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“if you’re not in the pit at a tøp show what are you even doing!!!!!!” not dropping the boys that’s what

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A bestfriendship doesn't have to be codified or stuffed into nuclear found family dynamics to be deep. Sometimes good friends can be good friends without seeing eachother as pseudo siblings.

HOWEVER let me make one thing clear, Maya does actually see Phoenix as her brother.

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So, if we do assume that The Line is lore, I have a more positive take on it.

I agree this song is Clancy to Torchbearer. But I don't think it's that he's "lost" (at least not truly) or died or became a bishop. I think this is in Clancy's mind at the very end of Paladin Strait right before he opens his eyes and/or right after.

I think Torchbearer senses that something is wrong/that Clancy needs help. This could be when the bodies fall after Clancy defeats the other bishops. So he uses his power to guide and projects himself to Clancy. In The Line, he says, "I can feel the light shine on my face". If he's talking to Torchbearer, this makes sense. He can feel his warmth and light. And so he sings/calls out to him. That gives us context for the rest of the song.

Clancy feels like he's failed because he faltered right at the end. After everything, he came up short here. So he's apologizing to Torchbearer. He feels like because he couldn't follow through at the end and he faltered. His anxiety spirals and he catastrophizes, so his faltering seems even worse. To the point that he thinks The Banditos would reject him. I have absolutely had that thought before when I struggled with anxiety. Sure that the ones closest to me would suddenly reject me for something I did wrong or not good enough and it spiraled out of control in my head. I think it fits. In spite of that, he's still asking Torchbearer to stay with him. He asks him to stay.

So, my idea is that Torchbearer does stay. He helps Clancy back up. Realize that it's not over. That he can try again so long as he takes a breath and his heart beats. He will always have the support of The Yellow. And he will always be with Clancy, just like his letter said. He will never leave him.

So Clancy is able to overcome that anxiety. And that's when he opens his eyes at the end of Paladin Strait. That's why his eyes or so determined and defiant. Because Torchbearer gave him the strength to push on through.

And when he opens his eyes, he sees Torchbearer right there. Nico might not be able to see him, but that doesn't mean he's not there with Clancy.

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they have an effect on me

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Going to see a band/artist live is crazy cuz it's just like "I have to live through whatever happens this month because at the end of it I'll be in the same room as this lanky white boy from ohio singing about a made up city with his buddy on the drums"

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WRITE IT ANYWAY!!! EVEN IF YOU DONT THINK YOURE GOOD ENOUGH!!! WRITE!!! IT!!!! ANYWAY!!!!!!!

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new tøp song just dropped shut up no one talk to me

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Twenty one pilots just released a new song sorry for the person I’m about to become

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likne good

twenty obe pliots

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twenty obe pliots

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kaiiitoooo *points gun* name ur top 5 fav ice scream flavors

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(You want to stay with them!)

happy anniversary, In Stars and Time <3

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365 slutty slutty days. of time louping

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When @insertdisc5 reached out about doing the soundtrack cover I was so excited and I sketched the very first idea that came to mind. I still love this silly sketch 🤭