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i know the whole "do you think jon ever used his powers to Know what his parents looked like" thing is far more devastating than this but what if he tried using his powers to remember original sasha? jon and sasha always seemed closer than the rest, he picked her (and tim) to work with him and tolerated a lot more nonsense from her than anyone else (using his password to access his computer [161], debating his pronunciation of calliope [25], etc)
and ofc jon and martin became significantly closer as the podcast went on, but in the beginning he was cruel to martin when he gave a statement but accepting of sasha? idk i think their friendship was a lot deeper than we realized (ESPECIALLY since his first murder in season 5 was because NotThem provoked him about sasha) and i think jon wouldve used his powers to Know the original sasha, not sure if it wouldve worked though
so so sorry to distract from the post but can yall read the tags for me because i suffered immensely for this post
#they make me ill#sasha was so cool i miss her every day#i think we need more sasha content#idk i wish we got more of them specifically#THIS POST. HAS CRASHED. 4. TIMES.#i am trying to write about the magnus archives and its like “hee hee tumbeast ate your post” give it the fuck back?#it saved to my drafts after the 4th tag but this is pissing me off#every time i try to tag it as “tma” it crashes so im not doing that#just pretend i did ok#16 more times total of 20 every time i try to write tags it crashes#it wont let me write the archivists name im genuinely so serious#please help me please help me#im gonna sit here for a second and let it save as draft#6 more times#ur joking#total of 26 crashes over this one post#hate to distract from my incredibly brilliant insight but this is unusable#i think its okay again actually?#gonna try tagging with real tags wish me luck#jonathan sims#jon sims#sasha james#tma#the magnus archives#the archivist#notthem#notsasha#tma theory#tma spoilers#holy shit it worked
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(ノ｀Д´)ノ彡┻twitter words of warning┻
AFAS Live November 18th, 2024
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Update!
#sleep token#iv sleep token#i swear to fucking god twit if you do not come thru with this i am becoming a mole a burrowing into the servers and eating them--#listen to me#kitty ear iv making a return is not expected after all this talk of don't toss shit on stage#still don't toss shit on stage#but holy fuck and heavenly cheetah print#i am going to be biting my way through twit for a bit#okay? we're all cool with that? cool. cool.
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sketchy comic of Wynn!Mika's first in canon death, by the first arrow shot. I like to imagine these are his first ever words to Bob, just an honest moment between a legend, and his successor.
#wynncraft#mikamako art#i am so insane about this quest can yall tell#its like#EUGHHHHHHHHHH#i had a friend in vc and i cried for 20 minutes straight after dying for the 5th time#not out of frustration but because i got too into the character#wynn mika was not doing okay#neither was i#i have so much more stuff to draw holy shit#GET READY FOR SOME SPAMS HEHE
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[Star Wars Rebels: Garazeb Orrelios]
So I heard that the best purple boy showed up wearing blue~
#the mandalorian spoilers#mandalorian spoilers#I am still screaming over this#I was hoping for someone from Rebels after we got the purgil in the first episode#but HOLY FUCKING SHIT#I actually screeched when I saw Zeb in the background#scared the shit out of my partner and the cats ahaha#anyway I know it’s only a cameo but I can’t help hoping for the husband to show up too#Zeb needs his ex-imp okay?#star wars rebels#garazeb orrelios
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how do i turn qantoine’s spontaneous marriage proposal to qetoiles into evidence of his early-days fear of qfrench drifing away and keeping secrets from one another
#the conversation takes place in antoine’s vod: L’ANNIVERSAIRE DE TALLULAH at 41 mins ish#like . okay . its such a fucking crazy moment to me that still lives in my head bc it’s a a joke . but it’s also not#he asks etoiles directly after spiderbit wedding . ‘don’t you want to get married?’#after it gets mentioned*#etoiles turns him down bc he ‘doesn’t have time to fuck [he] needs to kill everyone’#and antoine says ‘well but— just a marriage’ like it’s the act itself that is the most important to him not anything that could come with it#the confirmation of partnership . of having someone to rely on . something that feels to him maybe more certain and solid than the#friendships antoine had at that point . like if he felt things were slipping and he was being left behind he wanted the certainty of#something like a marriage that is traditionally considered More important and certain .#and i think the end of their conversation is notable in how antoine brings up the notion of betrayal — he getting betrayed by others and how#he’s fed up with it . after etoiles says no to the marriage (though specifying that he’s gonna think about it) antoine brings the whole#betrayal thing up after a pause . he doesn’t necessarily consider etoiles as having betrayed him but it’s that lack of certainty#certainty that etoiles has refused to give him that makes him start to open up about how he’s tired of people promising him things (or#seeming to promise him things) only to leave him out and in the dark . and there’s an insecurity there that really shines if you take this#moment into consideration with the Larger Shifting his character is going through .#like tldr ; qantoine has begun to realise that his friends are starting to form deeper bonds with other people and thus keep secrets with#them which to him means leaving him behind . taking notice of this he brings this up to his friends in . not exactly direct ways . he#talks about how he doesn’t like secret keeping but doesn’t seem to push much further and he also tries to remedy the issue#of feeling left behind by doing shit as discussed above ^ however on account of the InHuman i’m not sure he understands what he’s doing very#well . and as we know antoine doesn’t make much progress and ends up retreating into himself and beginning to keep his own secrets . to do#his own shady shit . to work in the shadows and not be honest with any of his friends either . to hold them at arm’s length despite how much#he still cares . the only person he puts his full trust into anymore is pomme . not ayp who he deems too underhanded . not bagz who he sees#as having started the whole ‘secret keeping’ stuff in the first place . and not etoiles who’s actively going down a path with the codes and#resistance that he cannot follow#that was NOT a short tldr . why the fuck am i writing dissertation length tags about MINECRAFT BLOCKS#god whatever who cares i get joy out of this thats what matters#anw if you read this far holy shit ur insane . thank you#i am going to bed now godbless !#jay rambles#qfrench.posting
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Play 13 Sentinels I am no longer asking
#13sar#13 sentinels#Some maybe implied spoilers in tags#I am not okay in any way I love this game so excessively much#I'd need like a 500 slide powerpoint precentation but tldr#Hijiyama's route is my favourite and also Insanely good#Gouto's route is incredibly good and an unexpected favourite I didn't expect that to be as good as it was#They really saved the absolute best for last#I have beefed so much with how late Hiji's route is forced because I loved it from the prologue but I 100% understand and I am 100% okay#with it cause every single time I've been forced to wait for it it was so fucking worth it#Girlies after they finish Live to Protect and ESPECIALLY girlies after they finish Hiji's last event whose name escapes me now#But holy shit dude Hiji's route is excellent I can rant about it for hours#It's enjoyable as hell it's got Excellent plot reveals it hits EVERY emotional beat it pulls#Like she has it all#Not to say that the other routes don't they're all excellent Hiji's just my favourite out of the bunch and succeeds in All aspects#Whereas some routes like Yuki's I feel are Completely carried by how enjoyable Yuki herself is#While not succeeding as much in say the plot department#Which isn't a Problem but it's just something which makes me prefer routes over each other when some can hit Everything it tries while#others might neglect certain aspects in favour of others which doesn't make it Worse but makes it less complete as such
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#sorry let me rant real quick in the tags#cw personal#once again hitting an insurance pothole bc the psych says she accepts my OHP plan HOWEVER the therapy group she is contacted with says#THEY don't#they only accept the insurance if it's through my employer but NOT through the government??????????????#so there's still some kind of payment???#anyway I want to scream why is this so complicated#like will she take my insurance or not who's right here#anyway called her back directly and went to voicemail so now I've done all I can for now#why the hell is this so hard man#the person on the phone didn't know really how to explain#once again no one knows what they're talking about#like can y'all not communicate and figure this out?#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#i need to get an ADHD eval before my next PCP appointment in june so that they will continue giving me my meds#and the psychiatry through the hospital has a limited number of visits that insurance will cover#*contracted#not retyping all of that#and once again the only reason this is so stressful is because the psychiatry group at the hospital fumbled the communication ball last tim#and the psychiatrist I was with never put the ADHD on the chart#and now somehow it's MY responsibility to fix that>#UGH#like I am grateful to have some kind of coverage but holy shit is the US healthcare system in shambles#the bureaucracy is INSANE#i had to just sit down and put my head in my hands for a second#and then go 'right okay nothing i can do about that rn moving on'#uGH#literally said 'what the FUCK' out loud a couple times#like not on the phone after I hung up obvs
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i’m speechless
#WELL. I MADE IT TO THE SCENE. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY.#tomgreg#succession#i actually am speechless like i had to keep pausing and taking breaths.#WHO SAYS THIS. WHO. UNLESS ITS A LOVE CONFESSION??? IT FEELS LIKE A LOVE CONFESSION.#A SORT OF LAST HURRAH BEFORE HIS LIFE IS OVER???? TOM????????????????? LOOK AT ME#LOOK AT ME. THIS IS??? LIKE. MY LIFE IS OVER SO I MIGHT AS WELL CONFESS I'M IN LOVE WITH YOUR GIANT ASS???? SPEAK UP#screaming crying shitting pissing throwing up shovelling sand into my mouth in the hopes i suffocate on it#and the fighting after. is it. is he. is this how he thinks love has to be??? like. he's used to fighting with shiv so now#he thinks that if he's in love they have to fight?? i have too much to say and talk about i really. ugh.#and when greg says he doesn't want to tom gets upset#like it's a rejection#i honestly hate this so much#COUNTRY BOYYYYYYY I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUEEEGUhgnrgv#AND THEN I DONT WANNA EITHER IT WAS A JOKE!!!!!!!!! yeah. uhuh okay.#ik the nero sporus stuff is wack BUT WHAT HAPPENS AFTER HELLO?????? HELLO.#but ''i'd castrate you and marry you in a heartbeat'' then do it pussy#sorry ik this is a novel in the tags but holy fuck. i gotta sit down seeya
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love being wide awake at 2am on a school night. good news is i’m almost done with tllr chapter 15
#feeling super inspired#like wooow wow#cannot express how inspired and motivated i feel rn#i wrote soo much#i’m having so sooooo many thoughts. i bet you’ll never guess who it’s about#it’s anton yeah#if i start talking i won’t shut up so i should probably sleep. or keep writing actually#i am a creature of the night after all#wyrms says stuff#anton oc#dreams are crazy one day i’ll be like all normal and the next i’ll be thinking so much about anton and vampires and anton being a vampire#and me being his thrall#normal stuff yk. normal people thoughts obviously#hey okay but if i actually was vampire anton’s thrall he would sooo help me sleep tonight#and like anton reminds me soo much of alexander. yes i’ve read ahead okay#i need to stop talking holy shit my brain#my brain has the zoomies tonight after binging that series#brain zoomies. vampire anton can u hypnotize me pls can u enthrall me i need to sleeep
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Wang YiBo X BRIDES Magazine — April 2018
Rainbow Groom photography by Maico Pereira
#Wang YiBo#send help#Holy shit the noodle on a boat#wow Lao-Wang#he’s too beautiful#Brides magazine? BRIDES?#This boy is as straight as a circle#The photoshoot was 🔥🔥🔥 though#Is the photographer okay? Has someone checked? It’s been five years…#I’d throw myself overboard after taking these photos#Because honestly you’ve peaked#It would be all downhill from here#I am not okay#Can someone please check on the photographer and make sure they didn’t walk into the sea#he’s so damn elegant#The elegant noodle#How is this legal#wang YiBo photoshoots#Supermodel wang yibo#waiting for his… bride 💀 HE HAS A RING THOUGH…#Straight as a circle I’m telling you#also some of yall be thinking that the pride photo is part of his brides photoshoot YALL this is an aesthetic#there’s not a *bride* in sight — so I added a pride photo (which is credited at the end)#because it’s a boy with a ring and NO BRIDE so yeah… happy pride yall chill out#I BUILT this aesthetic and made the collages because it’s all vibes#and the vibe check says PRIDE#After all it’s WYB#straight as a circle I am telling you
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Once again I am fueled by comments from my thesis supervisor and feel like I can actually do this thing hell YEAAAAHHHH
I CAN WRITE THIS THING!!! I CAN DO IT!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHH
#imagine a drawing of me going all feral that's me rn#I get so hyped every time I meet him even though all his comments are like “this is okay” and “what did you mean by this”--#then followed up by discussions and improvement suggestions and I get so excited about writing it all suddenly#like!!! what is this!!!!#it's probably because I get to actually talk about my thesis and in detail with someone who understands it? probably?#most likely now that I think about it. I don't have a lot of friends who study the same thing so I can't talk about these things in depth#(but I'm also very happy to have those friends who don't understand but listen to my ramblings about it <3 )#p#and also also like. I am about 45 pages into this thing. I am so far. I have wanted to just drop it for the past month or so but!! I'm so--#--far!!! holy shit!!! that's amazing my guy!!! you're doing well!! just need the clean up and some clearer explanations and that's it#it's not going to be two more years of this it's going te 6 months MAX#most likely 4 months of work with 1-2 months after for the grading and checking process when i don't have to do shit#I only have this thesis; one essay that is 75% done; and one spanish course I'm taking end I'm done!!!! I will cry when that happens!!
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ugghhh wintertime sucks!! I'm sad and tired and sad all the time.. I need a nap.. and f/o cuddles.. and another nap..
#ash rambles 💚#negative#part of it is definitely the weather#it's so dark and dreary and i never wanna leave my bed#but also just. my mood akdjajs I'm kinda down in the dumps today#im recovering from being sick which always fucks me up#and i just cant shake this feeling of anxiety..? and i feel kinda a lot like my f/os wouldnt like me or would fall out of love or never see#me as more than a friend and other stuff like that#i.. actually got broken up with yesterday irl!#it wasnt messy. he said that this isnt what he wanted and it was fine and we're back to being pals. i wasnt sad at all in the moment and#i dont think i am now..? it's weird. we were laughing like always literal minutes after having the chat. when we got together we said that#if things domt work out we wanna keep being friends. and we're doing just that. honestly i saw it coming and idek if i LOVE him anymore#what even does love feel like..? regardless I'm not upset or sad at my breakup since i saw it coming and I'm honestly happy he just. Talked#to me about it. we communicated and then three minutes later went back to talking about x.enoblade LMAAOO it was fun!#but it is ridiculous for me to expect to feel NOTHING at no longer being in a relationship. i cant just feel nothing. i dont feel sad per s#just... in my thoughts i guess? I don't think the feeling of my f/os not liking me stems from me being dumped though. i think thats just me#being me sjdjaksj I'm very insecure a lot of the time. i dont think being dumped helpd very much though LMAAAOO#I'm doing okay i promise. and I'll be alright. theres just both a lot and nothing going on at the same time and i feel... idk what i feel.#i hope my f/os love me 😭 i hope that a lot#and honestly i know this community is ass and I'm more than happy in my own corner with my couple of followers but. ngl I've really felt as#though I'm not valued here and all that junk as of late. yeah just.. i think everything is happening at the same time and I'm tired and#i feel like I'm a confused kiddo who doesnt know anything anymore BAHAHAHA#holy shit it just sounds like i need a shower and a nap huh- I'll be alright I'm just. dealing with stuff akdjsks but i also hate to always#bring the mood down like this! i always try my best to be haha silly and all that shit. I'm just gonna try to daydream about f/o cuddles#(and try to convince myself they dont hate me ofc)#oh and. i know i mentioned this but. i hate the weather. so much. I'm sad all the time. November is actually my least favorite month too 😭#I've gotta study a lot today and I'll try to sneak in some k.urohyou and hopefully start watching monster too but yeah i apolgize if#I'm acting off these days ajdjajs I'm very stuck in my own mind these days. not exactly the most fun place to be 😭#delete later#i mean akdjajs i literally started crying the other day because my friend said that my husband (k.yohei) loves me ajdkahdb come on ash..
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hello!! may i ask why you like the beatles so much? love your art!!!
hello helloo!!
sure! i am actually pretty new to this beatlemania stuff, i got into them on january😭
why i like them.... honestly idk maybe because theyre just silly guys doing music rhhrjehejej 😢
when i found out about them it just kind of "plop!" with my heart. i do always have a spot for rock music and quartet group so maybe thats why!
Also really glad you loved 'em arts!🥺
Thank you so much for asking‼️🫶
#also funfact: i found out abt the beatles because of kurt cobain#like months before i am in a nirvana brainrot and then theres this article i read abt kurt being a big fan of beatles#he literally make “About A Girl” after listening to them for like hours#he was also a john fan#so i was like ohhh okay the beatles huh maybe ill go check them out#it ended up with holy shit these brit guys colonized by brain now
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I made a boo oc!! I'll make more drawings to use them for when I start making "serious" YouTube videos :3
#mayodraws#dont really know what else to tag so#TIME FOR RAMBLING WOOHOO#im thinking of just getting rid of the name Mayo tbh#ive grown sick of it#honestly might just stick to my real name for everything atp#i use it for the entirety of discord now so 💀#i just feel like its not me if its not my actual name#its like its a separate identity of myself even if im the same person you know?#i like feeling that i am me even through a screen i am still me and not some offbrand representation of myself#so hey everyone my name is Hailey :3 feel free to call me that#soon enough ill change all my socials or the ones I actually use to be some form of 'Hailstorm' because it sounds cool imo#and its a nickname my sister gave me so it also means something special to me <3#should I have made a separate post for this? yes#is it too late? also yes#since im in a ramble session i may as well say more on my mind#im in a server for discord and i so badly have been trying to become friends with people there but holy shit even after like 2 months#i still cant gather courage to speak most of the time#hopefully ill open up more soon but man i need to just not be so shy 😭#are you having fun reading through the tags 💀💀#i would be surprised of anyone actually read all if them#if you did i hope you have a wonderful day 👍👍#also Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its Christmas totally#back onto the youtuve thing most of my videos are just shit like “toad screaming” or editing zelda cutscenes but at some point i want to#make scripted videos for nintendo related stuff#i already finished a script for ttyd and i know its not the best script but for being my first its good enough and ill learn along the way#okay im done yapping Happy St Patrick's Day
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what do you mean my friends have a discord server without me. haha anyways i should die?
#okay#no thats okay#everytime i am asked by the people around me ‘don’t you have any close friends?’ and i hesitate for a long while#the neurodivergent struggle to establish meaningful connections with the people in your life!!!#like dang i really do not have anyone i can feel confident feels the same way about me#except maybe raiha. i love you li#even then it kinda feels like i’ve been a burden aaahhahh#therapy is so expensive and not as gratifying so i should go eat a nice meal once i’m done spiraling#holy shit i need to do busy myself so i don’t have emotions again#thank god i wont have to see anyone again after this#but that makes me a bit sad too#i'm always of the habit of cutting everyone off and leaving.. but it's not necessarily a happy outcome for me sigh#something something floater friend#god. they need to have a free trial on killing yourself
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bad day today but hopefully this'll be the worst of it and it'll go away soon -v-
#this sucks but the nice thing about colds. is that they don't last forever#the chronic illness obviously will but this won't and thank god because this sucks ass. way worse honestly#maybe just because I'm not used to it but. holy shit go away I hate you#lol I've been so overdramatic about it I feel. for no real reason tbh I think I just get grumpy kinda easily#I mean it is a pretty bad cold to be fair#but also I am. the whining whinerrrr#ANYWAY my parents have already recovered from their colds and I only got mine a little after them I think#so logically I should probably recover pretty soon too#this fucking congestion. hate you hate you hate you#have gotten some headaches and I'm more used to headaches so that's not too bad#honestly I don't think the cold has affected my usual symptoms much?#which is kinda wild but good because I don't wanna deal with that combination#sore throat seems to be gone today and I hope that lasts because I hate her. get out.#but tbh I'd prefer that over this I think godddd this sucks ass okay#barely slept last night it kept me up all night I'm going to kill something#but yeah my usual symptoms have been chill actually. idk if this is just distracting me from noticing them but. hey
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