#I did everything I could
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A promo sketch! It was going to be pencil and watercolour - but I left them all in Glasgow so, scribbles instead.
So a couple of months ago I was proposing the Monstrous Regiment stageplay at Edinburgh and we didn't get a slot, but reproposing will happen next semester! Fingers crossed!
Also, un-updated promo sketches under the cut! Needless to say, they leave something to be desired...
#discworld#monstrous regiment#gnu terry pratchett#polly perks#maladict#wazzer#shufti#lofty#tonker#Igorina#Carborundum#the duchess#Sgt. Jackrum#Lt. Blouse#Other productions: here have stage diagrams and moodboards and really polished posters and pamphlets and So Many Visuals#Us: HERE HAVE A FISH IN A DRESS#I wonder if we'll have better luck next year if we use an elaborate oil painting of a fish in a dress#I did everything I could#invoked lego ninjago at my learned and discerning audience#I TALKED ABOUT NINJAGO. NINJAGO. THE LEGO BRAND.#All things considered it's a miracle we even came third place to start with#Oh well#never know until you try again!#I'm very hyped for it; we'll doing a ren faire fundraiser if it ever passes
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Hi! What happened to Sylvie, the cat? Is she okay? Is she alright? :<
Hi anon - sadly no, she isn't. She had a rare, horrible fungal infection called Cryptococcus and it was diagnosed too late for the medication to help. Eventually she started having neurological issues, struggled to eat or drink, and in the end struggled to breath, so I made the difficult call to put her to sleep.
It's actually almost a year ago exactly, actually - July 20. She was a beautiful girl - I only had her for 8 months but she brought me a lot of joy.
#i did everything i could#lots of vet trips and tests#and we started the medication#but it was too late and the infection had moved into her brain#i gave her a good life tho#she was treasured
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TW: slightly sexual
okay you can burry me now
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Only taking one twin to see inside out 2 now because the other got in HUGE trouble with mom and I feel so guilty only taking one
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And to think that yesterday I said today would be a good day. Ha ha fUCKING HA
#I TRIED I REALLY DID I TRIED SO HARD#I DID EVERYTHING I COULD#I WOKE UP PROUD OF MYSELF AND I TRIED TO KEEP IT THAT WAY#AND I FAILED#SO BAD#SOMEONE FUCKING SHOOT ME SHUT ME OFF AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#snowys talking again#why am i posting this as if anybody gives a shit
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🥀 : post :
i stand in the corner watching you hoping you’d notice, hoping you would care. you may have already forgotten about me, but i have a glimmer of hope that you remember. we only met once, and i know i’m insane for saying this.
-moon 🗝️
#lovers#ily#i miss him#come back#you dont understand#dark#rain#ocean waves#crush#hell is a teenage girl#emptycore#sadgirl#i'm sad#maybe delete later#idk#loneliest#we only have each other#love me#i’m crazy#i did everything i could#i’ve done everything wrong#we only met once#he doesn’t know#why am i so awkward#can’t i just learn to speak up
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if you’ve ever wondered what the state of modern education is, I had a student say he was going to attack me. Following that, my mentor told me we should set up a meeting with his coordinator to find out how we can better accommodate him in the future.
#I DID EVERYTHING I COULD#everything#and i still have to adjust my teaching#teaching tag#to be fair they are going to suspend him#at least that's what the dean told me#they better#he's also a bigwig on campus's son#so great
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Ya know what
Watching the Eras concert through other people's videos works as a brain distraction for grief
#I'm feeling a bit better tbh#Like#I'm sad that Oli is gone#Cause there will never be a cat as amazing as him ever again#But I always told myself that I wouldn't let my pets suffer#And if he survived the operation.... He would have suffered#Or more like I would have had to let him go anyway#I did everything I could#I loved him so much and he loved us#And... It's sad. But if it had to happen I'm glad it happened like this with him not suffering#Eras tour#Coming in clutch#As a distraction#Thanks#Taylor swift
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I think the universe wants me dead
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#sooooo having a minor issue w/ email alerts for FFN#i got a notice earlier saying that my email provider rejected any messages from FFN#like story alerts/author alerts/etc#i did everything i could#i even updated my email settings and FFN STILL sends the notice#not sure if FFN is being buggy#i'll try again tomorrow#and i'll call my email support line tmw#getting frustrated by tech is always a blast lol#delete later#if anyone has suggestions plz send it thru my ask box/or dm me#ffn.net#fanfiction
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Omfg Idk what’s wrong with my brain today, I’ve had non-stop anxiety off and on since I woke up. I’m so exhausted and sick of this like whyyyyy
#I did everything I could#literally went to therapy and exercised and did breathing and went on a walk#nothing is helping today and I’m just exhausted and very happy the day is nearly over so I can go to sleep#and hopefully tomorrow will be a better day#Idk if it’s sensory issues or what but yeah. suffering!!#mental health stuff#personal
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obligatory beach divorce doodling
bonus rough cover redraw of x-men #41 (1995) But Beach Divorce below cut
#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#xmen#xmen movies#xmen first class#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#'snap i thought you were drawing old cherik this weekend' so did i but i was inflicted with visions sorry </3#i have my lil 92 comic sketched so ill do that tomorrow. not finish it but ill work on it 💀#i wsa just gonna draw the first thing but then i figureed i might as well draw Most of the beach-divorce-related things i want to#just so i could put it all on one post. however this is a lie and i know ill wanna doodle more beach stuff#the first drawing Unsurprisingly was motivated BY the xmen 41 legion quest cover- at the very least the total blackout of erik's face#i wanna draw more of erik using his powers .. i wanna figure out how i wanna draw the effect etc etc#i was just gonna redraw the cover but i already liked the sketch i did of the first thing so. here we are#plus i figure someones already done a redraw of the cover but if anyone cares ill finish my version ig LOL#as for the comic ermmm it was just an excuse to draw erik with glowing eyes </3 and fading-glowing eyes </3#thats why i didnt draw the whole. Choking Moira bit. but i wouldve if i was redrawing the whole scene#kinda wish i did now that i think of it cause it coulda looked cooler prob but oh well maybe in like. three months when i redraw this#for exactly five cents ill redraw the whole beach divorce erlkjealkaje i can see it so clearly in my mind#what if first class was a comic drawn by a freak thatd be wild#but yeah thats why everything look rough as christ these were just supposed to be silly lil thangs#'silly things' and its beach divorce OK.#ok bye im gonna do my homework
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sooo so happie to launch into space the art i did for this @zukkabigbang2024 for the beautiful fic
The Mercy of Magpies
written by the wonderful showstopping @ranilla-bean and betaed by the equally iconic @faux-fires. Featuring dilves, birdies, true love, war, crazy plans, dubious plastic surgery and a galaxy far, far away. Please check out the rebloggable fic post with its special cover art here (or jump directly to the fic, I can't blame you, it is That Good)
also, some extra juicy plot relevant characters pop up in later chapters and havent been included for 👀 spoiler reasons 👀 but you can already try to guess who they are who's that pokemon style <3
#sokka#zuko#zukka#zukka big bang 2024#zukkabb24#atla#It's been such an amazing (ongoing) journey and labor of love and we're so excited to share it with you aaalll#i rlly think this is the biggest project ive ever tackled and it would have been impossible if my team hadnt been so supportive and perfect#fr Everything i could hope for in a collab#and the story is so beautifuull and i'm so happie with what i've done so far!!#rlly so so excited i hope u enjoy our Beautiful Bebe as much as we did#spacedilves#my art#id in alt text
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main take aways from Halloween (1978) rewatch:
michael myers is canonically 21??? this bitch should be at the club
*sees tiddies* ***MURDEROUS RAMPAGE NOISES***
that's it that's the movie
outside of the fact that everyone who has sex is murdered by the narrative, this is a surprisingly chill portrayal of female sexuality? these teen girls are horny and actively enjoying Getting It On with their boytoys. no pushy boyfriends sneaking in through their bedroom windows--these ladies are taking the initiative to sneak out and GET SOME. one of them gets laid and then immediately orders her boyfriend to get her a beer. (yes she gets Slashered soon afterward, but so does the boyfriend so honestly, gender equality.) yes the Final Girl is the only one not having sex, but she's not bullied for that, nor are her friends slut shamed except possibly by being murdered by the narrative
actually the only character who is shown being morally condemned on-screen is michael myers. specifically FOR his violent overreaction to other people's sex lives. (people he is spying on). metaphorically, the villain is American Puritanism sticking its judgy nose into other people's business.
aka Michael Myers Is A Republican
but actually the real villain is the doctor. guy's a judgemental, shaming, pathologizing asshole. and he's been in charge of michael's care since he was SIX YEARS OLD? kid never had a chance. i'd go on a killing spree too
also the parents. where are the parents? it's halloween night and all the teenage girls are home babysitting their younger siblings? come to think of it, michael's first victim was his own older sister, whom he killed while she was babysitting him. teen girls are really shouldering a labour burden here. maybe parentification is the true villain
side note: mike commits his first murder wearing a clown costume...which is never referenced again? his 'iconic' costume is a generic mask and wig and jumpsuit, when we coulda had a Killer Clown Michael Myers??? travesty
i like how the Final Girl and her friend casually smoke weed in her car. yeah she's an honor student and her friend is the sheriff's daughter. yeah they smoke weed. so what it's 1978
(to reiterate, mike is 21 and should be at the club. im not saying he shouldn't be rampaging, im saying it's sad that he broke out, tasted freedom for the first time in his life, and immediately snuck back into his childhood home to go rampaging. let's have a remake where he goes to a nightclub and has a few beers. maybe some slutty dancing. then rampage)
oh no he's hot
#HALLOWEEN#halloween the movie#michael myers#do you think he's a mike? mikey? to his friends? if slashers had friends?#i'll be honest i was expecting this movie to be way more of a bitch to its female characters#i mean yeah they died but so did some dudes#there's just a lack of cattiness compared to the way most later movies portrayed teenage girls idk#yeah the Final Girl is a Virgin and a Bookworm. but there's no bullying or any strong sense that's she's morally superior to everyone else#mostly she AND the other girls feel a bit sorry for her lack of a social life. one even tries to set her up with a date to the school dance#solidarity! trying to get your nerd friend laid!#overall it's just teenagers being teenagers and then a slasher comes in and ruins everything with his Lack Of Chill#like yeah dude sometimes teenagers have sex. get over it#also something to be said about how while the girl who survives is the one who isn't sexually active and dresses conservatively...#ultimately those things aren't ENOUGH to prevent her from being targeted#you could say that the other girls 'provoked' the villain (the same way women irl are so often accused of provoking their attackers)#but ultimately that doesn't keep the Final Girl safe. it just delays the inevitable.#because violent men never need excuses. no matter how eager society is to provide them.#ultimately she is at the mercy of the same violent whims because it was never her behavior that invited the violence.#gendered violence doesn't need an invitation.#also she doesn't save herself the doctor saves her#it's not her actions or choices that put her in danger OR save her from it--once again it is the whim of a man#no this wasn't intended to be a feminist movie it's just fun how you could argue it that way
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I don't like this place. It's turning everyone edgy and sad.
FIRST - PREVIOUS - NEXT
MASTERPOST (for the full series / FAQ / reference sheets)
#undertale#deltarune#crossover#utdr#crossover comic#twin runes comic#twin runes au#my art#art#susie deltarune#chara#this will ignite the “chara did nothing wrong” vs “chara is a murder hobo” debate I just know it#fact is they gave up everything for their plan to succeed and asriel blew it#HOWEVER they were also forced to watch asriel die and they could do nothing about it#so what does a dead child do for who knows how many years all alone with no one else to talk to?#they rethink everthying that went wrong#guilt is a weird thing that lingers and festers in your mind#no matter how much you're actually at fault#I mean come on... they were an abused kid#all they wanted was to not hurt anymore and return the love they were given no matter the cost#but now they are CONVINCED it was their plan that kickstarted this whole mess#and it's eating at them#you can see it because they actually used contractions for once#i love subtle stuff like that#also hey#susie's feeling remorse for her whole “chara offed asriel” comment#the two are more alike than she thought and now she feels bad#out of all people she should know what it's like to be falsely accused
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#the Nowhere Man who waits and the God of Stories who watches
#mobius#loki#lokius#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#loki spoilers#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#owenwilsonedit#marvel#dianagifs#😩😭#what... in the most tragic of romances did i just witness#gotta rewatch tomorrow but cannot BELIEVE how okay i am with everything atm???#their story clearly isn't done their burden is obviously going on without each other and they exist fundamentally connected#they've lost everything but being able to see mobius every step of the way is enough for loki to make the sacrifice#and mobius left for his timeline with no other purpose than to make sure loki could do just that#now they're lost without each other?? the only thing mobius can do is exist for a moment in loki's creation i'm UNWELL#god this is the star crossed angst that's gonna keep me going for the rest of my LIFE they're my everything#loki s2 spoilers
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