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you ever just be saying shit and suddenly realize that 13yo you was actually kinda really goin through it?
#personal;#was bitching about the shitty adoptive narrative that so often shows up in books to the (adopted) gf#(aka the moment they find out they decide the family they loved and cherished until that moment was just lying and manipulating them)#and it shifted to the fact that Eve's adopted and never ONCE did I consider her NOT thinking of her family as her FAMILY#even when it's dysfunctional (their Original Fiction had parental abuse I've since scrapped)#And just realized This Evening that I was trying to explore like three different traumas all at once#with a complexity I did not know or comprehend at that age#and I can suddenly understand why I never managed to write much of it at all ever#it's STILL hard for me to write anything to do with my Issues from being mixed race-#I've had a blank gdoc for it with Eve in ffxiv for 2.5 years now and every time I try to open it I get a lump in my throat#and 13yo me didn't even know I had that issue. I didn't know until today that I had that issue by then#I was writing a narrative where I could damn myself but at least there was someone who refused to give up no matter what#even if they damned themselves in the end#damn no WONDER i kin Homura#I've made myself feel things I think it'd bedtime
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I’m going to attempt to explain this in a way that’s not specific to the community but instead applies to animals in general. This is a thing for all creatures, not just those of us raised to be human. I promise, this is universal.
I, a dragon, have two guinea pigs. Guinea pigs are a very social species, so my two girls live together. They both adore me. Their relationship with each other, on the other hand, is complicated.
Luna is our local wildlife in this story. She was born as one of an accidental litter and was surrendered to our amazing local guinea pig shelter once she was fully weaned. She’s currently 2.5 years old and has always lived with at least one piggy friend except for a span of around two months after her first friend died and right before she came to us. She is very boisterous, though not dominant, and she adores Mousse.
Mousse, on the other hand, represents us. She was born in a plastic tank in a petco, taken away from her mother too early, and then sold for around five bucks to a family who knew almost nothing about guinea pigs and put her in what should have been a gerbil cage. She is currently 4.5 years old and has never lived with another guinea pig since her birth until she met Luna most of a month ago. Mousse is very friendly… and absolutely terrible at communicating with Luna. She does not know to raise her chin to express dominance, she rumble struts away from you instead of towards you, and in general she has no earthly idea how to tell Luna to back off. She’s taken to making a really loud noise every time Luna does something she doesn’t like, the same noise each time, because that’s how she told her previous humans to stop.
Luna recognizes Mousse as a guinea pig, because obviously. They look almost identical besides coat type, after all. And honestly, Mousse recognizes Luna as a guinea pig. But Mousse does not speak guinea pig. She’s slowly figuring it out, but it’s a long process, and she is still failing every one of Luna’s social cues, meaning that Luna cannot interpret her boundaries either. I act like a guinea pig around Luna so I can use her language to convey that she’s safe around me. I can’t do that around Mousse. For Mousse, I have no more idea what most of her body language means than Luna does, because she does not act like a guinea pig. I have years of practice at guinea pig body language, and yet none of it works for Mousse because she doesn’t know what I mean and I don’t know what she means.
So, my fellow therians, otherkin, fictionfolk, and whatever else - we are Mousse. We were raised by humans, and we do not inherently speak the language of whatever we might identify as or with. Neither does Mousse. It’s okay, it happens to all creatures. You just need to put in the effort, like Mousse is currently doing with Luna and I’m doing with her in return, to learn that language. Once you’ve done sufficient research, you can often communicate properly, but the research always comes first.
*puts my wings around you* I promise you can learn. But you have to learn before you do anything, and you have to respect their boundaries if they decide they aren’t willing to deal with you even once you’ve learned how to interact properly. Know their boundaries, respect those boundaries, and then proceed with what you know. You can do this.
- Raie Lawrence, Temeraire fictive
yeah you're nonhuman but you were raised in a human society and therefore your relationship with animals is going to be limited. you cannot assume you instinctively can understand and communicate with animals. please respect local wildlife and do your research I am on my hands and knees
#nonhuman#alterhuman#otherkin#therian#fictionfolk#community issues#introject posting#I’m not often in main tags so do know I’m both fictionfolk and a dragon theriomythic#I do not consider myself fiction*kin*#I am a fictive but not kin. no hate to anyone who is though#my headmate Miriam would know more about the guinea pig part than I but I’m very much the one who does community stuff#feel free to reblog or send asks or dms if you have questions (about this or anything else)
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💖Introduction 💖
To my non sharing Sanji doubles..
*non shares harder* >;)💞
No, but seriously block me. Please and thank you 😭
Here is my StrawPage
💖Hello I’m Moxie. You can also refer to me as Fork. I’m an 18 year old lady thingy. (I use the name as my self insert cause I kin her) I consider myself to be… a yumejoshi, Selfshipper, fictosexual? Eh. I fit into all those terms. Anyways I’m in love with a fictional man to simplify shit.
💖Asks are open. I have a lot of lore of Sanji and my One Piece self insert. Keep in mind my One Piece self insert isn’t me irl but I do kin her. That's why I’m called Moxie.
💖Sanji is my only f/o and I’m madly in love with him. I’ve shipped with him since I was 8 with my self insert and as years passed I still did. (Obviously I had done a lot of work on my self insert over the years but shhhh) I loved him for more than half my life and I still love him too. I’ve loved him before One Piece became super popular in other countries so I consider myself a true One Piece fan and Sanji lover.
💖 I’m autistic as absolute fuck and I LOVEEEEEEE giving people my love and support. I NEED to make others happy- y'all don’t realize! 😤💞
💖If you have a One Piece f/o or if you are just a casual self shipper or do oc x canon please interact with me! Seriously, it would make me so happy!!! I’d love to be your friend! And don’t worry about me not responding, I’ll fucking respond and I’ll respond amazingly too 😩💞. I’m an extrovert! I know… spooky… we don’t see these a lot online lmao.
💖My current hyper fixations are One Piece, The Golden Girls, the Sims 4 and Bleach
💖 I’m an artist, (not a really good one) and I do art trades and draw my self ship. Yes you can ask for a art trade and no I’m not picky on skill.
💖DNI: If you’re a Proshipper, Com shipper or A Dark shipper. If you’re a Minor who self ships with Sanji or simps for Sanji (Minors themselves can interact but not ones who lust after Sanji) Sex workers and Only Fans people don’t interact with me, you gross me out.
💖Policy on Doubles: Doubles? Yeah you can interact. Might not support your relationship but you can interact! (Ps if I interact with you first it means I’m cool with you) If you’re comfortable with it give me a Sanji tag to block from your account if he’s not your main f/o. Ain’t willing to share/support other Sanji relationships unless you love him as much as I do.
💖 Sanji and Moxies self ship tag name is “Hopelessly touch starved for you” and then we also got “Moxanji” which is a fucking classic. Idk how the first one works.. I saw people use stuff like that… so I wanted to do it. Maybe it’s a tag?
#hopelesslytouchstarvedforyou
Tada~
Idfk feel free to help me XD
#selfship#f/o community#self ship community#introduction#sanji#yumejoshi#hopelesslytouchstarvedforyou#self ship#f/o x s/i#romantic f/o#oc x canon#moxanji#one piece oc x canon#self shipping#selfshipping#f/o#proship dni#pro ship dni
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Tips for visualizing what clothes you wore as a divinekin, if applicable
Clothing and presentation has always been important to me as a God, so it's also always bugged me that my "appearance" in terms of clothing never felt right. After all, it's how I presented myself to lower beings! It's important they get the right impression, no?
So here's some tips I brainstormed on how to figure that more out. Could also be used as help for character design, I guess.
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General Tips:
Throw away stereotypes. Not every god and angel wears flowy white and gold clothing, and not every demon wears dark reds and black. Go with what feels right to you.
Try to seperate skin and clothing. Maybe your skin has patterns on it or has fluffy bits/fur, and it's not a piece of clothing!
Trust your instinct. Often, your gut is correct when it comes to this type of stuff. If you look at an image and immediately go, "No, that's more something an angel would wear where I come from, so that's probably not at all like what I wore", congrats on the kin memory! But also, it's probably right.
Determine whether looking at external sources will aid you or not. For some people, looking at things like pinterest or picrews may help them visualize or trigger kin memories. However, for some it may give undue influence over what they're already trying to visualize. So, determine if you're more of an internal or external type of person.
Visualize. If you can visualize inside of your head, try meditation. While meditating, imagine yourself as a seperate entity to talk to. Imagine mirrors, imagine your "home." If you can't visualize inside your head, try pinterest, google, or character creators like picrews. Or, if you can, draw!
Consider your domain, if you know it. Fictional example, but, look at the gods of Kid Icarus. Palutena has white and gold flowy clothing, and a large pendant on a necklace resembling a sun. Her colour palette and symbolism make sense as she's the Goddess of Light. Contrasted with Viridi, who wears saturated magenta, red, and purple (much like that of a flower) with a more faded leaf-green. Parts of Viridi's outfit look like they're made out of wood, her shoes resemble leaves, and she has a flower crest on her dress. Naturally, Viridi is the Goddess of Nature. To put a long story short, your domain may have a heavy influence on what your outfit looks like.
Make a distinction between general feelings and specific details. Is that EXACTLY what your top looked like, or do you just have the general idea that you had a bare chest showing? Is your skirt EXACTLY that long and has EXACTLY that many layers, or do you just have the general idea that you wore a long flowy thing as a bottom?
The Senses
Often, the question you're trying to answer is "How did it look?" But if you're having trouble with that, we can turn to the other senses.
How did it feel? This is probably the most important one. What material was it made out of - silk, cotton, wool? Was it soft and smooth, or was it more fluffy and comfortable? Was it heavy, or light?
On the contrast, how DOESN'T it feel? Where do you not feel your clothing? If it was a cold or windy day, which parts of your body would you feel it the most in? This can help with narrowing down the shape of your clothes and where it covers and doesn't cover.
How did it sound, if at all? Is it silent, or do parts of your clothing make noises as you move? Maybe you have jewelry or adornments that clack together or jingle as you walk. If you were to rub against different parts of your clothes, what sound would it make?
Taste and smell are a little weird to talk about when it comes to clothes, but they have their uses. Maybe you're struggling to figure out just what part of your outfit you're imagining or being reminded of. If so, you could take this part and imagine what it tastes or smells like - if it tastes/smells metallic, it's probably jewelry, etc. Smell could also hint at the material, like if it smells naturey, maybe it's made out of leaves and wood.
And lastly, like I said before, trust your gut! Don't take everything in this post as absolute fact that must apply to you - these are just guiding tips to hopefully get you closer along your pathway.
#deitykin#divinekin#angelkin#factuallydivine#kin guide#kin guides#guide#kin tips#kin tip#otherkin#nonhuman#alterhuman#otherkinity#kin help
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NAVIGATION › KINTYPES
♱ my nonhuman identity is extremely messy and intertwined. I am still navigating the community itself and trying to understand myself better to be able to articulate my experience. I am shapeshifterkinfluid.
★ = main types | ○ = questioning
★ demonkin ★ fallenangelkin ★ caninekin
★ synpath ○ cryptidkin ○ felinekin
note: I do not consider myself to be therian despite being caninekin because it’s not a terrestrial dog, it’s merely a favored form I often shift to. Specifically, I black haired german shepherd. (Same goes for felinekin)
PHYSICAL ATTRIBUTES + PHANTOM SHIFTS
I do not experience phantom shifts very often but I do experience mental shifts frequently. That being said, I almost always see or perceive myself as having nonhuman physical characteristics. All of my kintypes are connected in some way, one of the ways is is that they all share certain physical features such as: green eyes, white strands of hair, pointed ears, fangs. i sometimes have a human body with fluffy black dog-like ears on the top of my head (think alastor from hazbin hotel). Im not sure what kin this is coming from, it may be connected to being a demon but who fucking knows atp.
NON-TERRESTRIAL CANINEKIN
FALLENANGELKIN + DEMONKIN
note: my claws only exist during demon phantom shifts. I also have a demon ‘heart’ speared tail that matches my flesh color.
i don’t have a photo that accurately portrays my wings so here’s a description: they are approximately 5 feet in diameter. dusty lightly spotted white fading down the tips which are black. they are slightly burned in areas and broken and battered everywhere else. I wouldn’t trust them to hold my weight as there are gaps of missing feathers.
SHAPESHIFTING
the way i experience being a shapeshifter is a. saying I ‘shift’ between my kintypes feels right to me because while they are all connected they all have different appearances and mental shifts that come with them. and b. along with my more talked about kintypes i also frequently identify with and as fictional characters and both fictional/real animals at seemingly random times but they are very strong. (aka being otherkith)
note: if i am misusing any terminology or you have any questions/comments/recommendations feel free to reach out!
SYNPATH/OTHERHEARTED
— Crowley (good omens)
I can’t quite tell if I identify with or as Crowley but there is definitely a connection. I believe them to be a kin or kith because their relationship with religion and how they view themselves being a demon/fallen angel is almost exactly the same as I do.
#﹒⊂⊃﹒alterhuman#alterhuman#otherkin#nonhuman#demonkin#shapeshifterkin#fictionkin#fallenangelkin#cryptidkin#felinekin#caninekin#crowleykin#alterhumanity#otherkith#therian#dogkin#angelkin#devinekin#polykin#german shepard kin#fallenkin
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Hi!
Ehm I assume i got on your Site because of your art (wich looks really cool btw <3) but then I saw this eh….idk how it’s called to be gonmpletly honest, Kin? Thing, and I just wanted to ask what it is and so because I never heared of it before, all that I could read out was that it’s something with animals? Is it similar to a fursona or something like that? Im just curios about it and wanted to ask :)
Have a lovely day!
Basically alterhumanity/nonhumanity is where someone identifies and believes they are not human or what is considered traditionally “human”. It is similar to furries; however, furries do not identify themselves as being animals (although many furries are alterhumans, such as myself).
It can be that they identify as an animal (called therians), mythological creature (called otherkin), deity/angel/devil, plant, object, phenomena/concept (like death, rain, love, etc. (called conceptkin)), fictional character/species (called fictionkin or fictives if the alterhuman is plural), or other things!
It can be voluntary (called otherlink) or involuntary, and can be physical, psychological, or spiritual in nature/reasons. Many alterhumans are queer and/or have some disorder/disability, and certain disorders/disabilities/conditions can cause alterhumanity or amplify the belief (such as clinical lycanthropy/zoanthropy). No matter the reason or degree of identification, all alterhumans are valid and should not be treated poorly due to their identity.
Hope this helps, and remember that I’m not at all a spokesperson for alterhumans, so anyone feel free to leave your own comments and experiences below, and please correct me on anything I got wrong.
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I KNOW SO SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE PROBABLY SAID THIS, BUT I'M SO TIRED OF PEOPLE CONSIDERING ME MY SOURCE, AND/OR ASKING "hey can —— front?" NO. YOU'RE STUCK WITH ME, I'M THE HOST, DEAL WITH IT OR LEAVE.
I ALSO HATE "Oh, but I love ——" I DON'T CARE. I DO NOT CARE. THAT'S A FICTIONAL CHARACTER, ALTERS ARE NOT. ALTERS ARE NOT SEPARATE BEINGS, EITHER, SO NO JEREMY (fake name for whimsy), YOU CANNOT STAY WITH *examplenameidk* BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T BETRAY THEIRR TRUST.
Anywaysss:^^ how're you doing? Good I'd hope, can we claim —🏫🐺 as a signoff? :3
[Sorry for the late reply! I was very very ill.]
GOD!!!! THIS IS SO FUCKING REAL!
Stop fucking asking systems to switch! It’s not some party trick. Frankly, it’s insulting! You don’t like me that much that you want me to fucking switch out? Force myself through dissociation for you?
Fuck you.
The fucking “I love so and so character!�� I DON’T CARE? STOP FUCKING BOTHERING HER WITH YOUR WEIRD PARASOCIAL RELATIONSHIP!!!
Liking/kinning a character is never an excuse to be fucking weird with a system.
#anon🏫🐺#did system#did community#did osdd#actually did#angry systems#osddid#syscourse#angry#did alter#did
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the definitive cecil kinlist. subject to change and be amended as needed
bold here signifies my highest kins — i define this as ones that feel most like a selfhood, in a sense. like they’re always there in almost a permashift way but fluctuate from time to time.
italics signify that i’d rather not interact with doubles of that particular kintype — i hate to do it because i’m sure you guys are great, but it’s mostly a comfort thing and i’ll block freely.
i’m aware there’s. a lot. here. but it’s not like i can help it and i’ve wanted to talk about many of my other types here too.
fiction kintypes
the emcee - cabaret (2019 olney theatre w/ aspects of mason alexander park’s 2021(?) revival)
cecil gershwin palmer - welcome to night vale
r.m. renfield - dracula (1931 primarily)
peter nureyev - the penumbra podcast
moomintroll - moomin series (2019, books, and most adaptations)
the pyro - team fortress 2
cesare the somnambulist - the cabinet of dr. caligari (1930)
ralsei - deltarune (some aspects of fanon are present)
gordon freeman - half life vr but the ai is self aware (with aspects of the original game)
john ward - faith: the unholy trinity
crowley - good omens (TV show)
jedidiah martin - camp here & there
ianto jones - torchwood
grantaire - les misérables
elder connor mckinley - the book of mormon
otherkin types
vampirekin (side note: i also consider myself a psychic vampire but that’s more rooted in coping mechanisms)
eldritchkin (primarily rooted in myself as cecil but it’s becoming much more prevalent!)
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How do I know if I am kin?
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Regardless of if it's fictionkin or otherkin, this is a question I see a lot of people asking. The brutal truth is that no one can tell you that you kin or don't- It has to be you that comes to that conclusion.
However, I have put together a small guide on how I would personally approach a potential kin situation. It's all under the cut!
Note: If any information here is completely wrong then please lmk, although I've been in the kin community for a while, I am NOT an expert. Also, this post is written from a fictionkin POV, but I have tried to be as inclusive as possible.
Reminders
I know everyone is probably sick of hearing this but being kin is different for everyone, there is no definitive method of confirming your kins. However, it's important to remember this as some of the kinfirming methods and labels I describe may not apply to you at all- And that's okay.
I also want to say that it's completely okay to be wrong! I see a lot of people who are scared to be wrong about being kin with anything, but I promise that if you're wrong about being any kintype it's completely okay. Just explore and find what labels fit you.
Types of kin
Something that's helped me is remembering that there are multiple types of kin.
Fictionkin/Otherkin/Objectkin/Placekin/ect- These are all different types of kin. Fictionkin= From fiction, Otherkin= Animal, Placekin= Place, Plantkin= Plants, ect. You can kin pretty much anything.
Therian (also known as a therianthrope)- Is someone who identifies as nonhuman to some degree (ie identifying as a cat, or a dog, or a dragon, ect).
Spiritual (also known as Past Life and Multiverse) kin- As the name suggests it's a form of kin where you believe you were [kin] in a past life. However spiritual kin does not need to be 'past life' and could be involved with theories such as: The multiverse, alternative universes, ect.
Psychological kin- Is a form of kin when you don't believe you're the character in a past life, but you share a connection psychologically with them.
Fictionhearted/Otherhearted/Synpath- All of two words mean the same thing: they are referring to a kin that you identify with but not as. You can have a strong connection with a character to consider them a part of your identity but not think of them as you. (Definition taken from here). Note that otherhearted = animal and fiction hearted = fictional character.
Copinglink (also called c'link) and otherlink- Means that you are identifying as a fictional character or species for coping purposes. Those purposes are usually due to trauma, illness, disability, etc. (Definition taken from here) Note that again otherlink = animal and fictionlink = fictional character.
Kin for fun (also known as KFF)- I was hesitant to add this as a lot of kin folk (myself included) do not like this term. However, I decided to add it so people know. KFF is what the name suggests, they only kin for fun. However, the main issues arise as those involved with KFF tend to ignore actual kin folk, the community's history, and can be incredibly ableist (ie 'at least I'm not like those delusional kin' is a common sentiment I've seen) so please keep this in mind. Here is a redit thread explaining kin folks thoughts on the issue. (NOTE: Otherlinks and copinglinks are not KFF)
'Other'- As I said at the start of this post there are types of kins who don't fit any of these! For example there are kin folk with memories that don't class themselves as spiritual kin or believe in past lives and/or the multiverse- Kinning is entirely personal so even if you dont fit any of these categories you can still kin.
For more terms and better explanations, I would advise checking out this post on the therian guide and this post by fictkinhelp on tumblr. For other resources I will link the fictionkin and otherkin reddits, however I am unsure what the communities are like there.
I know that because there are so many definitions and types it can get overwhelming, however I personally find them helpful so I can classify my own experiences easier.
For example: If I look at a character with [trauma], I often link them to my own experiences and think that I kin them with no memories attached or the nagging feeling that it's more- Thus I know then they are a copinglink. However, if I'm looking at a character and I start getting the gut instinct that I kin them, then it's more likely to be a past life kin. Obviously, a kin can fit more than one of these categories (ie a character who has been through [trauma] and I get the Gut Feeling of, then it's possible they are a copinglink and a spiritual kin)
How do I know if I kin?
There is no concrete method that I know of, and these are just ones I use and/or have seen others use.
Dreams
Dreams are interesting, what I've found is that sometimes I'll dream that I am [character], but the dream at large won't make sense. Because of that I will look up the meanings of the symbolism in dreams and come to my own conclusions there. Another thing is that the dream may make complete sense and be very literal.
Divination
Divination is a great tool imo, especially for spiritual matters. For kinning I often use: a pendulum (if you can't afford a fancy crystal one then a paper clip or anything heavy on the end of a string will work) and tarot cards (here is a kinsidering spread by faetarot). However, you can literally use anything! I've also used music, rain, dice, idol gacha cards, I even have a friend who uses cards against humanity for divination.
However, I will note that I would personally take everything with a grain of salt, especially if you are doing the reading on yourself- Your own emotions can influence a reading, and all methods have limitations in what they can tell you.
Gut feeling
One of the main things that really guides me is gut feeling. I don't know how to describe it, it's like a large pang of emotion that often times feels like nostalgia, but it can also be much more negative and resemble shame or anger depending on what I'm looking at or trying to remember.
Of course, getting used to this takes time and practice, and I don't have many tips, it's just a skill you develop over time.
Memories
This only really works for spiritual kin stuff (at least that I'm aware of), however I want to mention that memories often follow an event. Ie, doing a divination reading on what your friend group was like may trigger emotions and/or memories of that.
Memories are also a thing that develops over time, when I was younger and first getting involved with the kin community, I couldn't get memories as easy as I do today.
I do want to mention that you can be kin without memories, and that memories come in many forms (emotional, tactile, ect) so not having visual memories (or any memories at all) does not mean you are faking or make you any less valid than someone who gets memories.
Other signs I didn't know how to categorize
There are other things, one is what I call 'kin similarities', for example you may have a pattern of being kin with characters who fit the 'angry ginger' stereotype, you may kin characters who just so happen to always be the 'evil mastermind' or even ones who are just 'dog coded'- All of these can help you work out if you kin someone similar, however this tends to only be a thing that people with multiple kins can do and isn't always reliable.
Phantom limbs are another sign, I know a lot of otherkin and therian folk who have phantom limbs such was wings or teeth or other body parts (ie extra limbs, tails, ect). I will note however that if your phantom limbs are causing you serious and constant distress I would personally go to a doctor.
The feeling of 'this is me'
Honestly this is (imo) the most important indication you can have that you kin. Most non kin folk don't think to themselves 'Yeah I am [character], [animal], ect' or if they do it's a fleeting thought. If this thought is repeating every time you see [kin] and/or won't go away even when you aren't looking at them, then I would say there's a high chance that you may kin them.
A piece of advice I found on reddit is to try and think 'Do I relate to [kin], or am I [kin]?' I know it's hard to work this out, so I would say that 'trying on' the kin for a bit may help.
For example, if I was kin with a dog I may try and picture myself as one, call myself a dog, even use the pronoun closet to change my name to my kins name, all of this to see how it feels for me personally.
Final notes
Remember that it's okay if it turns out that you do not kin a character, it's okay if you flip flop while trying to decide. Being kin is entirely personal.
If you have any corrections or tips you want to add, feel free to do so!
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I was supposed to work on some pride month themed pieces, instead I'm out here creating a bisexual vampire, even tho I promised myself I wouldn't make more characters anytime soon.....
(random note: I don't typically make vampire characters as I find them over-utilized in fiction somewhat, but for Cornel it just felt like the ONLY thing that truly fit...)
TBF, he has an important role in the story that fills in lot of plot points. Also I meant him to be indigo themed but he ended up purple instead. *shakes fist at porple* I did have ideas for other outfits, but I kind of ran out of motivation for now and decided to just post this already; I can always draw him in those other ones later.
Anyway, more info of Cornel below(incomplete):
Name: Cornel Sala (His full name is Cornelius, but he prefers the shorter version, because his full name just reminds him of getting constantly yelled at or belittled by his parents)
Age: Unknown, he appears to be in his mid thirties physically, but has existed for at least 100 years.
Height: 189 cm
A Natural born vampire currently hiding in the human world & working for a mob family
CURSED VS ETHER VAMPIRES
There are 2 types of these bloodsuckers in this story; the more classic, humans-infected-and-turned-into-undead-bloodsuckers, and natural born ones like Cornel. Natural-Born originate from Ether and are generally stronger and also immune to most common vampire fighting techniques, given they aren't really the same being even if they share similarities. No waving a holy cross or garlic to their face will work, though they are weak to light based magic, provided it is powerful enough. Cursed Ones come from a curse long ago, placed onto some humans that turned them into bloodthirsty monsters. Mostly they are created by fellow cursed, but sometimes a human can be turned by a Natural born, which then makes them a human-vampire hybrid instead of an undead creature. It is theorized that the Original Curse was inspired by Ether vampires still, just with their common ailments and weaknesses (Sun & silver allergy, tendency to be overtly polite, aversion to garlic dishes (either due to, again, allergy or just not enjoying the taste due to kind of a "cilantro" gene many of them have about garlic) turned up to eleven
Role: One of the antagonists for the Sterling family, often behind whatever chaos they are trying to solve.
Love interest: He has somewhat of a physical relationship with his boss Camilla, though its purely casual, neither she or him take it very seriously. There's also sexual tension between the long-lived Barone family guardian Soul eater Samar and him....
Comrades: Vincent DeVos (A plaque demon) Samar (A Seemingly ancient Soul Eater, who turns out to be the brother of the Soul Eater King/Deity) His boss Camilla Barone (Human mobster)
Rival: Alexander Sterling, due to their previous run-in and roles as sort of protectors for their respective bosses.
Powers:
Flight: He can turn into a bunch of bats to travel, or use shadows for it thanks to his occultism skills
Physical strength: He is naturally far stronger than any human could dream of being, able to rip them apart with his bare hands. (Among the Ether citizens though, his kin are considered average or below average in raw physical strength)
Blood magic: He can utilize his own blood to form weapons or shields, and ofc infect others with it, though unlike "cursed" ones his by default doesn't turn people, just poisons them.
Occultism: He can basically summon forth dead souls to inhabit objects and things to create an army to command, or even force a possession into someone. He can also bring people back from the brink of death, but the timing for that needs to be precise.
Immortality: While not a natural trait, Cornel has used an ancient rune spell onto himself that he discovered, where he basically cannot be killed for good unless one manages to undo this spell/his soul is devoured successfully by a soul eater (hard to do, due to his occultism magic he tends to "go down" very poorly). He always reforms eventually even if his body is entirely destroyed.
Charm: He has the natural vampire charm which he can utilize for feeding or getting people to generally do what he wants.
Turning: Cornel can turn others into vampires too, but it requires a special casting spell alongside the bite, AND consent. You can't forcibly turn anyone into half-blood Ether vampire.
Weaknesses:
His kin are naturally weaker against light based magic (nothing to do with holiness, just light as an elemental energy type) though how powerful this said magic needs to be depends on the individual vampire. (Example: Diojas' biological mother is a genuine dangerous threat to him, but someone like Hayden Faylune who is more present in the story, not so much)
Cornel has some of the common ailments to his kin that are also associated with the Cursed ones, though for entirely different reasons; he's not weak to sunlight, just allergic to it.
Alongside silver allergies, It is common for Ether vampires to have sunlight allergy in varying levels of severity. In his case it is a medium level case, where he'll develop rashes and nausea after thirty minutes of exposed direct sunlight, but can counter it by just covering up, and cloudy days he can be outside during daytime mostly without problems. (Worst cases absolutely can't tolerate it at all and come out only at night, and even then may have to avoid moonlight as it is reflected sunlight)
His occultism spirit tricks can naturally be countered by exorcism abilities.
Personality:
Cornel is a very calm and collected man with a somewhat clinical way of thinking, having been a doctor in the past. He has a scientist's curiosity, with somewhat lacking moral compass, though he still has some principles left; he doesn't feed from minors or pregnant women, and tends to refuse blood offers from those with mental illnesses like depression. (Now he if he doesn't know and finds out later, he tends to shrug it off though)
He is quite sadistic and enjoys toying with his targets, often terrorizing them half to death before actually killing them (he works as a personal assassin for his boss as well). That being said, if he respects you enough (like he does Camilla) he'll listen if told to knock it off.
Cornel can be quite charming and polite man to talk with, though he can also get very passive aggressive, and if he doesn't particularly care for you - but the dislike isn't strong enough for murder - his contempt will ooze out of every word, to the point his boss finds it funny.
He can hold a grudge for a long time, but is also an opportunist and a patient man, knowing when it is for the best to leave things be for now, and wait for a perfect time to strike.
BG Story
Cornel's early days are a mystery, what is known that he divulged information he shouldn't have to people in human world, and that led to him becoming a wanted fugitive, who violently dispatched his would-be-captors. (he has indicated his birth family was shit) Cornel ended up faking his death eventually to get away from the Shadowless. He ended up working with a mob family eventually in human world, the sister of the Barones family boss. (Barones were the family my MC Avane's boyfriend used to serve as well) He was eventually asked by Camilla to eliminate her brother who was going off the deep end with his obsession over his "ex boyfriend" who'd escaped his clutches two years ago, endangering the family business. He happily obliged, having never really liked the man in truth, given the curse he'd placed upon the "boyfriend" in question that Cornel had noticed. He'd never spoken out for Roman as he hadn't cared about the Grimmhound really, but had always found his essentially forced servitude rather distasteful.
Fun Facts:
His other hand is darkened and has a spiral-y pattern around his shoulder as a reference to his occultism powers & immortality rune spell.
The mob family Cornel works for was the one A Grimmhound named Roman was in, before he was rescued by his now girlfriend Ava (my mc).
DeVos initially develops an admiring crush on Cornel because he reminds Vee of his ex friend/friends-with-benefits Angus, but overtime Vee realizes that Cornel is actually really terrifying and awful, and not at all what Vee liked about Angus. (Cornel plays a role in Vee's somewhat-of-a-redemption arc before his death, by giving him this moment of enlightenment)
Cornel's boss lets him feed from her sometimes, though he doesn't really ask for it (it often leads to more intimate things too...)
Cornel and Samar don't really get along that well, but have a level of respect for each other's strength, knowing the other could seriously cause some damage to them. (Samar is also not exactly immune to his vampire charm, unfortunately...)
Cornel finds DeVos an amusing little 'child' due to his initial idolization and a level of naivety. (Cornel pretty much figures out instantly from Vee's stories why he got rejected)
Cornel and Angus are kind of parallels in general; both are doctors with feared powers that utilize blood, both had tough upbringing, and their colors are kind of complementary; Angus' main (accent) color is yellow, whereas Cornel is purple.
Cornel's style is very victorian goth inspired, though does include striking lighter colors for contrast like that light lilac coat.
#artists on tumblr#character reference#original characters#vampire#digital art#lumi's chaotic creations#lumi's art scribbles#Starknight#Cornel Sala#villain#villain oc#his bg story is still a wip#where he's at now is more relevant immediatelly#but I'll eventually figure it out#bi#bisexual
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i’ve been thinking about non-otherkin/non-therian alterhuman identities recently and i realized i haven’t really explored that yet in myself. i have a fairly good grasp on my kintypes (for now at least), but i’ve been ignoring or even in denial about some of my other alterhuman identities.
it started yesterday evening (march 26), when i began to officially question whether maned wolves are a kithtype or kintype of mine. i still don’t know, but today, as i was researching about what hearttypes feel like vs what kintypes feel like, i realized that i’ve felt non-kin alterhuman things before now.
first my mind went to cecil palmer from welcome to night vale. i hyperfixated hard on that podcast when i first listened to it last year. i still get unreasonably excited about it, especially about cecil.
i once briefly considered being fictionkin to cecil, but brushed it off immediately — one, because i don’t feel like i am him (which is a pretty tell-tale sign i’m not), and two, because our personalities aren’t similar except for a few surface-level things. i dismissed it as extreme gender envy and tried to ignore it.
but i still felt (and continue to feel) an intense connection to him.
i’ve related very strongly to characters before, and to characters much more similar to me than cecil is. yet even the character i’ve had an intense spinterest on for several years can’t compete with this flavor of feeling. it goes deeper than gender envy (although it does include that). i want to be him. i’m not distressed that i’m not, but i do thoroughly want to, if just for a few hours. that’s not the full feeling, but it’s the facet i can articulate best.
i denied the possibility of being alterhuman in any way about cecil for so long because i was worried that if i decided to call myself fictionkin, i might lose myself in trying to adopt the personality of someone so different from me. (for a long time i didn’t know how widely acknowledged it is that fictionkin don’t have to match the personalities of the canon version of the character.) i didn’t want to consider fictionhearted either, as i was worried taking that first step would be crossing some line.
i think — well, i know, i just like to allow room for uncertainties — that cecil is a hearttype. (kithtype? fictionkith??)
there’s nothing else he could be to me, honestly. hearttype is the closest i can succinctly come to describing this feeling, and by “closest” i mean pretty darn precise.
and now my other revelation: hearthomes.
although i’ve got cecil as a hearttype, i don’t think i’d describe night vale as my hearthome. i’m fond of it, yes, but my chest doesn’t ache with the longing to live there. no, that honor goes to the world of tangled.
i don’t want to get too detailed, as this post is long enough already, so i’ll keep it short:
i’ve wanted to live in the world of tangled/tangled the series since i first watched the show. i don’t have any hearttypes or kintypes from there, not even an oc-kin. but it feels like home.
i’ve been asked what fictional world i’d live in if i had to choose one. i always immediately answer the tangled universe. for all the plot holes and underdeveloped lore, i absolutely love it, and if a portal opened up in my room right now to take me there i’d hardly hesitate. my favorite spot in disney world is that small tangled-themed section, even if it is just relegated to the bathroom area. it’s the closest i’ll ever get to actually being there. it felt bittersweet when i visited. my heart swelled looking at it all, and i think i’ve cried about it, but i don’t have any concrete memories of the latter.
sooo… yeah. i’m ‘hearted to cecil palmer and the tangledverse is my hearthome.
i’ll add these to my intro post soon. i don’t feel like i need a questioning period for these like i do for the maned wolf. they’ve been boiling in the back of my mind for so long that i already just… kinda know.
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Hey! Im Robin/Robbie, aka Wes aka SD N aka Wolf/collie, I go by the pronouns It/its or he/she, no they pls <3
Please go check out my lovely boyfriend @somepuppy !!! I love him with all my heart
Now that my complicated introductory is done I’m going to make it worse!
Im more canine than ai and more ai than human, i do recognize my human form, mentally I’m literally just a 2000s robo dog! <3
Non fictional kin - Wolves of all kind, Dogs [Scotch/rough collies <3 + Samoyeds +Golden retrievers] house cats [Calico and ragdolls]
Concept Kin - Angels [fallen, corrupted, etc!] Computers [sentient, robotic, etc]
Fict kins! - SD-N [MD] Reki [SK8] Painter [Roblox Pressure] Rody [Deadplate] + other less silly but still important ones
Im very Social! Feel free to contact me if you wanna chat [16+]
I post shitty poetry here because I’m super edgy!
I also consider myself a mix of Emo, grunge and scene, I don’t ever label myself consistently <3
no dni I block whoever makes me uncomfy, No bigots or “pro shippers” gtfo!
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Just watch, Charlie is gonna get more screentime with Emily and she'll have more chemistry with her onscreen than with Vaggie. Those two are so similar and so in sync that I could think that they were at least considered as a couple at some point in development. Or Vaggie and Emily can have a one-on-one and they'll have that chemistry too. I'm hoping for it.
(Though, personally hoping that Vaggie trains with Carmilla more so that I can have more Battleangel fuel but that's just me.)
Honestly, Hazbin Hotel needs more WLW rep in general. For a "female-driven" show, there's more gay couples than there are sapphics.
Viv is a yaoi girl at heart so I'm honestly not surprised. I think what annoys me more than anything (ha) is the trend where normies have come in and don't understand that when we nerds are tearing something to shreds it's because we've spent an unhealthy amount of time watching, re-watching, and thinking/creating of some kind about it. Also, this trend of not being able to separate oneself from a fictional character, that's a worrying thing tbh.
Like when people say you can't ship this ship because they kin one of the characters involved and don't like the ship? Bro I'm not here to judge but what if the creator decides to do something you don't like with the character you've so heavily associated yourself with? My critical analysis of a character is not an attack on you as a person.
And ngl? I'm salty tonight because I've seen 2 assholes in the ship tag complaining about us being "lesbophobes" because we don't ship a couple Steven universe out-gayed back in 2013. Normally I keep my salt to myself or my server friends because we know fandom etiquette and it's rude to shit on something people enjoy. But the fact that vaggie can be replaced with a sexy lamp and literally NOTHING important about the story fundamentally changes is just BAD WRITING. And I will take bad writing far more personally than a toxic ship. Say what you want about charlastor, at least it's fun to watch them together.
And I think some chaggie shippers know that too. When Em first dropped I saw a lot of Charlie/emily/vaggie art... that happened to be mostly Charlie/Emily with Vaggie kinda there in the background. Yeah, that's ship art (*insert rolling eyes here*). Just say you ship Charlie/emily, for the love of god stop putting in token vaggie when it's clear she doesn't contribute to your vision at all but you're afraid of people talking shit if she's not included.
I will take literally any wlw ship that isn't chaggie, and I was fully willing to ship canon chaggie and fanon charlastor. But the narrative just gives us nothing. And in 2024? I expect more out of my wlw rep. Again, this couple is being out-gayed by 2010s mainstream aimed at children's media, how? If they weren't going to commit to how this relationship was going to affect the plot they should have just left it ambiguous.
#charlastor#radiobelle#hazbin hotel#dream replies#still not tagging that ship because I respect the chill shippers#the rest can backflip off a bridge
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The Best Trope Ever Showdown: Round 4, Side A
Found Family
Propaganda:
Well all know it, we all love it
the blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb
Forming a bond with friends or strangers so deeply they become your family!!! Choosing the people you want to support you, to be your backbone, to care for you and be cared for by you in return!
literally the experience! characters may not come from the best past but they grow together and give each other the support that they can't get otherwise. the attachments that form are usually amazing and I guess just. yeah! + platonic/doesn't need romance involved which I guess is a plus for myself???
Because its so cute! It's sweet, and kind, and forgiving, and just asdfghjk its just the best. Without FF we wouldnt have shows like The Owl House so think about that okay?
I mean, come on. A pair or group of people that know little about or nothing about each other become fiercely protective and loving towards the others. They consider each other family through shared experiences and traumas, loving and caring for each other as if they were kin.
Badass Pacifist
Propaganda:
Pacifist characters need more love, they often are either in stories that mock their conviction and get hated for it, or in stories that are contrived to reward them improbably for said convictions and also get hated for it, but it's very cool when a pacifist character can persevere and, even if they don't always succeed, make meaningful change in a world that doesn't hold their hand for it, because they are just that awesome and unflappable.
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Enter the Crypt?
🕊 dead dove, do not eat. tread with caution: blog contains roadkill
I always had a repulsive need to be something more than human. - David Bowie
introduction ☆
hi ^^ i have many names but you may call me oleander. i am:
a dog 🐾 i primarily identify as a canine alterhuman but i also consider myself to be a therian/kin and use the terms interchangeably. i see myself most closely in domestic golden retrievers and wolfdogs.
a gay, transgender man, who falls between genderfuck and androgynous. i dont discuss queer discourse and i dont care what labels you use. queerness is complex and identity will reflect that.
undiagnosed, but likely neurodivergent! please take this into consideration when talking with me
anarcho-communist. no nations no borders, no gods no masters.
pro-para, anti abuse. profiction: your fictional preferences do not reflect your real life morals. anti harrassment. pro-kink.
in sh & ed recovery, so i would prefer if accounts that post disordered content dont interact, however i dont care if you do
your perception of me is a reflection of yourself.
i am not who you think i am. care to find out? i answer good faith questions 📬💬
☆🎵 the genres of music i mainly listen to are indie, rock, electronic, metal, pop and rap. i dabble in a little bit of everything.
bands: she wants revenge, deftones, radiohead, strawberry switchblade, thrill kill kult, hozier, cosmo sheldrake, iamx, mother mother, tool, kmfdm, nin, 4lung, goreshit, tyler the creator, kikuo, ajj, crywank, blackbird raum, jack stauber, 100 gecs, mcr, underscores, whokilledxix, boyfantasy, talkshow boy, alex g, crystal castles, mindless self indulgence and the left rights, boy harsher, mareux, dazey and the scouts, mommy long legs, smashing pumpkins
albums: the downward spiral- nine inch nails, giles corey- giles corey, moenie and kitchie- gregory & the hawk, rituals- goreshit, the queen is dead- the smiths, twin fantasy- car seat headrest
☆🎨 id describe my style as a mix of punk and emo with influences from goth and scene, and even heavier influences from the 2000s. the labels i do use, i use loosely.
hobbies/interests: vulture culture, wet-specimen and bone preservation, photography (pictured below), sewing & embroidery, digital & traditional art, painting, sculpting, walking, urbex, foraging, true crime, etc
all of my oddities are ethically sourced. i find joy in morbid fascination 🩻🖤
☆📽 as for media i enjoy:
movies: fantastic mr fox, song of the sea, secret of kells, wolfwalkers, stuido ghibli movies (including nausicaa and pom poko!), william hellfire & joey smack films (the infamous bondage stranglers 1&2), idiocracy, i saw the tv glow, the hobbit + lotr (the rankin-bass hobbit ♡), half baked: totally high, the northman, everything everywhere all at once, the witch (a24), zero day 2003, elephant
tv shows: invader zim, clarence, the amazing world of gumball, spongebob, craig of the creek, moomin (90s & 2019), the walking dead, the last of us, stranger things, game of thrones, moral orel
video games: sally face, terraria, minecraft, franbow, subnautica, fish out of water (mobile), wobbledogs ♡, osu 🥁, boyfriend to death, etc
i tend to be awkward when talking to new people, but dont hesitate to reach out if you have any shared interests :)
no dni, i block freely. do what you want without harming others. ⭐️
taglist
#⭐️🐾: relating to myself
#📸🐾: my photography
#📬💬: asks
#💖: favs
#📆📌: holidays
#🎨: art gallery (reblogs)
#📽: videos/gifs
#🎬💿: movies
#🌀: spirals
#🖼: misc pictures
#🎃🍂: all hallows eve + samhain
#🧸💕: all things plushie related (plushum, essa, plushie collecting)
#🐕🐾: alterhumanity
#📑🔍: true crime (i dont condone)
#🦌🌱: lawrence oleander
#🦴: bones/vulture culture
last updated: 11/12/24
#📌⭐️#⭐️🐾#intro post#therian community#alterhuman#caninekin#cryptidkin#werewolfkin#tccblr#tc community#vulture culture#lgbtq community#nonhuman#transgender#trans ftm#photography
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somewhat in a reply to: https://www.tumblr.com/toyhousedramas/763836455308214272/httpswwwtumblrcomtoyhousedramas7637110586103?source=share]
anon reply because i'm a wus:
kinnies are NOT their sources. is it weird for a bodily adult person in their 20s to go around being so open about claiming to be a fictional character who is canonically 10? WHILE being friends with mostly minors literally much younger than them? yes!! it is!! i dont want to call this stan marsh "irl" a creep freak but holy shit do they need to seek therapy. and touch grass and stop interacting with minors point blank.
i dunno if i can speak much considering i'm a fictional introject of kyle from the same media, but fictives (DID) are also not their sources and source separation is HEALTHY and i'm very much pro-recovery. i barely go by the name kyle, and i've personally existed as the host of my system since forever and i've aged with the body (also in my 20s).
adult kinnies, even if they can't "control" it, need to stop claiming say they're IRL/DAs (which isn't even fiction kin culture, its Delusion. It's a genuine disorder: re: identity delusion) of canonical minors and find employment. seek therapy, peace and love!!
I've been in the kin community longer than you've been alive, you're actually the one who's wrong here.
Not to out myself as cringe, but the original definition of Fictionkin was, very much, 'I identify as [character] for reasons relating to spirituality and religion, I am, in essence, a reincarnation of [character]'.
I would know, because I was there when it was coined.
I run multiple communities geared around Fictionkin and we're constantly having to ban you people for misusing words that have existed since before you were born because Tumblr has decided they can change the definitions of whatever they want into whatever they want.
I'm not getting into kincourse by the way if anyone tries to start it after this I'm nuking it.
Your wrong definition aside, the crime here is being buddy buddy with minors as an adult. Put down people's weird religious beliefs or medical conditions for five seconds and focus on the actual issue. Idiots.
#I almost outright blocked you because seeing you people gives me a migraine and also I thought this was sent to my kinblog for a moment#inb4 'what's your kinlist'#You don't wanna know#Actually if anyone guesses correctly I will confirm that can be the game
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