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A promo sketch! It was going to be pencil and watercolour - but I left them all in Glasgow so, scribbles instead.
So a couple of months ago I was proposing the Monstrous Regiment stageplay at Edinburgh and we didn't get a slot, but reproposing will happen next semester! Fingers crossed!
Also, un-updated promo sketches under the cut! Needless to say, they leave something to be desired...
#discworld#monstrous regiment#gnu terry pratchett#polly perks#maladict#wazzer#shufti#lofty#tonker#Igorina#Carborundum#the duchess#Sgt. Jackrum#Lt. Blouse#Other productions: here have stage diagrams and moodboards and really polished posters and pamphlets and So Many Visuals#Us: HERE HAVE A FISH IN A DRESS#I wonder if we'll have better luck next year if we use an elaborate oil painting of a fish in a dress#I did everything I could#invoked lego ninjago at my learned and discerning audience#I TALKED ABOUT NINJAGO. NINJAGO. THE LEGO BRAND.#All things considered it's a miracle we even came third place to start with#Oh well#never know until you try again!#I'm very hyped for it; we'll doing a ren faire fundraiser if it ever passes
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Hi! What happened to Sylvie, the cat? Is she okay? Is she alright? :<
Hi anon - sadly no, she isn't. She had a rare, horrible fungal infection called Cryptococcus and it was diagnosed too late for the medication to help. Eventually she started having neurological issues, struggled to eat or drink, and in the end struggled to breath, so I made the difficult call to put her to sleep.
It's actually almost a year ago exactly, actually - July 20. She was a beautiful girl - I only had her for 8 months but she brought me a lot of joy.
#i did everything i could#lots of vet trips and tests#and we started the medication#but it was too late and the infection had moved into her brain#i gave her a good life tho#she was treasured
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TW: slightly sexual
okay you can burry me now
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Thinking about the fact I fought so hard to make my degree in college just for people to say oh so like history?
#well yes#but no#i did everything i could#but yeah it was a history degree#just also a degree in everything else too
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Ya know what
Watching the Eras concert through other people's videos works as a brain distraction for grief
#I'm feeling a bit better tbh#Like#I'm sad that Oli is gone#Cause there will never be a cat as amazing as him ever again#But I always told myself that I wouldn't let my pets suffer#And if he survived the operation.... He would have suffered#Or more like I would have had to let him go anyway#I did everything I could#I loved him so much and he loved us#And... It's sad. But if it had to happen I'm glad it happened like this with him not suffering#Eras tour#Coming in clutch#As a distraction#Thanks#Taylor swift
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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.
#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#primrose everdeen#hunger games#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl#and this isn't negative just bffr girl#your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is#old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU#...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in#CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the#reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously#shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent#so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to#district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie#and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give#them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like#some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12#cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact#that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good#these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the#hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to#comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but#of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.
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I miss them now, which is strange because I swore I hated them and wanted nothing to do with them. But before things changed, we were good friends.
#girl rotting#i hate summer#a teenage girl is more then hell#hell is a teenage girl#tragic girl#i need moonlight to rain down on me#i need a tragic love#i miss my tragic love#i miss my part time lover#full time friend#i miss the before#sometimes i wish i never met you so i never would have experienced what life was with you in it. so i wouldn’t miss it#i never lied when i said i’ve never met someone like you#that’s why i’ll never get someone to replace you void.#that’s why i wish i never met you#female hysteria#i broke my own heart#i did everything i could#girl interrupted#i can feel my heart breaking tonight#depollute me. gentle angel. and i’ll feel the sickness less and less#but the thing is. i deserve a love that isn’t confusing
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do you even know me?

Misty pond
#girl rotting#i hate summer#girl interrupted#i’m a tragic girl#i need moonlight to rain down on me#i need the rain to pour over my skin#a teenage girl is more then hell#hell is a teenage girl#fog#moody#forest#mist#i hate what i don’t have#i hate the way she smiles#i hate her laugh#i broke my own heart#i did everything i could#why couldn’t i be enough for you?#why wasn’t i enough?#why couldn’t i be reason enough?#why couldn’t you be ready#that’s why i wish i never met you#no one can replace your void. because no one is like you
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I think the universe wants me dead
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#sooooo having a minor issue w/ email alerts for FFN#i got a notice earlier saying that my email provider rejected any messages from FFN#like story alerts/author alerts/etc#i did everything i could#i even updated my email settings and FFN STILL sends the notice#not sure if FFN is being buggy#i'll try again tomorrow#and i'll call my email support line tmw#getting frustrated by tech is always a blast lol#delete later#if anyone has suggestions plz send it thru my ask box/or dm me#ffn.net#fanfiction
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FNAF Scrap baby is just Michael’s little sister
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#michael afton#elizabeth afton#scrap baby#afton family#fnaf 4#fnaf pizzeria simulator#no matter what Elizabeth is still his lil sister#no matter how she changes or how she forgets#she’s only a little girl who only wanted her fathers love#Micheal an older brother that did everything he could to save her soul#sorry this is the second post of the year lmao#I promise I’ll draw more happy Afton sibling content to make up for all the angst
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main take aways from Halloween (1978) rewatch:
michael myers is canonically 21??? this bitch should be at the club
*sees tiddies* ***MURDEROUS RAMPAGE NOISES***
that's it that's the movie
outside of the fact that everyone who has sex is murdered by the narrative, this is a surprisingly chill portrayal of female sexuality? these teen girls are horny and actively enjoying Getting It On with their boytoys. no pushy boyfriends sneaking in through their bedroom windows--these ladies are taking the initiative to sneak out and GET SOME. one of them gets laid and then immediately orders her boyfriend to get her a beer. (yes she gets Slashered soon afterward, but so does the boyfriend so honestly, gender equality.) yes the Final Girl is the only one not having sex, but she's not bullied for that, nor are her friends slut shamed except possibly by being murdered by the narrative
actually the only character who is shown being morally condemned on-screen is michael myers. specifically FOR his violent overreaction to other people's sex lives. (people he is spying on). metaphorically, the villain is American Puritanism sticking its judgy nose into other people's business.
aka Michael Myers Is A Republican
but actually the real villain is the doctor. guy's a judgemental, shaming, pathologizing asshole. and he's been in charge of michael's care since he was SIX YEARS OLD? kid never had a chance. i'd go on a killing spree too
also the parents. where are the parents? it's halloween night and all the teenage girls are home babysitting their younger siblings? come to think of it, michael's first victim was his own older sister, whom he killed while she was babysitting him. teen girls are really shouldering a labour burden here. maybe parentification is the true villain
side note: mike commits his first murder wearing a clown costume...which is never referenced again? his 'iconic' costume is a generic mask and wig and jumpsuit, when we coulda had a Killer Clown Michael Myers??? travesty
i like how the Final Girl and her friend casually smoke weed in her car. yeah she's an honor student and her friend is the sheriff's daughter. yeah they smoke weed. so what it's 1978
(to reiterate, mike is 21 and should be at the club. im not saying he shouldn't be rampaging, im saying it's sad that he broke out, tasted freedom for the first time in his life, and immediately snuck back into his childhood home to go rampaging. let's have a remake where he goes to a nightclub and has a few beers. maybe some slutty dancing. then rampage)
oh no he's hot

#HALLOWEEN#halloween the movie#michael myers#do you think he's a mike? mikey? to his friends? if slashers had friends?#i'll be honest i was expecting this movie to be way more of a bitch to its female characters#i mean yeah they died but so did some dudes#there's just a lack of cattiness compared to the way most later movies portrayed teenage girls idk#yeah the Final Girl is a Virgin and a Bookworm. but there's no bullying or any strong sense that's she's morally superior to everyone else#mostly she AND the other girls feel a bit sorry for her lack of a social life. one even tries to set her up with a date to the school dance#solidarity! trying to get your nerd friend laid!#overall it's just teenagers being teenagers and then a slasher comes in and ruins everything with his Lack Of Chill#like yeah dude sometimes teenagers have sex. get over it#also something to be said about how while the girl who survives is the one who isn't sexually active and dresses conservatively...#ultimately those things aren't ENOUGH to prevent her from being targeted#you could say that the other girls 'provoked' the villain (the same way women irl are so often accused of provoking their attackers)#but ultimately that doesn't keep the Final Girl safe. it just delays the inevitable.#because violent men never need excuses. no matter how eager society is to provide them.#ultimately she is at the mercy of the same violent whims because it was never her behavior that invited the violence.#gendered violence doesn't need an invitation.#also she doesn't save herself the doctor saves her#it's not her actions or choices that put her in danger OR save her from it--once again it is the whim of a man#no this wasn't intended to be a feminist movie it's just fun how you could argue it that way
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Omfg Idk what’s wrong with my brain today, I’ve had non-stop anxiety off and on since I woke up. I’m so exhausted and sick of this like whyyyyy
#I did everything I could#literally went to therapy and exercised and did breathing and went on a walk#nothing is helping today and I’m just exhausted and very happy the day is nearly over so I can go to sleep#and hopefully tomorrow will be a better day#Idk if it’s sensory issues or what but yeah. suffering!!#mental health stuff#personal
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obligatory beach divorce doodling
bonus rough cover redraw of x-men #41 (1995) But Beach Divorce below cut
#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#xmen#xmen movies#xmen first class#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#'snap i thought you were drawing old cherik this weekend' so did i but i was inflicted with visions sorry </3#i have my lil 92 comic sketched so ill do that tomorrow. not finish it but ill work on it 💀#i wsa just gonna draw the first thing but then i figureed i might as well draw Most of the beach-divorce-related things i want to#just so i could put it all on one post. however this is a lie and i know ill wanna doodle more beach stuff#the first drawing Unsurprisingly was motivated BY the xmen 41 legion quest cover- at the very least the total blackout of erik's face#i wanna draw more of erik using his powers .. i wanna figure out how i wanna draw the effect etc etc#i was just gonna redraw the cover but i already liked the sketch i did of the first thing so. here we are#plus i figure someones already done a redraw of the cover but if anyone cares ill finish my version ig LOL#as for the comic ermmm it was just an excuse to draw erik with glowing eyes </3 and fading-glowing eyes </3#thats why i didnt draw the whole. Choking Moira bit. but i wouldve if i was redrawing the whole scene#kinda wish i did now that i think of it cause it coulda looked cooler prob but oh well maybe in like. three months when i redraw this#for exactly five cents ill redraw the whole beach divorce erlkjealkaje i can see it so clearly in my mind#what if first class was a comic drawn by a freak thatd be wild#but yeah thats why everything look rough as christ these were just supposed to be silly lil thangs#'silly things' and its beach divorce OK.#ok bye im gonna do my homework
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Hello ghost trick fandom
#ghost trick#ghost trick phantom detective#ghost trick missile#ghost trick sissel#ghost trick phantom detective sissel#ghost trick phantom detective missile#fragsdoodles#artitst on tumblr#i know it looks bad but had this idea today and just wanted to get over with it#it was supposed to be a quick sketch with no color#idk if anyone else did this idea first if so I'm sorry#and yes I tried to look up for the real life missile and I'm not sure if this is him but was the few best pictures I could find#I never thought my first drawing of ghost trick would be a shitpost I've been wanting to draw something related to it FOR MONTHS#also I'm not used to draw animals and I wanted to draw this as quick as possible#so yeah everything is badly drawn just cause I wanted to throw this idea out before giving up#EDIT: I didn't expect this getting popular and I want to say that I used mitt sushi art as a reference for sissel expression#EDIT 2: I copied and pasted an alt description by memo-sepia
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#the Nowhere Man who waits and the God of Stories who watches
#mobius#loki#lokius#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#loki spoilers#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#owenwilsonedit#marvel#dianagifs#😩😭#what... in the most tragic of romances did i just witness#gotta rewatch tomorrow but cannot BELIEVE how okay i am with everything atm???#their story clearly isn't done their burden is obviously going on without each other and they exist fundamentally connected#they've lost everything but being able to see mobius every step of the way is enough for loki to make the sacrifice#and mobius left for his timeline with no other purpose than to make sure loki could do just that#now they're lost without each other?? the only thing mobius can do is exist for a moment in loki's creation i'm UNWELL#god this is the star crossed angst that's gonna keep me going for the rest of my LIFE they're my everything#loki s2 spoilers
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