concise apparently
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"It's just another three weeks, and then I'm home for the entire summer," Davey assures.
"It's too long," Jack whines. "I hate Yale. I hate stupid Boston and their stupid red-sox and their stupid Ivy League schools that have ya away for nine months of the year."
As much as Davey wants to pretend that Jack being all sorts of clingy is a major inconvenience, he can't dismiss the fact that he loves the way Jack always refuses to release them from their final hugs before Davey heads back to school.
It's become a tradition of sorts. They hug goodbye, and Davey makes some comment about being late for his train, and Jack tightens his grip while Davey rolls his eyes and lets his arms go limp at his side.
There's something different this time around, though, and Davey can't quite put his finger on it. The soft, ragged breath Jack takes when he buries his face into the crook of Davey's neck. The way his smile isn't entirely reaching his eyes.
"Hey," Davey's hands settle on Jack's shoulders as he puts enough space between them to get a good look at his best friend. "You okay?"
"Yeah," Jack mutters. Davey can tell by the dimness of his eyes that he's lying. " 'm'fine."
"You don't seem fine."
"I guess," Jack sighs, "In the past year, with you bein' gone and all... I didn't realize how much I was gonna miss ya. I didn't realize a lot of things."
Before Davey can even open his mouth to reply, he's being hauled in again for another bone-crushing hug. Davey's arms dangle by his side in shock as Jack's come up behind his back, gripping the back of Davey's shirt with such force.
Davey blinks himself out of his stupor and slowly brings his arms to clasp around Jack's waist.
"I love you, Dave."
"Love you, too, Jackie."
Davey's on the train, his mind running through their last encounter the way a needle runs over vinyl, when his phone buzzes.
Jackie: i need to tell you something. Jackie: shoulda said it before you left Jackie: i mean, i said it, but i didn't really SAY it ykwim?? Jackie: fuck. i hope you don't have signal rn and we can just wait til u get back for summer
Me: Bad news Me: I have signal
Jackie: well shit
Me: You were saying?
The three dots indicating someone on the other side is texting pop up. They disappear for a moment and return, sending anxiety that rises like the tide shooting through Davey's veins. This is where Jack admits what's been bothering him. This is where Jack says they've grown apart, that keeping up with Davey when he's so far away isn't worth the effort, that their friendship of nearly six years isn't worth the effo--
Jackie: I love you.
Davey squints at the screen.
All that fuss for Jack to tell Davey something he already knows?
Me: That's nice, Jackie. I love you, too!
Jackie: ffs Jackie: you go to an ivy league school Jackie: ain't no way ur really this dense
Me: ??? uncalled for??
Jackie: Dave. Jackie: I'm IN LOVE with you.
Oh. Well. Davey certainly wasn't expecting that.
Jackie: and i feel stupid sayin that over a damn text message but i was too scared to say it earlier and i feel like it'll eat me alive if i don't say anything Jackie: if you don't feel the same i TOTALLY understand btw Jackie: we can also just. pretend this never happened when you come back and it'll be just like old times
He blinks dumbly at the phone, heart hammering in his chest as more frantic messages come in.
Jackie: OR you could continue to ignore me Jackie: you have your read receipts on, you know that?
Jackie: oh my god i'm gonna block you. Jackie: hi hey hello, davey jacobs? jack kelly here, your best friend who just confessed his love for you? yeah it'd be great if you could SAY SOMETHING
Me: That certainly was a sentence.
Jackie: I hate you.
Me: Pretty sure you love me. Source: you.
Jackie: no fr how am *i* the one who gets a rep for being annoying?
Jackie: really though. are we gonna talk about this?
Me: Look who's being dense now.
Jackie: DAVE
Davey laughs at his screen and decides to put Jack out of his misery, chest feeling like it's exploding into a million stars.
Me: JACK Me: Good news. Me: I love you, too.
Jackie: see, was that so hard? Jackie: holy shit, so... Jackie: we're like. properly in love huh? Jackie: whaddya wanna do about that?
Me: We could call when I get back to my dorm? Have a real conversation about it? Me: And maybe talk about it when I get home in May?
Jackie: yeah. i like the sound of both those things
When Davey comes home for summer break, Jack runs to him as soon as he steps off the train, arms so tight around his torso and heart so full that Davey can't imagine either of them ever letting go.
#newsies#javey#javid#jack kelly#david jacobs#asks#ask#anotherdaveyjacobs#thanks for this!#i usually try to post something on the anniversary of me being evicted from my mother's womb#but i didn't have anything ready yesterday so uh#here i'm gonna pretend i posted this yesterday#wow look at me im writing!
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I don't keep up with fnaf drama but I'm nosy, what happened if I might ask?
ok umm. so. 2 separate situations, one of which was speedran.
first, The Talbert Files
this is something that was first discovered about a year ago apparently (i wasn't aware), but popped up again more prominently in the last few days.
basically, the talbert files is a community nickname given for a very very early draft of the freddy files that was leaked. entom on twitter, a reliable source for book leaks in particular, saw it, and several of his friends/other prominent names in the fnaftwt community apparently also saw it ("the talbert group").
i don't know the exact timeline of when or how things happened, but it recently was brought up again, i think some of it leaked or something, and everyone who had been in the know about the talbert files vehemently claimed that it was their group fanfiction, it was just something between friends and wasn't real.
then like a day later someone leaked/posted their dms (without permission) with entom that basically confirmed the talbert files were real. the talbert group relented and admitted it was real.
entom's dms getting leaked + receiving harassment caused him to deactivate their account
a pdf that described the books contents started going around, and it's filled with some CRAZY stuff. it begins with an email sent to scott cawthon about the leak and what they should do with it - he explained that it's essentially a bunch of ideas rather than a coherent story, it was obviously scrapped, and they can do what they want with it (when it comes to making it public or not). actual lore contents of the book include the MCI kids' last names, phone guy's name, michael afton originally being the stitchwraith, cassidy being both the puppet and golden freddy somehow, and a bunch more. it is basically all outdated and None of it should be considered canon. you can check it out here if you want
so because it felt basically confirmed, people were talking about it. but then scott cawthon makes some comments, and then an official post on reddit, saying that it's fake.
cue the talbert group on twitter losing their SHIT and doubling down on it being real, and that scott is either lying or Forgot or something. like all of them are so diehard on this that i can't believe they're lying? so all in all it's been settled that they're fake via word of god, but i still have some doubt because. what is this situation???
TL;DR: scrapped book draft leaked, those who knew about it insisted it was fanfiction in a cia type coverup, dms leak confirming they're real, it's the talk of the town for a bit, then scott cawthon makes a statement that they're actually fake, but fanfic-coverup group insists they were real the whole time.
meanwhile...
the PinkyPills situation
pinkypills is an artist that has been doing official work for fnaf for YEARS (all of the freddy in space games visuals, the silver eyes graphic novel, a handful of book covers for FF/TFTPP such as tiger rock).
she has a number of allegations towards her that i won't go into, but you can read it all here (ranges from p/doish weirdness to art tracing to generally being a whiny weirdo bitch). the freddit mods wrote up this whole thing and pinned the thread. several times the community has rallied to try to get her fired.
following scott's statement on the talbert files situation, several people were annoyed that he addressed that within a few days, but nothing about pinkypills.
like an hour later, he makes a post addressing it. basically saying like "idk the full extent but she deserves a second chance ok." got downvoted to hell
another hour passes. pinkypills posts this to twitter:
so she suddenly is resigning herself ? lmao. she also posted a vid on twitter where she is/was crying
then scott posts an update on reddit saying basically the same thing, that she chose to step away.
the timing makes it seem like he did indeed ask/tell her to not. be involved anymore. but who's to say.
regardless, people are happy she's gone, but extremely disappointed in how scott handled everything (seemingly not looking into things before posting, maybe not being entirely truthful, not outwardly condemning a p/do weirdo that works for him even tho he's done that Before, whatever)
and just a few months ago there was another drama thing where someone on reddit posted screenshots and very real looking screen recordings of an email with scott that basically confirmed talesgames and stitchlinegames. the community was On Fire for a bit until scott showed up to make comments like "guys, that wasn't fucking me." but then when asked about the canonicity of the books he gave another "Yes" ass answer that isn't an answer at all, and that kept people arguing for another few days.
#ask#Anonymous#THIS IS SO LONG SORRY. LOL.#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#this is not meant to be comprehensive so i may have gotten things wrong
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Don't read if you like fe/tch wi/th ru/ff ru/ff/man
That one-
That o- (fuck I can't even say it)
That one- (fuck, spit it out!)
...
That one episode of fet/ch where... Ru/ff has to pee really badly the whole episode... but instead of... instead of having to pee... (omg I can't believe I'm typing this...)
He just has to fart really badly.
Like, he doesn't have enough time to do it in private, and he thinks he can hold it the entire episode, but his stomach starts to hurt, and he feels all bloated cause there's a lot of gas, and, and...
Maybe he's got a little bump in his tummy, and it's so sensitive, he can barely focus. You'll hear his belly gurgle in pain, but he just can't let it out, he has a show to do. Blo/ss/om is secretly reminding him to just go somewhere private, but he won't. He thinks he has this (but really his stomach is dying for a belly rub, you know how dogs are).
Halfway through, though, he can't help it and accidently rip one in front of everyone. Being held in for a long time, it's really long and deep as it rumbles out from between his cheeks. His face is bright red with embarrassment. He carries on with the rest of the show, popping bubble farts out every once-in-a-while. It's embarrassing, but he can't keep up the act anymore. Plus, the relief he gets from his tummy ache is too good. By the end of the episode, he hides in the doghouse for a while, afraid to show his face to the public until his shame dies down.
Alternatively, he holds it all in until the end, but it gets stuck in his intestines, causing him pain, as he's unable to get any gas out no matter how many times he pushes. Blo/ss/om has to rub his stomach as he lies on his back, as rank fart explode out of him. Due to being inside him for so long... they smell like death and rotten milk. The house stinks as Ru/ff's farts rumble out, but at least now he feels relief.
He jokingly says he's not going to eat so many beans before the show, get embarrassed by his own remark ("did I just say that out loud" moment), and blush while saying, "Can we pretend this episode never happened?" as Blo/ss/om giggles about the whole situation.
Oh god why did I go on for so long about that don't look at meeeeeeee
I might write a drabble of this...
#eproctophilia#eprocto#fart kink#gas kink#im disgusting#im gross#everyone point and laugh#this is nasty omg why am i so gross#who would even think of this besides me#but still#im kinda glad this show never had a fart joke#that wouldve been too much for my weird ass lol#im insane omg#don look at me
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Heya! I think I may have mentioned this to you before years ago, but I love your stories! (Pardon me if I gush) White Lilies absolutely killed me with the angst, but it fits so well with canon, particularly Naruto realizing he's in love with Hinata because he's jealous of another man showing interest in her (since that's literally what happened in The Last, and was confirmed in the movie's official databook). I also love how you don't have Hinata stuttering over her lines in your stories, since in canon she stopped doing that in the Invasion of Pain arc, yet a lot of other fanfic writers, including fellow NH fans, still like to write her as a stutterer, which just regresses her. Please keep up the good work! I can't wait to see what else you'll write! 🥰
I'm starting to think about making my own AO3 account because FF seems to be dying out as of late (my FF moniker is the same as my Tumblr one, although I haven't updated either of my two stories nor my bio in years). I was wondering if you could maybe give me advice or the pros/cons of having an AO3 account? Any help is appreciated as I think about this! 👍🙏
💗💗💗 I'm so glad that you enjoyed White Lilies!!!! About Hinata stuttering, I do write her like that sometimes... Uhhh it depends on how old she is in my fics, but if she's high school age or younger, she sometimes stutters, like in "Last Chance" and "Little Samurai." But yeah, if she's older, I like to think that she is a stronger communicator. Thank you for your enthusiastic support 🥺💖
So about AO3!!!!!!!! ✨I love AO3.✨ I'm so happy with AO3, I don't feel the need to post my fics anywhere else, besides here on Tumblr. I highly recommend getting an account for these reasons:
name familiarity & building community - I love being able to recognize readers. I've been thinking about how writing is a fairly "lonely" type of activity. When I first started writing, I began to recognize the usernames of people who regularly commented or left kudos on my fics, and I just loved those people to pieces. It's just nice to have a sense of familiarity on AO3.
Bookmarking - If you want to save a fic for later, you can bookmark it and make a note of the chapter you left off on. It's a nice feature, especially if you're the type to keep tabs of fics you haven't read yet open. I use Bookmarking as like my personal favorites recommendation list because it's right on my AO3 profile. I also use other people's Bookmarks list to find good fics, and I've read a lot of random pairings in fandoms I'm not a part of due to Bookmarks.
Subscriptions - You can subscribe to a fic so that you get an email when a fic updates. You can also subscribe to users so that you can get an email every single time that writer updates or posts anything.
Archiving - You might want to consider migrating your old fics over to AO3 because it has a whole legal team and successful fundraising efforts to preserve your work, even if you might think your old fics aren't worth reposting. AO3 has so much strong, passionate support, there's very little chance of AO3 disappearing.
Preferences - You can customize AO3. So you can turn off the warning banners that always pop up on mature-rated fics and control what you receive email notifs for. You can also set a Site Skin from the AO3 options and the user-created ones, like the rainbow pink one I'm currently using. It just makes life that much happier. You can use all sorts of Site Skins that change the color of the background, change the text font to be easier to read, or hide your hit counts and other stats to protect your sanity as a writer.
History - Your account will keep track of all the fics you've read, so if you're looking for something you can find it again. Also, it's just interesting, but it will also tell you how many times you've visited that particular fic. Uhh apparently I've visited "21 Days" by BunnyHoodlum 455 times :D That must be partially because I've recommended it so many times.
Mark for Later - Besides subscribing or bookmarking, you can click a button that marks the fic for later. You would find this list on your History page. It tells you when you last visited the fic and whether there's been any changes to the fic since you last read it. So this is another cool way to keep track of all of the fics you're reading.
I've never posted on any other fanfiction site, so I can't compare, but I love how organized AO3 feels. The tagging system is to-die-for.
I love the posting features, like posting under different Pseudonyms, setting a fic as part of a series, linking in an inspired-by work, or gifting a fic to someone. I feel like AO3 put a lot into consideration so that it is user-friendly.
Another thing that writers can do is post challenges/claim challenges. I've never done this, but Sessakag has recently written for VulgarAssassin's prompts! This is one way that AO3 encourages community.
Another amazing thing that AO3 has is the ability to distance yourself from your own fics. You can orphan your own fic so that it is no longer linked to your page but will still be on AO3. The only problem is that you can't get it back. You can also add your fic to an anonymous collection, and I think if you ever wanted to, you could take off the anonymous hat and reveal yourself as the writer. I've never done this.
When I was considering cross-posting on ffnet and wattpad, people told me that I would reach way more people because people use those sites more. I mostly decided not to cross-post because I can't rationalize the extra work to upkeep multiple accounts and respond to comments. So perhaps the only downside to creating an AO3 account is that you'd have more accounts to manage and the platform has a smaller audience.
I hope you create an AO3 account!!!!!! I hope everyone makes an AO3 account!!! It's such a well-run site!!
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Kakashi for this one? 👀
https ://at .tumblr .com /justsomeoneunordinary/send-me-a-character-and-ill-answer-these/vjolyf8nlo70
1: sexuality headcanon
that man is SO aroace, hands down. that doesn't even need an explanation, just look at him!
unless he's being railed by gai, in which case he isn't quite so ace anymore uwu
2: otp
kakagai kakagai kakagai kakagai kaKAGAI KAKAGAI-
3: brotp
in my heart, he and tenzou are brothers. he totally behaves like an older brother around him, esp when he's being a little shit lol, i just love their relationship so much
4: notp
never liked kakairu and never will. also used to be open for obikaka but i cannot see it anymore tbh. makes me sick nowadays. (but the naruto fandom def has a problem with tagging their ships properly bc i keep seeing so many notps all the time argh) honestly, i don't rlly ship kks with anyone except with gai. i find him very unshippable idk....
5: first headcanon that pops into my head
he's a biter. not the fanon hatake = wolves hc kinda biting bc i hate that hc (kishi didn't give us much but he gave us enough to conclude that hatake = farmers, not wolves or nomads ffs do ppl not at least google the names before they come up with hc's or what), but the as a child he used to bite anyone kinda thing, so his father gave him a mask and kks just never stopped wearing it. he still bites as soon as it comes off
6: favorite line from this character
i am terrible at rmbr'ing lines but when he meets team 7 and his reaction is "my first impression of you is... i hate you all" is the fucking funniest shit to me. first, he lets those 12yo kiddos wait for hours and then has the gall to tell them he hates them lmfao king shit i love him (also, what a lying liar. they're his kiddos and he loves them)
7: one way in which I relate to this character
slouch king <3 i too, can't walk or sit with my back straight. also, reading porn in public. relatable
8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character
lmao in shippuuden where he had to read a section out loud of his porn book and the line was literally just "i love you" but he practically died trying to say it, face red, sweat running down, stuttering and all that jazz acbsjfhsjfhdjfbajfb IT'S LITERALLY JUST I LOVE YOU, IT'S NOT EVEN SMTH SMUTTY FFS KKS YOU'RE A GROWN MAN!!! also the sheer amount of times he collapses bc of chakra exhaustion like pls king that's not normal, no one else pushes their chakra to the limit you fucking drama queen. i'll never forget that one time sakura sees him at ichiraku's and goes "oh, not in the hospital for once? that's new" lmfaooooo get recc'd. ALSO kks of the sharingan has copied over a thousand jutsu AND YET WE ONLY EVER SEE HIM USE CHIDORI!! BRUH WHERE ARE THOSE 1000 JUTSU, WHERE???!!! how abt you stop using that sharingan of yours that drains you so much of chakra just to copy jutsu that you then don't even intend to use, hmmmmm??? lmao he's a genuis but he's so dumb
9: cinnamon roll or problematic fave?
neither? all village ninja's are basically the military of a fascist state, and all deserted ninjas are killers without actual permission to kill, so given the universe everyone is problematic. you could say bc he's one of the good guys he's the former but he's also such a loyal bootlicker (i love him but god kks the way he doesn't question the system at all even after everything that happened to him is so... acbjshdjsfh) so you could say he's problematic in that sense??? you can't rlly put any nart character into either of this category tbh
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I just read ur Jay ff and :( I teared up cuz I hate that ur feeling this way, and I've been feeling horrible too, in fact I spent all of Sunday crying cuz school and life are stressing me out and making me want to quit everything. I just want u to know u aren't alone and we love you so much! And I absolutely love ur work!! I respect you if u need a break, just know we're here for u, care for u, and love u <3
Even tho it's hard and we feel like giving up, I know it will be worth it in the end to push through life. We never know what good is coming our way, so let's not throw our life away and miss the chances coming for us.
Also I learned today in class that like 90% of people say they're happiest in their 70's, so let's at least try to get to that point of our lives! It made me have more hope for the future and my life, and I hope that it will help u too
Again, I love you and a care about you<3 even tho we might not know eo irl, i just know you are an amazing person and there is so much goodness and greatness awaiting you if you just try. I'm always here to talk, I'm really busy but seriously I will drop anything for you if you need me to. Please don't hesitate to reach out, we can talk about anything you want. I can be a great listener, give advice, or just talk, seriously anything you need :(
the two doggies are just :( so cute i can't, it's us
gosh, thank you so much for your words? i don't really know what to say, except that im extremely touched by your attention, every word you said is now deep in my heart :( i'm really sorry you feel so bad too, no one deserves to feel like that. it's horrible because, even though you want to get better, sometimes you just can't? i'm at that point now, except that it's pushing me to the bottom and i feel like i'll never get to the surface again lmao
i know im not alone, and i will never thank all the people around me (including you) to be there for me and to do everything possible to comfort me and help me in this bad phase, my sister even decided to stay close to me most of the time so that i don't do anything stupid, but now i feel guilty for using all her time :'( but yes, you're right, life is worth living and i don't want to waste all the years i have left to live with the people i love and value. and even if i don't live for myself, i can still live for others and make them as happy as possible <3
i'll keep this anecdote in a corner of my head, and will think about it every time i feel like i'm losing it, it's a bit cute in a way, as a philosophy, can't wait to be old.. :D let's try to get there together, shall we?
again, thank you so much for everything, i love you a lot lot lot and i hope you know that you can count on me for anything and everything, i have the reputation of being a good listener, so don't hesitate to pop in my dms if you need anything. you're so kind and sweet.. i know that you deserve all the best things in the world and what life can offer you, you're a living angel, i envy the people around you, they're so lucky to have you, and i hope they take good care of you ! and if you ever feel like the world is turning its back on you, i will always be there, no matter what happen, i will always be there for you, and that's a promise i can keep 🤞🏻
also, i can't take a break from writing.. i mean, writing is my escape, i know i can express anything i want with words, so i want to keep this little piece of paradise that is writing for me, even if i feel like i'm writing just some shitty things actually. plus, i've been on a blank page for far too long, i have to get back to it now, or everything i've worked so hard to build here will be for nothing <\3
#speakers on : ♡⃗ matty's talking !#my answer is under the read more part#because it's.. you know#maybe triggering for some ppl#and i don't want anybody to feel bad#anyway.. thank you so much#you're so precious to me#you have no idea how much#thank you for existing#really you're just an angel
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oho you're in for it now. with one person asking to hear my thoughts on the candy choices for everyone, the world's fate is sealed...
i will also discuss why i chose the costumes the way i did for anyone who is curious :)
Ace's costume is based on the Pokemon Trainers prompt from DRDTtober Day 26. And, yeah, I gave him the airheads candy because he's a little dumb. Sorry for bullying you on your birthday, Ace :(
Arei's costume is from the Witches prompt, Day 25. I didn't have a lot of great ideas for an Arei candy, and sour gummy worms were the best I could come up with. The sourness is sort of like her general attitude, and her threat to make people "eat dirt" made me think of worms. And then I picked a blue bag because... well, that's probably obvious.
Arturo's costume is from Day 3, Vampires, AKA J's wish fulfillment. The mint doesn't really have anything to do with Arturo himself, more a setup to an insulting vampiric punchline. If I had remembered that Ace likes mint, maybe I would have given it to him. That guy just keeps taking Ls (canonical).
Charles's costume is the Mad Hatter, themed around the unused side of the Day 10 prompt, Tea Party. I don't know if Charles would really choose to dress up as the Mad Hatter himself, but once I realized I could combine the tea with the Diet Coke/Mentos chemical reaction, it was over for him. Does anybody actually hand out Mentos on Halloween, though...?
David.
He's the Phantom of the Opera due to the Day 20 prompt, Masquerade. As alluded to by my alternate David ask, I was originally going to give him the Whoppers candy, because one definition of whopper is "a giant lie." However, once I remembered David's connection to lemon's as detailed by this awesome video (wink wink i know you don't need prompting to interact with this video, FF; but for anyone else reading, i will add the promo), I couldn't NOT give him a lemon candy. Those things cut up your mouth too. Bastard.
Eden's fairy costume was inspired by the Day 27 prompt, Cottagecore. That one didn't actually have anything to do with fairies, but I thought it would be more fun than just being like... a woman. And yeah, Eden has Almond Joy because she spreads joy!
Ah yes, Hu's idol costume, from the Day 28 prompt of the same name. I had so many idols in contention that I decided to try to include them all. "Saga" is a reference to Zombieland Saga, "absolutely declare" is a reference to Pastel*Palettes' Absolute Declaration Recital, and the "more more" prefacing "Happy Halloween" was meant to indicate specifically More More Jump's cover of Happy Halloween (which somehow still doesn't have a full version). I couldn't figure out how to work in Ai Hoshino of Oshi no Ko into the dialogue, so it became the costume. Similar to Arei, I didn't have a ton of candy ideas for Hu, so I went with the Hershey's bar. It's a simple yet tasty classic, which she seems like she would enjoy.
J's costume is from the unused side of the Day 3 prompt, Werewolf. She got stuck sharing a prompt with Arturo, unfortunately. Originally, I was going to make her be Ash Ketchum instead, but I could not figure out what else to give Ace. Traditional Clothing was already taken, and, like, how do you make a costume based off of "Regret"? The closest was if I had given him a Marty McFly costume for Time Travelers or something, but... I thought it would be simpler this way. J gets the Pop Rocks because I feel like they're the kind of thing she would enjoy, and they have a special effect when you put them in your mouth. (for those unaware, Pop Rocks are basically a carbonated solid, so when they hit the liquids in your mouth, they make a loud sound. i am only now realizing this could have been a Charles choice too.) They're blue ones for similar reasons to Arei.
Levi is a steampunk guy from the Steampunk prompt on Day 8, and he has a lollipop because he likes lollipops. Not much more to say on this one.
Mai! She did not appear in any prompts, so I had to come up with a viable costume that wasn't represented by any of the prompts. In the end, I decided on her being a superhero. They help people and have secret identities, right? It works! The costume is vaguely flower related because I remembered that I never drew her in the BNHA AU (another link i know FF doesn't need). The candy is a Lifesaver because it's pretty likely that she saved someone else's life, or needed her life to be saved, or something of that ilk. This is actually the first time I've drawn Mai! It was fun.
Min is Athena because Greek Mythology (Day 13), and hands out Nerds because she is a nerd. Pour one out for Daskalos.
MonoTV is dressed as a student from the Day 5 prompt, School. Given that MonoTV canonically eats DVDs as treats, I quickly decided that that would be its offering. I guess I could have done movies about candy (like Willy Wonka or something), but "king sized candy bar" was where my brain went first. MonoTV and Mai weren't included in the randomizer wheel (simply because I thought it would be weird if Mai appeared, like... second), but they were available if anyone had asked. Also, if we had gotten through all of the students randomly and people were still trick or treating without specifying a character, I would have thrown them in. I'm fine just including them as a surprise reveal for the final post, though!
Nico is dressed as a spy from the unused half of the Day 2 prompt, Spies. I am only now thinking about the possibility of spy Hu, which I fully ignored. Alas, maybe another time. This is another costume where, like Charles, I'm not sure if Nico would really choose to dress up as a spy irl, but I was working with what I'd given myself. And yes, Nico indeed hands out Kit Kats because they are a kitty cat (and they dance dance dance--)
Rose is a cyberpunk from the Day 30 Cyberpunk prompt. I promise I don't actually hate the cyberpunk aesthetic-- would I have completed the Project Sekai close game/OFFLINE Cyber Sniper card set if I did? (none of those words are in the bible.) Skittles were indeed chosen for the connection to colors and art. I was originally going to give them to a more... canonically fruity character, but this was how the chips eventually fell. Rose girlliker headcanons rise.
Teruko is a ghost from the very first prompt, Haunted. Giving clumsy Teruko the Butterfingers candy was one that I locked down pretty early. I don't think I've ever actually eaten a Butterfinger. I wonder what they're like.
Veronika is a zombie mermaid inspired by the Day 15 prompt, Fairytale, which she basically references in her dialogue. I specifically didn't have Veronika mention The Little Mermaid on Day 15 to save it for here, to give a sense of around when I decided that this was my Day 31 plan. The Swedish Fish are fully unrelated to Veronika's canonical character and solely intended to relate to the Little Mermaid. Unless, of course, Veronika was the one who got the minnows into the Playground for the Chapter 2 murder. In this theory post, I will--
Whit's jiangshi costume is a little twist on the Traditional Clothing prompt from Day 12. After I had Whit dress in French clothes in the comic, I really wanted him to have a Chinese costume on Day 31 to show both halves of his heritage. The jiangshi costumes are always super cute, so I thought it would fit well. I'm glad that the Snickers joke actually made sense to people. It makes sense to me. Sillydarity.
Xander's angel costume comes from Day 16, Supernatural. Get it? Because... because Xander was... because in the meme, Xander is in the place of......... The Kinder Surprise Egg is, of course, the combination of spending time abroad and being a rebel who could sneak the candy back into the States. As a pitiful American, I know I haven't eaten a Kinder Surprise Egg before. Xanruko fail comp.
That's "all I have to say" (<- several hundreds of words later) about the Halloween costumes. Hopefully anybody who read this far found something interesting/funny in the development process.
Also, thank you again for all the compliments. Hopefully I can do something like this again sometime!
🕯️🦇🎃 Happy Halloween! 🎃🦇🕯️
#danganronpa despair time#drdt#drdt spoilers#accirax halloween#also i. did see the thing about the best artist of the night part. thank you#i cannot talk about it because i get too flustered (/pos) when i try to think of anything to say so just. hhsdfakjdfaksflj#everybody has been so nice to me lately. this is going to do Something to my self perception but we have yet to see what
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Eden's Favorite Fic's (BTS Fic Recs)
Updated Version: Here!
Note: In the past I haven't indulged in tumblr fics often but I recently (past 3 months) have been reading quite regularly & am planning on branching out a bit. To keep track of the ones that I have enjoyed & the ones that I have even came back to I'm making this list. Again, I haven't been digging into the tumblr fics world for long so for right now its a very short list. I'm hoping with time I can get more fics of different types on here (btsxbts, some gender neutral xreader ones, & more ones that I genuinely like)
About me to understand what's going to be on here:
Age: 21 (99' liner)
Sexuality: Bisexual
Pronouns: She/Her
Ult Bias: Yoongi
Trio: Rap Line
I am OT7. I do enjoy smut but don't think it is necessary to FF. Overall I just want a well-crafted plot that makes sense. I read for entertainment & to escape. But I still need some form of realism (just me personally) to follow the trail of events. PSA: I'm trying to find a broader scope of writers I like but for right now I don't have many. There are gonna be some repetitive writers for now.
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Kim Namjoon:
- Librarian Namjoon Universe by @jungshookz
Beauty & the Bookworm (I love this concept SO MUCH)
Pairing: Cute, Good Boy, Nerdy, University Librarian Namjoon x Bratty, Semi-Popular, Procrastinator, University Student Reader
Word count: 20.8k
Summary: You're a procrastinator big time and you may or may not be failing. To get some extra credit you begrudgingly take the library assistant opening where you work under strict dorky Namjoon. Passive aggressiveness, cuteness, fluff, & some smuttiness arises.
Jealous-Boyfriend-Librarian Namjoon (Drabble)
Pairing: Jealous Boyfriend Librarian Namjoon x Oblivious Cute Girlfriend Uni Student Reader
Word count: 3.4k
Summary: You take an Art History Course and end up needing a tutor. Joon offers to tutor you but he doesn't know shit about Art History so you end up getting tutored by an ArtHoe Taehyung that may or may not like you but you are oblivious to this and Joon gets super jealous.
Kim Seokjin:
- Hockey Player Jin by @ve1vetyoongi
HEART OF GOLD (BLADES OF ICE)
Pairing: Sweet Hot New Hockey Player in Town Jin x Ex-Figure Skater (who has a history with jin) Reader
Word count: 20k
Summary: After a fall during figure skating practice dashes your dreams of competing at nationals, you vow to hang up your skates for good. That is until you cross paths with Kim Seokjin, captain of the ice hockey team, who is determined to get you back out on the rink and melt the ice in your heart. (Jimin is a bully in this and their other k-pop idols as characters. Very Very Fluffy and Hallmark Christmas Movie-ish so be aware of that. Overall, it's just cute :) )
Min Yoongi:
Note: these are all but one by the same writer @jungshookz & are written from the pov of a female reader. I'm gonna try to find some gender-neutral fics but for now, if you are female-identifying I really enjoyed these! :)
- Mechanic Yoongi Universe by @jungshookz
Baby, You Can Drive My Car (My favorite AU Fics I've read so far on Tumblr!!)
Pairing: Tatted, Mic Drop Era, Mechanic Min Yoongi x Spoiled Rich, Inexperienced, University Student Reader
Word count: 24.6k
Summary: Welcome to Min Mechanics - What can I do for you today, doll?
Maybe She Can Drive His Car
Pairing: Oblivious, Hot, Boyfriend, Mechanic Min Yoongi x Adorable, Spoiled, University Student, Jealous Girlfriend Reader
Word count: 11.6k
Summary: Yoongi's ex is back in town for a visit and you would be lying if you said you weren't slightly envious of a) how knowledgeable she is about stupid cars and b) how well she gets along with literally everyone.
- Uni Yoongi x Nerdy Reader (mini series) by @jungshookz
Note: these are all drabbles I'm gonna link my favorites in the series. I'll probably add more later.
Cocky Uni Student Yoongi x Nerdy Reader:
^^This is the start of the mini-series, recommend you read it first!^^
The One with the Scrunchie:
Contains: smut, a super cute scrunchie turning into a kink of sorts, slightly insecure Yoongi, experienced Yoongi, slightly inexperienced reader, shy about their own body reader.
Yoongi always had an Overactive Imagination:
Contains: talking about sex, implied smut, reader trying to be productive while also being horny, Yoongi being super distracted and horny.
"I'm gonna need you to shut up now please"
- CEO Yoongi Universe by @jungshookz
Suit&Tie (First Fic in the series)
Pairing: CEO Min Yoongi x Secretary Reader
Wordcount: 21k+
Summary: Young Intimidating Hot CEO Yoongi, Clumsy Secretary Y/N who loves Sugar, Best Friend Jimin. Funny Awkward Meeting that sets up the whole plot, was like reading a Kdrama in book form.
The One Where Augst D makes a Comeback (Favorite Fic in the series)
SPOILERS READ PRIOR DRABBLES TO CATCH UP!! (I recommend The First Date, The One Where Yoongi is Just a Little Jealous, The Proposal, The Wedding, Baby Makes Three, Baby Min's Timeline, The Birth of Baby Min, Daddy's Little Girl, Who the Hell is Augst D.
Pairing: CEO Min Yoongi x Secretary Reader
Word count: 6.5k
Summary: Yoongi finds out you faked an orgasm and he's going to gi-give it to you more ways than one.
- Demon Yoongi by @jungshookz
Hellish (I got some feelings for incubus Yoongi not gonna lie)
Pairing: Bratty, Super Sexy, Sex Demon, Mint Min Yoongi x University Student, Non-Supernatural Believer Reader
Word count: 22.1k
Summary: Jungkook is your clueless, energetic best friend. Wonho is a character in this fic, You are dragged into summoning a demon one night by your overly excited to be summoning a demon? best friend Jungkook. Spooky but Kind of Sexy Shit Happens! (This is probably my second favorite Yoongi Fic I've read!)
- Basketball Captain Yoongi by @jungshookz
Basketball Captain Yoongi
Pairing: Cocky, Popular, Charming Captain of the Basketball Team Min Yoongi x Water girl University Student Reader (who has been crushing on Yoongi hard for some time)
Word count: 18.4k
Summary: Jungkook is your athletic bro of a best friend that signs you up to be his replacement as the water boy (girl in this case) after he makes the team. You have had a pathetic schoolgirl crush on Yoongi for a while and is basically the only reason you agreed to be the water girl aside from spending time with Jungkook. It's fluffy & smutty!
- Android Yoongi @jungshookz
Technologically in love (..I cried! but I also smiled a lot so you know this is well written)
Pairing: Personal Assistant Prototype but SUPER Lifelike Android Min Yoongi x Messy, Junkfood, & Cartoons Loving Reader (basically your early 20s living alone kind of vibe)
Word count: 24k+
Summary: You live in a Detroit Becoming Human type universe but prior to a lot of the advancements. Androids are already a thing but not to the level the M1N Y00NG1 is yet. You are best friends with all the boys and they happen to be engineers which is how you ended up with Yoongi in the first place. Namjoon created Yoongi as a personal assistant prototype android & you are told to live with him. Things get fluffy, SUPER ANGSTY, and super smutty!
- Listen Closely by @avveh
Listen Closely ( sexiest Yoongi fic I have read so far, I kept wanting to go back and read again)
Pairing: Tsundere Office Worker Min Yoongi x Hardworking Office Worker Reader
Word count: 12.2k
Summary: Unintentionally, you stumble upon something that makes you view your coworker Min Yoongi in a whole new light. (SMUT 18+: Masturbation, voyeurism, exhibitionism, breathplay, spanking, degrading names.)
Jung Hoseok:
- Secret Boyfriend Hoseok by @kpopfanfictrash
Keeping a Secret (this took me places...Idk about you but I have trouble finding really good Hoseok fics and this one was perfect. One of my favorite fics on this website)
Pairing: New Relationship Dom Hoseok x New Relationship Tease Reader
Word count: 3.7k
Summary: You and Hoseok have been hooking up for a few weeks now. No one in your friend group knows. What happens then, when he shows up at movie night looking better than anticipated? SMUT!
- Studio Sex Hoseok by @joonbird
Studio:
Pairing: Boyfriend BTS Hoseok x Girlfriend Reader
Word Count: 5k
Summary: Hoseok is stressed about his upcoming mixtape, so you decide to swing by his studio and help him relax. (Hobi being the beautiful glorious sexy man he is and putting those ungodly hips to use!)
Park Jimin:
- Jimin and His Pregnancy Kink by @boymeetsweevil
ME, YOU, AND THIS THING WE HAVE BETWEEN US (NSFW)
Pairing: Sweet Caring Domestic but Horny Jimin x Pregnant Hormonal Reader
Word count:~3.7k
Warnings (aka what to prepare for): everything is graphic and gross lmao, blowjobs (face f*cking), boob job (not the one w/ silicon inserts), cunnilingus, dom!jimin if u squint, cumplay if u squint again, dirty talk/degrading language, penetrative sex (doggy style), unprotected sex, PREGNANCY KINK that’s a big one
Summary: You’re pregnant and Jimin is…happy about it (If I remember correctly this one is 25% cute domestic Jimin trying to calm his hormonal pregnant partner and 75% pure filth aka Jimin having a pregnancy kink and trying to hide it but not well at all. This is however my ultimate fav Jimin smut I have ever read!)
- Crush/Neighbor Jimin by @sketchguk
Lover to Lean On: (I absolutely adore this fic. Overall it's just really well written and I felt like I was watching a show in my head rather than reading a short Tumblr fic. Highly recommend it!)
Pairing: Cute Customer & Neighbor Jimin x Florist Reader
Word Count: 19.9k
Summary: For months, you can hear your no-face neighbor and his ‘girlfriend’ singing and dancing and laughing and falling in love. Above all, you can hear their bed banging against your shared wall, and they won’t ever let you sleep. You’d much rather stay up at night worrying about your own problems, like the weight of an unrequited crush, so of course, you’re bitterly single. But one day, the apartment is radio silent. And one day slowly turns into one week and then into an immeasurable amount of time since you’ve heard his laugh. So on Valentine’s Day, when you’re missing it the most, you beg your neighbor to open up to you with cookies in one hand and two broken hearts in the other.
Kim Taehyung:
-Roommate Taehyung Universe by @jungshookz
Stuck with You
Pairing: Frat Bro bit of an asshole Roommate Kim Taehyung x Clean Organized bit of a Pushover Reader
Word count: 37k
Summary: Kim Taehyung becoming your new roommate is definitely up there on the list of the worst things to ever happen to you. Librarian Namjoon is your Best friend and ex-roommate. Frat bro Jeon Jungkook makes an appearance. There is so smut and implied smut.
The One with the One Year Anniversary (Drabble)
Pairing: The cutest domestic boyfriend Kim Taehyung x girlfriend reader
Word count: 4.6k
Summary: NO SPOILERS! so I'm going to give you a quote: "well, um, look! I made breakfast for you. f-for us!" Also, SFW
Jeon Jungkook:
- Gamer Jungkook by @softyoongiionly
PRESS START (this is the cutest fucking smut type fic I have ever read! it is so pure and is the exact type of relationship I want! IT MADE ME SIMP SO HARD!) gender-neutral I believe!
Pairing: Night owl Gamer Domestic Boyfriend Jeon Jungkook x Witty Domestic Cutesy Relationship Reader
Word count: 5.5k
Summary: A night in with your boyfriend Jungkook includes all kinds of things: anime, witty banter, snacks from 7-Eleven and, you know, sex. (GREAT READ!! I AM A SIMP FOR THIS FIC!!)
#bts smut#bts fic#bts jungkook#bts jhope#bts yoongi#bts jimin#bts taehyung#bangtan#bangtan sonyeondan#namjoon#jimin#seokjin#jungkook#jin#bts army#jjk smut#smut#kth smut#ksj smut#pjm fanfic#pjm smut#pjm oneshot#pjm fluff#pjm angst#pjm ff#pjm x reader#kth oneshot#kth x reader#kth angst#kth bts
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Hello!! I hope you are having a good day/night! I have recently read your Childe fanfiction and I have to admit it was beautiful and fun reading your ff that it has put a huge smile to my face! I was wondering if you could make a part 3 of the Childe ff ^^ .
I can understand and will respect your decision if you don't want to make a part 3 of it :33
But if you do plan on making part 3, I just want to let you know that I can wait and understand if you are really busy. Take your time ^^ . I would always look forward to it! ❤️
Thank you! Stay safe and have a good day/night!! ❤️
A Dazzling Spectacle [3] (Childe x Reader)
A/N: Sorry for the long wait but thanks again for your request Anon! I’m really glad you liked part 2! This will be the last part so I hope you enjoy this one, and feel free to request again!
Word Count: 2126
Part One | Part Two
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Ever since your little outing with Childe, your weekly sparring sessions with each other felt...different.
You’d find yourself wanting to talk more with him during your breaks. Hearing about his hometown, his family. All the while, his eyes would sparkle as he talked about them. You’d sit next to him quietly while he fished, but recently he’d always start up a conversation with you; mainly regarding on how you were doing with your fighting style ideas and about your hobbies.
“What do I do for fun?” You ask, surprised at the question.
“Yeah, any hobbies? I mean you must do something other than meeting me every week to spar.”
You avert your gaze from Childe, turning your focus to the ocean in front of you. “I... go for walks.”
“Walks?”
“Yep.”
Childe bursts out laughing as you glare at him, your face red from embarrassment. “What’s so funny?”
“You couldn’t come up with a better excuse? Maybe that just shows how much you enjoy our sparring sessions.”
“It’s not an excuse. I just...walk around looking at people fight.”
“Huh, you might be more of a fighting addict than I am.”
“Am not. Unlike you, I don’t try to pick a fight with everyone I come across. I was just...you know, looking for that spark.”
Childe hums in response, “Looks like that led you to me. Quite lucky if I do say so myself.”
You wryly smile, “Sure, sure, lucky me. I suppose you’re not too bad. For Fatui standards at least.”
“Heh, if you keep saying things like that, we might just have to cut our break short.”
“Maybe...” You say a bit absentmindedly as a question comes to mind. “Can I ask you something?”
“Sure.” He says, casting the line on his fishing rod into the open sea.
“What made you want to join the Fatui? I mean, it’s just that your nature doesn’t really fit in with them.”
“That so? What about my nature doesn’t fit in with them?”
“...Your kindness.”
Childe glances at you as you continue to explain.
“I’ve said it before, but I realized it when we played hide & seek with those kids at Liyue Harbor. Maybe it’s because you miss your siblings but... despite the line of work you find yourself in, you make it point to show kindness to those around you. Even to someone like me who disliked you in the beginning.”
“Are you sure I wasn’t just being nice to you because you were a pretty face?”
“Hey, I’m being serious here. Besides, I’m pretty sure the Fatui don’t let anyone off the hook because they have a nice face.”
Childe chuckles, “Okay, okay, you got me there. Anything else you want to add? I do love getting these types of compliments from you.”
Rolling your eyes, you stand up. “Alright, break time’s over. I’m in the mood to kick your butt again.”
“Well, you are certainly allowed to try.”
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About two weeks later, you meet Childe at the Golden House for your weekly session. You were a bit confused as to why, but Childe only met you with a smile, saying that you’d see next week. So here you were, standing outside of the Golden House, making sure you were far away enough so the Millileth couldn’t see you.
“Psst. Y/N, over here.”
Turning around, you see Childe pop his head out of a bush.
Before you can even ask why the two of you are here, he simply gestures for you to follow him, mentioning something about a secret entrance to get in.
You find yourself by the side of the building as Childe effortlessly jumps up onto the roof. He holds out a hand to help you up, which you take, and he pulls you up. To your surprise, there’s a small trapdoor on the roof which Childe opens and jumps down into the building.
You almost yell at him for being careless, knowing how far the drop is from the roof to the ground, but you stop yourself when you see him land perfectly on the ground.
“Hop on down! I’ll be sure to catch you.”
You hesitate, looking down at the distance from the roof to the ground where Childe stood.
“C’mon, surely you aren’t afraid of heights?”
You shake your head, speaking nervously, “Of course not... but... you will catch me, right?”
“I promise.”
Childe grins and you jump down, a few seconds later you land in his arms.
“You can open your eyes now Y/N.” He says chuckling, as he lets you down.
You step onto the ground, averting your gaze from Childe when you see him smirk, “Thanks. So... what exactly are we doing here?”
“Well, let’s just say I got a bit impatient waiting for you.”
Puzzled, you look at him, only to be met with a blade of water coming inches near your face. You’re taken by surprise, so a scratch appears on your face as you step back.
Childe laughs with a grin, “That look on your face, you look as if you were about to be killed.”
“Well, you did attack with that intention, but I see what you’re trying to do.” You say pulling your weapon out. “Guess the best way to spur on some ideas is a surprise attack.”
“Glad you caught on. Just hope you’re prepared; I’m going all out today.”
“I wouldn’t want it any other way.”
With that, you run towards Childe, slashing your weapon upwards as he blocks with his blades. To your surprise, he switches forms, turning his blades back into a bow. It almost feels like the both of you are moving in slow motion as your eyes meet.
Using one arm to push against your weapon with his bow, Childe seemingly conjures up an arrow in his other hand and draws the string back. With the way the bow is positioned, the tip of the arrow points at your forehead. You attempt to push your weapon a bit more, trying to move the arrow’s path away from your head, but to no avail.
You can see Childe wink at you as he suddenly pushes the bow upwards, shooting a hydro arrow that is sure to fall back to the ground and land on you. Drawing your weapon back, you dash forward and thrust your palm into Childe’s face. A burst of Electro flashes as you feel your hand hit his face. You take this chance to swing your weapon down, but he’s no longer standing in front of you. Suddenly you feel a hard kick to your back, and you roll to the ground, coughing as you hear Childe chuckle.
“Playing dirty, are we?” He says, wiping some blood from his mouth.
Wincing a bit, you stand up with a laugh, “Oh, I’m just getting started. C’mon now pretty boy, is that all you got? I might start falling asleep over here.”
Childe smiles as Electro begins to spark around him, “I was going to save this for later, but since you seem bored, we’ll take things up a notch.”
You watch as his body transforms, a large one-eyed mask dons his face, and his body seemingly grows larger as dark purple armor covers it. Standing in front of him made you feel like an ant, but similarly to when you first met, your heart was pulsing with excitement. You wanted to win this fight.
Your vision glows as your weapon becomes imbued with Electro and you summon an Electro blade in your other hand.
He appears in front of you with a flash of purple as his Electro polearm swings down towards you and bursts of Hydro shoot up from the ground. You counter his attack, pushing against the polearm with your weapons. You grit your teeth as you can feel how much stronger Childe is in this new form. You can feel yourself being pushed back slowly and suddenly a flash of purple appears in front of you as you’re knocked off your feet and tumble to the ground.
Childe had dashed using Electro and now appears above you, his weapon coming in fast as he plunges towards the ground. You feel around quickly for your weapon only to notice it flew across the room. You roll onto your back, summoning Electro weapons and brace yourself for impact, hoping that this wouldn’t kill you.
Your weapons clash against each other as Childe lands on the ground with a force that is strong enough to shake mountains. The pressure on your chest is almost enough to crush your lungs as you struggle to push the point of the polearm away. Your vision begins to blur, and your eyes begin to tear as you attempt to clear your mind. You could feel your arms beginning to give out as your mind scrambles for a solution.
Think Y/N. Think. How do you get out of this? You’re not strong enough to push him back and within a few seconds you’ll probably lose consciousness. Is there any way to distract him somehow? Wait, distract him…
You think back to your conversation with Childe a few weeks ago. You told him that as a pastime you often just walked around Liyue looking at people fight. You picked up some skills from observing them, so maybe, just maybe your idea would work.
You force your eyes open as you focus all your strength into your vision. Your gaze falls onto the ceiling, and you silently pray that this works. A few seconds pass as you feel Childe push his weapon down with more force and you grin as you see two flashes of Electro above.
Every time you came across someone’s fighting style you liked, you always made a point to practice it, Childe’s included. The truth is, you were always working at this skill, but it would always fail no matter how hard you tried. Making mirages of yourself do different combat skills was difficult. You always practiced it after your training sessions with Childe, and every time you did there was improvement. It was just a matter of perfecting it before you were going to finally tell him you wanted to fight him at his full power. Sure, the day came way sooner than you expected, but seeing that your hard work finally paid off made you ecstatic.
The two mirages come crashing down onto Childe’s back as he lets out a grunt and flings them off. You take the opportunity to get up as you stand with your mirages at your side. You once again focus your power into your vision, seeing as Childe was still stunned from the attack.
Your mirages overlap with your own body as you start charging up a powerful attack. As Electro courses through you, you can’t help but grin and look at Childe.
“Checkmate.”
You slash forward with your weapon, and it sends Childe flying. You jump up, flashing through the air as a purple spark and plunge your weapon down near his head as you fall back to the ground. The air whips around your face as you fall quickly due to your vision still coursing through your body. With a loud crash and dust rising from the ground, you hold your blade against his neck as you breathe heavily.
Although only a few seconds pass, it feels like an eternity before Childe finally speaks as his transformation disappears, his dark blue eyes are staring into yours.
"Breathtaking."
"What?"
"You. You are breathtaking."
You can’t think of a response as your brain is trying to figure out the meaning behind his words. Then suddenly he leans his head forward just a bit to meet your lips. It only lasts for a few seconds before he lays his head down again, but you can feel your heart about to pop out of your chest.
A few more seconds of silence pass and then Childe speaks up with a sigh. “Looks like you beat me again.”
“Again?”
“Yeah, I fell for you first, and you beat me in a fight just now.”
Your face flushes red as you avert your gaze from him. “I guess so… but, who’s to say I didn’t fall first?”
Childe raises an eyebrow as he grins, “Ohoho, Y/N, have you been in love with me this whole time? I’m flattered.”
“I still have a weapon in my hand, you know.”
“Touché. But… I’ll say this now. I love you Y/N.”
You look into Childe’s eyes, and you can tell he’s being serious. With a sigh, you dissolve your weapon and cup his face in your hands. You lean in, pressing your lips against his and pull away a few seconds later.
“I love you too.”
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