#I could write a whole ass essay on it
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like, okay, i'm sure this scene has been talked about and dissected to pieces already in this fandom but. BUT. i need to put my two cents in or i will explode.
so, your lord and best friend has just admitted to you that if you die, he will be so beside himself with grief that he might just die too.
the game then gives you THIS option in response.
and you, the player, know how video games work. you know this is the press x for romance button. you expect henry to admit his feelings—a culmination of all the hints he's dropped from the heart options we've chosen before—and kiss him as soon as the button's been pressed.
except henry doesn't kiss hans.
instead, henry places his hand on hans' hand. it's the first moment of physical contact between them in the whole scene...but it's not a kiss. it's gentle. it's intimate. it's tiptoeing the line between comforting a friend and something more...
...but henry leaves it at that. and he gets up and goes to leave.
and in that moment of panic. in that split second of 'this might be the last time i'll ever see you again, please don't go' — it's hans that kisses henry.
and it's henry who pushes hans away.
this is—for all intents and purposes—the opposite of what we, the player, chose.
and to add insult to injury, henry looks conflicted.
he looks SO conflicted that hans believes he's fucked up royally.
that he has completely tarnished their final moments together by acting on impulse—by giving into temptation and desperation and feelings he can't even put into his own words—and henry must be disgusted by him.
and hans believes this because he watches henry turn his back to him. refusing to look at him. and head for the door.
but henry stops before he opens it. and i keep thinking back to the heart option we chose.
the player is not making the choice for henry to kiss hans. we are not forcing his hand.
the player is reminding henry what he's been telling himself throughout the entire game.
don't run away, henry.
kiss him. kiss him back.
so henry does.
#kingdom come deliverance#kcd2#hansry#kcd2 spoilers#hans capon#henry of skalitz#meta#kcd2 meta#video game#my gifs#my post#HI HELLO I COULD WRITE WHOLE ESSAYS ABOUT THIS SCENE#IM LOSING MY GOD DAMN MARBLES#SOMEONE NEEDS TO SEDATE ME#ive seen a few people mention the heart option contradicting what henry does in this moment so i had to expand upon it IMMEDIATELY#i apologize for this long ass post but i HAD to include the gifs as examples lol#was this just an excuse for me to gif this scene? a little bit#am i also here to spread my wavy hair and bearded henry agenda? a little bit
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jayvik sketch inspired by kiss of judas by giotto
#jayvik#jayce talis#viktor arcane#vikjayce#arcane#league of legends#LoL#machine herald#did a whole ass painting of this and decided i hated it so#heres just the sketch instead#i could write essays about the jesus judas parallels but i shant
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im so sick over them :(
#narumitsu#narumitsutops#miles edgeworth#phoenix wright#im gonna throw up because of how much i love them#will i ever be freed from my suffering#i love them so much i want to consume them#not in a cannibalistic way but in a vacuum cleaner way. literally just wanna suck them into a void. the void being my mouth.#do you know how i feel#can you look into my soul#banging my head through a wall#how much do i need to yearn to find love like this#how much lore do i need. how much more shall i suffer 💔#unnecessary feelings#wrightworth#worthwright#ace attorney#the heartbreak emoji is PINK???? i didnt know tumblr had GAME like that#i got so invested writing this that i spilt water all over my shirt now my shirt is fucjing WET i hate my life.#wet clothes have no business being the worst sensation ever#if someone said i could have the narumitsu type of love i've always wanted but i'd have to wear a wet article of clothing everyday#i wouldnt pursue it because i hate wearing a wet shirt more than i obsess over wrightworth#tumblr word limits keep me in check because i could've literally just written a whole ass essay rn 💔 but i also despise it because now i#cant keep a continuous flow. goddammit
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This is I think one of the more underrated panels with them, but it's one of my favourites. The domesticity, how comfortable and intimate they are with each other, how they talk about their plans for the day, all the touches between them, their kiss, their goodbye... One could tell me they are a married couple and I'd absolutely believe it because they act exactly like one 🥹💞

#also it makes me feel like I'm intruding on them because they are so close 😭#it's crazy how any panel with them could make me write a whole ass essay on their interractions#and what made them so wonderful as a couple#though to this day there is something I can't really grasp on what they had that made them so special and which current couples lack#could be george perez' art because that man was in LOVE with them#or something else#anyways them 🫶🏻🩷#dickkory#koriand'r#starfire#dick grayson#nightwing
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My Generation: Buster Bros!!! Drama Track TL
sorry for the wait!!!! come get y’all’s bb drama fresh off the presses!!! three months late lol!!!!! tl’s in the link!!!
#ichiro yamada#jiro yamada#saburo yamada#buster bros#hypmic#hypnosis mic#the drama track is incredible and i could write a whole ass essay on why#(and might now that y’all have better context lol)#but i hope you enjoy it and experience the joy that is watching these bros suffer and growing from it lmao
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If Alchoholic Kai is still a headcanon then my guy is definitely getting a drink after Ninjago Monstrosity.
#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago#kai ninjago#monstrosity ninjago#‘A few weeks’ is a bit subjective tbh#For all we know it’s nearly been a month when Kai and Lloyd reunite#Like I would choose ‘A few weeks’ if it’s been 3 weeks or more#and generally speaking a month has like 4-5 weeks at least?#and having a month being constantly having to look over your shoulder is stressful for anyone#but again ‘a few weeks’ is subjective for Lloyd’s dialogue#and some characters contradict each other saying it’s been a few years#then we have to account that Lloyd has been alone for 5 years not having interaction with anyone outside the Monastery#like what the hell was he doing there? How do we know he didn’t lose track of time?#I could write a whole ass essay but again we should consider that Kai might’ve been there longer than a few weeks
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The only correct form of caltam, as far as i am concerned
#tw: opinions#at times whenever the topic of caltam comes up i am left wondering if i played the same game as others#i don't think enough ppl dig in to Cal's and Tammy's characters to realize just how horribly uncompatible they are as a couple#“they're perfect for each other”#bitch where#if their relationship wouldn't be so unwritten they would be having screaming matches from 15 onwards#Tammy is married to a fairytale view of love and princesses and princes and if you looked for atleast a minute at Cal's character you'd#realize he's NOT that type of person#they bud heads on a lot of significant things that play a major role to their characters such as Tammy's protectiveness over the creche kid#and her future family and desire to be protected and stood up for and Cal unyileding view of radical pacifism and hypocritism#i am not trying to be funny when i say i could seriously write a whole ass 10+ page essay on why they're not good for each other#ppl don't realize they look at each other through rose-colored glasses and that they like the IDEA of each other not the actual them#bc of how they grew up and used to see each other. But theyre just another example of how the adults failed their generation#Tammy deserves better than Cal and i am saying this as Cal's number 1 fan please free my girl from the shackles of hypocritical men#she should go make out with Nemmie instead that would do her some good since Nem actually protects her loved ones#i think if i WERE to like caltam is if they were radioactive toxic to one another#anyways i think the solution to caltam is a horrible teen divorce bonus points if cal has an ego death then they stick to being besties#y'all have no idea how good it feels to rant abt these two LMAO#i've been saying this and i'll continue to be saying this Cal and Tammy are better as friends no you cannot change my mind#theres so much more wrong with them but if id list everything we'd be here till next week#i was a teenage exocolonist#iwatex#exocolonist#meme#my meme#been dealing with a nasty sinus infection and a cold that just won't go away for the past 2 weeks but art is still gretting worked on#prolly posting some art in a few hours
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Did you guys notice how in all the FaceTime scenes between Buck and Eddie in the last episode not once did Eddie ask Buck how he was doing?
I understand the episode was Eddie focused, don't get me wrong (and im glad they're finally doing it). But once again, their friendship feels based on how can Buck be of service to Eddie? He's the sounding board, the one giving support and advice and reassurance and solutions to Eddie's problems 😤
And yes, I'm still mad about the fact that no one, not even alleged-best-friend Eddie, was there for Buck when Maddie was missing
I wonder if the writers are even aware of just how one-sided they keep writing their friendship 🤔🙄
#buck deserves so much better#srsly i could write a whole ass essay about this#btw I'm almost done with my s1 friendship analysis#I'll probably post that sometime this week#evan buckley#anti eddie diaz#anti buddie#911 discourse
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im gonna draw mouthwashing and im gonna draw it only Once and it will not become a new hyperfixation
#i have to kill this hyper fixation on the spot#it is the Worst brain worm#me for the past few days: curly ….. :(((((#im ngl they could never make me hate him even if i recognize dude srsly fked up#it also doesn’t help that he kinda reminds me of an old manager who i really liked even though he turned a whole ass blind eye to how the#tech lead was mistreating me…#like in the end when i left the team he recognized that was the worst thing he put me through#there is so my poetry around his character arc and how he ends up in the exact same situation as anya#losing all autonomy and being subjected to jimmys abuse#and then- i could keep writing this essay#the point is i need to make something#and not go insane
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something something foils moving in opposite directions Goku's always happy to seek and fight stronger opponents because he spent most of his life being the strongest guy in the room and Vegeta wants to be the strongest/is always exhausted to find stronger opponents because he spent most of his life having to navigate his survival around the whims of the strongest guy in the universe room and so Goku has a foundation of safety and stability and so spends his time craving challenge and adventure and Vegeta has a foundation of challenge and adventure and spends his time craving safety and stability and the overlaid section of their venn diagram is that the only way they know how acquire and maintain those things is through battle
#thank you this has been the laziest media analysis post of my career#dbtag#media analysis#something something a game to goku is a threat to vegeta etc#there's a pinned thought here about how Vegeta also didn't learn about the dragon balls until he was ?? 30?? and so all loss is permanent#and goku has been familiar since he was ~12 and hasn't faced a permanent consequence since he was 10 years old and even then he got closure#sometimes I think about how Vegeta saw Trunks die and how Krillin was mad at him for reacting since they could fix it with the dragon balls#but Vegeta has very limited experience with the dragon so to him in that moment that was permanent and Trunks was Dead. Forever.#And we talked before in a 2am post about Vegeta having never experienced grief born of love and I stand by it because his feelings then wer#still very new and very odd and not something he'd accepted until that moment so it was raw power but not as powerful as it could've been#all this to say in my heart of hearts I think Vegeta deserves to retire at the end of super (if super continues) -- not as a warrior#but as an infantryman. he's a prince and now he's got his domain and his family and his planet to look after and I think he deserves#to go home and stay home and help piccolo bully gohan into training more often when goku inevitably leaves to hop the multiverse#geets wanted to take a sabbatical when Bulla was born but didn't get the chance because Freeza coming back freaked him out too much#but whether freeza gets a redemption arc or gets defeated -- Granolah's arc seemed to shift his perspective on being the strongest#and I just grips fist I just think it would be a really nice full circle for Vegeta to inherit his throne in a way he never expected and#finally get his kingdom to look after and protect in the way that he was looking forward to being king of his own planet all those years ag#Goku's got Broly and Jiren and Hit and all the others to keep him busy and happy now -- and if Freeza gets a redemption arc he'll probably#continue playing slap-ass with Goku for the rest of his life -- and Vegeta's got Gohan and Piccolo and Goten and Trunks#I just think them getting a nice bittersweet 'This is where we part ways' would be really nice for both of them because !!#They couldn't have done this without each other. They couldn't have known this kind of life was possible without each other.#So they swap lots and live happier than they ever imagined they could be#especially since Vegeta has proved to himself that he can close any gap Goku creates in progress that's not a concern anymore#And obvs the door's always open!! There's no point closing it Vegeta's tried the locks they don't work on Goku#anyway here's me putting the whole essay in the tags again#this isn't an essay as much as it is stream of consciousness tag blogging#anyway i'm too lazy to write fic or draw comics so we get ramblings instead
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hi! two questions. 1) have you played monster hunter wilds and 2) if so, is it worth playing?
1. i have not played the full game, though i did play the beta back in february!
2. I personally have chosen to hold off for now, at least until all title updates are released. the game has some pretty serious issues right now, primarily with optimization, UI, and gameplay balancing. That's kinda par for the course with modern monhun (sadly). Thankfully the MH team has a good track record with addressing feedback so it's only a matter of time to see adjustments made.
It's up to you! If you like what you see from trailers and gameplay videos and you don't mind the price point then go for it :D
#if you're brand new to MH though i would maybe not recommend wilds as your first game#wilds is VERY overwhelming. sure it's more ''beginner friendly'' in the sense that it's less punishing than previous entries in the series#but getting your ass whooped and being forced to play cautiously is instrumental to learning the game's systems properly#i could write a whole essay in the tags about wilds and its current direction#but i won't do that because i am perfectly Normal about monster hunter. just don't peel back the curtains! :)#monster hunter#mh wilds#asks
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hello you lovely lot <3
first of all is the usual apologies. i submitted my second assignment a few days ago for uni. i should get my marks back by christmas eve, apparently! which is good because we weren't expecting until like next year. anyway. the last few weeks of doing nutrition have been absolute hell and literally for most of this week i'd been up to stupid o'clock trying to finish the damn thing.
anyway, i'm now a week behind on studies which is fun. but there's a 2 week break for christmas coming up, so i plan on catching up then. i had a few nights of just lying in bed watching tv and now i'm back at my desk trying to work on things.
i can only profusely apologise for disappearing for what feels like forever again. i am just always grateful that you're all still willing to write with me and for that i can't thank you guys enough. that being said, i would completely understand if people don't because of how slow i am, that's okay :) and i've ghosted everyone for months probably because i just have 0 energy. but that could be the b12 deficiency i need retesting that haven't had chance to yet
phew. that a mouthful!!! anyway. i'm here, i'm lurking. probs won't get a lot done but i will try :) i'm at my desk where i like the clippyclappy keyboard. just gotta get some inspo so might look on pinterest or reread threads/our ship tags/etc. i just feel like i've been gone so long that my writing is so bad (not that it ever was brilliant to begin with omg) but i haven't written creatively in ages and dlgjslgasdg
i still have memes from like over a year ago. so i might give some of those a whirl to get those juices flowinggggg~ even though the inbox is full, you're more than welcome to send more. i hoard them until you forget you've sent them and when the inspo hits, i love to surprise yous hehehe.
anyway! much love! love you all so much. i hope in 2025 i will be more consistent. anyway, i've been saying that for years and it hasn't happened. but i just wanted you to know that this is me trying <3 at least i'm trying!
hope you're all doing well! much love to you all xxxx
#ooc ;; jade talks for england#jade do a text post without writing a whole ass essay challenge#wish i could write this much when trying to write my TMA lolssss#miss you all so much i'm so sorry i always disappear even in ims :((
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Is anyone else sad about Entry #76? Anyone else sad about the way that Alex apologized to Jessica before he tried to shoot her? Anyone else crying about how he spent the entire time telling her that it was going to be ok, he was going to explain everything once they got out of there? Anyone else feel physically ill about how even though Alex was going to kill Jessica and it didn’t matter at that point he still warned her to be careful on the rocks? Anyone else sobbing at how Alex made Jessica go on ahead of him, so she wouldn’t know what was coming until it was too late? Anyone else emotionally devastated thinking about how Alex looked away right before he was going to shoot her?
The more I think about Entry #76 the sadder I get.
#i swear to god I could write a whole ass essay just tearing apart this entry#I think about this entry wayyyy too much#bc its makes it clear Alex doesn’t wanna do what hes doing#but he feels he has to to stop the operator#this and entry 86 make me so sad#proud alex kralie apologist#marble hornets#alex kralie#marble hornets spoilers#mh tim wright#mh brian#mh jay merrick
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Reverting back into my annual Harry Potter phase and re-reading all the books has got me thinking:
Neil Perry is 100% a Slytherin and Todd Anderson would be his Gryffindor BF
#I could write a whole ass essay for my sorting of all the boys#Todd reminds me of Neville Longbottom in a lot of ways#dps#dead poets society#anderperry#Neil Perry#Todd Anderson#neil x todd#dead poets society fandom#dead poets fandom
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G.I.N.A.S.F.S by Fall Out Boy has been my favourite song for YEARS. It's so cute and gay and romantic, and i had a realisation while listening to it when walking my dog that it is SO BUDDIE CODED. It's such a good song for them, I need to write a fic about it.
In the meantime, I was going to write down the lyrics that I thought fit them, but i was practically writing the whole song so.... just listen !!
[I like to imagine it's from Eddie's POV]
#i could write a whole ass essay on how this song mirrors them#911 abc#911#911 show#911 buddie#911 buck#911 eddie#buddie#buck x eddie#evan buckley x eddie diaz#evan 'buck' buckley#911 evan buckley#911 eddie diaz#buddie coded#buddie canon#fanfic#buddie fic#fanfic writer#Spotify
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in a perfect world there would be more autistic4autistic sniperspy fics
#i say “more” because i feel like theyre out there. but i either dont know of them or ive forgotten about them#i love autistic sniper its one of the reasons i came to grip with myself being autistic but please.....#spy is autistic too PLEASE....#i could write a whole ass essay about why hes autistic#tf2#spy tf2#sniper tf2#sniperspy#bloody suit#i would be so powerful if i had the motivation to write.
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