#I can't cope with it?
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I think over covid my m*ther was using the situation to make me not hate her for being a kinda terrible person but I'm having realisations because currently I don't have the threat of my grandmother hanging over my head. how fucked up is it that she refused to let me pursue university on my own terms
#I wasn't allowed to consider music I wasn't allowed to go to another city because I would have to live in a dorm alone#I originally intended to attempt to go to a foreign uni just so I had a chance to escape and on the night where they had all the uni info#there was a booth with info on how to get into a yank college and I took the leaflet because it was a foreign uni#and when my m*ther saw it she screamed her head off at me. that's not right!!!#after I realised I couldn't do that because I wasn't capable of doing all I needed to on my own#I was trying to delay it by maybe six months so I could get my shit together by pointing out I NEEDED a break from education#like I'd gone through a horrific grade twelve and ok we all know what my experience with education is at this point#I was not ready to attend uni! I needed time away from educational settings but was I allowed to do that? no!#actually I wanted to take a gap year anyway since like. 2016. just to decide what I wanted to do#guess what I got in response to that? 'you aren't taking a gap year because you can't get a job'#because apparently the only reason you take a gap year is to work.#it wasn't even a financial thing but even if it was that maybe should've been explained#so I got shoved. into a degree I did not want. I'm completing it but at this fucking point man#I can't cope with it?
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(✿◕‿◕) die (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿)
#MY GIRLLLLLLLL <333333 you're doing amazing sweetie kill them all you deserve to#anyway. coping mechanism. the problems in my life i could solve if society just let me have a death note#this show really is an exercise in patience and suffering i get SO squicked out#by how much the horrible characters and situations mirror the insanity of what's happening in real life#also the revelation that some of the actors are Exactly as shitty as their characters are is. ugh.#but every time i'm like okay i can't take it i need to stop to protect my headspace#i think of kimiko and am like.... no... i need to see my gir....#hope karen gets jucy roles in other shows too PLEASE#the boys#kimiko miyashiro#karen fukuhara#theboysedit#tvedit
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Maiden of Light
#artists on tumblr#i'm so ready to be over winter#spring and warm weather can't come soon enough#my mood is directly linked to the temperature#so i'm trying to cope by channeling my nordic roots#lucia maiden is a cool bit of culture that i always liked as a kid#the whole school would be standing along the long hallway#in the dark#holding candles#while the one chosen as lucia would walk through it with a wreath and candles on her head and we all sing the Sankta Lucia song#i'm not religious but#the VIBES#were immaculate
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JASON GRACE PLAYS LACROSSE AND TENNIS. I CAN'T AND WON'T BE NORMAL ABOUT THIS-
#also he loves physics and history 😭 it's canon#algebra too i think? i remember reading about how he found algebra interesting but I can't find where I read it#he also played mario party six with leo. he said it in blood of olympus#pjo artists do you see my vision??#i need more jason as a normal teenager :<#my boy would've THRIVED as a mortal overachiever student :(#the things he could've done and explored w in the mortal world....#heartbreaking considering that this is implying jason took as many subjects/activities as he could in edgarton around the time he heard the#sybil prophecy. to take his mind off of his problems. as a coping mechanism :((#pjo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo series#jason grace#pjo hoo#pjo hoo toa#trials of apollo#pjo toa#toa pjo#toa#hoo toa#heores of olympus#the trials of apollo#the burning maze
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PLEASE MORE FIDDLESTAN BEING MESSY they do not make each other better they make each other WORSE.
fidds took the break up really bad
#he was NOT coping well#also he hated the portal and wanted to fuck it up for everyone#gravity falls#stan pines#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddlestan#myart#i love you cult leader fiddleford#you're so cool and crazy and cunty#i CAN'T draw the memory gun#don't worry about it
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[Abandoned by the Lightners, his heart became cracked with hatred.]
Hitting a lil' too close to home?
#junie art post#ink sans#error sans#utmv#errorink#implied. but yea not the focus#this has been turning around in my mind for quite some time. im glad to finish it lmao idk if my ramblings make sense even.#so like listen. do you ever think about how similar the function of the utmv is to the dark worlds in deltarune.#in a meta narrative to fandom sense? idk the word#we are making exaggerated expanded worlds of the ordinary tools and entertainment of the real world and make it into something more#isnt that very very interesting?#and we explore every sort of possibility in that creation. both good and bad#and when all is said and done. every possibility found and the entertainment and secrets has all run out#we put it away. abandon and leave it behind#what is left? what happens to the world and characters we have created? can it sustain without us?#what of the ones left in the dark?#idk if yall saw me a few months ago but i reblogged comyet's old post of ink begging us not to leave him alone and to keep creating#yea that never left me#and seeing exactly THAT SCENARIO in deltarune made my brain iTCH#imagine an ink in King's position.... wait isnt that just underverse#mmmmmmm. darkner ink.....#also error is here too. not just for errorink or that i can't separate these two to save my life#but error is also one of the few people to be able to GET IT?? he can hear the creators too. ink cant#but hes pretty much programmed himself to avoid having a mental break down to this via reboot memory loss.#and ink has his own internal coping mechanism (hooray for short term memory loss)#these two idiots will do anything but confront truths lmfao#ahhh my favorite idiots. never change#mmmmm#deltarune
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they both are bullying natsume on purpose
#enstars#switch enstars#tsumugi aoba#natsume sakasaki#sora harukawa#i had a rough week this is me coping that i can't hug my favorite character#i know tsumugi is supposed to be lanky and awkward but i refuse to listen to that#doodles#ensemble stars
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boys in hades artsyle cus why not
#I can't play hades 2 on my computer so I'm coping with it#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#edwin payne#charles rowland#payneland#hades game#crossover#fanart#art#dbda
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Saint of Devotion
#The locked tomb#harrowhark nonagesimus#harrow the ninth#Shout out to the artist the first called harrow the saint of devotion#I can't remember your name but your brain is gigantic#Life is kicking my ass so I painted this Harrow to cope
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BOYFRIENDS🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻😭😭😭
#byler#byler nation#byler endgame#byler s5#i can't cope with this and we haven't even gotten a teaser yet#i'm so dead after this season is over
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Satellite - Lena
#Almost all suggested songs were bangers....#I wanted to do so much this evening but my mental state was completely destroyed again#So my coping mechanism looked at me ans said “Another meaningless quick animatic?” Of course I said yes#animation tag#Would like to say that it is wip since this song is such a banger for them two but I can't rule over myself#transformers#maccadam#jazzprowl#jazz#prowl
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the way Nick's soft tummy is driving me insane 🥵
#Nicholas Galitzine#ngalitzineedit#Mary & George#Red White and Royal Blue#rwrbedit#maryandgeorgeedit#Henry Fox#George Villiers#*#I CAN'T DEAL#I MAKE GIFS TO COPE#I NEED OTHERS TO SUFFER WITH ME#1k
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Fulgrim (2007)
#fulgrim#warhammer 40000#warhammer 40k#wh40k#wh40000#primarchs#slaanesh#ferrus manus#I'm making too much light fun of this moment because I can't cope otherwise#horus heresy
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healing
#still not recovered#literally what the fuck#anyway soft things inbound#bc I can't cope with the angst rn#my art#jayvik#vikjayce#jayce talis#viktor arcane#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane s2 spoilers
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!MERLIN S5 SPOILERS!
Gwaine isn't dead. He's alive. Eoin Macken said so. REJOICE!
#bbc merlin#gwaine#merlin#eoin macken#this definitely is not just a coping mechanism#someone help#i can't cope with his death#please just believe eoin#merlin spoilers
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SENSE AND SENSIBILITY (1995) dir. Ang Lee
#sense and sensibility#perioddramaedit#austenedit#emma thompson#hugh grant#gifshistorical#adaptationsdaily#weloveperioddrama#perioddramasource#filmtvcentral#filmtvdaily#filmedit#userlottie#the eyes in the last gif#the realisation#dear lord i can't cope#**lottie's gifs#**lottiesedit
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