#I do this with our discord all the time

[penisbilt]

waving hello everyone so uh sorry for just kinda up and vanishing for um. months and months and months. i kind of exploded and then died and then lived briefly and then died again. but with the days getting longer and me being brave and being outdoors more (Even Though its starting to get real wintery outside) it feels like im coming to life again AND developing social tendencies for the first time in uhh ummmm. so anyway yeah hi i can almost handle the thought of communicating with other human beings again in the near future, stay tuned

[despairforme]

Okay, but why the fuck isn't he being prioritized?

[cowboyhatesithere]

How does one. use discord.

[icewindandboringhorror]

I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently

[stillcominback]

🎀🎀🎀

[akirakirxaa]

[ day 16: secret ]

𝑳𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒑𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒂 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎, 𝒂𝒔 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝑨𝒍𝒍 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝒐𝒏 𝒊𝒇 𝒘𝒆'𝒗𝒆 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒕

𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝑰, 𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒍𝒚 𝑼𝒏𝒍𝒐𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝑭𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒐𝒓

Bonus: Dog meets Pommy

[musashi]

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[oraclebubbles]

haven’t been on tumblr (neither this account or my other one) in a hot minute.

I want to be more present on here but goodness gracious! The suggested tag section on the dashboard is such a drag to look at! (and since I reblogged some pf on my new account it put both boys’ tag on my feed, which means still seeing things I have deliberately blocked).

Honestly, what was the point in leaving this account if I’m still having the same issues? (I know I wanted a fresh start, but that’s another story lol)

I’ve been trying to figure out how to use my accounts since both are in a similar state right now. Might just use this one as the equivalent of a sort-of personal account (maybe to sometimes look at pf too?) and my other one for more aesthetic purposes (and to keep it from continuing to have the same dashboard issue…)? Idk, I’m always flip flopping (and forgetting things…). I will figure this out! eventually.

On a better note, life has been a bit better than it was the last few months? Less time spent staring at my phone and less time spent in fandom spaces is obviously going to be good for your mental health, so no surprise there!

Also, I have a few mutuals I haven’t followed back yet (I keep forgetting…) on my new account and wanted to know if it was ok to follow back from there? Some I’ve already reestablished mutuals with, so this next part is more directed at those I haven’t:

Could you please (only if you’re ok with it though!) like this post if you still want to be mutuals even on my new account? I really don’t want to bother anyone with a message about this, especially if you’re not ok with it, so this is the next best thing, I think?

I know I’m thinking about making use of both accounts, but I don’t know what the “rules” are regarding this sort of thing, since it feels like what’s considered rude/weird/clingy/etc. and what’s considered respectful/courteous differs from site to site (and day to day at this point…).

[euclydya]

we have. a lot. of drawing. to do. this month. and. lots. of drawing. ideas.

Flo. wants. to write about. the effects of. Hanahaki disease. in our system. and how it. manifests. in the headspace. and then. do drawings based on that. if that makes sense. and i think. that would be fun. but we. already. have enough art to draw this month. so that. will probably have to wait. until the new year.

[phagodyke]

in a hilarious turn of events my flatmate didn't even know I use any pronouns....

[wow-an-unfunny-joke]

Sometimes I get so lonely (and incredibly salty) that I make passive agreesive posts on my snaptchat story about how my friends don't talk to me ever unless I'm actually in crisis (this is true for a bunch of friends i nolonger talk to (shocking) but no longer true for some wonderful friends I currently have)

This method has yet to work out for me.

[penisbilt]

the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now

[the-flowerpatch]

sits down. <= the insane personnnnnnn

[discoreptile]

As of yet unnamed game card art!

[matteoberrettini]

the REAL tragedy of having my phone stolen is that i'm gonna have to rebuild my meme folder from scratch 😔😔😔😔

[nexus-nebulae]

suddenly remembering how we used to write down conversations between our old host and their "ocs" (see: headmates) during school when we were super stressed out. hmm.