#I am simply overreacting
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Am I sweating, my heart beating out of my chest, with a declining interest in life and constant pain of EVERYTHING because I am depressed and it’s the first HOT (80°F+) day of the year, OR because it’s been 5 days since I’m pretty sure my internal cyst on an organ has burst and sepsis is setting in? Only time will tell!!
#thank queue#fave#me#literally listen to your body more than I do#that’s the post#was I 100% sure I even had a cyst before I went to the ER? yes#was I right?#yes#does any of my family believe that it has possibly been making me internally bleed the last five days?#no#according to them#I am simply overreacting
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you wanna know what??
I am
TIRED
of overmasculinized werewolves!!!!
I WANNA SEE A
WEREWOLF
WALKING AROUND IN A CVNTY LITTLE OUTFIT!!! WALKING THE STREETS!!!! DISEMBOWELING CREATURES!!!!
I WANNA SEE WEREWOLVES COVERED IN BLOOD AND GORE WHILE WEARING A SHORT SKIRT AND CROPTOP WITH HELLO KITTY ON IT!!!!
I WANNA SEE A WEREWOLF WALKING AROUND IN COTTAGE AND FAIRY AND PRINCESS CORE OUTFITS!!!!!! WITH A DEAD MANGLED RABBIT IN ITS MOUTH!!!!
AND MAKE THE WEREWOLF
D I S G U S T I N G ! ! !
#i am TIRED of seeing all these manly man werewolves that are all copy and paste white boys#I am TIRED of seeing all these woman werewolves being butch and masculine(also mostly white) or submissive!!!#I WANNA SEE SOME PLUS-SIZE WEREWOLVES I WANNA SEE SOME BLACK ASIAN LATINO MIDDLE EASTERN NON WHITE WEREWOLVES!!!!! THAT ARNT F3TIZIED!!!!!#I WANNA SEE A G I R L WEREWOLF THATS INTO “G I R L Y” THINGS!!!!! LET THE WEREWOLF BE A SLVT!!!!!#LET THE WEREWOLF BE IN THE TRADITIONAL CLOTHING OF ITS CULTURE!!!!#AND RIP AND TEAR AND MAUL AND CRY IN THE MORNING AFTER DOING ALL OF IT!!!! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#no but fr can we werewolf fans like. actually sit down and reflect on the inherent misogyny of werewolves??? ESPECIALLY IN MEDIA#like. almost EVERY. SINGLE. WEREWOLF. in movies and shows and stuff are always a buff white man with anger and trust issues#and on the rare occasion that there *is* a woman werewolf shes always either over masculine or “weaker” than the “stronger alpha male” were#olf and only seen as a mate. AND shes always “calmer” and “maternal” and “calms the alpha male down🥺🥺”.AND she never has an actually good#werewolf form its always either wolf tail and ears or full wolf. or if it *is* actually a decent werewolf her transformation is offscreen.#like whyyyyyyyyyyyyy are people so scared to make women go ape shit?????? werewolves are NOT pretty creatures!!!! STOP MAKING THEM PRETTY!!#(lmao jk we know why they're so scared hashtag male gaze)#like yes. werewolves ARE pretty but not in the “dog show 30k$ poodle” kind of way i see some people making them(not that that's bad tho)#AND ALSO LIKE. ARE WE JUST GOING TO PRETEND WEREWOLVES LITERALLY WEREN'T MADE FOR WOMEN AND MINORITIES???#like. once a month someone turns into a raging bloodthirsty unstoppable beast driven by the moon and instincts with an insatiable hunger an#need to hide away from people due to them wanting to kill you or fearing you simply because you're a werewolf. they don't know you. they ju#t see you as a creature that might hurt them. constantly being hunted down to be killed simply for existing.#WHAT PART OF THAT SCREAMS: “ah yes. White man.”#IK theres going be people(men and pick mes) that see this post and think “this bitch is overreacting” and tbh idc.the girls who get it get#the girls who dont dont.#anyways shout out to Ginger Snaps trick or treat and every other piece of media or fan piece with disgusting non-f3tiszied woman/poc werewo#i love yall#*smooch smooch*#Werewolves#Werewolf#Lycanthrope#Lycanthropy#Werewolf AU#Yeah. Im tagging that too. I see yall.
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guys. despite being so so careful. so careful. i was eating a slice of wheat bread (curse the goddamn wheat bread). a little bit got stuck in the back of my mouth. i finally needled it out but. guys. the area is hurting now. and it bled a little bit. if i gave myself dry socket i will NEVER forgive myself. also i will never eat wheat bread again.
#this post is framed as a joke#but in reality#i am TERRIFIED of dry socket#i am currently hoping praying clenching my cheeks that i am simply just overreacting
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peace and love on planet earth save me.... peace and love on planet earth.... save me peace and love on planet earth....
#had a terrible night last night and am having an awful morning so far bc. I agree with everyone but disagree with#the level of some of the reactions#if that makes sense#I'm being intentionally vague but. I did talk this through with someone last night#I just think the magnitude of some responses may simply be... overreacting? at least in my perspective#and the perspectives of several people who I'm fairly close to#it's simply... I really struggle with having solid opinions about stuff bc I'm not confident in my knowledge#my political views are essentially ''I wish everyone would be nice and get along''#which ik is not possible in this world. however. I#I don't think that giving up a whole Interest and something you love just bc of something someone associated with it believes#is necessarily always called for?? and in this case I don't think that it is???#maybe 2 people will get what I'm saying here and I don't want to get into arguments. I think killing and destruction should STOP#end of story. idc who is doing it or why. I think it should just stop. but I also don't think dropping [REDACTED] for associating#with someone whose support falls the other way (saying this as kindly as I can btw :/ ) is necessarily a response that needs to be had#does that make sense?? at all???#I just wanna have fun next weekend 😭#anyway. Christian girlies and anyone who prays please pray for me to stop overthinking and overfeeling this
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fucked up how the world gives me symptoms of a disorder but Only sometimes. how am i supposed to figure this out boy
#bee babbles#please feel free to ignore this i am simply in the Mood#when im normal ‘ok ueah i probably dont have this i mightve just been overreacting’#when im not normal ‘EVERYTHING IS TERRIBLE I FIT THIS CRITERIA SO WELL WHAT IS HAPPENING TO MEEE!!!!!!!’#whatever its ok guys 👍 ill get normal again in a week tops👍👍👍
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everyone is pitying me and i dont know how to feel about that
#i mean i pity myself its bad for me right now and i need help and support because i simply can not do this without it but also#i deeply wish i was not doing just so extremely bad and i wish i didnt need to be pitied#i think im doing worse than when my parents got divorced and i didnt see my dad for 3 months like its. probably the worst time of my life#which is such a nice stopper on the past four years probably having been the best years of my life! and i only have a couple weeks of that#time left and all i can do is feel just. bad. all the time#but then im also affraid people think i’m just overreacting or complaining or whining or whatever and like. rationally i know i cant#help how i feel and what is happening to me but also it just makes me feel weak. this shouldnt be so hard. this wouldnt be so hard for a#normal person. and im having difficulty coming to terms with like. this is just who i am. i cant do everything other people might be able to#im sensitive in a lot more ways and yk its good to realise im not unique in that way but im also not average.#ugh sorry im trying not to vent Online but bluehg
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That's it I'm shaving him in headspace now.
(Loud audio.)
#Edited because of the reply on this post however that person was incredibly rude to me so. Blocked.#I did simply forget to add one. I would usually. You can remind me that is fine. But I am just...#You come into *MY* hospital as a stranger? And you Bitch at me? Not following me not even Laytonblogger...#I apologise for being this angry I am sort of the alter for that. I may be overreacting.#But it's my hospital.
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pissed pissed pissed pissed pissed
#called my sister to ask for advice about making friends because every time i talk to her she's talking about a new friend#we had a back and forth because her first few suggestions Simply Don't Apply#and it put me on the defensive#like she's like oh well you can tag along with your other friends - I DO NOT HAVE THEM IN THIS CITY#THAT IS MY ISSUE#I AM STARTING FROM 0#finally she's like 'invite them to things' and i'm like oh ya that makes sense but what the hell do i invite them to#can't do that can't do that can't do that#and finally she's like 'no wonder you don't have friends'#and it was a joke but i started crying#like.........#not funny!!!! not funny#i know i'm overreacting but i def need time to cool off#like in retrospect it did sound like she was blaming my circumstances and not me#but that's not how it felt#like sorry i don't have the right kind of hobbies. sorry i don't live in a big city. fuck off#the first few advices were like 'go to events'.... oh you mean the literal most obvious thing?#that's what put me on the defensive initially i think#like. girl. i go to events#i'm not sitting here in my house all day wondering why i don't have friends#felt patronized#plus she started involving her friends in the convo and that felt very bad also#like without asking me she was like 'what do y'all think'#felt very much like 'hey does anyone have advice for my loser sister'#FUCK!!! pissed#anyway the Actual takeaways i got were#be confident - assume the other person also wants to be your friend#have an idea for something else you can invite them to#(that part is.... i'm not sure i can manage that. like. i don't have the right kind of hobbies)#(i can't invite them to come water my garden with me lmao)
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god gives his toughest battles (being in a large fanbase where leaks spread like wildfire) to his strongest soldiers (me)
#it happened with amphibia it happened with toh and it keeps on happening with ml#and i just. i'm sick of it! i really am!!#i’m also kind of worried about the impact these leaks will have on the fandom…the community here has been a big part of my life#for years now and losing that because the season’s been spoiled for so many people would be hard#ofc i could be overreacting dfjbdgjnk i’m trying to simply wait until all the episodes have aired. then i can form an opinion#pfb talks
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when you don’t even have the energy to be angry or text fuck head back anymore. in case you were wondering void, the “bestie” originally said he would be coming to visit next weekend. now he is asking if he can bring his adult niece as well to tag along. for context, fuck ass said next weekend was to show how grateful he is for my constant friendship and how much my friendship means to him. must not be much if you are asking me to house and entertain your niece over the weekend. and i know you were wondering void, and no, he still asking asked me about the non-binary lesbian i hung out with on sunday ✌️
#i’m exhausted#and tired of being angry#i’ll text him back in the morning to tell him it’s alright#but in reality i don’t understand why he needs to bring a buffer to spend the weekend with his lesbian ‘bestie’#do i deserve this disregard to my feelings?#or am i simply overreacting?
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yeah okay i should’ve blocked him in february shouldn’t i
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#Seven’s Public Diary#straight edge#cw vent#cw vent post#vent#vent post#cw addiction#cw alcohol#cw drugs#cw medication#cw negative#want sososo badly to go on a big loud raving rant about my deep burning hatred of sedatives and alcohol and mind altering substances#and about how it feels like no one can deal with their problems sober anymore. always gotta get fucked up to ‘cope’ or escape it instead#and about how the pharmaceutical industry is just feeding you all a quick fix that’ll fuck you up in the end#they just want your money they don’t want to fix you. they want you dependent on them until it kills you#but. i know that i am simply overreacting due to my trauma and subsequent bias against it all#so instead i shall just sit here quietly in my little corner. seething with rage that i can’t release#it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine#maybe one day 30 years from now i’ll be living peacefully with someone as stone cold sober as i am and i won’t have to witness it anymore#god willing i make it that far. i’d like to live to experience peace and safety and quiet and love. i’d like that a lot#(this isn’t. directed at anyone here btw. i’m not trying to make anyone feel bad. just triggered and having a bad day. but when am i not.)
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u know when u have nerves and u just need to do the noodle dance in a corner to shake it out... that's what this is
bruh i like..... i reached out to someone for language checking help and i....... im so scared LMFAO this is the most nervous i have ever been about anything resembling a beta read
also the most humble. they could tear it to shreds and i would be like "sure", no arguments. i think it's cause i hv a degree of like, arrogance re my englishing that i do not around literally any other language
#but i'm also like#they seem cool#i hope they don't hate me#brain just screeching me anxiously rambling at them#i also?? i wanna ask them about work?? they are a Real Translator?? BUT I DONT WANNA BOMBARD THEM SO i simply sit here in a puddle of Fear#i honestly think i have just been like...... so unaccustomed to Meeting New People#i'm realising this is just me being real bad at asking for things#see it's different if they offer; if i spring out of nowhere i feel like im being a bother yk#Fear!!!!!!!!#ok that's all screaming over it's all in my mind and i am just overreacting byeee
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Hm think I might go nuts for a bit
#me thinking ‘did I forget to take my meds why am I so anxious’#no bitch it’s that time of the month where your uterus drives you right up to the brink of something drastic#as long as I keep reminding myself that my mental state is only altered because of hormones I’ll be fine#but holy SHIT#just#fuck#I don’t track my period with a calendar or an app I simply#become completely untethered from reality and feel like an open wound and worry I’m about to go into psychosis#and then after a couple days of that I go ‘oh I’m bloated it’s just pms’#and before anybody comes in the notes saying that’s not normal talk to your doctor#listen#please listen#because I have and they’ve said ‘yeah that happens’ for every fucking thing#and the sheer thought of making a doctors appointment only to get told I’m overreacting again literally makes me physically ill#holy fuck man#I am so tense just thinking about it
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waking up at 7:30 am when i dont have work until 4 but i cant go back to sleep because of crippling anxiety even though i am barely keeping my eyes open and know im inevitably going to get a raging migraine from exhaustion in a solid 4 hours
#i for sure am overreacting abt how stressful this job is but i think not working for awhile has actually caused my brain to atrophy#but tbf 4 days of training for a receptionist job simply is not enough ❤️ esp not for how much responsibility there is
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How people in the USA loved nature and knew the ways of the plants in the past vs. nowadays
I have been in the stacks at the library, reading a lot of magazine and journal articles, selecting those that are from over fifty years ago.
I do this because I want to see how people thought and the tools they had to come up with their ideas, and see if I can get perspective on the thoughts and ideas of nowadays
I've been looking at the journals and magazines about nature, gardening, plants, and wildlife, focusing on those from 1950-1970 or thereabouts. These are some unstructured observations.
The discourse about spraying poisons on everything in your garden/lawn has been virtually unchanged for the past 70 years; the main thing that's changed is the specific chemicals used, which in the past were chemicals now known to be horribly dangerous and toxic. In many cases, just as today, the people who opposed the poisons were considered as whackos overreacting to something mostly safe with a few risks that could be easily minimized. In short, history is not on the pesticides' side.
Compared with 50-70 years ago, today the "wilderness" areas of the USA are doing much better nowadays, but it actually appears that the areas with lots of human habitation are doing much worse nowadays.
I am especially stricken by references to wildflowers. There has definitely been a MASSIVE disappearance of flowers in the Eastern United States. I can tell this because of what flowers the old magazines reference as common or familiar wildflowers. Many of them are flowers that seem rare to me, which I have only seen in designated preserves.
There are a lot more lepidopterans (butterflies and moths) presumed to be familiar to the reader. And birds.
Yes, land ownership in the USA originated with colonization, but it appears that the preoccupation with who owns every little piece of land on a very nitpicking level has emerged more recently? In the magazines there is a sense of natural places as an unacknowledged commons. It is assumed that a person has access to "The creek," "The woods," "The field," "The pond" for simple rambling or enjoyment without personally owning property or directly asking permission to go onto another person's property.
There is very little talk of hiking and backpacking. I don't think I saw anything in the magazines about hiking or going on hikes, which is strange because nowadays hiking is the main outdoor activity people think of. Nature lovers 50-70 years ago described many more activities that were not very physically active, simply watching the birds or tending to one's garden or going on a nice walk. I feel this HAS to do with the immediately above point.
Gardening seems like it was more common, like in general. The discussion is about gardening without poisons or unsustainable practices, instead of trying to convince people to garden at all.
Overall, the range of animals and plants culturally considered to be common or familiar "backyard" creatures has narrowed significantly, even as the overall conservation status of animals and plants has improved.
This, to me, suggests two things that each may be possible: first, that the soils and environments of our suburbs and houses have sustained such a high level of cumulative damage that the life forms they once supported are no longer able to live, or second, that our way of managing our yards and inhabited areas has become steadily more destructive. Perhaps it may be the case that the minimum "acceptable" standard of lawn management has become more fastidious.
In conclusion, I feel that our relationship with nature has become more distant, even as the number of people who abstractly support the preservation of "wilderness" has increased. In the past, these wilderness preservation initiatives were a harder sell, but somehow, more people were in more direct contact with the more mundane parts of nature like flowers and birds, and had a personal relationship with those things.
And somehow, even with all the DDT and arsenic, the everyday outdoor spaces surrounding people's homes were not as broadly hostile to life even though the people might have FELT more hostile towards life. In 1960, a person hates woodpeckers, snakes and moths and his yard is constantly plagued by them: in 2024, a person enjoys the concept of woodpeckers, snakes and moths but rarely sees them, and is more likely to think of parks and preserves as the place they live and need to be protected. Large animals are mostly doing better in 2024, but the littlest ones, the wildflowers and bugs and birds, have declined steeply. It's not because "wilderness" is less; it seems more because non-wilderness has declined in quality.
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