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eitheay · 19 hours ago

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do you even know me?

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mentallyillmindmeld · 29 days ago

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Got possessed and made these today

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drenched-in-sunlight · 5 months ago

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random math moment but two-handing a weapon will multiply STR stat by 1.5, Marika hammer requires 20 STR, 12 DEX and 19 FTH.

Marika has to hold it in two hands in order to wield it which means girlie’s base stat is probably just 14 STR, 12 DEX and 70 FTH (Minor Erdtree incantation) 💀

like… im wheezing cuz yeah i still draw her with muscles and all, but all that is just for show. This woman puts all her points into faith !!! [Faith build is viable joke here]

Also if it’s Radagon he can hold the hammer with one hand. (“Here i abandon my STR and DEX build”)

And the thing is, faith build is actually viable in Elden Ring! when it’s her kids! (Miquella, Malenia, Messmer, Godwyn’s faith-scaling spells are all offensive spells), and Radagon who is INT-FTH hybrid (i have a lore rant about how one of the reasons he married into Carian line is to integrate offensive spells into power of Gold)

#queen marika the eternal #my average fth build healer princess #ajdjdjdjdjjdfj #😭 this is why godfrey godwyn messmer are her swords and shield #& once they are taken away from her the power vacuum left behind is sth Radagon took advantage of #and it makes sense you know she’s a shrine maiden. they don’t fight #i can talk about how sad it is that the hammer is probably one of the few things left her family left her with and she couldn’t even wield #it properly BUT it’s enough mental breakdown for me this week #er brainrot

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pixlatedvampire · 8 months ago

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Someone come help me kill my ghoul and skeleton so I can have Ragnvaldr and Cahara in my party

#fear and hunger #enki ankarian #ragnavaldr #cahara #enki #funger #digital art #csp #pixel art #my art #I’m 100% certain that any jokes I make have already been made b4 but I don’t care ☺️🌸#you’ll see it agin lmao #really in love w these dither brushes rn #feel free to tell me if u think I’m going overboard tho lol I’m a all or nothing kind of guy #actually now I’m thinking about trying a lineless dither only drawing..that could look cool..I dont know Im good enough at rendering tho hm #anyway I didn’t know you couldn’t swap party members so now I’m just ambling along w my ghoulish and skele wistfully glancing at rag lmao #as soon as one of them dies I’m running back to him #but so far I’m the only one of the party dying ajksdnalj #the ghoul keeps getting me poisoned too smh 😒#also WHY are these men so naked and shredded!!! my muscle knowledge is not good enough for this… I had to look up so many refs lol #enkivaldr #i am putting this in ship tag actually thanks

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ricky-mortis · 1 year ago

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Some President Howard Goodman in celebration of Black Friday’s anniversary yesterday!

Inspired by JFK’s Official Portrait

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new-revenant · 8 months ago

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During patrol Nightwing found a handmade doll that resembled his hero persona, this wouldn't be so weird if it weren't for the fact that he finds dolls resembling the other members of the batfam's hero personas scattered in odd spots throughout Gotham and Bludhaven. The weirdest thing happens when one night he finds a doll of someone he doesn't recognize. It's a pale teen with white hair and bright green button eyes wearing what looks like a black and white hazmat suit. Nightwing picks it up and the doll immediately bursts into Lazarus green flames. Nightwing finally decided to tell the fam about the dolls not knowing that Phantom, who was sealed in a sarcophagus by treacherous observents several years prior, was now awake. The problem is that the sarcophagus is in the batcave as a trophy, needless to say everyone was surprised when the lid suddenly blew off and out stepped a teenager. Danny is a mix of anger and confusion because this definitely isn't Amity Park

You know. This is almost the exact plot of another, non-dp-related-AU I’ve seen. It’s @/ovegakart doll AU, it’s an AU of Linked Universe, which is itself a LoZ AU where a bunch of Links have come together across time because reasons I won’t get into. In the second ever LoZ game, Adventure of Link, there are these dolls that are scattered across the map. They give you an extra life. So, in ovegakart’s AU, the Link from the first game and AoL(it the same link)finds dolls of himself and the other Links while in his own time. Then, in a well, he finds a doll of a Link none of them have ever seen before. He picks it up and it bursts into flames. I checked, that’s what happened, here is a link to the page. Oh, and Nightwing not telling his family about the dolls until he gets Danny’s? The same thing happened in this AU, where AoL Link doesn’t tell the other Links about the dolls until he comes across the mysterious Link doll. That mystery Link is the First Hero btw, he’s from the Skyward Sword manga.

I would’ve liked it if you, I dunno, credited the idea? Or at least make it not so obvious by changing the doll into something else? Or make it so that Nightwing only finds a Danny doll? Maybe have it melt into ectoplasm even? I have a couple posts already about how I’m a LU fan on here, and if you’ve seen that before, then did you think I didn’t follow ovegakart, one of the biggest LU/LoZ creators? Listen, I’m not mad at you, I’m just confused at your thought process here. This AU idea wasn’t made for dpxdc, it doesn’t even make much sense for it. Yeah yeah, people can do whatever they want, whatever, but at least credit it my god. Or change it up to suit dpxdc more, or both.

How many other people have just taken AU ideas from others and pawned it off as their own, thinking that no one would find out since they’re from another fandom? It makes me feel gross. Please, just credit the idea. If I just posted this with some writing adding onto this, not knowing about this idea coming from another fandom and another person. I think I might need to close my asks for a bit, I don’t feel great, sorry.

#danny phantom #dp x dc #dpxdc #revenant prompted #anon ask #is this discourse? fandom neg?#idk but anon. don’t like you very much. I don’t hate you but you make me feel kinda weird with how you just took this idea w/ no crediting #I’m in such a bad mood now I can’t believe I woke up to this #likely just overreacting but I really don’t feel good #you’re lucky your on anon or else I wouldn’t have posted this feeling like I put you on blast. I don’t want to do that #do I tag as Lu? I brought it up. Might just bring it up on my own blog to let others know.#or rant to one of Lu friends. I dunno I feel wary I feel bad I don’t like this anon why couldn’t you just do the simple act of saying;#”I got inspired by ovegakart/this Lu creator who’s name I don’t remember/this Lu/LoZ AU”#why you gotta be so uncouth anon? Learn to credit your sources you seem to be old enough to know how to do that #sorry for coming of as mean. I’m not trying to be but I just woke up and now I wished I never did. Okay that was dramatic but yeah #sorry

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the-woman-upstairs · 9 months ago

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It’s just…so painful to watch Armand readily submit in order to obtain the love he so desperately craves. And while it’s most assuredly a manipulative tactic, it’s still one borne out of fear and desperation. He cannot lose this person he’s come to love and so will become whatever they want, do whatever they want just so they’ll stay with him. But it won’t be enough. No matter how much he acquiesces or seeks to control (himself, others, the environment), he won’t be able to make Louis stay with him in the perfect life, perfect self he built in the hopes of finally being loved. It will all crumble with Armand left alone in the rubble of what he created, the author of his own abandonment.

#this unfortunately hits way too close to home for me #let’s not even get into Claudia’s anger at never being enough #iwtv spoilers #interview with the vampire #armand #this is just me speaking from personal experience…but there is definite manipulation at play here from Armand #and I don’t necessarily mean that pejoratively- when you’re desperate for people to like/love you you’ll become whatever they want #or whatever you think they’d want and you give it to them so they’ll want to keep you around #I’ve done it so often with the people in my life- and make no mistake it’s also a survival tactic #you give someone what they want they won’t hurt you #and when that’s how you survive for years and years it becomes the default method of interacting with others #even with normal people who genuinely mean you no harm you revert to that people pleasing mode #as a means of control both external and internal #this is what i see armand doing- his way of surviving that he’s never truly broken out of #armand ceding coven control to Louis and curating the Dubai penthouse for Louis are part of the same pattern of behavior #and even tho it’s ultimately harmful and will only end badly for armand and Louis’ relationship #idk if armand knows how to not exist that way with someone he loves/desires #all of this also ties into louis and daniel #because of course Armand will lose it over Louis finding connection and interest with someone else aside from him #someone HUMAN no less #and I can see Armand taking out his anger on Daniel as a way of expressing his own frustration at still not being enough for Louis #breaking daniel’s mind in a desperate attempt to understand why this human could reach Louis in ways he couldn’t #not saying any of this to excuse Armand and his behavior obviously (I’m very upset and worried over the trial looming on the horizon)#but I do understand this impulse and how you’ll throw ANYONE under the bus in order to preserve your place with loved ones #it’s all horrifying but unfortunately I empathize #like even if Louis is right to walk out on him when he learns/remembers the truth of what happened to Claudia #I’ll probably still find myself saddened by Armand’s fate because I’ve absolutely been there myself #it’s a tragedy of his own making- his fear and desperation birthing manipulative and controlling behaviors #that ultimately result in your own abandonment #god this fucking show

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parspicle · 2 months ago

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i think an underappreciated part of Being A “Functional Adult” is learning to appreciate something You Do Not Like, but a Loved One Does. it’s a skill you do need to work on, to listen to something You Do Not Care About, But They Do, but it is so, so worth it

#my friends are all like ‘you have such a good relationship with your relatives im jealous’#yeah its because even if I do not necessarily Enjoy a hobby i can still talk to them about it #like. just find the beauty in something #even if your first instinct is to hate it #do you know how much ive learned!! through family like this!! and learned to love??#i used to hate dogs. they were big and scary and gross #but i had a friend who was a dog trainer and i learned to appreciate them #i like dogs now!! i could never own one im too much of a pushover but i get why people like them!#i also used to not be interested in cars but i talked to someone who was into it and i went ‘oh that’s really cool!! im so glad you feel #comfortable enough to share something you love with me. im honored’#and i found out i do like cars! i appreciate parts of them because someone i love likes it enough to show it to me #it’s not!! about!!! me!!! its about what they love and why they love it!!#they love and a topic and they love you #it’s wonderful!#this DOES apply to kink btw.#but its mostly about hobbies and interests #this also makes you a much more tolerable person to be around #im not listening because i am kind i am kind because i listen!!#listening to people makes you understand them! it makes you appreciate the world around you more and hobbies you didnt think about #i wasn’t interested in quilting until i talked to my mother about it and found out why she loves it so much #its a labor of love and i wasnt thinking about it like that #this is also how older generations mostly made friends. they like you more #i thought i couldn’t care about warhammer but my brother loves it and i found parts of it i like! i hate horror games yet #i talk to people who do love horror. and find out why. it’s wildly interesting to talk about things you don’t think interest you #dont knock it till you try it but also dont knock it until you talk to someone who loves it #vent #(ish)

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calamitoustide · 7 months ago

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once again thinking about James and Reg going backpacking to run from their problems alone and then they meet each other on the fourth day and just keep walking with each other because they’re going the same pace so why not (James’ idea) and they end up talking through everything and heal together in a way they couldn’t do alone

#yes this is the road trip fic in another font #i do not care #this is my bread and butter #i’m thinking james would go without telling anyone #maybe he’d tell like remus #to make sure no one thought he was like dead #but he would leave everyone else in the dark he’d want to disappear #and reg would be thinking about finally leaving home #but being too terrified to #so he’d walk in hopes that maybe in the end he’d find the strength to #or he’d get enough of solitude and go back home gladly #also i feel like with james i wouldn’t do sad james #i mean i would #but i feel like james grieving instead would be more interesting #him running from his grief after losing his parents #and he can’t even say it he can’t even tell reg why he’s there #because at least when he’s on the trail he can pretend his parents are still waiting at home for him #yknow #you see the vision #this is an idea from a year ago btw #it’s just too much like the road trip fic i couldn’t do anything with it then #but 🤷‍♂️#here it is #jegulus

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dilfsisko · 1 month ago

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Not to keep going on about it but my cystic acne, while bad, was not nearly bad enough for the prescription they were going to put me on. It was like the accutane was just some kind of stunt to force me on hormones and blood test me once a month.

#els.txt #I understand why a topical retinoid couldn’t be used but they didn’t try any antibiotics #they gave me a blood test and then jumped straight to accutane #which came with the caveats of having to be on hormonal birth control and two other forms of contraception #and I had to sign a pledge and be put on a national registry and subjected to monthly pregnancy tests #I cannot stress enough that I was literally 12.#and then they didn’t even give me the accutane!#they just kept me on the hormones and the forced blood tests till my mom said fuck you guys

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hplonesomeart · 5 months ago

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More animation frame screenshots whoop whoop! I swear it’s almost comedic how he’s managed to hijack my YouTube channel and gain me a baffling amount of new subscribers from OUT OF NOWHERE WHA- someone needs to stop him before this happens again I’m scared /j. It’s been fun watching the numbers increase in real time if not a tad overwhelming, but thankfully it mostly makes me feel appreciative more than anything else. Hopefully it’s made people laugh or helped inspired others <3

I would have talked myself out of sharing it otherwise…so glad I made the right decision with posting there. Took a leap of faith and now I feel validated for doing so. I just hope that I’m doing the characters justice even if adding my own unique spin on it. Plus gotta take a step back and remind myself that viewership isn’t what makes the world go round. Wouldn’t want the numbers getting to my head this early on and intervening with my creative visions jksjskp! I get easily influenced sometimes so finding a healthy balance for it is key :))

In meantime enjoy the facial doodles I love drawing expressions hehe

#yeah so funny enough might have just had another character growth moment here with myself YIPEEE #turns out I was the one holding myself back for so long #which honestly shouldn’t be a suprise for me but here we are <<#but I felt conditioned to suppress my interests from others and can’t even pinpoint why that was? Or how it started?#it’s just been something I’ve grown to struggle with throughout middle school & high school #think I internalized being a people pleaser and acting the role of who others perceived me to be?#NO CLUE we don’t got enough time for a therapy session *throws it all out the window*#point being that FINALLY I’ve broken out of that cycle #and with the success of the animation I’m finally realizing ‘HUH wait it’s actally a good thing to share nerdy fanart?’#because I labeled myself as an exception who couldn’t be allowed to do that #moral of story: anxiety messes with you and limits your creative freedom #you just need to stop caring about how others will react and GO FOR IT!! Because in reality you won’t be ridiculed for doing so #it’s just that we are so self critical and one of our biggest fans/haters all at once #but sharing fanart is perfectly acceptable and fun to do. Don’t limit yourself from doing something you want to <3 #wip frames #wip animation frames #hplonesome art

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nicollekidman · 6 months ago

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so many of buffy and spike’s arguments have Badly Done, Emma energy. can expand.

#it always comes off as omg spike why are you sabatoging your chances #but really it’s. i know you enough to say what you need to hear and i’m the only one who will say it out loud #and granted he’s a bitch so much of it is not neccessary however. it’s its own type of intimacy #and even tho he clearly berates himself everytime it happens. it’s Good #btvs #also it’s their own version of the power/status equality in that most of that couldn’t come from anyone else

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bloodied-dagger · 27 days ago

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my “for you” page is fucked. Completely unusable

#It just gives me fandom posts I couldn’t care less about #And also arcane stuff. Which I want to see EVENTUALLY #BUT I HAVENT WATCHED THE SHOW SHITBAGS #All I’m getting are spoilers and shit I don’t want to see #Oh and don’t even get me STARTED on tumblr’s obsessive need to shove communities in our faces #WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT OF SEEING POSTS IF WE CANT REBLOG THEM TUMBLR?#THIS IS YOUR WHOLE THING. REBLOGGING SHIT #so you give us something that TAKES REBLOGGING AWAY #AND WONDER WHY NOBODY USES IT #“Oh but at least you can still interact with the posts! You can comment and add little emojis! It’s like custom like buttons-“#NO YOU CANT #YOU HAVE TO **JOIN THE COMMUNITY FIRST**#SO ITS SHOWING ME POSTS #I CANT INTERACT WITH #AT FUCKING ALL #FOR COMMUNITIES #THAT I #-and I cannot stress this enough through tag formatting-#***HAVENT EVEN JOINED***#I hope you guys know this is the loudest I’ve screamed in my head in a *long* time #tumblr your website only makes me want to delete my account more and more every fucking day #From the constant and unavoidable bot spam #That I had to turn off one of your best features (inbox) to avoid #(that I STILL can’t avoid btw because now they’re just @‘ing people at random in the comments of their posts)#(Oh and that’s not even mentioning the adult spam bots following me again)#To the constant showing me of shit I don’t care about #I just #cant anymore

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royaltea000 · 3 months ago

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you mentioned the demons strike back (2017) and even though wukong's demon monkey real form is scary as fuck, it also got me hnnnghhhhhhhhhhhh thAT RASPY DEEP VOICE , JESUS!

Too fucking true - listen. I may have found the human version soooo fucking hot but I am a monsterfucker first and foremost those longass fangs they gave him got me titillated and afraid at the same time smile at me again monkey boi 😳

#also the glowup from conquering the demons is inSANE #real ones remember when he was a small feral monkey with a leech mouth #if you couldn’t appreciate him at his ctd you don’t deserve him at his dsb 😭#you know who had a glowDOWN tho was the monk character #allegations aside I just don’t like [redacted] as the tang monk his face looks too mean and angled #I LOVED the previous actor for Sanzang why did they replace him :(#he was so cute and pathetic I loved that iteration #I think if it was him and the dsb wukong the fangirls woulda gone insane #so in my head I’m choosing to believe it’s still him #although it might’ve been for the best that he got replaced cuz then I don’t have to see him being an absolute dick #sorry for the rant anon #but that was like the WORST version of Sanzang I’ve ever seen in my life #it’s like the one time I actually can’t STAND this hoe #ugh I’ve spoken about this enough im gonna get another white hair

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infinitegeli · 7 months ago

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UGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH MIC SOOO CLEARLY HAD HER DOUBTS ABOUT TACO BEFORE THEY WENT UP 2 THE FUCKING. EGG SHIP BUT SHE WAS WILLING TO RISK IT CUZ SHE WANTED TO TRUST TACO BUT THEN SHE IUST PROVED HER RIGHT pmfg. I need to go for a walk. I hate this sjow so much

#that makes it so much worse.do you realize.#micropjone had been hurt so much in ii but she was finally trying to trust again and it just ended up hurting her again #the biggest heartbreak is that to her their relationship wasn’t enough to make taco finally want to change #‘surely it couldn’t have been for nothing’ GIRL. SELF REFLECT AND THINK WHY MIC MIGHTVE THOUGHT SO #mic: she thinks this relationship is nothing so I guess I was wrong about us all along #taco:what. what. what the fuck is happening rightnkw wait #txt #omg #I’m not rigt in the head

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seilon · 7 months ago

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love when this is referred to as the gifted kid website. shockingly my mental disorders made me mentally disordered and school never really vibed with that so. couldn’t be me

#ppl always talking about their whatever grade reading level and how many books they’d read as kids and im just over here like🧍🏽#I’ve never been actually bad at english or reading but I couldn’t focus on reading books to save my fucking life #I hated those sheets where you had to read like a certain number of books or whatever over the course of a semester or the year or whatever #my GATE test scores for english were super high but my math was bad enough that I never qualified #and adhd made me not even perform well in English half the time because I couldn’t pay attention I couldn’t read long books I couldn’t turn #in my assignments or if I did they were late and etc etc etc #don’t get me started with math #I was the worst in my class in third grade at minute math and never made it to the levels of minute math my classmates did #(they posted results on the wall for everyone to see)#and in 6th grade I was put into an additional remedial math class #throughout middle-high school I was at the level of most classmates in terms of the classes I took but that’s only because I was not allowe #to fail and was put through absolute fucking hell with a billion tutors and grueling hours of extra work from them and blah blah blah #like I remember how I felt in those tutoring sessions and half the time I actually wanted to cry.#I didn’t start doing solidly genuinely Good in school until senior year of high school.#not coincidentally around the same time I started taking adderall I think #I had accommodations by 9th grade but they didn’t do that much except for the function that let me turn in assignments up to 2 days late #without penalty. which i had teachers question sometimes and i had to pull the Yeah it’s Literally Against The Law to not allow me this car #anyway. point is. i was never in the gate program and most of my friends were and it was mostly adhd related #adhd is considered such a quirky nothing disorder nowadays that I don’t even like mentioning I have it really. because what people think of #when I say the term is Not what i actually dealt with and made school torturous and made my parents lash out at me for things and etc etc #depression and dysphoria did not help either. but I digress #I’m not sure why im making this post #kibumblabs

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