#I can’t think clearly rn
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Okay, I can’t post any theories right now, but I’m seeing so many posts talking about the new information and images that have been released recently and what people are thinking will happen in season 7 based off them. And how specifically all these ideas and possibilities pertain to Rayla and Aaravos. And I just want to talk about some of my thoughts really quickly, because I am genuinely so curious about the idea of Aaravos and Rayla interacting with and impacting each other more this season.
I mean, I have a lot of complaints about how they handled Viren’s arc and the amount of potential they built up for him that ultimately didn’t culminate to anything. (You’re allowed to disagree with me, I’m still not ready to vocalize my exact thoughts on his writing this past season and, regardless, this post isn’t really about Viren anyways.) And one of the reasons for my overarching disappointment with the handling of his character was the fact that they hinted multiple times from the Through the Moon graphic novel to season 5 at a possible Rayla and Viren interaction or confrontation in the future, or at least more parallels/foils that we’d get to see between the two of them, that led nowhere.
But, now seeing everyone speculating about what’s been put out so far about this upcoming season finale… Seeing that there’s a chance we might see Aaravos and Rayla play more of an important role in each other’s lives this season, I can’t help but to anticipate what’s going to happen next between these two.
There’s just, so much potential.
Like, with the Rayla and Leola trials and themes of receiving judgement parallels, how Rayla and Claudia act as foils/parallels to each other, how Runaan and Aaravos act as parallels/foils to each other as parents, the whole theme of life and death that plays a big part in Aaravos and Rayla’s stories and in Moonshadow culture.
And, of course. The Rayla and Aaravos paralleled themes with “ripples” and what does justice mean and when is killing justified and can you take life without compromising your own moral character and at what point are you going too far to try to obtain justice that you are just repeating the cycles of the past and what’s the proper way to grieve someone who was unjustly taken away from you, etc., etc. (I honestly could write a whole essay between the numerous ways Rayla, Callum, Aaravos, and Viren all sort of parallel each other.)
Like, I’m legitimately so stoked to see what they decide to do with these two, if anything. And from the looks of it, there seems to be a lot more concrete evidence now to indicate that they will, unlike they ended up doing with Viren and Rayla.
Originally, I would have said the relationship dynamics I was most interested in seeing play out this upcoming season would be Aaravos and Terry and Aaravos and Janai. But now seeing that there might be a chance that Aaravos and Rayla’s arcs will intertwine, I might have to move them up to the top of my list.
#the dragon prince#tdp#tdp season 7#tdp s7#tdp s7 speculation#tdp speculation#aaravos#rayla#tdp rayla#rayla tdp#tdp aaravos#aaravos tdp#I’m sorry if this doesn’t make sense#it’s rlly late at night where I’m from#I can’t think clearly rn#my typing is sort of off
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affectionate chin tilts my beloved.. (perhaps in the same universe as my college/long distance au)
#jackshiccup art#my art#hijack#frostcup#jack frost#hiccup#rotg#httyd#art consistency … idk her#snotlout’s not homophobic he’s just pissed theyre still dancing around each other <33#hes on his last straw i think …#i say theyre not even dating yet but jack is clearly wearing hiccup’s college hoodie he he he#idk why modern au has such a hold on me rn… i have sock’s fic to thank i think#everyone go read can’t smile like you mean it by sockhead_42 on ao3 this is a threat#ALSO SHOUTOUT TO YENICH i love her modern snotlout hairstyle i just had to emulate it 🥹#and still obsessed w hannah brushes weeee#noooo its 3.30am.. ok toodles 😴😴#my first art of the year and its hijack GO FIGURE#tumblr i will grill u for killing the quality ☹️
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Explaining to his next victim about The Make Believes and Nick Lightbearer to show them that he understands the music (and Nick) more than they do
Based off of that scene from American Psycho y’know
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Bonus sketch: Aftermath
#we happy few#whf#uncle jack#jack worthing#foggy jack#nick lightbearer#mentioned/implied at least#also would technically be implied lightfog too since he’s describing his obsession with him so#lightfog#mcart#tw blood#also clearly didn’t draw the poster or album I was lazy but I think it adds to it#for the second sketch he puts on the mask like how Patrick Bateman#puts on the raincoat before committing murder and just like how his hair gets messy from swinging the axe#jacks hair gets messy/like foggy jacks hairstyle for swinging the cleaver#anyway uhhhh I really liked to know how other peoples thought process works#by other people I wonder if neurotypical people think like this where like#okay I’ve been really hyper fixated with whf I really feel like I can’t draw anything else#but rn I’m also currently watching live action Batman movies#get to the Nolan trilogy and see Christian Bales performance and think#man he’s a good actor then think on when I watched American psycho for the first (and only) time#remembers how good he was in that he was really funny#suddenly had the connecting out of no where thought of to draw Jack as Bateman in this scene#thought is a quick flash but doesn’t leave my brain for days#and so I had to get it out of my system and now we are here#anyway wonder if neurotypical people have this kind of mindset where thoughts virtually come out of nowhere#but there’s a connecting branch#anyway uhh now that’s done I gotta focus on other drawings
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twenty obe pliots
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killing people who don’t get an animals consent before touching them &/or ignore when animals are visibly uncomfortable with being touched.
#MOTHERS FRIEND DOING THIS WITH OUR CAT RN IM PISSED.#SHE DIDNT EVEN GIVE TOFU ANY TIME TO SNIFF OR ANYTHING??#Sigh.#tofu came downstairs to see what was up bc person was in the house#But person just immediately started petting her#even tho tofu was visibly uncomfortable and clearly just wanted a sniff test or sm#went to my room asap after that and tofu followed quick on my heels#obvs I let her sniff as much as she wants before petting her (if she even wants fuss) so she had a sniff and very much seemed to want fuss#so I gave her a few strokes and then sorta checked in and she swirled around and bumped her head into my hand (all the while her tail was#pointed straight up with the tip quivering a little every few moments - a sign of happiness/excitement to see a familiar person)#so we had cuddles for a bit until she hopped off my chest to go get water or sm :3#BUT I DONT GET WHY MORE PEOPLE DONT HAVE SIMPLE WHOLESOME INTERACTION WITH THEIR CAT LIKE THIS??#LIKE. CATS ARE SENTIENT. THEY SEEK AUTONOMY - ESPECIALLY BODILY AUTONOMY. WHY TF WOULD YOU NOT LET THEM GIVE/DENY CONSENT??#like. if you aren’t willing to learn enough about an animal to understand when it’s unhappy at the very least *why* would you interact with#one?? (This person literally has a cat as well.)#idk man these are the same sorts of people that’d probably do the ‘awww just give me a hug! I’m your auntie(/whatever)! why can’t i have a#hug? 🥺’ sorta thing.. like. BRO. It isn’t my/the cat ‘s fucking job to regulate/look after your own grown ass feelings.#SIGH..#just. The fact this person has like.. met tofu once. Lived in the same house as her for maybe 4/5 days one time and thinks the cat is#obligated to put up with her or whatever.#(This is how I imagine people be acting around cats when they’re like ‘idk man cats just don’t like me! Cats are just independent by nature#I’m just stood there having to listen to them shit talk a whole species bc they don’t understand consent (or at least don’t universally#value it - eg; with children; with animals) ANYWAYS. CATS ARE A SOCIAL SPECIES WHO HAVE DEVELOPED TO LIVE CLOSELY WITH AND DEPEND ON HUMANS#THEYRE OFTEN VERY AFFECTIONATE AND LOVING AND FORM LASTING RELATIONSHIPS WITH THEIR HUMANS AND WILL MOURN THEIR DEATH PROBABLY MORE THAN#HALF OF THE HUMANS WHO ATTENDED THEIR FUNERAL.)#If tofu doesn’t like you I don’t like you mate. I am wholeheartedly willing to cut people off if they act wrong with my cat - like - BRO.#IVE KNOWN HER LONGER THAN I HAVE MOST OTHER PPL IN MY LIFE. SHES GOT ME THROUGH WORSE AND IS ALWAYS HAPPY N EXCITED TO SEE ME.#That cat has done more for me than you ever have! She loves me with her whole fucking soul and I her with mine. If she picks up the wrong#vibes from you/you break any of her clearly set boundaries we are DONE.#(Obvs /nbh - nobody here. & generally lighthearted but uhh yeah needed to rant abt this bc I care strongly abt it and other ppl should too)
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things aren’t going well with peach. while i think my dad’s very right to be concerned that she hasn’t eaten anything in nearly 60 hours (obviously i am too), im becoming increasingly concerned that she hasn’t slept at all in around 36 hours and prior to that she was under anaesthetic, which isn’t exactly restful, so it’s closer to 48 hrs
like dad took her back to the vet today and we’ve got injections for her painkillers now because she’s not eating, and also injections for fluids (because she doesn’t drink; she only gets water from her food), so the not eating is Bad but also kinda under management, but if she doesn’t sleep soon i’m extremely worried. dad was like ‘if she doesn’t eat by tomorrow afternoon we’ll take her back because the injections will run out’ but like. if she doesn’t sleep tonight we have GOT to take her back first thing in the morning so they can sedate her or something
#her pain doesn’t seem to be too bad now that she’s got pain relief so idk what’s stopping her from sleeping#she won’t even lie down unless i’m sitting next to her. she just sits there staring out the window#her pupils are also taking up her entire eyes and have been all day#that’ll be a side effect of the medication and maybe the lack of sleep? but it won’t be making her feel any better#she can probably barely see at this point#like imagine you’ve been awake for 2 days after surgery and you’re in a lot of pain and haven’t eaten since before surgery#and are also on strong painkillers. and you also have no idea what’s wrong with you or why everyone’s doing things that hurt you#bruh your brain would be COOKED. there’s no way she has any idea what’s going on rn but she’s clearly feeling terrible#personal#like i think she’ll be ok in the long-term but she’s gotta somehow get through all these immediate issues#last time something like this happened she stopped drinking and never started again#not eating or sleeping don’t have workarounds as simple as putting water in her food#it really doesn’t help that there’s so much other shit going on rn#i’m doing a whole bunch of stuff with my phone and computer that’s taking a lot of work#but also my sister’s going on a long overseas trip that she’s leaving for tomorrow#so the combo of dad and sister coming and going constantly and also like 6 random deliveries for tech stuff in the last 2 days—#has the dogs really wound up. so georgie’s been howling at absolutely everything#and it’s rainy so my clothes aren’t trying and they’re hanging on a rack hooked on the hallway door so the door can’t close#which puts one less door between my room and the dogs so they’re waking me up every time anything happens#and i sleep during the day so that’s ALL THE TIME. i’ve had like 8 hrs of sleep between the last two afternoons#my sister always has so much random life stuff she wants to talk about and was getting really annoyed that i wasn’t very receptive#like ‘im about to go away for 3 months’ sorry i know its a big thing but i can’t just reschedule peach’s medical emergency
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WHY DID NOBODY TELL ME BURROWS END WASNT FREE
#I DIDNT TALK TO ANYONE ABOUT IT BUT STILL. SOMEONE SHOULDVE WARNED ME BEFORE I GOT COMPLETELY INVESTED#I know next to nothing abt dimension 20 I’m pretty sure I just saw a post abt burrows end specifically MONTHS ago and was like 👀👀👀#opened a tab with the first episode to watch later and promptly forgot about it#until last night! having a bad night and was like hrm what if I just watch smth#and I’ve been reading watership down recently!! finally got my own copy bc it was my favourite book when I was like NINE#so I am fully primed to fall in love with a story abt little animals rn and man#I am OBSESSED with this and also realising yeah I’m at a point where I could get very into tabletop rpgs now#what if. what if I just get dropout. what if I just do that. would that not be fun. I would like to see the stoats do stuff#i am so in love with Ava and her player and I understand so much more about brennan lee mulligan now. and VIOLA#viola may be my favourite character I’m obsessed with how she interacts with other characters.m#i NEED to know what’s up with thorn’s cult thing. and also thorn. what is going on there#hrrgrhehh the thing that’s holding me back is I’m allergic to subscriptions#impermanence. even though I know it’s fairly unlikely I’ll wanna watch it again any time soon I don’t like the idea that I’d have to like#in a couple years pay for it again or not be able to bc I can’t afford it even though I already paid for it once#I’m a books + cartridge games guy and it shows.#okay. I will chew on this. the price is not unreasonable and I have coincidentally also been looking at make some noise clips#it does not help that I basically never watch things but my favourite podcast is also ending within the next month (2 episodes left)#and this IS primarily audio so I could cook + watch mayhaps. and I’ve heard good things abt all other d20.#they have a 20% off first year deal on. annual would make me less stressed long term if I end up liking this bc cheaper + choice premade#and would also mean I can do it now and not feel bad abt wasting the first month bc I won’t be able to watch much for a few weeks#fuck it I’m allowed to make frivolous purchases sometimes I will simply swallow the subscription distaste#more stoats >:)#that aside all the players are incredible I’m pretty sure when this is done I’ll wanna watch other seasons just to see what else they do#okay go do the thing I believe in you you can spend money sometimes#luke.txt#update I downloaded the app. I am putting off the decision for another day now bc it’s 1:21am and I have not been thinking clearly <3
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I fear I do not know what to do now that I’m free 🫠
#you mean to say I just can do nothing ?#that feels so wrong#I feel like I have to do something rn#stop this is actually insane I don’t need to sleep from 10 ish till 2 am anymore ?!!#and I don’t need to study from 3am till 10 pm anymore ?!#I feel like crying I can’t believe it#like people don’t wake up at 3 am to do things ?!#above everything though I’m so terrified of things going back to how they were a month ago#bro if i went back to that period I would’ve soon actually committed suicide I’m not even gonna lie#like srsly it was so bad I fell down so hard#and yet of course nobody was there with me so#I had no friends to help me through that time no support nothing#and in truth I still have nobody I can rely on#I only can ever truly rely on myself which sucks cause I’m not reliable with these things#anyways if I don’t come back I guess you can be certain that I had succeeded at killing myself ar long last LOL#I don’t think anybody realises JUST how bad things are for me yk#not that they care remotely#which is okay I guess#I just wished someone would care for starters#and that someone would prove they cared even though that seems like it’s too much to ask for someone like myself#clearly I don’t deserve anything at all#oh well#dora daily
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ghh i hate the anxiety paralysis loop
#marzi speaks#i’m catastrophizing abt this email a bit bc of course i am#and i think part of the reason i’m so overwhelmed so easily rn is bc i’m due for a shower#but i don’t want to take the shower before i write the email because if i do then . i don’t know it feels Wrong#worst part of anxiety is when you can see that ur brain is clearly being irrational. but that does nothing to minimize the stress#like ur caught in some sort of trap and all you can think about is how stupid and dumb the trap is. but you still can’t get out#i need to look at my psych referrals again. but that’s for a later day one thing at a time
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so.... milking kaveh dry huh :3c
everyone else look away this is for nine only
NINEIFBEKGKSJFKBD THIS RUINNEDDDD MEEEEE WHY SOYLD U ASK ME YHISDCSSSS I NEED HIM ASTRONOMICALLY CARNALLY BIBLICALLY OMFFFFMY FUCKINGGG GODDDD PLSSSSSSDSS I CANT EEVNNNNE CHEWING ON THE BSRD OF MY ENCLOSEURRRR
I WANT TO CHEW HIM UP AND SUCK HIM DRY LIEK S LOLLIPOP FMDVCD BRRBRRRRRRRAAAHGGGGGGVVB THE WAY I WANTTTHIMKFK NINNEEEE IVE NEVER WANTED DICKIN MY LIFEREEEEE THIS IS SOOO SOSICKKKKKE I NEED TO RIDE HIM STUPIDD IDCCCCC NEED HIM GRIPPING ME LIKE HIS LIFE DEPENDS ONITTTTTTTT RNNNNNN I WANNA FEELHIM TWITCHING SND HIS CUTE FACE WITH UIS CHEEKS ALL FLUSHERDDDKFNDKFNDLCK FFAARRKRKINFKFNFND
#need him to fuck me bc i know he’d be so desperate and cute#hugging me tightly and whining while going crazy thrusting#absolutely feral rn#my period just ended#can u tell#moots ; nine !#took me 4 business days to answer this bc#i was trying to think of how to answer this in a normal way#clearly i failed#like i can’t#i cant#i don’t even
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i find it funny when a job is clearly entry level but they require two years of experience. actually i find it really annoying i was just trying not to be bitter but i changed my mind
#op#they clearly just don’t want to fully train you imo#there goes another library within 50 miles i can’t work in 😁#atp i just need to keep checking the ones in my area but rn they only have night shifts which i know would make me wanna die#i’m just bummed#this one particular job i applied for anyway because the worst they can say is no and now that they said no i’m annoyed#because i think needing two years is unnecessary for this particular position#but maybe i just don’t know shit about shit
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Man I am having crazy anxiety about tomorrow lol and not about the right things lmao
#Katie is rambling 2k24#I could understand if I was nervous about having my much bigger streamer friend on my stream#but I’m not at all lmao#but I kind of decided if that friend who is ghosting me can’t bother to wish me a happy birthday#that I’m gonna send him one more letter and drop it#because whatever I’m doing is clearly not working for him#which is why he’s contacting other people and not me#so like it feels like some big ultimatum#even though it’s really just a boundary for my own well being#because it is setting off some really bad shit in my brain#and I can’t keep doing like I have been#also gonna have to do a lot of house stuff tomorrow because my brother sprained his ankle and can’t stand for long#and I don’t want to do that on my birthday but I don’t think I can avoid it#I dunno just . . . even though my life is pretty dang good rn there’s still a lot I wish was different#but I don’t have the control to change those things so it’s making me insane
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whatever im making simon petrikov the next doctor who companion he and the doctor can literally make each other worse
#howd they get so similar…………#i mean everything is a parallel to DW to me but like#idk venn diagram of akira and simon and the overlap is the doctor#im going to think about this more bc its funny i#just can’t think clearly rn :(#basilposting#atposting
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I was just sooo brave and asked my roommate to either move to the common space or wrap things up after she was on an audio call with all of the lights on at 10:30 when prior to moving in she said she was fine with lights off no noise after 10pm. I really hope the rest of the summer isn’t like this because truly I will be so miserable and I don’t know if I can do that again 😭
#I hate sharing a room so much that I just know it’s going to kind of kill me this summer#especially if this continues#she said she liked to get 8 hours of sleep meaning we have to be asleep by 11#but clearly this is just not how she actually wants to act you know#i just. I can’t do this shit again 😭#my freshman roommate was constant on a call until midnight or later every night and it made me insane#all I ask is 9 hours to be quiet and sleep and I don’t think that’s crazy#maybe it is. idk#but I’m so fucking tired#and I’m still jet lagged and this internship is a lot more interaction than I’m used to so I’m just extra exhausted rn#I’m already kind of frustrated with what this internship is requiring because it’s not what I was told#like I’m doing 4 hours of outreach a day instead of the <2 I was told to expect#and I didn’t even want to do that much#ugh. I just really hate living with people but the cheapest living options would still cost more than I make each month 😭
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suddenly I feel Bad
#I was already dysphoric#I then talked abt it w a friend who then just liked my message and said nothing and it’s like#oh ok I think I’m the worst person ever rn#and you hate me#which is not mentally stable behaviour#but now I can’t focus on work cuz this friend clearly hates me#or I just messed up and she’s in a bad place and I’m bad#cuz I shouldn’t have said anything#anyways whatever it’s fine I’ll shut off emotions to finish this
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bestie they werent asking who youre defending we know its arjuna and nyalter, who is arjuna putting in the time to type 4 miles of text indefense of?
Obvious one
Krishna. You don’t even need to say anything negative he’s just always talking like he has to present a thesis on the guy
Others
Draupadi. He’s not at bhima’s level but I’m pretty sure he’d argue w people online over her
Yudhisthira. He doesn’t even necessarily agree w it he just feels obligated to defend him
#thinking abt this thing I read where during the big battle#yudh was complaining abt something and juna was like ‘I want to say something but legally I can’t say that to my older brother’#and krish (lurking) is like ‘say it’ so juna is like ‘you are being SUCH a bitch rn’#and then immediately after this mf tried to kill himself for being rude to his older brother#anyway juna would be one of 5 people attempting to defend the guy clearly#‘someone has to’- juna#my asks
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